my internet connection was like ???????? ytd. hA. maple story's patch file is so big! dies.

anyway....this week was crazy. 5 tests squeezed into 2 days! a maths and lit on wed, maths, ch and chem on thurs! was going crazy studying. cld finally rest on thurs night. but didnt blog. anyway....fri was ok lars. with np and all that. came home tired. but i think turaiya was on the verge of getting a heart attack. waha. sizing. muahahaha. and i miss my rifle! haha. whatever. wanted to go pasarmalam with a few classmates.but when i went home it was 7.15 and once i sat down....i didnt wanna get up!! so didnt go. waha.

i'm so gonna chop off my hair. so irritating!!~

ok this sucks. i didnt go out today tho "it's such a waste not to go out on a public hol" quoted by sharon. aH. but i have things to do lar. watch tv and study? ha. i slack more than i study. anyway....i bought all my new year clothes in dec hols, malaysia and during christmas. most sleeveless and i cant wear them now cuz my tan on my arms hasnt gone away! *help*

anyway...me parents had a crazy idea to go down to chinatown for dinner. tot it wouldnt be crowded. wont be crowded?!?!?!? hello?!??! today's a public hol!! listening to me sometimes would do some good. erM. duh i had to follow....or else i'll have to fast for dinner. and chinatown was crazy. it's even more crowded than orchard road on christmas day! u have to squeeze ur way thru. crazy!

am idol was damn funny ytd. there was this girl....who cldnt even sing at all...worse than william hung. and she said her friends said she cld sing very well. and i think she was a bit schizophrenic. so funny. hEEx. there's another at 10.~

yay! finally done up my template. i was editting it when my com crashed last week. waha. nvm. i still managed to dl ms within half an hour.

so many things have happened this past week and tmr's a holiday! but so many tests next week. can die. all on wed and thurs. sigh. and i found out some truths about some ppl too. *hint hint* wahahaha. haha. ms lau was funny today. she didnt get the paradox thing that yixian said. she was like....huh? and i laughed till i cried.

later, house meeting. we were electing the diff members, publicity and stuff. then supranee had this idea of calling some random names. so we were thinking of one common one....came up with mary. so a1 and a2 shouted the name to mrs tee...and all was like wondering....who's mary. was laughing so hard again. damn funny.

nyaa briefing....oh gosh. haha. i have to do a sport and CIP. doing somethings at imh for CIP with my sqdmates. sports....taking up this kayaking thing. with another school. to kallang to practise kayaking for 6 weeks. doing it with tiff. wahaha....but it's at kallang. so sad. the water no kick. and no *someone*. oops. heEE.lalalala. yep. that's all.

american idol!!!!!!!~

1 week since i've blogged. yes! i survived the 1st week of school. this week has been filled with so many activities and the stress of o's. it has been fancy drill, np and peer lite stuff. well, the peer lite thingy was quite fun. and my group...oh man. i was laughing thru the whole way. the 2 lame people and their crazy jokes....oh man. that was the only time i was really able to relax and breathe a little.

cca fair waS ok today. but it was disorganised. yes. thinking back, we really have been concentrating too much on fancy drill. and neglecting the rest. no. we cant blame anyone for this. we had to change the song...but we were more anxious for that rather than the rest. we can only blame ourselves. and yes. personally, i have been proud subconsciously. not only in np...but also in school. i promise i will try my best not to be so. and i totally agree as to what zhenying ma'am said. we really have to learn to make an impact on our juniors, we have been too lenient. and i have been too playful. this unit will fall if we dont change. i think zhenying ma'am's words have impacted me. a lot. i should learn to be like her in that way. i must change. we have to. we cant stick to our ways. we need to humble down. and we really need to keep the np spirit alive in the juniors. if they should be losing interest in np i must say it is our fault. and yes. i realised that the past batches as well as us have been leading in cliques. those who lead are mainly in one team. i think we should move out of this and spare a thought for the others. and they should do that too. we as a sqd should lead, not as a clique. and should not be biased. sigh. we really must CHANGE.

all my teachers are stressing me abt the o's. ~

HAPPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wanted to write my new year resolutions here...decided not to. lazy. my fish have been fighting since i woke up. so they think starting the new year with a fight is good la? tried to split them up...but they continued a while later. give up man! anyway.......2005. and january! gosh. i always hate beginning of the year.

well....my class is the block near lichfield....cant remember where exactly...but it's always the top floor. 4, 4, 4, 3. thank god no 4th floor in the holding school. anyway. guess what? sec1-3 wont have mid year exams next year!!!!!!!!!!! aRgH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! life is unfair!!!!!!!!!!! forget it. i've come to terms with it.

oh yA! i'm 16 this year!!!!!!!!!! NC 16 movies!! muahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!! ah. i think i'm mad? nvm.. cant wait for my b'dae. but first. cant wait till school starts. i'm not sadistic. i wanna experience studying in that small classroom with 40 other people in it. then i'll start complaining.

1st week gonna be very busy. fancy drills, teaching the new peer lites and stuff. whatever. it's just the first week la. oh ya. still must tie plait on the 1st day of school. act like i dunno anything. but i wanna enter sch with ponytail. and bring hp. but cant. haha. *sobs* no more mr tang. so saD! wonder who's taking his place in plnp unit?

reached home at 1.30am last night and woke up at 10. 8 and 1/2 hrs slp only? zZzZzZzZ~