this is what happened today. i met jerrick on the 156 bus. who fell asleep. and i was watching tv mobile. and the other nj guy in the bus was msging. so no one pressed the bell. so the bus didnt stop at the bus stop. so we got down 1 bus stop after that. and had to walk damn far. jerrick didnt wanna use the overhead bridge so we fleed across the rd. only to find that the side gate wasnt open. ARGH. met pei wei. so we walked to the other side gate. WHICH WASNT OPEN. met wen yi there. so we walked all the way to the front gate. met zuo jie on the way. and so we walked. and walked. so far. far....far...far...far!! was perspiring by the time i got to class. and we were 20mins late. ghislaine was later. oops. haha.

chem prac was...(i can't say). haha. basically i think i'm going mad. siao. holidays is not equivalent to break. period.~

i'm stressed, i'm depressed, i'm angry, i'm crazy. i hate my life. i hate everything that's going on.

i think it's the "last day of school syndrome" that's gotten everyone out of their minds. felicia's gone mad. i think we've all gone mad. yiling (10) has been taping people on their shoulders and making them turn ard to find no one. eveN anne marie has gone a bit mad. ha. oh... she asked this qn today that ghislaine and i started laughing like mad. no. it's not a joke. but we just started laughing.

mr tek: so ethanol, being less dense, will be less viscous
anne marie: huh... but oil is more viscous but floats on water.
me & ghislaine: oh yAh....haHaHaHaHaHahahA!!

mr koh's lesson on waves was damn lame. lame jokes. ms lim is forever so cold. during pw ms ng wasnt doing pw at all. and we were going crazy with ms heng during econs on thurs. i conclude that teachers and students are too stressed that they've gone crazy.

wenT to meet xt on wed afteRnoon. i can't write whaT wE did. since i'll get killed from it. anywaY... i wont do it again. too expensive. ha. xt was guessing my ccA when she asked hH... who didnt wanna tell heR. and who sent me xt's msg when xt was right beside me. wenT to meet shafik and raF. shafik was damn funny trying to guess my ccA. "i know!! marbles!! chapteh!!" HAHA. xt waS ding chinese, i was stoning on my paper. raf was studying for his test which looked like phy to me. he asked abt solving 4x4 matrices then i said use GC. oops. shafik was telling me abt their atc... cool!! it's been a long time since i last went.

anyWAy... i went to sch on thurs and saW staNley. so sat down and "chatted" with hiM. well... we were more of talking abt... people. haha. stanley wanted to tease joseph. he devised a "master plan". then during lecture he told me he called athena. which of course, i didnt believe. then during lunch athena called me to ask who called her using joseph's phone. OH MAN!! haha. she had quite a big reaction when i told her it was stanley. lol!! then today, he was thinking of calling athena again. joseph was threatening him with a scissors. i was msging athena, i think she was getting angry lar. haha. poor thing.

hols!! a time of mugging. MUGGING. not playing. this is gonna be my life for the next 2 years. SPA skill B & C on monday. going out to watch movie i guess. i treated yiling to ice cream today. hA. nvm if you dont see a link. too stressed!!!!!~

my life is getting worse by the minute. this is depressing.

yong jan's game was damn good today. his ave was 204. (for those wols people who still dunno what my cca is, continue wondering.) 5 X-s in a row. damn pro!! hAhA. basically yj, zh,darren,yt were all good. their ave was quite high. of course it's thanks to me, jess and lx for cheering. hA! the others did quite okay too! yayS! but the other schs were good too, mainly hci, mi, cjc, yj, tpj were there.

went to northpoint to eat bk and gossip again. whEe... laughed so much. esp to those funny people who kept teasing jess. lol. these people are mad. anyway. i wanna see so many movies. bleahs. my life sucks.~

tired. sleepy. but still stressed. therefore, i dont have good sleeps at night. i'm gonna ko anytime soon. better get started on econs VA.

anyway. nj funtasia highlights. cant type out all of it. darrick and athena came early. miss them so much!! started taking pics and going ard looking at the food. that was probably the best time to eat. anywaY... then we went to the haunted house cuz we wanted to whack. but we didnt in the end. decided to be good people. was at TC block... watched part of the maid as an intro at TC 02. then proceeded to 03... oh man... i must say it was not bad! can almost compete with ac's haunted house. most of the time athena and i were screaming our lungs out. darrick was laughing. jess was screaming too. then darrick took pic with the "ghost". haha. went to 04 to scream again. basically they were giving us a shock of our lives.

went out to find food and buy more things. haha. was attempting to buy nachos and cheese. no cheese. met roy!!!! jess and i stood there to talk to roy. so long havent seen him!! he's still as gay. haha. let's see... along the way met amanda and her sis. marcus gave me a call... met him near the linkway. so nice to see him again!! esp after both of us changing sch. talked to him for a while. then met ken!! so very long havent seen him too!! too bad wei kit and shaun werent able to come. sad. jess said ec came... but didnt see him. met jj too. and guan qun!! miss her too!! hAhA. met so many people at nj funtasia.

the stall was ok. wen yi was worried abt his xbox. we kept revising the timings. there was this guy who was damn pro...got 19 sec. but too bad he didnt pay for that game. haha. was having a chicken ring party with yiling. oh...throughout the whole funtasia was disturbing raf. cuz at some parts was damn bored. haha. wanted to go meet him at ubin. but cldnt get a cab...too late by then. too tired anyway.

hmk hmk hmk hmk hmk hmk hmk. study study study. stressed again. when will this end?~

i've gone mad i think. no. i think i have. we were all a bit off today. let's talk abt today. ARGH. stanley!! he sabo-ed me during chem class la!! now ms lim knows abt it. anyway...sabo-ed him back. ms lim half-believed me. about stanley's gf. anyway..now the whole s15's teasing me. even the guys lar!! ARGH. even during pe. we played floorball!! yaY!! so fun!!

ended sch at 1230. didnt go for bowling comp. had to help out with the last min preparations for funtasia stall. ys, ck,rc didnt go too. went to paste posters... then helped out with the banner. had to change the colours a bit. then sam, ghislaine, anne marie went of for touch rug competition. leaving me to do the banner alone!! the others were doing the mascot thing. pei wei came down to help me paint the sand. was quite artistic!!

then after the banner was done felicia and i went to oasis to find the track people playing with the car. had to help them with it. so we did many parts to it... then slowly one by one left... leaving me, peiyi, yiling, ccb, pei wei, zuo jie. they were doing the track, ccb and i were attempting to to something to the banner. haha. then went to help them with the track. and i think zj was really really off. we kept saying he needed to go home and sleep. cuz he was talking rubbish. speaking indian, imitating the train announcements, irritating me. singing and ruining songs...he was really off. he was making everyone off. haha. spilt red paint on my shoes and skirt. i was screaming all the way. haha.

went home at abt 6.30 with yiling. cant wait for funtasia tmr. hope it's gonna be fun. judging from the preparations.i love the nj steps. they really rock!!~

my stress is turning into depression. don't ask me why. i don't know why either.

why is it that it's so hard to face reality on a sunday? life hasnt been like this before.

funtasia is supposed to be a fun thing. yeT i'm freaking out. time constraints. financial constraints.

wish i was back in sec sch. i know i sldnt think too much about the past.

i have no time for anything anymore. everything is studying. studying is everything.

maybe this is the cause of my depression. maybe not. maybe it's because of you.~

rafael "muah chee" is currently entertaining me with lame jokes right now. some funny, some not. but i keep laughing still. some racist. oops. been bored for the past few hours. looking up on pw. actually, i'm telling him more jokes than he's telling me. so theoretically i'm the one entertaining him. lol!

maybe i shall go sleep now.~

arGH!! still stressed. stressed a few months ago, ytd, today, tmr, and the months ahead.

FriDaY 12MaY 2006
met xt, jaime, raf, shafik to play pool for abt 1hr. hEEx. raf and shafik kept bullying the fish. wet. haha. shafik was good. tho still cant beat my bro. then me, xt, jaime played against each other, xt and i alliance to kill jaime 1st. oops. haha. i won the 1st round, xt the 2nd. lol. was disturbing raf with the cue stick. then they went home, i went to meet my cCa (what CcA... for me to know...for you to find out) people down at marina sq since town marche was under renovation. on the way at citylink, met ah ruo and serene!! arGH!! i miss them so much! so we stood down there to talk for quite a while. ah ruo was crapping as usual. managed to catch up quite a bit. but miss them lots.

then rushed off to find them at changing appetites. most of them were there. i ate fish! lol. was telling raf abt it... he was saying he ate steamed fish at shafik's house. ended up arguing which was nicer. and wanting to exchange steamed and fried fish with each other. mad. then we were gossiping abt....people. haha. yong jan, yong tat and zhen han were damn funny!! cuz of their expressions and others... damn funny! kept laughing. we finally left the place ard 10pm. took the last free ride to city hall mrt. went home from there.

sAtuRdaY 13 mAy 2006
woke up late. since i came home at 11+ the last night. realised i needed to get a chem book. or not i'll have nth to do. left the house at 11.50 when it started to rain. was supposed to meet edwin at 12. changed it to 12.30. then later i told him i needed to go to heartland 1st. ha. he almost slaughtered me. hMm... so went to heartland to buy some other things. and old chang kee...

took bus back to srgn stadium there... he made me walk dunno where... was strolling there... but he said i walk fast. managed to find him after a while of walking aimlessly. went to dunno where to study. ARGH. he so reminds me of my bro when he was young. cant study for more than 5 mins. will always start talking or walking abt. whole day disturb me. kept distracting me. anyway... he went off to stalk someone who he claimed to know. he can seriously join the stalker club in s15. even they are not so bad. then hE went to catch an earthworm which was damn long. EEEEEEWWWWWW. was running away from it. damn disgusting!! argH!! he went to buy sweets. then he started talking and disturbing me again. give up siah. he really reminds me of my bro in sec sch and poly. then he was sending msges frm my phone to his own phone cuz i had thousand free msges =). one of the msges typed to himself: "i know you're bored but jia you okay! just slaughter the fish beside you for entertainent." and many other lame msges.

anyway.. he wanted to go home and sleep (like my bro. argh.) but i wldnt let him cuz i didnt want to go home. so we sat down there and did nth. haha. sat until 6pm. decided to go home to mug.

have to do pw now. arGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~

STRESSED STRESSED STRESSED. mad mad mad. crazy crazy crazy. gone case. excessive stress is not good. no talking abt hmk on this blog.

let's talk abt S15. people are getting more lame. lyn, for one, is. during pe on tue she started cracking lame jokes. subsequently, everything was lame. ms lim is always lame. mr chee's jokes are really really lame lar!! "maths topics are gonna get darker and darker...but with me ard, the days ahead are bight!!" and he said that without the lights on in the container classroom...after which...he switched it on when he said the word "bright". oh man!!! mr tek's jokes.... -_-'''. i dunno what to say. then the guys were trying to sabo darren today during chem lecture because ms lim was the lecturer. stanley got sabo-ed by ms lim instead. haha.

oh yes!! seems like the non-political broadcast of the bah chor mee man thing is getting popular. think the whole S15's heard it. DAMN FUNNY. darren kept imitating the whole voice recording. joseph put it in his ipod. so the girls were listening to it during civics today. "move on your si lang tau ah!!" HAHAHA. then during civics we were discussing abt the prizes. and thanks to stanley for nominating me for ic for prizes! ARGH. as if i dun have enough things to do. hAhA. i will get him back!! basically we were slacking and discussing 1/4 of the time.

today we were having on of the most not boring chinese lessons. we did a transparency on the oral topics. zuo jie joined me and tiffany. he was damn crappy and lame. he started drawing esplanade and merlion on the transparency. which didnt even look like esplanade or merlion at all la!! so when i went up to present, and they said they cld tell what it was...he waS damn happy. haha. nvM...my drawing's as bad. i think we've all gone mad. due to overstressed.

siao siao siao siao siao. lame lame lame lame lame. stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed. my workload totally sucks.~

church today at 8.30am. cldnt wake up after watching GE 06 till 1am last night. after church went down to bugis to meet yq. havent seen her in a long time. was eating tako pachi when she came. then she said she wanted to eat. so we did....

walked down to national library. gosh. that place is damn nice. guess who i met there? darren loh! hAhA. of all ppl, darren. with his gf. had a short but damn funny chat with him. before going downstairs. then we went to play with the lift. haha. 14 storeys...it's hard to resist. took it up.down.up.down. then went to the study lounge to check for seats...no seats. we went outside to the garden area to sit down and study for a while. ergh. butt pain. cldnt study there. was listening to top 40 on yq's hp radio. then finally found a sofa seat. so continued studying. until yq suggested walk walk. went down to bras basah complex. then went to cheers....cldnt find anything. went to 7-11 to get some drinks. i spilt milo freez on my shirt!! oops. then went back to study again. oH... went to look at the reference books b4 that. damn cool. but cant bring notes in. wth lar.

anywaY.... after thaT we went down... left the library. walked to bugis street. yq wanted to buy clothes. for poly. haha. i don't need! but i still need new shirts. anyway... she didnt wanna buy anything there... so just went ard to look see. oOO...many things there. then crossed over to bugis junc. look at the clotheS. having sale. then needed to go home. aWww....sad!! hope can meet up with her again!!

back to school. cant wait for friday holiday.~

I'm not supposed to love you,
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there,
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do,
Sorry I just couldn't help myself,
I like you.~

happy npcc day! walked down to srgn station this morning seeing many people wearing either their mufti or their np shirt. i miss those days. wearing pl-lite shirt in sec1, full uniform in sec2, mufti in sec3, sch u in sec4. oops. hA. heard that pl had parade and full uniform today. argh! i wanna go back! haha. hMM.. it'll be nice to have all your juniors greet you. and the only people u need to greet is the officers. sec1s will run away when they see you because they do not know your names.

ever been chased out of school by your own school before? i havent. pl has. argh! they got chased out by 2pm cuz pl compound will be used as a polling station tmr. why dont these exciting things happen during my days?!? anyway... my classmates are all going back to their respective schools to collect their o level certs and when can i collect mine? 1st week of june. so late!! argh.

just talking abt school makes me stressed. therefore, i shant type anything abt schoolwork here. my class is getting more scandalous. the girls are pairing everyone tgt. except for ghislaine and anne marie. peiyi was the worst. and what peiyi said abt me justin heard. ARGH!! anyway... we had free period for econs (ms heng didnt come, but set us hmk on chp 4 which we havent even learnt). so the 8 of us went to the SL to sit and chat and gossip. 3 of them in 1 sofa, 3 of us, the other 2 on seperate chairs. we were mainly gossiping on 2 people until some of the guys came in. lol. then for pw, we asked zj to ask ms ng whether we cld have it in the SL. we were too lazy and sleepy to move. so we did!! yay!! my grp was discussing on the problems faceD... pw really really sucks your brain juices. we managed to get an extension on the submission of our GPP. yaY!

caNT wait for friday. it's a holiday. tmr's polling day. will have make up holiday in term 3. and no sch on 22 may because of funtasia. holidays rock!!~

today was quite a good day. despite dreading the fact that i have to go back to school. math tutor was quite angry that we were 15mins late for math. cuz we strolled from parade sq to tc block. lol. math lecture abt MI... i see no point in it. lol. but it doesnt really bother me that much yet. since i havent attempted the tutorial. maybe it's difficult? i dont know.

then during break, we seperated into grps to discuss abt gpp. wE were crapping for sometime. abt ads. i dunno why..but we started on the macs oOoOOooOooOrchard road uncle please. hAHA!! sam started laughing like crazy. then all of us started laughing like mad too! we managed to come up with some idea of a game for the gpp. have to develop more on it tho. i think it was good that we came up with that!! sought ghislaine's advice on that too. so we were half crapping half discussing.

chem prac is always lame. with ms lim as such a cold (brRr) teacher and the guys making fun of everything. during lunch, sam was sharing with us abt the councillors camp. abt the night activity where they were led to one part of the huge school blind folded and asked to find their way back. damn cool and fun lar!! we weRE listening so intently! ha. chinese...how fun can it get? econs...ms heng not here. then pe (altho i hoped so hard that it would rain, it didnt). the teacher let us play captain's ball... while the guys played soccer. sam was the captain.. felicia the other. yiling kept blocking her. haha. sam's hands are really good! no matter how u throw the ball to her...she'll catch it! hAhA. we kept scoring. theN dunno what they were doing... ended up laughing like mad again. wenT home with yiling and lyn to mug! hAhA. what else can i do? slack? ccA tmr. and math test on thurs. this is so stressful!!~

woke up at 7.30am today. siao right? hA. i went back to sleep until xT msGed.... said she really sick. cmi. lol. poor thing. geT well soon girl!!

watchEd tV...looneY toonS... hEhE. waS supposed to meet edwin at 1pm at heartland. 12.50 i was still at home. lol. reached there... macs was crowded. so went to kfc to eat. he made me eat tho i wasnt really hungry. anywaY... he's crazy. cant say much. hAhA.

thEn wenT upstairs walk walk. nv seeN a "guy" love shopping b4. anyWAy... went back down to check for space at macs again. managed to find one. erM..something's wrong with me today. cldnt solve apgp. had to keep referring back to notes. basically helped him thru his whole chem paper 1..had to keep explaining to him. and some which i cldnt remember. oops. chem in sec school is really memory work. and it aint like this anymore. argh! stressed!

so anyway. he took 2 hrs just to finish one mcq paper. by that time both of us were freezing. he kept slacking. and stoning. and going outside. siao. haha. was trying to not freezE in there. said he kept seeing his friends. so gavE up on studying there... wanted to go his house study corner...

b4 that went up to popular to geT myself highlighter. i cant live without them. didnt have enough spare cash. so asked him to lend me $1.30. then he said interest rate times 2. so $2.60. round of $3. so now i "owe" him $3. no way!! ha. went down to wait for the bus. he started saying out advance woc again. make me jealous only. hA. sizing brings back memories of jnco course and plnp sessions... esp the ones where we were trying to learn sizing and get it right. was the funniest. i miss those times.

anywaY... on the bus he stole my fish carrebena. mom called. had to buy food go home cuz she wasnt cooking. hA. so abandoned him and went home. lol. sch starts tmr. argH! stressed. GPP 1st draft's due this fri. i dont even know what we're doing. i hope it rains at 3.30pm tmr. then no pe. good. long day tmr. back to studying!~