NJ holiday!!! The off-in-lieu for polling day. (wasnt that in july?) Yea. it was. This is called WOLS.

AnywaY, yes, Study. 7-8 hours of studying today. Wasn't that wonderful? The thing is, i study, i feel stressed, i don't study, i feel stressed. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?! Promos are coming, so yea. study. Whatever.

I think ghislaine spent most of her day doing WR. spending most of your well-earned holiday on pw?! is that worth it?!!? even mugging is better than PW!! because physics, chem, maths and econs is much better than pw. There. my resentment for PW. Anne marie's really really good. and i must say i'm blessed to have such a classmate in my grp. our WR turned out better than expected thanks to her. and we only have to edit a few parts.

Anyway, i heard that pl finishes at 10.30 on thurs. how am i supposed to go back?! by the time i reach it's 1130. Yea. Well done. ~

do i think i've fufilled my promise to study this week? seriously no. i'm turning into a study freak. but there's so much to do. freaking a lot. i was talking to yiling today about Jesus coming again. because i turned to Revelations in her Bible. right now, how i wish the Lord would come right now and take us away from this world, into paradise. Well, who actually know's when He'll come? maybe tonight, maybe tomorrow, maybe next year, maybe next century. No one knows.

OP wkshop was today. i hate impromptu speeches. i went to eat lunch with lyn, yiling, anne marie, ghislaine. speaking of yiling, i woke up at 6.50am this morning to msg her. and she replied! talk about crazy. anyway, i went home after that. threw my batt flat hp on the table to charge and went down to the pool room to find edwin & xavier. that guy called me during OP wkshop to ask me to book. there were his classmates there, one np, one not. being the only girl with 4 guys there wasnt a very good thing, one of his frens took off his shirt to act like he was swimming, he went down to get a carlsberg. it was funny tho'.

the 2 guys went off to really swim, i played one round with xavier, won him. like duh. then we played life, i was aiming at 1-5 all the time, which was edwin's. xavier won. they totally killed me the next round. edwin won. (waH....so surprising.) we left to heartland... to meet jaime & xt to study. i was forcing edwin to go thruout the whole journey, in fear that he would abandon me. i pulled his slc shirt... so he got angry. SORRY!! well.. i met pei jun at macs. she was studying with some other nj frens. she remembers xt and xt remembers her. then i met pearly and yu jun. talked to them for a while, the were doing summation (gosh, i hate that chapter). and everyone's failing every subject, so my inability to do well isnt a cause for worry. but i still cant help worrying about promos.

i was only able to study after some of them went somewhere. the peace and not quietness. the 'hunks' went off a little while later, the women went to buy cup corn. we met them again at the bus stop, but decided against going to eat prata with them because i had dinner at home and jaime had to go home.

raf had an accident ytd. i tot edwin was joking when he told me. he looked a bit dazed when he came today. gosh raf: go home and sleep! and stop thinking so much. dont fall into depression. not good for health..

my plan for the week
Monday: sch as usual
Tuesday: off-in-lieu (simply means MUGGING)
Wednesday: school, cca
Thursday: Teachers' day cel, go back to pl, JTS
Friday: Teachers day hol (which also means mugging)

This is the life of a mugger. gosh. how i hate that life. i just wish everything would go away.

i'm freaking pisst because this is the 3rd time i'm re-typing this whole entry.~

My motivation for the week:

STUDY

goodbye.~

so many funny things happened today, i just cant help but blogging.

actually today i wanted to stay at home and do serious mugging, i fufilled the 1st part, the second, hA. therefore, before i start my post, i will promise myself to mug the whole day tmr and not go out nor be distracted by anything. anyway, jaime called, they wanted to come to my house to study, in the end it was only the 2. xt fell asleep on my bed, with the nice air con on, but without pillows. haha. we deicded to wake her up at 3.30. jaime and i were outside studying with her ipod blasting. later they left me to study on my own and they went to sleep. they woke up and studyed a while, then we switched on the com and there went our studying.

anyway, we wanted to play pool, so xt used my house phone to call raf, because raf didnt recognise the no., xt used a low voice and asked whether they were free. raf kept asking who she was. he passed the phone to shafik, who knew almost immediately that it was xt. TALK ABT WOLS!! then she called edwin, who didnt even ask who she was at all! that's so weird.

we left at abt 5.50, we took a cab, and in the cab we were talking to the cab driver abt the govt, cab drivers always like to talk abt the govt. lol. we reached there and found raf, shafik & edwin. and guess who i met? YUNQIAN!! like...what in the world is she doing at kpool?! haha. she said her friends pulled her there. well, i screamed at the sight of her. not because i havent seen her in a long time, but because she's one close friend. haha. well, i accompanied her for quite a long while while the others played, i was sitting there and talking to her. then she had to go home, so i walked with herdownstairs, till the junction, and we ended up talking there, because she wanted me to walk home with her. eH... if i did i wldnt know how to get back. haha.

so i went up to join them, to play a few games. we started laughing a lot, about everything. shafik's really really hilarious jokes, then he hit edwin with the chalk... which was quite painful i guess. haha. edwin wanted to hit the stripe ball, shafik said no, but edwin stubbornly wanted to do so, when stripe was ours!! haha!! i havent played for so long, obviously i was so sucky. lol.

then we went to eat, because raf, me, edwin were hungry. edwin ate $5 worth of hokkien mee all by himself. raf cldnt take it and ordered 1 char kuay teow when he had dinner at home. i had a stomachache, because i didnt eat and yet i was hungry. so yeah. i cldnt even finish my $2 hokkien mee. hA. i almost died of pain. they had to go home (when i didnt), edwin fed me the last bit of my food. he kept taking up the food to my mouth when i was still chewing, he wanted to feed raf but it looked a bit gay. haha. so after trying to chew my food with edwin's really not wols feeding, i managed to finish. shafik went home, raf cycled home, the rest of us went to take 147. we were talking abt cambridge dinner and his. then on the bus edwin was asking xt some things, he lent me his phone, so i started checking his contacts list. this guy really has more girl's numbers than guys. hAha. i was asking who this was who that was, cuz he said he would tell. lol.

i was having a bad stomachache in the bus, he was asking me to count from 1 to 50. lol. so lame. xt alighted, then him, then me. i chiong-ed to the toilet. lol. somehow going to the toilet made me feel better, even tho i didnt wanna shit. so yeaH. i'm home and my eyes are starting to close, yet i have to do pw. ~

Announcement: I am going to MIA for a while, at least until my promos are over. Which would be in 7 weeks time.~

Chinese class was a joint class btwn C01 and C02. ghislaine was sitting in front of me and we were msging each other while the chinese teacher was talking. bascially i was complaining about some irritating people whom i got really really really pisst at. REALLY. it was entertainment for a 1hr 40 min lesson.

anyway, we played bball for pe. and thanks stanley. he just teased me again. but at that moment, i thought of you. i wanted to shout out your name. to tell them about you. but i didnt. when will i be able to make my feelings known to you? maybe i choose never. i wasnt able to concentrate on the bball game after that. i was running up and down chasing the ball but not intending to take possession of it. i kept thinking of the times, those times.

anyway, i'll be busy from now till november. first, preparing for the dreaded promos and then for pw. basically everytime you see me online, i'll have something to do. and will be busy. so i'll just withdraw from this cruel world for a while and mug mug mug. HA!~

Singaporeans are generally rather generous. Those along orchard road. well, it has been a long time since i did flag day, the last time i did, was "home". Heartland, kovan. Going to orchard road in the morning isnt good. there's hardly a soul around, if you dont count all those doing flag day as well! so basically we walked the whole stretch of orchard road, stella, tiff,me, ghislaine. tiff and i ended up as far as thai embassy. we met back at wheelock at 11am. i was tired. competition. how i wish i cld use economic concepts to solve this!!

we went all the way back to cine to find zuo jie, justin and cb, we went downstairs to the food court to eat. i ended up eating kimchi noodles. and i ate for the longest time. zj ate his, went off to sell more flags, went to buy drinks and came back and sat down and i was still eating. we were watching man vs beast, was damn funny. then we were talking abt people, justin was damn funny.

at 6.30 i went out again. i was in the bus when raf msged me at 6.50 saying everyone was there alr. and made me rush all the way there. THANKS AH. the rest of the wols (really wols) people came, we took a bus to ntl stadium. we wanted to go to kfc to wait, we ended up inside national stadium. the memories, esp for edwin, marching in during syf. raf and shafik climbed up the stairs that only the president could use. lol. we went out after a while, we were somewhere along the river and made the rockets. proceeded to merdeka bridge.

shafik tied the rockets to the railings. then the fireworks started!! yAY!! they were so nice! different from what i see from my window every national day. the last part was spectacular. then shafik lighted the rockets, they were quite nice. but i think the one at pasir ris was better. the sparks sprayed edwin, he said "pain pain" while xt was filming, so it was heard and damn funny! played with the whistling sparklers too. after a while we left, afraid that the mata would come.

we walked to the 70 bus stop. the "hunks" were shouting commands again. then edwin and raf started shouting commands in my ear. edwin's commands weer really sudki and deafening. raf lost his voice in the process. hA! he cldnt sing nor talk. zao xia. and guess what? WE SPENT ONE HOUR JUST GOING ROUND SUNTEC AND ESPLANADE! that pathetic loop took 1 hour! and the whole journey took 2 hours. we were bored, xt was msging someone, we were playing with our hp, i started msging shafik lame stuff. then raf and joined in, they called and hung up. xt, raf, me, shafik kept calling each other. edwin was quiet tho'. sorry.

i fell asleep halfway, cldnt take it. tired. they went to eat prata near edwin's house. i didnt eat, i dont eat at night. i cabbed home, they took bus. and i cldnt wake up today.

back to monday blues.thanks edwin for the touching video!~

We're together again (just prasing the Lord). hA. tangent.

yEs. Raf PONNED school today. he went to see the doc to get an MC. i pulled jaime out to "study". xt, raf, shafik and i ended up playing arcade and playing at the new playgrd. and i must say, they are moments of bliss, moments i will keep close to my heart. close friends whom you can truly connect with are hard to find. =)

mug mug mug.~

due to limited resources, my cranky computer and my closing eyes, i shall try to keep this as short as possible. i left the house early, and found raf and shafik playing drums, we went to look for the necessary materials we didnt get the day before, raf was high. they bought beer. and 1 bacardi for me. raf went home, i went to shafik's house, gly and kris were there alr. shafik was frying his beehoon, he wanted to bet with us that he would cook his beehoon finish even b4 edwin came. but edwin came less than 5 mins after he said that.

edwin was talking to kristle, shafik was entertaining gly and me in the kitchen as he tried to warn edwin against "potong jalan"-ing. HAHA. we left after we got all the things tgt, edwin went to find raf, while the 4 of us took a cab to pasir ris park. shafik was entertaining us again. we pitched the tent, the rest came, and raf and shafik went fishing for crabs. i stayed to watch them do it. xt arrived ard 7, thank god i didnt have a hard time looking for her. we ate, then they opened the black cat they bought the day b4, the thing seriously shoots up your nose if you take shots. linyi was entertaining us with freaking lame jokes. as usual.

we checked back the crab thing time and again. ard 10, xt and i retreated into the tent while edwin and shafik went fishing and the rest talking. we were trying to sleep. we cldnt, so we walked along the beach to find seashells and flat stones to make it skid across the water. my best was only twice. then time to cut the cake! the one we made with our bare hands the day b4. gly and xt kept receiving calls and sms wishing them a happy b'dae, xt cldnt msg or call out. lol.
then daidee with shafik, xt, raf and me. with shafik helping raf the most and then me. haha. basically i lost a lot. because i'm quite cmi in the 1st place and i was stoning. so i had to eat the cheese cake. xt was msging a certain someone with my phone, and later edwin snatched my phone to read the messages. i screamed at him. haha. after a few rounds of daidee we went back. shafik bought sparklers for us to play. he made this rocket which shot sparks out to the air, freaking nice! so xt, raf and i started learning from him.

we bought 2 more packs and went to a secluded corner where no one was to mass pdce the rockets. we made 9, and we lined them up in one row and lighted them altogether. they shot up, it was so nice!! basically one of the nicer moments of ytd. we went back to play with the remaining, then xt and i wanted to go to the spider web. but after going to check on the crab, xt and i decided to go back and sleep.

the rest were talking, gly was sleeping on the poncho. i slept to hearing edwin talking, and i woke up more than 1 hour later to still hear edwin's voice. he talked for 2 hours. i gave up on sleeping in the tent and went outside to do a bit of stretching and "morning pt" at 5.30am. raf and i sat back to back so i had something to sleep on..oops. haha. we started talking about american and singapore idol. edwin was sleeping beside and feeling cold, so raf lent him his jacket. raf and shafik didnt sleep, the girls were sleeping on the table, so the poncho was left with me and edwin sharing it. i fell asleep for awhile, and missed the sun rise.

so after everyone had woken up, (xt slept for 4 hours. power). we cleared up the food. and at abt 8 we left for breakfast. kristle had to go home, so we went to white sands to eat mac breakfast. people suggested wols hq, but that was really out of the way. i'd just fall asleep on the bus. i was stoning at macs. they started mixing everything tgt. and gly tried it. she said it was nice. eEeww. haha. shafik tried to scare raf by "spilling" some on him. lol! xt and i went to the int, while the others went elsewhere. once i sat down, i fell asleep. i didnt miss my stop. haha. and i came home to sleep till 3pm. i guess the rest slept longer.

basically i enjoyed it. tho i need my 8hrs of sleep everyday. the company of close friends is undescribable. but i still choose to go back to the past. it was simpler. and somehow i feel that we are able to interact better.

thursday is chiong-ing homework day. =) ~

my left arm hurts, all thanks to someone who punched me ytd. anyway, i shant talk about ytd, i shall talk about today's national day celebrations!

i got onto the bus this morning as usual, to find someone waving to me. i was only half awake, so it took me some time to connect who it was. turned out to be qiuling, darren's gf. i met stella on the way into school. she went to run outside. then at the parade square there was a formal parade. 4 np people were the flag bearers, together with st john & ncc. 3 ssgts, 1 SI. i asked hh to go talk to them. anyway, they remind me of np days. but i shant go into the nostalgia part. the pc was using his throat to shout. but still cool. brings back memories. hh sld go up there and shout tho. i'll clap for her.

then we proceeded to the grand stand for ndc, battle of the bands: only the all girls grp was good. they won anyway. then the performances, indian dance was so cool!! tiffany was so good!! the wushu performance, pl is better i must say. but they played huo yuan jia. then the house cheers. during that time felicia, anne marie and i went to get the free ice popsicles the student council was giving out, felicia and i ended up eating 3. haha. solaris won the cheering competition. aqua got 2nd. and guess who won the NE cup?! AQUA!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!! we rock!! we were 2nd place all the way, with ignis leading, but i guess the cheering comp pulled us up. YAY!!

we took a house photo. we went to talk to out house capt, who is our classmate. ha. then we went to the bus stop, ghislaine abandoned me and took 74. so i was left with yiling. some ac people came out from the 74 bus. and guess who i met? andrew!!! HAHA. yay!! we havent seen each other for quite a long time. he was waiting for wenyi, some sji outing. lol. so i caught up with him for a while, but sadly the bus came, so i had to go. i wish the bus hadnt come so fast. cld talk to him more. he's still as gay. lol. i need to catch up with those people one day. but i had to go home and settle stuff before i go out and spend a sleepless night.

so i'm here now, about to be late. since when am i early? lol. the only thing i'm always on time for is school. yeaH..whatever. see yA!~

edwin called me while i was eating dinner ytD. to ask something. in the end he asked to go see fireworks. so i called xt down with mE. the problem was we didnt know what time it was. i met xt at 9. raf screamed when he found out that we were still at srgn. we raN for the bus.. like a damn long way. xt got a new phone, ericsson K750i, the one my bro has. so we were taking pictures on the bus. zlk zlk zlk!! we were playing with her phone, i was trying to figure out the buttons even before she could. anywaY, we walked to merdeka bridge, and we stopped on the way to take pictures again, with the flash. gosh, it was blinding. we reached, only finding raf and edwin. guess the rest had alr gone off and we missed the fireworks.

so we started playing with xt's phone again. raf was jealous, his dream phone. he was trying to console himself. edwin was taking pictures with his digi cam, we posed for it. raf and xt were talking abt hard gay.. i have no time to watch it. we were just sitting there and crapping, shafik came with raf's bike. he cycled all the way from hougang! they were cycling up and down the bridge. i boxed edwin, he punched my leg, ouch!! i cried out in agony, edwin gave that victorious gay face and xt caught it all on her camera. so the picture's really funny! we slacked ard until abt 11pm, then we walked to a bus stop. shafik was speaking chinese, they were talking abt the svc hotel. it was nearing 12 and there was no 158 bus. afraid that there was no bus. nevertheless, it did come and raf cycled back while the rest of us took the bus. raf reached before us.

we went to srgn macs, to eat a bit, raf was high, he needed to go home and sleep. he had hokkien mee and spring roll waiting for him. lol. then we went to the blocks opposite macs, to the playground. which was opposite the NPC. ha. we sat there and chatted, often going out of point. tangent tangent! and shafik was really hilarious, as usual. we couldnt laugh really loudly, so we had to laugh silently..which was proving to be a difficult thing because shafik was making us laugh so often. raf was laughing that contagious laughter. then at abt 2, people needed to go home, so we started walking back. i must say, after living in the srgn area for 9 years, i cant find my way around. HA. so all of them walked with me, thru ny, raf's mom was concerned abt where he was. really sorry!! xt took a cab back from my house, the rest walked back home. i slept at 3am, my sis wasnt even at home yet.

and i woke at 7 something today. 4 hrs. it's amazing i don't feel like sleeping right now. well, back to mugging!! hAhA.~

crazy life, crazy week. i'm glad we have holidays next week.

i cant rmb everything that happened this week. let's see.. during civics we elected the new class exco, birthday rep, network rep, deco rep blah. and congrats to anne marie for becoming the new assistant ct rep! hAhA. we had to mix, guys, girls. so on monday's civics i ended up sitting beside zuo jie. he was laughing at me because of my exco postition. haha. stanley was supposed to sit next to me but ms chua put keene in btwn us. OH YEAH MAN! haha!! today's civics, i sat next to zuo jie again, and zhi wei. they signed up for the captain's ball comp, their team name is team kuku. HAHA. anywaY, poor zj. he didnt get an exco position! hmMs.. must be laugh too much at me. anyway... stanley invited me to sit beside him so that he cld irritate and piss me off. haha. then during pw, we were studying for physics prac, he happened to be beside me, so yeah. he was irritating me. stella, tiff, me, anne marie, ghislaine ended up talking about food and chocolate. it started from ghislaine's choc fountain picture.

during prac the 3 of us were comparing foolscap papers. we must be mad. afteR school the 3 of us ate ice-cream again. the weekly indulgence. mMmMm...

it's the time of the day to mug again. HA. no. i have to do my EoM.~