Yes. I know i go crazy with every drama i watch. HaHA!~
Thursday, December 13, 2007
Monday, December 03, 2007
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Monday, November 26, 2007
I would like to express my condolences to those who knew Mr stephen loh, especially those in NJ who knew him.
May he rest in peace.
This incident has really made me realise that life is frail. I know it's cliched but it's only when someone whom you know leaves you that you'll finally realise how a person can just be here one instant and gone in the next. And you never know why God chose to take him/her away this early. Life is frail. Treasure it.~
Friday, November 16, 2007
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Sunday, October 14, 2007
Thursday, September 20, 2007
PRELIMINARY EXAMINATIONS PART 2
ECONOMICS PAPER 1: both case studies on globalisation!!! how much worse can this get?! i know they think it'll come out for A's, but that doesnt mean both has to be that! what if it doesnt come out?
CHEMISTRY PAPER 1/2: paper two was surprisingly easy. and paper one was horrendously difficult.
MATH PAPER 2: i almost died of frustration because of the pure math
PHYSICS PAPER 1/2: paper one was alright. and for once this year, paper 2 was doable!
AND PRELIMS ARE FINALLY OVER! i waited for this day for very long. and now i'm waiting for exactly two months, for A's to be over.
but guess what? after physics paper today, mr ong said "dont go yet. we're returning your paper three". "HUH?!" yeah. think it took some time for us to process that. anyway, didnt do too well, because i was half asleep doing that paper. damn it.
poor classmates had to go home to study. that's why i didnt take h3. yiling, ghis and i went out. tired of town, we went to amk hub, dont ask why. we went to watch evan almighty. because ghis said she could watch ratatouille online. blahs. thought it was quite okay, but what i really took back from the movie was that if you pray and ask God for anything, He won't give it to you directly, but create opportunities to help you attain it. Which is true, because many a times i've prayed and expected it to just come to me, without giving thought to whether there are opportunities to train my character. i've prayed for discipline & perseverance to go through this two months, and what he's given me are situations and temptations to deal with. =)
anyway, after the few days break, it's back to studying. and no. i'm not as free as a bird. they've set us dozens of homework to be done over the weekend. ha. after that it's going through papers and then study break and then the real thing.
and whatever for now. i'm not about to spend all my time blogging. ~
ECONOMICS PAPER 1: both case studies on globalisation!!! how much worse can this get?! i know they think it'll come out for A's, but that doesnt mean both has to be that! what if it doesnt come out?
CHEMISTRY PAPER 1/2: paper two was surprisingly easy. and paper one was horrendously difficult.
MATH PAPER 2: i almost died of frustration because of the pure math
PHYSICS PAPER 1/2: paper one was alright. and for once this year, paper 2 was doable!
AND PRELIMS ARE FINALLY OVER! i waited for this day for very long. and now i'm waiting for exactly two months, for A's to be over.
but guess what? after physics paper today, mr ong said "dont go yet. we're returning your paper three". "HUH?!" yeah. think it took some time for us to process that. anyway, didnt do too well, because i was half asleep doing that paper. damn it.
poor classmates had to go home to study. that's why i didnt take h3. yiling, ghis and i went out. tired of town, we went to amk hub, dont ask why. we went to watch evan almighty. because ghis said she could watch ratatouille online. blahs. thought it was quite okay, but what i really took back from the movie was that if you pray and ask God for anything, He won't give it to you directly, but create opportunities to help you attain it. Which is true, because many a times i've prayed and expected it to just come to me, without giving thought to whether there are opportunities to train my character. i've prayed for discipline & perseverance to go through this two months, and what he's given me are situations and temptations to deal with. =)
anyway, after the few days break, it's back to studying. and no. i'm not as free as a bird. they've set us dozens of homework to be done over the weekend. ha. after that it's going through papers and then study break and then the real thing.
and whatever for now. i'm not about to spend all my time blogging. ~
Thursday, September 13, 2007
2007 PRELIMINARY EXAMINATIONS
PHYSICS PAPER 3: i wasn't sure of 40% of it.
ECONS PAPER 2: my hand almost dropped off. i hope i do well.
MATH PAPER 1: i need this A!! a few careless mistakes
CHEMISTRY PAPER 3: i'm depressed.
whatever it is, i am dying from the stress, the force per unit area (pressure), and being unable to go where i want. lucky there's time for me to stone today and tomorrow. before the whole damn cycle repeats itself again next week. i'm letting everything go for a few days after sept 20. if not i'll probably fall into depression.~
PHYSICS PAPER 3: i wasn't sure of 40% of it.
ECONS PAPER 2: my hand almost dropped off. i hope i do well.
MATH PAPER 1: i need this A!! a few careless mistakes
CHEMISTRY PAPER 3: i'm depressed.
whatever it is, i am dying from the stress, the force per unit area (pressure), and being unable to go where i want. lucky there's time for me to stone today and tomorrow. before the whole damn cycle repeats itself again next week. i'm letting everything go for a few days after sept 20. if not i'll probably fall into depression.~
Saturday, September 01, 2007
yesterday was teachers day! went to school in the morning for teachers' day celebration. ms chua won some award. we went to find all our teachers to express our gratitude to them. haha.
the girls with retro ms chua
some of us were going back to our sec school, including me! met ah ruo and serene first, before mking it back to pl!! yay!! met jaime there. gosh.. it's been ____?? since i met her! she told us that there was a 'seven-eleven' in school... and true enough... omg! pl is rich and it's all thanks to our batch! haha. why didnt we get to enjoy this!!! argh! met glynnis and angela too. and 2 of the sec3s greeted me! muahaha!
does this look like pl to you?
this looks more like 7-11...
and this?? looks more like a gift shop.
no more going across the road to eat cup mee. they have an endless supply.
and what's more... they have a photo printing machine! the one where u upload your photos and print it on photo paper. argh!!! i'm jealous! so i printed out two pictures, one below and the one with s15 above.
ah ruo and i, in our beloved and missed toilet.
(i still cant believe they have such technology!)
this was the grass patch near ebenezer... why wasnt i born later?!
then ah ruo and i went up to the primary school. ah... nostalgia. there were fellow eighteen year olds there as well. felt so old.
our lunch in the primary school canteen
and what have they done to our field?!
so as you can see, pl has changed a lot since we left. and i feel that what pl is lacking now is the warmth that it once had as a school, maybe it's because of the new surroundings, or maybe it's because we left. i dont know. i miss the old pl!
yah. i know. 'i should be studying.' getting back to that right now.~
the girls with retro ms chua
some of us were going back to our sec school, including me! met ah ruo and serene first, before mking it back to pl!! yay!! met jaime there. gosh.. it's been ____?? since i met her! she told us that there was a 'seven-eleven' in school... and true enough... omg! pl is rich and it's all thanks to our batch! haha. why didnt we get to enjoy this!!! argh! met glynnis and angela too. and 2 of the sec3s greeted me! muahaha!
does this look like pl to you?
this looks more like 7-11...
and this?? looks more like a gift shop.
no more going across the road to eat cup mee. they have an endless supply.
and what's more... they have a photo printing machine! the one where u upload your photos and print it on photo paper. argh!!! i'm jealous! so i printed out two pictures, one below and the one with s15 above.
ah ruo and i, in our beloved and missed toilet.
(i still cant believe they have such technology!)
this was the grass patch near ebenezer... why wasnt i born later?!
then ah ruo and i went up to the primary school. ah... nostalgia. there were fellow eighteen year olds there as well. felt so old.
our lunch in the primary school canteen
and what have they done to our field?!
so as you can see, pl has changed a lot since we left. and i feel that what pl is lacking now is the warmth that it once had as a school, maybe it's because of the new surroundings, or maybe it's because we left. i dont know. i miss the old pl!
yah. i know. 'i should be studying.' getting back to that right now.~
Thursday, August 30, 2007
gp prelims today. gosh. i'm having a headache. compo was alright. we were spot on about the topic. science & religion. ms chen came to stare at my paper. compre was bad. i had no idea what i was reading nor what i was writing. no wonder ms chen said summary and aq are do-able. because the questions arent! okay. byebye.~
Saturday, August 18, 2007
Thursday, August 09, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XT!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GLY!
okay. that's for today. now about ytd. went for ndc at school!! AQUA WON THE NE CUP! go aqua! some of us were quite high. peiyi and i were blowing bubbles. my childhood. after that we girls went to pizza hut to eat! yum yum.
our hands and peiyi's face. patriotic!
Cheesy Fondue.. simply & sinfully delicious
fel & peiyi
then at night, we, the 4a2 clique met up! yay! ah ruo took me on a tour ard srgn before landing up at the mrt station. went to cafe cartel ps... to eat and talk and celebrate xy's, serene's and ry's birthday! had a good time thinking back on our teachers and updating on the latest happenings! found out that mine, shar's and jasmine's prom night is at the same place and one after another!
After eating...
taken by se ying's 'pro' photography skills...
me and my lovely aq ammonia lab partner!
xy, jas & shar
we rock! credits to yq for doing the editting
our hands and peiyi's face. patriotic!
Cheesy Fondue.. simply & sinfully delicious
fel & peiyi
then at night, we, the 4a2 clique met up! yay! ah ruo took me on a tour ard srgn before landing up at the mrt station. went to cafe cartel ps... to eat and talk and celebrate xy's, serene's and ry's birthday! had a good time thinking back on our teachers and updating on the latest happenings! found out that mine, shar's and jasmine's prom night is at the same place and one after another!
After eating...
taken by se ying's 'pro' photography skills...
me and my lovely aq ammonia lab partner!
xy, jas & shar
we rock! credits to yq for doing the editting
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
TODAY, the
Thirty-First of July
Year 2 0 0 7, is J.K Rowling's birthday!
and ALSO,
and ALSO,
Harry Potter's Birthday!
okay. i know you don't really care. only tiff and i seemed to care in school today. anne marie knew, but she doesnt really care. well... at least she knew!! therefore i conclude the only two harry potter fanatics in ohsixSfifteen are tiff and i. she wanted to find some form of celebration. and isn't it cooler that daniel radcliffe's birthday is just 8 days before? yeah, i know you don't care.
take it as i'm going crazy. because i really am. i'm cutting off from a lot of things. and the whole nj's stressing the j2s out. jc life sucks. but i have no choice.~
take it as i'm going crazy. because i really am. i'm cutting off from a lot of things. and the whole nj's stressing the j2s out. jc life sucks. but i have no choice.~
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Her Last Three Words:
All was well.
That sums up the whole harry potter series. And i'm sad to see it go! Meanwhile, i took 3 days to complete the seventh book and i must say that JK Rowling is brilliant. how she ties up all loose ends... and how she links everything all the way from the second book. simply brilliant. for those who dont read, you're missing out on something really good. ah. that's your loss anyway.
I'm about to start an anti-spoiler movement, i know tiff will support me. Anne marie and i had to run away from people on monday simply because we havent read the book and didnt want to know the ending. while the others just wanted to spoil it. what's the point of reading if you know the ending already? first it was justin and darren during lecture, then it was zuojie during lecture. i almost murdered him for telling me what happened! my book's been loaned out, and there's still a long queue. wonder when's the next time i'll see it. and it better come back in the same condition as i lent it out! or else i'll strangle everyone.
bye for now. more than 80days left to A Levels. Harry potter rocks.~
I'm about to start an anti-spoiler movement, i know tiff will support me. Anne marie and i had to run away from people on monday simply because we havent read the book and didnt want to know the ending. while the others just wanted to spoil it. what's the point of reading if you know the ending already? first it was justin and darren during lecture, then it was zuojie during lecture. i almost murdered him for telling me what happened! my book's been loaned out, and there's still a long queue. wonder when's the next time i'll see it. and it better come back in the same condition as i lent it out! or else i'll strangle everyone.
bye for now. more than 80days left to A Levels. Harry potter rocks.~
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Blessed Be Your Name
Blessed Be Your Name
In the land that is plentiful
Where Your streams of abundance flow
Blessed be Your name
Blessed Be Your name
When I'm found in the desert place
Though I walk through the wilderness
Blessed Be Your name
Every blessing You pour out
I'll turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name
Blessed be Your name
When the sun's shining down on me
When the world's all as it should be
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be Your name
On the road marked with suffering
Though there's pain in the offering
Blessed be Your name
You give and take away
You give and take away
My heart will choose to say
Lord, blessed be Your name~
Blessed Be Your Name
In the land that is plentiful
Where Your streams of abundance flow
Blessed be Your name
Blessed Be Your name
When I'm found in the desert place
Though I walk through the wilderness
Blessed Be Your name
Every blessing You pour out
I'll turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name
Blessed be Your name
When the sun's shining down on me
When the world's all as it should be
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be Your name
On the road marked with suffering
Though there's pain in the offering
Blessed be Your name
You give and take away
You give and take away
My heart will choose to say
Lord, blessed be Your name~
Sunday, July 15, 2007
okay. confirmed sucky grades, ABCDE. don't ask me which is for what. it makes me more depressed. and yes. the worse i've ever done in jc (and dont expect me to get a U for anything. i'll totally break down) you can say that you've done much worse than that but hey, my expectations are higher than yours. basically the whole j2 batch did the worse in the past 1.5 years in jc... and i think we even broke the record for the most number of failures for physics or something. no one in s15 got an A for physics or chem, As for math were on the low end and no one got higher than a C for econs. bad? worst! i PRAY hard that prelims wont be that bad.
anyway, been going crazy over harry potter again. kinda like the time after o's when we went to watch GOB and i re-read the whole series again. couldnt wait to watch the new movie... think i was going to have a nervous breakdown if i didnt get to watch it ASAP. and naturally, the earlier the better. so since the guys were free and wanted to watch, we booked tickets. and i got scolded by peiyi for abandoning my class girls. oops. haha.
so about yesterday... went to vivo city to watch with edwin, raf & shafik... was there with edwin first.. and he talked the whole way from srgn to harbourfront. he really can talk! edwin wanted to eat sakae, but there wasnt, so he wanted to eat sushi tei ('teh' was how he pronounced it and made me laugh). he said he and i should treat ourselves to good food. lols. but we ended up at macs with raf anyway... and the worst thing was... he had to read out the fat content. haha. met up with shafik who was much quieter than normal... think he was really sick.
went into the cinema... and totally went beserk when the movie started. was disturbing edwin... and i think raf was glad he wasnt next to me... and edwin wanted to change seats. cldnt disturb the sick one. lols. well... i must say... not as nice as the past few... but still nice to me! the action was so short compared to the previous movies. shant discuss it here. in case people complain of giving too much away. raf and edwin kept talking during the movie. bleahs. so i got my wish. seen the movie.. now the book!! argh!!
walked ard at the roof top for a while. raf wanted to ride the horse thing for kids. lols. edwin was looking for girls again. but for the first time he helped look out for hot guys for me. ha! funny people. went back soon after... managed to catch the last ep of shen diao xia lu.
dont know when's the next time i'll get to see them again... or even the clique in 4a2. gotta start studying hard before i totally screw my prelims. well.. the start of another busy week of piles of revision WS and scoldings. how i hate jc life.
bro drove me to church today. from now on, i dont have to take a bus to church! yes! wake up later! whEeEe.. pastor talked about looking for spouses today. and he said that looking for someone of the same faith narrows the range to about 30% of the whole population. that's really depressing. but ultimately it's only within this 30% that i will choose from. for now... it's concentrating on A's!~
anyway, been going crazy over harry potter again. kinda like the time after o's when we went to watch GOB and i re-read the whole series again. couldnt wait to watch the new movie... think i was going to have a nervous breakdown if i didnt get to watch it ASAP. and naturally, the earlier the better. so since the guys were free and wanted to watch, we booked tickets. and i got scolded by peiyi for abandoning my class girls. oops. haha.
so about yesterday... went to vivo city to watch with edwin, raf & shafik... was there with edwin first.. and he talked the whole way from srgn to harbourfront. he really can talk! edwin wanted to eat sakae, but there wasnt, so he wanted to eat sushi tei ('teh' was how he pronounced it and made me laugh). he said he and i should treat ourselves to good food. lols. but we ended up at macs with raf anyway... and the worst thing was... he had to read out the fat content. haha. met up with shafik who was much quieter than normal... think he was really sick.
went into the cinema... and totally went beserk when the movie started. was disturbing edwin... and i think raf was glad he wasnt next to me... and edwin wanted to change seats. cldnt disturb the sick one. lols. well... i must say... not as nice as the past few... but still nice to me! the action was so short compared to the previous movies. shant discuss it here. in case people complain of giving too much away. raf and edwin kept talking during the movie. bleahs. so i got my wish. seen the movie.. now the book!! argh!!
walked ard at the roof top for a while. raf wanted to ride the horse thing for kids. lols. edwin was looking for girls again. but for the first time he helped look out for hot guys for me. ha! funny people. went back soon after... managed to catch the last ep of shen diao xia lu.
dont know when's the next time i'll get to see them again... or even the clique in 4a2. gotta start studying hard before i totally screw my prelims. well.. the start of another busy week of piles of revision WS and scoldings. how i hate jc life.
bro drove me to church today. from now on, i dont have to take a bus to church! yes! wake up later! whEeEe.. pastor talked about looking for spouses today. and he said that looking for someone of the same faith narrows the range to about 30% of the whole population. that's really depressing. but ultimately it's only within this 30% that i will choose from. for now... it's concentrating on A's!~
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Saturday, July 07, 2007
burnt, tired and aching. these two days of enrichment week is already enough to kill me.
Bodycombat (5/7)
it was at california fitness at bugis... the five of us, me, yiling, ghis, fel and stella, went there after the uni talks. oh... i'm quite sure by now that i want to go into engineering in the uni.... unless i'm really that stupid. anyway, we had almost an hour to kill there. so went to walk then went for bodycombat. the instructor, june was so hyper. gosh. i wonder how she conducts 3 classes in a day. we learnt the basic punches and kicks before starting on a 10-track exercise, with breaks only after 3-4 tracks. it was tiring but fun! and it was great help to shout at every kick and punch because it'd make you forget that you're tired. really sweated it out after like... 1 month of studying. and gosh... the toilet was so nice! we all went to shower there, shampoo, soap and towel all provided. so cool! it was such a nice bath. and we were taking our time to dry our hair and make it nice. lols. ghis took the longest to come out... as usual.
went to buy tako pachi after the refreshing bath... so i think all the calories burnt earlier was gained back. lol. took a train back to srgn to meet raf... whom i think was rather bored cuz hewas on holiday. sat down and talked to him for a while an waited for edwin, but he ended late and i had to chiong 23 case studies so i went off first.
ok... talking about 23 case studies... what the **** is wrong with nj econs department?! during the holidays we didnt get any econs homework AT ALL. and now we get 23 case studies to do in a week? how can that get us an A? and how can we bloody take it seriously when we have to rush it within a week? we'll just end up doing it for the sake of doing and not for studying purposes. ergh.
Ropes course (6/7)
had to wake up early early in the morning to go all the way to upp bkt timah for the ropes course. sat at the bus stop for quite long cuz i was early. the last time i went there i was sec2. so after stella and yiling came (anne marie was sick), we went in... tgt with 32 other people... we split into 2 grps (mostly guys and girls in one grp)... and then proceeded with what i have loved to do since i joined np. the girls (and 4 guys) did the ropes challenge first... we were under instructor carrie... and she was so funny. forgot how to belay a person already (because atf doesnt work on belayers).. so i slacked. hahas. went up the tight rope one first... and she made us cross the rope within 10sec. so funny. but it was seriously much easier than atf. i freaked out many many times during atf. haha. then we did the net one... just to cross it... i was more tired than scared up there.
then to the zip-line! still wasnt as exciting as the double zip-line in atf (i cant help comparing). but the exciting part was really the intial jump off... because it almost felt like free fall and my heart totally dropped out. haha. if i knew more people there i'd probably have screamed my lungs out for the fun of it. we went for lunch... then rested in the dorm for a while. almost felt like sleeping.
went back to do abseiling. this one was much higher than the sec3 alpha camp's... and i was certainly more afraid. this girl kept screaming... it was funny... but also made us more afraid. haha. when i finally did it it was ok... but i held on to the rope so tightly. lols. then stella and yiling came down. proceeded to the platform for the jumping thing. we didnt do the lone pole one... because i'd have freaked out if we did it. had to jump from the platform to reach a bar...like the trapeze in a circus. freaky!! but i managed to catch it! and the damn rope hit my right ear... which made the last hole bleed like crazy. haha. inst carrie kept asking if i was okay. she wanted to tell mr menon... but of course i wldnt let her! haha. she had 3 ear holes too! so now i know why it's very dangerous to wear earrings for this kinda thing and i finally understand why i have to take out earrings during every np trng session. lols!
although it wasnt as freaky as atf... i still enjoyed myself because i may never get to do it again. but i still miss atf. lol. and i enjoyed the company of the 2 instructors who were so hyper and mad.... haha. really made us laugh. after that stella and i went to the salvation army shop to look ard. the clothes were really weird. and the shop was really weird too. haha. took a bus back home and on the way edwin called to ask to go out for dinner.
went home first to rest for a while... and realised that my nose was burnt and so were my two arms. went out to meet edwin and raf at gardens. ate at chomp chomp. our usual hokkien mee, sting ray and sugar cane and my chin chow which i cldnt finish. haha. went to macs to stone and talk. edwin told a lot of stories.. and raf was enjoying it everytime i argued with edwin. haha. moved outside and raf and i started a singing lesson with edwin to make him sing in tune. hahas. left ard 11pm. i was really tired.... raf kept saying i was a drunken fish cuz half the time i didnt know what i was talking about. haha.
well, i just want to say that both of them and the others whom we hang out with are special to me (and even special-er to me than other aquaintances). i do care what they consider me as.. but i just want to say that each of them hold a special place in my heart. =)
came home feeling the pain of the sun burns... and pain in my ear hole. arghs. how am i going to last the next two days?! haha. oh... happy green earth day! no global warming!!~
*why is it so easy to give up on something that i shouldnt give up on, and so difficult to give up on something that i should?-
-I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you
I don't wanna talk about it
I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you
I don't wanna talk about it
Cause I'm in love with you...
Bodycombat (5/7)
it was at california fitness at bugis... the five of us, me, yiling, ghis, fel and stella, went there after the uni talks. oh... i'm quite sure by now that i want to go into engineering in the uni.... unless i'm really that stupid. anyway, we had almost an hour to kill there. so went to walk then went for bodycombat. the instructor, june was so hyper. gosh. i wonder how she conducts 3 classes in a day. we learnt the basic punches and kicks before starting on a 10-track exercise, with breaks only after 3-4 tracks. it was tiring but fun! and it was great help to shout at every kick and punch because it'd make you forget that you're tired. really sweated it out after like... 1 month of studying. and gosh... the toilet was so nice! we all went to shower there, shampoo, soap and towel all provided. so cool! it was such a nice bath. and we were taking our time to dry our hair and make it nice. lols. ghis took the longest to come out... as usual.
went to buy tako pachi after the refreshing bath... so i think all the calories burnt earlier was gained back. lol. took a train back to srgn to meet raf... whom i think was rather bored cuz hewas on holiday. sat down and talked to him for a while an waited for edwin, but he ended late and i had to chiong 23 case studies so i went off first.
ok... talking about 23 case studies... what the **** is wrong with nj econs department?! during the holidays we didnt get any econs homework AT ALL. and now we get 23 case studies to do in a week? how can that get us an A? and how can we bloody take it seriously when we have to rush it within a week? we'll just end up doing it for the sake of doing and not for studying purposes. ergh.
Ropes course (6/7)
had to wake up early early in the morning to go all the way to upp bkt timah for the ropes course. sat at the bus stop for quite long cuz i was early. the last time i went there i was sec2. so after stella and yiling came (anne marie was sick), we went in... tgt with 32 other people... we split into 2 grps (mostly guys and girls in one grp)... and then proceeded with what i have loved to do since i joined np. the girls (and 4 guys) did the ropes challenge first... we were under instructor carrie... and she was so funny. forgot how to belay a person already (because atf doesnt work on belayers).. so i slacked. hahas. went up the tight rope one first... and she made us cross the rope within 10sec. so funny. but it was seriously much easier than atf. i freaked out many many times during atf. haha. then we did the net one... just to cross it... i was more tired than scared up there.
then to the zip-line! still wasnt as exciting as the double zip-line in atf (i cant help comparing). but the exciting part was really the intial jump off... because it almost felt like free fall and my heart totally dropped out. haha. if i knew more people there i'd probably have screamed my lungs out for the fun of it. we went for lunch... then rested in the dorm for a while. almost felt like sleeping.
went back to do abseiling. this one was much higher than the sec3 alpha camp's... and i was certainly more afraid. this girl kept screaming... it was funny... but also made us more afraid. haha. when i finally did it it was ok... but i held on to the rope so tightly. lols. then stella and yiling came down. proceeded to the platform for the jumping thing. we didnt do the lone pole one... because i'd have freaked out if we did it. had to jump from the platform to reach a bar...like the trapeze in a circus. freaky!! but i managed to catch it! and the damn rope hit my right ear... which made the last hole bleed like crazy. haha. inst carrie kept asking if i was okay. she wanted to tell mr menon... but of course i wldnt let her! haha. she had 3 ear holes too! so now i know why it's very dangerous to wear earrings for this kinda thing and i finally understand why i have to take out earrings during every np trng session. lols!
although it wasnt as freaky as atf... i still enjoyed myself because i may never get to do it again. but i still miss atf. lol. and i enjoyed the company of the 2 instructors who were so hyper and mad.... haha. really made us laugh. after that stella and i went to the salvation army shop to look ard. the clothes were really weird. and the shop was really weird too. haha. took a bus back home and on the way edwin called to ask to go out for dinner.
went home first to rest for a while... and realised that my nose was burnt and so were my two arms. went out to meet edwin and raf at gardens. ate at chomp chomp. our usual hokkien mee, sting ray and sugar cane and my chin chow which i cldnt finish. haha. went to macs to stone and talk. edwin told a lot of stories.. and raf was enjoying it everytime i argued with edwin. haha. moved outside and raf and i started a singing lesson with edwin to make him sing in tune. hahas. left ard 11pm. i was really tired.... raf kept saying i was a drunken fish cuz half the time i didnt know what i was talking about. haha.
well, i just want to say that both of them and the others whom we hang out with are special to me (and even special-er to me than other aquaintances). i do care what they consider me as.. but i just want to say that each of them hold a special place in my heart. =)
came home feeling the pain of the sun burns... and pain in my ear hole. arghs. how am i going to last the next two days?! haha. oh... happy green earth day! no global warming!!~
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*why is it so easy to give up on something that i shouldnt give up on, and so difficult to give up on something that i should?-
-I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you
I don't wanna talk about it
I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you
I don't wanna talk about it
Cause I'm in love with you...
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
News: body's immune system plummets to an all time low in 2007
haha. yes. i'm sick again. sore throat, runny nose. the usual irritating symptoms. lucky there's time to rest these few days. so couldnt go out. blahs. anyway, today's the start of enrichment week. but i have no activities.
5 July: Arts Education Programme, University talks, Body combat
6 July: Ropes course (gosh how i miss atf!!)
9 July: Arts Education Programme, Music Exposure (i've had 10 years of this already), In-line skating
10 July: In-line skating, and hopefully, a successful class outing.
yeah. hope i'll be well tmr. and enjoy before really getting hacked by the teachers. i cant wait for both harry potter movie and book to come out! argh! seriously contemplating whether to watch the movie on the very first day and to pre-order the book. i'll get hooked and neglect my work again. lols.
oh by the way, put your mouse over the picture. the effect is pretty cool.~
haha. yes. i'm sick again. sore throat, runny nose. the usual irritating symptoms. lucky there's time to rest these few days. so couldnt go out. blahs. anyway, today's the start of enrichment week. but i have no activities.
5 July: Arts Education Programme, University talks, Body combat
6 July: Ropes course (gosh how i miss atf!!)
9 July: Arts Education Programme, Music Exposure (i've had 10 years of this already), In-line skating
10 July: In-line skating, and hopefully, a successful class outing.
yeah. hope i'll be well tmr. and enjoy before really getting hacked by the teachers. i cant wait for both harry potter movie and book to come out! argh! seriously contemplating whether to watch the movie on the very first day and to pre-order the book. i'll get hooked and neglect my work again. lols.
oh by the way, put your mouse over the picture. the effect is pretty cool.~
Friday, June 29, 2007
no school for a week! and enrichment week for the next! life really shouldnt be just about achieving academics. wonder why society goes by meritocracy. anyway, i'm not about to attempt to write a gp essay here.
anyway, finally got a chance to meet up with edwin whom i havent seen for so long. he was at ps while i was at cine ytd.. such no fate. lols! anyway, guess he wants to kill everyone who was late today. hahas. he was telling me about the busy poly life vs the stressful jc life... while waiting for raf... who was even later than me! we went to macs to eat. raf seems to be biased against srgn macs.
edwin asked: who thinks life sucks say 'aye'. and i was not hesitant in replying. lols. life as a jc student really sucks. i hate everything right now. from the studying to the surroundings to everyone around. i just cant stand it anymore. maybe it's because i grew up in a different culture as many of the rest... and hanging around with the people i keep so close to my heart has made it even more difficult to tolerate other 'cultures'. ah. whatever.
raf went off to sch... edwin had to go for duty for syf... so accompanied him to ps to walk walk fora while. and to supposedly updating myself.. only to see him bio-ing girls and asking for my opinion. if i ever turn les... i'll know why. lols!!! but had a nice time with them today... making me laugh with their stories of their cadets and others. and raf and edwin are seriously entertaining. haha.
after edwin went off i went to novena and almost rotted there. bought a new wallet. damn it. i think it was a bit on the expensive side. such a sian place. especially when you go there every other week. wasnt in the mood to do much. met grace. yay! seem to meet her everywhere. hahas.
anyways... my brother said he's waited 27 years for transformers movie to come out. me? not so bad. i've just waited 1.5 years for the next harry potter movie! argh!!~
anyway, finally got a chance to meet up with edwin whom i havent seen for so long. he was at ps while i was at cine ytd.. such no fate. lols! anyway, guess he wants to kill everyone who was late today. hahas. he was telling me about the busy poly life vs the stressful jc life... while waiting for raf... who was even later than me! we went to macs to eat. raf seems to be biased against srgn macs.
edwin asked: who thinks life sucks say 'aye'. and i was not hesitant in replying. lols. life as a jc student really sucks. i hate everything right now. from the studying to the surroundings to everyone around. i just cant stand it anymore. maybe it's because i grew up in a different culture as many of the rest... and hanging around with the people i keep so close to my heart has made it even more difficult to tolerate other 'cultures'. ah. whatever.
raf went off to sch... edwin had to go for duty for syf... so accompanied him to ps to walk walk fora while. and to supposedly updating myself.. only to see him bio-ing girls and asking for my opinion. if i ever turn les... i'll know why. lols!!! but had a nice time with them today... making me laugh with their stories of their cadets and others. and raf and edwin are seriously entertaining. haha.
after edwin went off i went to novena and almost rotted there. bought a new wallet. damn it. i think it was a bit on the expensive side. such a sian place. especially when you go there every other week. wasnt in the mood to do much. met grace. yay! seem to meet her everywhere. hahas.
anyways... my brother said he's waited 27 years for transformers movie to come out. me? not so bad. i've just waited 1.5 years for the next harry potter movie! argh!!~
Thursday, June 28, 2007
hello again! finally ct2 is over! i can relax for a while. before going for the big one. whatever. i'm going mad because of 1 month of studying.
summary of performance of ct 2
Econs: totally dead
Chemistry: below average
Math: the only paper i COULD do.
Physics: goner. worse than ct1.
so projected grades are probably ard ABCCE. i dont understand why they bother to set such difficult questions. really. as if it'd actually come out in A's. goodbye for now.~
summary of performance of ct 2
Econs: totally dead
Chemistry: below average
Math: the only paper i COULD do.
Physics: goner. worse than ct1.
so projected grades are probably ard ABCCE. i dont understand why they bother to set such difficult questions. really. as if it'd actually come out in A's. goodbye for now.~
Sunday, June 17, 2007
havent used the com for a few days. really going crazy already. my body(esp my head) is showing signs of overloading and stress... just like the time before prelims in sec4. therefore i had to take a day off from studying. or else something really bad will happen.
so anyway, went to school to find mr tan and ms lim last friday. like many s15 people were in school mugging. went to have lunch with yiling and ghis at pizza hut. yays! good food. raf called. asked people to go out. so after lunch i met him and shafik at ps. shafik chiong-ed 5days of camp with barely 6 hours of sleep. so we went to watch shrek 3, because raf didnt like watching any superhero movies other than spiderman (so i cldnt watch fantastic4). shafik fell asleep in the cinema. think he only watch $2 worth of the whole movie. raf was telling me abt atc on the train while going home...while shafik fell asleep.
yep yep. that was basically my WHOLE week. gosh. i hate studying.~
so anyway, went to school to find mr tan and ms lim last friday. like many s15 people were in school mugging. went to have lunch with yiling and ghis at pizza hut. yays! good food. raf called. asked people to go out. so after lunch i met him and shafik at ps. shafik chiong-ed 5days of camp with barely 6 hours of sleep. so we went to watch shrek 3, because raf didnt like watching any superhero movies other than spiderman (so i cldnt watch fantastic4). shafik fell asleep in the cinema. think he only watch $2 worth of the whole movie. raf was telling me abt atc on the train while going home...while shafik fell asleep.
yep yep. that was basically my WHOLE week. gosh. i hate studying.~
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
9 June 07
Met up with 4a2 people at cel's house. gosh. her house is like 10times as big as mine. had loads of fun there, taking pics, going crazy... we rock!
10 June 07
Met up with xt and raf. shafik was uncontactable. edwin was at rc. jaime was having school. anyway. havent seen them for a long time too. still havent seen the other 2 guys and 1 girl. when will we all get together? 3 of us ended up cutting our hair. i cut mine much shorter. too irritating. lols.~
altogether!!
in (literally) the swimming pool
in the basement...
my dearest ah ruo =))
lazing on the sofa...
my present....
.... and card! it's most appreciated! =)
Met up with 4a2 people at cel's house. gosh. her house is like 10times as big as mine. had loads of fun there, taking pics, going crazy... we rock!
10 June 07
Met up with xt and raf. shafik was uncontactable. edwin was at rc. jaime was having school. anyway. havent seen them for a long time too. still havent seen the other 2 guys and 1 girl. when will we all get together? 3 of us ended up cutting our hair. i cut mine much shorter. too irritating. lols.~
altogether!!
in (literally) the swimming pool
in the basement...
my dearest ah ruo =))
lazing on the sofa...
my present....
.... and card! it's most appreciated! =)
Friday, June 01, 2007
NAG (national age groups) was this week. one comptition after another. was sick on saturday again. severe sore throat and headache. i hate the weather. stupid weather.
monday's singles was okay. i did better at occ than at safra. but people were damn pro. more pro than nationals. oh. playing beside us were ite guys. they're quite nice. anyway. finished relatively early so we left our bags at the storage area and went home. on the way there on tuesday, i met thea... who was going home from work. talked to her all the way to yishun although we see each other every sunday. lols. she kept making me jealous because here i am, slogging my heart out 5 months before A levels and she's having 4 months holiday with nothing to do. and by the time i start my ct she's still on holiday! haha. i always screw my 1st game. team s'pore schools girls were beside us (coach explained that to get in, you have to get an average of 190 and above for A/B/C division) this girl hit a 268 with 4 strikes, a spare, 5 strikes and a spare. think that's great? wait till you see another guy from SBF go striked 10 times... an almost perfect game! everyone stopped just to look at him bowl... and clapped when he striked for the 10th time. on the 11th bowl... he got a 9!! ARGH!! wasted!! so everyone went aWwWww... an almost perfect game. 289. took a cab home.
wednesday... had to go to school for math lecture. think a 3.5hour lecture is torturing? try sitting in a 3.5 hour lecture WITHOUT aircon in the lecture theatre!! almost died in there. i totally switched off at the last hour. went for competition at night. it was doubles. also my highest games in NAG, 134, 146. gosh. so lousy. during the games was talking to coach... he was telling us stories of his life and also ghost stories about bowling alleys. so cool!! haha. coach was sick. he had a high fever. and he sleeps so few hours!! so poor thing!! thursday's comp... was quartet. dont know what i was doing. coach mia-ed for the first game. we were wondering where he went. he was really sick and was sleeping in the car. so poor thing!! did really badly for the 3rd game. cldnt care alr.
after that jess and i decided to 'fan lian' at someone. because we couldnt take that person's attitude and character anymore. was quite funny. we went to find coach who went to sleep in his car again. but being almost the last time we were going to see him... he came out of his car to meet us. talked to him for a while... so sad. he offered to send jess and i to the mrt station to take a cab. waited for his wife and son... who qualified for masters today (and who got champion. congrats! so pro!).
anyway, thank you coach for everything that you've done for us! i must say that you're the best coach i've ever had (not to say that i've had a lot of coaches). and i cannot express how much gratitude and thanks because it's really too much. for the time and effort you've put in... coming for extra trainings with us at no extra cost... for helping us in every way that you can... and for just being there to comfort in times of trouble and stress. i really cannot repay how much you've given to us as a team... and i really appreciate it. though it's been just a mere 5 months (and i really wish we had you as our coach last year).. i feel like it's been a long time since you introduced yourself. you've never really scolded us or put us down with negative remarks but have always encouraged us and given us hope in what we did. even when we bowled wrongly... we were always greeted by your smile when coming back from throwing the ball. you never failed to give suggestions on how to improve and really just helped us to improve tremendously from the mess we were last year. i really really really appreciate it and a million thanks once again for everything that you've done!! these words are but the tip of the ice berg as to how much gratitude i feel. the rest cannot be put down in words.
i summarised that and sent a 3-msg long sms to coach... who said made him cry. and made me wanna cry too. ah well... goodbye is never easy.
for now... it's mug mug mug... full time mugging until A's. i dont wanna become a doctor or a banker. lols! good night world!!~
me, jess, coach & ys
-we'll miss you!!~
monday's singles was okay. i did better at occ than at safra. but people were damn pro. more pro than nationals. oh. playing beside us were ite guys. they're quite nice. anyway. finished relatively early so we left our bags at the storage area and went home. on the way there on tuesday, i met thea... who was going home from work. talked to her all the way to yishun although we see each other every sunday. lols. she kept making me jealous because here i am, slogging my heart out 5 months before A levels and she's having 4 months holiday with nothing to do. and by the time i start my ct she's still on holiday! haha. i always screw my 1st game. team s'pore schools girls were beside us (coach explained that to get in, you have to get an average of 190 and above for A/B/C division) this girl hit a 268 with 4 strikes, a spare, 5 strikes and a spare. think that's great? wait till you see another guy from SBF go striked 10 times... an almost perfect game! everyone stopped just to look at him bowl... and clapped when he striked for the 10th time. on the 11th bowl... he got a 9!! ARGH!! wasted!! so everyone went aWwWww... an almost perfect game. 289. took a cab home.
wednesday... had to go to school for math lecture. think a 3.5hour lecture is torturing? try sitting in a 3.5 hour lecture WITHOUT aircon in the lecture theatre!! almost died in there. i totally switched off at the last hour. went for competition at night. it was doubles. also my highest games in NAG, 134, 146. gosh. so lousy. during the games was talking to coach... he was telling us stories of his life and also ghost stories about bowling alleys. so cool!! haha. coach was sick. he had a high fever. and he sleeps so few hours!! so poor thing!! thursday's comp... was quartet. dont know what i was doing. coach mia-ed for the first game. we were wondering where he went. he was really sick and was sleeping in the car. so poor thing!! did really badly for the 3rd game. cldnt care alr.
after that jess and i decided to 'fan lian' at someone. because we couldnt take that person's attitude and character anymore. was quite funny. we went to find coach who went to sleep in his car again. but being almost the last time we were going to see him... he came out of his car to meet us. talked to him for a while... so sad. he offered to send jess and i to the mrt station to take a cab. waited for his wife and son... who qualified for masters today (and who got champion. congrats! so pro!).
anyway, thank you coach for everything that you've done for us! i must say that you're the best coach i've ever had (not to say that i've had a lot of coaches). and i cannot express how much gratitude and thanks because it's really too much. for the time and effort you've put in... coming for extra trainings with us at no extra cost... for helping us in every way that you can... and for just being there to comfort in times of trouble and stress. i really cannot repay how much you've given to us as a team... and i really appreciate it. though it's been just a mere 5 months (and i really wish we had you as our coach last year).. i feel like it's been a long time since you introduced yourself. you've never really scolded us or put us down with negative remarks but have always encouraged us and given us hope in what we did. even when we bowled wrongly... we were always greeted by your smile when coming back from throwing the ball. you never failed to give suggestions on how to improve and really just helped us to improve tremendously from the mess we were last year. i really really really appreciate it and a million thanks once again for everything that you've done!! these words are but the tip of the ice berg as to how much gratitude i feel. the rest cannot be put down in words.
i summarised that and sent a 3-msg long sms to coach... who said made him cry. and made me wanna cry too. ah well... goodbye is never easy.
for now... it's mug mug mug... full time mugging until A's. i dont wanna become a doctor or a banker. lols! good night world!!~
me, jess, coach & ys
-we'll miss you!!~
Friday, May 25, 2007
hello world!
went to school on wednesday to visit ms heng. ha. for econs consultation. was supposed to be 8am. so had to wake up quite early. arghs. lyn, fel, peiyi and anne marie were there. but ms heng wasnt. said to meet her at 8.30. lols. so we sat there and talked. met jess, who was there for gp. met rc too... who was studying with *someone. lols! ms heng finally came at 8.45. lols. so asked her qns till 9.30 cuz we havent really studied. some went for gp lessons... the rest went to the library to mug. was so noisy in there.
after that fel, peiyi, yiling and i went to eat lunch behind school. then went to eat ice-cream at estivo! muahaha. i ate sorbet... too sour for some of them. lols. so ate and talked... then fel went back for choir. the rest of us went home.
thursday was competition... was there quite early. was talking to ck when he showed me a video of the 9 o clock show. lols. competition was bad. gosh. again. this time we were bowling with cj ppl. they're friendlier. and mad. super high and shouted so loudly when they striked. but they striked a lot. lols. but must really thank coach for being such a great help during these 5 months. for his patience and willingness to coach us fo free everytime we had extra trainings... and for the time he spent trying to help us improve.
after the comp we went opposite to eat lunch... ck, ys, jess and i sat tgt... while rc abandoned us to sit with th and the rest. lols. we were teasing him from far far away... and 'gossipping' about how widely he smiled when he was talking to some person. lols! cldnt stop laughing. after that we decided to go to northpoint to watch pirates!! had 45mins to waste before the show started... so we sat at bk...looking at ck's hp videos. lols. the bk ppl were staring at us...so we had to buy food. haha. the show was great!! although i forgot most of part 2. lols. ys didnt watch part 1 and 2... so had to explain to her what happened during the show. haha. and goodness... the way they portrayed s'pore!! gosh. thought it was china or something. the moment chow yun fatt said "welcome to singapore!" i went gosh!!!! haha.
but the movie on the whole was funny!! stayed till after the credits to watch the very end. lols. hope there's a part 4!! after that it was rather late.... so we went home.
NAG is next week. but for now...i want to sleep.~
went to school on wednesday to visit ms heng. ha. for econs consultation. was supposed to be 8am. so had to wake up quite early. arghs. lyn, fel, peiyi and anne marie were there. but ms heng wasnt. said to meet her at 8.30. lols. so we sat there and talked. met jess, who was there for gp. met rc too... who was studying with *someone. lols! ms heng finally came at 8.45. lols. so asked her qns till 9.30 cuz we havent really studied. some went for gp lessons... the rest went to the library to mug. was so noisy in there.
after that fel, peiyi, yiling and i went to eat lunch behind school. then went to eat ice-cream at estivo! muahaha. i ate sorbet... too sour for some of them. lols. so ate and talked... then fel went back for choir. the rest of us went home.
thursday was competition... was there quite early. was talking to ck when he showed me a video of the 9 o clock show. lols. competition was bad. gosh. again. this time we were bowling with cj ppl. they're friendlier. and mad. super high and shouted so loudly when they striked. but they striked a lot. lols. but must really thank coach for being such a great help during these 5 months. for his patience and willingness to coach us fo free everytime we had extra trainings... and for the time he spent trying to help us improve.
after the comp we went opposite to eat lunch... ck, ys, jess and i sat tgt... while rc abandoned us to sit with th and the rest. lols. we were teasing him from far far away... and 'gossipping' about how widely he smiled when he was talking to some person. lols! cldnt stop laughing. after that we decided to go to northpoint to watch pirates!! had 45mins to waste before the show started... so we sat at bk...looking at ck's hp videos. lols. the bk ppl were staring at us...so we had to buy food. haha. the show was great!! although i forgot most of part 2. lols. ys didnt watch part 1 and 2... so had to explain to her what happened during the show. haha. and goodness... the way they portrayed s'pore!! gosh. thought it was china or something. the moment chow yun fatt said "welcome to singapore!" i went gosh!!!! haha.
but the movie on the whole was funny!! stayed till after the credits to watch the very end. lols. hope there's a part 4!! after that it was rather late.... so we went home.
NAG is next week. but for now...i want to sleep.~
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
hello world!!! i'm agitated. i dont know why. everything seems right but it isnt. small problems add up to big ones. and so, i'm agitated. probably starting to get stressed over common test. and i keep having the same dream. the same happy dream that makes me smile, but frown when i wake. it's making me mre streseed.
anyway. stayed at home ytd. to do my hmk. so guai =) went to meet ghis at srgn int in the evening to return her work. it was super hot, my nose was irritating me (no, i'm not sick. it's just the dust that came out from my notes when i was doing filing), my eyes were tired, dry and painful and my head was pounding. what a day!
today was team event. met ys at the int... then we met th and rc. found out that our placing for the doubles was not bad! yays! stupid bowling area was super crowded. because there were 4 people to 1 lane. damn it. so long. 3 game series... and we had to be beside acsi. guys! argh. they were power bowlers. 5 consecutive strikes in a row... with a 604 series game. (that's an average of 201) but i love their technique! and the way their ball ref and hook, and strike. super cool. our games on the other hand... were not doing too well. my last game pulled me up... and coach said i had to have 2 warm up games before the comp. lols.
so overall... i dont know. lols. the guys did not bad too. only that they were bio-ing girls again. lols. melanie came! yay! haha. after the comp we went down supposedly to find coach only to find out that he left already. damn it! whose fault!! so we had to bring home all our bowling balls... shared a cab with ys and rc. think we made rc pay most of it. rc kept suaning us and we kept suaning back. as usual. i dropped at bishan and took a bus back.
was trying to maintain balance while holding two bowling balls on each hand.. when i heard someone call very loudly.."FISH!!" sorta knew who it was. who would be at srgn ave 3 at this time of the day and call me fish? haha. anyway... havent seen xavier for quite a while. everyone's seriously busy with their own life. he helped me carry my spare ball. yay. so walked with him to my block and caught up with him. apparently, he takes the same bus as me every morning.. but i dont get to meet him because i go earlier in the morning and come back earlier. lols. he's jealous. didnt get to catch up with him much.
tmr is another day of mugging. damn it. arghs. whatever! ~
anyway. stayed at home ytd. to do my hmk. so guai =) went to meet ghis at srgn int in the evening to return her work. it was super hot, my nose was irritating me (no, i'm not sick. it's just the dust that came out from my notes when i was doing filing), my eyes were tired, dry and painful and my head was pounding. what a day!
today was team event. met ys at the int... then we met th and rc. found out that our placing for the doubles was not bad! yays! stupid bowling area was super crowded. because there were 4 people to 1 lane. damn it. so long. 3 game series... and we had to be beside acsi. guys! argh. they were power bowlers. 5 consecutive strikes in a row... with a 604 series game. (that's an average of 201) but i love their technique! and the way their ball ref and hook, and strike. super cool. our games on the other hand... were not doing too well. my last game pulled me up... and coach said i had to have 2 warm up games before the comp. lols.
so overall... i dont know. lols. the guys did not bad too. only that they were bio-ing girls again. lols. melanie came! yay! haha. after the comp we went down supposedly to find coach only to find out that he left already. damn it! whose fault!! so we had to bring home all our bowling balls... shared a cab with ys and rc. think we made rc pay most of it. rc kept suaning us and we kept suaning back. as usual. i dropped at bishan and took a bus back.
was trying to maintain balance while holding two bowling balls on each hand.. when i heard someone call very loudly.."FISH!!" sorta knew who it was. who would be at srgn ave 3 at this time of the day and call me fish? haha. anyway... havent seen xavier for quite a while. everyone's seriously busy with their own life. he helped me carry my spare ball. yay. so walked with him to my block and caught up with him. apparently, he takes the same bus as me every morning.. but i dont get to meet him because i go earlier in the morning and come back earlier. lols. he's jealous. didnt get to catch up with him much.
tmr is another day of mugging. damn it. arghs. whatever! ~
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Saturday, May 19, 2007
hello again. going crazy. i'm not stressed over studies (not yet anyway). i'm stressed over everything else.
Nothing special happened on thursday. But why am i such a failure? Why am i not able to even get over something so trivial? Why is it so easy for everyone else but not me? I am such a failure in this aspect.
Friday was doubles. Woke up ard the same time as i wake up for school. Attempted to catch a cab down to safra, only to find that there was no cab! All we on call (which i doubt 90% of them were real). Anyway, i still managed to reach there on time. and i had to feel all stressed out just before my first game. so naturally... all went into chaos. jess was doing pretty well and i on the other hand... i couldnt handle it. every ball i sent out wasnt good. coach came over to comfort me and provide tips. but he couldnt comment much on my technique since it was my nerves that was affecting me. jess kept asking me to relax. but i just couldnt. so my first game was 77. luckily jess had a high game. i really couldnt take the pressure. i cried.
the second game was better. and i was able to calm down and spare most of the frames. the next few games were okay i guess. coach was there to support and encourage us. and i thank God for that. =) jinnie and si en were screaming for us again. super ear piercing! but super good! haha. some of the other juniors couldnt care less. sigh. we played with peiqi, the friendly girl from mi whom i played with during singles. then was mi guys. and yeah. i think we trashed them. i'm not saying they werent good, because we saw them get a 193 after we changed lanes. so jess concluded that we were too hot for them! gosh!! hahahahaha!!
my average was better this time, but still not good enough. probably because my 1st game pulled me down. well anyway, eric was on fire. he got pretty high. cool!! captain was forever looing at girls... haha!! after the competition and debrief, we went opposite with coach for a drink and lunch. we sat in a row.. ys and i ate the same thing. rc ate cutlet! so big! we were all screaming at him. lols. captain was talking about going to watch the seeded match... girls. haha!! we chatted with coach and made fun of the guys again. ck and rc are super funny.
went back to get our bowling balls. then went to find cabs to get back to school. and why were we going back to school? because we are pure muggers!! haha!! ys, ck and rc went back for a captain's ball match. but i went back for my hmk. i'm 100% mugger. yeah! haha. so ys, jess and i took a cab back to school... while th, ck and rc took another. we got the nice cab... but it cost us $13.10 all the way back to bkt timah. we were all still a bit high that time. went to find my classmates to get my hmk. chased ghis for it. rc came over to ask whether ghis collected a copy of hmk for him...but she didnt. obviously. haha. poor rc. went over to talk to some of them again. because my classmates werent high and i was. so went to high with the other bowlers. haha.
followed yiling, fel and anne marie to the photocopy shop. sat there and stoned because i was freaking tired. stayed with them till their pe lesson and went off because i didnt wanna stay back till 3.40pm. lols. met jess and rc at the grandstand. ys and ck were playing captain's ball. and i went home! haha.
cldnt copy much of what they did ytd. was having a migrain. gosh. how come they do so much when i'm not ard? lols. wonder why there's no trng today. cant go for tmr's. have church. next week is SISC (also pronounced as 'sick') week. for all sick people. haha. no lessons the whole week!! have to go back for gp on thursday but thursday is the last day of competition. so i wont be going back to school at all next week! yeah man! haha.
after that is NAG, then study for common test. gosh. this is my life.~
jess and i... after doubles
Nothing special happened on thursday. But why am i such a failure? Why am i not able to even get over something so trivial? Why is it so easy for everyone else but not me? I am such a failure in this aspect.
Friday was doubles. Woke up ard the same time as i wake up for school. Attempted to catch a cab down to safra, only to find that there was no cab! All we on call (which i doubt 90% of them were real). Anyway, i still managed to reach there on time. and i had to feel all stressed out just before my first game. so naturally... all went into chaos. jess was doing pretty well and i on the other hand... i couldnt handle it. every ball i sent out wasnt good. coach came over to comfort me and provide tips. but he couldnt comment much on my technique since it was my nerves that was affecting me. jess kept asking me to relax. but i just couldnt. so my first game was 77. luckily jess had a high game. i really couldnt take the pressure. i cried.
the second game was better. and i was able to calm down and spare most of the frames. the next few games were okay i guess. coach was there to support and encourage us. and i thank God for that. =) jinnie and si en were screaming for us again. super ear piercing! but super good! haha. some of the other juniors couldnt care less. sigh. we played with peiqi, the friendly girl from mi whom i played with during singles. then was mi guys. and yeah. i think we trashed them. i'm not saying they werent good, because we saw them get a 193 after we changed lanes. so jess concluded that we were too hot for them! gosh!! hahahahaha!!
my average was better this time, but still not good enough. probably because my 1st game pulled me down. well anyway, eric was on fire. he got pretty high. cool!! captain was forever looing at girls... haha!! after the competition and debrief, we went opposite with coach for a drink and lunch. we sat in a row.. ys and i ate the same thing. rc ate cutlet! so big! we were all screaming at him. lols. captain was talking about going to watch the seeded match... girls. haha!! we chatted with coach and made fun of the guys again. ck and rc are super funny.
went back to get our bowling balls. then went to find cabs to get back to school. and why were we going back to school? because we are pure muggers!! haha!! ys, ck and rc went back for a captain's ball match. but i went back for my hmk. i'm 100% mugger. yeah! haha. so ys, jess and i took a cab back to school... while th, ck and rc took another. we got the nice cab... but it cost us $13.10 all the way back to bkt timah. we were all still a bit high that time. went to find my classmates to get my hmk. chased ghis for it. rc came over to ask whether ghis collected a copy of hmk for him...but she didnt. obviously. haha. poor rc. went over to talk to some of them again. because my classmates werent high and i was. so went to high with the other bowlers. haha.
followed yiling, fel and anne marie to the photocopy shop. sat there and stoned because i was freaking tired. stayed with them till their pe lesson and went off because i didnt wanna stay back till 3.40pm. lols. met jess and rc at the grandstand. ys and ck were playing captain's ball. and i went home! haha.
cldnt copy much of what they did ytd. was having a migrain. gosh. how come they do so much when i'm not ard? lols. wonder why there's no trng today. cant go for tmr's. have church. next week is SISC (also pronounced as 'sick') week. for all sick people. haha. no lessons the whole week!! have to go back for gp on thursday but thursday is the last day of competition. so i wont be going back to school at all next week! yeah man! haha.
after that is NAG, then study for common test. gosh. this is my life.~
jess and i... after doubles
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
YeS!!!!!!!!!! finally i'm able to blog properly.
Well, monday was a normal day... went home panicking about tuesday's competition. So... how was singles on tuesday? well, oiling was long. so cldnt hook much. lane conditions were bad. adjusting made everything go haywire. i played with felicia. cldnt pick up my spares. and i think i striked more than i spared. lols. the mi girls were friendly. we were cheering one another on. then we changed lane after two games. played with mi guys this time. they played straight balls... which worked perfectly under the lane conditions. still cldnt pick up my spares. ys and jess' team took the longest. oops. and coach found out that ys can bowl well when it's all quiet. i must thank jinnie and si en for cheering us on throughout the competition that day, cuz they were screaming for us to 'pick it up!!' and screamed when we striked. think they'll have sore throat soon. found out that the guys werent doing well either. ck's last game was good tho. 160+.
after competition, we left and went home. was freaking tired by the time i went home. today was investiture for student council. quite sad to see them step down. didnt get to attend it. anyway, after that was payment for enrichment week. we were in the hall...which was damn stuffy and hot. and in chaos. we were looking for activities to join for enrichment week...since we didnt get whatever we wanted. ended up with 21 hours when i only needed 15hours. going for ropes course (altho nothing can beat ATF!!), in-line skating, bodycombat, music exposure...blahs. after that, we changed into our aqua tee (which was forced upon us to buy it) and went for sports day. was sitting there and stoning and waiting for the thing to start.
raf called. sorry that i cldnt meet you all today. i miss you all!! but i usually have trng on wednesdays. esp when it's A division week. gosh. it's been over a month since i've seen them. really miss their crap and laughter. but all laughter's not lost. went for trng and everyone on the bus was discussing about ytd's comp. including how pretty or not pretty the girls were. bleahs. we were teasing the guys abt it. crap. then trng. bowled with jess, who happens to be my doubles partner. and with th and rc. we were on fire the 1st game. i cld spare!! yays! score was 146... so much better than competition average (which i will not reveal here). we were all mad and going crazy. then the 2nd game... gosh. ck had to come over and disturb us! he made all of us laugh... and resulted in all of us doing badly. even worse than competition day. lols! we were all laughing like mad and blaming ck for it.
went to put our bowling balls in coach's car. then ran for the shuttle bus. and abandoned ck. poor ck!! actually we were laughing at him. and rc was nonchalant abt it. lols! we were still laughing on the bus about abandoning ck. and was suaning rc again. it continued into the mrt. super lame. how come i have super lame and crap team mates? but super good for making people relax during competition.
well, good luck to me and my team mates for friday's doubles!! ~
Well, monday was a normal day... went home panicking about tuesday's competition. So... how was singles on tuesday? well, oiling was long. so cldnt hook much. lane conditions were bad. adjusting made everything go haywire. i played with felicia. cldnt pick up my spares. and i think i striked more than i spared. lols. the mi girls were friendly. we were cheering one another on. then we changed lane after two games. played with mi guys this time. they played straight balls... which worked perfectly under the lane conditions. still cldnt pick up my spares. ys and jess' team took the longest. oops. and coach found out that ys can bowl well when it's all quiet. i must thank jinnie and si en for cheering us on throughout the competition that day, cuz they were screaming for us to 'pick it up!!' and screamed when we striked. think they'll have sore throat soon. found out that the guys werent doing well either. ck's last game was good tho. 160+.
after competition, we left and went home. was freaking tired by the time i went home. today was investiture for student council. quite sad to see them step down. didnt get to attend it. anyway, after that was payment for enrichment week. we were in the hall...which was damn stuffy and hot. and in chaos. we were looking for activities to join for enrichment week...since we didnt get whatever we wanted. ended up with 21 hours when i only needed 15hours. going for ropes course (altho nothing can beat ATF!!), in-line skating, bodycombat, music exposure...blahs. after that, we changed into our aqua tee (which was forced upon us to buy it) and went for sports day. was sitting there and stoning and waiting for the thing to start.
raf called. sorry that i cldnt meet you all today. i miss you all!! but i usually have trng on wednesdays. esp when it's A division week. gosh. it's been over a month since i've seen them. really miss their crap and laughter. but all laughter's not lost. went for trng and everyone on the bus was discussing about ytd's comp. including how pretty or not pretty the girls were. bleahs. we were teasing the guys abt it. crap. then trng. bowled with jess, who happens to be my doubles partner. and with th and rc. we were on fire the 1st game. i cld spare!! yays! score was 146... so much better than competition average (which i will not reveal here). we were all mad and going crazy. then the 2nd game... gosh. ck had to come over and disturb us! he made all of us laugh... and resulted in all of us doing badly. even worse than competition day. lols! we were all laughing like mad and blaming ck for it.
went to put our bowling balls in coach's car. then ran for the shuttle bus. and abandoned ck. poor ck!! actually we were laughing at him. and rc was nonchalant abt it. lols! we were still laughing on the bus about abandoning ck. and was suaning rc again. it continued into the mrt. super lame. how come i have super lame and crap team mates? but super good for making people relax during competition.
well, good luck to me and my team mates for friday's doubles!! ~
Sunday, May 13, 2007
ERRR, HI?
THIS KERMIT THE FROG REPORTING LIVE FROM SESAME STREET.
TODAY, GOH LEAN MAY COULDN'T GET INTO BLOGGER'S POSTING PAGE, RESULTING IN FAILURE IN ABILITY TO POST.
THAT'S ALL FROM ME, AND AGAIN. THIS IS KERMIT THE FROG, LIVE FROM SESAME STREET.
That was rafael in case you want to know. apparently, i'm having problems getting into my posting page ONLY. and i think it's something to do with my internet. damn it. what did i do?
anyway, have been busy this week. not with hmk... but with cca. monday, as i've already mentioned... was a holiday. had trng on tuesday again. we were down at safra. the lanes were super dry and the oiling was short. it was a traumatic experience. every ball that we sent out hooked like nobody's business. what could have been a good spare all turned into misses. scores hovered around 100. coach kept hinting to us to use our spare balls...so after a long time... jessica finally did. haha.
had official trng on wed and went for team dinner at pasta mania after that. so basically the girls couldnt finish their food and passed it all to the guys, who wiped it out in less than 3 mins. melanie came. thu... had to run my 2.4 again. and the results were worse than my last 2 tries. gosh. i am such a failure. i've never failed a test 3 times before. only 2.4. i hate it. anyway...was freaking tired when i went for trng that night. cldnt pick up all the spares. ah. whatever. mom sponsored my cab fare.
had no trng on friday. because we had to study SPA. anyway, friday was a half day! gosh. we've already have 3 half days this year. well... so we just went home to study SPA. saturday was the real assessment. and i'm not supposed to say anything about it. went to marina south after that to supposedly polish ball. but mine didnt need it. gosh. the memories of trng at victor's last year. bowling on wooden lanes were quite different. had to take time to get used to it again. was pretty weird. we all were damn sian. so we left early. the memories of kite flying, and steamboat. man...i miss the past. attempted to take a pic of the ferris wheel but was blocked by trees.
anyway...today is mother's day. went for a meal near clarke quay and shopped at the new mall there. so big!! but i have to say... i cant live without my mom. and i dont know if i'll have the qualities she has when i become a mother next time. it's really unconditional love. and i appreciate it! =)
off to sleep now. it's monday tomorrow and tuesday is A div. ARGH! I'M SCARED!!!~
THIS KERMIT THE FROG REPORTING LIVE FROM SESAME STREET.
TODAY, GOH LEAN MAY COULDN'T GET INTO BLOGGER'S POSTING PAGE, RESULTING IN FAILURE IN ABILITY TO POST.
THAT'S ALL FROM ME, AND AGAIN. THIS IS KERMIT THE FROG, LIVE FROM SESAME STREET.
That was rafael in case you want to know. apparently, i'm having problems getting into my posting page ONLY. and i think it's something to do with my internet. damn it. what did i do?
anyway, have been busy this week. not with hmk... but with cca. monday, as i've already mentioned... was a holiday. had trng on tuesday again. we were down at safra. the lanes were super dry and the oiling was short. it was a traumatic experience. every ball that we sent out hooked like nobody's business. what could have been a good spare all turned into misses. scores hovered around 100. coach kept hinting to us to use our spare balls...so after a long time... jessica finally did. haha.
had official trng on wed and went for team dinner at pasta mania after that. so basically the girls couldnt finish their food and passed it all to the guys, who wiped it out in less than 3 mins. melanie came. thu... had to run my 2.4 again. and the results were worse than my last 2 tries. gosh. i am such a failure. i've never failed a test 3 times before. only 2.4. i hate it. anyway...was freaking tired when i went for trng that night. cldnt pick up all the spares. ah. whatever. mom sponsored my cab fare.
had no trng on friday. because we had to study SPA. anyway, friday was a half day! gosh. we've already have 3 half days this year. well... so we just went home to study SPA. saturday was the real assessment. and i'm not supposed to say anything about it. went to marina south after that to supposedly polish ball. but mine didnt need it. gosh. the memories of trng at victor's last year. bowling on wooden lanes were quite different. had to take time to get used to it again. was pretty weird. we all were damn sian. so we left early. the memories of kite flying, and steamboat. man...i miss the past. attempted to take a pic of the ferris wheel but was blocked by trees.
anyway...today is mother's day. went for a meal near clarke quay and shopped at the new mall there. so big!! but i have to say... i cant live without my mom. and i dont know if i'll have the qualities she has when i become a mother next time. it's really unconditional love. and i appreciate it! =)
off to sleep now. it's monday tomorrow and tuesday is A div. ARGH! I'M SCARED!!!~
Monday, May 07, 2007
yAy!!!! finally one full day of no lessons, no school. haD trng at safra in the morning. dies. people were a bit high, and others were getting high games. ah. whatever. went for lunch and laughed a lot. wanted to watch spiderman 3 but didnt in the end. funny sipdey meal. lols.~
the girls...
the guys...
nj bowling team 07
the girls...
the guys...
nj bowling team 07
Sunday, May 06, 2007
Lots of things happened this week. First, i fell very sick on monday. Fever, sore throat, runny nose. My temperature wouldnt come down from 38 the whole day. So obviously i stayed home and slept on the sofa. I was so sick that i couldnt even think of anything and didnt even feel like watching tv. My head was pounding. Luckily tuesday was a holiday, so i stayed home and slept again. Was much better at night. Could get up and worry about hmk. lols. Thanks to my classmates for the care and concern when i was sick. for the msges... and the frequent asking of whether i was okay even a few days after i was back in school. really touched. =)
Went back to school on wednesday to find a whole load of hmk staring into my face. One good thing about being sick is that i can pon all the stupid stuff like caal. wHeEe.. didnt go for trng. because i wasnt well enough. would probably have dropped the ball on my feet if i did. Nothing much on thur except that i got away from doing my 2.4 again. Friday.. we were laughing till we cried at math. because we were crapping about our future jobs with ms chua. yiling was so angry with the fact that we had to stay in school for 2 extra periods just to wait for pe, mark attendance then go home. managed to convince mr menon that i was sick and he was teasing me abt my running nose. went for trng at night WITHOUT my precious ball and shoes. because it was with coach and he wasnt coming. had to use my spare ball, and rent shoes... so the highest game i got was only 124. and competition is next week!! argh!! panic panic.
ytd was nj college day. 12 people in S15 are supposed to 'represent' us as the audience for the performance. so we balloted. 5 people didnt need to go. and i was one of them!!! heard frm sam that the reactions of the other four were pretty hilarious. and heard from yiling that the whole thing was boring. lols. poor thing.
anyway, the number of freaking articles i've found so far is enough to let me read for a whole day. damn it. stupid articles. i hate international trade!! stupid topic. need to get back to it now.
oh. tomorrow is a holiday!! for njcians only. spiderman 3!!!~
Went back to school on wednesday to find a whole load of hmk staring into my face. One good thing about being sick is that i can pon all the stupid stuff like caal. wHeEe.. didnt go for trng. because i wasnt well enough. would probably have dropped the ball on my feet if i did. Nothing much on thur except that i got away from doing my 2.4 again. Friday.. we were laughing till we cried at math. because we were crapping about our future jobs with ms chua. yiling was so angry with the fact that we had to stay in school for 2 extra periods just to wait for pe, mark attendance then go home. managed to convince mr menon that i was sick and he was teasing me abt my running nose. went for trng at night WITHOUT my precious ball and shoes. because it was with coach and he wasnt coming. had to use my spare ball, and rent shoes... so the highest game i got was only 124. and competition is next week!! argh!! panic panic.
ytd was nj college day. 12 people in S15 are supposed to 'represent' us as the audience for the performance. so we balloted. 5 people didnt need to go. and i was one of them!!! heard frm sam that the reactions of the other four were pretty hilarious. and heard from yiling that the whole thing was boring. lols. poor thing.
anyway, the number of freaking articles i've found so far is enough to let me read for a whole day. damn it. stupid articles. i hate international trade!! stupid topic. need to get back to it now.
oh. tomorrow is a holiday!! for njcians only. spiderman 3!!!~
Sunday, April 29, 2007
Decided to delete whatever i wrote yesterday. i was in a rush to watch two shows at the same time while attempting to print all my research.
Been piled up with homework this week again. Went to school on monday in slippers... because my ankle was in pain. ghis helped me banadage it. gosh! she's good. the girls were awed by her speed and neatness. lols. many thought i dropped my bowling ball on my leg. so i just replied by saying i was looking at hot guys and tripped and fell. and ghis added in "and it's not you" when i told that to guys. hahaha! didnt go for trng that day. mr lee almost killed me because i was the 4th casualty in the team. lols.
tuesday was normal. had trng on wednesday. we played two games... and my highest in many months. yay! new ball. whEeE.. now it's back to the case of which came first, the chicken or the egg? i play well when i'm relaxed, but i'm only relaxed when i play well. so which came first? anyway, we had a half day on thursday!!! our school did well in syf. almost all had gold and above. congrats to peiyi and angklung for attaining gold!! and to pl guzheng gold with honours!! yays. friday's pe was filled with laughter because of mr menon's jokes. he's really really lame. and can crack jokes without even laughing. we cldnt stop laughing. peiyi and fel were a bit high during lunch. went for trng at night again. coach said i have to perform well for nationals. argh! stressed!
Dear ah ruo invited me to ny 30th anniversary ytd. she brought me ard ny and introduced me to every of her teacher. lol. ny people are friendly! i guess it's just the culture of different schools. you'll never get to see such friendliness in nj. she wanted me to put henna, tattoo and play all the funny stuff. haha. walked ard the whole school many many times to find ah ruo's one and only. we finally found him in the hall. and she cldnt stop going crazy. not bad lar. he looks better in specs!! haha. ate some food, met mel chua and mel fong. they've all changed on the outside!! haha. went to play jumping on the float thing. with all the young kids. lols. stayed there for quite long before going home. both of us were groaning about not being able to get tickets for pl syf concert. damn it. haha. but enjoyed my time catching up with her and serene. =)
so basically, my whole week is full. monday, wed and friday for trngs, finish late on thu. and i only have tue to rush hmk. no time for my own life. gosh. and i have to worry abt 2.4 again.
i'm sick. like how many times have i fallen sick this year?! it's barely been a month since i came down with a cold. dies. i'm so weak. probably because i have to handle so many things at once. and it's not only homework and cca. i'm not over whatever i've been sad about since last week. so i'm not ready to tell. well, whatever. piling myself with everything will hopefully help me forget abt it and get over it.
hey. i'm sorry if i hurt you. but it's just how i feel at that moment when i blog. maybe i should stop publishing those stuff if it causes any misunderstanding. it doesnt help anyone anyway. i say things which i regret later. really really sorry.
off to watch the dance floor! not because of them, but because benji is there!! yaY! hahAs.~
Been piled up with homework this week again. Went to school on monday in slippers... because my ankle was in pain. ghis helped me banadage it. gosh! she's good. the girls were awed by her speed and neatness. lols. many thought i dropped my bowling ball on my leg. so i just replied by saying i was looking at hot guys and tripped and fell. and ghis added in "and it's not you" when i told that to guys. hahaha! didnt go for trng that day. mr lee almost killed me because i was the 4th casualty in the team. lols.
tuesday was normal. had trng on wednesday. we played two games... and my highest in many months. yay! new ball. whEeE.. now it's back to the case of which came first, the chicken or the egg? i play well when i'm relaxed, but i'm only relaxed when i play well. so which came first? anyway, we had a half day on thursday!!! our school did well in syf. almost all had gold and above. congrats to peiyi and angklung for attaining gold!! and to pl guzheng gold with honours!! yays. friday's pe was filled with laughter because of mr menon's jokes. he's really really lame. and can crack jokes without even laughing. we cldnt stop laughing. peiyi and fel were a bit high during lunch. went for trng at night again. coach said i have to perform well for nationals. argh! stressed!
Dear ah ruo invited me to ny 30th anniversary ytd. she brought me ard ny and introduced me to every of her teacher. lol. ny people are friendly! i guess it's just the culture of different schools. you'll never get to see such friendliness in nj. she wanted me to put henna, tattoo and play all the funny stuff. haha. walked ard the whole school many many times to find ah ruo's one and only. we finally found him in the hall. and she cldnt stop going crazy. not bad lar. he looks better in specs!! haha. ate some food, met mel chua and mel fong. they've all changed on the outside!! haha. went to play jumping on the float thing. with all the young kids. lols. stayed there for quite long before going home. both of us were groaning about not being able to get tickets for pl syf concert. damn it. haha. but enjoyed my time catching up with her and serene. =)
so basically, my whole week is full. monday, wed and friday for trngs, finish late on thu. and i only have tue to rush hmk. no time for my own life. gosh. and i have to worry abt 2.4 again.
i'm sick. like how many times have i fallen sick this year?! it's barely been a month since i came down with a cold. dies. i'm so weak. probably because i have to handle so many things at once. and it's not only homework and cca. i'm not over whatever i've been sad about since last week. so i'm not ready to tell. well, whatever. piling myself with everything will hopefully help me forget abt it and get over it.
hey. i'm sorry if i hurt you. but it's just how i feel at that moment when i blog. maybe i should stop publishing those stuff if it causes any misunderstanding. it doesnt help anyone anyway. i say things which i regret later. really really sorry.
off to watch the dance floor! not because of them, but because benji is there!! yaY! hahAs.~
Sunday, April 22, 2007
napfa 5 items was yesterday. gosh. the external testors were damn slack, giving everyone a chance to get an A for something that they were weak at. lols! never gotten an A for all the 5 items before. yesterday was the first and last time. wheE!! during the SBJ, the stupid mat was so slippery, so many people fell down, including me. scratched my palm, and kinda sprained my ankle. damn it. i cant walk properly now. and it's a little swollen. shall go see a doctor later. believe it or not, this is the first time i've sprained my ankle. so i'm a bit lost at what to do.
thanks ghis for being so concerned. she was trying to get me to go see her sinseh today. but i seriously am scared of pain, although she assured me 100% that it wasnt. haha. she almost made me deaf over the phone. as usual. haha. made me laugh. but it means that i cant run my 2.4km. if i fail again, i wont be doing justice to my 5 items. argh!!
anyway, after napfa fel, ghis, yiling and i went to bkt timah mkt to eat lunch. yummy! i ate cheng tng for dessert, which made me remember the times in sec4, where after np trng on fridays we'd go to the hawker centre nearby to eat soursop or cheng tng. those were the days... nostalgia. anyway, had a hard time walking to the bus stop. went out with family to eat good food for dinner. lols. then went down to brewerks... bro and dad drank that beer taster thing, where they served every kind of beer they had in small glasses. yucks. they all tasted the same to me. haha.
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In Christ alone, I place my trust
And find my glory in the power of the cross
In every victory, Let it be said of me
My source of strength, my source of hope
Is Christ alone
I will trust in the Lord to bring me over this period. And i choose to believe that whatever i'm going through is because He wants me to learn from this. I will trust him because He is the only one that still cares even if no one in this world bothers about my existence.~
thanks ghis for being so concerned. she was trying to get me to go see her sinseh today. but i seriously am scared of pain, although she assured me 100% that it wasnt. haha. she almost made me deaf over the phone. as usual. haha. made me laugh. but it means that i cant run my 2.4km. if i fail again, i wont be doing justice to my 5 items. argh!!
anyway, after napfa fel, ghis, yiling and i went to bkt timah mkt to eat lunch. yummy! i ate cheng tng for dessert, which made me remember the times in sec4, where after np trng on fridays we'd go to the hawker centre nearby to eat soursop or cheng tng. those were the days... nostalgia. anyway, had a hard time walking to the bus stop. went out with family to eat good food for dinner. lols. then went down to brewerks... bro and dad drank that beer taster thing, where they served every kind of beer they had in small glasses. yucks. they all tasted the same to me. haha.
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In Christ alone, I place my trust
And find my glory in the power of the cross
In every victory, Let it be said of me
My source of strength, my source of hope
Is Christ alone
I will trust in the Lord to bring me over this period. And i choose to believe that whatever i'm going through is because He wants me to learn from this. I will trust him because He is the only one that still cares even if no one in this world bothers about my existence.~
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
alright. time really flies. i've lived 18 years on this earth.
today is campaigning day for council. damn it. i should have just stayed at home. i was freaking bored and sian the whole time. what a day to spend a birthday. i want to thank those who wished me today. you all rock!! love ya! went out to eat lunch with yiling, before heading back for cca. coach made us play against each other. it was really fun cuz ppl were on fire and we were all screaming like mad. that helped me take my mind off things for a bit.
heys. i'm really sorry if my words have caused hurt to you in anyway. i didnt mean to direct it at you or anyone at all but it was how i felt that day. maybe i overreacted. but i was upset too. i don't want to lose a good friend like you. but i really have certain things going on now plus the stress from school... it's really taking a great deal out of me. and maybe it's affecting my way of dealing with situations and how i react to them, as i've told you earlier. so i'm really really sorry.
anne marie gave me a birthday card. omg! i love her so much! it's so nice! it really made me smile and brightened up my day. mom & dad gave me a card too. and upon reading it, i broke down. what they wrote was really touching and i couldnt hold back my tears. couple with the issues i've been trying to handle for the past few days, i couldnt take it. in this case, giving up is the only correct way to solve and end my unhappiness but is it so easy just to give up like that? no. it is said that time heals wounds. i hope so. but i'm at saturation point. i cant take any of this anymore. i really dont know what to do. guess that was why i broke down today. because of multiple things. i've been so unhappy these few days and no one can really help. probably one of the most unhappy birthday i've had so far. and i wish to go back to the carefree days in which nothing mattered.
well, meanwhile, outlets for forgetting my troubles are doing hmk, going to school (i have no life. lols). these few days, i dread going home, because my mind would unconciously drift back to thinking about everything. friends and work distract me from whatever i'm thinking of. and i really want to run away from all of this.
back to homework.~
today is campaigning day for council. damn it. i should have just stayed at home. i was freaking bored and sian the whole time. what a day to spend a birthday. i want to thank those who wished me today. you all rock!! love ya! went out to eat lunch with yiling, before heading back for cca. coach made us play against each other. it was really fun cuz ppl were on fire and we were all screaming like mad. that helped me take my mind off things for a bit.
heys. i'm really sorry if my words have caused hurt to you in anyway. i didnt mean to direct it at you or anyone at all but it was how i felt that day. maybe i overreacted. but i was upset too. i don't want to lose a good friend like you. but i really have certain things going on now plus the stress from school... it's really taking a great deal out of me. and maybe it's affecting my way of dealing with situations and how i react to them, as i've told you earlier. so i'm really really sorry.
anne marie gave me a birthday card. omg! i love her so much! it's so nice! it really made me smile and brightened up my day. mom & dad gave me a card too. and upon reading it, i broke down. what they wrote was really touching and i couldnt hold back my tears. couple with the issues i've been trying to handle for the past few days, i couldnt take it. in this case, giving up is the only correct way to solve and end my unhappiness but is it so easy just to give up like that? no. it is said that time heals wounds. i hope so. but i'm at saturation point. i cant take any of this anymore. i really dont know what to do. guess that was why i broke down today. because of multiple things. i've been so unhappy these few days and no one can really help. probably one of the most unhappy birthday i've had so far. and i wish to go back to the carefree days in which nothing mattered.
well, meanwhile, outlets for forgetting my troubles are doing hmk, going to school (i have no life. lols). these few days, i dread going home, because my mind would unconciously drift back to thinking about everything. friends and work distract me from whatever i'm thinking of. and i really want to run away from all of this.
back to homework.~
Sunday, April 08, 2007
Friday, April 06, 2007
alright. i woke up at 11 today. probably exhausted over ytd's run. seriously. help.
well, was attempting to do up a small part of my endless hmk when some people called. somehow, i half expected it. lols. raf & shafik were bored and ended up coming over again. lols. so in the end i only managed to do 1 essay outline and study a little for chem. before they came over, i realised i was falling sick probably because i started sneezing a lot and my throat was pain and i didnt feel too good. damn it.
this is the result of having no mummy at home for more than a week. no one to force me to eat rice for dinner and no one to force me to eat fruits after dinner. eating rubbish for meals and not getting enough vitamins everyday has caused me to come down with a freaking cold! now my nose cant stop running. arghs. i miss my mom. her absence during this time has really made me realise how much i depend on her even for my daily activities. i miss my mom's cooking. arghs. sick. sick. sick.
ok. back to today. they bought old chang kee for me. or else i'd died from hunger because i ate cup mee for lunch. thanks! raf was playing audition. and i tricked him into playing flying duck for beat up. lols! then he played yahoo pool. shafik was making side comments. and they were 'fighting violently' which made me laugh a lot. shafik used msn... and was talking to edwin. i took over without edwin realising it. so i was talking to edwin and shafik told me to scold him all i want because it was his acc anyway! lol!! then we watched 'the prayer' on youtube. gosh, anthony callea is really good. then watched miss swan... which was damn funny. and seriously made people feel irritated. lols. they went off after that. i went in search for food. it's good to have friends over. or else i'd just rot away from boredom. thanks for providing me with accompaniment and entertainment. =)
listen here. i'm sorry i didnt want to talk to you today. i was sick and i dont like to talk when i have a sore throat. but that wasnt my only reason. i'm tired of begging you to do things. to shower you with so much attention as to keep begging you to come or whatever. if that's what you want, i'm sorry to say that i am not going to conform to it. i'm sick of the fact that you always go back on your word. i'm sick of the times where you said you were coming and didnt in the end. this has not happened once or twice. but so many times that it is impossible to count. stop giving people false hope. i know other people may be used to your habits. but let me tell you that i cant. i dont deny that i once used to do that, agree and back out at the last minute and provide a thousand and one excuses for not going. but i've stopped because i dont want people to do that to me. i'd be one bloody hypocrite if i did that. so if i really cant make it for something i'd tell the truth. and please do not give me cliched excuses. they're really really really attention seeking. you may say you dont want attention but let me tell you sub-conciously you do. yeah, i know everyone has their own problems but stop portraying self-pity. talk it out with others if you want. but stop showing off your so-called pitiful life to everyone. you're not the only one in this world. other people may be worse off than you. stop portraying yourself as an 'emo' youth. nothing good is going to come off it. and i'm sorry if i've hurt you. i want to tell you that i still treasure our friendship a lot. i just want to get all this, which i've been feeling for some time, off my chest.
*disclaimer: this is my own personal space. no need to comment unless this 'speech' is directed to you.
there. off to sleep before i come down with something worse than a cold tmr.~
well, was attempting to do up a small part of my endless hmk when some people called. somehow, i half expected it. lols. raf & shafik were bored and ended up coming over again. lols. so in the end i only managed to do 1 essay outline and study a little for chem. before they came over, i realised i was falling sick probably because i started sneezing a lot and my throat was pain and i didnt feel too good. damn it.
this is the result of having no mummy at home for more than a week. no one to force me to eat rice for dinner and no one to force me to eat fruits after dinner. eating rubbish for meals and not getting enough vitamins everyday has caused me to come down with a freaking cold! now my nose cant stop running. arghs. i miss my mom. her absence during this time has really made me realise how much i depend on her even for my daily activities. i miss my mom's cooking. arghs. sick. sick. sick.
ok. back to today. they bought old chang kee for me. or else i'd died from hunger because i ate cup mee for lunch. thanks! raf was playing audition. and i tricked him into playing flying duck for beat up. lols! then he played yahoo pool. shafik was making side comments. and they were 'fighting violently' which made me laugh a lot. shafik used msn... and was talking to edwin. i took over without edwin realising it. so i was talking to edwin and shafik told me to scold him all i want because it was his acc anyway! lol!! then we watched 'the prayer' on youtube. gosh, anthony callea is really good. then watched miss swan... which was damn funny. and seriously made people feel irritated. lols. they went off after that. i went in search for food. it's good to have friends over. or else i'd just rot away from boredom. thanks for providing me with accompaniment and entertainment. =)
listen here. i'm sorry i didnt want to talk to you today. i was sick and i dont like to talk when i have a sore throat. but that wasnt my only reason. i'm tired of begging you to do things. to shower you with so much attention as to keep begging you to come or whatever. if that's what you want, i'm sorry to say that i am not going to conform to it. i'm sick of the fact that you always go back on your word. i'm sick of the times where you said you were coming and didnt in the end. this has not happened once or twice. but so many times that it is impossible to count. stop giving people false hope. i know other people may be used to your habits. but let me tell you that i cant. i dont deny that i once used to do that, agree and back out at the last minute and provide a thousand and one excuses for not going. but i've stopped because i dont want people to do that to me. i'd be one bloody hypocrite if i did that. so if i really cant make it for something i'd tell the truth. and please do not give me cliched excuses. they're really really really attention seeking. you may say you dont want attention but let me tell you sub-conciously you do. yeah, i know everyone has their own problems but stop portraying self-pity. talk it out with others if you want. but stop showing off your so-called pitiful life to everyone. you're not the only one in this world. other people may be worse off than you. stop portraying yourself as an 'emo' youth. nothing good is going to come off it. and i'm sorry if i've hurt you. i want to tell you that i still treasure our friendship a lot. i just want to get all this, which i've been feeling for some time, off my chest.
*disclaimer: this is my own personal space. no need to comment unless this 'speech' is directed to you.
there. off to sleep before i come down with something worse than a cold tmr.~
Thursday, April 05, 2007
been damn busy. dont know why. the guys came over on tue. ate dinner with them at night. was trying to teach edwin proper pronounciation.
anyway, congrats to nj indian dance which attained a gold with honours (special mention) for syf this year!! congrats to tiff, stella, stanley and joseph! my whole class has been wondering how the guys actually look in make up and how they dance. therefore, we're going for aristal!! yay! really happy for them. the rest of the syf-ers are more stressed now that indian dance has done so well. lols.
gosh. i cant run my 2.4 for nuts. help. watched 'dead man walking' for gp today. i'm a bit disturbed over the last part. damn it. i'd rather watch ghost shows than this kinda disturbing shows.
well, freaking tired. TGIF. Thank God It's Friday. Good friday, a day to remember Jesus' crucifiction and his resurection. Gosh, i have a lot of hmk.~
anyway, congrats to nj indian dance which attained a gold with honours (special mention) for syf this year!! congrats to tiff, stella, stanley and joseph! my whole class has been wondering how the guys actually look in make up and how they dance. therefore, we're going for aristal!! yay! really happy for them. the rest of the syf-ers are more stressed now that indian dance has done so well. lols.
gosh. i cant run my 2.4 for nuts. help. watched 'dead man walking' for gp today. i'm a bit disturbed over the last part. damn it. i'd rather watch ghost shows than this kinda disturbing shows.
well, freaking tired. TGIF. Thank God It's Friday. Good friday, a day to remember Jesus' crucifiction and his resurection. Gosh, i have a lot of hmk.~
Sunday, April 01, 2007
gosh. who knew april fool could be so much fun?
first there's xt. who tricked me into believing that she's going to kill herself (shafik told her to take more sleeping pills). then there's edwin, who didnt believe i lost my handphone (and is still ignoring me up to now). raf, who totally got taken in that i lost my hp and i'm so dead (but he was nice abt it).
later in the evening i met raf and shafik, walked ard heartland. damn it. shafik never gets tricked. but he was calling many ppl and tricking them, which was damn funny. we went to macs to sit. raf was reading my lime mag, which i bought because there was a poster of wu zun inside. lols. he was reading the article abt big boobs=bimbo. lols.
i tricked yiling earlier, saying that physics definition test was tmr and that i was sick and wldnt be going to school tmr. she got it quite fast. then while sitting at macs when ghis replied me. omg. her reaction was damn funny. then i told her i was sick. and she asked what i was going to have for dinner since my parents werent ard. so i replied saying that i'd ask my bf to buy for me. HAHAH. and she believed it and asked who he was. she asked whether it was raf, because that's the only fren of mine she's seen before. and raf was sitting across me. so i started laughing really badly. cldnt stop. had to call her and wish her happy april fool cuz i cldnt stand it anymore. she was screaming over the phone when she found out. HAHAHAHAHA!! really laughed very hard. gosh. so fun.
then edwin came. he was still ignoring me for tricking him. lols. so i tried to talk to him, only to end up arguing with him. shafik and raf were laughing because i jagged him. which made me laugh like mad again. ate dinner at macs. because edwin wanted to eat. then sat there... they were talking abt np stuff while edwin was looking at people and i was disturbing him. lols. he didnt wanna talk to me. haha. then went to wait for the bus. before coming home.
gosh. freaking funny. haven laughed so hard for a long time. gonna tease ghis when i see her in school tmr. haha!~
first there's xt. who tricked me into believing that she's going to kill herself (shafik told her to take more sleeping pills). then there's edwin, who didnt believe i lost my handphone (and is still ignoring me up to now). raf, who totally got taken in that i lost my hp and i'm so dead (but he was nice abt it).
later in the evening i met raf and shafik, walked ard heartland. damn it. shafik never gets tricked. but he was calling many ppl and tricking them, which was damn funny. we went to macs to sit. raf was reading my lime mag, which i bought because there was a poster of wu zun inside. lols. he was reading the article abt big boobs=bimbo. lols.
i tricked yiling earlier, saying that physics definition test was tmr and that i was sick and wldnt be going to school tmr. she got it quite fast. then while sitting at macs when ghis replied me. omg. her reaction was damn funny. then i told her i was sick. and she asked what i was going to have for dinner since my parents werent ard. so i replied saying that i'd ask my bf to buy for me. HAHAH. and she believed it and asked who he was. she asked whether it was raf, because that's the only fren of mine she's seen before. and raf was sitting across me. so i started laughing really badly. cldnt stop. had to call her and wish her happy april fool cuz i cldnt stand it anymore. she was screaming over the phone when she found out. HAHAHAHAHA!! really laughed very hard. gosh. so fun.
then edwin came. he was still ignoring me for tricking him. lols. so i tried to talk to him, only to end up arguing with him. shafik and raf were laughing because i jagged him. which made me laugh like mad again. ate dinner at macs. because edwin wanted to eat. then sat there... they were talking abt np stuff while edwin was looking at people and i was disturbing him. lols. he didnt wanna talk to me. haha. then went to wait for the bus. before coming home.
gosh. freaking funny. haven laughed so hard for a long time. gonna tease ghis when i see her in school tmr. haha!~
Friday, March 30, 2007
it's official. my common test 1 results are: AABCS. go figure it out yourself. the obvious S (for super) is none other than, you've guessed it, econs. i miraculously passed my case study on the dot and failed pretty badly for essay. overall, only 5 people in my class passed. yep. also the worse combination of grades i've gotten so far in jc life. lols.
i conclude that the math teachers in nj are quite screw loose. mr neo told us 2 lame jokes with illustration today. and the storyline was mediocre. but what made it funny was that he drew the pictures and added all the characteristics of nj teachers into it. which made it damn fuuny. gosh. classic joke. cldnt stop laughing. the same lameness was seen in the math promos paper last year. at least there's humour in math.
2 free periods today. many people were missing for the past 2 days because of ls. supposed to have gym pe. but teacher cldnt find the key. so he made us run. fortunately there was only 10mins left. went for bowling. coach changed my timing again. bowled till my thumb had a blister. the skin came out. so coach asked me to stop. gosh. i need to sleep in! been waking up early. will grow white hair soon.
19. Shi Jiu. NinEtEeN. OnE niNe days to more freedom. to the EigHtEeNth of april. to living 18. oNe eight. shi ba years on this earth.~
i conclude that the math teachers in nj are quite screw loose. mr neo told us 2 lame jokes with illustration today. and the storyline was mediocre. but what made it funny was that he drew the pictures and added all the characteristics of nj teachers into it. which made it damn fuuny. gosh. classic joke. cldnt stop laughing. the same lameness was seen in the math promos paper last year. at least there's humour in math.
2 free periods today. many people were missing for the past 2 days because of ls. supposed to have gym pe. but teacher cldnt find the key. so he made us run. fortunately there was only 10mins left. went for bowling. coach changed my timing again. bowled till my thumb had a blister. the skin came out. so coach asked me to stop. gosh. i need to sleep in! been waking up early. will grow white hair soon.
19. Shi Jiu. NinEtEeN. OnE niNe days to more freedom. to the EigHtEeNth of april. to living 18. oNe eight. shi ba years on this earth.~
Sunday, March 25, 2007
24 March 2007
Raf's, Danica's, Cleo's birthday celebration
was supposed to meet some of the wols people at 3pm. but i think edwin was the only one who was early. and i think he was getting angry. lols! apparently, he hadnt forgotten that i offered to buy the acrylic case for him. lols. it cost $6. he bought the black one, and i paid for it. lols. we went back to wait for shafik. and edwin was telling me abt going to poly and other stuff. shafik came, so we walked quickly to get some stuff, before walking all the way back to the mrt station to meet the rest. by the time we reached. the 3 of us were freaking hot. raf, gly, danica and cleo were there.
took the mrt down. then 400 to the place itself. it was still rather early, so we went to the shop nearby to find kites. the girls bought 1 for themselves, and the 4 of us pooled our coins together and bought a pikachu kite (which happened to be written as 'pi ka chao' in chinese). went to the field opposite to fly our kites. many people were flying their kites and they were really high. were helping edwin fly the kite, since it was his childhood (and i've never flown a kite before). lols. took many many tries. but there was little wind so it cldnt go up. the girls were trying too. then edwin took a break and raf started running with the kite ard the whole field, trying to get it up. shafik kept pulling it. so the kite kept going up. yay! so we finally got our kite up and were trying to maintain it in the air. gosh. how come i dont have this kinda childhood?! flying kites are fun! i passed the string to raf, who wanted to see how high the kite cld go. so he kept releasing the string despite me screaming like crazy. we finished the thread, and shafik had to go snap it. bleahs. haha. but it was really fun!!
decided to go look for a table cuz the steamboat areas were getting crowded. we had free ice cream. so we started with that! haha. then we went to get the food and started cooking all of them. i cldnt stop eating the beef. we spent a lot on the drinks, 4 jugs of it. raf was screaming like a girl cuz the oil kept splattering at him. lol. we fried and cooked pretty wierd stuff... and were standing up... when no one was. shafik and edwin dared each other to eat raw vege... which shafik did. haha!! then they played with the shell food towards the end because the soup was drying up. the girls were making a symphony of laughs, and started imitating everybody's laughter. the way they imitated raf's was damn funny. after much laughs... edwin went over to some bengs to ask for lighter to light the candles... looked like he wanted to smoke. haha.
after cutting the cake and stuff... they started smashing it on everyone's face. raf got it the most. obviously. we were doing that one year ago at seoul garden. where raf walked ard the whole taka looking for a toilet. lols. only gly and i were clean. so we stayed at the table. there was cream left, so we decided to smash the first guy who came back. and it happened to be edwin. lols! gly pretended to feed edwin cake before both of us smashed him. lols! i was eating cake when shafik smashed me with cream, so i took some cake and chased him. it was quite a while later that i dirtied his hair. haha. raf was damn paranoid and kept thinking that i wanted to dirty him. he kept running away. gly got even dirtier than me. haha. so we all had to go visit the sink again.
had to go off alr, cuz people wanted to eat. the girls had to go off, so the 4 of us went to the arcade. raf and shafik played some racing game, while edwin was playing street fighter. kinda reminded me of my childhood, where my bro used to beat me at street fighter on the com. wanted to play the bang bang game.. but there was this small boy who was damn pro who kept hogging the machine. so cldnt play. so after 1 hr in the arcade, we decided to go off.
was waiting for shafik in the toilet at the mrt station. the men's were washing, so he used the handicapped. there was this grp of ah bengs who were waiting for the toilet outside, and we were wondering how shafik wld feel when he came out and saw them. lols. took mrt to dhoby gaut, then mrt to harbourfront and back again. on the journey to harbourfront, the guys were really damn high and started taking emo pictures which were really really really damn funny. cldnt stop laughing. lucky there werent many people there... or not they'd have complained. all their pictures were really hilarious. haha. we cldnt do that anymore once it reached harbourfront. so we sat 'quietly' back to srgn. went down with edwin.. walked with him to the bus interchange. took a bus home from there. it was nearing 12am. lols.
really enjoyed the time with them ytd. from the kite flying to eating to laughing with them in the mrt. it was really a different experience, like i always have everytime we go out altogether. that's because we're wols. =)
to you: please do not bottle up your problems and whatever that has happened to you. you'll only be making those that are concerened abt you more worried. we are here to help you and we will NEVER aim to harm you in anyway. so please trust us and tell us your problems. i promise we'll try our best to help. ~
the girls flying their kite
cutting the cake
one of their not so emo pictures.
Raf's, Danica's, Cleo's birthday celebration
was supposed to meet some of the wols people at 3pm. but i think edwin was the only one who was early. and i think he was getting angry. lols! apparently, he hadnt forgotten that i offered to buy the acrylic case for him. lols. it cost $6. he bought the black one, and i paid for it. lols. we went back to wait for shafik. and edwin was telling me abt going to poly and other stuff. shafik came, so we walked quickly to get some stuff, before walking all the way back to the mrt station to meet the rest. by the time we reached. the 3 of us were freaking hot. raf, gly, danica and cleo were there.
took the mrt down. then 400 to the place itself. it was still rather early, so we went to the shop nearby to find kites. the girls bought 1 for themselves, and the 4 of us pooled our coins together and bought a pikachu kite (which happened to be written as 'pi ka chao' in chinese). went to the field opposite to fly our kites. many people were flying their kites and they were really high. were helping edwin fly the kite, since it was his childhood (and i've never flown a kite before). lols. took many many tries. but there was little wind so it cldnt go up. the girls were trying too. then edwin took a break and raf started running with the kite ard the whole field, trying to get it up. shafik kept pulling it. so the kite kept going up. yay! so we finally got our kite up and were trying to maintain it in the air. gosh. how come i dont have this kinda childhood?! flying kites are fun! i passed the string to raf, who wanted to see how high the kite cld go. so he kept releasing the string despite me screaming like crazy. we finished the thread, and shafik had to go snap it. bleahs. haha. but it was really fun!!
decided to go look for a table cuz the steamboat areas were getting crowded. we had free ice cream. so we started with that! haha. then we went to get the food and started cooking all of them. i cldnt stop eating the beef. we spent a lot on the drinks, 4 jugs of it. raf was screaming like a girl cuz the oil kept splattering at him. lol. we fried and cooked pretty wierd stuff... and were standing up... when no one was. shafik and edwin dared each other to eat raw vege... which shafik did. haha!! then they played with the shell food towards the end because the soup was drying up. the girls were making a symphony of laughs, and started imitating everybody's laughter. the way they imitated raf's was damn funny. after much laughs... edwin went over to some bengs to ask for lighter to light the candles... looked like he wanted to smoke. haha.
after cutting the cake and stuff... they started smashing it on everyone's face. raf got it the most. obviously. we were doing that one year ago at seoul garden. where raf walked ard the whole taka looking for a toilet. lols. only gly and i were clean. so we stayed at the table. there was cream left, so we decided to smash the first guy who came back. and it happened to be edwin. lols! gly pretended to feed edwin cake before both of us smashed him. lols! i was eating cake when shafik smashed me with cream, so i took some cake and chased him. it was quite a while later that i dirtied his hair. haha. raf was damn paranoid and kept thinking that i wanted to dirty him. he kept running away. gly got even dirtier than me. haha. so we all had to go visit the sink again.
had to go off alr, cuz people wanted to eat. the girls had to go off, so the 4 of us went to the arcade. raf and shafik played some racing game, while edwin was playing street fighter. kinda reminded me of my childhood, where my bro used to beat me at street fighter on the com. wanted to play the bang bang game.. but there was this small boy who was damn pro who kept hogging the machine. so cldnt play. so after 1 hr in the arcade, we decided to go off.
was waiting for shafik in the toilet at the mrt station. the men's were washing, so he used the handicapped. there was this grp of ah bengs who were waiting for the toilet outside, and we were wondering how shafik wld feel when he came out and saw them. lols. took mrt to dhoby gaut, then mrt to harbourfront and back again. on the journey to harbourfront, the guys were really damn high and started taking emo pictures which were really really really damn funny. cldnt stop laughing. lucky there werent many people there... or not they'd have complained. all their pictures were really hilarious. haha. we cldnt do that anymore once it reached harbourfront. so we sat 'quietly' back to srgn. went down with edwin.. walked with him to the bus interchange. took a bus home from there. it was nearing 12am. lols.
really enjoyed the time with them ytd. from the kite flying to eating to laughing with them in the mrt. it was really a different experience, like i always have everytime we go out altogether. that's because we're wols. =)
to you: please do not bottle up your problems and whatever that has happened to you. you'll only be making those that are concerened abt you more worried. we are here to help you and we will NEVER aim to harm you in anyway. so please trust us and tell us your problems. i promise we'll try our best to help. ~
the girls flying their kite
cutting the cake
one of their not so emo pictures.
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
whEEee.... half day for nj today!! i was falling asleep during lessons. anyway, after school, yiling, peiyi and i went for lunch at bkt timah mkt. after that went home.
watched hana kimi for a while. omg. i've been neglecting everything these few days just to watch it!! been laughing like mad. and wu zun is so shuai!! argh!! anyway, i booked the pool rm for wols people. havent seen them for a long time. i played with jaime. because the others were late. met xavier. dont know what he was doing downstairs. so invited him to play. gosh. i totally suck. haha. kept losing. we played life, xavier was making pretty funny jokes abt some stuff. but a bit disgusting. but i cldnt stop laughing. met mel fong!! who was studying for her exams. lol. i'm done with it (and abt to get 15/50 for econs).
played until xt, raf, edwin and shafik came. i was trying to entertain edwin because he was so quiet. while the 2 guys and 2 girls played. gosh! his phone cover had one big crack! my heart pain. lol. i offered to buy one cover for him. if it cost not more than $6. lols. they went to play soccer. jaime and xt went up to my house. xt played audi. jaime was getting bored. lol. went down to find them again. edwin went off to help gly in studies, jaime went home. the rest of us went to take bus to heartland. we missed the stop. ended up at the factory there. so decided to check out the store. so cheap!!! sld buy from there next time.
walked to arcade. played photohunt. waited for edwin to have dinner with us. went to eat hokkien mee. then went to heartland mall. cuz edwin wanted to get shirts. was looking ard the shops. xt and i got distracted because mj was showing hana kimi!! lol. went to the hp shop. the crystal case cost 10 bucks. like no way la! went down again. edwin went to try on shirts. raf tried on this v-neck which made him look damn gay. kinda reminds me of the mei tian. haha. anyway, had to go home. have school the next day. bleahs.
but overall, after not seeing them for so long, was really glad to be able to meet up with them. and to laugh and punch and do many things. no time to write. yep.~
watched hana kimi for a while. omg. i've been neglecting everything these few days just to watch it!! been laughing like mad. and wu zun is so shuai!! argh!! anyway, i booked the pool rm for wols people. havent seen them for a long time. i played with jaime. because the others were late. met xavier. dont know what he was doing downstairs. so invited him to play. gosh. i totally suck. haha. kept losing. we played life, xavier was making pretty funny jokes abt some stuff. but a bit disgusting. but i cldnt stop laughing. met mel fong!! who was studying for her exams. lol. i'm done with it (and abt to get 15/50 for econs).
played until xt, raf, edwin and shafik came. i was trying to entertain edwin because he was so quiet. while the 2 guys and 2 girls played. gosh! his phone cover had one big crack! my heart pain. lol. i offered to buy one cover for him. if it cost not more than $6. lols. they went to play soccer. jaime and xt went up to my house. xt played audi. jaime was getting bored. lol. went down to find them again. edwin went off to help gly in studies, jaime went home. the rest of us went to take bus to heartland. we missed the stop. ended up at the factory there. so decided to check out the store. so cheap!!! sld buy from there next time.
walked to arcade. played photohunt. waited for edwin to have dinner with us. went to eat hokkien mee. then went to heartland mall. cuz edwin wanted to get shirts. was looking ard the shops. xt and i got distracted because mj was showing hana kimi!! lol. went to the hp shop. the crystal case cost 10 bucks. like no way la! went down again. edwin went to try on shirts. raf tried on this v-neck which made him look damn gay. kinda reminds me of the mei tian. haha. anyway, had to go home. have school the next day. bleahs.
but overall, after not seeing them for so long, was really glad to be able to meet up with them. and to laugh and punch and do many things. no time to write. yep.~
Thursday, March 15, 2007
today is eat-all-you-can day. we have been planning to eat sushi buffet since last year and it finally materialised this year. lols. s15 seems to like eating a lot. esp the girls. was supposed to meet ghis and yiling and the others at 12.30 at town. but at 12.15, i was still at home playing audition. lols. so by the time i left the house it was 12.45 and i reached there after 1. haha.
i met sam while walking out of the mrt station. aqua hat outing. went to cine. met marcus there. he had extra lessons. poor thing! no wonder nj rushes everything. anyway, peiyi, ghis and yiling were alr eating when i met them, so i joined them. gosh. it was $20. so i ate my fill. the sushi on the conveyor belt were all the same. so we took some. but mainly ordered from the menu. we cld order anything under $4.90. so we ordered sashimi, tempura, soft shell crab, fried tofu, oysters, salmon skin, temaki and more sushi. we took like 8 plates of cream puffs and kept eating. lol. the salmon sashimi was good. we ordered the most. ghis counted 52 plates in total. lols. anne marie joined us. but didnt eat much. yiling, peiyi and i were damn full, but ghis kept eating! lol! she said she wasnt full. power. hmm... i kept going to the toilet. lols. drank too much water.
we saw lyn & wen yi and they came in to chat with us for a while! lol. think wen yi was a bit embarrassed with all the girls there. lol. well, ate more sashimi and finally decided to stop eating. the bill was $82.70. lols. peiyi kept wating to take pictures outside cine. but it the rest of us felt damn retarded. so we didnt. lol. we decided to walk and digest our food. so walked to paragon. went to the toilet again, and met stella and her sis! lol! i think the whole s15 was in town today! wen yi said earlier that the guys were in town too. cool. but we didnt meet them.
walked ard paragon, into the crumpler shop, and into the sony gallery. we saw the phones on display. gosh. the new sony ericsson W880i!! so nice!! i like it!! haha. it shall be my new dream phone! but i'm not going to buy it because my phone is but 4 months old and two other people in wols already have the same phone as me (which is rather gay). but that phone is damn nice! practically has the same functions as mine but i still like it. lol. peiyi and i went over to the psp and started playing this game that resembles the drum game at the arcade, only this one was pressing buttons. we cld get thru lvl 1... but not lvl 3. it ended up with 4 of us each pressing one button but we still cldnt pass. lol. decided to stop playing the game cuz it was quite addictive. went to coffee club and all of us ordered one muddy mud pie. which was really muddy and really nice. gosh. i know i'm stupid. i didnt know mudpie was made of ice cream. i tot it was cake. lol. but it was really good. coffee & chocolate ice cream topped with chocolate sauce with a pool of chocolate sauce and oreo crums at the side. sinful. haha. damn nice. ghis and anne marie licked it clean.
walked to orchard. went home with anne marie and cldnt eat dinner. lols. well. i better shed some weight before school starts. lol. ~
i still miss you.~
If I Let You Go
-Westlife
Day after day
Time passed away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find
The courage to show to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
How will I know
Night after night I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you
You speak to my heart
It's such a shame we're worlds apart
I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
How will I know
If I let you go ?
i met sam while walking out of the mrt station. aqua hat outing. went to cine. met marcus there. he had extra lessons. poor thing! no wonder nj rushes everything. anyway, peiyi, ghis and yiling were alr eating when i met them, so i joined them. gosh. it was $20. so i ate my fill. the sushi on the conveyor belt were all the same. so we took some. but mainly ordered from the menu. we cld order anything under $4.90. so we ordered sashimi, tempura, soft shell crab, fried tofu, oysters, salmon skin, temaki and more sushi. we took like 8 plates of cream puffs and kept eating. lol. the salmon sashimi was good. we ordered the most. ghis counted 52 plates in total. lols. anne marie joined us. but didnt eat much. yiling, peiyi and i were damn full, but ghis kept eating! lol! she said she wasnt full. power. hmm... i kept going to the toilet. lols. drank too much water.
we saw lyn & wen yi and they came in to chat with us for a while! lol. think wen yi was a bit embarrassed with all the girls there. lol. well, ate more sashimi and finally decided to stop eating. the bill was $82.70. lols. peiyi kept wating to take pictures outside cine. but it the rest of us felt damn retarded. so we didnt. lol. we decided to walk and digest our food. so walked to paragon. went to the toilet again, and met stella and her sis! lol! i think the whole s15 was in town today! wen yi said earlier that the guys were in town too. cool. but we didnt meet them.
walked ard paragon, into the crumpler shop, and into the sony gallery. we saw the phones on display. gosh. the new sony ericsson W880i!! so nice!! i like it!! haha. it shall be my new dream phone! but i'm not going to buy it because my phone is but 4 months old and two other people in wols already have the same phone as me (which is rather gay). but that phone is damn nice! practically has the same functions as mine but i still like it. lol. peiyi and i went over to the psp and started playing this game that resembles the drum game at the arcade, only this one was pressing buttons. we cld get thru lvl 1... but not lvl 3. it ended up with 4 of us each pressing one button but we still cldnt pass. lol. decided to stop playing the game cuz it was quite addictive. went to coffee club and all of us ordered one muddy mud pie. which was really muddy and really nice. gosh. i know i'm stupid. i didnt know mudpie was made of ice cream. i tot it was cake. lol. but it was really good. coffee & chocolate ice cream topped with chocolate sauce with a pool of chocolate sauce and oreo crums at the side. sinful. haha. damn nice. ghis and anne marie licked it clean.
walked to orchard. went home with anne marie and cldnt eat dinner. lols. well. i better shed some weight before school starts. lol. ~
-Westlife
Day after day
Time passed away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find
The courage to show to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
How will I know
Night after night I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you
You speak to my heart
It's such a shame we're worlds apart
I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
How will I know
If I let you go ?
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