Friday, March 30, 2007

it's official. my common test 1 results are: AABCS. go figure it out yourself. the obvious S (for super) is none other than, you've guessed it, econs. i miraculously passed my case study on the dot and failed pretty badly for essay. overall, only 5 people in my class passed. yep. also the worse combination of grades i've gotten so far in jc life. lols.

i conclude that the math teachers in nj are quite screw loose. mr neo told us 2 lame jokes with illustration today. and the storyline was mediocre. but what made it funny was that he drew the pictures and added all the characteristics of nj teachers into it. which made it damn fuuny. gosh. classic joke. cldnt stop laughing. the same lameness was seen in the math promos paper last year. at least there's humour in math.

2 free periods today. many people were missing for the past 2 days because of ls. supposed to have gym pe. but teacher cldnt find the key. so he made us run. fortunately there was only 10mins left. went for bowling. coach changed my timing again. bowled till my thumb had a blister. the skin came out. so coach asked me to stop. gosh. i need to sleep in! been waking up early. will grow white hair soon.

19. Shi Jiu. NinEtEeN. OnE niNe days to more freedom. to the EigHtEeNth of april. to living 18. oNe eight. shi ba years on this earth.~

Sunday, March 25, 2007

24 March 2007
Raf's, Danica's, Cleo's birthday celebration

was supposed to meet some of the wols people at 3pm. but i think edwin was the only one who was early. and i think he was getting angry. lols! apparently, he hadnt forgotten that i offered to buy the acrylic case for him. lols. it cost $6. he bought the black one, and i paid for it. lols. we went back to wait for shafik. and edwin was telling me abt going to poly and other stuff. shafik came, so we walked quickly to get some stuff, before walking all the way back to the mrt station to meet the rest. by the time we reached. the 3 of us were freaking hot. raf, gly, danica and cleo were there.

took the mrt down. then 400 to the place itself. it was still rather early, so we went to the shop nearby to find kites. the girls bought 1 for themselves, and the 4 of us pooled our coins together and bought a pikachu kite (which happened to be written as 'pi ka chao' in chinese). went to the field opposite to fly our kites. many people were flying their kites and they were really high. were helping edwin fly the kite, since it was his childhood (and i've never flown a kite before). lols. took many many tries. but there was little wind so it cldnt go up. the girls were trying too. then edwin took a break and raf started running with the kite ard the whole field, trying to get it up. shafik kept pulling it. so the kite kept going up. yay! so we finally got our kite up and were trying to maintain it in the air. gosh. how come i dont have this kinda childhood?! flying kites are fun! i passed the string to raf, who wanted to see how high the kite cld go. so he kept releasing the string despite me screaming like crazy. we finished the thread, and shafik had to go snap it. bleahs. haha. but it was really fun!!

decided to go look for a table cuz the steamboat areas were getting crowded. we had free ice cream. so we started with that! haha. then we went to get the food and started cooking all of them. i cldnt stop eating the beef. we spent a lot on the drinks, 4 jugs of it. raf was screaming like a girl cuz the oil kept splattering at him. lol. we fried and cooked pretty wierd stuff... and were standing up... when no one was. shafik and edwin dared each other to eat raw vege... which shafik did. haha!! then they played with the shell food towards the end because the soup was drying up. the girls were making a symphony of laughs, and started imitating everybody's laughter. the way they imitated raf's was damn funny. after much laughs... edwin went over to some bengs to ask for lighter to light the candles... looked like he wanted to smoke. haha.

after cutting the cake and stuff... they started smashing it on everyone's face. raf got it the most. obviously. we were doing that one year ago at seoul garden. where raf walked ard the whole taka looking for a toilet. lols. only gly and i were clean. so we stayed at the table. there was cream left, so we decided to smash the first guy who came back. and it happened to be edwin. lols! gly pretended to feed edwin cake before both of us smashed him. lols! i was eating cake when shafik smashed me with cream, so i took some cake and chased him. it was quite a while later that i dirtied his hair. haha. raf was damn paranoid and kept thinking that i wanted to dirty him. he kept running away. gly got even dirtier than me. haha. so we all had to go visit the sink again.

had to go off alr, cuz people wanted to eat. the girls had to go off, so the 4 of us went to the arcade. raf and shafik played some racing game, while edwin was playing street fighter. kinda reminded me of my childhood, where my bro used to beat me at street fighter on the com. wanted to play the bang bang game.. but there was this small boy who was damn pro who kept hogging the machine. so cldnt play. so after 1 hr in the arcade, we decided to go off.

was waiting for shafik in the toilet at the mrt station. the men's were washing, so he used the handicapped. there was this grp of ah bengs who were waiting for the toilet outside, and we were wondering how shafik wld feel when he came out and saw them. lols. took mrt to dhoby gaut, then mrt to harbourfront and back again. on the journey to harbourfront, the guys were really damn high and started taking emo pictures which were really really really damn funny. cldnt stop laughing. lucky there werent many people there... or not they'd have complained. all their pictures were really hilarious. haha. we cldnt do that anymore once it reached harbourfront. so we sat 'quietly' back to srgn. went down with edwin.. walked with him to the bus interchange. took a bus home from there. it was nearing 12am. lols.

really enjoyed the time with them ytd. from the kite flying to eating to laughing with them in the mrt. it was really a different experience, like i always have everytime we go out altogether. that's because we're wols. =)

to you: please do not bottle up your problems and whatever that has happened to you. you'll only be making those that are concerened abt you more worried. we are here to help you and we will NEVER aim to harm you in anyway. so please trust us and tell us your problems. i promise we'll try our best to help. ~


the girls flying their kite

cutting the cake

one of their not so emo pictures.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

whEEee.... half day for nj today!! i was falling asleep during lessons. anyway, after school, yiling, peiyi and i went for lunch at bkt timah mkt. after that went home.

watched hana kimi for a while. omg. i've been neglecting everything these few days just to watch it!! been laughing like mad. and wu zun is so shuai!! argh!! anyway, i booked the pool rm for wols people. havent seen them for a long time. i played with jaime. because the others were late. met xavier. dont know what he was doing downstairs. so invited him to play. gosh. i totally suck. haha. kept losing. we played life, xavier was making pretty funny jokes abt some stuff. but a bit disgusting. but i cldnt stop laughing. met mel fong!! who was studying for her exams. lol. i'm done with it (and abt to get 15/50 for econs).

played until xt, raf, edwin and shafik came. i was trying to entertain edwin because he was so quiet. while the 2 guys and 2 girls played. gosh! his phone cover had one big crack! my heart pain. lol. i offered to buy one cover for him. if it cost not more than $6. lols. they went to play soccer. jaime and xt went up to my house. xt played audi. jaime was getting bored. lol. went down to find them again. edwin went off to help gly in studies, jaime went home. the rest of us went to take bus to heartland. we missed the stop. ended up at the factory there. so decided to check out the store. so cheap!!! sld buy from there next time.

walked to arcade. played photohunt. waited for edwin to have dinner with us. went to eat hokkien mee. then went to heartland mall. cuz edwin wanted to get shirts. was looking ard the shops. xt and i got distracted because mj was showing hana kimi!! lol. went to the hp shop. the crystal case cost 10 bucks. like no way la! went down again. edwin went to try on shirts. raf tried on this v-neck which made him look damn gay. kinda reminds me of the mei tian. haha. anyway, had to go home. have school the next day. bleahs.

but overall, after not seeing them for so long, was really glad to be able to meet up with them. and to laugh and punch and do many things. no time to write. yep.~

Thursday, March 15, 2007

today is eat-all-you-can day. we have been planning to eat sushi buffet since last year and it finally materialised this year. lols. s15 seems to like eating a lot. esp the girls. was supposed to meet ghis and yiling and the others at 12.30 at town. but at 12.15, i was still at home playing audition. lols. so by the time i left the house it was 12.45 and i reached there after 1. haha.

i met sam while walking out of the mrt station. aqua hat outing. went to cine. met marcus there. he had extra lessons. poor thing! no wonder nj rushes everything. anyway, peiyi, ghis and yiling were alr eating when i met them, so i joined them. gosh. it was $20. so i ate my fill. the sushi on the conveyor belt were all the same. so we took some. but mainly ordered from the menu. we cld order anything under $4.90. so we ordered sashimi, tempura, soft shell crab, fried tofu, oysters, salmon skin, temaki and more sushi. we took like 8 plates of cream puffs and kept eating. lol. the salmon sashimi was good. we ordered the most. ghis counted 52 plates in total. lols. anne marie joined us. but didnt eat much. yiling, peiyi and i were damn full, but ghis kept eating! lol! she said she wasnt full. power. hmm... i kept going to the toilet. lols. drank too much water.

we saw lyn & wen yi and they came in to chat with us for a while! lol. think wen yi was a bit embarrassed with all the girls there. lol. well, ate more sashimi and finally decided to stop eating. the bill was $82.70. lols. peiyi kept wating to take pictures outside cine. but it the rest of us felt damn retarded. so we didnt. lol. we decided to walk and digest our food. so walked to paragon. went to the toilet again, and met stella and her sis! lol! i think the whole s15 was in town today! wen yi said earlier that the guys were in town too. cool. but we didnt meet them.

walked ard paragon, into the crumpler shop, and into the sony gallery. we saw the phones on display. gosh. the new sony ericsson W880i!! so nice!! i like it!! haha. it shall be my new dream phone! but i'm not going to buy it because my phone is but 4 months old and two other people in wols already have the same phone as me (which is rather gay). but that phone is damn nice! practically has the same functions as mine but i still like it. lol. peiyi and i went over to the psp and started playing this game that resembles the drum game at the arcade, only this one was pressing buttons. we cld get thru lvl 1... but not lvl 3. it ended up with 4 of us each pressing one button but we still cldnt pass. lol. decided to stop playing the game cuz it was quite addictive. went to coffee club and all of us ordered one muddy mud pie. which was really muddy and really nice. gosh. i know i'm stupid. i didnt know mudpie was made of ice cream. i tot it was cake. lol. but it was really good. coffee & chocolate ice cream topped with chocolate sauce with a pool of chocolate sauce and oreo crums at the side. sinful. haha. damn nice. ghis and anne marie licked it clean.

walked to orchard. went home with anne marie and cldnt eat dinner. lols. well. i better shed some weight before school starts. lol. ~

i still miss you.~

If I Let You Go
-Westlife


Day after day
Time passed away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find

The courage to show to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
How will I know

Night after night I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you
You speak to my heart
It's such a shame we're worlds apart

I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
How will I know
If I let you go ?

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

yes! i've finally cut my hair. stupid split ends are gone. i went back to the same shop. but xt had to take me there. lol. i was quite late. lols. there were quite a few ppl there. so had to wait for a while. i got the lady this time. not the boss. but they were still damn funny. i wanted to laugh loudly a few times. but had to control myself. i intended to msg shafik abt something. but i ended up talking to edwin, who was using shafik's phone to msg. happily msging, until i think shafik was scolding him for msging too much. lol! it was raining like mad, but it stopped as fast as it started (now i really understand that saying).

after that xt and i went to kelly's house to play with her sis. game of life. lol! her sis is so cute. lol. we were watching hana kimi at her house. or rather, i was watching. haha. her sis won in the end. lol. kelly was showing me all the shows available online, but i darent commit myself to watching or not i'll end up watching all the way till june. i'll be busy once school starts again. sigh. anyway, had to go home at 8, cuz my mom was calling.

anyway, during the journey to kelly's house, we passed by heartland and the macs area. and it kinda reminded me of the times we wols people hung out together at the cc opposite or even at macs. seriously, they're the only people who are able to make me sit down and do nothing without feeling guilty that i'm not doing constructive. but i really enjoy sitting down there and doing nothing with them, or playing tt, or just talking. i kinda miss the times. but everyone's quite busy this year. but i cant help feeling nostalgic about it. well, i shant get emo abt it. because i'm going to sleep! lol!~

Monday, March 12, 2007

went to sentosa's cafe del mar ytd. took the train. it was nice, but crowded, so i wasnt really in the mood to chill. met ms chua at vivo city. so cool. my mom thought she was my classmate or something. lols.

anyway, met jaime, edwin and shafik today. was supposed to go eat tau hui with shafik and edwin, but i was damn late. lols. waited for jaime at the mrt station. then went to ps. edwin wanted to watch the crocodile show, primeval. omg. the show was damn freaky! i'd rather watch music and lyrics again. haha. half the time my hand was over my mouth. and jaime cldnt stop complaining. edwin seemed to enjoy it. shafik was commenting on something in the movie and edwin was asking him to shaddup. which made me laugh. well, overall... i think we were all jokingly blaming edwin for the movie. lol. was msging yiling... she said "nv trust guys to choose movies." lol!!

shafik wanted to walk to town from ps. i didnt mind. but obviously jaime and edwin did. lols. we went to ljs to eat and talk talk for a while. edwin wanted some bag. went home after that. cuz edwin wanted to go home and shafik was sleeping on the train. i forgot to tell my mom not to cook dinner for me. so i had to go home and eat.

keeping a secret especially one like this is miserable. i wish i could tell.~

Saturday, March 10, 2007

9 March 2007
NJ road run


reported at the same time for assembly, followed by the running off by the youngest of the school cohort. we were 3rd in line to run, and i ran with yiling. okay. i ran/walked with yiling. gave up running on encountering the 1st slope. then continued to run and walk. after that we slacked at the canteen, eating ice popsicles. prize presentation then go home!! went for lunch with yiling, pei yi and lyn at the bkt timah hawker centre. we didnt eat tang yuan. lol. chatted there for a while, before leaving. i came home to sleep because i was having a migrain. yiling had to go for zhenghua camp, and she was damn bored. so ended up msging her till i fell asleep.

Dinner

was supposed to meet raf, edwin, shafik and xt at 7 something to eat dinner tgt. at 8.30 i was still waiting for them, famished. was trying hard not to get angry. or else i'd have taken the next bus home. anyway, found them and ate at chomp chomp. gosh, raf changed his phone. so now THREE people in wols have the same phone. it's kinda cool. but kinda gay. lols. raf's is the silver limited edition. while edwin's and mine are black. was playing with his phone, while he was sending songs over from mine and xt's phone. at sting ray and hokkien mee.

havent seen them for so long. i kinda miss hanging out with them. i'm still arguing with edwin. as always. we walked to the park. raf was still sending songs. and edwin and shafik were doing drills all the way, with the drill cane. xt and i climbed the spider web, and saw some white person hiding behind the dustbin. we thought it was raf, it ended up to be edwin. both he and shafik came over to shake the spider web and attempted to climb it, after which they stole our slippers. haha. we went back, and were crapping. the two guys were asking xt and i stupid qns. while raf was STILL sending songs. haha. had to go back early, because raf was leaving early the next day. the 3 guys and i walked back to gardens. the 2 were still doing drills behind. edwin was 'angry' with me for something i didnt say. he assumed it! haha. bleahs. by the time i reached home it was 11.30pm.


Mine, raf's & edwin's phones

10 March 2007
Econs seminar/ NTU & NUS open house


omg. i was freaking late. but i took a cab into ntu, which cost me $5.80. argh. sleeping so late and waking up so early today, i was falling asleep during the talks. gosh. had to eat 2 sweets to keep me awake. i met ah ruo, serene, min wei and many other pl girls there. had a good talk with the 3. for lunch, we were led down to the area where the open house was held. and we ended up not going back for the talk. oops. took a tour of the biological sciences faculty. we saw all the labs... was cool. after that we walked ard the campus and went to eat lunch.

peiyi, fel and i wanted to go to nus open house after that, so we took a shuttle to boon lay, went to clementi and took a feeder to nus. gosh. i felt damn old at both universities. i felt like going back to nj or even pl. lols. we walked ard again. fel and peiyi took balloons. haha. went to see the cca booths and the different schools. gosh. i have to take physics in engineering. argh. now i really dont know what to take. lols. went home after that. i was damn tired.

took an mrt all the way back. and realised how long i have to travel to get to school everyday once i go into the university. good luck to me.

bon voyage raf!!~

Thursday, March 08, 2007

yesH. there's finally a certain degree of freedom. and it is only during this period of time that you see hoards of nj people at town. lols.

Chem SPA skill A was alright. the normal compounds came out. Mr sito invigilated us again. after the paper he advertised for tonight's campfire. lols. after spa, peiyi, stella, ghis, tiff, sam had stuff on, leaving me, yiling, fel, lyn and anne marie. anne marie had lunch at home, so the 4 of us left stood around, waiting for the gate to open. the guys were going to play lan. we took a bus to town, went to far east to eat chicken rice. lol. then we went to walk around the shopping centre. people were scarce, ocassionally meeting nj people. we sat down at gelare to eat ice cream. haha.

after then we walked to lido. wanted to watch a movie. i saw the harry potter poster on the 5th movie. oh man. i went crazy. the movie was quite late. so we decided to walk to cine. memories of chingay rushed to both yiling and i, because we were walking the path we walked umpteen times during chingay. and the empty road that we sat on and had 'power' over was now filled with cars. cldnt decide on what movie to watch, music & lyrics or seducing mr perfect. we were waiting for peiyi, so we sat down at the high chairs to watch the trailers that they were screening. so many interersting movies are coming up this holiday, and even through the year. too bad they didnt advertise for harry potter. haha. and too bad i wont get to watch that many till november. my life in 2007 is depressing. but it's pretty entertaining to sit down there and watch all the movies that are coming up. i think it's meet the robinsons, where there's this dinosaur... called TINY... who was so big but with really tiny hands. damn cute.

anyway, we finally went to buy our tickets. decided to watch music and lyrics. this is the only time where you dont have to worry abt not getting tickets to the show that you want. and not being worried abt not being able to get the back seats. the movie was great! really nice. the song they composed was really sweet. and the 'pop' song was damn 80s. lols. not really a wrong choice of movie. and we only paid $6.50. =)

went home after that. guess they were tired. but i think i cld still have continued walking. but no money to do anything. haha. so went home too. poor poor ghis. she still has to study for her physics and chinese. she's complaining. while yiling and i are complaining because we have nothing to do. hahas.

road run tmr. hahas. i prefer to call it road-walk. because that's what i am going to do. bleahs.~


Our ice-cream at gelare

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's finally the end of common test ONE! i still have chemistry SPA skill A tmr. but it's all memory work. waha!! after studying day after day. and rejecting any invitation to go out, and my computer literally has cobwebs from the monitor to the chair. if i neglect it any longer it'll probably grow mold. hahas.

a brief summary of my papers:
GP- alright, compre was easier than promos
Chemistry- okay, but more difficult that i thought it would be
Econs- cldnt finish as usual. and all regurgitated from notes.
Math- alrights. i cldnt do some. stupid teacher cleared my gc of all my apps!
Physics- as the guys always say... GG!!!!! gg for ALL sections. i hope i pass.

The chem paper was pretty funny tho. mr sito was invigilating us. and he gave out paper 2 instead of paper 1 first. then after paper 1 he gave out paper 2 (mcq) and almost asked us to start without giving out the oas!! haha. those h3 math people still have exams tmr. muahaha. there's road run on friday. ergh. i hate running. so i think i'm walking with yiling. lols! then there's econs seminar on saturday. i hope it doesnt take all day. i'll fall asleep. so basically the whole of this week is gone, and next week too, because of cca -_-'''.

well, whatever. i can finally relax for like... a week before getting scolded for failing every subject for common test. lols.~