Saturday, January 31, 2004

mOod: tiReD
mUziK:-
tAlkinG: tOnY

tired daY. i think i'm falling sick. help.

1st daY sec1s join us. heE. cool man. there's abt 25. less than the past 2 years. drills. we very what. sigh. must really buck up. anyway...the games. like we were left with very little time. and it was almost the same as the game in junior nco course. the apple thing. aw man. so gross. anyway, food was...k lah. we kana pump a lot. wow. like how wld the sec1s take it. anyway,..there's this gal...sec1. damn attitudE. 1st time in my whole np life i ever hear some1 actually dare to question a ma'am.

cc...ok laH. improved on timing. i think we can have betta quality. yeah man. flagstaff rulez. aha. anyway...me and grace left early...but came back again. since we cldnt find the place. we came back to help them unpitch. yuling ma'am took over turaiya's position and melissa ma'am took over grace position. celene took over mine. we saw them frm upstairs. haha. jaime said it was ook. took abt the same time.

violin...1st lesson. she like revised thru everything. eRm. i was so tired. so me and grace kept leaning against the table and talk. hehe. ooops. yea. haiz. not much today lah. except the part where she asked me and grace to play some piece...cuz she think we know how to play when we didnt even pracitse! haha. sight-reading. oops.

then went to heartland to eat with jaime, grace, xt, huihua, sharon, yingle, weiling, diy. which aft that diy n xt went grace house. me and jaime went home to change and bathe. then we met abt 5 went compass. but diy and xt didnt go. we spent most of our time in popular. since grace cldnt find what she was looking 4. buy things. went home. leg damn pain. cuz nv sit down. hEE.

i'm really falling sick. i can feel the sore throat. and i'm sneezing. just took the panadol cold. and bought some strepsils. hope it doesnt get worsE!~

Friday, January 30, 2004

mOOd: dUnnO
muzik: qiNg tiAn
tAlkinG: chERinA

aHhh!! start of pc! haha. hMM...it was ok. but the whole hall was so noisy i was shouting all the time. the sec1s were friendly. some are quiet but most are quiet noisy. so we played some game. double wacko and follow the leader. quite fun...but still...hA. and no one in np!! aHHhH! hA.

lit test. total failure. i'm gonna die. of all ppl test viola. aH! that's the one i studied the least. and sir toby...eRgH. and half an hr to write 2 qns? i was scribbling my way thru. managed to write 2 pages plus another quater. i think i was crapping towards the end.

cc...k lah. but still very behind.sigh.~



Thursday, January 29, 2004

mOOd: ....
mUzIk:-
tALkinG: beIshAn

"if music be...." "away before me..." "doth oft..." my mind is full oF quotes. i hope i dont get mixed up!!!!!

sO coLd. i'm coLd. it keeps raining. and i'm getting sleepy in class. hA. no. fanny and i was so bored today...that she was memorizing math during goeg. but we ended up playing this game where she drew a pic of whover teacher...i was to guess it. we ended up laughing like crazy. well let's see...some where even doing math questions?

hAhA. piano lessons...i'm confused. sHe asked me to play the micro sonata. that's so frustrating! hA! eRr...my fingers aRe frozen.~

Wednesday, January 28, 2004

mOOD: cOlD
mUzIk: -
tAlkinG: cOnstANce mA'aM, tInG, wEihAo siR

i'm mean. not that i just realised that. heE. i made constance jealous today. and i mean a lot of times. hehE. anD i took a long time to give her someone's email adD. haA.

anyway, i'm so excited. psl programme starts this fri. haA. i'm gonna die. haha. eRGh. maths and chem tmr. studying. dunno wat i'm writing. lit on fri.

weihao sir says it's everybody's b'dae today.

why does it always have to rain on cc days? cant pitch a tent or erect a flagpole. bleAhS. hAh. but knots board has improved. 4.44min. which is better. but can be improved.

back to studying.~

Tuesday, January 27, 2004

mOOd: AhA
mUzIk: -
tAlkinG: tiNg
wAtchInG: pCk

hAhA. laughing over pcK. yoZ. me and celene were still laughing over what tiffany said yTd. 123 measure...measure...measure!! hahaha. oops. yeah. esp celene. keep laughing.

chinese was fun today. yAy! we nv split class yeT! and we got 15 points just memorizing the CnY phrases. yeaH! then wu lao shi kept asking qns...we kept "qiang da". then we kept laughing because every1 kept saying the ans...mAdnEsS. i guess that is one of the times where we're the noisiest.

just wanna say...everyone makes mistakes~

Monday, January 26, 2004

mOOd: tirEd
mUzIk: -
tAlKInG: kAyliN (cOusIn!!)

hAhA. my cousin's back in australia frm malaysia and s'pore. heard that she had a stomachache when she came here. poor thing!! haha. she stayed like just next to taka. so good. but she didnt get to shop much. aWwW. hAhA. that's partly the reason why i dont eat oysters. *yUcK* (sorry to offend anyone)

anyway.....i really need to build up my stamina. 6 rounds today...i was dieing and felt like vomitting. maybe it's because i ran too fast? thanx to huahua. that girl runs so faSt. yEp. eRgh. 3 periods of math altogether today. 2-math. 1-a math. but i still pity those who have like 3 periods of a maths then 2 periods of math. cuz of the art galz. oOoOo...my head will bursT! maths...hMm...i sorta understand...but dont really know how to do the questions. well...i hope my ans are correcT! can actually check the tB but too lazy to.

cAmpcRaFT: why does it always have to rain!! i just realised having soft ground is not really an advantage too. the grnd is like so soft. when we pull...the peg will come out. we only got to pitch 2 times or sumthing like that cuz of the rain. hAa. flagpole...1st pitch was...no qualitY! 2nd was beTTa. and the pole was so str8!! haha. but we had to unpitch it halfway cuz the tent had to do again.

oh yeaH!! i'm so happy! we (sec 1 sqd 2002) received a small leTtA each frm ma'am xuhui today. aW mAn. she washed the photo we took in sec1 for us!! oops. but we ended up laughing at huihua because her hair was so tOOt!! hAhAhAHaHa. yeah. but it's really nice to hear frm our ex-ncos. sOoOO hAppy! coOL mAn!

sigh. one thing is. you promised to come back 4 training after cNy...but did you. hMM. duh. obvious ans. hAa. yeaH. but i think is really irresponsible of you to not come. you expect the reserve to take over permanantly? whatever is on your mind...i wanna say...let it go. and pls put your mind only on one thing during campcraft. cAmPcRaFt(i sound redundant). yeAh. you have to distinguish btwn school and cCa and outside affairs. everyone makes mistakes. not only you. eRm...i dont know what to say ler. i'll sAy it out sometime later.~

Sunday, January 25, 2004

mOoD: ARgH
mUzIK:-
tALkiNG: -

i give up on the computer! keeps hanging while i'm playing gunbound! aRgH! *hItS cOmpUtEr* anyway..sIgH. i'vE yet to become a stone hammer. another less than 100 GP away. HmM...my fren bought 4 me a helmet..rEaLlY eX. 40 000gold . like..tHaNx mAn. bUt yOU slD hAf kEpT iT 4 uR oWn. hAHa. cuz is like where i usually go..the avatar is off. the helmet's only for display. but i think i look kEwT. hEhE.

sIgh...tmr...back to school. aNd back to the old routine.~

Saturday, January 24, 2004

mOOd: dUnnO
mUziK: lEt'S gET lOuD/ jLo
TAlkinG: gRaCE

have you ever been to orchard road on chinese new year? i'll answer that question. yes. yesterday night. omg...wisma and taka was closed! 1st time i've seen that. so we cldnt walk thru taka to hEEren. thank god that was open. but still....only HMV and marche was open. the others were closed. have you ever seen heeren/orchard so empty before? hah. every 2 days a year man. yep. went to marche to eat. i'm gonna die. ate so much. i think i cant run 6 rounds on mon.~

Friday, January 23, 2004

mOOd: fULl
mUzIk: -
tAlKinG: tiNg

didnt come online ytd night. went to eat at conrad hotel...the oscar. the ceasar salad...waH heavenly. love it. haha. the main course was small...so ate buffet. me and my mom ate ice kachang. i think i put too much jelly...cldnt finish and i kept going to the toilet! haha.

anyway, i just found out that cherina's a lamer. haha. so cute. she was cracking cld jokes ytd. haha. so cute.

anyway, thruout the years...i've been receiving less angbao. hah. but i'm not that money face. i still haf ringgit to collect anyway. yeah. same ol' qns every yr. "wah so tall liao ah. huh? sec3 ah? wah! look like JC ah!" haha. madness. well...i guess it's all the same every yr. well...i guess it's that time of the year where everyone gets together. but i'd rather be with my immediate family rather than the extended. thanx god i didnt go back to malaysia this yr. or not...more relatives!! and no computer!!! *hugS anD kIssEs cOmputEr* lAAaAa.

aWw man. my friend's lil bro so cute!~



Wednesday, January 21, 2004

mOOd: fUlL
mUzIK: -
tAlkinG: yu tInG

haiyah. i just found out that she's not in 1b1...or not i'll be seeing her everyweek. i dun know whether our pc time clashes...cuz i cant walk to my room to get my diary now. the floor is wet. yeah. just had reunion dinner. damn full. i need to diet again. maybe i shall swim tmr.

anyway, CNY celebrations was gr8. some of them were interesting. and damn funny. we won 2nd in the class deco!! wHoOooO!! i love my class. our efforts paid off! wHoOo!! hMm...went to heartland aft that with jaime, xt, weiling, dionna. well...actually i wanted to talk abt sumthing wanz. but...hMm..not very appropriate. so i didnt. yes. and i kept quiet. partly becuz i was damn hungry. met my former classmates at bk. tot they were going to town. i realised then that i had just eaten sumthing fattening. and i'm so dead. i really need to slim down. if i continue eating like that all my efforts will go to waste!! haha.

i changed my mind abt piercing ears. 1st is np. cc sessions...so i cant really haf enuf time to put them on. so...yeah. 2nd is that aft i saw what jaime, xt and dionna went thru today. i totally changed my mind. dionna's ear was like so red. and they were like...in pain. i feel the pain man!! haha. yes. so i'll probably pierce next yr. when i have the courage to. haha.

so many shops are closed even on new year's eve. popular..yellow...no where to go. i spent my afternoon playing gunbound. ha. yes. actually my dad said wanted to go buy a bigger and newer homr 4 the fish but...he took a jog outside and i guess that he found it closed. expected. yep. poor fish. they've been living in such a small place 4 so long. and dun even haf enuf space to fight. if they do...they'll splash all the water out!! and the whole table including the telephone will be wet. i think they're getting fed up of their confined space. haha. but who's gonna open on cny to sell me a tank? haha. i just realised that my dad and bro are saddistic. haha. they were thinking of frying the fish on the tepanyaki. or putting it in the steamboat!! yux! haa. my bro started putting vodka on everything. scallop...and fried it. and the pregnant fish too. haha. there's only the taste no alcohol but...i think it's disgusting. haha.

i'm off to clean the kitchen floor~

Tuesday, January 20, 2004

mOOd: haHa
tAlkInG: tInG
WaTcHiNg: pCk

pck damn funny!! anyway, i 4got to bring lots of things today!! silent reading bk...violin and container 4 test tube!! hahahaha. oops. stM. damn throw face during violin. eRgH! haha. anyway...me and grace changed violin class to the 2nd session on sat.

campcraft was ok lah...keep samula. cuz we kept doing wrongly. we finished early. cuz mr tang wanted us to. we saw zhenying ma'am...but her face was a bit black. we wanted to wave to her but she didnt seem to see us. haha.~

Monday, January 19, 2004

mOOd: *cOlD*
mUzIK:qUiT plAyinG gAmEs/bSb
TAlkinG: tInG

monday. wake up...brush teeth...bathe...school...mOrNiNG jOg!! haha. well...there were slightly more ppl who turned up. S.H.Y, turaiya, grace, me, colleen, suying, weiwen, constance ma'am, vanassa ma'am. beishan ma'am came later. 5 rounds. so wonderful!! i hafent ran a distance for such a long time and i cld actually run 5 rounds without stopping! haha. hopefully i'll accomplish 6 rounds next week. i can do it. haha.

several teachers were real interesting today. 1st...mrs tan. haha. she did a survey on school socks. and she ended up teaching SME( suzanne's moral education) yeah. we opposed to everything she said. we were laughing at almost everything. and she made us do this thing for answering qns becuz we were too quiet at times. but...i'm sorry to say...it didnt really work out. hEE. we were threatened to say the answers. then...mr low. hah. he didnt wanna help us switch on the projector. so xiaoyan was jumping up and down trying to get it on. and we were like laughing away again. then the focus wasnt clear. she had to get up and fix it. ha! mr low didnt wanna help again!! cuz he cld just stretch his hand and adjust it since he was so tall!! haha. but he came up with this excuse that if he raised his hand all the blood will rush to his head!! haha. so in the end...xiaoyan took chair and adjusted it. *wHoLe cLaSs rOaRS!!* hahahahahaha.

i dunch like my new time table. which reminds me...i needa print it out.

cc...raining...it's been raining 4 like 6 hrs now. has it stoppped? hah! no! yeah man. i dun mind it raining 4 like 3 days? oops. CNY. so we sat down...practise flagpole, do knots board.

i hope it rains heavier. and heavier. (ps: i'm not mean. i just love rain)~

Sunday, January 18, 2004

mOOd: ~
mUZIK: reMeMber Me ThiS wAy
TaLkinG:

i'm so dead. my left hand suan. that shows how long i hafen touched my violin. oops. yeah. i cany even type properly. i'm so dead. haha. thank god i still rememered how to play it. but my left arm hurts.~

Saturday, January 17, 2004

i was just listening to all the old songs...which used to be on top of charts and all..westlife, bSb, blue's old songs, n'sYnC and i suddenly realised how fast these few years have gone by. i used to listen to them like everyday. and now the grp's like...nowhere to be found. it just seemed like a year ago. certain songs here mean something to me. gives me flashback when i listen to them. like camps, farewells, trips etc. now that i think of them, i'm really starting to miss those times...where we had so much fun. i guess the present would have its own memories in the years to come...but i cant help missing the past. mrs tan is right. think of the end to start a new beginning. well...these are the past now. i guess they'll only stay in my mind. but still...i think these songs are much better than some of the songs now.~
mOoD: tirEd
mUzIk: -
TAlkinG: -

house meeting. go lee! mrs tee was really cute. she didnt like force ppl to come up for the votings. eunice ma'am is our vice-cap. yeaH mAN! hEE. nYaA talk. hey. cool. we cld actually cut off a lot frm np. yes. so i decided not to go 4 life-saving. or not i'll start failing my subjects.

cc was gr8 today. we improved a lot. and made it in 7 minutes!! *cHeErS* i think the 2nd time was longer but we still did it. only that we can improve more. i 4got to tie my rolling hitch in the centre. overall...i can say that there was more quality and there was timing. knots board: i think the design is approved. i like it too. haha.

anyway, xiaoting was supposed to go town with some of them. but in the end she stayed back with me. to supposedly see the npcc day ppl practice their baton drills. in the end...they didnt. hMm...we were running around...looking at class decorations and stuff. we went later with mehui and meishi ma'am to eat. only we 2 ate. wanton mee. not very nice...but hey! we were hungry! hahA.

anyway, i came home to do my a maths. and i got it wrong.~

Friday, January 16, 2004

mOod: -concussion-
muziK: tHE mOmEnT/ sTeF suN
tALkinG: bEisHan, wEihaO siR, cHeRinA

1stly i wanna say. congrats to all who got promoted. now i jealous!! haha. hMm...my promo is in fEb.

class deco is really turning out well!!! i think we can win! go 3a2!!! i was helping out b4 we went 4 cc today. it's really turning out quite well. and it's unique! haha.

somethings happened today. i waved to ziying and she greeted me! so cute!!! aW man! hMm...yeah. and cherina was like waving to us frm her class while we were doing cc. then we saw her again when going home. haha. turaiya ran to her.

wait! i needa do thing le!!~








Thursday, January 15, 2004

mOOd: k laR
muZik:-
tAlkinG: tInG

blogger lag again?

anyway, class deco's turning out quite well...but only a few stayed back. think i prefer working with my classmates this yr rather than last yr. all of them are mad mad. so what am i making? well...i tried to make that UFO thing...but it didnt turn out well...hey. i dunt specialise in that. i specialise in making the hong bao fishies!! haha. excpected right?.well...i'll stay optimistic. 3a2! all the way! 1st man! haha.~

Monday, January 12, 2004

mOOD: hAppy/ tiRed
mUzIK:
tALKinG: zHenyiNG ma'Am

apparently, i seem to be talking to zhenying ma'am on ziying's account. haha. scare me.

mE tO ziyInG: hey
zy ma'am: lean may ah...
*me shocked. ziying doesnt call senior liddat!!*
zy ma'am: ziying go buy dinner.
mE: zhenying ma'am?
zy ma'am: yeah!

hahahaha. oops.yeah. sorry ah. we too addicted to the moonlight bay cheer. so we kept asking her to sing it. hey. i didnt bully her kies. hee.

anyway, school...duh. back to the old routine...wake up. go school. hey...but this time...morning jog!! mrs goh was incharge. so the turn out was low. very low. i can count them on my fingers. those who were so enthu...didnt turn up *hinT hinT* so it was me, S.H.Y, suying(poor gal...all her sqdmates pang seh her), michelle ma'am, christabel ma'am...yeah. rachel and vanassa ma'am joined later. ran 4 rounds. i was half dead. how m i supposed to run 2.4? i'm gonna die. anyway...i'm supposed to refrain frm sweet drinks till NAPFA challenge is over. already today...i was so tempted to drink. but i didnt of course. anyway...i'm wondering...i just ate grapes. contains glucose...now that only my fingers are moving...wont the sugars be stored as fats? oh man i still wanna lose weight ok. *lean may jia you!* haha.

campcraft today...we pitched within a boundary. flagstaff..well we improved...but can be better. yes. we're now debating on who sld do what. and we kinda...i dunno. made new names. -confidential- yes.

i just realised i hafent done one part in my chem WS.~

Saturday, January 10, 2004

my sqd is addicted to this np cheer: (taught by zi ying and cherina)

We were sailing along (we were sailing along)
On moonlight bay (on moonlight bay)
We could hear the voices singing (singing)
They seemed to say (what did they say)
You have broken my heart (I have broken your heart)
Now don't go away (I'm going away)
As we sing old love sweet song (sweet song)
On moonlight bay (on moonlight bay)
moOD: TirEd
mUziK: qInG tiaN/ jAY chOu
tAlkIng: tinG

skin colour: half beige half chao ta.
nose: red.
face: thank god still the same.
pink lobster

haha. cute. yes. cCa fair. we came early. to help. and pitch tent. well...did pioneering. yes. we did campcraft thruout the whole day. tent and flagpole. and of course...we were slower. and kept getting scolded. sorry ah. oops. yeah. cuz we dont haf any1 to guide? yes. we took abt half an hr to 1 hr to erect a good flagpole. yuling ma'am was so interested in raising the flagpole. hehe. yes. i'm chao ta.

the turn out of the ppl wanting to join np was good. muahaha. i'm evil.

anyway, some1 said that some1 has attitude prob can? hey. how they observe wan lor? we're (3 of us) are with her most of the time during the camp. we observe her more than the others do ok? and she doesnt have an attitude prob! who make false statements against ppl? it's illegal. hahz.~

Friday, January 09, 2004

mOOD: dIe
mUzIK: -
tALkinG: wEIhAO siR

omg i'm so dead. my weight is like...aRgH!!! die. i'm fat. almost 110% can! die. die. die. die. oh man. oh gosh. what m i gonna do? shit lah. i wanna kill myself liao can? ok...i have no mood to write on today~

Thursday, January 08, 2004

mOOd: hAPpY-aNgRy
muZik:pErfeCt
tALkinG: cONstANcE, tInG

aRgH!! i think blogger is up again. nvm.

i damn happy today! cherina got promoted!! yay! i love her manz. damn sud ki. i think she can be the best cadet!! muaks. yay. some1 frm bezique. hehe. lalaalalala. at the same time. i think it isnt fair. well...all who passed got promoted. as if batch 32 only 6 passed the 1st time. as if batch 33 only 7 passed the 1st time. this is almost insulting. are the sec1s better than us? anyway. i think some who got promoted sldnt have. their attitude in school...hMm..even in np. do they even follow the basic rules? what's this world coming to? muahahaha. i sound so mean. -oops- dont talk abt it lah. i'm happy that cherina got promoted. hehe. yAy! cc team no need bring full u on sat. yay!

ok...erm...school better. i kinda like maths now. and a maths. muahahha. except for geog. oh man. every1 was like gonna fall asleep. some more last 2 periods. class very hot. nice to sleep. and she was reading frm the textbk? like how am i supposed to keep awake? my eyes were closing. PE...what the?? run 4 rounds on the 1st day? erm. ok la. considering i'm frm np. but we were supposed to take height and weight. we didnt. so we got an extra early recess. i think if mrs teo were around...we wld run more. kept telling myself not to stop. cuz if i did...i wldnt start again. so i kept running. and hey...i wasnt that tired as i thot after 4 rounds. kewl! celene was ahead. and yun qian was behind me. haha.

the lit talk. oh it was heaven man. i love the place...i wanna go!! aRgh!! so nice!! i went mad. imagine seeing it in real life. the scenery! better than singapore. look out of your window and see what? carpark. england...wHoAh. love it. hope i can go. psl refresher course...ok lah. i'm partnering ruoyi. taking 1b1-reg 29 to 38. like 4 ppl taking 1b1 only? sylvia, me, ruoyi, maureen...the other 2...erm...they seemed to have quit? so we sat down...and did the lessons. and drew crap on the mahjong paper. talked for a while. i cant wait. what wld the sec1s be like? i hope some join np. and i heard we're supposed to have a class outing with b1 during the hols? i nv had that in sec1. the ppl nowadays...erGh. they even have catered recess! i'm noy saying i wanna go back to sec1. hehe.

oh well...sat's the CCA fair...i no need bring full u. cuz cc team will be training...and doing survival cooking!! love it! i want maggie mee!~

Wednesday, January 07, 2004

mOOd: ~
mUziK: gUI ji/ jaY choU
tALKinG: tOnY

just what is wrong with blogger?? some1 get the thing back on again.

sigh. school is okay. but. i have probs keeping awake in some of the lessons. -oops.- and i still feel cold. well...A maths has been okay so far...cuz we're doing the easy ones. maths...so so. thanx to ms kok. the two sciences...i feel that i'm back to sec1. learning all the apparatus and stuff.

anyway..we kinda didnt get to do much of tent and flagstaff. well...cuz we needed to hang back some banners. and we sort of cldnt get to them. yea. ma'am zhenying came down. we were left to do flagstaff on our own. which we didnt know how to tie the flag to the pole. i think it's sheet bend. if i'm not wrong. well...hope we're able to do timing next time. quality...almost there. timing suposed to be 5 mins in order to complete the knots board as well. we're far frm that.

sigh. tmr piano...5.30 can! thanx to the refresher course 4 psls. 6.30 finish. school's only started and i have to stay back almost everyday. oh yeah!! ccA fair...we no need to go publicize!! we...cc team...stay there and pitch tent and flag. yay!! cook survival cooking.

tired~

Tuesday, January 06, 2004

mOOd: k lA
mUzIK:-
TAlkinG:
wAtchINg: pCk

hahahahah.i saw some1 this morning. so happy. waHaHAhaHA. aH. lessons was ok today. huihua's my class monitress. haha. sudki! captain + monitress. mrs goh is my ch teacher. wld this be good? haha. yeah. she knows me. ok...she kept asking me to do things. like now i have to say the "qi li, xing li..." . cuz my voice is loud? cuz i'm in np? haha. k. i think i throw face. hee~

Monday, January 05, 2004

mOOd: hAPpY!!
mUzIK:-
TAlkinG: wEihAo sIr, yIbIN siR, bEisHAn ma'aM

mUaHahAHA. i damn happy. gunbound i double hammer liao!! mUaaHA. mOrEovER i kEeP wInnINg tOdaY!! wHoOoo!!

school was great today. and we decided on the class theme. 3A2-MORE THAN JUST A LIFE TIME. mrs tan tot some1 was getting married. haha. lessons...ok lah. well...some was..brRrR. haha. oops. tired. cc training.~

Friday, January 02, 2004

moOD: tirEd
mUzIK: u mAkE mE wAnNa/ bLuE
tALKinG: -

i'm tired. sleepy.

school was well...i dont know. neutral? well...3a2...mrs tan is our form teacher...i'm damn happy. really. but it's just that...well..too unfamiliar. i know it's like that...what's more...it's the 1st day as 3a2...i cant expect anything right? but...it's just that i'm too used to the crazy ppl in 2a2..who opposes to everything mrs tan says. 3a2 is just too quiet. even when we were discussing..we were like dead quiet. even when i changed grp...it was just me, turaiya and the 2a1 galz. they were noisy...and some were cold...but it's just that i'm unfamiliar. i guess that's why turaiya was so quiet today..well...quieter than usual lah. her face was...a bit black. yeah. i can understand her feeling. hope that things will change. become a united class. well...i'm not asking 4 the standard of what 2a2 used to be...but i'm just asking 4 it to be a more noisy...lively class. the ppl at the back were noisy alright. and mrs tan was still the same. but it's just the back. hope i can make more frens...yeah. cuz i really dun talk when i'm unfamiliar. ask weihao sir. say what i act guai and very quiet becuz i was unfamiliar with the sqd. act guai!! hahahahahahahahahaha!! anyway, yeah. even during piano lessons. i'm damn quiet. my partner is well...yeah frm 2a1. i cant complain right? 3 grps in my class---> 2a1, 2a1, 2b2. mrs tan split us up. well...it's good. but hey...this is just the 1st day. i cant help feeling a sense of being uncomfortable right? yeah. what mrs tan saed was true. what A sumthing. (sorry i didnt learn that word) yeah. but it means getting out of ur comfort zone and make more frens. (sound like clay marble). now the enthu ppl are usually the 2a1-ians. how i wish that former 2a2-ians wld be the enthu ones...be the ones to speak up to mrs tan...as usual. but hey...i cant expect the same right? sigh. i just hope the future goes better. well...i kinda liked the theme my grp choosed 4 the class...tho' it's not confirmed yet. "honey to the bees". we had a good laugh out of it. but i think it means something and it's not the common sayings of unity and whatever. but i think it's a bit out of point. oops. i still like it anyway.

yes. campcraft today. ok larz. we're gonna have a lot of trainings thru out these 2 months. we went to mac after that. me, jaime, turaiya and grace. -throw face- i spilt the coke!! -malu- but why does she have to like oppose to almost everything i say? not everything lah. just somethings. i dont wanna argue with her. i want (world) PEACE! haha. yeah. well...i just hope we can work as sqdmates as well as sqdmates. and 4get abt the past. i'm not asking 4 what we used to be when we were in sec1. just to be able to co-operate. sigh. what the...2nd day of the year and i'm talking abt this so much. i'm not ready to start studying again. i'm too used to campcraft. i cant start studying again. i guess i have the weekend to get over this. but it wun be easy. looks like i haf to come home and start doing hmk again. life's like that. there goes my 7 o clock slot of watching tv. nvm. i dun really understand the 7pm ch 8 show anyway. mom says i'm just wasting my time. i've made up my mind to study hard this year. i must study...i must. sec3 is the year with all the activities and the new subj. i dunno how hard they are. but i hope God will grant me the knowledge to be able to understand and cope with hmk and all the various school activities. mom says sec3 is the year where all ppl stumble. i may stumble. but i'm praying that it wun be that bad. esp A maths and pure lit. i think this is the longest i've wrote...besides all the camps and stuff i've blogged in. this is cool.~

Thursday, January 01, 2004

mOOd: eRgh!!
mUzIK: aLL The tHInGs sHE saED/ tAtU
tAlkinG: zOnGxIa, tOnY

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!

oops. too excited. let's see...me, ting and beishan went high at the stroke of midnight ytd. or rather...more of beishan. wonder what time she slept. yes. i cant wait 4 school tmr. but..i dunt know whether to bring books or not. i envy the prefects. hey...but maybe PSLs will get to skip! hopefully.

ok...now...i'll start complaining. sorry lah. i know i'm not supposed to. 1st...nono!! i'm so HAPPY! mrs tan teaching us eng!!!!! wHoOoo!! i love her manz. ok..now i start. aRgh!! all my teachers...aRgH!! u get what i mean. cant help it. i hope they change aft term1. except mrs tan lah. they are all...eRgH. some are bearable lah. 4 the sake of the subj. but some...i cant stand it!! i think i'm gonna fail!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! maths...i think i'll grow white hair trying to figure out what she's trying to say...sci...i'll sleep. PE...mrs teo! i'm scared of her! but heard she's quite nice too. hey...she cant be worse than np right? i thank god i'm in np. she sld become our officer. haha. i'm ok with her lah. chinese teacher...i cant help it but to hope that it's mrs goh. heard that she's strict but good. that's what i need to improve on my chinese. not boring. that's the best. so yeah. hope hope hope. i'm praying hard.

lunch time!!!!! hungry. oh no. it's back to waking up early tmr.~