CS Chalet 20 - 22/03/08


What we won at escape


Jac, me, Cal & Eileen


The whole lot of us who went for the chalet.

That's excluding grace & wilson who came really really really late on the 1st night with two bottles of absolut and nearly made us drunk. Eileen calls him 'sun you' now. Had a fun time with them, going to escape, playing arcade & pool, and blading. Only jac, cal and i were left on the day of check out. Some had to work. Well, all the best in army yh, wk & wjl!

Took MC on monday because i came down with a terrible terrible cold. Could not talk on tuesday. Of the few months in the cs room, i only had 4 days in which i didnt need to answer calls. My very first 3 days, and tuesday. My nose was blocked on wednesday. And i couldnt hear properly because my ear was blocked as well. Wilson and grace went over to train the temp staff over at toa payoh news centre. They were to start work and almost drove us at media centre crazy on friday and saturday because they were screwing up. But i guess we cant really blame them. Having a crash course and no system to check customers' details are really a torture.

It's just that CS is going to go crazy these 2 weeks. ~

yesterdaY night was 'fun'. (there's nothing much to talk about in the day)

raf drove and came to pick me up at my office, along with jaime and edwin. Yea! Finally a friend my age that can drive! 4 habits that he has: he accelerates real fast, he brakes real hard, he keeps horning and keeps saying tmd!! kept asking him to stop horning.

went all the way back to srgn, to edwin's house where i was flipping classifieds. raf wanted to find a job as a driver! haha. then drove to geylang to eat the punggol nasi lemak which was a bit on the expensive side.

both the guys wanted to see red light district... so they sat in front with jaime and i behind, looking like prisoners or some hostage. didnt see anything. too early. bullied edwin to sit behind agn. and kept stopping at petrol kiosks to go toilet! haha. sent jaime home, then me. finally the luxury of someone sending me almost to my doorstep!

other than that, nothing interesting. i have no life!~

The feeling of shock and disbelief is back. It's really really seriously unexpected. I'm serious. It's just like Feb 10 2006 all over again. And I can only say one thing, thank you Lord for the good results! Mom told me this morning, anything better than what you expected is the Lord's blessings. Yeah. I totally agree.

Ate lunch in school before going up to get results. Anne Marie cried when she heard she got 7 distinctions. I couldnt speak to tiff moments before my turn to get my results. And i couldnt even write my email properly or check that my documents were in order. Ms chua said congrats. And i could not believe my eyes.

Especially for GP. From an 'S' (aka a fail) in prelims to an 'A'? Who ever dreamt of getting A for gp? Only those whose english are way up there. This is clearly the Lord's blessings. But I also want to thank Ms Chen for all the guidance and help she gave esp after prelims. For all the consultations, going through the very basic stuff and staying back till odd hours just to help her students.

Congrats to S15. We did quite well as a class i guess. Anne Marie counted 19 people on the board of names listed for 3 H2 distinctions and above.

Not much of a celebration after that, just went out with fel, ghis and elaine. Py & yl went overseas. Everything hasnt sunk in yet.

Well, it's on to the next phase. NTU open house tmr! And blahs. I volunteered to work tmr. BOO!~

THEY are all getting more irritating. THEY just have to make our lives difficult and uncomfortable.
Well, whatever.

The 2007 GCE A Level results will be released on 7 March 2008. WHICH HAPPENS TO BE TODAY.

You should know how I'm feeling now. ~

woRk today. graCe is back!! yay!! anyway, cal picked up this call frm a sub who was really really really nasty. like... ultimate nasty. heard he made another girl cry before... cursed her family etc. goodness. first he demanded another set of pps to be delivered within half an hour, then within 10mins. and wanted to speak to the senior manager or something. had to call up boss and big boss also. really freaky! the whole cs was in a fluster. because pstops were done without telling us the reason. twds the end was better. went ard trying to make people finish the donuts.

went to heartland after that. to meet felicia and min wei. they took so long! fortunately met cherina and jasmine and learnt that campcraft com was postponed to next week. so walked ard... cherina is still the same! lol. went to eat yoshi with fel and mw, then they let me go cut my hair before going bowling! went to jean yip.. cut thin. and the guy used the hot iron to straighten my hair! so now am enjoying about 24hours of straight hair, before i wash it tmr and become curly again. =)

they couldnt recognise me because of my hair. felicia called me from outside the shop. lol! then went downstairs... but i went up again to find calina, who was going for facial. let her see my straight hair!! haha. then went to join the 2 of them for bowling again. felicia's really good... she should have just joined nj bowling. i've obviously lost my skills.

went to the shop at the mrt station... min wei bought a few shirts really cheap.. felicia was rushing for church so she said every shirt was beautiful. think she took a cab all the way to expo.

good to meet up with them agn! havent seen them for really long!!

yay. straight hair!~

monday - filled with voicemails.

a well-deserved rest on tue.

wed was totally gone. people at work: jac, eil, me, yh, wil, jamie, janice. almost died taking calls and vmails. yh almost died from finishing tnp.

thu was lonely. sat alone without the company of calina who was sick.

fri was alright. all the fluster due to timesheet. stupid sub... dont know what she was talking about.

went to hand in timesheet today with jac, cal & wk. the rest backed out at the last min. almost didnt want to hand in for them. met yili at the office!! then we went down to meridien to eat korean again. my 3rd time in 1 week. and to collect 23 FREE donuts. the person behind the counter was super bu shuang because of the 23. wk at his 3 at once, while my, jac and cal brought home our 3. the rest are to be brought to the office tmr. the 2 guys are super "yg", they ate jac & my hello panda! the bbq and cheese flavoured! they just took the whole packet and ate it all! eil couldnt finish the seaweed i gave her, so she threw it over to them. they really eat a lot.

by the way, happy FeB 29th!

anyway, have to work tmr. blahs.#

felt super sian this week. time crawled and it virtually came to a stop in the afternoons. she's not so bad already. the other's becoming more irritating.

well anyway, wed was the 1st time i ever took the 6.05pm bus. went to city hall to meet s15 classmates! went to thai express to eat. ghis had a buffet lunch courtesy of her boss so she didnt eat. good life. anyway, as usual, we couldnt stop talking about our experiences at work. fel's was especially interesting and funny. lyn went off first, we walked ard raffles city. then went to citylink to eat dessert. ended up at gelare, 5 of us shared one choc overload ice cream... while py ate 2 of her donuts. they took turns to draw out the layout of her house... think ghis took the longest as usual. she took damn long to explain her experience in the mrt in the morning, where someone almost fainted on her. was super sleepy on the way back. nevertheless, it was really great to meet up with them.

only after we all split and meet up again that we treasure the times we had tgt, be it with sec, jc classmates or even wols. we have no time to meet up nowadays!

so many people left early on thu and fri frm work, leaving the same few of us to stay till 6.30pm. grace is going to hk today! i'll miss her!! miss asking her questions and throwing her all my difficult cases. oops. it'll only be me and cal next week. anyway, after work ytd jacynth, james and i went to cine. james didnt wanna tell us what he was doing there. in the end we almost beat him up because he made us walk all the way just to get the installation cd for an online game! -.-''' took a bus back to meridien foodcourt to eat. jac and i wanted to make james pay for our meal cuz he made us wait. he bought us the guo tie in the end. lol. ate korean. think after my trip to korea, all kimchi made here is really disgusting! haha.

we went to collect our free donuts! almost wanted to eat wilson's 4 donuts up. he gave me his coupons! lol. then walked to ps to walk ard before going home. the donuts were quite a hit at home... think all is gone except the one i reserved for myself. lol. ~

work today was alright i guess. fewer nasty subs. and only 1 abandoned english pps call!! phone was down this morning. so had to sit at wilson's place... leaving grace alone!! i missed asking her questions. and talking to her. and my place is definitely better, secluded and more private. well anyway, eileen & i were talking to yh & wk and got caught by boss. oops.

after work the rest went to sing k.. leaving emelyn, boss and i on the bus. seems like almost everyone at work has watched jumper, so emelyn and i were discussing about the movie in the bus. was talking to boss abt her 6 yr old daughter going for abacus class. reminded me of the time i had to learn it... i just used my fingers to count!

met shafik, raf, jaime & edwin at heartland. it's been many many many months since i've gone there. not much has changed. the arcade has though. edwin challenged jaime and i to that hitting game. i lost! haha. they wanted to buy toto so they were taking down our fav numbers. top prize is $10m! they were discussing what they were going to do with the money if they ever won. waited for about half an hour for edwin's bus, so i guess we got even more time to talk to one another. they were talking about going clubbing. hopefully they'll be able to book whenever.. it'll be quite fun!

those at work are going drinking tonight. didnt want to go firstly cuz i think i drank too much soju in korea last week, secondly cuz i need to lose weight from all the eating in korea and alcohol contains fats! heard the last time they went... 2 people ended up vomiting!

well anyway, it was good to meet with 5 of them today. after so long! havent seen them since b4 A's! still as crazy and up to their usual mischief. a lot of talk abt np... which i cant rmb much! seems like my memory's failing. couldnt even rmb what standard deviation was in maths stats. gave ah ruo that ??? face during vday. lol. yep. so just listened to the 3 guys talk abt np.

anyway, i bought shuang mian fei lun hai. yeah. i know i'm slow. ~

14 Feb 08

Happy Valentines day! yea yea. all the presents!! all us temps were exchanging presents. gosh, i think i need to highlight my most expensive vday present for this year. wilson bought for all of us temps those hp personalised chains... those 90 cents per letter chain. there are 9 of us, so i'm wondering how much he spent. and he gave roses too!! he's rich. anyway, 2 people took leave, another 2 took half day and another 2 took urgent leave! leaving the few of us to die taking calls. many turbo notes popped up saying "pls avail". sick of that word alr.

well anyway, after work, went to lido to wait for yq and the rest who were eating at vivo where se ying was working. couldnt have dinner with them, so had dinner at lido with wilson & james. seems like i was their 'lightbulb'. met xinyi first. and we were late for the movie! missed abt 10mins of jumper... okay. about the show. it was quite short! and the ending was so sudden... i sat there in disbelief for a while. but it's still super cool... being able to jump anywhere. but the ending's really lame. went to sit down and talk after that. we didnt have much time cuz all of us had to work the next day. so i guess we couldnt update ourselves that much. but it's still really great to meet up with them!!

15 Feb 08

Happy birthday Calina!

at about 5pm we ran out to light the candles... took quite a long time waiting for everyone to come out. and by 6 we were walking ard and playing. she received a big pink bear bear as well as a cushion. wonder how she brought it back.

have to work tmr. looking forward to one day when i dont have to work and can just stay at home the whole day. hopefully next week. =) ~

i'm back!!! from korea! yeah! from one week of cold, dryness, kimchi, steamboat & pork. yes, i dont want to experience or eat these few things for the next month or so. well anyway, besides longing for my bed, singapore's warm and moist weather, it was really fun! went to so many places that we cant even rmb all of them! the guide was good... he was previously a doctor so he had many healthy stuff to share.

must still be in the holiday mood, because i was really sleepy and blur today at work. grace almost wanted to kill me because i asked her so many questions that werent necessary. well, for pics, visit facebook! not gg to upload them here.

work has become stressful again. ARGH!~

let's talk about today. it's maddening enough. firstly, there were only 7 of us GIRLS working today. Secondly, we're not that competitive nor efficient in answering calls. thirdly, the number of calls & vmails were overwhelming. furthermore, not all 7 of us were answering calls. the result? 55 of out 210 calls were abandoned (average days can be 400 calls with only abt 15 abandoned). not only that, the number of vmails to clear were equivalent to the number over the weekend (meaning sat afterno0n/sun/mon morning). there were hundreds of non delivery cases and uncontactable vendors. probably all in holiday mood.

AND IT'S ALL HER FAULT! SHE JUST HAD TO REARRANGE ALL OF US.

grace said she's always like that. it's no wonder they cant take it. what more us temps who are just staying for a few months? anyway, today was extremely stressful, i had tons of vmails to clear in 4.5hrs, calina had to clear emails & avail at the same time, priya also, grace was handling nasty subs whom we threw to her as well as courier, leaving 3 people to answer the mountaining number of calls. longest call wait was 12mins... which we havent seen in a long time. i seriously needed help, but no one could, not that they didnt want to, but because they were all also extremely busy and stressed. eileen helped me with a few, and i'm grateful for that! the joy that we all felt was indescribable.

AND IT'S ALL HER FAULT! SHE JUST HAD TO REARRANGE ALL OF US.

after that, relived to get out of the foul mood in the morning, i went down to marina sq to meet yiling and the rest! anne marie, ghis and fel were there too, along with yiling's cute little sister. catching up over lunch about what's been happening to us so far was good and it felt great to be around familiar faces and talk till your mouth's dry. yiling showed us the pics of her in canada. we walked around and played with her sister... so cute! and then ate ice cream! we couldnt stop talking because we havent met for a while. we should meet more often. envied yiling's sister because it's just so great to be so innocent with no worries whatsoever. no need to worry about exams, work, personal problems, emotions etc. anyway, had a great time with them.. hopefully able to go bai nian with them during the 15days of cny!

anyway, got a bit of a shock this morning when i realised i'm flying off tmr. havent really packed my personal items yet. dont really know what's going on. i'll miss my bed!! but still excited about it! it's been too long since i've been for a holiday. people are requesting for lots of korean food... and lots of authentic kimchi!! yay!! well anyway, it's good the have some rest from work be it school or a job. ~

yiling is back!!! YaY! missed heR! called her the moment she reached changi airport. glad that am able to meet her before i go off on sunday. or not i wont get to see her for another week!! so sad.

mum is currently packing and digging out all my thick clothes.

anyway. SHE is terribly annoying and irritating. SHE has to just come and annoy me every other day. one day i'm going to rebel. but what i really cannot stand or tolerate is HER ability to throw everything at us and go ard and chat. SHE obviously doesnt understand our generation. good luck to her kids next time. SHE demands things that are not necessary. life would be MUCH better without her. like how it was previously. How i wish i could tell HER to get lost and never come back.

No point getting any angrier... because it's a totally hopeless case.

These days friends (or is it colleagues?) have been competing at work, for the number of calls they take... pretty fun & funny people... and way crazy. their ways are pretty much different from those i've met in school, and it's interesting meeting different kinds of people. miss those school days tho.

though work is tough, the people are fun. but i'm still glad i dont need to work for the next week! i need a break. yay. looking forward to it.

if i don't make sense, it's because my eyes are closing in front of the com. zZzZz~

work is still not fun or enjoyable. the shit that you get from people everyday just makes you want to kill them or curse them. yet work still brings a lot of laughter because of the many hilarious stories that your colleagues tell. i must admit that some customers are really really nice, cant believe they're so patient with us temps. and all us temps, being the same age and same batch, have a lot in common, so there's not much disparity.

anyway, a few of us had an outing ytd. eileen helped us hand in our time sheet. wilson drove calina, jacynth, grace, emelyn, wk & yh to paragon to eat dinner at thai express. we were making so much noise in the car. we met eil & her class there. after that we somehow decided to 'chill out'... so wilson brought us to what seemed like an ulu place and really dark.. but there were many shops and pubs. we went to a pub... we shared a vodka cranberry, while grace and wilson drank beer. gosh... it was really strong. stronger than the vodka lime during post prom. calina drank sprite cuz she said she was 'driving'. naturally we turned red, wk, yh and i. jacynth wasnt! had some finger food... and i think jacynth and i went high. anyway, after one glass, i was really really really red and felt really sleepy. lol. looks like my 'jiu liang' is really bad. had lots of fun... but really cldnt take it anymore... so we all went home. in the car, jacynth and i were singing ella, ella... ha.

he dropped us at ps... we took mrt home. shared a cab with wk from srgn... too lazy to take a bus. came home and totally ko till this morning. well... all of us didnt have to work except for wilson! haha.

i finally get to wake up without the alarm ringing into my ears every morning. ~

I hate ____ people.

I like ____ people.

Why are some people just so ____??

But I do love Danson! 最愛還是你

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The very basic sentence i type everyday:

prepaid st/sut (daily) nd on 01/01/08. pls inf ven to del pps reg. tks.

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I just want to be with those who are ___. ~

Danson!~

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2008, a year i finally don't need to go to school on the 2nd daY (or 3rd) of the new year!

But... wHY is it that i dread going to school when i have to, and i'd rather go back to school when i dont have to? (i'd really rather go study than go work)

AnywaY, as facebook puts it, "leanmay is away. 2-7 Jan 08"

I'm glad 2007 is finally over, it wasnt a very great year not only because of exams but because of some other reasons i am not about to reveal. A new year brings new hopes, dreams and more memories.

I pray that God will walk beside me as i go through 2008.

Bye for now! And all the best to those starting school tomorrow! (Really, i'd rather go to school than anything else now)~

Yes. I know i go crazy with every drama i watch. HaHA!~

Romantic Princess! I love it! (actually i watched it because of wu zun)

Py says it's exaggerated and too drama. But i like it! so shuai!~

Grad Night 2007


06S15!


S15 Girls







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WE rock!~

Grad night.

Is Today!

I can't believe i bought almost everything the day before.

Party!~

Grad night.

Where's my dress!?

Nails. Hair. Make up. Accessories. DRESS?!

FIVE days.

PS. I have taste! And my taste says se7en is hot! (blahs.)~

I would like to express my condolences to those who knew Mr stephen loh, especially those in NJ who knew him.

May he rest in peace.

This incident has really made me realise that life is frail. I know it's cliched but it's only when someone whom you know leaves you that you'll finally realise how a person can just be here one instant and gone in the next. And you never know why God chose to take him/her away this early. Life is frail. Treasure it.~

i know this is long ago. but i didnt have time to do this till now.




Elaine!



Best Wishes...


Ms Chen's


Ms Chua's


Ms Lim's

原點

心像飄落的枯葉
踩在地上都會碎
我說我愛著你但你
卻又假裝你沒聽見

我像個隱形人
逗你開心逗你笑
但你總是看不見

難道要很多考驗
還要很多抱歉
才能夠
證明我會愛你到永遠
尋尋覓覓 我們還是
又 回到了原點

心像飄落的枯葉
要怎麼熬過這冬天
好想抱你直到明天
怎麼這雙手又退卻

我像個膽小鬼
只敢想像只敢暗戀
就是不敢放手追

難道要很多考驗
還要很多抱歉
才能夠
證明我會愛你到永遠
尋尋覓覓 我們還是
又 回到了原點

我已經無法承受
沒有結果的結果
在愛的洪流
我只能繼續去漂流

有太多太多考驗
還有太多抱歉
放不下
我在想著你 你想著誰

尋尋覓覓 我們終於
又 回到了原點

我沒有方向 也沒有了知覺
我忘了方向 也忘了所有感覺

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SIXTEEN DAYS to A levels.

THIRTY-SEVEN DAYS to the END of A levels.

I've made a list of things to do after A levels. And it's getting longer.~

PRELIMINARY EXAMINATIONS PART 2

ECONOMICS PAPER 1: both case studies on globalisation!!! how much worse can this get?! i know they think it'll come out for A's, but that doesnt mean both has to be that! what if it doesnt come out?
CHEMISTRY PAPER 1/2: paper two was surprisingly easy. and paper one was horrendously difficult.
MATH PAPER 2: i almost died of frustration because of the pure math
PHYSICS PAPER 1/2: paper one was alright. and for once this year, paper 2 was doable!

AND PRELIMS ARE FINALLY OVER! i waited for this day for very long. and now i'm waiting for exactly two months, for A's to be over.

but guess what? after physics paper today, mr ong said "dont go yet. we're returning your paper three". "HUH?!" yeah. think it took some time for us to process that. anyway, didnt do too well, because i was half asleep doing that paper. damn it.

poor classmates had to go home to study. that's why i didnt take h3. yiling, ghis and i went out. tired of town, we went to amk hub, dont ask why. we went to watch evan almighty. because ghis said she could watch ratatouille online. blahs. thought it was quite okay, but what i really took back from the movie was that if you pray and ask God for anything, He won't give it to you directly, but create opportunities to help you attain it. Which is true, because many a times i've prayed and expected it to just come to me, without giving thought to whether there are opportunities to train my character. i've prayed for discipline & perseverance to go through this two months, and what he's given me are situations and temptations to deal with. =)

anyway, after the few days break, it's back to studying. and no. i'm not as free as a bird. they've set us dozens of homework to be done over the weekend. ha. after that it's going through papers and then study break and then the real thing.

and whatever for now. i'm not about to spend all my time blogging. ~

2007 PRELIMINARY EXAMINATIONS

PHYSICS PAPER 3: i wasn't sure of 40% of it.
ECONS PAPER 2: my hand almost dropped off. i hope i do well.
MATH PAPER 1: i need this A!! a few careless mistakes
CHEMISTRY PAPER 3: i'm depressed.

whatever it is, i am dying from the stress, the force per unit area (pressure), and being unable to go where i want. lucky there's time for me to stone today and tomorrow. before the whole damn cycle repeats itself again next week. i'm letting everything go for a few days after sept 20. if not i'll probably fall into depression.~

yesterday was teachers day! went to school in the morning for teachers' day celebration. ms chua won some award. we went to find all our teachers to express our gratitude to them. haha.


the girls with retro ms chua

some of us were going back to our sec school, including me! met ah ruo and serene first, before mking it back to pl!! yay!! met jaime there. gosh.. it's been ____?? since i met her! she told us that there was a 'seven-eleven' in school... and true enough... omg! pl is rich and it's all thanks to our batch! haha. why didnt we get to enjoy this!!! argh! met glynnis and angela too. and 2 of the sec3s greeted me! muahaha!


does this look like pl to you?


this looks more like 7-11...


and this?? looks more like a gift shop.


no more going across the road to eat cup mee. they have an endless supply.

and what's more... they have a photo printing machine! the one where u upload your photos and print it on photo paper. argh!!! i'm jealous! so i printed out two pictures, one below and the one with s15 above.

ah ruo and i, in our beloved and missed toilet.
(i still cant believe they have such technology!)


this was the grass patch near ebenezer... why wasnt i born later?!

then ah ruo and i went up to the primary school. ah... nostalgia. there were fellow eighteen year olds there as well. felt so old.

our lunch in the primary school canteen


and what have they done to our field?!

so as you can see, pl has changed a lot since we left. and i feel that what pl is lacking now is the warmth that it once had as a school, maybe it's because of the new surroundings, or maybe it's because we left. i dont know. i miss the old pl!

yah. i know. 'i should be studying.' getting back to that right now.~

This is my handphone wallpaper. Sam sent it to fel, who sent it to me. peiyi has it too. yes, it's effective.

gp prelims today. gosh. i'm having a headache. compo was alright. we were spot on about the topic. science & religion. ms chen came to stare at my paper. compre was bad. i had no idea what i was reading nor what i was writing. no wonder ms chen said summary and aq are do-able. because the questions arent! okay. byebye.~

It is officially twelve days to GP Prelims, 23 days to Prelims and I don't want to count the number of days left to A's.~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XT!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GLY!

okay. that's for today. now about ytd. went for ndc at school!! AQUA WON THE NE CUP! go aqua! some of us were quite high. peiyi and i were blowing bubbles. my childhood. after that we girls went to pizza hut to eat! yum yum.


our hands and peiyi's face. patriotic!


Cheesy Fondue.. simply & sinfully delicious


fel & peiyi

then at night, we, the 4a2 clique met up! yay! ah ruo took me on a tour ard srgn before landing up at the mrt station. went to cafe cartel ps... to eat and talk and celebrate xy's, serene's and ry's birthday! had a good time thinking back on our teachers and updating on the latest happenings! found out that mine, shar's and jasmine's prom night is at the same place and one after another!

After eating...


taken by se ying's 'pro' photography skills...


me and my lovely aq ammonia lab partner!


xy, jas & shar


we rock! credits to yq for doing the editting

TODAY, the

Thirty-First of July

Year 2 0 0 7, is J.K Rowling's birthday!

and ALSO,

Harry Potter's Birthday!

okay. i know you don't really care. only tiff and i seemed to care in school today. anne marie knew, but she doesnt really care. well... at least she knew!! therefore i conclude the only two harry potter fanatics in ohsixSfifteen are tiff and i. she wanted to find some form of celebration. and isn't it cooler that daniel radcliffe's birthday is just 8 days before? yeah, i know you don't care.

take it as i'm going crazy. because i really am. i'm cutting off from a lot of things. and the whole nj's stressing the j2s out. jc life sucks. but i have no choice.~

Her Last Three Words:

All was well.

That sums up the whole harry potter series. And i'm sad to see it go! Meanwhile, i took 3 days to complete the seventh book and i must say that JK Rowling is brilliant. how she ties up all loose ends... and how she links everything all the way from the second book. simply brilliant. for those who dont read, you're missing out on something really good. ah. that's your loss anyway.

I'm about to start an anti-spoiler movement, i know tiff will support me. Anne marie and i had to run away from people on monday simply because we havent read the book and didnt want to know the ending. while the others just wanted to spoil it. what's the point of reading if you know the ending already? first it was justin and darren during lecture, then it was zuojie during lecture. i almost murdered him for telling me what happened! my book's been loaned out, and there's still a long queue. wonder when's the next time i'll see it. and it better come back in the same condition as i lent it out! or else i'll strangle everyone.

bye for now. more than 80days left to A Levels. Harry potter rocks.~

Blessed Be Your Name

Blessed Be Your Name
In the land that is plentiful
Where Your streams of abundance flow
Blessed be Your name

Blessed Be Your name
When I'm found in the desert place
Though I walk through the wilderness
Blessed Be Your name

Every blessing You pour out
I'll turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say

Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name

Blessed be Your name
When the sun's shining down on me
When the world's all as it should be
Blessed be Your name

Blessed be Your name
On the road marked with suffering
Though there's pain in the offering
Blessed be Your name

You give and take away
You give and take away
My heart will choose to say
Lord, blessed be Your name~

okay. confirmed sucky grades, ABCDE. don't ask me which is for what. it makes me more depressed. and yes. the worse i've ever done in jc (and dont expect me to get a U for anything. i'll totally break down) you can say that you've done much worse than that but hey, my expectations are higher than yours. basically the whole j2 batch did the worse in the past 1.5 years in jc... and i think we even broke the record for the most number of failures for physics or something. no one in s15 got an A for physics or chem, As for math were on the low end and no one got higher than a C for econs. bad? worst! i PRAY hard that prelims wont be that bad.

anyway, been going crazy over harry potter again. kinda like the time after o's when we went to watch GOB and i re-read the whole series again. couldnt wait to watch the new movie... think i was going to have a nervous breakdown if i didnt get to watch it ASAP. and naturally, the earlier the better. so since the guys were free and wanted to watch, we booked tickets. and i got scolded by peiyi for abandoning my class girls. oops. haha.

so about yesterday... went to vivo city to watch with edwin, raf & shafik... was there with edwin first.. and he talked the whole way from srgn to harbourfront. he really can talk! edwin wanted to eat sakae, but there wasnt, so he wanted to eat sushi tei ('teh' was how he pronounced it and made me laugh). he said he and i should treat ourselves to good food. lols. but we ended up at macs with raf anyway... and the worst thing was... he had to read out the fat content. haha. met up with shafik who was much quieter than normal... think he was really sick.

went into the cinema... and totally went beserk when the movie started. was disturbing edwin... and i think raf was glad he wasnt next to me... and edwin wanted to change seats. cldnt disturb the sick one. lols. well... i must say... not as nice as the past few... but still nice to me! the action was so short compared to the previous movies. shant discuss it here. in case people complain of giving too much away. raf and edwin kept talking during the movie. bleahs. so i got my wish. seen the movie.. now the book!! argh!!

walked ard at the roof top for a while. raf wanted to ride the horse thing for kids. lols. edwin was looking for girls again. but for the first time he helped look out for hot guys for me. ha! funny people. went back soon after... managed to catch the last ep of shen diao xia lu.

dont know when's the next time i'll get to see them again... or even the clique in 4a2. gotta start studying hard before i totally screw my prelims. well.. the start of another busy week of piles of revision WS and scoldings. how i hate jc life.

bro drove me to church today. from now on, i dont have to take a bus to church! yes! wake up later! whEeEe.. pastor talked about looking for spouses today. and he said that looking for someone of the same faith narrows the range to about 30% of the whole population. that's really depressing. but ultimately it's only within this 30% that i will choose from. for now... it's concentrating on A's!~

my whole life sucks. my grades suck, school sucks, nothing is going right. whatever. everything sucks. and who is there to help? NO ONE.

Let go, Let God.~

burnt, tired and aching. these two days of enrichment week is already enough to kill me.

Bodycombat (5/7)

it was at california fitness at bugis... the five of us, me, yiling, ghis, fel and stella, went there after the uni talks. oh... i'm quite sure by now that i want to go into engineering in the uni.... unless i'm really that stupid. anyway, we had almost an hour to kill there. so went to walk then went for bodycombat. the instructor, june was so hyper. gosh. i wonder how she conducts 3 classes in a day. we learnt the basic punches and kicks before starting on a 10-track exercise, with breaks only after 3-4 tracks. it was tiring but fun! and it was great help to shout at every kick and punch because it'd make you forget that you're tired. really sweated it out after like... 1 month of studying. and gosh... the toilet was so nice! we all went to shower there, shampoo, soap and towel all provided. so cool! it was such a nice bath. and we were taking our time to dry our hair and make it nice. lols. ghis took the longest to come out... as usual.

went to buy tako pachi after the refreshing bath... so i think all the calories burnt earlier was gained back. lol. took a train back to srgn to meet raf... whom i think was rather bored cuz hewas on holiday. sat down and talked to him for a while an waited for edwin, but he ended late and i had to chiong 23 case studies so i went off first.

ok... talking about 23 case studies... what the **** is wrong with nj econs department?! during the holidays we didnt get any econs homework AT ALL. and now we get 23 case studies to do in a week? how can that get us an A? and how can we bloody take it seriously when we have to rush it within a week? we'll just end up doing it for the sake of doing and not for studying purposes. ergh.

Ropes course (6/7)

had to wake up early early in the morning to go all the way to upp bkt timah for the ropes course. sat at the bus stop for quite long cuz i was early. the last time i went there i was sec2. so after stella and yiling came (anne marie was sick), we went in... tgt with 32 other people... we split into 2 grps (mostly guys and girls in one grp)... and then proceeded with what i have loved to do since i joined np. the girls (and 4 guys) did the ropes challenge first... we were under instructor carrie... and she was so funny. forgot how to belay a person already (because atf doesnt work on belayers).. so i slacked. hahas. went up the tight rope one first... and she made us cross the rope within 10sec. so funny. but it was seriously much easier than atf. i freaked out many many times during atf. haha. then we did the net one... just to cross it... i was more tired than scared up there.

then to the zip-line! still wasnt as exciting as the double zip-line in atf (i cant help comparing). but the exciting part was really the intial jump off... because it almost felt like free fall and my heart totally dropped out. haha. if i knew more people there i'd probably have screamed my lungs out for the fun of it. we went for lunch... then rested in the dorm for a while. almost felt like sleeping.

went back to do abseiling. this one was much higher than the sec3 alpha camp's... and i was certainly more afraid. this girl kept screaming... it was funny... but also made us more afraid. haha. when i finally did it it was ok... but i held on to the rope so tightly. lols. then stella and yiling came down. proceeded to the platform for the jumping thing. we didnt do the lone pole one... because i'd have freaked out if we did it. had to jump from the platform to reach a bar...like the trapeze in a circus. freaky!! but i managed to catch it! and the damn rope hit my right ear... which made the last hole bleed like crazy. haha. inst carrie kept asking if i was okay. she wanted to tell mr menon... but of course i wldnt let her! haha. she had 3 ear holes too! so now i know why it's very dangerous to wear earrings for this kinda thing and i finally understand why i have to take out earrings during every np trng session. lols!

although it wasnt as freaky as atf... i still enjoyed myself because i may never get to do it again. but i still miss atf. lol. and i enjoyed the company of the 2 instructors who were so hyper and mad.... haha. really made us laugh. after that stella and i went to the salvation army shop to look ard. the clothes were really weird. and the shop was really weird too. haha. took a bus back home and on the way edwin called to ask to go out for dinner.

went home first to rest for a while... and realised that my nose was burnt and so were my two arms. went out to meet edwin and raf at gardens. ate at chomp chomp. our usual hokkien mee, sting ray and sugar cane and my chin chow which i cldnt finish. haha. went to macs to stone and talk. edwin told a lot of stories.. and raf was enjoying it everytime i argued with edwin. haha. moved outside and raf and i started a singing lesson with edwin to make him sing in tune. hahas. left ard 11pm. i was really tired.... raf kept saying i was a drunken fish cuz half the time i didnt know what i was talking about. haha.
well, i just want to say that both of them and the others whom we hang out with are special to me (and even special-er to me than other aquaintances). i do care what they consider me as.. but i just want to say that each of them hold a special place in my heart. =)

came home feeling the pain of the sun burns... and pain in my ear hole. arghs. how am i going to last the next two days?! haha. oh... happy green earth day! no global warming!!~

____

*why is it so easy to give up on something that i shouldnt give up on, and so difficult to give up on something that i should?-

-I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you
I don't wanna talk about it

I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you
I don't wanna talk about it
Cause I'm in love with you...

News: body's immune system plummets to an all time low in 2007

haha. yes. i'm sick again. sore throat, runny nose. the usual irritating symptoms. lucky there's time to rest these few days. so couldnt go out. blahs. anyway, today's the start of enrichment week. but i have no activities.

5 July: Arts Education Programme, University talks, Body combat
6 July: Ropes course (gosh how i miss atf!!)
9 July: Arts Education Programme, Music Exposure (i've had 10 years of this already), In-line skating
10 July: In-line skating, and hopefully, a successful class outing.

yeah. hope i'll be well tmr. and enjoy before really getting hacked by the teachers. i cant wait for both harry potter movie and book to come out! argh! seriously contemplating whether to watch the movie on the very first day and to pre-order the book. i'll get hooked and neglect my work again. lols.

oh by the way, put your mouse over the picture. the effect is pretty cool.~

no school for a week! and enrichment week for the next! life really shouldnt be just about achieving academics. wonder why society goes by meritocracy. anyway, i'm not about to attempt to write a gp essay here.

anyway, finally got a chance to meet up with edwin whom i havent seen for so long. he was at ps while i was at cine ytd.. such no fate. lols! anyway, guess he wants to kill everyone who was late today. hahas. he was telling me about the busy poly life vs the stressful jc life... while waiting for raf... who was even later than me! we went to macs to eat. raf seems to be biased against srgn macs.

edwin asked: who thinks life sucks say 'aye'. and i was not hesitant in replying. lols. life as a jc student really sucks. i hate everything right now. from the studying to the surroundings to everyone around. i just cant stand it anymore. maybe it's because i grew up in a different culture as many of the rest... and hanging around with the people i keep so close to my heart has made it even more difficult to tolerate other 'cultures'. ah. whatever.

raf went off to sch... edwin had to go for duty for syf... so accompanied him to ps to walk walk fora while. and to supposedly updating myself.. only to see him bio-ing girls and asking for my opinion. if i ever turn les... i'll know why. lols!!! but had a nice time with them today... making me laugh with their stories of their cadets and others. and raf and edwin are seriously entertaining. haha.

after edwin went off i went to novena and almost rotted there. bought a new wallet. damn it. i think it was a bit on the expensive side. such a sian place. especially when you go there every other week. wasnt in the mood to do much. met grace. yay! seem to meet her everywhere. hahas.

anyways... my brother said he's waited 27 years for transformers movie to come out. me? not so bad. i've just waited 1.5 years for the next harry potter movie! argh!!~

hello again! finally ct2 is over! i can relax for a while. before going for the big one. whatever. i'm going mad because of 1 month of studying.

summary of performance of ct 2
Econs: totally dead
Chemistry: below average
Math: the only paper i COULD do.
Physics: goner. worse than ct1.

so projected grades are probably ard ABCCE. i dont understand why they bother to set such difficult questions. really. as if it'd actually come out in A's. goodbye for now.~

havent used the com for a few days. really going crazy already. my body(esp my head) is showing signs of overloading and stress... just like the time before prelims in sec4. therefore i had to take a day off from studying. or else something really bad will happen.

so anyway, went to school to find mr tan and ms lim last friday. like many s15 people were in school mugging. went to have lunch with yiling and ghis at pizza hut. yays! good food. raf called. asked people to go out. so after lunch i met him and shafik at ps. shafik chiong-ed 5days of camp with barely 6 hours of sleep. so we went to watch shrek 3, because raf didnt like watching any superhero movies other than spiderman (so i cldnt watch fantastic4). shafik fell asleep in the cinema. think he only watch $2 worth of the whole movie. raf was telling me abt atc on the train while going home...while shafik fell asleep.

yep yep. that was basically my WHOLE week. gosh. i hate studying.~

9 June 07
Met up with 4a2 people at cel's house. gosh. her house is like 10times as big as mine. had loads of fun there, taking pics, going crazy... we rock!

10 June 07
Met up with xt and raf. shafik was uncontactable. edwin was at rc. jaime was having school. anyway. havent seen them for a long time too. still havent seen the other 2 guys and 1 girl. when will we all get together? 3 of us ended up cutting our hair. i cut mine much shorter. too irritating. lols.~


altogether!!


in (literally) the swimming pool


in the basement...


my dearest ah ruo =))


lazing on the sofa...


my present....


.... and card! it's most appreciated! =)

Ms Chen's Wedding..


ghis, ms chen & me

B04 in front of the bridal car~

NAG (national age groups) was this week. one comptition after another. was sick on saturday again. severe sore throat and headache. i hate the weather. stupid weather.

monday's singles was okay. i did better at occ than at safra. but people were damn pro. more pro than nationals. oh. playing beside us were ite guys. they're quite nice. anyway. finished relatively early so we left our bags at the storage area and went home. on the way there on tuesday, i met thea... who was going home from work. talked to her all the way to yishun although we see each other every sunday. lols. she kept making me jealous because here i am, slogging my heart out 5 months before A levels and she's having 4 months holiday with nothing to do. and by the time i start my ct she's still on holiday! haha. i always screw my 1st game. team s'pore schools girls were beside us (coach explained that to get in, you have to get an average of 190 and above for A/B/C division) this girl hit a 268 with 4 strikes, a spare, 5 strikes and a spare. think that's great? wait till you see another guy from SBF go striked 10 times... an almost perfect game! everyone stopped just to look at him bowl... and clapped when he striked for the 10th time. on the 11th bowl... he got a 9!! ARGH!! wasted!! so everyone went aWwWww... an almost perfect game. 289. took a cab home.

wednesday... had to go to school for math lecture. think a 3.5hour lecture is torturing? try sitting in a 3.5 hour lecture WITHOUT aircon in the lecture theatre!! almost died in there. i totally switched off at the last hour. went for competition at night. it was doubles. also my highest games in NAG, 134, 146. gosh. so lousy. during the games was talking to coach... he was telling us stories of his life and also ghost stories about bowling alleys. so cool!! haha. coach was sick. he had a high fever. and he sleeps so few hours!! so poor thing!! thursday's comp... was quartet. dont know what i was doing. coach mia-ed for the first game. we were wondering where he went. he was really sick and was sleeping in the car. so poor thing!! did really badly for the 3rd game. cldnt care alr.

after that jess and i decided to 'fan lian' at someone. because we couldnt take that person's attitude and character anymore. was quite funny. we went to find coach who went to sleep in his car again. but being almost the last time we were going to see him... he came out of his car to meet us. talked to him for a while... so sad. he offered to send jess and i to the mrt station to take a cab. waited for his wife and son... who qualified for masters today (and who got champion. congrats! so pro!).

anyway, thank you coach for everything that you've done for us! i must say that you're the best coach i've ever had (not to say that i've had a lot of coaches). and i cannot express how much gratitude and thanks because it's really too much. for the time and effort you've put in... coming for extra trainings with us at no extra cost... for helping us in every way that you can... and for just being there to comfort in times of trouble and stress. i really cannot repay how much you've given to us as a team... and i really appreciate it. though it's been just a mere 5 months (and i really wish we had you as our coach last year).. i feel like it's been a long time since you introduced yourself. you've never really scolded us or put us down with negative remarks but have always encouraged us and given us hope in what we did. even when we bowled wrongly... we were always greeted by your smile when coming back from throwing the ball. you never failed to give suggestions on how to improve and really just helped us to improve tremendously from the mess we were last year. i really really really appreciate it and a million thanks once again for everything that you've done!! these words are but the tip of the ice berg as to how much gratitude i feel. the rest cannot be put down in words.

i summarised that and sent a 3-msg long sms to coach... who said made him cry. and made me wanna cry too. ah well... goodbye is never easy.

for now... it's mug mug mug... full time mugging until A's. i dont wanna become a doctor or a banker. lols! good night world!!~


me, jess, coach & ys
-we'll miss you!!~

hello world!

went to school on wednesday to visit ms heng. ha. for econs consultation. was supposed to be 8am. so had to wake up quite early. arghs. lyn, fel, peiyi and anne marie were there. but ms heng wasnt. said to meet her at 8.30. lols. so we sat there and talked. met jess, who was there for gp. met rc too... who was studying with *someone. lols! ms heng finally came at 8.45. lols. so asked her qns till 9.30 cuz we havent really studied. some went for gp lessons... the rest went to the library to mug. was so noisy in there.

after that fel, peiyi, yiling and i went to eat lunch behind school. then went to eat ice-cream at estivo! muahaha. i ate sorbet... too sour for some of them. lols. so ate and talked... then fel went back for choir. the rest of us went home.

thursday was competition... was there quite early. was talking to ck when he showed me a video of the 9 o clock show. lols. competition was bad. gosh. again. this time we were bowling with cj ppl. they're friendlier. and mad. super high and shouted so loudly when they striked. but they striked a lot. lols. but must really thank coach for being such a great help during these 5 months. for his patience and willingness to coach us fo free everytime we had extra trainings... and for the time he spent trying to help us improve.

after the comp we went opposite to eat lunch... ck, ys, jess and i sat tgt... while rc abandoned us to sit with th and the rest. lols. we were teasing him from far far away... and 'gossipping' about how widely he smiled when he was talking to some person. lols! cldnt stop laughing. after that we decided to go to northpoint to watch pirates!! had 45mins to waste before the show started... so we sat at bk...looking at ck's hp videos. lols. the bk ppl were staring at us...so we had to buy food. haha. the show was great!! although i forgot most of part 2. lols. ys didnt watch part 1 and 2... so had to explain to her what happened during the show. haha. and goodness... the way they portrayed s'pore!! gosh. thought it was china or something. the moment chow yun fatt said "welcome to singapore!" i went gosh!!!! haha.

but the movie on the whole was funny!! stayed till after the credits to watch the very end. lols. hope there's a part 4!! after that it was rather late.... so we went home.

NAG is next week. but for now...i want to sleep.~

hello world!!! i'm agitated. i dont know why. everything seems right but it isnt. small problems add up to big ones. and so, i'm agitated. probably starting to get stressed over common test. and i keep having the same dream. the same happy dream that makes me smile, but frown when i wake. it's making me mre streseed.

anyway. stayed at home ytd. to do my hmk. so guai =) went to meet ghis at srgn int in the evening to return her work. it was super hot, my nose was irritating me (no, i'm not sick. it's just the dust that came out from my notes when i was doing filing), my eyes were tired, dry and painful and my head was pounding. what a day!

today was team event. met ys at the int... then we met th and rc. found out that our placing for the doubles was not bad! yays! stupid bowling area was super crowded. because there were 4 people to 1 lane. damn it. so long. 3 game series... and we had to be beside acsi. guys! argh. they were power bowlers. 5 consecutive strikes in a row... with a 604 series game. (that's an average of 201) but i love their technique! and the way their ball ref and hook, and strike. super cool. our games on the other hand... were not doing too well. my last game pulled me up... and coach said i had to have 2 warm up games before the comp. lols.

so overall... i dont know. lols. the guys did not bad too. only that they were bio-ing girls again. lols. melanie came! yay! haha. after the comp we went down supposedly to find coach only to find out that he left already. damn it! whose fault!! so we had to bring home all our bowling balls... shared a cab with ys and rc. think we made rc pay most of it. rc kept suaning us and we kept suaning back. as usual. i dropped at bishan and took a bus back.

was trying to maintain balance while holding two bowling balls on each hand.. when i heard someone call very loudly.."FISH!!" sorta knew who it was. who would be at srgn ave 3 at this time of the day and call me fish? haha. anyway... havent seen xavier for quite a while. everyone's seriously busy with their own life. he helped me carry my spare ball. yay. so walked with him to my block and caught up with him. apparently, he takes the same bus as me every morning.. but i dont get to meet him because i go earlier in the morning and come back earlier. lols. he's jealous. didnt get to catch up with him much.

tmr is another day of mugging. damn it. arghs. whatever! ~

專屬天使

我不会怪你对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤

小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂

要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为生命只有黑夜

-Tank

hello again. going crazy. i'm not stressed over studies (not yet anyway). i'm stressed over everything else.

Nothing special happened on thursday. But why am i such a failure? Why am i not able to even get over something so trivial? Why is it so easy for everyone else but not me? I am such a failure in this aspect.

Friday was doubles. Woke up ard the same time as i wake up for school. Attempted to catch a cab down to safra, only to find that there was no cab! All we on call (which i doubt 90% of them were real). Anyway, i still managed to reach there on time. and i had to feel all stressed out just before my first game. so naturally... all went into chaos. jess was doing pretty well and i on the other hand... i couldnt handle it. every ball i sent out wasnt good. coach came over to comfort me and provide tips. but he couldnt comment much on my technique since it was my nerves that was affecting me. jess kept asking me to relax. but i just couldnt. so my first game was 77. luckily jess had a high game. i really couldnt take the pressure. i cried.

the second game was better. and i was able to calm down and spare most of the frames. the next few games were okay i guess. coach was there to support and encourage us. and i thank God for that. =) jinnie and si en were screaming for us again. super ear piercing! but super good! haha. some of the other juniors couldnt care less. sigh. we played with peiqi, the friendly girl from mi whom i played with during singles. then was mi guys. and yeah. i think we trashed them. i'm not saying they werent good, because we saw them get a 193 after we changed lanes. so jess concluded that we were too hot for them! gosh!! hahahahaha!!

my average was better this time, but still not good enough. probably because my 1st game pulled me down. well anyway, eric was on fire. he got pretty high. cool!! captain was forever looing at girls... haha!! after the competition and debrief, we went opposite with coach for a drink and lunch. we sat in a row.. ys and i ate the same thing. rc ate cutlet! so big! we were all screaming at him. lols. captain was talking about going to watch the seeded match... girls. haha!! we chatted with coach and made fun of the guys again. ck and rc are super funny.

went back to get our bowling balls. then went to find cabs to get back to school. and why were we going back to school? because we are pure muggers!! haha!! ys, ck and rc went back for a captain's ball match. but i went back for my hmk. i'm 100% mugger. yeah! haha. so ys, jess and i took a cab back to school... while th, ck and rc took another. we got the nice cab... but it cost us $13.10 all the way back to bkt timah. we were all still a bit high that time. went to find my classmates to get my hmk. chased ghis for it. rc came over to ask whether ghis collected a copy of hmk for him...but she didnt. obviously. haha. poor rc. went over to talk to some of them again. because my classmates werent high and i was. so went to high with the other bowlers. haha.

followed yiling, fel and anne marie to the photocopy shop. sat there and stoned because i was freaking tired. stayed with them till their pe lesson and went off because i didnt wanna stay back till 3.40pm. lols. met jess and rc at the grandstand. ys and ck were playing captain's ball. and i went home! haha.

cldnt copy much of what they did ytd. was having a migrain. gosh. how come they do so much when i'm not ard? lols. wonder why there's no trng today. cant go for tmr's. have church. next week is SISC (also pronounced as 'sick') week. for all sick people. haha. no lessons the whole week!! have to go back for gp on thursday but thursday is the last day of competition. so i wont be going back to school at all next week! yeah man! haha.

after that is NAG, then study for common test. gosh. this is my life.~

jess and i... after doubles

YeS!!!!!!!!!! finally i'm able to blog properly.

Well, monday was a normal day... went home panicking about tuesday's competition. So... how was singles on tuesday? well, oiling was long. so cldnt hook much. lane conditions were bad. adjusting made everything go haywire. i played with felicia. cldnt pick up my spares. and i think i striked more than i spared. lols. the mi girls were friendly. we were cheering one another on. then we changed lane after two games. played with mi guys this time. they played straight balls... which worked perfectly under the lane conditions. still cldnt pick up my spares. ys and jess' team took the longest. oops. and coach found out that ys can bowl well when it's all quiet. i must thank jinnie and si en for cheering us on throughout the competition that day, cuz they were screaming for us to 'pick it up!!' and screamed when we striked. think they'll have sore throat soon. found out that the guys werent doing well either. ck's last game was good tho. 160+.

after competition, we left and went home. was freaking tired by the time i went home. today was investiture for student council. quite sad to see them step down. didnt get to attend it. anyway, after that was payment for enrichment week. we were in the hall...which was damn stuffy and hot. and in chaos. we were looking for activities to join for enrichment week...since we didnt get whatever we wanted. ended up with 21 hours when i only needed 15hours. going for ropes course (altho nothing can beat ATF!!), in-line skating, bodycombat, music exposure...blahs. after that, we changed into our aqua tee (which was forced upon us to buy it) and went for sports day. was sitting there and stoning and waiting for the thing to start.

raf called. sorry that i cldnt meet you all today. i miss you all!! but i usually have trng on wednesdays. esp when it's A division week. gosh. it's been over a month since i've seen them. really miss their crap and laughter. but all laughter's not lost. went for trng and everyone on the bus was discussing about ytd's comp. including how pretty or not pretty the girls were. bleahs. we were teasing the guys abt it. crap. then trng. bowled with jess, who happens to be my doubles partner. and with th and rc. we were on fire the 1st game. i cld spare!! yays! score was 146... so much better than competition average (which i will not reveal here). we were all mad and going crazy. then the 2nd game... gosh. ck had to come over and disturb us! he made all of us laugh... and resulted in all of us doing badly. even worse than competition day. lols! we were all laughing like mad and blaming ck for it.

went to put our bowling balls in coach's car. then ran for the shuttle bus. and abandoned ck. poor ck!! actually we were laughing at him. and rc was nonchalant abt it. lols! we were still laughing on the bus about abandoning ck. and was suaning rc again. it continued into the mrt. super lame. how come i have super lame and crap team mates? but super good for making people relax during competition.

well, good luck to me and my team mates for friday's doubles!! ~

ERRR, HI?

THIS KERMIT THE FROG REPORTING LIVE FROM SESAME STREET.

TODAY, GOH LEAN MAY COULDN'T GET INTO BLOGGER'S POSTING PAGE, RESULTING IN FAILURE IN ABILITY TO POST.

THAT'S ALL FROM ME, AND AGAIN. THIS IS KERMIT THE FROG, LIVE FROM SESAME STREET.

That was rafael in case you want to know. apparently, i'm having problems getting into my posting page ONLY. and i think it's something to do with my internet. damn it. what did i do?

anyway, have been busy this week. not with hmk... but with cca. monday, as i've already mentioned... was a holiday. had trng on tuesday again. we were down at safra. the lanes were super dry and the oiling was short. it was a traumatic experience. every ball that we sent out hooked like nobody's business. what could have been a good spare all turned into misses. scores hovered around 100. coach kept hinting to us to use our spare balls...so after a long time... jessica finally did. haha.

had official trng on wed and went for team dinner at pasta mania after that. so basically the girls couldnt finish their food and passed it all to the guys, who wiped it out in less than 3 mins. melanie came. thu... had to run my 2.4 again. and the results were worse than my last 2 tries. gosh. i am such a failure. i've never failed a test 3 times before. only 2.4. i hate it. anyway...was freaking tired when i went for trng that night. cldnt pick up all the spares. ah. whatever. mom sponsored my cab fare.

had no trng on friday. because we had to study SPA. anyway, friday was a half day! gosh. we've already have 3 half days this year. well... so we just went home to study SPA. saturday was the real assessment. and i'm not supposed to say anything about it. went to marina south after that to supposedly polish ball. but mine didnt need it. gosh. the memories of trng at victor's last year. bowling on wooden lanes were quite different. had to take time to get used to it again. was pretty weird. we all were damn sian. so we left early. the memories of kite flying, and steamboat. man...i miss the past. attempted to take a pic of the ferris wheel but was blocked by trees.

anyway...today is mother's day. went for a meal near clarke quay and shopped at the new mall there. so big!! but i have to say... i cant live without my mom. and i dont know if i'll have the qualities she has when i become a mother next time. it's really unconditional love. and i appreciate it! =)

off to sleep now. it's monday tomorrow and tuesday is A div. ARGH! I'M SCARED!!!~

yAy!!!! finally one full day of no lessons, no school. haD trng at safra in the morning. dies. people were a bit high, and others were getting high games. ah. whatever. went for lunch and laughed a lot. wanted to watch spiderman 3 but didnt in the end. funny sipdey meal. lols.~

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the guys...
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Lots of things happened this week. First, i fell very sick on monday. Fever, sore throat, runny nose. My temperature wouldnt come down from 38 the whole day. So obviously i stayed home and slept on the sofa. I was so sick that i couldnt even think of anything and didnt even feel like watching tv. My head was pounding. Luckily tuesday was a holiday, so i stayed home and slept again. Was much better at night. Could get up and worry about hmk. lols. Thanks to my classmates for the care and concern when i was sick. for the msges... and the frequent asking of whether i was okay even a few days after i was back in school. really touched. =)

Went back to school on wednesday to find a whole load of hmk staring into my face. One good thing about being sick is that i can pon all the stupid stuff like caal. wHeEe.. didnt go for trng. because i wasnt well enough. would probably have dropped the ball on my feet if i did. Nothing much on thur except that i got away from doing my 2.4 again. Friday.. we were laughing till we cried at math. because we were crapping about our future jobs with ms chua. yiling was so angry with the fact that we had to stay in school for 2 extra periods just to wait for pe, mark attendance then go home. managed to convince mr menon that i was sick and he was teasing me abt my running nose. went for trng at night WITHOUT my precious ball and shoes. because it was with coach and he wasnt coming. had to use my spare ball, and rent shoes... so the highest game i got was only 124. and competition is next week!! argh!! panic panic.

ytd was nj college day. 12 people in S15 are supposed to 'represent' us as the audience for the performance. so we balloted. 5 people didnt need to go. and i was one of them!!! heard frm sam that the reactions of the other four were pretty hilarious. and heard from yiling that the whole thing was boring. lols. poor thing.

anyway, the number of freaking articles i've found so far is enough to let me read for a whole day. damn it. stupid articles. i hate international trade!! stupid topic. need to get back to it now.

oh. tomorrow is a holiday!! for njcians only. spiderman 3!!!~