yo! happy june holidays!

i'm starting to like "under my skin" more and more. muahaha. W.

anyway. drills today. erm. zhenying ma'am. cldnt do rifle cuz we were in half u...erM. ya. 1st did sizing. hellO? sldnt have said that i knew sizing. haha. in the end had to come out and command. and teach the sec2s! the command is so long!! learn what!! haha. i think they cld only remember yang tinggi and dari kenan. oh well. ha.

Zhenying ma'am: "aiyah. 4get it. ask them join sqd...then they will become smart liao"

haha!! wow. so true. i think they follow better than what they are taught. haha. yep.

moved to track. cuz of o's. did a lot a lot a lot of marching. *arm drops* 3 commands we had to master...memberi ke hadapan and kekanan, tuka. ok la. except 4 tuka. haha. a bit confused. anyway...was asked to command alone..whoever wanted to la. yeah. i did it. thank god!! so scary! and kept switching timer. tired sia. and was really wet. join sqd the whole day. sec2s were...erm. a bit of a disaster? haha.

anyway...discussed 4 sec4 farewell after that. -i shant say anything more abt this-

went to heartland to eat with grace, turaiya, jaime, sharon, weiling, vanesssa. went to the whatever u call it!! the cool place la!. haha. they sld put a name 4 it. took neoprints with them...(the pics are uploaded to my yahoo photos.) then took with weiwen, cheryl, suying and jaime. make us wait so long!! met min wei!! sharon and i wanted to take with her!!! aHhHh!! so sad! nv take. anyway. take ler...didnt walk walk cuz the others did when we were taking neoprints. i cld stay hrs in there.

on the way back frm the mrt station...met beishan. oOo. havoc time 4 them. haha. oh yeah. met sharon (tay) at heartland too. haha. both so chio. *jealous*

a math tmr. sigh. external CIs coming tmr. dunno who. lAaA.~

today.
went 4 CIP in the morning. erM. CIP on a sunday? yeah. church!! cries. you think ppl's church got 2 service ah? ppl church small only 1 service la!! i missed it. sigh.

well...went with ting, theresa and shazana as a grp to collect newspaper at blk 132, 133, 134 and 165. there were a few dogs here and there in the houses...xiaoting and shazana ran far far. then this dog jumped on me and theresa. haha. hyper. we were under mrs koh MC...along with tiff, weiling, mishalini, meihui's grp. woAh. haha. did quite fast la.

went over help dunno who's grp. 167. in the end we came back the latest. mr tang said we collected abt $400. cool man.

after that went to heartland with jaime and xiaoting to view the new extension.

IT ROX!!!!

it really does. IT'S SO BIG. 2ND HEEREN CAN. HAS EVERYTHING. NO ONE WILL EVER COMPLAIN HEARTLAND IS BORING AGAIN! they sld have built this earlier!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's really big big big. and filled with shops of our kind. hEE. 2nd floor is nice. 3rd floor not much yet. but it really rox!! i wouldnt have left so early if not for jaime having to go home. so i'm at home now blasting "under my skin". but. it's not as nice as her 1st album. but it's more like my bro's music...kinda metallic. ha. those guitar thingies. much more than her 1st album. not a lot of slow songs. mostly fast.~

29 may 2004

Shooting competition.

met at heartland. waited damn long. 2 hrs? frm detail 45 to our detail 71 & 72. waited outside. toilet was really really really small...the cubicle was bigger than the outside. anyway. shooting. fig 2...i think everyone did badly...15m, 15sec, 6 rounds...so fast!! so scary! i was shaking. NRA..i think quite ok la. haha. just shoot lor. we came out laughing!! i guess it wasnt as scary as cc com...well...cuz cc com was really impt. and so stressful. well. yeaH.

took the train with grace frm toapayoh. she went to queenstown i went to redhill. well..for CIP la. anyway. i have internal bleeding on my finger! ah!! W.

CIP.
cool. reached there in time for the last shuttle in mrs tan's car. found out that jasmine and cairong was in the same mrt as me and grace. haha.

went there...played a few games...then netball...very fun. but only had half the court. so small! well...mrs tan left early...she had a wedding dinner to attend.

after that we went to Ps. wanted to avoid hEr. haha. but she left la. anyway. went to foodcourt to eat. good. healthy. ha. ate yong tau foo with celene. was so hungry. nice la. but i think the uncle cheat us. the man ordered 3 bowls...$6! we leh...one bowl $4.

went to take neoprint. saw pearly that grp...se ying and jasmine went into take neoprint with them. on purpose!! they suddenly popped in went the camera was taking e pic. wonder whether they were angry. haha.

went home. late late liao.~

WhAtEveR. my nose is drying up today. decomposing. i feel so fat

np today. today feels saturday-ish. started with foot drills...learnt advanced dril...erm. something receive article. then on to rifle drills...haha. didnt get blue-black but that area is pain. erm. mr yeo came to teach us. made us damn confused. why? cuz he like then teach frm this command back to rusok. he dun like then teach frm that command to turong. hello?! *mixed up* too much to handle 4 a sec3 cadet. esp those who havent learnt b4. anyway..learnt 2 new ones...what julang and karri? kare? don't know. hA.

my legs cldnt move after that. had to sit 4 a while. then went to mac to eat lunchie. i'm fat. went with gracie, xiaoting, van, jaime and turaiya. talk talk talk...abt criminals!! ha. met tiff there.

went home. didnt go 4 violin. grace went. so sick liao still go!! i...you can say i lazy la. but i was sick too ok! i have the urge to say this word again. wHatevER.~

nose blow finish ler.

now nose blocked.

blowed all the way to PA. instructor was damn funny. hahaha. he said tiffany winked at him!! hahahaha!! erM. no mood to write. i cant breathe!!

oh wait. sigh. fantasia won? i wan dianA! haha. last yr wanted clay aiken..this yr wanted diana...but. all get 2nd!~

My nose is raining!!!!!!!!! HELP!!! Someone give me an umbrella!!

i've been blowing the whole day.~

tireD. lessons after exams. hMM. erM...went violin after school. 1st went to mac...met xiaoting, jaime and diy. hA

then went 4 violin with mindy and grace...we were 15mins late? hA. anyway...play play..the what viva vivaldi was nice..easy what!! hA. classic bits and pieces ok la. cannon...all zao sia!! hEE. erM. yeA. went back with grAce, mindy, wan zhen and josephine. while walking...went into the art museum. cool man. it had this "bugis rooftop" kinda thing. very high very nice. wanted to go in to see the artworks but cldnt. afterall...we looked so artistic carrying violin! hA. then saw artistic postcards...woaH. took a lot. hEE. then went in to another art room...woaH so nice. koped some more postcards...hEE. really nice. i think i'm gonna deco my board with it.

really sleepy right now..fri rifle drills i think. excited! i love hormat! anyway. i cant play 4 musical! cuz of atc!! *cries* i wanna play!! it's once in a lifetime and i dun get to be involved in it? turaiya quit becuz of atc! and mrs tan was realy really really really really angry. OoOo. she really talks a lot abt commitment. sigh.~

Don't tell me

You held my hand and walked me home I know
While you gave me that kiss it was something like this it made me go ooh ohh
You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears, why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love cause your so hard to trust
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that?
Your the one who gives it all away

Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that I was somethin I was gonna do?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way

Don't think that your charmin the fact that your arm is now around my neck
I got you in my pants I'll have to kick your ass and make you never forget
I'm gonna ask you to stop, thought I liked you a lot, but I'm really upset
Get out of my head get off of my bed yeah thats what I said
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that, your the one who, throws it all away

Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that I was somethin I was gonna do?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way

This guilt trip that you put me on won't, mess me up but your no wrong
Any thoughts of you and me have gone away

Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that I was somethin I was gonna do?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way

Better off that way
I'm better off alone anyway

wOah. ytd today come home ard the same time. no time to do a math. haha. just came back frm "CIP". actually there was none. here goes my story...

we met at 4...went to outram park to wait 4 serena...so long. meanwhile...we were playing with the machine at the station. then went to red hill mrt...i think we were the last? hehe. mrs tan drove us to mac. had to go 3 times. haha. 5 of us ran to her car. didnt wanna sit in front. heE. mrs tan said we were uncivilised.

went there...wait wait. but didnt go in the end. cuz they were not ard. what go ndp...dunno where. so yeah. sigh. haha. dont know whether i can make it. Lord, please make the com (our turn) end b4 5 next week, amen. yA. will prob. take a cab down or sumth.

went to ps...again!! i keep going. went ytd. haha. went with sharon, xin yi, pearly, janice, felicia, yun qian, serena. took neoprint. in the end each get 2 only. haha. went walk walk all the way up to the 6 level. then took lift down. on the way down...took photo with xin yi's digi cam. damn funny!! cuz she took it facing the mirror. ha.

took some more pics. then went in to this store...next to the neprints...erm. and suddenly sharon said wanna buy lollipops..so everyone started choosing lolli pops. then we saw that one cost 50 cents...so we started putting back a few. haha. so ex! started eating one...went back to the mrt station. took a lot of photos with our lollipops. in the mrt oso!! took our shoes too. then we put our lollipops in the right and left of our mouths. damn funny. yea.

janice, me, xinyi and sharon alighted at serangoon. yun qian and serena went to kovan. pearly and felicia left earlier. went home with xinyi and i only reached home 15mins ago! haha.

time to wash face!!~

wAhAhA. i'm not supposed to be at home now. weLL...yEa.

yi da qing zao went to school just to sign mark sheet. there was a prob with the physics marks..count wrongly. had to find mr low. ok lar. i think my chinese marks are wrong? dunno. but i needed to change...so no chance. anyway.

bus brought us to toa payoh. lala. *xiaoting just called. muahha. they just finished their giving out of flyers. poor thing!! i've been at home 4 1 hr+!* yeah. stay there...waited. and..mrs koh told us have to wait another 3-4 hrs!! waH!! can travel to KL liao!! yea. so we went back to school. ha. i dont know what's gonna happen to our comp.

me, grace and huihua went to KFc to eat. nicole they all were there...oOooO. ha. walk walk. digest food then went home cuz huihua wanted to go home...only left grace and i so i decided to go home. met wenxin at the mrt station. was talking abt someone la. someone who looks down on people. i shant elaborate.

hA. erM. ytd came back at 8.45. a math...ms lau released us at 4!! mindy and i went later. played cannon...so zao sia!! then went to eat at mac. hMm. stupid. i used my ezlink. then i think there was some error or what. so they minus more $$. then i told them..they were like..erGh. they said they'll call today. but i'll be out later. going 4 CIP.

we laughed. as usual. crazy joanna. then me, grace, joanna, mindy, vivian and melinda went ps..walk walk. wan zhen so scary!! dunno what happened lar. well..haha. went home. rushed to polish boots and badges 4 today.

well...hope CIP will be fun!!~

computer's mad. msn made it mad. checking of papers...was ok la.

maths...erM. a bit disappointed. miss by one mark to get a1!!piang.
a math: so surprised!! aHh. cant believe it. muahaha.
Chem: k lar. stupid. no half mark.
Chinese..: liddat liddat. still the same grades. ha. anyway. whoever marked the paper stole 18 marks away frm me!! 18!!!!!!!!!! hello?!?! she didnt count in the compre marks or what.
Geog..: hAhA. i dun really care. geog's not my thing.

tmr checking the rest. well...i can say that the Lord has really helped me. really. esp a math. i believe that without his help i will not be able to get that high 4 a math.

weLL...sign lang again today. but. i was having a psychological headache today. hello?! everything's clashinG!!!!!!!!!!!!

1. violin and a math. tmr. havent solved that yet. gonna ask ms lau with mindy.
2. CIP and shooting comp. 29 may! but i've changed CIP to this sat. which is gonna be pack cuz i have violin till 3.30.
3. A math/D math and kayaking. piang!! no!! they better not put it on the 3rd week. i hope to go on 2nd week. tho it's not compulsory...i still wanna go and understand!!

i think sharon's in the same boat. clashing with her overseas trip, mentoring course and kayaking! no!! we just lost 3 people 4 kayaking. die. nobody back out or else! i want my 1 star! i wanna sit in those "chilli" one man kayak!~

laA!! ERm...morning jog. i was just abt to die. huihua run so fast. and erM. i wanted to shit!! really at my butt. do jumping jack. wanna shit somemore. hA. i'm gonna die. how am i supposed to keep up with this 4 the next 2 months? hAa

so sad! inter-class games cancelled. aHhH!!! it was raining. wah piang. heavy. ok. then we went back to play uH. uno, contact and murderer. murderer was fun. i got it twice. erM. ha. i dun dare to kill!! went down 4 recess. candy floss and ice-cream. oOo. anyway.

12th night screening. waH!!!!!! so nice! i wanna watch again!! but. too long. and very draggy. but still damn nice! there were horny parts...erM. ha. and nice parts. everyone was going..."wOaH.." so funny!! all the characters look really old. feste...malvolio...fabian...maria. ha. viola not chio one. well anyway. it was really good la.

stayed back 4 sign language course...erm. ok la. hand a bit suan. cld catch most of the things that were siad using sign lang. haha.

sigh. brother scolding. computer stuff? i didnt say anything. he just started blowing at me. oh well...pms? not good mood? who cares? shall just listen to him shout. shant say anything. see whether that pisses him or not. hA!~

yo bloggie!! eRm whOO. a math. 1hr 10min. and 1hr 15 min after school. my brain's not absorbing. graphs. graphs. lAaA.

anYwaY. yea. after lesson went to eat opp with jasmine and ruoyi. poor ruoyi...have to dance dance dance. la. while we play play play!! was playing mainly contact today. damn funny. lAaA.

i still hate running. put a gun to my head...maybe i'll consider. ha.
nah. well...yea. i still hafta run. but. -wHatevER- like i care. run then run la. help me keep fit!! and i didnt say i didnt wanna run. i just said i hate running. which i still do. and i know many wld support my stand.

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gRrR. stupid internet. keep disconnecting me.

well...i'll summarize what i typed. i'll nv go to parkway parade again. it's crowded! and nv drive there on the opposite side of the road and try to turn. it'll nv happen.

my fishy ban jia liao!! hahaha. oops. erM.yeA. a friend gave the whole aquarium. just moved them into the big one. their a bit dazed...trying to get outta the tank. but i think it's a bit out of proportion. my previous tank....the fish too big to live in it. now this, it's too small to live in it! hA! oh. i sEE it got used to the filter. it didnt dare to go back. it just stayed in front.

weLL...after dinner ytd. went to buy the sponge 4 the fish...saw these parrot fishes...so big! so fat! and i mean really big and fat! i dun wan my fish to grow so big!! *cries* well anyway...it was a fish cum pet shop. so we went over to see the puppies. so cute! saw my neighbour's dog breed. saw sparky!! jack russel. so hyper. so cute! i feel like buying them. $750...uh huh. and there was a golden retriever. aWwW. so sweet. hAhA.~

ok. i got too caught up playing gunbound ytd. that i 4got the time and 4got to blog. awW.

we finished paper ard 8.50. in conclusion, the only paper i dont have complains abt is chem paper! yes. came home...sleep...go online. boring morning i would say.

went out after lunch to cut my hair. and i dont wanna talk abt it. i'm heartbroken. my fringe!!! just cuz i didnt tell her not to cut...she cut until so shorT! *cries loudly* nvm. after that went to mac to find cherina and her fren. they were looking 4 a job. yA. they cldnt cuz their timings didnt suit mac. what the! i cant say anything else lar. ltr mac sue me 4 slander. i have to pay them a million dollars.

but cool...mos was gr8. erM. min 4 hrs per week. free meals. muAhAhA. and cant remember. cool man. but mos is ex. so shld get higher pay. *grinz* dunno whether they got it anot. the girl said the manager will call them.

after that...well..practically went round the whole toa payoh all the way to serangoon and then to kovan. wu liao. hA. met xiaoting. went to Ps. cldnt find a pressie 4 my mom!! aHhH. anyway.

Me: eH xt...ur frens. *pointing upwards*
-She didnt hear me. Saw her friends a lil while later.-
aFter a wHile...
Xiaoting: heY. ur frens...
mE: wheRe? *looks around*
-saw ruoyi and serene-
Xiaoting: eh...i saw vanassa ma'am.
Me: hUh? where? *looks ard again.*
Xiaoting: hEy. i saw ur another fren...
Me: wHere? *looks behind the pillar* OrH!
-saw joanna-

i think Ps is becoming like heeren, j8, heartland and far east. all full of pl gals. lAa. xiaoting didnt change outta her uniform. so naughty! hopefully no one saw her. i still wanna go ome early next yr!

took neoprints. which we probably screwed up again. we're always doing that. and my blue shirt became blended with the backgrnd. but it wasnt that bad. the backgrnd was blue too. walk walk ard. nth to buy. went back ard 5.30pm.

HapPy B'dAe mOm!!!~~~

wAhAhAha!! i got ulcer on my tongue! and i havent eaten anything heaty. except 4 today. i didnt eat anything heaty thruout the exam period!! singapore's hot. damn.

now. let's see...i came home b4 9 today? we finished at 8.30! we came to school 4 25 mins to take listening. woaH. cool. poor 3a1. had to take bio paper. oops. hA.

i finish at 8.45 tmr. dont know what to do. dun feel like going out with classmates lei. hA. but. i seriously needa go out and get my mom a gift. it's her b'dae on saT! laalAaLAa. oh well.~

oOo..i think this template is like so cool. so calm...tranquil. which describes the opposite of me.

well anyway...has thou ever seen me online so early before? no! oh yeaH. finished at 9.30 today. poor higher chinese girls. well anyway...if you'd ask me to rate the whole exam upon 100...i'll give it a 60! 5 more marks just for chem. that was the only paper i had the peace of mind can! poor jasmine. she didnt come for 3 days. wonder wat they gonna do with her CA marks? alter it? that's well...good to a certain extent. eRgh. i'm gonna do badly this time. and if o's would to come out like that. i can 4get abt going to jc? yeA. what the. must be all those teachers come together and set difficult. haha. jj.

anyway...i still love the school. i like...finish at 8.45 on fri? then can go out! yAY! well...if not for the 45 mins. i'll have no school at all. problem is. either you go home and change or bring clothes to school. going home? too troublesome. bring clothes? heavy. plus the shoes! hA. i'm complaining even tho' they give us off. i'm mean!! i'm bad!! *cries* hA. i'm just crappy.~

i think i'm slow. but. woAH. cool blogeR. haha. LaLAAlA. exams are almost over. thank god. but i think i'm gonna do damn badly this time. deaD.~

bloggiE!! u miss me?!?!? must be right.

so i havent been online 4 abt 5 days. i survived.

many things have happened thruout the week. and exams have finally started. been going crazy studying 4 everything. well...dont talk abt math. i totally screwed it up. like. what's wrong with the setter! hello?!? set liddat think 2.5hr can do finish ah! dies. i'm gonna get. B! i cant get B! no way! ok. now i shall concentrate on a math. and make sure i get at least 60+! i'm so dead. ok. i dont know what to write ler.~

wont be online until at least next sat. i'm gonna be studying like...i dunno what. yes. wish me luck. haha.~

just came back from dinner. serangoon gardens. chomp chomp open liao!! but. wah. so pack. as usual. so. yA. didnt go there. still as stuffy, hot. haha. sld make it open air.~

i've been studying the whole day. since 10.30am. so faR...
done chem 10-yr series
graphs 4 a math
act two scenes 1 and 2 twelfth night
chpt 7 variations math.

i'm dieing. study skills wkshop last yr say do only max 2 subj a day. LaA. u expect me to study a math 4 half a day?!? no way! my brain will slowly die away.

singapore is getting hotter. my hair is getting longer. no time to cut. wondering whether to tie. but i look like..erM. hA.~