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mUzIK: u mAkE mE wAnNa/ bLuE
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i'm tired. sleepy.
school was well...i dont know. neutral? well...3a2...mrs tan is our form teacher...i'm damn happy. really. but it's just that...well..too unfamiliar. i know it's like that...what's more...it's the 1st day as 3a2...i cant expect anything right? but...it's just that i'm too used to the crazy ppl in 2a2..who opposes to everything mrs tan says. 3a2 is just too quiet. even when we were discussing..we were like dead quiet. even when i changed grp...it was just me, turaiya and the 2a1 galz. they were noisy...and some were cold...but it's just that i'm unfamiliar. i guess that's why turaiya was so quiet today..well...quieter than usual lah. her face was...a bit black. yeah. i can understand her feeling. hope that things will change. become a united class. well...i'm not asking 4 the standard of what 2a2 used to be...but i'm just asking 4 it to be a more noisy...lively class. the ppl at the back were noisy alright. and mrs tan was still the same. but it's just the back. hope i can make more frens...yeah. cuz i really dun talk when i'm unfamiliar. ask weihao sir. say what i act guai and very quiet becuz i was unfamiliar with the sqd. act guai!! hahahahahahahahahaha!! anyway, yeah. even during piano lessons. i'm damn quiet. my partner is well...yeah frm 2a1. i cant complain right? 3 grps in my class---> 2a1, 2a1, 2b2. mrs tan split us up. well...it's good. but hey...this is just the 1st day. i cant help feeling a sense of being uncomfortable right? yeah. what mrs tan saed was true. what A sumthing. (sorry i didnt learn that word) yeah. but it means getting out of ur comfort zone and make more frens. (sound like clay marble). now the enthu ppl are usually the 2a1-ians. how i wish that former 2a2-ians wld be the enthu ones...be the ones to speak up to mrs tan...as usual. but hey...i cant expect the same right? sigh. i just hope the future goes better. well...i kinda liked the theme my grp choosed 4 the class...tho' it's not confirmed yet. "honey to the bees". we had a good laugh out of it. but i think it means something and it's not the common sayings of unity and whatever. but i think it's a bit out of point. oops. i still like it anyway.
yes. campcraft today. ok larz. we're gonna have a lot of trainings thru out these 2 months. we went to mac after that. me, jaime, turaiya and grace. -throw face- i spilt the coke!! -malu- but why does she have to like oppose to almost everything i say? not everything lah. just somethings. i dont wanna argue with her. i want (world) PEACE! haha. yeah. well...i just hope we can work as sqdmates as well as sqdmates. and 4get abt the past. i'm not asking 4 what we used to be when we were in sec1. just to be able to co-operate. sigh. what the...2nd day of the year and i'm talking abt this so much. i'm not ready to start studying again. i'm too used to campcraft. i cant start studying again. i guess i have the weekend to get over this. but it wun be easy. looks like i haf to come home and start doing hmk again. life's like that. there goes my 7 o clock slot of watching tv. nvm. i dun really understand the 7pm ch 8 show anyway. mom says i'm just wasting my time. i've made up my mind to study hard this year. i must study...i must. sec3 is the year with all the activities and the new subj. i dunno how hard they are. but i hope God will grant me the knowledge to be able to understand and cope with hmk and all the various school activities. mom says sec3 is the year where all ppl stumble. i may stumble. but i'm praying that it wun be that bad. esp A maths and pure lit. i think this is the longest i've wrote...besides all the camps and stuff i've blogged in. this is cool.~