meT felix today!! arGH! i always have so little time to catch up with her! and she was doing gp and physics in the train. power. how come she isnt late? i wonder. anyway... hh's face was damn black... cuz she was tired. hey i was tired too!! stayed up to watch lost 2... WHICH WAS DAMN NICE. lost is so nice!! and yet so few watched it.

we went into school... thE crest was vandalised!! thE red part had "hbk" on it.. and the lion... oh man!! wonder who did it? and how they did it? then ShE started talking abt females not supposed to be at the bus stop alone at night.. what's up man? someone got harrassed?

wont type the other happenings. shall just go on to cheerleading. turned up having quite a number of guys. did stunts... i was the supporter...since i wasnt the flier. zhi wei's damn strong. he cld lift the girl up everytime. joseph... cmi. so thin. so light. had a hard time supporting the girls. anW... attempted the human pyramid 3 times. all unsuccessful but almost there!! then table top.. was successful both times. the top flier was this small girl... whom the teacher called "cutie". haha. we attempted the toss. jess was one of the fliers... with joseph supporting... she kept screaming. the toss for the 1st grp was damn good. the 3rd.. when they tossed her.. ARGH. they let go!! WHY DID THEY LET GO? she hit her head on the ground la!! ARGH. i freaked out!! hope she's alright!!

we went to meet tai tai at clementi. to bowl. my highest score was 73!! yaY! subsequent bowls were lousy cuz i had no strength. took a bus back with tai tai.. she went back to sc. was talking to her abt so many other things. then we started saying "yo what's up??!!" so many times la. wE weRe laughing like mad.

pool tmr? i want!!~

i slept for more than 2 hrs today in the afternoon. now.. when do i ever do that? something's wrong with me. it's raining and i'm rotting.

xiaoting's my official secretary. poor thing. it must be hard on her being secretary for 2 ppl. well.. she's my secretary at least until 15april. punggol park!! hAHA!! it's a nice change anyway. excited!! hope the rest can come!!

to xiaoting--->> no 17 evil plans!! NO WAY!!~

dancE prac for easteR. i reached late. somehow i have this thing for being late today. anywaY... waited then we started on the chorus part again. cuz we cldnt coordinate. lol. thEn started with the front part... which was the moving in... oh!! thE 2 leads are the only 2 guys!! damn funny!!! ok.. then we were practising the frog style motion... which nat... hyper as she always is... started marching.. damn funny. then she started doing the actions with it.. jk was playing with the no eating sign.. so jeanette said he was on a diet. thEn we restEd... which some people.. were going crazy again. jeanette was talking abt mr low... theN she told me that the sch mag was out!! i want!! jeanette was telling me abt my face in the bintan trip thing... oh man!!!!!!! hAhA.

then grace had to go for meeting.. so jeanette took over... made us dance the chorus. then we sat down to talk again. everyone was damn cartoon.. laughed like mad. then we wanted to switch off the lights and lock the door so trick grace... we were switching off the lights when she came in!! haha.. after we finished we went home. duh. they have school tmr. i DON'T. hAHA!!

anW...met my jie jie at the bus stop while waiting for 105. was wondering who that girl in front of me was. turned out to be my sis. rathER lame. shE didnt see me either. so i took a bus home with her.

i realised i'm rather sane today. no wacky stuff. no crazy matters. i can be boring on one of my sane days. i havent really been sane this week. that's what u get when u mix ard with people like sa2. maybe being not screw lose for a day wld help me. i'm not making sense.

i realised i blogged 3 times today! aint that cool?!~

thought i should blog abt yesterday's e-bazaar. since today was a total bore.

weNt to lt 2 for briefing. we were grped into 3 grps. ms ruby ng was so sui bian. hAhA. thEn we split... our grp when to do the treasure hunt first. weRE given 5 clues to solve and find. ouR grp of 5 (consisting of all 2nd intakers) managed to find 3 of the clues at one area after many minutes of searching the whole school compound!! found the linden block clue, the p9 lamp post, and the fire hydrant all behind linden block. we wenT back to find the teacher for the clue for the instruments being "imprisoned". turned out to be guitars being locked in the TC block. the last one (zero to 40 in less than 1 sec) made us walk all the way to the pe room weighing scale to find. we haD a break after that.

thEn we wenT on to the gc art thing. which i kept screwing up. joseph waS suaning me throughout. whaTevEr. anywaY... then we played the scrabble no. game. erm... and some others... rather boring. haha. then we had lunch... which we watched some of my classmates play bball. sat at the linkway to play some game. had to build a structure made of newspaper, straws and 1m of masking tape to hold at least 3 eggs at not less than 50cm. we madE it within half an hour. holding 5 eggs and at 50cm. we sat down and talked crap. joseph sucks. he kept suaning me. some funny. some...not so. i was tolerating it.

then we tested out the eggs. the winning grp cld hold ard 15 eggs and was standing on a very delicate and tall tower!! damN cooL. then wE cleared up and dismissed!! yaY! we (meaning jess and i) wenT down to meet tai tai and darrick. (i sld stop going down there.) met gx and jia jun!! argH!! i misS thEm so much!! took a bus to holland v. to eat at the hawker centre. darrick started teasing me because i kept "tasting" jess' barley...which she didnt like at all. so after i drank abt a lot of it...i said..."it's ok wad..." thEn darrick started teasing!! haHA! was damn funny!! he said i had thick taste buds. lol.

poor tai tai. i miss her so much. yet she's being stalked. whatever you call it. argH!! i miss her!! i miss those i don't see everyday. which is almost everyone. ok lar...jess--->i miss you too. cuz we're different class!!

havE easter prac later. gonna have to go down early. but no school tmr!!!!!!!!!!!! yeaH!~

*I will trust him at all times.`+//

I will trusT him. He will help me through. I will trust Him like i always did. He helped me through my O's. He will help me through this phase. My shield, strength, portion, deliverer, shelter, strong tower. He will deliver me through.

*My very present help in times of need`+//

(It's mid week. It's Wednesday morning. It's a school day. It's now 9.45am. Why am I not in school?!?! hA!! I wouldnt need to go if not for the university talks.)~

today started with no assembly. aint that good or what? hAhA. met jess and we went up to lt5 for one of the compulsory talks. "The importance of being kaypoh" by wild rice. they were good!! really good!! they were humorous. made us laugh like crazy!! so after that wE went down to eaT... yong tau fu. before proceeding to the library to meet joseph who was there MUGGING earlier.

startED doing econs essay outlines. was frequently distracted by everything. kept talking to the 2 of them. then jess cldnt find her wallet... found it in the end. what a scare. so continued... thEn hh came. dunno why...but we started talking abt...stuff. weLL... we talked till joseph (who was wols) knew what we were talking abt!! oops. we started laughing at quite a lot of things... cuz the actions were damn funny!! hh waS reading some magazine... oOoOo...mugger. haha. continued to "do" hmk. then metals.. theY werE waiting for me.

sO after we left the library.. we went down to eat again. ate speghetti. it was good!! theN mY classmates started coming down from dunno where... stanley ate with us and we were talking abt css people... he was damn funny laR! kept saying wah lauuuuuuu... thE way he described certain people.. maDe uS laugh like crap!! daMn pervertic too!! hAhA. theN jess wanted to find out who wen yi was...who happened to be in my class... stanley started saying that jess liked wen yi... daMn funny! maDE his confidence so high!! jess was disgusted. haha. the girls weRE curious to find out the truth.. which made wen yi "sad". haha.

thEn jess and i went up to bitez.. to... slack. joseph disappeared with zhi wei. went back to lt5 for the history of mtv thing. IT WAS COOL!! we watched 87 mtvs in all. from the 70s to present. jess and i started singing every song that we knew... and i was disturbing joseph thruout the entire thing. theN jess went crazy when some of the videos were played... hAhA. esp the britney spears one. hAhA. iT waS good lar. to see how mtv changed frm retro to today's modern music. cheesy songs to spoofs of the mj video... to disgusting ones. hA. tmr's e-bazaar. erM... is that supposed to be fun? hA. for the 8 hrs...

I CANT OPEN MY WEP LECTURES!! argh!! how how!! i'm getting irritated with this computer. my birthday's in a month's time. *hint*~

oh my goodness! darrick so rocks!! thanks darrick for the photoshop edit of the 5 pics we took!! so nice!! ACLHP. 12345678910!! argh!! so nice!! haHA.

anywaY... i spent the whole morning mugging. or rather...doing hmk. so much to do. so stressed. anyway... why do they use the term mug? ain a mug supposed to be something that u drink water from? so people in nj love to drink water? i'm not making sense.

tot i wld be late down for dance prac. i wasnt. waited for jeanette at the bus stop. weNt up to glam rm tgt with grace. the rest were there and 1 air con wasnt working!! so hot!! didnt need warm ups. ha! anW... we started laughing like crazy.. cuz all of them were mad. so many sarcastic remarks... and cuz the steps were damn funny!! ended up laughing more than we practised. had to perfect the chorus. gracE was hinting to jeanette and her bro abt being the lead dancers. had to look into the formation and stuff...so she assumed both of them to be the leads. haha! natalie was damn high... dunno why. kept laughing.

theN some of us went to united sq to eat toast and drink tea. ended up sitting there for more than 1 hr. natalie was talking crap a lot. no link... made us laugh like mad. hAhA. so much crap that i dunno how to blog it down. followed grace to buy her dinner. then took a cab home with her.

came home to do more hmk. erGH.

basically... i look fwD to after school and the weekends nowadays.~

leT's talk abt ytD 1st. met jess after school. she got too excited. took a bus which took damn long to come... down to ac. i didnt dare to go in la!! so throw face. well... anyway... we did. went to meet sa2... gosh. miss them so much!! talked to them...then me, tai tai, jess went to find mr soh. so we had a sa2 reunion kinda thing!!! we talked abt everything la. even what mr soh didnt know... so now he does. haa. oh... mr soh was biting his straw!! like a small kid!! damN funny!! then ec was bullying tai tai. hEhE. talked till abt 6 something. saW andrew "mugging". we were pretending to spy on him...then ec cam behind and poured water onto our backs!! arGH!! tai tai's back was damn wet. poor thing.

ok...today... the phy lecturer was damn funny!! anW...afteR...well. i dun wanna talk abt it la. anW... took a bus down to beauty world. joseph was suaning me...but he didnt even go lar. mugger. ha. got there as soon as i cld. to find almost the whole class there!! people who went: gx, me, jess, tai tai, jeslyne, andrew, darrick, ken, darryl, kat, kah joon, erwin, wei joe, tommy, mag. tommy looked so sji!! mag came in her home clothes. thE guys there were talking abt tommy. we were making havoc. damn crazY. then i started taking photos with darrick!! daMn act cute!! we were doing the jap 12345678910. argH! i miSS darrick's crazineSS!! we were talking and laughing. i can finally let my hair down. be myself. i miss sa2. i miss mr soh.

anyway.. took a bus home with andrew. was walking to a damn ulu bus stop. he was suaning me lar. ergH. waS talking to him abt thingS.... in the bus. he was damn blur. erGh. anyWaY... stopped at some bus stop. omg! i met my parents there lar!! hAhA. was trying to look out for sji... still cldnt find it. oops. i'm sorry. haha.

need to mug later. mug.mug. type some more tmr!!~

I AM GOING CRAZY. tutorials are up to my neck. all dunno how to do. cuz i havent learnt.

i miss sa2. joseph is a pig. i miss tai tai a lot. i miss the fun.

going to go thru another fun fair again. but i think. nothing can beat fun-o-rama XVIII.

God, help me thru this phase.~

bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored.

Jessica is next to me now----------------->>>>>>>>>
We're in some part of Nj. surfing the net. DO NOT... i repeat... DO NOT ask me about how my 1st day at Nj was. Not to say that it was bad. i just dont have a good opinion of things on the 1st day. Ac 1st day og, then i came to love them. 1sa2 1st day... i prefered my og. Now Nj 1st day... i still love amityville and 1sa2. Make up lessons are at 4.30... that explains the previous paragraph. till 6.10. and i have make up with econs teacher (along with joseph) on weD... my only free day. thanks ah.

bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored.~

does it count as a great improvement? i took 20mins to put it in. and less than 2 mins to take it out. hAhA. was msging jaime the whole of last night and today. scared. hAhA. maybe now i'm more confident. but i realised my astigmatism cmi. my left eye cant see near. haha.

anW... i'm gonna be a walking zombie tmr. waking up at 8 this morning was already enough to kill me. went to church for easter dance practice. was practically blank faced. and stoning. following the steps... and stoning. went opposite to eat. i didnt know what to eat. and was stoning again. hA. prac on tue again. HeEx.

oh...since i was stoning.. i was analysing the different ways people pronounce my name. let's see: people who pronounce it literally include baTcH tHiRtY-tHrEe, and people who read my name out from the list. people who pronounce it correctly are those i tell them, 4a2, a few of my sqdmates. people who pronounce it as my chinese name... gosh. THE WHOLE OF 1SA2. haha!! others include...weLL... ah lean.. which was created by ah ruo. (i miss calling ah ruo). and...FORGET IT. i wont say. those arE thE crazY oneS who love to tease me. people like xt, raf & gang. HaHA. not forgetting yibin sir... who just called me what i havent heard for quite long.

ok. the previous paragraph was kinda zlk. i know. i'm just bored. make uP lessons end late. i think i'm gonna go for all. their notes are so different frm ac. either most are given by the teacher. or they didnt learn. weirD. i look weird in uniform. daMn weird. and only 1 pocket. i cant fit anything into it. i'm fat!! ahA!! i'm most excited to sEE hh iN uniform tmr. yea!!~

2nd last day of freedom. i wasn't supposed to go out today. but IT IS my 2nd last day of freedom. how am i supposed to stay at home and mug? anW... my pro-nj specs look blur. and i cldnt take it. after i bathed... i took the train down to city hall to find my optician. had to wait for her to come. anw... she checked my eyes again.. nth wrong. just that i needed some time to adjust. since the degree is different. and to get my eye working to correct it to a lower degree. and she said its less stressful for reading. and it is true. but where far vision is concerned...blur. ha. she's so nice and helpful. and careful. the best anyone cld have actually.

after thaT i walked thru funan to the other side to clarke quay station. was debating on whether to go to srgn or kovan. maybe i have telepathic sense or something. but i ended up in kovan. say glyninis and gang... then met xt,jaime, raf, cherina & valerie at kfc!! i rock man!! anyway... joined them for lunch. then cherina and valerie went off. we went up to the specs shop. make contacts. ok. WHAT A HORRIBLE EXPERIENCE. i prefer wearing specs. i do i do. anyway... i want to thank jaime and rafael for their encouragement thruout. esp jaime....whom i was damn envious of cuz she did it so easily. damn. i dun dare!! hAhA. raf was making me laugh a lot. ok. so i finally did it!! yay!! thEN removing...not that bad. then after that we went to the arcade to play daytona. eH... having 4 ppl to play was damn difficult. cuz not enough time using the same card. so we played anyway. raf andxt were leading... then xt got knocked off. raf was leading. then xt knocked me. so i became last! hAHa! xt won anyway.

took the train to srgn... raf wanted to fill up his card. there was this 2 girls...who wanted to throw something away... omg. her voice was..... i dunno how to describe it!! buT raF does the imitation damn well. she asked where the nearest dustbin was... which was upstairs. then she asked the person to help him throw. and he said no. and she said "oh. f***" HAHA. anyway... me, raf, mh went to take 105 since mh was going to town. raf was going to his fren's house. spring bloom... since it was just next to my condo. i kept suan-ing him abt being WOLS and wearing leather shoes (since andrew commented on it that day). oh! and his pink shirt. lol. raf wanted to go swimming... so he started suan-ing me. gosh. i wont type it out. ha!!

came home to mug. gosh. how come nj is so fast?? i have many many many make up lessons to attend.~

i rock. i rock. i rock. not because you suck. it's grey. rocks. stones. whatever. meT jeSS @ beauty world centre. gosh. i tell you.. that place is so ulu. the shops are......................... anyWAy... ate mac. again. was having trouble eating up the fries and drink. went to get the blouse. 34. (hh's wearing 36) while walking... saw cleopatra and some of the sec3s... what were they doing at some ulu place like this??!!!??!! hAhA. some project. pl has funny stuff nowadays.

anW... took a bus to nj. thanks to andrew. whose directions were......................... stopped at nj to go look at the classes. jess' in s08. i'm in s15. same as joseph and zhi wei!! happY? at first. then...oh. i'll be seeing him for the next 2 years. -_-'''. was trying to locate the bookshop. called up hh...who was sleeping. she made me look stupid by standing in front of the achievement medals. anyway...it was closed. so we walked out... took a bus to ps. went to carrefour to find red fbt. got attracted to the dvd section which was playing the hp movie. ARGH. they're playing it everywhere. anyway... bought 1. took a train to city hall... adelfi. to collect my "pro-nj" specs. ok. i need lotsa time getting used to this. my right eye degree dropped by 100. now it looks blur. anW... walked to suntec. bk. to meet andrew and jovian. erm.... we met roy and his friends on the way!! arGH!! i was shouting roy! roy! hAhA. so gay. he wanted to follow us to see andrew... but didnt cuz it was too far. sat down at bk. i cldnt resist. had to buy yami yoghurt. hAhA. so nice. so yummy!!

walkEd to carrefour... andrew wanted his shorts or smth. got attracted to the dvd section again. walked here and thEre... ok. then went home. lol. suddenly i'm lazy to type. oh!! on the mrt andrew was showing me his neos... with his female cousins...oh man. you really cant tell which is the guy there. so chio!! and his polo tee looked like a v-neck. oh man!! thEN he startED calling me handsome. wth! i shall officially announce that i shall call him mei nu! or chio bu!! thank god he got down earlier. anyway. walked past the video store at toa payoh again. damn! harry potter movie! arGH!! hAhA.

tmr is mugging day.~

haPPY b'dae rafael SIR & celene!!

i was somehow the earliest at the mrt station. then raf and edwin came. then darren. then jaime and winnie. and we ended up waiting 1 hr for shafik. there was this technical fault with the nel line... but anyway... they kept checking every mrt that passed for him. finally he came! at 1pm! hAhA! wenT to orchard. taka. seoul garden. mh, xt, and ryan were already there. then we had to pay... raf's student card got retained so he had to pay adult!! oh maN. thEn we started eating.. eat eat eat... ryan ate so much. thEn xt went ahead with her 17 "evil" plans on raf. 1st was to approach 5 girls and get their no. oh well.. then we cut the cake... which xt smashed cream on his face. he cldnt find the toilet. then we took away all the forks and spoons and made him eat with a chopstick. his cake was damn big anyway. shafik was making us laugh like crazy. damn funny... so cartoon la!!

theN we walked to cine. on the way...we were making him try to get girl's no. but he was too scared. haha. met andrew and jess. they went to watch a movie. walked with them to heeren. raf and the rest went to play pool 1st. we managed to persuade andrew to take neos with us. the machine was so feminine. anW... all the pics looked damn girly. which made him look gay. and 3 out of 4 neos had the word "gay" on them. jess said no scandalous stuff on them...but we ended up putting things on them anyway.

theN we walked to cine...kpool. went to find xt and the rest. saw ac ppl there. the ppl frm our econs class. was supposed to play with mh, xt, jaime, winnie. but andrew opened a table.. so i went over and played with him. i was disturbing raf thruout the whole game. and he had to fufil the other dares. like going ard and saying "world peace" to 17 ppl. and catwalk! and kiss shafik on the cheek! and sing the homo song to shafik! i dunno what else. anyway.. his catwalk was damn funny. oh ya...back to the game with andrew. he thrashed me. what else? lol. no jiajun to thrash him. was disturbing him too. then jess joined in. andrew hit in the black ball then the white. lol. ok whatever. not one of my best days. haha. theN they had to go off.. but not before bullying andrew!! jess was trying to hold him down while i used the chalk to chalk his nose!! after many minutes of struggling... i finally managed to chalk his nose!! haHA!! blue nose. we went to pay...costs $9.40. i took andrew's ic and ran off with it. hE was carrying jess' bag which made him look damn gay. he came back to dirty my face with chalk.oh! sprayed him with impulse. how can i resist? haHA... then they went off TGT. yep. stayed on with the rest.

raf was being tortured with dares again. poor thing. they played for a while... then ryan was trying to show off by doing angle... jump ball... funny stuff. haha! we went down to take neos. all 9 of us. poor raf. his face was decorated by winnie and xt. with rabbit ears... whiskers... funny things. haha. thEN xt and jaime went to buy famous amos... walked to mrt station. took a grp photo again. we took the 1st at taka. then ryan and i went off to toa payoh. the rest to nel. was disturbing ryan in the train. he followed me up... which wasnt a great idea. cuz he had to walk more. lol.. reached home at abt 8. when i'm supposed to be home at 6.30!!

no idea whether i can go out tmr after buying uniform. hopefully. oh.... i just realised that sharon and i have so much in common where schs are concerned! hahA. we're in the exact same boat. only diff jcs. lol. and she knows rain (michael)!!! hAHA!! this is so cool.~

[More neos on my yahoo photos]

i came home at 12.30am last night. and yet she didnt say anything. weLL anywaY... xt n jaimE came over today. to plaY pool. yaY! we suck. hAha. maybe it's the table!! too used to plaza. anW... xt won the most (as usual). theN i was playing against jaime.. anD all were tyco balls!! i jusT hiT the thinG and thE balls just slowly rolled in! hAhA! daMn funnY. played mostly no. games. waS watching amazing race on the tv. seriously. $20 for an lcd screen tv is not bad.

anyway... after the pool game we went down to find rafael, ryan, elisha, shafik. went to play badminton... which was too windy. they switched to the carpark... the shuttlecock kept getting stuck on all the pipes. shafik and ryan was playing against jaime... made us laugh like mad cuz shafik was damn cartoon. played for quite a long while... raf was mad. elisha was playing with his laptop. xT was keeping the scores for the games.. erM... haha.

thEN we went to heartland... on the bus... ryan was telling stupid lame jokes... omg!! so funny!! went to mac to eat. i think the sg guys were having some hp rally or something. cuz they were sending stuff here and there. and listening to crap. then shafik said...send porn!! damn loudly. gosh.. was damn funny. elisha went to help xt's fren with math... vectors... erM. talk abt a2. he cldnt even count properly!! then i did it for him... and he thought i was wrong!! arGH! hAHA! a2 maths.

we wenT bowling after that. and she kp!!! wTh lA!! ok nvm. i was persuaded by the lady there to play with them. i was so lousy... at least i beat my score of 13 the last time!! i got 18! then i got 53!! hAHA!! thanks jaime & raf for trying to hard to teach me. at least i knew what went wrong now!! thEN raf and shafik were shouting go fish!! so loudly...so throw face la!! hAhA. raF got so many strikes. damn good. but daMn loud. hE caNt just roll the ball...he has to drop it!! loL. thEn thEy weNt to plaY daytona... i had to go home. aWwW. having migrain anyway.

oh. do you know that ryan looks like poner??? but then again... those who know ryan dunno poner. those who know poner dunno ryan. i was trying to take a pic of ryan and send it to poner but ryan refused to pose for me. gave me that retarded face. nvM... i shALL find pics. poor raf. he's gonna sUffEr tmR!!~

firstly i want to clarify that this is damn lame and only people who are damn bored and wu liao do this. so, as i am feeling damn bored and wu liao... i shall do this. thanks andrew. -_-'''

seven random facts about me
1. my name is leanmay
2. i like blue
3. i hate chinese
4. i live in s'pore?
5. i love schnauzers
6. i'm not ah lian
7. i love jap and korean food


seven celebrity crushes
1. daniel radcliffe!
2. joshua ang
3. jay chou!!
4. drew fuller
5. no
6. more
7. already

Seven qualities I want in a potential boyfriend/girlfriend:
1. Tall
2. must make me laugh a lot.
3. sensitive
4. dark (tanned)
5. must be able to communicate with me
6. cool
7. loves me back (duh)

Seven things that scare me:
1. the devil
2. any digusting creatures
3. horror films
4. lizards
5. perverts
6. weird people
7. YOU (lol)


Seven random songs at the moment:
1. Rain Down
2. Beep
3. Pon de replay
4. Black or white
5. Majesty
6. Feng
7. You're Beautiful


Seven things I like the most:
1. God
2. My family
3. God's work
4. Close friends
5. pl, 1sa2
6. baTcH tHiRtY-tHrEE
7. my neighbour's dogs


Seven things I plan to do before I die:
1. be happy
2. finish education
3. get married?
4. visit austria/venice/switz
5. eat all the food from the diff countries
6. kayak ard s'pore
7. clean my fish tank


Seven things I say the most:
1. yo
2. lol
3. what??
4. yar...
5. what the....???
6. huh
7. you suck


Seven people I want to do this too:
1. anyone
2. who
3. is
4. bored/wu liao/lame
5. enough
6. to do
7. this

theRe. done. i rock! =) ~

Sentosa (1SA2)
13 March 2006

let's ffwd to waiting at harbourfront station for more than an hr. people who met us and were me(duh), jess, tai tai, kat, jeslyne, amanda, ee cheong, ponner. went to the hawker centre nearby to eat. oh...i was talking to yq all the way to sentosa... long time no catch up with her. free incoming anyway.

took some bus to siloso beach. how long havent i been to sentosa? let's see... more than 8 years? i cldnt recognise anything. went to look at the prices for the luge. expensive. reminded me of the new zealand trip. settled down and went to play with water bombs...only to get pushed down into the water by the rest. ponner took off his shirt....ooOooO!! me, kat, darrick, ponner and andrew were soaked. were throwing sand at each other.

wenT to get the full day package thing. so that we cld play volley ball..and KAYAK!! we played with the volley ball 1st... which was a damn failure. kinda reminded me of bintan. welL... ec was damn good i must say. theN we gave up and started playing captain's ball. i was mainly rooted to the grd since it was sand. then finally... kayaking!! kay, jeslyne, me, andrew, darrick went. paddled back and forth... such a small area. thanks to andrew & darrick who capsized me. and i had a hard time getting up onto the canoe again. darrick helped "a lot". theN darrick capsized himself... when he got back..he had no paddle... cuz kat took it away...so he cap-ed again. haha. was mainly playing with andrew...and trying to cap him... but. yA. splashed damn a lot of water at him. i miss kayaking!!

went to play in the water a bit again. then helped the guys dig a big "1.8m" hole supposedly to fit ec in. anywaY... andrew was damn good. digging like a dog. i think they buried mag in the end. haha. poor mum. i went to bathe with jeslyne and kat. damn toilet was disgusting. came back with a hungry stomach... joined them in taking pics... b4 sitting down to gobble everything available while the rest went to bathe. was talking to tommy abt rj and stuff... then kat started taking pics with everyone. lol.

took a tram to somewhere...were damn crazy. then a bus back to harbourfront. went to eat at subway. cheap and good!! saw some ac ogl... then talk talk talk... oH... some ate the footlong one... which was damn funny to see them struggling to finish it. took a train back with jess, andrew, jeslyne.

surprisingly i'm not that burnt. yay!!! enjoyed our time tgt ytd. fully. totally loved it. came home not feeling really tired. but good. sa2 all the way!~

i have been going out too much. and am going out too much next week. who cares? it's the last week of freedom. mugging starts as of 20march 2006. make up lessons end so late!!

wenT to j8 to meet gracE today. while waiting... was walking ard j8... aimlessly. haha. went to pasta mania to eaT pasta! duh. anyway... ate the chicken one... heR carbonara was so creamy. eeks. haha. i promised myself nv to eat creamy pasta again after that day at fish & co. theN we talked and talked...abt jc life and stuff.. and sec sch!! daMn funnY... share all the experience frm another point of view in sec school. not as a student. but as a teacher.

theN she had to go to church. and i went to meet xiaoting and rafael SIR. supposed to meet them at 3. but at 3.05 i was still at j8!! ok. so i reached plaza at 3.45. omg... frm the time i started playing... i cldnt stop laughing!! rafael was damn funny. xt and i kept laughing. thEn xt hit the ball... the cue stick hit the lamp...which moved the triangle...which came crashing down on the table...which hit all the balls. HAHAHAHA. theN raf hit the balls so hard... thaT the white ball flew off the table. then we were all targeting raf... he was targetting me... that when xt hit 2 balls in... it was mine and his!! which left xt with ALL 5 balls left on the table. aRgh!! damn funny. basically we managed to keep killing raf. theN he was asking since when does kpool allow ppl younger than 16 to be inside... we were wondering who it was. then he pointed to the baby. -_-''' . damn lame la!! i asked xt what time they started and she said 3.10. then rafael took out $3.10 to pay us for it!! HaHAHAhA!! ok. he left 1st. xt and i continued playing a few more rounds. in which...she won most of the time. oh...i played MUCH better than i did in marina that day. i totally sucked that day.

theN xt and i weNt to wx's house to play swing... xt managed to swing so high and grab some leaves off the tree. made us laugh like crazy. i wasnt able to go so high... cuz i drank barley b4 that (which was damn sweet) and felt like vomitting. it started to rain so we ran into the mrt station shelter... we talked and talked there... xt was so scared of the thunder. poor girl. i took the mrt home. xt said that on the way home she saw many trees being uprooted because of the heavy rain. so scary!!

well anyway... this is my schedule for next week.

Monday: Sentosa with sa2
Tuesday: buy uniform, make specs
Wednesday: pool at my house with the usual ppl
Thursday: Raf's b'dae
Friday: finally i'm free!!

yeP. i need to start reading my notes.. if i'm supposed to attend lectures next next week. ahA...for now... i'll slack.~

south park is freaking lame. thanks joseph. now we're all addicted to it.

anW... today was basically a suaning session in nj with joseph. gosh. he kept suaning me!! ok fine. i admit i cant beat him. but his suanings are damn funny!! i end up laughing. then when i have nth to say i just say joseph you suck!! hE was suaning me thruout the lectures la!! ok then joseph the homely boy went home. took a bus to clementi with jess back to her sch. she had to give smth... then i walked ard the int to explore all the small little shops. lol. then jess went home and i waited for her at the shop at the mrt station. and i ended up spraying impulse on myself to test which was the nicest smelling!! bought the pink one in the end. we went back to ac (erm. yes.) to find darrick an the rest. sat down and talked to some ppl for a while. poor roy. he looked so free and bored. anW... andrew was copying his work...so we waited for him.

theN went to balmoral plaza to erm... eat chix rice with darrick, andrew, jess. it was..ok lar. not say fantastic. then we took a bus with darrick to beauty world. andrew went home... poor thing. he's still sick. (my voice aint back to normal anyway.) we found out that the shop doesnt have the stock. damn. so we walked...somewhere to take a bus back to nj... saw wei joe on the bus!! shop closed at nj!! arGH!!! 4get it. we went home. loL.

i've run away frm this long enough. it's time to face it. but i still dont want to. am i gonna cry? maybe i will. sometime. not now. damn. south park's really lame. i cant walk. i'm still running.~

as usual... we went back to ac. not that we didnt wanna go to nj. it's just that we only have 1 bloody lecture today. and we have nth to do till one pm. so...go back ac!! yeA. we cldnt go 4 chem lab. so we stayed in the canteen. and i met ms leong. blessing in disguise? i dunno. well, i followed her to the music centre... wanted me to play violin. hello?! i haven played since sec4!! nvM. i suck at it. sight read some piece for her... but i cldnt get the pitching right because i'm not used to without lines!!

anW.. went back to join tai tai and jess to talk to ms too. after that we sat down to eat till darrick and the rest came. oh... andrew has been sick for the past 2 days. get well soon!! anW... we went for chem lecture. he was so damn funny!! he kept suaning the cresent girl...cuz she was talking. and he face turned damn red. so he started telling us abt ppl's face turning red. then he caught 2 ppl talking again.. and called them auntie and uncle!! we kept laughing la!! then phy... gosh. crasher kept covering his moustache. we were laughing at that... but the lecturer didnt even know.

theN the famous long 2 hr break. we ate with roy... who was there since i dunno how long ago. ate chicken rice... it was... well... nice. theN we were mainly playing and chatting. met marcus. he came back to appeal. talked to him for a while. he kept saying hi to so many ppl! too popular. lol!! the rest had to go for econs tutorial. so me and jess sat there with roy. jess was trying to sleep while i was reading roy's 8 days and he was eating mee pok. he ordered $2 mee pok and the amt of noodles he got was equal to $5!!! he was damn disgusted by that. dunno what ingredients they put in it. then he was saying they sld sell noodles with just the ingredients. he started drawing... then his fren came... talk talk.

theN jess and i went to gp with the rest of the remaining class. ms too was talking abt some gp test they had in term 2. then she said dun give to other jcs!! and nj was her jc!! hAHA!! theN chinese. mr soh was and is still on course. so this blur teacher... didnt even know we crashed. anyway... she made us read this passage...find the murderer. then she left us in class. dunno where she went. so they said she went to the toilet to change her pad!! ok anW... we didnt understand the psg so darrick started playing the mass dance songs and we started dancing. well... actually it was only ec and jess. then sch over... so they started dancing again. black or white & pon de replay. aft that tai tai, jess, darrick and i went to canteen to grab smth...b4 going home.

i'm still runnning away from it. i dont wish to think abt it until it's confirmed. i choose to look on the bright side and be gay. HAHA. GAY. no. i choose to be happy.~

i still have no voice today. no voice to tease hh. anywaY... i'm running away from my problems. i am. at least it makes me feel better. short term. but i choose to run. i choose not to think abt it. i choose to put my mind on other things. i hate this. i'm trying to help myself. but it doesnt seem to work. i get this feeling. uncomfortable. wTH.. i'm almost up to my boiling pt.

well anyway... afT a "long" day in school... me, jess, joseph went to KAP to meet darrick and wei joe. thanks joseph. he made us sit 156 which didnt go to kap. anW... joseph didnt want to come at first...then he got brainwashed or something. so he turned up. darrick and wei joe finally came... then after we ate we were playing with ice... which jess choked on. so we stopped. oops. darrick and joseph were fighting with ice and coke... then we stayed back to chat...while joseph left.

wtH...i have no idea what we are doing now. i've been fighting with joseph. darrick so rocks!!~

i KO-ed ytd after coming home. oH... i have no voice. i lost it. maybe i dropped it somewhere in ac. shouting with a sore throat... dont do it. if you dont wanna lose your voice.

ok... jess, me, poner went to ac ytD. the front part was crap. and i dont wanna blog abt it. joinED amityville for games after that. there were so many new ppl in it!! weLL... theY're nice. but they havent quite gotten the ac spirit yet. lol. theN we wenT to play all the water bomb games and glue frisbee!! HaHA! aftEr that we went to cafe to slack for a damn long time.. and to talk. wen long was damn crap. hE came in and said he was a happy man. because he just woke up from a nice sleep and ate ice-cream. MIA!! sO we crapped with him and the rest of the og thru lunch... the food took so long. thEn we went out and threw conray into the swimming pool!! wahA. conray happens to be andrew's classmate. theN he and his frens took a pic... then they pushed him into the pool again!! hAhA!!

we went back for mass rally. oh yEA!! i miss the times... with all the cheering and craziness... boo-ing other lossehelins and cheering for kyofu!! yaY!! aftER thaT we were slacking... so i was hanging ard with mag (mum!!), tommy, jiajun, andrew. jiajun was making this seal noise.. which was damn funny. i kept laughing non-stop. mag and tommy too. then jiajun started the thing with andrew again. andrew was in pain again. lol!! thEn andrew came frm behind and wanted to hurt jiajun... but i think jiajun was too strong... he tore andrew's underwear!! aRgH!! mum and i were laughing non-stop!! theN our og went down to play some games.. against jiajun's og la!! he waS damn good aT ball games. ec's og was at the other side. he was the one on the chair la. so tall! unfair! hAhA. thEn saw andrew being chased by many ppl...because he was covered in glue. he got part of my face. his hair was damn cool... theN jia jun got it too.

thEn we got tired. so we went to void deck to sit down talk talk. jiajun went to wash up and he came back unrecognisable!! cuz he didnt style his hair!! andrew's hair was so long. he put some more glue on my shirt. thanks ah. thEn went to talk to felix. who was with her og. was watching ec and scholar eat chicken rice while talking to felix. soon my whole og started buying chicken rice!! thEn we weNt up to the hall to havE the mock campfire.

saT near jiajun... which was not a good idea. anyway... they continued their story of the 4 lossehelins. damn funny... the "jing di zhi wa" (as pronounced with an english accent) was actually hans. we had this scavanger hunt thing... uHh... was quite lame. theN thE slide presentation... cheers... almost like orientation 1! was daMn cool. then mass dance!! the ogls danced all 4 songs. then we did MJ... then pon de replay!! me and gq missed it. so we were dancing tgt. then we danced a lot of times with yili and the guys... thEn annie yong made us go back. so we waited for the oga meeting to be over... b4 me, jess, darrick, andrew, ec went out to holland v. i lost my voice by then. yili came by to say all those damn sad things.. which made me wanna cry. damn. i was on the verge of crying!! (if i ever cry... it proves that i really cant take it anymore)

so we went to holland v...along with my beautiful voice... to bk. lol. 3 of us shared some value meal thing. ec went off... erwin and wei joe were there too. ate..then went off. erM... some ppl were at crystal jade la!! talk abt rich. shared a cab home with andrew again. lol. well... this time he got off 1st. cheaper anyway. so i came home...with no voice and totally flat. but it was a good day. ac so rocks la!! where can u get such a fun orientation? only in ac!! yea!!~

God, please please please please grant me acjc. I cant take this anymore.

i hope they call me tmr. i'll cry.~

Act cute lian hua pai (ACLHP)
-Darrick (Jiejie) <----- act cute
-Leanmay (didi) <----- ah lian

we rock at suaning people. such as poor jessica. soOoOo.. scandalous. and tai tai. soOooOo...pei.

but as of tmr, there wont be anymore scandalous affairs in sa2. i just realised that all the couples are split up. WTH. nvM. we'll be tgt again soon. congrats to darrick and andrew for becoming OGAs. damn! they're making me more jealous. and i'm getting more depressed by the minute.

"God helps only if you help yourself." Therefore, i've decided to help myself and go tmr with a better attitude. i'll try. i'll try not to compare. not to think abt the past. the only 2 consolations i have now are jess and joseph. well... bettEr than nth. but i really hope that God will help me. get back into ac. i see my future there. and not in any place else. why do i land up in schools with so few pl girls? lol. well, at least there's dear hh to cling on to tmr. maybe i'll become a leech and stick to her! hope ac calls tmr. then i wont have to suffer another day.

have i ever wondered, that if i go there...i'll be happy? yEs. i've wondered. and i only see myself happy in ac. arGh!! felix goes in and i go out. i want to see her. i want to see her in the same sch as me. i dont mind seeing her for the next 2 yrs. then there will be someone i'm close to frm pl!!

as of now, i need to look on the better side. be optimistic. go with excitement. not dread. and pray hard that i'll be back in acjc next term. God please help me!!

anW... i cut my hair!! yaY! it's thinner. but it still curls. nothing is perfect. at least i look a lil bit neater now. or maybe not. i just bought $3.40 worth of minitoons gummies and i'm already 3/4 thru. i so love gummies!! i dont mind if you buy me $10 worth of gummies for my b'dae.

A new chapter starts tomorrow.~

The biggest mistake I've made so far...

Why did i ever choose A? i think i'm going out my mind. Why didnt i think it thru carefully before i chose? By the time i realised it... it was too late. I love B more than i love A. (actually... i dun love A at all). A is boring. B rocks. tHis concerns my future yet i made such a big mistake in choosing A. There's still a slight chance i'll get out of this tho'. I'm praying hard. I'm miserable. --->what were you thinking of?!<---- i was talking abt my future school/ institution. thaT explains my depression today.

so this morning... on the way to ac... jess called me to tell me that i've got into A. which made me even more depressed. went to ac to appeal. met tony there. he kept saying i was appealing frm a better sch and stuff... waha. aftEr the whole appealing thing... jess and i went to suntec to eat and kill 1.5 hrs. thEN we went to meet and wait for the rest. walked to marina square. went to play pool... (which was damn expensive). jess and i on 1 table... andrew, jia jun and the rest on the other. jia jun practically trashed everyone. joseph was damn funny. then we went down to eat. ok... the waiter was damn gay. we thought he was a woman... no wonder the guys had to buy the whole set frm him. darrick came.

we went up again to bowl this time. i got the lowest!! yaY!! gx's bowling was damn funny. darrick took a good shot of it. tai tai came. tommy (the pro) took over. scholars were damn good at bowling. the guys were fighting with one another. andrew turned out to be the most injured. poor guy. jia jun was the culprit. then we walked aimlessly (like poner) ard marina square before going back to suntec because mag and the others wanted to buy yoghurt. the rest sat at the stairs to chat.

then some went to some career exhibition thing upstairs. the rest, me, jess, tai tai, poner, andrew, joseph, darrick went to delifrance to eat. they bought a whole baguette and other food. we were putting parmesan on everything. then they put chili flakes on the potato wedges. theN andrew and joseph went to the toilet and andrew came back with a bleeding nose!! damn gross la!! we kept asking him to bend fwd (joseph... an sjabber... didnt know what to do). then we were blaming his nose bleed on his big nose. we sabo-ed the 4 of them time and again... mastermind was darrick. sat and talked... then we went home. andrew and darrick went to meet their fren... jess and poner went on 1 train... joseph and me.. on another. but we landed up taking the EW line...cuz the NS line was damn packed.

anyWay...thanks jess for the damn nice beaR... damn rich la. hMm... during these few days.. dont talk to me abt jc or anything to do with it. anyone who does will make me even more depressed. i may just kill them. i choose not to talk abt it. i choose to pray hard. pray until something happens!!~

tai tai just made me cry. arGH!! why is she so creative? thanks anyway for the lovely gift!!

today was damn screwed up. so many of us got scolded today. waHA. 1st joseph... by the chem lecturer. then jess, by the chem lecturer... then me, by ms too. oops. but i want to say that was all ec's fault. idiot. he kept wanting to paste post-its on my forehead...look like dead person. lol. we were sitting tgt during the 2 hr break.. talking crap and talking abt what happened ytd. which was damn funny. oOoo... the whole sa2's scandalous. wth lar! mag's our dear mother. then we went up to the roof-top garden to take some pics. we were damn naughty...

then econs... damn. my mind kept drifting off to lala land. no. actually i had more impt and urgent things to think abt. like appealing! if i get to stay in ac... i'll be more than contented...altho i wld be even happier if i werent under her!! GP... we were all damn high. laughing...and unable to pay attention. darrick made this thing out of the anti-drug abuse card.. which was damn funny.. and showed it to andrew...who daoed us while we were all laughing like mad. chinese...we were doing this exercise... but most of the time we were talking to mr soh. damn. i hate leaving. why must we keep parting? i hate this. i hate this system. i hate all of this. this sucks.~

ac founder's daY. what can i say? i've been going thru this for at least the past 4 years. thanksgiving after thanksgiving. basically the same procedure... except that the minister was dman funny!! hE said he'd sit at the last 2 rows of the LT and sleep. the rest of it was plain boring.

coke lime sponsored a can of coke lime each. aint that cool? anW, we wenT out after that. jess, me, athenA, the 3 sji guys, kah joon, erwin, gx. wenT to lido... to watch some show called 49 days which was supposedly a horror show. anw, while we were eating... i met grace!! damn cool. pon class. the were going to watch the same show. sO we went in... with darrick, joseph, jess, me, athena sitting in one row. basically, the 2 people beside jess and i were scared to death. tai tai kept covering her eyes... but she actually watched more parts than the one beside jess laR! (cant say who... too embarrassing) thaT someone... kept covering his/her eyes... and closing them. wonder how many parts he/she actually watched. the show was ok. a few scary parts...which we screamed. the plot was good lar.

grace cried!! arGH!! wonder whether because it was too scary or too touching. lol. wenT into many sports shops after that. theN wenT to far east. took neos... erM.. darrick was making the fool of everyone... 4 of them got it. with a lot of hearts in the middle. theN we went to bk to sit down. we started playing truth or dare. stupid questions... stupid dares. andrew's dare for gx was damn difficult.. in the end he had to go to these 2 rg girls and ask for their no.s. shoot, shag, marry? andrew wanted to shoot me. oh yea.. poner joined us aft the movie. and he was asked this disgusting qn for his truth. the next parts were quite censored. *teh teh teh teh*. afteR that jess and gx went home... i went opp to take bus with the rest... joseph was betting that i'll miss me bus. whateveR.

posting's out on fri. argh!! i'm dead scared. argh!!!~