if you ask me, when was the last time i touched my bowling ball? i wouldnt be able to reply. or maybe i'll say last night, while packing for this morning's training. haha.

anyway, i have to get up early for the next few days, starting today. tmr will be even worse, and sunday will be the earliest i've ever woken up on a sunday morning. horrible, horrible. training was at bkt batok westwood bowl... and did i say how FAR it was? it took about 1hr. games were -_- because of the fact that i havent trained since... i dunno when... and because we werent used to the lanes. everyone was high.. even the guys. haha. high game for me was 132.. all the rest was pure shit. i fell asleep on the train on the way back.

have to drag my sleepy self to kranji tmr.. but i must say i'm quite excited about going on the cip trip (but i havent packed yet). although it might not have as much ammenities as Bintan, but i think it'll be fun to hang out with my classmates. Afterall, everyone's almost gone here. Raf's off to hta today (all the best!).. and dear xt & jaime will be leaving soon. this would prove a good time to catch up with my classmates and acsians and sec4 classmates! yay! well, the thing i'm looking fwd to in the trip is of course.. the bridge.. and the shopping! gosh, i know it's no different from s'pore shopping.. but it'll be cool. but first, i have to crack my head on what to get for people.. in case they come running after me with knives. some are easy to get, some.. difficult.

i'm falling into a state of depression again.. because of how i feel abt certain things. throughout these years i've come to acknowledge the fact that i'm domineering over certain things, and dont really want to share them. yeah, call me selfish. i just feel that people would rather spend their time & money on things that i find unecessary. well.. maybe going away and spending time with others would help me get over this. but that's only temporary. well.. heck. the more i worry, the older i get. haha.

bridge! here i come!~