Why The Egg Broke
Junior Nco Course 2003

firstly. some of the activities conducted required us to go on our hands and knees.
some of these activities were the physical training, doing punishments, and the topograhpy as we had to move around a lot.
it was mainly during the physical training that the egg broke into tweo pieces.
during the atomic situps, someone accidentally sat on the person who was holding the egg in the pocket.
thus, the half damaged egg was damagaed even further.
during the caterpillar pushups, we had to lie flat too thus smashing the egg.
the egg was damaged partly because of this.
i'm not saying that these activities wholely caused the egg to break.
we were also careless with the egg in the handling and keeping it.
most of the time we did not think of the condition of the egg and just left it to one person to keep it.
thus, it was not onloy one person's fault that the egg broke because it was the responsibility of the whole group to keep it in good condition.
We did not care about the gg mosr of the time thus not knowing how the egg was.
This is why the egg broke. (200 words)~

Say It Isn't So

Skies are dark
It's time for rain
Final call, you board the train
Heading for tomorrow
I wave goodbye to yesterday
Wipe the tears you hide your face
Blinded by the sorrow
How can I be smiling like before
When baby you don't love me anymore

Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so

Tempt to find but at least we've tried
We're still alive with hopes this time
As they closed the door behind you
We're so alone and time stands still
Shake the ground beneath the wheels as
I wish I'd never found youWohoh
How can I be smiling when you go
Will I be strong enough to carry on

Miles, miles to go
Before I can sail
Before I can nail my love for you to sleep
Oh darling
I get miles, miles to go
Before anyone will ever hear me laugh again

Gareth Gates

parting is painful. i've finally come to a full understanding of that.

i really felt like crying in school. yes. today's the last day that we see our seniors. they'll be on study leave next week. parting with this badge is esp painful...one, because we're only 1 year apart and two, we're closer than with other batches. it's painful to see them go. i really wanted to start crying in the hall. but i have this record about not crying during sch hours. hEld back my tears.

if i hadnt joined np...i wouldnt have been able to meet such nice n good seniors...and from there...meet others who are not frm np. i have not regretted joining the musical...altho i may keep complaining and complaining....and complaining about it. i got to meet diff ppl with diff talents there. and it's really sad to see them go...

you never know where they're going aft sec4...whether they're going to which jc, poly oreven overseas. yes. i'll miss them. miss the happY times we had together..playing, fooling ard when we're not supposed to. to craziness and the teasings. tho they may be just fun but as i look back...i just miss that times where we laughed and what we went thru together...whether it's the scoldings and pumpings frm np...or other things like chalets, parties or just gatherings. i'll miss the times we went out together... and so many things they did for us.

ok. shut up leanmay. you're gonna start crying.

to my sEniorS...all the beSt in your O's. don't leT yourself down. =) ~

i'm gonna feel so alone. so lonely! aHh! *sob*

NeWaTer visit is on 3 nov. thanx ah. i'm going for atc can? anyway. hope ms ferng will put me in the1st slot. 2 nov. but then it'll be with other classes! i'll be a loner. yes. i do havE friends. duh. but it's not those you usually go with. no fun. *sob* ferng was talking to long today. cldnt talk to her. sEE la! all this traces back to what? musical. -_-. if i went for my own area's atc...all this trouble wouldnt have happened. erGh.

ok. so it's decided. i-am-going-to-take-sciences-in-JC! i hate humanities. it's practically...inhuman! how can that erGH! teacher fail me? by one mark! thanx. my humanities sux la. pig. the highest in class is even lower than what i got for mid year. pig pig pig. hate you hate you hate you. how to rely on geog to pull up SS? mad mad mad. thank God i made it for lit. hA. did waYyYy better than mid year. heeX. i so hate this.

~*AloNe on 2 NoV*~

ok school today wasnt so boring. congrats to a2! hA. at least we made it to top 4. hEE. after that was alright. some went to view the holding school. the rest... watched movies. i thought...actually most of us thought deep blue sea would be boring at first. but soon we started screaming at the top of our voices when the shark came and ate someone up. scary! was screaming the whole way thru. but cool. how often do you get to watch a movie with your friends and scream your way thru? try doing that at a cinema.

tmr's grooming session. i'm so "excited". ok whatever. friday's scaRy! hAhaHa. i'm not looking forward to any paper. ~

i realised i havent blogged for almost a month. record timing! whatever. i've finally grown bored of playing gunbound. i cant go on playing everyday. i'll die of boredom. maybe tmr?

ok. it's just the 1st day of post exam and i can predict that it isnt gonna be a fun week. inter-house games tmr. grooming course on wed. and today's "board games"...wasnt any board game at all. scrabble? boggle? yo. i play that with my mum. not with my friends. and i usually end up watching tv instead of thiking of words.

friday's not gonna get any better. i'm waiting to see how badly i failed my a math paper. and humanities? ha! i'm not looking forward to it.~