Friday, May 25, 2007

hello world!

went to school on wednesday to visit ms heng. ha. for econs consultation. was supposed to be 8am. so had to wake up quite early. arghs. lyn, fel, peiyi and anne marie were there. but ms heng wasnt. said to meet her at 8.30. lols. so we sat there and talked. met jess, who was there for gp. met rc too... who was studying with *someone. lols! ms heng finally came at 8.45. lols. so asked her qns till 9.30 cuz we havent really studied. some went for gp lessons... the rest went to the library to mug. was so noisy in there.

after that fel, peiyi, yiling and i went to eat lunch behind school. then went to eat ice-cream at estivo! muahaha. i ate sorbet... too sour for some of them. lols. so ate and talked... then fel went back for choir. the rest of us went home.

thursday was competition... was there quite early. was talking to ck when he showed me a video of the 9 o clock show. lols. competition was bad. gosh. again. this time we were bowling with cj ppl. they're friendlier. and mad. super high and shouted so loudly when they striked. but they striked a lot. lols. but must really thank coach for being such a great help during these 5 months. for his patience and willingness to coach us fo free everytime we had extra trainings... and for the time he spent trying to help us improve.

after the comp we went opposite to eat lunch... ck, ys, jess and i sat tgt... while rc abandoned us to sit with th and the rest. lols. we were teasing him from far far away... and 'gossipping' about how widely he smiled when he was talking to some person. lols! cldnt stop laughing. after that we decided to go to northpoint to watch pirates!! had 45mins to waste before the show started... so we sat at bk...looking at ck's hp videos. lols. the bk ppl were staring at us...so we had to buy food. haha. the show was great!! although i forgot most of part 2. lols. ys didnt watch part 1 and 2... so had to explain to her what happened during the show. haha. and goodness... the way they portrayed s'pore!! gosh. thought it was china or something. the moment chow yun fatt said "welcome to singapore!" i went gosh!!!! haha.

but the movie on the whole was funny!! stayed till after the credits to watch the very end. lols. hope there's a part 4!! after that it was rather late.... so we went home.

NAG is next week. but for now...i want to sleep.~

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

hello world!!! i'm agitated. i dont know why. everything seems right but it isnt. small problems add up to big ones. and so, i'm agitated. probably starting to get stressed over common test. and i keep having the same dream. the same happy dream that makes me smile, but frown when i wake. it's making me mre streseed.

anyway. stayed at home ytd. to do my hmk. so guai =) went to meet ghis at srgn int in the evening to return her work. it was super hot, my nose was irritating me (no, i'm not sick. it's just the dust that came out from my notes when i was doing filing), my eyes were tired, dry and painful and my head was pounding. what a day!

today was team event. met ys at the int... then we met th and rc. found out that our placing for the doubles was not bad! yays! stupid bowling area was super crowded. because there were 4 people to 1 lane. damn it. so long. 3 game series... and we had to be beside acsi. guys! argh. they were power bowlers. 5 consecutive strikes in a row... with a 604 series game. (that's an average of 201) but i love their technique! and the way their ball ref and hook, and strike. super cool. our games on the other hand... were not doing too well. my last game pulled me up... and coach said i had to have 2 warm up games before the comp. lols.

so overall... i dont know. lols. the guys did not bad too. only that they were bio-ing girls again. lols. melanie came! yay! haha. after the comp we went down supposedly to find coach only to find out that he left already. damn it! whose fault!! so we had to bring home all our bowling balls... shared a cab with ys and rc. think we made rc pay most of it. rc kept suaning us and we kept suaning back. as usual. i dropped at bishan and took a bus back.

was trying to maintain balance while holding two bowling balls on each hand.. when i heard someone call very loudly.."FISH!!" sorta knew who it was. who would be at srgn ave 3 at this time of the day and call me fish? haha. anyway... havent seen xavier for quite a while. everyone's seriously busy with their own life. he helped me carry my spare ball. yay. so walked with him to my block and caught up with him. apparently, he takes the same bus as me every morning.. but i dont get to meet him because i go earlier in the morning and come back earlier. lols. he's jealous. didnt get to catch up with him much.

tmr is another day of mugging. damn it. arghs. whatever! ~

Sunday, May 20, 2007

專屬天使

我不会怪你对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤

小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂

要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为生命只有黑夜

-Tank

Saturday, May 19, 2007

hello again. going crazy. i'm not stressed over studies (not yet anyway). i'm stressed over everything else.

Nothing special happened on thursday. But why am i such a failure? Why am i not able to even get over something so trivial? Why is it so easy for everyone else but not me? I am such a failure in this aspect.

Friday was doubles. Woke up ard the same time as i wake up for school. Attempted to catch a cab down to safra, only to find that there was no cab! All we on call (which i doubt 90% of them were real). Anyway, i still managed to reach there on time. and i had to feel all stressed out just before my first game. so naturally... all went into chaos. jess was doing pretty well and i on the other hand... i couldnt handle it. every ball i sent out wasnt good. coach came over to comfort me and provide tips. but he couldnt comment much on my technique since it was my nerves that was affecting me. jess kept asking me to relax. but i just couldnt. so my first game was 77. luckily jess had a high game. i really couldnt take the pressure. i cried.

the second game was better. and i was able to calm down and spare most of the frames. the next few games were okay i guess. coach was there to support and encourage us. and i thank God for that. =) jinnie and si en were screaming for us again. super ear piercing! but super good! haha. some of the other juniors couldnt care less. sigh. we played with peiqi, the friendly girl from mi whom i played with during singles. then was mi guys. and yeah. i think we trashed them. i'm not saying they werent good, because we saw them get a 193 after we changed lanes. so jess concluded that we were too hot for them! gosh!! hahahahaha!!

my average was better this time, but still not good enough. probably because my 1st game pulled me down. well anyway, eric was on fire. he got pretty high. cool!! captain was forever looing at girls... haha!! after the competition and debrief, we went opposite with coach for a drink and lunch. we sat in a row.. ys and i ate the same thing. rc ate cutlet! so big! we were all screaming at him. lols. captain was talking about going to watch the seeded match... girls. haha!! we chatted with coach and made fun of the guys again. ck and rc are super funny.

went back to get our bowling balls. then went to find cabs to get back to school. and why were we going back to school? because we are pure muggers!! haha!! ys, ck and rc went back for a captain's ball match. but i went back for my hmk. i'm 100% mugger. yeah! haha. so ys, jess and i took a cab back to school... while th, ck and rc took another. we got the nice cab... but it cost us $13.10 all the way back to bkt timah. we were all still a bit high that time. went to find my classmates to get my hmk. chased ghis for it. rc came over to ask whether ghis collected a copy of hmk for him...but she didnt. obviously. haha. poor rc. went over to talk to some of them again. because my classmates werent high and i was. so went to high with the other bowlers. haha.

followed yiling, fel and anne marie to the photocopy shop. sat there and stoned because i was freaking tired. stayed with them till their pe lesson and went off because i didnt wanna stay back till 3.40pm. lols. met jess and rc at the grandstand. ys and ck were playing captain's ball. and i went home! haha.

cldnt copy much of what they did ytd. was having a migrain. gosh. how come they do so much when i'm not ard? lols. wonder why there's no trng today. cant go for tmr's. have church. next week is SISC (also pronounced as 'sick') week. for all sick people. haha. no lessons the whole week!! have to go back for gp on thursday but thursday is the last day of competition. so i wont be going back to school at all next week! yeah man! haha.

after that is NAG, then study for common test. gosh. this is my life.~

jess and i... after doubles

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

YeS!!!!!!!!!! finally i'm able to blog properly.

Well, monday was a normal day... went home panicking about tuesday's competition. So... how was singles on tuesday? well, oiling was long. so cldnt hook much. lane conditions were bad. adjusting made everything go haywire. i played with felicia. cldnt pick up my spares. and i think i striked more than i spared. lols. the mi girls were friendly. we were cheering one another on. then we changed lane after two games. played with mi guys this time. they played straight balls... which worked perfectly under the lane conditions. still cldnt pick up my spares. ys and jess' team took the longest. oops. and coach found out that ys can bowl well when it's all quiet. i must thank jinnie and si en for cheering us on throughout the competition that day, cuz they were screaming for us to 'pick it up!!' and screamed when we striked. think they'll have sore throat soon. found out that the guys werent doing well either. ck's last game was good tho. 160+.

after competition, we left and went home. was freaking tired by the time i went home. today was investiture for student council. quite sad to see them step down. didnt get to attend it. anyway, after that was payment for enrichment week. we were in the hall...which was damn stuffy and hot. and in chaos. we were looking for activities to join for enrichment week...since we didnt get whatever we wanted. ended up with 21 hours when i only needed 15hours. going for ropes course (altho nothing can beat ATF!!), in-line skating, bodycombat, music exposure...blahs. after that, we changed into our aqua tee (which was forced upon us to buy it) and went for sports day. was sitting there and stoning and waiting for the thing to start.

raf called. sorry that i cldnt meet you all today. i miss you all!! but i usually have trng on wednesdays. esp when it's A division week. gosh. it's been over a month since i've seen them. really miss their crap and laughter. but all laughter's not lost. went for trng and everyone on the bus was discussing about ytd's comp. including how pretty or not pretty the girls were. bleahs. we were teasing the guys abt it. crap. then trng. bowled with jess, who happens to be my doubles partner. and with th and rc. we were on fire the 1st game. i cld spare!! yays! score was 146... so much better than competition average (which i will not reveal here). we were all mad and going crazy. then the 2nd game... gosh. ck had to come over and disturb us! he made all of us laugh... and resulted in all of us doing badly. even worse than competition day. lols! we were all laughing like mad and blaming ck for it.

went to put our bowling balls in coach's car. then ran for the shuttle bus. and abandoned ck. poor ck!! actually we were laughing at him. and rc was nonchalant abt it. lols! we were still laughing on the bus about abandoning ck. and was suaning rc again. it continued into the mrt. super lame. how come i have super lame and crap team mates? but super good for making people relax during competition.

well, good luck to me and my team mates for friday's doubles!! ~

Sunday, May 13, 2007

ERRR, HI?

THIS KERMIT THE FROG REPORTING LIVE FROM SESAME STREET.

TODAY, GOH LEAN MAY COULDN'T GET INTO BLOGGER'S POSTING PAGE, RESULTING IN FAILURE IN ABILITY TO POST.

THAT'S ALL FROM ME, AND AGAIN. THIS IS KERMIT THE FROG, LIVE FROM SESAME STREET.

That was rafael in case you want to know. apparently, i'm having problems getting into my posting page ONLY. and i think it's something to do with my internet. damn it. what did i do?

anyway, have been busy this week. not with hmk... but with cca. monday, as i've already mentioned... was a holiday. had trng on tuesday again. we were down at safra. the lanes were super dry and the oiling was short. it was a traumatic experience. every ball that we sent out hooked like nobody's business. what could have been a good spare all turned into misses. scores hovered around 100. coach kept hinting to us to use our spare balls...so after a long time... jessica finally did. haha.

had official trng on wed and went for team dinner at pasta mania after that. so basically the girls couldnt finish their food and passed it all to the guys, who wiped it out in less than 3 mins. melanie came. thu... had to run my 2.4 again. and the results were worse than my last 2 tries. gosh. i am such a failure. i've never failed a test 3 times before. only 2.4. i hate it. anyway...was freaking tired when i went for trng that night. cldnt pick up all the spares. ah. whatever. mom sponsored my cab fare.

had no trng on friday. because we had to study SPA. anyway, friday was a half day! gosh. we've already have 3 half days this year. well... so we just went home to study SPA. saturday was the real assessment. and i'm not supposed to say anything about it. went to marina south after that to supposedly polish ball. but mine didnt need it. gosh. the memories of trng at victor's last year. bowling on wooden lanes were quite different. had to take time to get used to it again. was pretty weird. we all were damn sian. so we left early. the memories of kite flying, and steamboat. man...i miss the past. attempted to take a pic of the ferris wheel but was blocked by trees.

anyway...today is mother's day. went for a meal near clarke quay and shopped at the new mall there. so big!! but i have to say... i cant live without my mom. and i dont know if i'll have the qualities she has when i become a mother next time. it's really unconditional love. and i appreciate it! =)

off to sleep now. it's monday tomorrow and tuesday is A div. ARGH! I'M SCARED!!!~

Monday, May 07, 2007

yAy!!!! finally one full day of no lessons, no school. haD trng at safra in the morning. dies. people were a bit high, and others were getting high games. ah. whatever. went for lunch and laughed a lot. wanted to watch spiderman 3 but didnt in the end. funny sipdey meal. lols.~

the girls...

the guys...
nj bowling team 07

Sunday, May 06, 2007

Lots of things happened this week. First, i fell very sick on monday. Fever, sore throat, runny nose. My temperature wouldnt come down from 38 the whole day. So obviously i stayed home and slept on the sofa. I was so sick that i couldnt even think of anything and didnt even feel like watching tv. My head was pounding. Luckily tuesday was a holiday, so i stayed home and slept again. Was much better at night. Could get up and worry about hmk. lols. Thanks to my classmates for the care and concern when i was sick. for the msges... and the frequent asking of whether i was okay even a few days after i was back in school. really touched. =)

Went back to school on wednesday to find a whole load of hmk staring into my face. One good thing about being sick is that i can pon all the stupid stuff like caal. wHeEe.. didnt go for trng. because i wasnt well enough. would probably have dropped the ball on my feet if i did. Nothing much on thur except that i got away from doing my 2.4 again. Friday.. we were laughing till we cried at math. because we were crapping about our future jobs with ms chua. yiling was so angry with the fact that we had to stay in school for 2 extra periods just to wait for pe, mark attendance then go home. managed to convince mr menon that i was sick and he was teasing me abt my running nose. went for trng at night WITHOUT my precious ball and shoes. because it was with coach and he wasnt coming. had to use my spare ball, and rent shoes... so the highest game i got was only 124. and competition is next week!! argh!! panic panic.

ytd was nj college day. 12 people in S15 are supposed to 'represent' us as the audience for the performance. so we balloted. 5 people didnt need to go. and i was one of them!!! heard frm sam that the reactions of the other four were pretty hilarious. and heard from yiling that the whole thing was boring. lols. poor thing.

anyway, the number of freaking articles i've found so far is enough to let me read for a whole day. damn it. stupid articles. i hate international trade!! stupid topic. need to get back to it now.

oh. tomorrow is a holiday!! for njcians only. spiderman 3!!!~