havent used the com for a few days. really going crazy already. my body(esp my head) is showing signs of overloading and stress... just like the time before prelims in sec4. therefore i had to take a day off from studying. or else something really bad will happen.
so anyway, went to school to find mr tan and ms lim last friday. like many s15 people were in school mugging. went to have lunch with yiling and ghis at pizza hut. yays! good food. raf called. asked people to go out. so after lunch i met him and shafik at ps. shafik chiong-ed 5days of camp with barely 6 hours of sleep. so we went to watch shrek 3, because raf didnt like watching any superhero movies other than spiderman (so i cldnt watch fantastic4). shafik fell asleep in the cinema. think he only watch $2 worth of the whole movie. raf was telling me abt atc on the train while going home...while shafik fell asleep.
yep yep. that was basically my WHOLE week. gosh. i hate studying.~
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
9 June 07
Met up with 4a2 people at cel's house. gosh. her house is like 10times as big as mine. had loads of fun there, taking pics, going crazy... we rock!
10 June 07
Met up with xt and raf. shafik was uncontactable. edwin was at rc. jaime was having school. anyway. havent seen them for a long time too. still havent seen the other 2 guys and 1 girl. when will we all get together? 3 of us ended up cutting our hair. i cut mine much shorter. too irritating. lols.~
altogether!!
in (literally) the swimming pool
in the basement...
my dearest ah ruo =))
lazing on the sofa...
my present....
.... and card! it's most appreciated! =)
Met up with 4a2 people at cel's house. gosh. her house is like 10times as big as mine. had loads of fun there, taking pics, going crazy... we rock!
10 June 07
Met up with xt and raf. shafik was uncontactable. edwin was at rc. jaime was having school. anyway. havent seen them for a long time too. still havent seen the other 2 guys and 1 girl. when will we all get together? 3 of us ended up cutting our hair. i cut mine much shorter. too irritating. lols.~
altogether!!
in (literally) the swimming pool
in the basement...
my dearest ah ruo =))
lazing on the sofa...
my present....
.... and card! it's most appreciated! =)
Friday, June 01, 2007
NAG (national age groups) was this week. one comptition after another. was sick on saturday again. severe sore throat and headache. i hate the weather. stupid weather.
monday's singles was okay. i did better at occ than at safra. but people were damn pro. more pro than nationals. oh. playing beside us were ite guys. they're quite nice. anyway. finished relatively early so we left our bags at the storage area and went home. on the way there on tuesday, i met thea... who was going home from work. talked to her all the way to yishun although we see each other every sunday. lols. she kept making me jealous because here i am, slogging my heart out 5 months before A levels and she's having 4 months holiday with nothing to do. and by the time i start my ct she's still on holiday! haha. i always screw my 1st game. team s'pore schools girls were beside us (coach explained that to get in, you have to get an average of 190 and above for A/B/C division) this girl hit a 268 with 4 strikes, a spare, 5 strikes and a spare. think that's great? wait till you see another guy from SBF go striked 10 times... an almost perfect game! everyone stopped just to look at him bowl... and clapped when he striked for the 10th time. on the 11th bowl... he got a 9!! ARGH!! wasted!! so everyone went aWwWww... an almost perfect game. 289. took a cab home.
wednesday... had to go to school for math lecture. think a 3.5hour lecture is torturing? try sitting in a 3.5 hour lecture WITHOUT aircon in the lecture theatre!! almost died in there. i totally switched off at the last hour. went for competition at night. it was doubles. also my highest games in NAG, 134, 146. gosh. so lousy. during the games was talking to coach... he was telling us stories of his life and also ghost stories about bowling alleys. so cool!! haha. coach was sick. he had a high fever. and he sleeps so few hours!! so poor thing!! thursday's comp... was quartet. dont know what i was doing. coach mia-ed for the first game. we were wondering where he went. he was really sick and was sleeping in the car. so poor thing!! did really badly for the 3rd game. cldnt care alr.
after that jess and i decided to 'fan lian' at someone. because we couldnt take that person's attitude and character anymore. was quite funny. we went to find coach who went to sleep in his car again. but being almost the last time we were going to see him... he came out of his car to meet us. talked to him for a while... so sad. he offered to send jess and i to the mrt station to take a cab. waited for his wife and son... who qualified for masters today (and who got champion. congrats! so pro!).
anyway, thank you coach for everything that you've done for us! i must say that you're the best coach i've ever had (not to say that i've had a lot of coaches). and i cannot express how much gratitude and thanks because it's really too much. for the time and effort you've put in... coming for extra trainings with us at no extra cost... for helping us in every way that you can... and for just being there to comfort in times of trouble and stress. i really cannot repay how much you've given to us as a team... and i really appreciate it. though it's been just a mere 5 months (and i really wish we had you as our coach last year).. i feel like it's been a long time since you introduced yourself. you've never really scolded us or put us down with negative remarks but have always encouraged us and given us hope in what we did. even when we bowled wrongly... we were always greeted by your smile when coming back from throwing the ball. you never failed to give suggestions on how to improve and really just helped us to improve tremendously from the mess we were last year. i really really really appreciate it and a million thanks once again for everything that you've done!! these words are but the tip of the ice berg as to how much gratitude i feel. the rest cannot be put down in words.
i summarised that and sent a 3-msg long sms to coach... who said made him cry. and made me wanna cry too. ah well... goodbye is never easy.
for now... it's mug mug mug... full time mugging until A's. i dont wanna become a doctor or a banker. lols! good night world!!~
me, jess, coach & ys
-we'll miss you!!~
monday's singles was okay. i did better at occ than at safra. but people were damn pro. more pro than nationals. oh. playing beside us were ite guys. they're quite nice. anyway. finished relatively early so we left our bags at the storage area and went home. on the way there on tuesday, i met thea... who was going home from work. talked to her all the way to yishun although we see each other every sunday. lols. she kept making me jealous because here i am, slogging my heart out 5 months before A levels and she's having 4 months holiday with nothing to do. and by the time i start my ct she's still on holiday! haha. i always screw my 1st game. team s'pore schools girls were beside us (coach explained that to get in, you have to get an average of 190 and above for A/B/C division) this girl hit a 268 with 4 strikes, a spare, 5 strikes and a spare. think that's great? wait till you see another guy from SBF go striked 10 times... an almost perfect game! everyone stopped just to look at him bowl... and clapped when he striked for the 10th time. on the 11th bowl... he got a 9!! ARGH!! wasted!! so everyone went aWwWww... an almost perfect game. 289. took a cab home.
wednesday... had to go to school for math lecture. think a 3.5hour lecture is torturing? try sitting in a 3.5 hour lecture WITHOUT aircon in the lecture theatre!! almost died in there. i totally switched off at the last hour. went for competition at night. it was doubles. also my highest games in NAG, 134, 146. gosh. so lousy. during the games was talking to coach... he was telling us stories of his life and also ghost stories about bowling alleys. so cool!! haha. coach was sick. he had a high fever. and he sleeps so few hours!! so poor thing!! thursday's comp... was quartet. dont know what i was doing. coach mia-ed for the first game. we were wondering where he went. he was really sick and was sleeping in the car. so poor thing!! did really badly for the 3rd game. cldnt care alr.
after that jess and i decided to 'fan lian' at someone. because we couldnt take that person's attitude and character anymore. was quite funny. we went to find coach who went to sleep in his car again. but being almost the last time we were going to see him... he came out of his car to meet us. talked to him for a while... so sad. he offered to send jess and i to the mrt station to take a cab. waited for his wife and son... who qualified for masters today (and who got champion. congrats! so pro!).
anyway, thank you coach for everything that you've done for us! i must say that you're the best coach i've ever had (not to say that i've had a lot of coaches). and i cannot express how much gratitude and thanks because it's really too much. for the time and effort you've put in... coming for extra trainings with us at no extra cost... for helping us in every way that you can... and for just being there to comfort in times of trouble and stress. i really cannot repay how much you've given to us as a team... and i really appreciate it. though it's been just a mere 5 months (and i really wish we had you as our coach last year).. i feel like it's been a long time since you introduced yourself. you've never really scolded us or put us down with negative remarks but have always encouraged us and given us hope in what we did. even when we bowled wrongly... we were always greeted by your smile when coming back from throwing the ball. you never failed to give suggestions on how to improve and really just helped us to improve tremendously from the mess we were last year. i really really really appreciate it and a million thanks once again for everything that you've done!! these words are but the tip of the ice berg as to how much gratitude i feel. the rest cannot be put down in words.
i summarised that and sent a 3-msg long sms to coach... who said made him cry. and made me wanna cry too. ah well... goodbye is never easy.
for now... it's mug mug mug... full time mugging until A's. i dont wanna become a doctor or a banker. lols! good night world!!~
me, jess, coach & ys
-we'll miss you!!~
Friday, May 25, 2007
hello world!
went to school on wednesday to visit ms heng. ha. for econs consultation. was supposed to be 8am. so had to wake up quite early. arghs. lyn, fel, peiyi and anne marie were there. but ms heng wasnt. said to meet her at 8.30. lols. so we sat there and talked. met jess, who was there for gp. met rc too... who was studying with *someone. lols! ms heng finally came at 8.45. lols. so asked her qns till 9.30 cuz we havent really studied. some went for gp lessons... the rest went to the library to mug. was so noisy in there.
after that fel, peiyi, yiling and i went to eat lunch behind school. then went to eat ice-cream at estivo! muahaha. i ate sorbet... too sour for some of them. lols. so ate and talked... then fel went back for choir. the rest of us went home.
thursday was competition... was there quite early. was talking to ck when he showed me a video of the 9 o clock show. lols. competition was bad. gosh. again. this time we were bowling with cj ppl. they're friendlier. and mad. super high and shouted so loudly when they striked. but they striked a lot. lols. but must really thank coach for being such a great help during these 5 months. for his patience and willingness to coach us fo free everytime we had extra trainings... and for the time he spent trying to help us improve.
after the comp we went opposite to eat lunch... ck, ys, jess and i sat tgt... while rc abandoned us to sit with th and the rest. lols. we were teasing him from far far away... and 'gossipping' about how widely he smiled when he was talking to some person. lols! cldnt stop laughing. after that we decided to go to northpoint to watch pirates!! had 45mins to waste before the show started... so we sat at bk...looking at ck's hp videos. lols. the bk ppl were staring at us...so we had to buy food. haha. the show was great!! although i forgot most of part 2. lols. ys didnt watch part 1 and 2... so had to explain to her what happened during the show. haha. and goodness... the way they portrayed s'pore!! gosh. thought it was china or something. the moment chow yun fatt said "welcome to singapore!" i went gosh!!!! haha.
but the movie on the whole was funny!! stayed till after the credits to watch the very end. lols. hope there's a part 4!! after that it was rather late.... so we went home.
NAG is next week. but for now...i want to sleep.~
went to school on wednesday to visit ms heng. ha. for econs consultation. was supposed to be 8am. so had to wake up quite early. arghs. lyn, fel, peiyi and anne marie were there. but ms heng wasnt. said to meet her at 8.30. lols. so we sat there and talked. met jess, who was there for gp. met rc too... who was studying with *someone. lols! ms heng finally came at 8.45. lols. so asked her qns till 9.30 cuz we havent really studied. some went for gp lessons... the rest went to the library to mug. was so noisy in there.
after that fel, peiyi, yiling and i went to eat lunch behind school. then went to eat ice-cream at estivo! muahaha. i ate sorbet... too sour for some of them. lols. so ate and talked... then fel went back for choir. the rest of us went home.
thursday was competition... was there quite early. was talking to ck when he showed me a video of the 9 o clock show. lols. competition was bad. gosh. again. this time we were bowling with cj ppl. they're friendlier. and mad. super high and shouted so loudly when they striked. but they striked a lot. lols. but must really thank coach for being such a great help during these 5 months. for his patience and willingness to coach us fo free everytime we had extra trainings... and for the time he spent trying to help us improve.
after the comp we went opposite to eat lunch... ck, ys, jess and i sat tgt... while rc abandoned us to sit with th and the rest. lols. we were teasing him from far far away... and 'gossipping' about how widely he smiled when he was talking to some person. lols! cldnt stop laughing. after that we decided to go to northpoint to watch pirates!! had 45mins to waste before the show started... so we sat at bk...looking at ck's hp videos. lols. the bk ppl were staring at us...so we had to buy food. haha. the show was great!! although i forgot most of part 2. lols. ys didnt watch part 1 and 2... so had to explain to her what happened during the show. haha. and goodness... the way they portrayed s'pore!! gosh. thought it was china or something. the moment chow yun fatt said "welcome to singapore!" i went gosh!!!! haha.
but the movie on the whole was funny!! stayed till after the credits to watch the very end. lols. hope there's a part 4!! after that it was rather late.... so we went home.
NAG is next week. but for now...i want to sleep.~
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
hello world!!! i'm agitated. i dont know why. everything seems right but it isnt. small problems add up to big ones. and so, i'm agitated. probably starting to get stressed over common test. and i keep having the same dream. the same happy dream that makes me smile, but frown when i wake. it's making me mre streseed.
anyway. stayed at home ytd. to do my hmk. so guai =) went to meet ghis at srgn int in the evening to return her work. it was super hot, my nose was irritating me (no, i'm not sick. it's just the dust that came out from my notes when i was doing filing), my eyes were tired, dry and painful and my head was pounding. what a day!
today was team event. met ys at the int... then we met th and rc. found out that our placing for the doubles was not bad! yays! stupid bowling area was super crowded. because there were 4 people to 1 lane. damn it. so long. 3 game series... and we had to be beside acsi. guys! argh. they were power bowlers. 5 consecutive strikes in a row... with a 604 series game. (that's an average of 201) but i love their technique! and the way their ball ref and hook, and strike. super cool. our games on the other hand... were not doing too well. my last game pulled me up... and coach said i had to have 2 warm up games before the comp. lols.
so overall... i dont know. lols. the guys did not bad too. only that they were bio-ing girls again. lols. melanie came! yay! haha. after the comp we went down supposedly to find coach only to find out that he left already. damn it! whose fault!! so we had to bring home all our bowling balls... shared a cab with ys and rc. think we made rc pay most of it. rc kept suaning us and we kept suaning back. as usual. i dropped at bishan and took a bus back.
was trying to maintain balance while holding two bowling balls on each hand.. when i heard someone call very loudly.."FISH!!" sorta knew who it was. who would be at srgn ave 3 at this time of the day and call me fish? haha. anyway... havent seen xavier for quite a while. everyone's seriously busy with their own life. he helped me carry my spare ball. yay. so walked with him to my block and caught up with him. apparently, he takes the same bus as me every morning.. but i dont get to meet him because i go earlier in the morning and come back earlier. lols. he's jealous. didnt get to catch up with him much.
tmr is another day of mugging. damn it. arghs. whatever! ~
anyway. stayed at home ytd. to do my hmk. so guai =) went to meet ghis at srgn int in the evening to return her work. it was super hot, my nose was irritating me (no, i'm not sick. it's just the dust that came out from my notes when i was doing filing), my eyes were tired, dry and painful and my head was pounding. what a day!
today was team event. met ys at the int... then we met th and rc. found out that our placing for the doubles was not bad! yays! stupid bowling area was super crowded. because there were 4 people to 1 lane. damn it. so long. 3 game series... and we had to be beside acsi. guys! argh. they were power bowlers. 5 consecutive strikes in a row... with a 604 series game. (that's an average of 201) but i love their technique! and the way their ball ref and hook, and strike. super cool. our games on the other hand... were not doing too well. my last game pulled me up... and coach said i had to have 2 warm up games before the comp. lols.
so overall... i dont know. lols. the guys did not bad too. only that they were bio-ing girls again. lols. melanie came! yay! haha. after the comp we went down supposedly to find coach only to find out that he left already. damn it! whose fault!! so we had to bring home all our bowling balls... shared a cab with ys and rc. think we made rc pay most of it. rc kept suaning us and we kept suaning back. as usual. i dropped at bishan and took a bus back.
was trying to maintain balance while holding two bowling balls on each hand.. when i heard someone call very loudly.."FISH!!" sorta knew who it was. who would be at srgn ave 3 at this time of the day and call me fish? haha. anyway... havent seen xavier for quite a while. everyone's seriously busy with their own life. he helped me carry my spare ball. yay. so walked with him to my block and caught up with him. apparently, he takes the same bus as me every morning.. but i dont get to meet him because i go earlier in the morning and come back earlier. lols. he's jealous. didnt get to catch up with him much.
tmr is another day of mugging. damn it. arghs. whatever! ~
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Saturday, May 19, 2007
hello again. going crazy. i'm not stressed over studies (not yet anyway). i'm stressed over everything else.
Nothing special happened on thursday. But why am i such a failure? Why am i not able to even get over something so trivial? Why is it so easy for everyone else but not me? I am such a failure in this aspect.
Friday was doubles. Woke up ard the same time as i wake up for school. Attempted to catch a cab down to safra, only to find that there was no cab! All we on call (which i doubt 90% of them were real). Anyway, i still managed to reach there on time. and i had to feel all stressed out just before my first game. so naturally... all went into chaos. jess was doing pretty well and i on the other hand... i couldnt handle it. every ball i sent out wasnt good. coach came over to comfort me and provide tips. but he couldnt comment much on my technique since it was my nerves that was affecting me. jess kept asking me to relax. but i just couldnt. so my first game was 77. luckily jess had a high game. i really couldnt take the pressure. i cried.
the second game was better. and i was able to calm down and spare most of the frames. the next few games were okay i guess. coach was there to support and encourage us. and i thank God for that. =) jinnie and si en were screaming for us again. super ear piercing! but super good! haha. some of the other juniors couldnt care less. sigh. we played with peiqi, the friendly girl from mi whom i played with during singles. then was mi guys. and yeah. i think we trashed them. i'm not saying they werent good, because we saw them get a 193 after we changed lanes. so jess concluded that we were too hot for them! gosh!! hahahahaha!!
my average was better this time, but still not good enough. probably because my 1st game pulled me down. well anyway, eric was on fire. he got pretty high. cool!! captain was forever looing at girls... haha!! after the competition and debrief, we went opposite with coach for a drink and lunch. we sat in a row.. ys and i ate the same thing. rc ate cutlet! so big! we were all screaming at him. lols. captain was talking about going to watch the seeded match... girls. haha!! we chatted with coach and made fun of the guys again. ck and rc are super funny.
went back to get our bowling balls. then went to find cabs to get back to school. and why were we going back to school? because we are pure muggers!! haha!! ys, ck and rc went back for a captain's ball match. but i went back for my hmk. i'm 100% mugger. yeah! haha. so ys, jess and i took a cab back to school... while th, ck and rc took another. we got the nice cab... but it cost us $13.10 all the way back to bkt timah. we were all still a bit high that time. went to find my classmates to get my hmk. chased ghis for it. rc came over to ask whether ghis collected a copy of hmk for him...but she didnt. obviously. haha. poor rc. went over to talk to some of them again. because my classmates werent high and i was. so went to high with the other bowlers. haha.
followed yiling, fel and anne marie to the photocopy shop. sat there and stoned because i was freaking tired. stayed with them till their pe lesson and went off because i didnt wanna stay back till 3.40pm. lols. met jess and rc at the grandstand. ys and ck were playing captain's ball. and i went home! haha.
cldnt copy much of what they did ytd. was having a migrain. gosh. how come they do so much when i'm not ard? lols. wonder why there's no trng today. cant go for tmr's. have church. next week is SISC (also pronounced as 'sick') week. for all sick people. haha. no lessons the whole week!! have to go back for gp on thursday but thursday is the last day of competition. so i wont be going back to school at all next week! yeah man! haha.
after that is NAG, then study for common test. gosh. this is my life.~
jess and i... after doubles
Nothing special happened on thursday. But why am i such a failure? Why am i not able to even get over something so trivial? Why is it so easy for everyone else but not me? I am such a failure in this aspect.
Friday was doubles. Woke up ard the same time as i wake up for school. Attempted to catch a cab down to safra, only to find that there was no cab! All we on call (which i doubt 90% of them were real). Anyway, i still managed to reach there on time. and i had to feel all stressed out just before my first game. so naturally... all went into chaos. jess was doing pretty well and i on the other hand... i couldnt handle it. every ball i sent out wasnt good. coach came over to comfort me and provide tips. but he couldnt comment much on my technique since it was my nerves that was affecting me. jess kept asking me to relax. but i just couldnt. so my first game was 77. luckily jess had a high game. i really couldnt take the pressure. i cried.
the second game was better. and i was able to calm down and spare most of the frames. the next few games were okay i guess. coach was there to support and encourage us. and i thank God for that. =) jinnie and si en were screaming for us again. super ear piercing! but super good! haha. some of the other juniors couldnt care less. sigh. we played with peiqi, the friendly girl from mi whom i played with during singles. then was mi guys. and yeah. i think we trashed them. i'm not saying they werent good, because we saw them get a 193 after we changed lanes. so jess concluded that we were too hot for them! gosh!! hahahahaha!!
my average was better this time, but still not good enough. probably because my 1st game pulled me down. well anyway, eric was on fire. he got pretty high. cool!! captain was forever looing at girls... haha!! after the competition and debrief, we went opposite with coach for a drink and lunch. we sat in a row.. ys and i ate the same thing. rc ate cutlet! so big! we were all screaming at him. lols. captain was talking about going to watch the seeded match... girls. haha!! we chatted with coach and made fun of the guys again. ck and rc are super funny.
went back to get our bowling balls. then went to find cabs to get back to school. and why were we going back to school? because we are pure muggers!! haha!! ys, ck and rc went back for a captain's ball match. but i went back for my hmk. i'm 100% mugger. yeah! haha. so ys, jess and i took a cab back to school... while th, ck and rc took another. we got the nice cab... but it cost us $13.10 all the way back to bkt timah. we were all still a bit high that time. went to find my classmates to get my hmk. chased ghis for it. rc came over to ask whether ghis collected a copy of hmk for him...but she didnt. obviously. haha. poor rc. went over to talk to some of them again. because my classmates werent high and i was. so went to high with the other bowlers. haha.
followed yiling, fel and anne marie to the photocopy shop. sat there and stoned because i was freaking tired. stayed with them till their pe lesson and went off because i didnt wanna stay back till 3.40pm. lols. met jess and rc at the grandstand. ys and ck were playing captain's ball. and i went home! haha.
cldnt copy much of what they did ytd. was having a migrain. gosh. how come they do so much when i'm not ard? lols. wonder why there's no trng today. cant go for tmr's. have church. next week is SISC (also pronounced as 'sick') week. for all sick people. haha. no lessons the whole week!! have to go back for gp on thursday but thursday is the last day of competition. so i wont be going back to school at all next week! yeah man! haha.
after that is NAG, then study for common test. gosh. this is my life.~
jess and i... after doubles
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
YeS!!!!!!!!!! finally i'm able to blog properly.
Well, monday was a normal day... went home panicking about tuesday's competition. So... how was singles on tuesday? well, oiling was long. so cldnt hook much. lane conditions were bad. adjusting made everything go haywire. i played with felicia. cldnt pick up my spares. and i think i striked more than i spared. lols. the mi girls were friendly. we were cheering one another on. then we changed lane after two games. played with mi guys this time. they played straight balls... which worked perfectly under the lane conditions. still cldnt pick up my spares. ys and jess' team took the longest. oops. and coach found out that ys can bowl well when it's all quiet. i must thank jinnie and si en for cheering us on throughout the competition that day, cuz they were screaming for us to 'pick it up!!' and screamed when we striked. think they'll have sore throat soon. found out that the guys werent doing well either. ck's last game was good tho. 160+.
after competition, we left and went home. was freaking tired by the time i went home. today was investiture for student council. quite sad to see them step down. didnt get to attend it. anyway, after that was payment for enrichment week. we were in the hall...which was damn stuffy and hot. and in chaos. we were looking for activities to join for enrichment week...since we didnt get whatever we wanted. ended up with 21 hours when i only needed 15hours. going for ropes course (altho nothing can beat ATF!!), in-line skating, bodycombat, music exposure...blahs. after that, we changed into our aqua tee (which was forced upon us to buy it) and went for sports day. was sitting there and stoning and waiting for the thing to start.
raf called. sorry that i cldnt meet you all today. i miss you all!! but i usually have trng on wednesdays. esp when it's A division week. gosh. it's been over a month since i've seen them. really miss their crap and laughter. but all laughter's not lost. went for trng and everyone on the bus was discussing about ytd's comp. including how pretty or not pretty the girls were. bleahs. we were teasing the guys abt it. crap. then trng. bowled with jess, who happens to be my doubles partner. and with th and rc. we were on fire the 1st game. i cld spare!! yays! score was 146... so much better than competition average (which i will not reveal here). we were all mad and going crazy. then the 2nd game... gosh. ck had to come over and disturb us! he made all of us laugh... and resulted in all of us doing badly. even worse than competition day. lols! we were all laughing like mad and blaming ck for it.
went to put our bowling balls in coach's car. then ran for the shuttle bus. and abandoned ck. poor ck!! actually we were laughing at him. and rc was nonchalant abt it. lols! we were still laughing on the bus about abandoning ck. and was suaning rc again. it continued into the mrt. super lame. how come i have super lame and crap team mates? but super good for making people relax during competition.
well, good luck to me and my team mates for friday's doubles!! ~
Well, monday was a normal day... went home panicking about tuesday's competition. So... how was singles on tuesday? well, oiling was long. so cldnt hook much. lane conditions were bad. adjusting made everything go haywire. i played with felicia. cldnt pick up my spares. and i think i striked more than i spared. lols. the mi girls were friendly. we were cheering one another on. then we changed lane after two games. played with mi guys this time. they played straight balls... which worked perfectly under the lane conditions. still cldnt pick up my spares. ys and jess' team took the longest. oops. and coach found out that ys can bowl well when it's all quiet. i must thank jinnie and si en for cheering us on throughout the competition that day, cuz they were screaming for us to 'pick it up!!' and screamed when we striked. think they'll have sore throat soon. found out that the guys werent doing well either. ck's last game was good tho. 160+.
after competition, we left and went home. was freaking tired by the time i went home. today was investiture for student council. quite sad to see them step down. didnt get to attend it. anyway, after that was payment for enrichment week. we were in the hall...which was damn stuffy and hot. and in chaos. we were looking for activities to join for enrichment week...since we didnt get whatever we wanted. ended up with 21 hours when i only needed 15hours. going for ropes course (altho nothing can beat ATF!!), in-line skating, bodycombat, music exposure...blahs. after that, we changed into our aqua tee (which was forced upon us to buy it) and went for sports day. was sitting there and stoning and waiting for the thing to start.
raf called. sorry that i cldnt meet you all today. i miss you all!! but i usually have trng on wednesdays. esp when it's A division week. gosh. it's been over a month since i've seen them. really miss their crap and laughter. but all laughter's not lost. went for trng and everyone on the bus was discussing about ytd's comp. including how pretty or not pretty the girls were. bleahs. we were teasing the guys abt it. crap. then trng. bowled with jess, who happens to be my doubles partner. and with th and rc. we were on fire the 1st game. i cld spare!! yays! score was 146... so much better than competition average (which i will not reveal here). we were all mad and going crazy. then the 2nd game... gosh. ck had to come over and disturb us! he made all of us laugh... and resulted in all of us doing badly. even worse than competition day. lols! we were all laughing like mad and blaming ck for it.
went to put our bowling balls in coach's car. then ran for the shuttle bus. and abandoned ck. poor ck!! actually we were laughing at him. and rc was nonchalant abt it. lols! we were still laughing on the bus about abandoning ck. and was suaning rc again. it continued into the mrt. super lame. how come i have super lame and crap team mates? but super good for making people relax during competition.
well, good luck to me and my team mates for friday's doubles!! ~
Sunday, May 13, 2007
ERRR, HI?
THIS KERMIT THE FROG REPORTING LIVE FROM SESAME STREET.
TODAY, GOH LEAN MAY COULDN'T GET INTO BLOGGER'S POSTING PAGE, RESULTING IN FAILURE IN ABILITY TO POST.
THAT'S ALL FROM ME, AND AGAIN. THIS IS KERMIT THE FROG, LIVE FROM SESAME STREET.
That was rafael in case you want to know. apparently, i'm having problems getting into my posting page ONLY. and i think it's something to do with my internet. damn it. what did i do?
anyway, have been busy this week. not with hmk... but with cca. monday, as i've already mentioned... was a holiday. had trng on tuesday again. we were down at safra. the lanes were super dry and the oiling was short. it was a traumatic experience. every ball that we sent out hooked like nobody's business. what could have been a good spare all turned into misses. scores hovered around 100. coach kept hinting to us to use our spare balls...so after a long time... jessica finally did. haha.
had official trng on wed and went for team dinner at pasta mania after that. so basically the girls couldnt finish their food and passed it all to the guys, who wiped it out in less than 3 mins. melanie came. thu... had to run my 2.4 again. and the results were worse than my last 2 tries. gosh. i am such a failure. i've never failed a test 3 times before. only 2.4. i hate it. anyway...was freaking tired when i went for trng that night. cldnt pick up all the spares. ah. whatever. mom sponsored my cab fare.
had no trng on friday. because we had to study SPA. anyway, friday was a half day! gosh. we've already have 3 half days this year. well... so we just went home to study SPA. saturday was the real assessment. and i'm not supposed to say anything about it. went to marina south after that to supposedly polish ball. but mine didnt need it. gosh. the memories of trng at victor's last year. bowling on wooden lanes were quite different. had to take time to get used to it again. was pretty weird. we all were damn sian. so we left early. the memories of kite flying, and steamboat. man...i miss the past. attempted to take a pic of the ferris wheel but was blocked by trees.
anyway...today is mother's day. went for a meal near clarke quay and shopped at the new mall there. so big!! but i have to say... i cant live without my mom. and i dont know if i'll have the qualities she has when i become a mother next time. it's really unconditional love. and i appreciate it! =)
off to sleep now. it's monday tomorrow and tuesday is A div. ARGH! I'M SCARED!!!~
THIS KERMIT THE FROG REPORTING LIVE FROM SESAME STREET.
TODAY, GOH LEAN MAY COULDN'T GET INTO BLOGGER'S POSTING PAGE, RESULTING IN FAILURE IN ABILITY TO POST.
THAT'S ALL FROM ME, AND AGAIN. THIS IS KERMIT THE FROG, LIVE FROM SESAME STREET.
That was rafael in case you want to know. apparently, i'm having problems getting into my posting page ONLY. and i think it's something to do with my internet. damn it. what did i do?
anyway, have been busy this week. not with hmk... but with cca. monday, as i've already mentioned... was a holiday. had trng on tuesday again. we were down at safra. the lanes were super dry and the oiling was short. it was a traumatic experience. every ball that we sent out hooked like nobody's business. what could have been a good spare all turned into misses. scores hovered around 100. coach kept hinting to us to use our spare balls...so after a long time... jessica finally did. haha.
had official trng on wed and went for team dinner at pasta mania after that. so basically the girls couldnt finish their food and passed it all to the guys, who wiped it out in less than 3 mins. melanie came. thu... had to run my 2.4 again. and the results were worse than my last 2 tries. gosh. i am such a failure. i've never failed a test 3 times before. only 2.4. i hate it. anyway...was freaking tired when i went for trng that night. cldnt pick up all the spares. ah. whatever. mom sponsored my cab fare.
had no trng on friday. because we had to study SPA. anyway, friday was a half day! gosh. we've already have 3 half days this year. well... so we just went home to study SPA. saturday was the real assessment. and i'm not supposed to say anything about it. went to marina south after that to supposedly polish ball. but mine didnt need it. gosh. the memories of trng at victor's last year. bowling on wooden lanes were quite different. had to take time to get used to it again. was pretty weird. we all were damn sian. so we left early. the memories of kite flying, and steamboat. man...i miss the past. attempted to take a pic of the ferris wheel but was blocked by trees.
anyway...today is mother's day. went for a meal near clarke quay and shopped at the new mall there. so big!! but i have to say... i cant live without my mom. and i dont know if i'll have the qualities she has when i become a mother next time. it's really unconditional love. and i appreciate it! =)
off to sleep now. it's monday tomorrow and tuesday is A div. ARGH! I'M SCARED!!!~
Monday, May 07, 2007
yAy!!!! finally one full day of no lessons, no school. haD trng at safra in the morning. dies. people were a bit high, and others were getting high games. ah. whatever. went for lunch and laughed a lot. wanted to watch spiderman 3 but didnt in the end. funny sipdey meal. lols.~
the girls...
the guys...
nj bowling team 07
the girls...
the guys...
nj bowling team 07
Sunday, May 06, 2007
Lots of things happened this week. First, i fell very sick on monday. Fever, sore throat, runny nose. My temperature wouldnt come down from 38 the whole day. So obviously i stayed home and slept on the sofa. I was so sick that i couldnt even think of anything and didnt even feel like watching tv. My head was pounding. Luckily tuesday was a holiday, so i stayed home and slept again. Was much better at night. Could get up and worry about hmk. lols. Thanks to my classmates for the care and concern when i was sick. for the msges... and the frequent asking of whether i was okay even a few days after i was back in school. really touched. =)
Went back to school on wednesday to find a whole load of hmk staring into my face. One good thing about being sick is that i can pon all the stupid stuff like caal. wHeEe.. didnt go for trng. because i wasnt well enough. would probably have dropped the ball on my feet if i did. Nothing much on thur except that i got away from doing my 2.4 again. Friday.. we were laughing till we cried at math. because we were crapping about our future jobs with ms chua. yiling was so angry with the fact that we had to stay in school for 2 extra periods just to wait for pe, mark attendance then go home. managed to convince mr menon that i was sick and he was teasing me abt my running nose. went for trng at night WITHOUT my precious ball and shoes. because it was with coach and he wasnt coming. had to use my spare ball, and rent shoes... so the highest game i got was only 124. and competition is next week!! argh!! panic panic.
ytd was nj college day. 12 people in S15 are supposed to 'represent' us as the audience for the performance. so we balloted. 5 people didnt need to go. and i was one of them!!! heard frm sam that the reactions of the other four were pretty hilarious. and heard from yiling that the whole thing was boring. lols. poor thing.
anyway, the number of freaking articles i've found so far is enough to let me read for a whole day. damn it. stupid articles. i hate international trade!! stupid topic. need to get back to it now.
oh. tomorrow is a holiday!! for njcians only. spiderman 3!!!~
Went back to school on wednesday to find a whole load of hmk staring into my face. One good thing about being sick is that i can pon all the stupid stuff like caal. wHeEe.. didnt go for trng. because i wasnt well enough. would probably have dropped the ball on my feet if i did. Nothing much on thur except that i got away from doing my 2.4 again. Friday.. we were laughing till we cried at math. because we were crapping about our future jobs with ms chua. yiling was so angry with the fact that we had to stay in school for 2 extra periods just to wait for pe, mark attendance then go home. managed to convince mr menon that i was sick and he was teasing me abt my running nose. went for trng at night WITHOUT my precious ball and shoes. because it was with coach and he wasnt coming. had to use my spare ball, and rent shoes... so the highest game i got was only 124. and competition is next week!! argh!! panic panic.
ytd was nj college day. 12 people in S15 are supposed to 'represent' us as the audience for the performance. so we balloted. 5 people didnt need to go. and i was one of them!!! heard frm sam that the reactions of the other four were pretty hilarious. and heard from yiling that the whole thing was boring. lols. poor thing.
anyway, the number of freaking articles i've found so far is enough to let me read for a whole day. damn it. stupid articles. i hate international trade!! stupid topic. need to get back to it now.
oh. tomorrow is a holiday!! for njcians only. spiderman 3!!!~
Sunday, April 29, 2007
Decided to delete whatever i wrote yesterday. i was in a rush to watch two shows at the same time while attempting to print all my research.
Been piled up with homework this week again. Went to school on monday in slippers... because my ankle was in pain. ghis helped me banadage it. gosh! she's good. the girls were awed by her speed and neatness. lols. many thought i dropped my bowling ball on my leg. so i just replied by saying i was looking at hot guys and tripped and fell. and ghis added in "and it's not you" when i told that to guys. hahaha! didnt go for trng that day. mr lee almost killed me because i was the 4th casualty in the team. lols.
tuesday was normal. had trng on wednesday. we played two games... and my highest in many months. yay! new ball. whEeE.. now it's back to the case of which came first, the chicken or the egg? i play well when i'm relaxed, but i'm only relaxed when i play well. so which came first? anyway, we had a half day on thursday!!! our school did well in syf. almost all had gold and above. congrats to peiyi and angklung for attaining gold!! and to pl guzheng gold with honours!! yays. friday's pe was filled with laughter because of mr menon's jokes. he's really really lame. and can crack jokes without even laughing. we cldnt stop laughing. peiyi and fel were a bit high during lunch. went for trng at night again. coach said i have to perform well for nationals. argh! stressed!
Dear ah ruo invited me to ny 30th anniversary ytd. she brought me ard ny and introduced me to every of her teacher. lol. ny people are friendly! i guess it's just the culture of different schools. you'll never get to see such friendliness in nj. she wanted me to put henna, tattoo and play all the funny stuff. haha. walked ard the whole school many many times to find ah ruo's one and only. we finally found him in the hall. and she cldnt stop going crazy. not bad lar. he looks better in specs!! haha. ate some food, met mel chua and mel fong. they've all changed on the outside!! haha. went to play jumping on the float thing. with all the young kids. lols. stayed there for quite long before going home. both of us were groaning about not being able to get tickets for pl syf concert. damn it. haha. but enjoyed my time catching up with her and serene. =)
so basically, my whole week is full. monday, wed and friday for trngs, finish late on thu. and i only have tue to rush hmk. no time for my own life. gosh. and i have to worry abt 2.4 again.
i'm sick. like how many times have i fallen sick this year?! it's barely been a month since i came down with a cold. dies. i'm so weak. probably because i have to handle so many things at once. and it's not only homework and cca. i'm not over whatever i've been sad about since last week. so i'm not ready to tell. well, whatever. piling myself with everything will hopefully help me forget abt it and get over it.
hey. i'm sorry if i hurt you. but it's just how i feel at that moment when i blog. maybe i should stop publishing those stuff if it causes any misunderstanding. it doesnt help anyone anyway. i say things which i regret later. really really sorry.
off to watch the dance floor! not because of them, but because benji is there!! yaY! hahAs.~
Been piled up with homework this week again. Went to school on monday in slippers... because my ankle was in pain. ghis helped me banadage it. gosh! she's good. the girls were awed by her speed and neatness. lols. many thought i dropped my bowling ball on my leg. so i just replied by saying i was looking at hot guys and tripped and fell. and ghis added in "and it's not you" when i told that to guys. hahaha! didnt go for trng that day. mr lee almost killed me because i was the 4th casualty in the team. lols.
tuesday was normal. had trng on wednesday. we played two games... and my highest in many months. yay! new ball. whEeE.. now it's back to the case of which came first, the chicken or the egg? i play well when i'm relaxed, but i'm only relaxed when i play well. so which came first? anyway, we had a half day on thursday!!! our school did well in syf. almost all had gold and above. congrats to peiyi and angklung for attaining gold!! and to pl guzheng gold with honours!! yays. friday's pe was filled with laughter because of mr menon's jokes. he's really really lame. and can crack jokes without even laughing. we cldnt stop laughing. peiyi and fel were a bit high during lunch. went for trng at night again. coach said i have to perform well for nationals. argh! stressed!
Dear ah ruo invited me to ny 30th anniversary ytd. she brought me ard ny and introduced me to every of her teacher. lol. ny people are friendly! i guess it's just the culture of different schools. you'll never get to see such friendliness in nj. she wanted me to put henna, tattoo and play all the funny stuff. haha. walked ard the whole school many many times to find ah ruo's one and only. we finally found him in the hall. and she cldnt stop going crazy. not bad lar. he looks better in specs!! haha. ate some food, met mel chua and mel fong. they've all changed on the outside!! haha. went to play jumping on the float thing. with all the young kids. lols. stayed there for quite long before going home. both of us were groaning about not being able to get tickets for pl syf concert. damn it. haha. but enjoyed my time catching up with her and serene. =)
so basically, my whole week is full. monday, wed and friday for trngs, finish late on thu. and i only have tue to rush hmk. no time for my own life. gosh. and i have to worry abt 2.4 again.
i'm sick. like how many times have i fallen sick this year?! it's barely been a month since i came down with a cold. dies. i'm so weak. probably because i have to handle so many things at once. and it's not only homework and cca. i'm not over whatever i've been sad about since last week. so i'm not ready to tell. well, whatever. piling myself with everything will hopefully help me forget abt it and get over it.
hey. i'm sorry if i hurt you. but it's just how i feel at that moment when i blog. maybe i should stop publishing those stuff if it causes any misunderstanding. it doesnt help anyone anyway. i say things which i regret later. really really sorry.
off to watch the dance floor! not because of them, but because benji is there!! yaY! hahAs.~
Sunday, April 22, 2007
napfa 5 items was yesterday. gosh. the external testors were damn slack, giving everyone a chance to get an A for something that they were weak at. lols! never gotten an A for all the 5 items before. yesterday was the first and last time. wheE!! during the SBJ, the stupid mat was so slippery, so many people fell down, including me. scratched my palm, and kinda sprained my ankle. damn it. i cant walk properly now. and it's a little swollen. shall go see a doctor later. believe it or not, this is the first time i've sprained my ankle. so i'm a bit lost at what to do.
thanks ghis for being so concerned. she was trying to get me to go see her sinseh today. but i seriously am scared of pain, although she assured me 100% that it wasnt. haha. she almost made me deaf over the phone. as usual. haha. made me laugh. but it means that i cant run my 2.4km. if i fail again, i wont be doing justice to my 5 items. argh!!
anyway, after napfa fel, ghis, yiling and i went to bkt timah mkt to eat lunch. yummy! i ate cheng tng for dessert, which made me remember the times in sec4, where after np trng on fridays we'd go to the hawker centre nearby to eat soursop or cheng tng. those were the days... nostalgia. anyway, had a hard time walking to the bus stop. went out with family to eat good food for dinner. lols. then went down to brewerks... bro and dad drank that beer taster thing, where they served every kind of beer they had in small glasses. yucks. they all tasted the same to me. haha.
_________________
In Christ alone, I place my trust
And find my glory in the power of the cross
In every victory, Let it be said of me
My source of strength, my source of hope
Is Christ alone
I will trust in the Lord to bring me over this period. And i choose to believe that whatever i'm going through is because He wants me to learn from this. I will trust him because He is the only one that still cares even if no one in this world bothers about my existence.~
thanks ghis for being so concerned. she was trying to get me to go see her sinseh today. but i seriously am scared of pain, although she assured me 100% that it wasnt. haha. she almost made me deaf over the phone. as usual. haha. made me laugh. but it means that i cant run my 2.4km. if i fail again, i wont be doing justice to my 5 items. argh!!
anyway, after napfa fel, ghis, yiling and i went to bkt timah mkt to eat lunch. yummy! i ate cheng tng for dessert, which made me remember the times in sec4, where after np trng on fridays we'd go to the hawker centre nearby to eat soursop or cheng tng. those were the days... nostalgia. anyway, had a hard time walking to the bus stop. went out with family to eat good food for dinner. lols. then went down to brewerks... bro and dad drank that beer taster thing, where they served every kind of beer they had in small glasses. yucks. they all tasted the same to me. haha.
_________________
In Christ alone, I place my trust
And find my glory in the power of the cross
In every victory, Let it be said of me
My source of strength, my source of hope
Is Christ alone
I will trust in the Lord to bring me over this period. And i choose to believe that whatever i'm going through is because He wants me to learn from this. I will trust him because He is the only one that still cares even if no one in this world bothers about my existence.~
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
alright. time really flies. i've lived 18 years on this earth.
today is campaigning day for council. damn it. i should have just stayed at home. i was freaking bored and sian the whole time. what a day to spend a birthday. i want to thank those who wished me today. you all rock!! love ya! went out to eat lunch with yiling, before heading back for cca. coach made us play against each other. it was really fun cuz ppl were on fire and we were all screaming like mad. that helped me take my mind off things for a bit.
heys. i'm really sorry if my words have caused hurt to you in anyway. i didnt mean to direct it at you or anyone at all but it was how i felt that day. maybe i overreacted. but i was upset too. i don't want to lose a good friend like you. but i really have certain things going on now plus the stress from school... it's really taking a great deal out of me. and maybe it's affecting my way of dealing with situations and how i react to them, as i've told you earlier. so i'm really really sorry.
anne marie gave me a birthday card. omg! i love her so much! it's so nice! it really made me smile and brightened up my day. mom & dad gave me a card too. and upon reading it, i broke down. what they wrote was really touching and i couldnt hold back my tears. couple with the issues i've been trying to handle for the past few days, i couldnt take it. in this case, giving up is the only correct way to solve and end my unhappiness but is it so easy just to give up like that? no. it is said that time heals wounds. i hope so. but i'm at saturation point. i cant take any of this anymore. i really dont know what to do. guess that was why i broke down today. because of multiple things. i've been so unhappy these few days and no one can really help. probably one of the most unhappy birthday i've had so far. and i wish to go back to the carefree days in which nothing mattered.
well, meanwhile, outlets for forgetting my troubles are doing hmk, going to school (i have no life. lols). these few days, i dread going home, because my mind would unconciously drift back to thinking about everything. friends and work distract me from whatever i'm thinking of. and i really want to run away from all of this.
back to homework.~
today is campaigning day for council. damn it. i should have just stayed at home. i was freaking bored and sian the whole time. what a day to spend a birthday. i want to thank those who wished me today. you all rock!! love ya! went out to eat lunch with yiling, before heading back for cca. coach made us play against each other. it was really fun cuz ppl were on fire and we were all screaming like mad. that helped me take my mind off things for a bit.
heys. i'm really sorry if my words have caused hurt to you in anyway. i didnt mean to direct it at you or anyone at all but it was how i felt that day. maybe i overreacted. but i was upset too. i don't want to lose a good friend like you. but i really have certain things going on now plus the stress from school... it's really taking a great deal out of me. and maybe it's affecting my way of dealing with situations and how i react to them, as i've told you earlier. so i'm really really sorry.
anne marie gave me a birthday card. omg! i love her so much! it's so nice! it really made me smile and brightened up my day. mom & dad gave me a card too. and upon reading it, i broke down. what they wrote was really touching and i couldnt hold back my tears. couple with the issues i've been trying to handle for the past few days, i couldnt take it. in this case, giving up is the only correct way to solve and end my unhappiness but is it so easy just to give up like that? no. it is said that time heals wounds. i hope so. but i'm at saturation point. i cant take any of this anymore. i really dont know what to do. guess that was why i broke down today. because of multiple things. i've been so unhappy these few days and no one can really help. probably one of the most unhappy birthday i've had so far. and i wish to go back to the carefree days in which nothing mattered.
well, meanwhile, outlets for forgetting my troubles are doing hmk, going to school (i have no life. lols). these few days, i dread going home, because my mind would unconciously drift back to thinking about everything. friends and work distract me from whatever i'm thinking of. and i really want to run away from all of this.
back to homework.~
Sunday, April 08, 2007
Friday, April 06, 2007
alright. i woke up at 11 today. probably exhausted over ytd's run. seriously. help.
well, was attempting to do up a small part of my endless hmk when some people called. somehow, i half expected it. lols. raf & shafik were bored and ended up coming over again. lols. so in the end i only managed to do 1 essay outline and study a little for chem. before they came over, i realised i was falling sick probably because i started sneezing a lot and my throat was pain and i didnt feel too good. damn it.
this is the result of having no mummy at home for more than a week. no one to force me to eat rice for dinner and no one to force me to eat fruits after dinner. eating rubbish for meals and not getting enough vitamins everyday has caused me to come down with a freaking cold! now my nose cant stop running. arghs. i miss my mom. her absence during this time has really made me realise how much i depend on her even for my daily activities. i miss my mom's cooking. arghs. sick. sick. sick.
ok. back to today. they bought old chang kee for me. or else i'd died from hunger because i ate cup mee for lunch. thanks! raf was playing audition. and i tricked him into playing flying duck for beat up. lols! then he played yahoo pool. shafik was making side comments. and they were 'fighting violently' which made me laugh a lot. shafik used msn... and was talking to edwin. i took over without edwin realising it. so i was talking to edwin and shafik told me to scold him all i want because it was his acc anyway! lol!! then we watched 'the prayer' on youtube. gosh, anthony callea is really good. then watched miss swan... which was damn funny. and seriously made people feel irritated. lols. they went off after that. i went in search for food. it's good to have friends over. or else i'd just rot away from boredom. thanks for providing me with accompaniment and entertainment. =)
listen here. i'm sorry i didnt want to talk to you today. i was sick and i dont like to talk when i have a sore throat. but that wasnt my only reason. i'm tired of begging you to do things. to shower you with so much attention as to keep begging you to come or whatever. if that's what you want, i'm sorry to say that i am not going to conform to it. i'm sick of the fact that you always go back on your word. i'm sick of the times where you said you were coming and didnt in the end. this has not happened once or twice. but so many times that it is impossible to count. stop giving people false hope. i know other people may be used to your habits. but let me tell you that i cant. i dont deny that i once used to do that, agree and back out at the last minute and provide a thousand and one excuses for not going. but i've stopped because i dont want people to do that to me. i'd be one bloody hypocrite if i did that. so if i really cant make it for something i'd tell the truth. and please do not give me cliched excuses. they're really really really attention seeking. you may say you dont want attention but let me tell you sub-conciously you do. yeah, i know everyone has their own problems but stop portraying self-pity. talk it out with others if you want. but stop showing off your so-called pitiful life to everyone. you're not the only one in this world. other people may be worse off than you. stop portraying yourself as an 'emo' youth. nothing good is going to come off it. and i'm sorry if i've hurt you. i want to tell you that i still treasure our friendship a lot. i just want to get all this, which i've been feeling for some time, off my chest.
*disclaimer: this is my own personal space. no need to comment unless this 'speech' is directed to you.
there. off to sleep before i come down with something worse than a cold tmr.~
well, was attempting to do up a small part of my endless hmk when some people called. somehow, i half expected it. lols. raf & shafik were bored and ended up coming over again. lols. so in the end i only managed to do 1 essay outline and study a little for chem. before they came over, i realised i was falling sick probably because i started sneezing a lot and my throat was pain and i didnt feel too good. damn it.
this is the result of having no mummy at home for more than a week. no one to force me to eat rice for dinner and no one to force me to eat fruits after dinner. eating rubbish for meals and not getting enough vitamins everyday has caused me to come down with a freaking cold! now my nose cant stop running. arghs. i miss my mom. her absence during this time has really made me realise how much i depend on her even for my daily activities. i miss my mom's cooking. arghs. sick. sick. sick.
ok. back to today. they bought old chang kee for me. or else i'd died from hunger because i ate cup mee for lunch. thanks! raf was playing audition. and i tricked him into playing flying duck for beat up. lols! then he played yahoo pool. shafik was making side comments. and they were 'fighting violently' which made me laugh a lot. shafik used msn... and was talking to edwin. i took over without edwin realising it. so i was talking to edwin and shafik told me to scold him all i want because it was his acc anyway! lol!! then we watched 'the prayer' on youtube. gosh, anthony callea is really good. then watched miss swan... which was damn funny. and seriously made people feel irritated. lols. they went off after that. i went in search for food. it's good to have friends over. or else i'd just rot away from boredom. thanks for providing me with accompaniment and entertainment. =)
listen here. i'm sorry i didnt want to talk to you today. i was sick and i dont like to talk when i have a sore throat. but that wasnt my only reason. i'm tired of begging you to do things. to shower you with so much attention as to keep begging you to come or whatever. if that's what you want, i'm sorry to say that i am not going to conform to it. i'm sick of the fact that you always go back on your word. i'm sick of the times where you said you were coming and didnt in the end. this has not happened once or twice. but so many times that it is impossible to count. stop giving people false hope. i know other people may be used to your habits. but let me tell you that i cant. i dont deny that i once used to do that, agree and back out at the last minute and provide a thousand and one excuses for not going. but i've stopped because i dont want people to do that to me. i'd be one bloody hypocrite if i did that. so if i really cant make it for something i'd tell the truth. and please do not give me cliched excuses. they're really really really attention seeking. you may say you dont want attention but let me tell you sub-conciously you do. yeah, i know everyone has their own problems but stop portraying self-pity. talk it out with others if you want. but stop showing off your so-called pitiful life to everyone. you're not the only one in this world. other people may be worse off than you. stop portraying yourself as an 'emo' youth. nothing good is going to come off it. and i'm sorry if i've hurt you. i want to tell you that i still treasure our friendship a lot. i just want to get all this, which i've been feeling for some time, off my chest.
*disclaimer: this is my own personal space. no need to comment unless this 'speech' is directed to you.
there. off to sleep before i come down with something worse than a cold tmr.~
Thursday, April 05, 2007
been damn busy. dont know why. the guys came over on tue. ate dinner with them at night. was trying to teach edwin proper pronounciation.
anyway, congrats to nj indian dance which attained a gold with honours (special mention) for syf this year!! congrats to tiff, stella, stanley and joseph! my whole class has been wondering how the guys actually look in make up and how they dance. therefore, we're going for aristal!! yay! really happy for them. the rest of the syf-ers are more stressed now that indian dance has done so well. lols.
gosh. i cant run my 2.4 for nuts. help. watched 'dead man walking' for gp today. i'm a bit disturbed over the last part. damn it. i'd rather watch ghost shows than this kinda disturbing shows.
well, freaking tired. TGIF. Thank God It's Friday. Good friday, a day to remember Jesus' crucifiction and his resurection. Gosh, i have a lot of hmk.~
anyway, congrats to nj indian dance which attained a gold with honours (special mention) for syf this year!! congrats to tiff, stella, stanley and joseph! my whole class has been wondering how the guys actually look in make up and how they dance. therefore, we're going for aristal!! yay! really happy for them. the rest of the syf-ers are more stressed now that indian dance has done so well. lols.
gosh. i cant run my 2.4 for nuts. help. watched 'dead man walking' for gp today. i'm a bit disturbed over the last part. damn it. i'd rather watch ghost shows than this kinda disturbing shows.
well, freaking tired. TGIF. Thank God It's Friday. Good friday, a day to remember Jesus' crucifiction and his resurection. Gosh, i have a lot of hmk.~
Sunday, April 01, 2007
gosh. who knew april fool could be so much fun?
first there's xt. who tricked me into believing that she's going to kill herself (shafik told her to take more sleeping pills). then there's edwin, who didnt believe i lost my handphone (and is still ignoring me up to now). raf, who totally got taken in that i lost my hp and i'm so dead (but he was nice abt it).
later in the evening i met raf and shafik, walked ard heartland. damn it. shafik never gets tricked. but he was calling many ppl and tricking them, which was damn funny. we went to macs to sit. raf was reading my lime mag, which i bought because there was a poster of wu zun inside. lols. he was reading the article abt big boobs=bimbo. lols.
i tricked yiling earlier, saying that physics definition test was tmr and that i was sick and wldnt be going to school tmr. she got it quite fast. then while sitting at macs when ghis replied me. omg. her reaction was damn funny. then i told her i was sick. and she asked what i was going to have for dinner since my parents werent ard. so i replied saying that i'd ask my bf to buy for me. HAHAH. and she believed it and asked who he was. she asked whether it was raf, because that's the only fren of mine she's seen before. and raf was sitting across me. so i started laughing really badly. cldnt stop. had to call her and wish her happy april fool cuz i cldnt stand it anymore. she was screaming over the phone when she found out. HAHAHAHAHA!! really laughed very hard. gosh. so fun.
then edwin came. he was still ignoring me for tricking him. lols. so i tried to talk to him, only to end up arguing with him. shafik and raf were laughing because i jagged him. which made me laugh like mad again. ate dinner at macs. because edwin wanted to eat. then sat there... they were talking abt np stuff while edwin was looking at people and i was disturbing him. lols. he didnt wanna talk to me. haha. then went to wait for the bus. before coming home.
gosh. freaking funny. haven laughed so hard for a long time. gonna tease ghis when i see her in school tmr. haha!~
first there's xt. who tricked me into believing that she's going to kill herself (shafik told her to take more sleeping pills). then there's edwin, who didnt believe i lost my handphone (and is still ignoring me up to now). raf, who totally got taken in that i lost my hp and i'm so dead (but he was nice abt it).
later in the evening i met raf and shafik, walked ard heartland. damn it. shafik never gets tricked. but he was calling many ppl and tricking them, which was damn funny. we went to macs to sit. raf was reading my lime mag, which i bought because there was a poster of wu zun inside. lols. he was reading the article abt big boobs=bimbo. lols.
i tricked yiling earlier, saying that physics definition test was tmr and that i was sick and wldnt be going to school tmr. she got it quite fast. then while sitting at macs when ghis replied me. omg. her reaction was damn funny. then i told her i was sick. and she asked what i was going to have for dinner since my parents werent ard. so i replied saying that i'd ask my bf to buy for me. HAHAH. and she believed it and asked who he was. she asked whether it was raf, because that's the only fren of mine she's seen before. and raf was sitting across me. so i started laughing really badly. cldnt stop. had to call her and wish her happy april fool cuz i cldnt stand it anymore. she was screaming over the phone when she found out. HAHAHAHAHA!! really laughed very hard. gosh. so fun.
then edwin came. he was still ignoring me for tricking him. lols. so i tried to talk to him, only to end up arguing with him. shafik and raf were laughing because i jagged him. which made me laugh like mad again. ate dinner at macs. because edwin wanted to eat. then sat there... they were talking abt np stuff while edwin was looking at people and i was disturbing him. lols. he didnt wanna talk to me. haha. then went to wait for the bus. before coming home.
gosh. freaking funny. haven laughed so hard for a long time. gonna tease ghis when i see her in school tmr. haha!~
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