Sunday, June 28, 2009

SICK! ARGH.

Should i or should i not continue working? I have my doubts.

I should get a flu jab. ~

Sunday, June 21, 2009

What are relationships built on? Trust? Honesty? Belief? Love?

Someone, anyone, please tell me. ~

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Engin Camp 09
-Battle of the Bands-
Bee Gees!

Day 0
Preparation of flag! Reached EA to find no one there. Went to clementi to find meibao, cheryl, our dearest BILLAGONG ogl -Wilson-, Bee Gees house head -Zeya-, and Bo Gay councillor -Clement-. Gosh they took damn long to buy everything! Mabell koped wilson's soft toy, monty from his car. And it became our mascot! Ran/drove around the whole bukit timah with wilson to find FLUORESCENT ORANGE spray paint, which was freaking difficult to find. Went back to do the flag, then ate dinner and went home.

Day 1
-Absent-. HAHA. oops. Maybe i should have been there. Feel quite guilty.

Day 2
Met my og! 6 guys 4 gals! Learned the chorus and bridge of mass dance. Then had pool games! I wish i could have gone in the pool! Cuz it was super hot outside! Only one gal played in the end, and mabell only went into the pool when all the games ended! Drag queen "pagent" by the poolside was super entertaining. All the "contestants" were damn sporting. Had dinner at SRC, fred came to visit. My so called BEST OGL. Moved back to EA to wait for SP. Talked crap with them till zeya came to give a speech introducing all Bee Gees Councillors. He wanted to give credit to Mabell for being there for all activities, but she was missing at that moment. So wilson said "She went back to Temasek Hall to bathe without me!!" Haha.

Had SP session 2! Super fun and entertaining... for councillors! Stood in for cheryl for her SP/our freshie Lin Kah. They totally made fun of everyone. Super funny going around teasing all of them! After that was mystery night... the councillors had their own fun while waiting for the freshies to finish their station. Played many many games such as ouch obi obi which is the sadistic game where you go around pinching and hitting ppl's legs! Wilson was hitting Zeya's leg, who was pinching my hand... But zeya couldnt pinch me well enough so it wasnt pain, so wilson kept whacking Zeya's legs until Zeya KO-ed. I laughed throughout the whole thing! Then sat beside ZhiHong and Daren. Cheryl and i whacked zhi hong's both legs until it was damn red! And daren pinched me and now i have a damn big blue-black on my arm! And it's really freaking big. And Cheng Hyork, my ctw-mate said why you nv play more?! Thanks ah. Pain! Played other games like the coin game and the finger thing.

By the time we slept it was 3.45am. ZZzZZ!

Day 3
Sentosa! Third time going there to play for a camp. But nonetheless still fun! The guys dunked anyone and everyone! Told wilson, "either we dunk you or we dunk monty". He said, "Of course dunk me la!" They came up with a plan to bury cheryl in the sand. 1st they pretended to grab wilson and bury him, to lure all the girls there. Then they grabbed cheryl and buried her! Haha! After that they dunked her. And i wasnt spared as well, though i couldnt go into the water. But went in anyway, cuz i cant stand not going in! Bee Gees won the war games! Sun burnt on my nose. I look like rudolf.

Went back to sch to prepare for SP revelation, ate dinner with the councillors before standing in for another guy, Yi Hui, because his SP was nowhere to be found. So poor thing! Yu Feng went up to the stage with his SP to play SP games, had his 1st kiss! Although he denies it. HAHA. After the event, practised our house event for finale night. Zzzz

Day 4
City Hunt! Took super long to find out our very 1st clue, only found out when zhi hong came and said "looks like esplanade". Had breakfast at technoedge before setting off. They took super unromantic couple shots. Like hugging the dustbin, on the plant pot and at a no-smoking sign. Councillors were the planning committee and the freshies were the executive committee. They executed the activites. While the planning commitee planned what they were supposed to do. HAHA. Went to wheelock place, then Cathay. Ate lunch at ASTON'S! What a great lunch after 3 days of crappy food. HAHA. Didnt have time to complete the last station. oops! Wilson took photos of cheryl and mabell sleeping on the train, and i didnt dare to sleep after that. Ha! Roy helped buy bubble tea for us, which was a great help to me because i felt super awake after that! Practised our item again and made our way to PGP for finale night!

The two emcees were super funny and hilarious! They really make good emcees. Had pageant then house performances, engin camp com danced 'Nobody' on stage... Throughout the whole camp everyone has been dancing to that song! Then prize giving. Bee Gees gal won the pageant, Bee Gees won best house and our dearest Billagong OGL wilson won best councillor! YaY! But i must say he has really been a damn enthu and sporting councillor, and the only guy who knows so many many many things about gals! Can become sisters with 3 of us already! Thanks for letting me whack your sunburned back after sentosa right till the end of camp! Practically hit him everytime i had the chance to. And he thought that having 3 female councillors was going to be heaven! HAHA!

Everyone was super high after the finale, dancing to every song and even indian dance! Wei Ping was super high, such a quiet guy throughout the 3 days of knowing him and suddenly he's like a totally different person! They started to tau-pok people. haha.

Went out with them to eat supper at clementi macs. Sat beside the person who gave me the huge blue black on my arm. haha. talked to rebecca about nj and chem eng! two fellow njcians in billagong. Cabbed home with johan, cheryl and rebecca. All the north east people. Anyway, camp was really fun, like almost all camps are. The freshies were great once they warmed up to everyone. But sad to say, seniors like Zhi Hong and Roy only found out my name on the last day! hahahaha. OG outing soon! Please refer to facebook for photos.

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That aside, i dont know whether i did the right thing or not. I know i'm the one in the wrong, and i've apologised for that and i already feel really very very bad about it. I've told you the reason for why i made that decision and your disappointment in me has really hurt me and made me feel worse last night. Why must you make me cry from the time i stepped into the house till i went to sleep? Why must you make me cry myself to sleep? And why cant i stop tearing up till now? My eyes are puffy partly because of my lack of sleep and because of you.

Off to get another few hours of sleep. My nose is peeling. EeeEwWw! ~

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

To my dearest: Happy 1st yeaR!

I enjoyed my time. And i wish time would just stop.

Love you. =) ~

Friday, June 12, 2009

Work after one week was... tiring. Sorry for not being able to make it for pre-camp! All I've been able to do everyday is come home, eat dinner and stone in front of the tv for a few hours. Maybe cuz i'm not used to waking up so early! Sleepy.

Anyway, how suay can anyone get on the first day at work? One suspected case of H1N1 at the clinic... leaving both assistants and the doc panicky. Only good thing was we got to go home after lunch. HAHA. Thank God the result was negative! I dont wanna be quarantined at some centre!

So basically it's a mad rush every morning and slow as a snail in the afternoons. One doc is pretty nice. Comes to talk to us whenever there isn't any patients. Tells us about everything that happened before. Some we super funny. Still a total blur about all the medicines... though i've learnt what some are for. And why can't some people be nicer? Argh! Sometimes (ONLY sometimes)... i'm so glad engineers talk more to machines than humans. Because some can really be idiotic at times. Too bad if you're sick. You still have to wait if you want to see the doctor!

After working one week, I'm going to off for the next! HA. That's just because of camp. Met MEIBAO at amk hub... of all places! Because that's not her territory. It's mine! Went to kpo and saw felicia chin filming. Haha.

Anyway, some pics from last saturday's gathering at my house!


Badminton @ the carpark... Because outdoors was too windy!


Erm...??


Weird ideas from weird people...


Formal shot!


Finally something nice... =)
~

Thursday, June 04, 2009

Still dying from gastric. Finally went to see the doctor ytd. Yah. After so long.

I see food and I want to eat it. But I can't!

How am I supposed to go for pre-camp like this?~