been playing pool for the past few days. i'm getting better! hEhE. but still not as good as xt. plaayed with xt, jaime, rafael, hh, mh ytd. actually...been playing with the 4 of them for the last few dayS...and rafael keeps holding his cue stick in a funny way that keeps making me laugh. hh's method of using her stick is damn cute. her left hand on the table is forever so str8...even when you're supposed to curve the fingers a little.

anyway... i heard that xt and jaime's form teacher next year is sailor moon! hhAhaHA!! oh man. i really pity them. she's gonna be so strict. and she doesnt need to teach me for me to know that. i think their class will go crazy and rebel against her! heHE! that would be cool. and i heard that hh's school only has orientation on the 2nd week. 1st week is tests! oh man! thank god i didnt go there. haha. but still...no one has called from ac.

oh yea. HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE!!!!!!!!!!!!! orchard's gonna be damn pack today. and i dont wanna be caught in the crowd. ~

school's starting soon...and my ogl hasnt called. getting worried? nah. i'll be worried unless i dont receive anything on the 2nd of jan.

i rule! been playing naval command with hh and i'm proud to say...i've been winning almost every game! hAhA. think she won 3? hEhE. i think it's better if she plays pool with me. she'll win more. haha. this is cool. i'm enjoying myself before i start a whole new year... whole new environment. i'm about to cry!!~

i'm turning into a pig soon. although i dont have a piggy face! woke up...watch tv, eat, read, sleep, wake up, watch tv, computer. this is what i did today. and i was too lazy to go out. with only 1 week left to school... gosh. i'm probably dead. anyWAy.. let's find an excuse for my piggy-ness today. i came home at 12.45am ytd... but was not a bit tired. tho hh was about to fall asleep. she kept yawning and her eyes were closing. lols. anyway... i guess i was gaining back my sleep. it was raining (and still is) anyway...so cldnt go down to swim. maybe tmr.

guess what? the pool downstairs is open. but... $50 deposit needed and is $2 per game. that is so.... not worth it. lols. didnt know the deposit was so high. how about $10?~

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

yAy!! HAHA. ok...erm... i just spent 2 hours in darkness which directly applies to what was preached today. ha. we certainly need light. and darkness goes once there is light. anyway.. 1 week to go before a new chapter in my life begins...and i find myself running away from reality. i've been avoiding it for ages... when mom keeps saying abt the distance! argH! i have to slowlt mentally prepare myself when i keep finding myself running away from it. ok. there's still a second chance and i believe that wherever He has put me in...He will help and guide me thru...no matter how tough it is. He intended me to go there since the start and He will certainly guide me. yes. anyWay... i better get on to losing weight b4 i throw my face when i enter school. ha!~

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Light of the world
You stepped down into darkness
Opened my eyes let me see
Beauty that made this heart adore You
Hope of a life spent with You

Here I am to worship
Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that You're my God
You're all together lovely, altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to me

King of all days oh so highly exalted
Glorious in heaven above
Humbly You came to this earth You created
All for love's sake became poor

I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross

ytD's sessions was s-l-a-c-k. hA. it's the last session anyway. fen ni came down... she was off from work. jaime, fen ni and i went to see the fancy drill since turaiya was over at the cc side. we let them slack for a while. was talking to them. haHa. then jaime went back to cc and fen ni and i went to see mh, sheau wei and xt doing publicity stuff. went back to find hh and jaime talking to the team abt some stuff. the rest of us were bored. so we started playing with the grass...

went to eat after that. hokkien mee. do bees like lime? cuz it kept flying around jaime. she was drinking coke lime...and put 2 lime in her hokkien mee. we were all quite fed up with the bees flying around. kept chasing them away... but they kept coming back.

then went to play pool. again. oops. xt and mh were playing at 1 table. jaime, fen ni and i played in another. fen ni didnt know how to play... so we taught her. and beginners really do have luck. lols. i kept losing. then we played pairs... fen ni and me on one team. jaime alone. i spread the balls on the 1st hit...and jaime hit in the black ball on the 2nd!! HaHAHA!! anyway... jaime played with xt... then we kept shouting someone's name and she hit the ball in! made us laugh. oh yea... did i say i injured my index finger the day b4? and i hit my middle and 2nd last finger ytd. either the table of the cue stick doesnt like me. now i have 1 red finger, and 2 blue-black fingers. all on my left hand. thanks ah. xt and mh went off somewhere.. the rest went home...

christmas is coming!!~

i cant wake up early in the morning anymore. i'll just fall back asleep. been going down quite "late" for sessions. lols. but some people are later than me ok!! hAhA.

well anyway...i spent the whole time with the cc team. i didnt fufill the desire to go up to someone and tease her till i fall down laughing. anyway... they're improving. good for them. altho they still dont really listen to what we say. wait till they take over. they'll know then. we (grace, jaime and i) attempted to pitch the "perfect" flagstaff for ourselves. and to prove that we still had the standard. haha. we took more than 15mins. fail la! but...that's cuz we were laughing our way thru. thanks to yuling ma'am. kept making remarks. then jaime cldnt tie her tent guy loop. so yuling ma'am cldnt stand it and took over. haha. i was laughing the whole way thru. then she was scolding me for sitting down and pulling the flagpole. anyway...we still had it. although the tension was....well....hAHa. the s2's were good. ma'am supervised their training...while we played tic tac toe with pegs.

then ma'am and i were discussing abt GP and econs while waiting for the rest who were tying their hair and stuff. gosh. i'm gonna die in jc. anyway... we went to heartland to eat. ma'am went off with her friends to somewhere... and we were left making damn funny jokes. not abt her. haha. but when she came back we went into a laughing fit and cldnt stop. we told her that some "aunty" gave her an extra mashed potato. which kept me laughing till a long while later. and we started all over again. haha.

went to hg plaza to play pool. i'm...improving? haha. i dunno. i missed a lot tho'. we met diyanah at heartland. she followed us to play. played with her and her friend. she (as usual) kept making jokes.... crazy ones. i injured my index LEFT finger when i hit the ball too hard. ergH. pain pain! i came home only to find out that the pool rm here isnt open until next week for next year! thanks. i see completely ready. idont see why they sldnt open it. unless they dont have the cue sticks yet. haha. hope they open next week. then i can book! yay! then can play for free. i dont wanna think of anything else right now...~

my head's breaking and my ear's an irritating pig. somehow... i think i cant really get into direct sun anymore. causes me to have bad migrains. gosh. trying to prevent myself from killing too many brain cells by taking panadol... i have to study next year you know.

hmm...so i went down for np today. and went late. lols! went to see cc 1st... they were...well... i see myself in them when i was sec2. and i know they'll improve. lashings are quite good. only their rolling hitch (flagstaff). gosh. vomit blood. well anyway..they have to learn themselves. the others took one and a half hrs to build a man shelter. yuling ma'am thought i was joking when i told her.

anyway...went off to see the fancy drill. turaiya was a bit screw loose. then s2s had some thrashing out and i didnt want to be involved. so i went off with yuling ma'am to see fancy drill. she kept teasing me abt luo-hans! made me laugh anyway. she gave them a pep talk. and well..i saw myself in their shoes again. they improved after that... was quite ok. but i seriously cant stand it when they can't keep rhythm.

went to eat with jaime and mh after that. turaiya and grace went to ac to appeal. gosh...i hope they get in!! i still dont wanna be friendless. i hope ac wld consider affiliation tho there's no bonus in pae. met cairong and christine on the way home. talked to them..abt jc stuff... cool! vjc. lols.

anyway..... just hope that there's at least 1 friend there with me next year!~

stupid ear. argH! i hate it when my ear acts up on me. it's like being tormented silently(literally). stupid ear.

He led me to my 2nd choice. well... okies. if he says there...it's for the best. but then..there's still appealing..unless i really feel that i need to. ~

It's tomorrow~

everyday i wake up and am reminded... oh my goodness! 16 dec is 1 day nearer! getting more and more nervous, yet excited. can i get into my 1st choice? by God's grace...yes! but... if i don't... so be it. eRr...so why am i so scared? how do i know? i'll see where He leads me... somewhere where i can fit in... that i can do my best and bring out the potential (whatever it is) in me. so yes... i know He'll lead me to the right school.. but i can't help being nervous about it!

hopefully they release it on the date given itself. or else i'm gonna scream in anxiety. and hopefully the server wont crash because of crazy ppl like me... or else i'll just faint. but whatever it is... i'm gonna promise myself to be happy with whatever school He gives me. and i hope that there will be pl girls there! i dont wanna be by myself!! hEex.

lastly... i want to say... harry potter rocks! yeaH!~

my eyes are going to pop out soon. from watching too many dvds. chicken little, march or the peniuns, aeon flux....blah blah...and my most beloved harry potter. lalalalala. and reading my harry potter book. damn. didnt get to go shopping much... since my mood was most of the time foiled...ergH. well...whatever.

16th dec is coming soon!! nervous!!~

how come when u want a book no one around you has it? or it's not available? only available in bookshops. ha. it cost my $14.70 i think. sld have went to borders. $7.95. haha!

anywaY... met jaime at 2pm when we were supposed to be there at 2pm! oops. i think we reached half an hour later. xt, mh and rafel were playing.... so we sat down and watched. then played the number thing. oh wait. i didnt say what we were playing. haha!! erm... pool. haha. what else would xt be playing? anyway... xt kept winning. and we kept sabo-ing one another. esp rafel. kept wanting to "kill" him. poor thing. haha. jaime & xt were plotting against each other... and i...the amateur... cldnt really hit the balls in. haha!! he kept making me laugh. and all of us! i cldnt hit the ball. infectious laughter!! after that he left then xt's friend took over. teamed up with jaime. and both teams were down to the black 8 ball!! they won anyway. haha. quite obvious.

went to kfc...they ate cheese fries. while i drank milo and reading my book!!!!!!!!!!! seriously...no book can keep me so absorbed except that. just sat down and read. while they talked. went up to where xt "wanted" to go. haha. took neos. we sa down there for like.... half an hour just decorating!! no time limit anyway. finally contented with what we had... we went off... with just 10mins for me to get home.

anyway... going to kl tmr. awWw. no computer!! but lots of vcds... and a book to read. muahaha. see you on monday!!~

wAhA!! this rocks! i got the harry potter theme song for my blog! yAy!

only can work with internet explorer... firefox cant. sad!~

Pool is a nice game. but i think i am quite cock eyed. or maybe i'm just an amatuer. hAhA. anYwaY. i think xt's really addicted to it. she's good anyway. hAhA. but the other people...whoah. that's professional. haha. anyway...i still dont know why some can be so crazy over it. haha.

and i think jaime's addicted to shaker fries. "where do you wanna go and eat?" "macs. i want to eat shaker fries." hAhA. xt anD i just drank milo. and xt cldnt finish it! small stomach. not like me. fat.

and the 3 of us got attracted to the stall selling earrings. ha. the 'blink blink' earrings are so jaime! no wonder she bought it. haha. i bought stars again. what's with me and stars? one day i shall count the no. of star earrings i have. xt was busy messaging. and then we went up to the neoprint shop not to take neoprint. but to play that $1 game where u control the machine to pick up the soft toy. in my language... a money eater. waste money! i dunno how much xt has spent on it. but it depends on luck. and skill maybe? she wanted the chipmunk soft toy. jaime wanted the tigger. and i wanted the stitch! but still...i wont feed my money to the machine.(no offence) i'm poor. haha.

xt and i went to mh's hse to solve her ms problem. which we ended up with no idea how. haHa. maple cant seem to start. even tho she's online. another one for me to act pro! hAhA. wanted to solve her blog problem for her... only to find that she deleted her original template she downloaded. gosh. well nvm. we changed it to a chicken little skin. haha. so cute!! i would change mine if not for my beloved hp. hah.

went for dinner at compass with parents. ended up at metro. and i was trying on all the nail polishes! hAhA.

let's talk about today. met siewling in church! thea went to say hello first. her exclamation of "oh! from pl!" drew my attention. haha. yep. hMm...her auntie brought her or something. hEEx. cool. ~

cambridge dinner

of course it was nice. well... let's start from the beginning. was supposed to go to mh house to make up and all but the rest later had to go at 3. so i didnt join them. anyway... xt told me that hh was "gorgeous" (quoting from her). haha. looks like turaiya did a good job. so i went by cab to swissotel. met yq and serene. went up to the canning ballroom and so many ppl were there! and of course.. the 1st thing i did was to find hh. to see her in that dress we made her buy the day before, and the slippers and the necklace. and to see what turaiya did to her. haha. she looked totally different! but very nice. and pretty! ah ruo and a few of us were shouting "mei nu! chio bu!" when she walked past our table.

well anyway... took many many pictures with friends...some unrecognisable. i cldnt recognise celene! i thought she was a stranger. oops! but all of us looked pretty and beautiful... haha. i think we took pictures for an hour? hAhA.

then we went in to the ballroom. oh yea! the bear bear at the welcome table was so cute!! i love it. sat with partner, yixian, yw, janice, yq, xinyi, ah ruo, serene & celene at our table. started with some praise & worship... and finally the food! hA. the 1st dish was served by the sec3s... while eating... there were blessed draws, miss cambridge pageant and games going on. yixian, partner and xinyi wn something. then there was this most creative "yam seng" thing. yixian came up with a musical yam seng... but the most creative one was the 2 tables which invaded the stage. haha. janice went up on our behalf to play the game for someone who had the longest breath. she got 2nd!! haha. mr low was up there too. we cldnt recognise ms ferng!! i thought she was a student!! hAhA!

dinner was so-so. i didnt like the desert since there was honey dew in it. and xin yi cldnt eat the rest so we made her eat the desert! we brought the whole bowl to her. almost made her drink from the ladle. haha. priscilla won the ms charismile (charisma + smile) for the pageant and ms cambridge was jeane from 4c1. yep. oh...for the blessed draw... wenxin won the 1st prize!! congrats! and she looked so pretty! as always. then there was a video presentation by the dinner committee. then the head & vice head prefect said some words ... followed by rhubini.

we were allowed to stay in the ballroom until 2330h. 1st we took a class photo...but i think only half the class was present. then we rushed to take a batch 33 sqd photo at the toilet. xt's friend helped us. and she was so funny! haHa. after that got a lift from meli together with janice, yw and mw. found out that the lift was off after 11pm! and celene had a rm on the 58th floor! oh no.

in the car... i think meli was falling asleep but the 4 of us behind were making too much noise... taking pictures... and talking non-stop. esp about harry potter!! haha. talking about cedric, harry, the 4th show, the 5th and 6th book. and a lot more. seriously...we were making a lot of noise. oops. haha.

overall..i think the dinner was a great success and i think the committee orgainsed the event very well. the programme went on smoothly...and i think we totally enjoyed ourselves...from taking pictures...to eating. haha. all of us looked different and like we've never seen before. i'm sure we'll always rmb this night. well...it's 2 years before the next one. hEE!~

we took her to buy her prom dress. seriously.... it is a dress. i aint gonna say who. find out when i blog abt tmr's event. but i must say it's certanly intriguing... how we managed to find the dress, shoes and acessories so fast. in the shortest time i've ever seen anyone shop for a dress. haha. well. we'll see how it goes tmr!~

i was reading xt's blog when i realised... i forgot how to play daidee! hAha. big deal. heY. seriously... the game i liked to play last time... i forgot!! aHHH!! same suit or different? how to put 5 cards? the only thing i know is that 2spades is the biggest. haha. well...i guess i have to re learn it.

tiff's ear hole closed? i dont believe it. (well...there's been more and more things i dont believe). wonder what happened? shall ask her later. maybe cannot put in? like mine. but i still managed to stuff it back after many days of bleeding and pus. oops. too disgusting. havent taken out my 2nd one. hope i dont get infection. or else...i'll just let it close. just gonna wear ear stick for cambridge anyway. i'll look ugly with 2 earrings on 1 side!! hEE!! i'm excited!! ~

done with whatever there is for 30 nov. haha. so excited!! yAy!! hAhA. ok. i think i'm going mad. i was staring at the harry potter poster at the bus stop. haha. stared until the bus came. of course staring at him. haha. but he doesnt look cute there. but i was still staring. ha! people like cedric. i think he's cute...but harry's beTTa. heE.

anyway... i feel that... if she wants people to listen to her... then she has to start listening to what people have to say too. so therefore.. since she doesnt listen to me or any of her friends, i'm not gonna listen to her. and i dont care whether i'm making it too obvious or not. or whoever comes to read this. but i want to say what i want to say. i'm not listening to her. downright disobedience. haha. whoever can infer what i'm talking about and pass it on... i dont care either. dont blame me.

why did they change the requirements?? aHH!! i want what it is supposed to be. what we learnt. what we did. that's seriously more fun. and u dun really have to think abt what you do. haha. talk about creative learning. but building things...it's so... contractor stuff. well... at least there's still what i did. yay! i love that! thank God they didnt decide to exclude it. or else i'll be damn angry. well anyway... wonder how they're gonna work it out. well... you wld definitely need at least 3 doing flag for majority of the time. except for the last few mins. unless they can really spd things up. and they had to exclude the laces. gosh. ok. let's use tissue paper. or... ribbons! pink ones! ha. they'll be striking. wonder what kinda thing they gonna make. hope it's more creative than ours. haha. but starting so late... hMm.... that's one worry. and anyway... i dun think we sld be the ones discussing this. it's not our team. we're the past. i think they themsleves should be coming up with the ideas. solutions to the problems. spoon feeding isnt good. the past is only there to help. to provide tips from previous experiences. and not to think up what to do and how and why. so if u wld to ask me... i think there is no need for this meeting at all. did the rest do this kinda thing for us during our time? no. and i stand by their ways. no wonder the unit is becoming more welfare. well... i dun wanna be there when it falls. somehow... this reminds me of Venice. oh yea. one more thing. by not telling them anything now... how wld it help anyway? if they knew now...they can use the weekend or their free time to think of some ideas. but i seriously dont think it's neccesary to meet this tue... besides... it's one day b4 cambridge dinner!~

seriously.... i hate flowery dresses. don't put one near me. and i dont look good in evening gowns. those grown up ones. maybe in jc. they make me look old. and i dont wanna grow up so fast. so many shopping for their prom night dresses. many from jc. let's see...i can name all. ha. anyway...saw pl girls too. not only sec4s. how come people shop at places like that? i mean...they're not say buying clothes for a special occasion. anyway. i got my octopus ball and i'm contented. i'm going out of point.

anyway... woah. how can someone get 271 for their psle? that's totally... woah. ha. he's the highest in his sch anyway. wonder which sec sch he's going to. RI? he'll be travelling the same route as me. only in the opp direction. ha.

ergH. doesnt it make you irritated when you cant dl something?!?!?!?!?~

i only have two things to say:

harry potter rocks!

and...

so does my template.~

harry potter and the goblet of fire was great! but then again... since when would i say it wasn't? it was very dark tho. very. hEE. cut a lot of parts. so sad. watched chamber of secrets on tv. haha. cant help but to watch again.

anyway.... o's are finally over. yay! sub science ppl are having there last mcq paper today. when i've finished like.... 4 days ago! hAhA!! dont ask me how it was. well.... i'm gonna rot at home today. cuz i'm supposed to tidy my room...but...heE. lazy. tmr's PAE. thanks. i havent decided where to go. maybe here....maybe there.... well... we'll see...~

chem prac: acid-alkali titration.
cation identification.

oh yeaH!! physics better be easy.~

blame it on your lousy attitude. dont make such sweeping statements. maybe you should have told us where. dont be so hypocritical. and act like you're so enthusiastic. cause you aint.~

study leave.~

have songs ever reminded you of happy memories of the past? well... they have for me. some remind me of holidays.... during the dec break. therefore, i conclude that i'm in serious need of a holiday!!! i find myself thining of the times overseas.... and the different environment... doing things like shopping without worries. and the good weather! but that's not my point.

i realised i've missed out on many many trips overseas...during these few years. new zealand north islands and stuff. why? because i gave up the holiday for unecessary things here. parents told me that i was silly for not going. "holiday oso dun wanna go! ppl dont have a chance and you dun wanna go!" of course...at that time... i just shrugged it off. but now i realised.... i've missed out a lot. all because of some stupid unecassary stuff in school. no. it's not extra lessons. haha. extra lessons are impt and extremely necessary. i'm talking abt other things. things that u are excused from if u take a holiday.

true... i have some good times from these instances....but truly... which is more enriching and relaxing? of course a holiday. different environment, different "world". no stress, no worries. most of the time...tired from shopping and galavanting all around the country. how can anyone compare that to some stupid stuff here? sure... i will miss my friends here but that's only short term. i will come back. duh. i have no idea what came over me in the past. putting priority over something less essential...(not that a holiday is very essential). but certainly more fun and enticing than going to school or staying at home...worrying abt some stuff that's coming up.

well....what i have to say to this is: whatever. i will not put these things as a priority again. if i have the chance...i'll choose the holiday. unless i really "zou bu kai". but hey! i'm just a youth. what things in life can make me so busy until i cant even find the time to spend with my whole family overseas?

i think i'm going crazy. maybe it's the studying. we keep planning what to do after the exams. how i wish the exams was earlier! but certain people wont agree with me. haha. well.... back to school. for the last week. *cries*.~

boO!!! i missed my blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! or rather.... the picture on my blog. ahH!! i so miss him. haha. it's been a longtime since i've come online to blog and stuff.... been piled up with a mountain high of revision papers. n's are over. i feel a tinge of jealousy....but at least i still have time to study.

this week... is really.... p-o-n school week. i dont know how many in my class turned up on thurs...or wed... seemed rather little. celene was sick. really sick. well...and yun qian... i dont know what to say la. haha. half half? half pon half....erR... i dont know. haha...she "pon" sch for 2 days. but going that 2 days was quite a waste of time..considering the fact that we were just going thru ans and stuff. it's not like it's a maths or something. good timing.

it's my last week in sch next week! so sad!!!! we have a hol on tue. marking day. fri is founder's day. i'll probably be going back to sch on the 17. cuz there's a maths. had the baccalaurette service on wed. hmM... was ok lar. not much difference from chapel. except that the pastor was more interesting. haha. anyway.... we gave a pine tree to the sch. and i dont want to comment on that. not here anyway.

miss me!!~

i'm gonna start studying seriously starting tmr. so i wun be able to come online so often. gosh. i won't miss anyone. except drew fuller! hEhE! he's so cute!~

<------isn't he so cute over there? gosh. i'm basically biased. of course every picture of him to me is cute. and handsome. and shuai. and cool. and...i could go on...~

drew fuller is really so cute and handsome! hEhE! fen ni agrees with me! gosh. i think he looks like utt. haha.

anyway....i want to thank God for my results. i wasnt expecting much from the 2 papers we checked today... but hey! it wasnt so bad. yes. esp my physics. He has certainly helped me thru this exam. i learnt that u really have to trust God in this kind of circumstances.... esp when u feel that all hope is lost. without him..you are just by yourself. i really thank Him and honour Him for my results.

anyway... after all that we were playing some lame game. felicia's lame game. but there were many funny moments cuz we were practically laughing thru... then we played bingo. haha. i kept winning. there's studying next week.~
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I think this is meaningful:

God sent his son
They called Him Jesus
He came to love, heal and forgive
He gave His son, to buy my pardon
An empty grave is there to prove my Savior lives.

Because He lives
I can face tomorrow
Because He lives
All fear is gone
Becuase I know, I know
He holds the future
And life is worth a living just because He lives.

thanks. they are changing charmed to 10pm. now i cant see it and have to tape it. glad that there's not chris in it. or else i'm gonna make a big fuss.

anyway...didnt do any revision in sch today. had this career talk. the speaker was funny. and humorous. at least not the typical boring type. on the whole....a good talk. did the d.i.s.c personality test. i'm an "i". enthusiastic, warm...blah... haha *waves in the queen's manner. but "i" people fear rejection. which is rather true. and i think that the test is really accurate. a few of my friends are "s"... resistant to changes. haha. cool. and i felt that some are really "d". altho some doesnt wanna say it la. or maybe she's telling the truth... but...doubt so. i think she's "d". haha. stop wondering who i'm talking abt. find out yourself. but the talk was cool. made me laugh.

then had this acjc talk. basically trying to psycho us into going there. they have a science research thing! oh man. and their MEP and music programmes are good. but too bad it's too far away. well...that's about the whole day. and tmr....it's checking eng paper. gosh. no! but no studying. haha. but i dun wan my eng paper. how abt giving me something else? i hope i get a b3 anyway. oh yes. i found out that i most probably wont be able to take KI (not potassium iodide) in jc. needs a distinction or b3 for eng. and my eng is shaky. so i'll take gp. as if gp's any better. well... will think of that later. "i" people dont really care abt details. haha.

i'm getting addicted to ms again. shall go try to study. since it's such a cool day!~

i cant help saying this but.... gosh... drew fuller is so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

talk abt wu liao. stupid ne quiz made us stay back till 12 today...just to play some game and "build" up singapore. and we had to wait till 10.50! what kinda?? we cld actually go home at 9am. that's 3 hrs diff. thanks. stupid.

anyway... ah ruo and i went to cel's house. in a sports car. ah ruo and cel watched some korean show. seriously....i dont see anything that's nice abt it. and it's those olden days show. eek. haha. so...i was playing ms. hehe.

yeah! no school tmr. and we're gonna do crap on thurs and fri. some talks and quizzes. why cant we just stay in the hall and do "revision"? ha. i just suddenly started worrying abt what i wrote in my exams. it's a sudden feeling of anxiety. gosh. i pray for the leniency of the markers.~

i don't have to go to school today. nor wednesday. are you jealous?~

gosH. i finally get to go out!!! went shopping today. 1st...to get my gold ear rings. stop thinking that it's obiang! haha. it's quite ok la. but it costs 30 bucks. such a small thing costs 30 bucks? anyway.... went to crystal jade to eat la mian and xiao long bao....gosh...it was good. i haven been out since....i cant even remember. then went to orchard to shop shop. i was so glad to be out. be nevertheless...i feel guilty for not studying. but then again....haha. i'll study tmr! if i feel like it.

anyways....it's good having not to study for a while. but i hope i dun forget everything. and i dun wanna get back my prelim papers. esp eng and physics.~

like my new skin? i love it!! well...structure wise....it's not my type. but who cares? there's drew fuller's pic. gosh. so cute! too bad there's no baby pic of wyatt. he's so cute. as in....ke ai. anyway...i'm going mad abt him. haHa.~

what's happening to my firefox? hmMm.....wonder wonder wonder.
here's an account of what my prelims were like.

Lit: was able to answer the questions. at least i didnt hesitate this time! and i wrote so much for the KOC essay. i had no time to finish my unseen. and the unseen passage came from what i read before. but i had no idea about irony. haha. twelfth night was ok. surprisingly i had time to finish.

Math P1: ok i guess. but it was tedious.... without a claculator. gosh. i rely on calc too much.
SS: we were studying so hard for venice and gd governance and we were so sure that one was surely to come out. and what came out? merger. 2 sec 3, 1 sec4. and i only studied sec4. but i did merger anyway. was easier. and i crapped out some excuse for my "L5" answer.

Geog: map reading took so long. and was asked to fill in some landscape thing. haha. i had no time to write more for tourism. die.
A Math P1: was ok lar. more difficult than o'lvl standard...but definitely not ms lau's standard.

Math P2: well... i just hope i get an a1. not that it was easy.
Physics: ah dont talk about it. he's sadistic.

Chem: alright i guess. at least i have more confidence for chem than physics.
A Math P2: a killer. so many qns which i had doubts about. in plain english, i dont know how to do! but after confirming some of my answers with loretta, i felt better. maybe it's not so bad after all.

gosh. i'm depressed. anyway...it's time i took a break. i'm "playing" this weekend. but it's back to studying next week. whatever. gosh. i've missed my com...and the pictures in it. haha. isnt chris just so cute?~

i was reading my KOC notes and i just realised that today is septemer 10! Kingshaw's doomsday. haha

the more i study...the more i start fantasizing about after the o's.

been studying 24/7 this week. except for wed. well..that's something to do with the o's as well. i am so b o r e d. meli, partner and sylvia met mr low for physics....i met them later for a math. he puts salt on his hash brown. and i thought i had a salty tooth! anyway... he gave us a lift to the front gate...cuz he claimed that the back gate was locked. which happened to be untrue. we went to meet ms lau for a math... i expected a few people to be with her... like serene and gang... but there were so many in the room! haha. and some unexpected ones i guess. but anyway... we asked ms lau a whole lot of qns. and by the time we finished it was already past 12. she was burning out fast. and she kept saying the qns made her go merry go round. haha. poor thing.

the 3 went to "consult" mr low again. cuz they only had 1 hr before and because of some misunderstanding. well...meli needed to go home to eat her ah ma's fried rice. haha. so she went and was late. they met till 4 i think. and i on the other hand...went home and fell asleep on the sofa.

well.... there's really nothing to do at home...so i might as well study. i dunno how i am going to overcome this boredom after the o's. of course i am gonna go out and watch harry potter!! and exercise. oh gosh. i've been eating and sitting on the sofa and studying. and eating and sitting.... so i better exercise once the exams are over. but i cant go out every day can i? or exercise everyday. so maybe i'll just st and rot at home. there i go fantasizing about the future again.

oh yes. i realised that the humanities arent that difficult to study. if you have enough time on your hands. you can actually rmb more if u have more time. i keep telling ppl that chem is all memory work. one day someone's gonna say geog and ss is more of memory work! well... i just take an interest only in sci and maths la. F=ma, sine x, cos x are my friends. population and development arent. i'm glad i dont need to study for chinese! whatever. back to studying!

wish me luck for prelims.~

school's out! prelims are in. ergh. i thought i'd bring this up. mr low is so cool man. meli, partner and sylvia wanted to make an appointment with him for physics. he said he wasnt sure whether the school was open. he offered to meet them at srgn garden mac. aint that cool? which teacher meets their students at mac man? anyway. if i went...i'd be more interested in the food la. esp the b'fast meals. haha. meeting ms lau on wed tho. she gave a 35 min philosophical speech today. and i feel that i need to find her to clear every doubt i have. prelims are so ergH! too much pride would lead to your downfall.

gosh. i'm going crazier over drew. *i like the name chris. haha. he is so shuai!! he was so shuai in charmed! too bad he "died". but he's so shuai! and cute. yun qian agrees with me. while cel is still talking abt how kind her beloved korean actor is. chris rocks man! but i rock more.

went for this chinese debate at mediacorp. we went for the macau vs hk. they were good. too bad didnt get to see the caucasians debate. they can really speak aft learning for 5 years. as for me... more than 10 years of chinese education and i can hardly make up a good sentence. haha. but the debate was cool. and they filmed it. maybe i can see my face on tv? haha. shall tune in and see. cel went for the korean one. expected. haha.

well... i cant come online so often anymore...maybe 1 day next week. then it's prelims. ergH!~

i think we've studied too much. i think we're at the point of going screw loose. well.... mel chua's name has been changed to guanying ma. cuz yujun says her actions are similar. mine? ha. minus the y from my name. both our names rhyme. been trying to come up with some 'ma' name for the ppl sitting beside both of us but we've not been very successful. but we came up with garlic and pipette filler. i dunno why. guess who's who? well....we also came up with rose for jasmine. since she loves her flower name too much. hA.

oh yes. happy 16th bdae to ah ruo!! yesterday, that is.

english prelim next monday. and 75% of the school is having cyberweek! i'm jealous! ergH. i also want to have cyberweek. bleah. but we rule the school. thanks. cyberweek's friday, mon, tue. wed is teacher's day celebration. thurs is teacher's day. fri is last day of school. what kinda???? lame. anyway... i'm supposed to play the violin for teachers day thing. haven gotten the notes for the chorus yet. and dunno whether can coordinate with the guitar and the singing ppls. well...hopefully!~

i've been busy studying. and will be at least until after prelims....or o lvls. poor bloggie. dont miss me ok?~

i'm irritated and pisst. that's all i have to say.~

today is totally boring. i havent even put an inch of my foot outta my house. let's see... i did my physics paper, a math paper, e math tys, chem paper... oops. i just love sciences and maths. ha. but other than that....it's damn boring la?

wondering whether i sld go for fop tmr. not that i dun wanna go. but it ends quite late and i'm quite scared of going home late at night. besides that, i'm all for it. anyway... that's sunday. monday...charlie and the chocolate factory! tuesday... brithday for xt. wednesday... i'm gonna study the whole day. i hope it rains. so i wun feel so lethargic like today. why does it always rain only when i'm in school? as if that's a great thing.

i'm getting a headache. maybe because i breathed in too much uHh...what do you call that? that thing in nail polishes. no. i didnt polish my nails. i wont risk getting caught yA? hA.

oh yeA. i think felix is mad. i told her that a million times! she was at the stadium at 2.30 in the afternoon. she told me had to line up. really? how come i didnt have to do that last year? we just went in and sat last year. is it that full this year? i wonder. i know i'm going mad. study too much.~

today...is sian!! supposed to go fop...but i feel very lazy. in fact... lazy to do everything! lazy to study... blah blah blah. not that i have a lot of time to change my blog skin...but i did anyway. sian.

maybe i'll go tmr? see my mood.~

i cant get into maplestory. because there's too many ppl! wow. well anyway, i have a pimple on my nose brige. and my specs is resting on it... and it's pain and i have prob wearing my specs now! hAHa. i'm finally can fit the damn earrings into my ear hole! well...my left ear swelled up real bad this week. i had to remove the ear stick to clean off the pus and stuff. and i took the chance and stuffed my earring down. and it went thru! with much pain of course. my right ear hole has healed. thank god. it went thru easily.

this week is not much of a difference from the past few. but i'll highlight this. we were playing bball with xt's class when many many ppl started screaming. and...to our horror...there was a bat on the floor! baby bat!! aHHHHHH!!! they said the crow pecked it. and it was injured!! and it couldnt fly! and it was struggling on the floor!! and it was so poor thing! AHHHHHH!! i want to cry!!! POOR THING!!! STUPID CROW!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE CROWS! i hope it didnt die! or else i'll really start to cry. oh man. thinking of it now...i really feel so sorry for it. cuz it looked so cute! seriously, i feel more for the bat than the hamster that died last year. that was to an extent....gross. but still...i cant help but like animals like that. but i hate crows!! we should just shoot all of them down. ALL. and i dun care if it upsets the food chain.

well... i'm lazy to type whatever i want to. ha. ~

felicia low asked me to blog. so here. i'm blogging. but i have nth to write because i've done nothing this week except study. arent i guai?

fop's next week. excited. hope its as gd or better than last year's. ~

i have only one thing to say.

relative velocity is hard!!!!!!!!~

this week has been... alright i guess. fun actually. from monday, our celebration of racial harmony. we all came in our ethnic costumes... and i wore indian. many wore sari.... and felix wore this pink punjabi which made her look......erRR... haha. well, mary wore the baju kurong....so she cldnt take big steps and sit in the boyish manner as she always does. i laughed. anyway...our class won the best dressed class!! yAy! had highlighters for our prize. i cant complain.

tue, wed, thurs were normal, with chinese lessons for slacking. haha. mrs ding told us chinese jokes which made us laugh like crazy. teacher's day auditions....ah. i dunno what to say. but someone was really irritating! nvm.

then came friday. i totally had no idea where my full u was... well...i managed to find it for photo taking. stayed back like a normal np session. eEk. was watching meli (who had a sexy voice) do her s4 farewell stuff. oh yea. jasmine extorted $2 from me! she pulled out the note from my wallet for some fund raising thing. as if i wasnt poor enough. the s2s lied to tiff saying that they had one last one to sell.

photo taking was quite alright. no candid shot. wonder why. and no mrs koh . wonder why too. grace, yan ni and i stood behind the officers....cuz no space for sitting down. coincidence? jarelyn stood next to grace. was laughing at her height compared to grace's. had to surrender our ranks and buttons and crest. *sob sob. after that mary, turaiya, tiff, xt, jaime and i stayed back to poke our noses into the session that day. afterall...the board put that we were welcome to join in. haha. mary and turaiya went to see the s1s while the officiers were talking to the sec2&3s. aft that we were bored. so this is what we did.

3 quarters of the s3s were gone to help mrs goh carry some things. so we made their nco and a few left fall in as a sqd. and we bullied them! played flies attack!! there were 4 of them. guess who was my target? so easy. ha. ok. like she and weilan cldnt stop laughing...altho we told them not to. they were trying their best not to laugh....um cheoing all the way. was tickling them with the leaf. and trying to make them laugh....and weilan cld still move! so funny! seriously tried very hard to make jarelyn laugh....but she was um cheo-ing all the way. then their sqd came back so we continued with the game. they were really on the verge of bursting out. suay. kana bullied by me and my sqdmates.

anyway... we decided to leave them alone and went to play with the sec2s. haha. they were trying not to laugh...but not as funny as the s3s. heard that the s1s didnt laugh. aWw. guess it's because the younger ones are scared of us? ha. anyway...we split the s1 sqd in half.... mary, suying and i were with one.... jaime, turaiya and valerie with the other. haha. heard that felicia? i almost said something that felicia wld probably kill me for....but i didnt. helped them to brush up on their drills a bit. their turnings and their marching. gosh. ha. stayed till the end of the session. i'm so dead. waited for jaime who was attending to a casualty who was hyperventilating.

"she" came. i dunno why....but mary went high! she was so enthu abt it and kept calling out to turaiya. haha. all the way till the bus stop. turaiya went to meet her anyway. haha.

oh yes! i got the harry potter book! yq has so kinf heartedly lent it to me! she managed to get it from the library. which was lucky. seriously. so i got to read it for free. and am going to read it now! sEE yA!~

mel f and serene are scared of dogs. muahaha. i think i'm saddistic. this somehow connects me to hooper, whom we were doing a character analysis on this morning. i let the dog out. haha. they ran far far away. well anyway... the planning went well...but the typing.... meli and serene were running away most of the time.

then serene and i went to heartland to eat. i was waiting for my turn in the toilet when serene came and told me she saw ms ferng. "where!?!?!" so we ran all the way to find her. haha. we talked to her for a while... she was asking us to go home after we ate lunch. haha. didnt know she wld visit heartland. anyway.... serene and i went to eat yoshi. and guess who we met? ms gan. gosh. yea. we said hi. and i wanted to run away. but i didnt. haha. then we walked ard and went to hougang mall. supposed to meet xt...but she took a long long long long time. so we were just walking ard. xt came at abt 1.45... as if i'm not "lucky" enough, we saw mrs loo. how "lucky" can one person get in a day?!?

anyway... i bought new earrings and wanted to wear them. took out my right earring and there was pus. eEeWw. wiped it off and then... i cldnt put back the damn earring! i just cldnt find the back hole. of course it bled. so i didnt dare take out my left earringl. and was still battling with my right one. i sought help frm xt....but she oso didnt really know. finally plucked up the courage to let my mom do it... cuz i was scared of pain! she didnt manage to put it in either. well... she put it from the back to see whether the hole had closed. and it hadnt. it went thru! and now i have to leave it upside down until tmr. this sucks. i'm never taking out my earring until after my o's!~

finally able to come online. well actually... i feel a bit guilty for not studying. heck. it's the weekend. i'm lonely. crap.

poor mary. she's sick. she's seldom sick. well... she doesnt even sound sick. she didnt come to school ytd and today. ms lau said she was love sick! hahahaha!! so anyway.... felicia sat with me. haha. i cldnt pay attention to lessons. kept talking to her. so different from when i'm sitting next to mary. but poor mary. she missed quite a lot. but i dun miss her. ha.

anyway.... i decided to be the evil one and wrote a million hmk for her. all made up. ha. so many.... wonder how she took it. i wrote all over her papers....that's what u get for sitting next to me and not coming. anyway.... no lunch at home. went to central to eat with felix. ate mee pok! yeA! my favourite stall. felix ate real slow. r e w o l s. anyway... we sat down and talked for a long time. looooooooooooooooong. met mh and colleen.

felix wanted to pass mary her hmk b4 she went home..so called her from the interchange. i told mary that felix didnt come to school today! hAhA! i think she was quite shocked. and i cldnt stop laughing. felix was laughing like crazy. anyway.... we told her the tremendous amt of "hmk" . i think it scared her. ha. poor thing. got tortured by me even tho she didnt come to school.

whatEvEr. i'm so lonely and bored! and lazy to study. ha.~

I just realised how true this statement is.

Why spend 4 years of your life fighting with your friends about some position when ultimately what you'll miss is not that but the good and bad times u had together?~

i have a slight ear infection. thanks.

i'm totally bored outta my mind now. let's talk about oral. o lvl oral. the passage was.... difficult. i didnt know how to read.... a million words. ha. i told mrs goh. anyway.... the bao zhang bao dao was on terrorism. preventing terrorism in s'pore is like treating a serious illness. do you agree. i was able to talk. but unable to express myself. serene was talking abt that this morning...so i had some idea. and the oral session with mrs goh ytd...which i didnt go...she happened to talk abt it. thanks. the ri chang hua ti was if you wld to encounter difficulties who would u seek help from? i said my family. well... the examiners were nice. heard one was from sji and the other from zhss.

i'm becoming more and more bhb(thanks to someone). was on my way after oral to the canteen because i was in serious need for some water. well. my mouth was dry. but anyway... they greeted me! yAy! i didnt want them to. but how can i stop one whole unit? hA. anyway. the point is....they greeted me! yAY!! ha. i'm going mad. talked to serene for a while... watched the muster parade from my class. the key got stuck while we were trying to lock the class. what kinda lock! spent some time talking to mrs ding abt the questions.

i'm so dead.~

i saw a rainbow today. third time i've seen it this month.

i have been having free entertainment at home for a few days now.~

So far, there are only 2 people who are able to make me speechless.

1: we argue till i dont know what to say
2: she's too bhb. egoistic that i really have nothing to say at all. she claims she's "humble."~

SeC fOuR fArEwELL
-24 june 2005-

was supposed to meet fen ni at 1pm. but the bus didnt come until 1pm. haha. went to grace house.... tiff had to finish up the pressies... i was playing grace's piano. xt, jaime, wx, sharon came later, we left grace house at 2.50. had to report by 3! hAhA. took a cab to the back gaTE! it was open! hAha. all we had to do was unlock it. dots... no juniors were there. we sneeked in. the rest were at the front gate. hAhA. they saw us. haha. asked us to go out!! bleah.

we waited a while more... more a few more ppl. theY came over and asked us when we were coming in...hAhA. brainless wore the incredibles tee. so cute! my gRp!! hEhE. finally went in...went to the ava theatrette. no hall. haha. anYwaY... started off with writing dedications to np...everyone or some individual. i kept demmanding light sticks. hAhA. they were playing taufik's songs! hEhE. yeah man.

proceeded with the performances. sec2s 1st. with a cool dance. and some starry thing. haHa. hMm... aft that was the sec1s.... so cute! hAha. sec1s are always so innocent. their dance was well...better than what we performed when we were sec1! hAha. we were toots then. lol. then the sec3s... they said they had no dancing genes. so they put up a stone age fashion show! hAha. it was nice for a change. all looked so funny. and suying's hair was so cute!! hAhA.

i realised they gave lotsa glass things this year. so many cups and candles and stuff....hAhA. anyway...went out for a bit of food. they kept giving us chicken. haha. talked for a while.... went down to take water...and jaime shouted turaiya's name from below... then she said "do i hear my name?" then we hid! haHa. came up and told her. she said she thought she was becoming schizophrenic. haha. took some pics with ppl... and our sqd. so many cameras.... smiled until the muscles ached. i kept disturbing jarelyn. hAha. took a pic with her. kept asking felix to take with suying. and kept telling suying to remember. hAhA.

then it was time for our song! hAhA. we sang find us faithful...but we didnt have a piano. or organ. or whatever. jarelyn asked whether wanna carry one to the ava. -_-'''. talk abt lame. yeah. they were shouting encore...but erm. no one wanted to sing again! hAha. then their unit song... "someone's watching over me" by hilary duff. haha. erm...i think that was earlier. haha. i have stm. anyway...they had this slide presention for dedications. they typed ours in. i want to thank jarelyn for her dedication to me! hAhAhA!! yAY!! made my day. altho it was a bit lame la. but what can u expect from a lamer like her? hAhA. yea. anyway.... her hair's still as cute. kept touching it. she ask me to cut liddat la. over my dead body! hAhA! they sprayed their hair orange.

then it was contact time. our 4 ncos gave a glass cup. glass. again. haha. yea. gave the bowls to sheau wei and ziying. erm...sorry ah. ppl art fail. hAhA. the glitter was coming out again. lousy. we ate the cookies the sec2s gave us. 1 whole big plate. then i went over to join felix...just to talk to her. then she said she uses real paler(player) to play songs! haHa. wanted to tell mary...but i was laughing so hard. hAhA. oh yeah. finally managed to get felix to take pic with suying. haha. tiff took 2. i took one. wow. 3 altogether. hAha. gave my grp the magnets. jarelyn was debating btwn he duck and the dog. weiwen said the duck was cuter. yeah man. she has the same taste as me!! hAHa. jarelyn took the duck in the end. the hair reminded me of hers. haha. suying took the moo moo. hehe. guess what jarelyn said? the duck's covering its pte part...cuz the hands and legs had magnets... cld stick together. haha. stupid gerl. went to give cleo. she took the donkey. hehe. i'm left with the doggie. lalalalala. took a grp photo aft that. felix ended up laughing because she said she hasnt taken a picture in ages. crazy. jarelyn was trying to get everyone to settle down...but no one seemed to be listening to her. until jasmine shouted. haha. more effective. lalalalala.

mrs koh spoke to us then. of becoming ci and stuff. oh yeah. mr tang came back!! and he cldnt remember my name!! hAhA. so funny. yeah. then it was time to go. aWwwW. had to wait for xt and tiff to finish autographing. haha. jarelyn gave me her "tie". she was so proud of it. said she tied it herself. finally went off. and the back gate was locked. thanks ah.

went to ps with a few sqdmates...to drink. so thirsty. then went home.

well....i didnt cry. haha. but i feel sad. not sad enough to cry. cuz i know we'll keep in contact. hMm.... yeaH. and we can always come back. haha. really miss np now that we've stepped down. missed all the fun times we had together. even the pumpings! everything abt np. sigh. it has really made a great impact on the 4 yrs of my sec sch life. thanks to rebecca ma'am who gave us a note of encouragement. she said we were her 1st sqd. yeah. grateful for it. so sad that we're leaving. cldnt wait to step down last time...cuz of all the stress...i was facing from sch work. but now...i dont wanna. hahA. i guess this is part and parcel of life. sigh. but its really sad. hEEx. to the s3s...all the best taking over and dont give up no matter what setbacks you face. keep the np spirit alive!!~

where in the world can u find such a nice brother? hAhA. was going to piano today. met my bro at the bus stop. he was going out to cut hair. finally he gave up and said "i give u a lift to central wan?" i thought he was joking...until he flagged a cab! hha. just then, the bus came. haha. anyway....boarded the cab. haha. reached teacher's house early. haha.

anyway...tmr's farewell. aWw. so sad. i may cry. if the moment's right. haha. shant say too much.~

i hate my life, i hate piano and i want my violin.

Shut Up by Simple Plan

There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you
You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time to criticize me
It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right
It's like I'm the one you love to hate
But not today.

So shut up shut up shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out get out get out
Get out of my way
Step up step up step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say can change
You'll never bring me down

So there you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do
You think you're special
But I know and I know and I know
And we know that you're not
You're always there to point
Out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one you love to hate
But not today.

So shut up shut up shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out get out get out
Get out of my way
Step up step up step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say can change
And gonna bring me down
Gonna bring me down.
Will never bring me down.
Don't tell me who I should be
Don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
Cause I don't wanna waste my time
Watch you fade away

So shut up shut up shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out get out get out
Get out of my way
Step up step up step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say can change
And gonna me down

I don't wanna hear it
Get out get out
Get out of my way
Step up step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say can change
And bring me down
Won't bring me down
Won't bring me down
Bring me down
Won't bring me down
Shut up shut up.~

neW templaTe! hEhE! had some problem with my tag board. but i guess it's ok now. and no. i wont put a password on it. haha.

anyway... i slept early and woke up early today. but was still a bit late in meeting my sqdmates. haha. i left the house at like.....10.25? i was supposed to meeet them at 10.30. walked all the way to srgn int. i took 10min. anyway....i thot i was the latest...so i walked fast. but i wasnt! there were still so many who were later than me! thanks man.

ok. went to mh's house to discuss a few things. -blah blah- hAhA. was teasing felix all the way abt ***. yeah. tiff and i. haha. (this is a compliment--> she takes jokes well.) anyway... then went to heartland to eat. were at macs... tiff, sharon and i didnt really feel like eating...so we went to the shopping mall to look at things. oh yea. met jarelyn and jasmine there. wanted to force out info abt farewell from her. but she refused to say anything. hAhA. she asked us whether we came out because we wanted to buy clothes for farewell....uUh....no?!?! hAhA. i'm not so rich.

gosh. she's peeling. haha. i know i've peeled many times. but it still grosses me out. brings back memories of kayaking and atc. haha. was scaring her abt getting skin cancer. still remembered the time where me, tiff, sharon were peeling after kayaking 2*. so many bubble thingy. eEwwW!

ok enough. anyway...we went back to eat a bit. then some of us went to ikea. again! hAhA. took 153 there. walk ard.... looking at things....here and there. kept laughing abt the heart thingy. anyway....tiff and i bought a new mouse pad. for 90 cents. it's polka dotted. went home aft 1 hr. xt and wx took 147. the rest took 153. i reached home b4 5! hAhA. i have to.

i know i haven been very punctual. but i have to be. at least until july 4. to practise my piano! gosh. it's getting nearer. and my pieces are not that good yet ya?~

i'm still suffering from shock and dont think i'll be able to recover.

omg my piano exam is on the 4th of july!!!!!!!!!! aHhHhHhHh!!!!!!! i know i requested for july but why so early?!? erR.... i'm not ready. at all! heLP!!!!!!!!!!!! gosh. i need to practise more. the thing i'm worried abt is that it'll clash with oral. nvm if it's prelim oral. i can just tell the teacher to let me go 1st or something. i'm scared that it's o lvl oral! that would be a BIG problem. but i'm just scared i'll fail la. after seeing so many examples.

aHhH!!! how? my 3 pieces are like...uHh....not there yet. my sight reading sucks. my aural sucks. my scales...erm. that's abt the only thing i can do. but then my broken chords suck too. aHhHHh!!!!

i'm going craZY! couple with the fact that there's both oral eng and ch prelims starting term 3.... not that i cant cope. well... actually i cant. i'm so dead.~

i have no idea why. but i'm starting to feel guilty that i've done practically NOTHING this holiday. as in....studying. and i'm supposed to take o's in november. is that supposed to be a good thing?

maybe i shall be a nerd and start tmr? nah. haha. well.... i dont know where to start. hA. but i still feel guilty. ok. let me comfort myself by saying that i've done some of my hmk. which is part of the curriculum.(it's not working!) i feel that i've forgotten everything! help!

oh yea. maybe it's because i'm BORED. after all the holiday lessons and stuff, bintan trip. now i'm bored. and the guilt kicks in. ergH. kinda miss bintan tho'. haha. why does it always have to be like that?~

day 3

woke at 6.30 bintan time at the sound of sharon's watch. oops. i needed to shit. bomb siah. haha. i bombed the campsite on day 2. hehe. got ready for "pt". met raymond and the others at the beach. had warm ups. then had the swaying grass game. haha. quite funny. then had this "rugby" game. where we were supposed to snatch shoes. from the other team. i was protecting the shoes. haha. we lost by 2 shoes. hehe. nvm. it was fun. went back to the hotel to wash the sand off. and change into something formal. sharon wore skirt. hehe. i wore my white skirt/short thing. haha.

went down for bfast. buffet! sharon, hh, felix, angela, cleo and i sat at one table.... tiff, yl and the other s2s at another and the s3s at another. 1, 2, 3 chiong ah!! went ard to get a lil of everything. all so nice. normal things....scrambled eggs....beans... sausage....but nice. best meal in the 3 days! haHa. few of us went for 2nd round. i went for porridge. then sharon took a whole bowl of cereal. mixed. and we played the finger game....to eat the cereal. we asked "who's the pig?" and the person who had to eat had to say "i'm the pig". after cereal we took miso soup. but felix....the pig....the real pig, rather greedy.... drank the whole thing. she ate the most cereal too. haha. then we played this guess where the sugar was in game. had 3 cups. angela was the banker. i had the most amt of sugar at the end! yaY! hEhE. ok. listen to this. never drink orange juice and milk together for bfast. cuz jarelyn and i did that and we went to bomb after bfast! hAhA. i made her drink milk. cuz babies must drink milk. changed back and went to the beach. sharon broke her sandals so i lent her my slippers. lalalalala. had a sand castle competition. my grp didnt know what to do so we made the "i" for incredibles. haha. cleo sacrificed her shirt to carry sand. and jarelyn was digging the sand. she kept scolding me for slacking. haha. i wasnt! i was helping suying shape the "i".

had to come up with some lame story for the sculpture. haha. who else but jarelyn came up with the story? haha. mary's grp made gunung bintan. was quite nice. they won anyway. haha. we didnt know what to say for ours. jarelyn and i just crapped out some crazy things. after that we had a game of volley ball. which...didnt turn out to be volley ball....cuz we were serving and catching. haha. jarelyn was too short to hit. oops. haha. later she kill me.

went up to pack. had to check out by 12. put our bags down. mary abandoned us and went to swim with the s2s. the rest of us went to look ard. here and there. wanted ice cream but cldnt find it. went to buy drinks and sweets. i bought sarsi...then went to see the s3s and raymond playing pool. then i heard from behind "leanmay ma'am....u very chio today..." haha. jarelyn came to kope my drink. stupid. hha. watched them play pool. but all cheated.... kept moving the white ball. raymond and sheau wei and a few others went over for a serious game of pool and we kept cheating. lame ppl. haha. had to leave by 1.30. awWww. sat the bus to the jetty.

on the way....jarelyn sat btwn all the s4s....which was quite silly of her. becuase she got bullied by all of us. kept saying her hair on her neck was damn funny. kept disturbing and bullying her. then she said..." sharon ma'am...no wonder u can balance so well..." then she pointed at the shoe bag. the brand was new balance. oh man. that was damn lame can? oh yea. i kept telling her she was damn lame and she said "no la. i have 2 legs...can walk very well." -_-|| lame lame lame. poor thing. got bullied by me.

reached the jetty. waited damn long for custom. wanted to snatch jarelyn's passport but she said no. "never see drug addict before ah?" was her reply. gosh. damn funny. then we were plotting to steal sharon' s passport. she was saying sharon's passport was vulnerable to being snatched by us. but her other hand was free. so she might karate chop us. haha. oops. went on board the ferry. sat with sharon n tiff. wanted to go down and buy somthing to eat. but they all wanted to slp. bleah. ended up koping jarelyn's drink. she walked to me but off balanced cuz the ferry was rocking. made me laugh because of the expression on her face. so cartoon can! anyway...i slept for abt 30min or so b4 reaching tanah merah terminal. oh yea. at bintan jetty we rushed to get the top seat. typical singaporean. waited damn long to clear custom again. was with hh and yl....they changed queue...i joined tiff...and got to be faster than them! hehe. mr leow went to buy wine from dfs. hehe. then went into the bus. wah.... back to school.

on the way back... tiff wanted to finish her roll of film.. felix was sleeping without leaning back which was damn funny. tiff wanted to take pic of her. so she went one seat in fron and took her!! there was flash...and felix only woke up like 5 sec later!! slow siah!! damn funny. felix wanted to take pic with suying...so we took with her and suying. haha. then tiff took 2 with both of them only. hehe. we called jarelyn over....she was suspicious...tot we wanted to bully her. haha. took pic with her also... bullied her. hehe.

reached school. saw another rainbow!! yaY! haHa. stupid gerl had the cartoon look on her face when she was running to fall in. made us laugh. dismissed. walked out with tiff. i took a cab. saw the s3s walking out. the cab driver asked me why nv take bus....cheaper. haha.

came home....slept at 10pm. will talk abt my feelings abt the trip tmr. i've been typing since 7.15! now is 9.40. gosh. i'm good. power. fingers tired.~

day2

the last grp on duty(sharon's) woke us up. went to brush teeth. mary didnt! haha. anyway.... we had to go for pt. at the beach. weiwen led. was in front. but the beach was so hard to run. sHhH. i ended up slacking. and running with jarelyn. another slacker. all the way behind. haha. oops. then went back to have breakfast...nasi lemak. wahhhh.... unpitch tents... oh yea. did i say that jarelyn's blood was sweet? she had a million mosquito bites!! she was spraying the repellent all night! hAhA. anyway.... packed the tents...ours was damn nice. haha. prepared for the mt bintan climb. put our bags at the hotel lobby. took a bus to mt bintan. saw some moo moo on the way. mrs koh was showing us the heifer calf. in i'm the king of the castle. stopped at the school in a village.

we went to their toilet. cuz we cldnt once we started to climb. i bullied jarelyn. jumped her queue. haha. stupid girl kept pulling my hair in the bus. we were given a pear and water. then went on the climb. i almost died. climbing up la. gosh. i think partly psychological and physical. but i was breathless half of the journey up. felt like my chest was going to burst open. and die. they put me right at the front. the guide was very helpful. he helped me. a lot. i'm grateful. and the rest of the instructors were so fit!! and this guy. he looked very young. younger than us...but was actually 24. he climbed in slippers and was so fast!! (peifu!!) anyway...made it to the top after abt 2hrs of climbing vertically. vertically! gosh. and the ropes were breaking. felt better towards the top. went there to have lunch. at the top. stop 5. there were 8 stops from bottom to the other bottom. they burnt all the rubbish. took some photos there. i kept using the plant to tickle fen ni and the rest. mary carved plnp `05 on the wood of the shed. hehe.

proceeded with climbing down. uuH....let me say that climbing down was much easier but more dangerous. but nonethelss....fun! was slippery some way here and there. had to go on all fours.... sit down. haha. and angela and i....the clumsy ones....were practically competing who fell down more. haha. i fell down wih my legs in the air!! "si jiao chao tian!" yeah. it was pretty fun tho. there was one part where we practically had to climb down vertically..like a ladder. and onto some rocks. fun. i fell 4 times. angela won. haha. finally made it down aft 1.5 - 2 hrs later. saw the waterfall...nice. there were a lot of fallen trees on the way up and down. kept passing the msg back. like broken telephone. hehe. laughing all the way. went down to the bus. we were so relieved. hha. took some more pics with the guide. he was really good. and helpful. helped me n angela a lot. went into the bus. and we stank the whole bus. haha. slept on the way back. and jarelyn was pulling my hair again. kept teasing her. haha. oh yea. we were telling everyone that once felix slept she would sleep with her mouth open. and we were watching. haha. all of us behind! hAhA. i think she was conscious of it.

finally came back at like 5. hotel time!! claimed our bags.... and rm keys. yay!! it was raining when we came back. aWww. i was with sharon... rm 3210. felix and hh 3215(isolated), yl and tiff 3220. jarelyn, cherina & ziying were 3209....wanted to disturb them. haha. ok. this is the funny part.

felix came to our rm the same time tiff called. sharon answered the door and i the telephone. fen ni said that there was no shampoo and soap in the bathroom! so i went in to check.... and told her it was near the bath tub! oh man. haha. blind. then sharon ran out. when she came back...she told me what felix said. "how come u all have light? we cannot switch on our lights leh!!" cuz they didnt put in their key in the slot!!!!!!!!!! hAhhAHaHA!! wah. damn funny. sharon let me bathe 1st. so i went in to soak. haha. and i didnt know how to unlock the door. haha. sharon went in and i watched spongebob!! felix called just to tell me that. after that we dumped all our clothes in the bath tub and washed it. ok. it stinked. hanged everything everywhere. tiff and yl came in. we didnt let them see our toilet!! hEhE! watched some tv...then went down at 6 to eat our dinner. at the ballroom. bbq! it was raining...so we cldnt have campfire. so anyway...they screened the pics and videos they took the 2 days. some were really funny.

the very 1st one.... was coming down the bus.... jarelyn was putting something into her bag. but the look on her face was damn suspicious....like she just stole something from the bus!! damn funny!!! saw the whole video...then we had to fill up evaluation form. they were passing one pen ard. so i took and and ran to my grp! hEhE! talk abt cunning. filled up the form with my grp. and the other comments we put was that the food was too spicy. jarelyn's great idea. then we were bored. so cherina took the com and started scrutinizing all the pics taken. so funny!!!!!!!! we all started commenting on all the pics and were laughing like crazy. there was one which weiwen had this funny look. and we were saying she was thinking of lunch. since all the looked forward to was lunch. haha. the camera man really like mr leow. haha. took so many pics of him. and we were laughing at that. really damn funny. he was wearing bright yellow. laughed till i cried. we were really finding all the stuff in the pics to laugh abt.

i tell u...jarelyn's hair is really cute. spikey.... like durian. she was lying on my leg....and it was damn ticklish. felt like dog's hair. haha. kept calling her a dog. wonder why she didnt get caught by ms gan. after that we went to get out wallets....to go to pasar oleh oleh. (-sings-) it was something like many shops selling things...souveneirs and stuff. we went to get ice cream. muahah. cornetto. yum yum. jarelyn came over from no idea where just to get a few bits from my ice cream. haha. went ard to find things for family. tiff and hh were finding things for their sisters. we went to the shop and bought cup mee and chocolate. i drank jarelyn's chocolate milk. milk! haha. like baby. xiao hai zi. i bought a pencil. with a cute scarecrow (oxymoron siah). took the bus back to the hotel. were telling some jokes on the way. told the s2s and s3s of the disgusting one. haha. oh yea. suying and weiwen bought berms for $15. cool. quite nice.

went back to the hotel rm to have cup mee party! went to mary's rm and invaded their privacy. they were happening in front of me and sharon! dots... they didnt allow us to lie on their bed. bleah. yl and tiff and the s2s joined us. we were watching tv. snatched the controller from felix. cuz she was watching her gerrard. ergh.switched channels here and there...watched mary poppins. oh yea. went over to steal some sugar for felix at cherina's rm. then mary and felix disappeared. left us in their rm. thanks ah. knew they wanted to spend some time ALONE. found them at suying's rm. haha. i knew felix wanted to go there. lalallal. i scared them that everyone left already and the key was in their rm. uh oh. haha. so we went back to our rm. cuz mrs koh wld come and check. so aft she checked we went to slp. oh yea. 2 single beds. mary and felix too. wah lau. was hoping it was a king sized bed for them haha. sharon and i talked a while... b4 falling asleep. sharon wanted the light on. so we just slept with it. i didnt care. was tired. haha. ~

BiNtAn tRiP

Day 1
met in sch b4 proceeding to tanah merah terminal. met raymond there.... took the dome tents along. waited for a while to get on the ferry.... s4s and s2s sat at the bottom deck... the s3s were on top. mary said she wanted a mocha.... pronouncing it as mo-ch-a. not "moca". ha! i teased her all the way!! went up to see the s3s....the upper deck was nicer! erGh! haha. arrived at bintan an hr later. but we gained 1 hr. hehe. so we reached at 9am. took transport to nirwana resort- camp able.

mosquito infested!! aHh!! but i didnt really get bitten so quickly. haHa. there were 2 deers.... so cute. we set up our tents at one area. mary's english really fail. she said "let's go build tents"... 4grps. my grp included suying (felicia's jealous), jarelyn (gosh. that lamer.) and cleopatra. i didnt know a thing abt setting up such a tent. haha. got it up anyway. loaded our bags in.... then went to the beach to have some games. raymond asked us to name ourselves something that starts with the same letter as our name. mine was liu lian. some funny ones were huihua's....(hahaha) etc. played human entanglement. my grp was with felix and all the s3s...and the other was my 4sqdmates and the s2s. anyway. we won! hEhE! dont know how either. then went to do some elements. did the spider web. carried a few ppl over. hehe. then stood on the rope thing. had to walk on it. in a triangle. i was the last to walk on it. sharon supported me. then went on the big huge see saw. had to balance it. and stay for 20sec. ended up with a few standing in the middle.... kristle became the mobile one. finally able to make it stable....counted down damn fast. hahA.

went back to the mosquito infested area to eat lunch. rice with fish & vege and 3 smal bananas. i ate one? hAhA. then went on to the wakatobi trail. had to find our way throught the forrest. with a compass and a map. had to name our grp. ours was incredibles! YaY! mary's grp (bitokawa) was the 1st one to lead. walked here and there. hehe. couldnt find the way out. had to be led out in the end. climbed here and there. tired. after that went kayaking. but i felt queasy in my stomach. drank too much water during the walk. so felt nauseous. but i love kayaking. how cld i not go? ended up with fen ni in the kayak. we were one of the last to paddle out. but became the 1st!! hehe. were paddling on some sharp rocks. and saw a rainbow!! yaY! then the inst said further out we cld see dolphins. but we didnt. aWww. and glynnis was scared of dolphins! haha. we played changing partners and i changed with ziying. so was with cherina. paddled back....kayaking was good. we had a race back to shore. sharon capsized! hEhE

back to the campsite. washed up. no. more like bathe. oh ya. havent said anything abt the toilet.1st....there's no flush. had to use the water to flush. then the bathing area...the curtains didnt even cover the whole area! we were so scared to take off our clothes! haha. were screaming like mad ppl. oh ya. raymond emphasized on going to the "f-e-m-a-l-e toilet" but mary wanted to go to the male toilet! hAhA! anyway. the s4s ate 1st. same thing. rice. then raymond briefed us on what we were supposed to do for night walk. the s2 & 3s were walking. we were supposed to be stationed somewhere to guide them. mary and sharon were at stop 1. me n tiff were at stop 2 and felix and yl were at the end point. we were sitting there feeding the mosquitoes. and me n tiff were rather scared. rather? ergh! i gotta stop using that word! we heard knocking sounds. eEk. we were talking most of the time. saw many buses and stuff. tried guessing what they were cuz we cld only see the headlights. most of them walked in pairs. no fun. cld use torch light. 3 s3s went solo....cool. suying, jarelyn and weiwen. haha. nice. we didnt know what to do after all went. so we walked back to find mary and sharon...but cldnt. so we walked back to wait for the rest.

was abt 9.45 by the time we finshed debrief and briefing for tmr. so we had time to sleep b4 sentry. sentry was 1hr 45mins! wah lau. haha. suying and cleo fell asleep quite fast. jarelyn and i were talking.... and talking. and talking! cldnt sleep. mainly entertaining ourselves. haha. we stopped talking and "slept"for 45 min or so. cuz we were the 1st for sentry. woke up and went to the toilet. sat outside and fed the mosquitoes for a while. then went back to the tent. really felt like sleeping. so we had to do something. talk. so me and jarelyn started talking again! talk and talk and talk and talk. cleo and suying were falling asleep. had to call them from time to time. we talked abt so many things. cldnt remember abt what. she cracked some super lame and cold jokes. and she wanted to call cleopatra up....so she said "shamala's sqdmate...u awake anot?" hAhA! dumb. so we continued to talk and talk. and laugh. and play with the torchlight until 1hr 45mins later. self entertainment. haha. i asked her to do pole dance for me. but she refused. 2 of us went to toilet again and went to call mary's grp up. haha. then we talked for a while in the tent again. then i asked her to stop entertaining herself and get to sleep. stupid girl. so lame.~

hey bloggie....

going off to bintan tmr. erGh. i'm nervous. dunno why. scared? i hate this feeling. i have this feeling i would forget something. dont know. haha.

well anyway...i'm looking forward to the 2nd night. where it's free & easy and in the hotel. oh yeah. my tent on the 1st night has suying, jarelyn & cleopatra. hehe. staying with sharon in the hotel on the 2nd night. felicia is with mary and my thoughts are running wild. haha. oops. sharon is saying that she wun be able to sleep. because of me. haha.

anyway.... i met jaime, sharon & tiff ytd to go to np carnival. hEhE. xt, wx and am came later. much later. we wanted to go on the rides.... the fun one! i dont know how to describe it. but we waited for xt to come. meanwhile....tiff and i were looking at the food. oOOoOo.... nice food. but anyway...we went on the ride and it was really fun. i kept flying off my chair. and kept screaming. tiff and i cldnt stop screaming. haaA. xt and wx went again. they came down with blue blacks and a little wound. haha. so thin...no fats to cushion that's why.

went to eat. i ate laksa and yoghurt. mMmMmm. was debating btwn strawberry& peach and the oreo. decided to take the strawberry & peach. went to buy police shirt. not me. i already have one. then they went fishing. haha. guppies. managed to catch 4 in all. oops. we're not pros. lalalalala. xt had $3 left so they went to play a game. haha.

went to j8. while wating for the bus we were looking at some wu gui and fish. so cute. oops. we saw some dog show at j8. so cute! the schnauzers were so cute! lalalalalalalalala.... then we went to take neos....and had to much time that i put funny things onto ppl's faces....mainly xt's. haha. muahaha.

anyway....i'm excited yet nervous abt tmr. seriously dunno how to pack my bag and squeeze in anymore. erGh.~

i was too lazy to write anything ytd. yeA. went to pierce ear.

erM... with tiff, sharon, xt, jaime. i was the 1st.... cuz i wanted to be. i must say i wasnt that scared at first. but when we went there...there was this guy who wanted to pierce....then we saw his reaction when the needle went in and all of us got scared by him!! ok. so i sat down...and the minute it went in...it was painful!! and it worsened aft that la. haha. who ever said it was painless? after that sharon pierced, then tiff. all of us were likel...uUh...pain lor. then jaime and xt pierced the upper part. eeWwW. cel came later. and we were predicting her reaction....but she turned up to be cooler than we thought. eRgH. haha. "pain?" " erm...ok la." dots!

walked to far east. when to bk for a drink. saw ms yeo at kfc. then walked ard far east....took neos...haha. came home... was still hurting when i came home. my left ear. maybe cuz i was having a headache.

min wei is crazy. she called me just to find out abt my ear. mad person. she seems more enthu than me abt my own ear. mad girl.

oh yea. note from the paper given by bits & pieces: pain, redness or swelling is not a normal effect.... erm...ok. haha. we were laughing at that. consult doctor immediately. erm. ok. haha. it should be right? how can it be painless? hMm.... hAhA.

anyway... didnt know how to sleep last night. wanted so much to turn...but scared wld harm ear. managed to slp...but woke up in the night. then woke up again at abt 7am. didnt know how to bathe too. haha.~

owWwW.....

who said piercing ears wasnt pain?

pig.

lazy to type.~

chem lesson today. alkenes. so many C and H....i'm going crazy.

was walking to canteen in the morning....heard so much noise....wonder who it was.... it ended up to be my juniors. haha. yay! they greeted me! hEhE! lalalalalalaal i saw the new np shirt. real nice. i wan!!! hAha. cherina said it was she who designed it. hMm....

ok. went for lessons...... then after that it was raining. heavily. pouring. but we still went to heartland. me, sharon, felix and serena. went to eat sakae sushi. because sharon was getting obsessed with sushi. haha. no one wanted to touch the red plate...since it cost $6.50. haha. felix and serena ordered fried toufu (felix adores toufu). i ate soba. sharon took 1 red plate. haha. so we shared. ate our fill.

then we went to walk. mainly went to this fashion.... serena went to try on skirts. haha. wanted felix to wear one. but her wardrobe is most likely similar to mary's. as usual. anyway....after that we went home.

and i did finish ex 22.1 for a maths! i still have so many to go. and eng hmk. ~

just helped mom colour her hair. red. hAhA. nah. brown la. but it looks red on the packaging.

only had chem today. alkanes and alkenes...oOoOoo. haha.

anyway... went to celene's house ytd after lessons with sharon, ry, serene, jasmine, xinyi, se ying. yq cldnt go. had lunch 1st...was playing with her dog. serene and ry were so scared of it. once they saw her they ran far far away. haha. i fed the dog egg from the bee hoon. serene was so scared. ry was acting brave. hehe. were watching mtv in the dining area. then went to the basement to play xbox. they were playing something then dead or alive. haha. then me, xinyi, ry and jasmine took over. kept choosing diff characters. ry kept choosing the guys. i chose this girl with big b**** who cld use the hands to fight by poking! hAhA! xinyi and i won jasmine and ry 14:5. hehe.

after that we were playing blind man.............uHHh....... haha. i got caught twice. damn funny. run here run there. haha. sharon was the last to get caught. then were playing heart attack after jasmine left. then sang karaoke. stef sun. haha. xin yi and se ying were getting high. then i had to go home....so sharon left with me. the rest stayed behind. had to come early to school today. lazy to blog ler.~

felix says my last entry was lame.

well, this is lamer.

i want to publicize that she is crazy over some person... which doesnt know how to pronounce his name properly.

concern me?

nah.

so why am i blogging it?~

waHhHh!! chinese o's is finally over!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!

ok this is what came out. qing qiu gong han. which i did. asking for some programme to be shown on tv. and guess what came out for compo? for bao zhang du hou gan.... about bullying... students being bullied. exactly the same question that we did b4!!!!! oh man!!!!!!!!! we were all so happy!!!!!! practically the whole pl. so cool.

i really thank God for helping us through.

ok. pp2 wasnt that good. who knew how to write qian song?!?!? did we learn it? no. and the compre was a huh? something abt not spending enuf time with yer family.

ok good. it's over. muahahahaha. lessons this week. as usual.~

sore throat. erGh.

yaY! ms sea is open for sign ups again!! lols. but i already made an acc... haha. anyway. i did a stupid thing ytd. i asked felix to dl ms...forgetting that she cldnt sign up for an acc. and i told her when the dl-ing was almost finished! hAhA! she was like "WHAT!!!" oops. haha. at least she didnt dl for nth. it's open for sign ups again.

tmr's school. hate the 1st few things. checking papers....hope i dun fail my a math pp2!! so difficult. wonder whether they uploaded anymore results??~

i saw lays potato chips bbq flavour but i cldnt eat it.
i saw old chang kee but i cldnt eat it.
i saw long john but i cldnt eat it.
i saw mac but i cldnt eat it.

the only thing i cld eat was sushi.

why?

because i have a sore throat!!

i hate sore throats.

i keep drinking water.~

sore throat! ahHhhh!!~

Still

Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
within your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God~

back from walk-a-jog. splitting headache.

reached there at 7. hA. took a lift from mel fong. well....competitors were flagged off 1st.... then us. haha. tiff pulled yq to run... so ry, serene and i were left to stroll. haha. still had time to go toilet during the run! haha. then it was hot. so they took out umbrella! so malu! haha. ms goh and mrs seah were like..."dun use umbrella!!" lols. i dumped all the competitors' bags in serene's dad's car. heE.

after everything....which took eternity....we wanted to rent bikes but didnt in the end. we split into 3 grps.... ry and se ying went on serene's dad's car.... yq, celene and i walked to the starting point. sharon, xin yi and jasmine strayed off to vjc bus stop without telling us! haha. so we made our way to parkway...since ry and se ying were on the way there. 3 of us ate at bk....the other 3 at mos and the 2 at han's. aft that wanted to go into e-zone but were wearing sch shirt. ergh! ha. took a cab to bugis.

took neos. and then some went secretly to buy pressie for sharon....erm.... we tried to lie that se ying had diarrhoea... haha. so long. sharon was getting suspicious. i think. haha. bought a skirt and a blouse for her. hEE. then went to this tea house...to drink bubble tea. haha. couldnt resist the almond!! but i wanted tako pachi....haha. i shall buy it next time. yum yum. they went to celene's house i think. yq and i rushed off. both had to go home. cuz i had no house key!! and yq's mom was quite pisst. haha.

having a splitting headache now. but i think today was ok. better than going to school to do mock exam!! haha. monday's a holiday. hehe! but have to study.~

today was dead boring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mock chinese exam. 1st was paper 1.... 2 hrs. and i couldnt concentrate becuase of the loony woman beside me who was doodling all over my paper... question paper. drawing lame cartoons...and disturbing me all the way. she drew a portrait of me... which ended up looking like tiff. lols. but kept disturbing me.

then paper 2 aft recess. i had peace.... but too much of it. oh gosh. where did that paper come from? chinese high? rgs? i had no idea what the compre was talking abt. erm... something about geog and social studies....abt development, abt people as a country's most precious resource. dotS.... so chim.

yixian and i went to the student lounge to find the hcl girls for the 12 th night thing... had to ask ms kang where it was! haha. stupid. this is the thing....they were playing card games....watching tv and what were we doing? having some stupid chinese exams! haha. mrs ng asked us to buy some food for her...she was wondering why they were so free. so she said she would give them something to do next week! haHa!!! i'm saddistic. lols.

walk-a-jog tmr....thank god. gonna go there and stroll. haha.

oOoOo.... vonzell got voted out for am idol. poor thing. they're really really really good. hEEx.~

waHA!! mid year's finally over!! been waiting for this day. and i dont feel like there's school tmr!! aH. who cares.

hEEx . came home at 10 something. then went out to meet celene, yq, sharon, xin yi, ah ruo, serene, se ying to go out. met hester and stefanie too. they were going to watch house of wax. hehe. nc 16....all of us just cant wait. then met me partner, jy, yixian, sylvia in the mrt. haha. they were going to watch house of wax too!! hA. all cant wait. then took to orchard. haha. they said somerset. so yq.celene and i came out...they didnt!! so we took to orchard. went to lido. met pl girls again. and they were going to watch house of wax too! everyone's desperate to watch nc 16 movies. heEx. they borrowed our ez link....cuz the security was quite strict. they check the month. haha. i ate subway. just felt like it. of course i removed every vege except lettuce. haha. oops. then they went to watch some show by daniel wu.... serene, yq and i didnt.

1st we went to borders....for no reason. haha .look see. then went to wisma....to get earrings....oh man. i like that shop. haha. took mrt to somerset.... cine. waHhHhH. went to play at arcade!! daytona. oh man. haha. i'm so lousy. played the i dunno what. that thing where u have the circular disk then u hit into the goal thing. haha. i won yq and serene!! but my arm's gonna ache tmr. keep hitting. then went to play dead or alive. anyhow press. not bad. could win a few. haha. saw this ddr pro. he got the highest score. pro. went over to heeren. so look see. while waiting for the ppls to finish. haha. oh yeah. practically the whole pl sec4 was at town lor!! saw so many...in home clothes....sch u....all sorts. ha.

yq was hungry so we went to taka to get food. and they called us and said they were at heeren! haha. so we took our time....walk back. they were taking neos. we waited for them....my legs were so tired. walked so long. haha. met minwei and ann marie...woah....they wore until so..... erm. nice. makes us feel so inferior. haha. spaghetti stripe and short skirt. ooOo. hA. went to take noes again. so many faces. hEE.

then went to drink bubble tea. i had to go home earlier. as usual. i prefer not to vomit all out. haha. came home with yq. she went to the library. -_-. cheng san library. hAs.

nag nag nag.~

King of Majesty

You know that
I love you
You know that
I want to know you so much more
More than I have before

These words are
From my heart
These words are
Not made up
I will live for you
I am devoted to you

King of Majesty
I have one desire
Just to be with you my Lord
Just to be with you my Lord

Jesus you are the Saviour of my soul
And forever and ever I'll give my praises to you~

whEeEeEeE!! new template!

haha!! 2 more papers to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahaha!! i've been so looking forward to today. to play!! hAhA!! study tmr. play today!! hEE!! here's an account on my papers.

English: the usual
Lit: okok. cant be worse. except that the unseen passage was from lord of the flies.
Math: oh gosh. paper 1 was more difficult than paper2.
SS: always writing away. she set development. thank god there was ageing population to save me!
Geog: quite ok. cld rmb the points. did water pollution. didnt wanna do air pollution cuz i didnt know the 2nd part!
Physics: usual. a few difficult qns here and there.
A math: i think i'm dead.
CL: i didnt know half of the tian xie han zi.
Chem: ok. the best paper i've had so far. and to a certain extent....the easiest. haha. not really.

ok. just 1 more a math and chem. then i can takea break until ch o's. heEX.~

i hate exams. i'm stressed. and i'm dying.

thank god it's next week. after that ia m able to relx for a while. like just concentrate on chinese. which i havent been. oops. i have been doing maths and a maths like crazy.... and am mentally tired for today. i feel like i'm typing like a robot. just like the way you do maths. step by step.

well...i maybe science is better. haha. whatever. if i get some prelim exam like the one i did today...i would be damn happy! oh man. that paper was easy! all the questions were like from tys?!?!?! haha.

xt just told me her exams start on thurs. what is this world coming to? hAs. nvm. by thurs i would be freer. is that a word? oh. i'm gonna fail my english.

i really have no game to play on my com. ts is so laggified. i cant even get in. only 2 servers!! and so many ppl. couple with the fact that my com always has a big problem with me. i cant play ms because of some settings prob in my com. and i'm too lazy to dl gunbound! any recommendations? ~

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I look away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
It ain't the day
I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversationg
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversationg
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it

Cuz I'm in Love With you
I'm in love with you
Cuz i'm in love with you
And I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you

oOo... new template. actually wanted to put something with a black background and a nice violin....but it didnt turn out nicely...so this was the next best choice.

haha. i woke up at 1015 today. was supposed to eat bfast with felix. and meet her at 9.45. anyway....i think she woke up and went back to sleep. haha. i was lazy to go out anyway. hAhA. after eating KFC last night i feel that i'm putting on weight...if i eat mac today...i'll be fat by the time i take height and weight. hehe. fireworks were nice ytd. could see them from my house. haha. thank god the tv didnt have xt, nana & my face. hehe.

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Have you heard of the One called Saviour?
Have you heard of His perfect love?
Have you heard of the One in Heaven?
Have you heard how He gave His Son?
Well I have found this love and I believe in the Son show me your way

I believe in the one called Saviour
I believe He's the risen one
I believe that I'll live forever
I believe that the King will come
Because I have found this love and I believe in the Son show me your way

Jesus you are my best friend and you will always be nothing will ever change that

I believe in the One called Saviour
I believe He's the risen One
I believe that I'll live forever
I believe that the King will come
Because I have found this love and I believe in the Son show me your way

Jesus you are my best friend and you will always be nothing will ever change that
Jesus you are my best friend and you will always be nothing will ever change that
Jesus you are my best friend and you will always be nothing will ever change that