HELLO WORLD!! i'm back!! after being in isolation for 5 days. =) well... i was able to go online on thurs after reaching the apartment. used my dad's laptop and stole someone's wireless. lol. afteR thaT i think the person switched off his router.... so we cldnt access to it.

so what did i do during those five days? well... to sum it all up, eat & shop. meT with long time friends in m'sia whom i havent seen for ages... my dad's god daughter who happened to share the same b'dae as him.. so we went to have a chinese dinner at shangri-la. they've all grown up now... i guess i have too.

shopping: 1-utama shopping centre, mid valley megamall, the curve, KLCC, sugnei wang plaza were all the SCs i went to. pet safari at the curve was great... saw my fish and the puppies were so cute!! the only place i didnt go was berjaya times sqaure. but then again.. no one is willing to go on the roller coaster with me... so no point going. haha.

eating: shangri-la chinese, shangri-la japanese, wanton mee etc. i'm gonna put on a lot of weight. no eating fast food for the rest of the year! the jap food was great... it's the biggest jap food buffet i ever went to. sashimi!!! my classmates are gonna get so jealous. wanton mee at the roadside was so good!! it's so different from s'pore's wanton mee. the black sauce, the noodles, the char siew, and the wanton. mMmMmm.

dvds: didnt watch much. john tucker must die, the banquet. cldnt be bothered abt the departed when my sis was watching, because i havent even watched infernal affairs.

have been playing with my dad's com without an internet connection. i think i can become a pro at solitaire and minesweeper. lols. i miss you computer!! *muacks!! and i miss my phone... and my bed & pillows.. and of course the friends here... but i'm still trying to run away from whatever's happening. bao chi xiao rong =) ~

i usually dread going to kl. because i'll miss my com, my tv and my handphone (which doesnt have roaming), my fish, and my friends. but suddenly i feel so happy to get get away from here... to run far far away. where i'm uncontactable. where i dont have to face whatever's going on right now. and just go shopping and eating and watching dvds all the way.

yeaH. i wont be ard from tmr onwards till monday night. thank god i'm not missing the last episode of goong. lol. so you wont be able to contact me till then.

and i must add.. i'm glad to be going away.~

damn it. i've caught some virus again. freak it. ergh. my throat is burning. i got it from my mom, who got it from me. i thought after someone recovers from a cold, they'll be immune to that virus? argh. whatever. i better not be sick on thurs. it'll spoil my whole trip to kl. anyway, i cldnt sleep last night. i rolled in bed from 11pm to 12 something then i finally fell asleep for the shortest time... only to wake up again. argh!! by the time i managed to get to sleep.. it was 3am i guess. so i woke at 11am today. and of course... my mood isnt good when i have such a disturbing night. argh. well.. at least an email from ghis who is right now at jurong island made me laugh. it was super lame. she was bored there and started crapping in her email. so lame!

anyway.. about ytD. was supposed to have ac og outing... but in the end... so many ppl pulled out at the last minute. bleahs. so only four of us were left. guan qun, christiana, nyssa and me. gq and i waited so long for the two to come... then we went to eat at new york new york at citilink. it's cafe cartel style... only more posh. the prices are okay. i ordered pasta.. since i cldnt eat anything fried because of my sore throat. christiana ordered this 30cm long sausage and the bread was abt 1/3 the length...so it looked really weird. and the coke float was so big... so sinful. lol.

we chalked up abt $82 worth of food... which was quite ok for 4 people. [and i know some people will disagree with me =)] lol. we were scaring gq abt someone following her... or maybe just happened to walk past citilink!! lol. anyway... after that we walked to esplanade to the library...cuz nyssa wanted to return books. was talking to her abt pl stuff... like... abt mr low and ms ferng. lol. gq and christiana were complaining abt going for their leadership camp...and hey... they're going to the same place as we went in sec3... and the same place that nj's going for yltc. they're going after nj leaves to canoe to another island. thank god i dont need to go. but i wanna go kayak tho.

we walked ard citilink.. to the super expensive paper shop where 1 diary costs $20+. and when i see them buying stuff..i think of ghis. damn it! how come she has so much influence on me?! but it's thanks to her that i'm not broke now. haha. yeaH. theN gq went home.. we went to raffles city to walk ard. gosh... looking at the prices of the items for sale... haha. maybe now i know why i'm in nj. because i'd be broke forever due to spending too much. haha. anyway...i went off first.. because i wasnt feeling too well.. stupid virus. well... it was nice to meet up with them again...after not seeing them for so long. gosh.. words cant express how much i miss the happy times tgt with them. well...sld really see the rest of my og soon. lol!

i give up. listen here. i totally give up caring about anything to do with you all. i've tried all i can out of pure concern. but since no one listens to me... from now on, 14 November 2006, i am not going to care what happens anymore. whether you all fail your exams or even fail in life... i am not going to care. i won't bother to call or even give a listening ear to whatever troubles you all are going through. since you all dont tell me stuff... and dont listen or even consider whatever i have to say... i'm not going to care anymore.

sure, you may say i dont understand anything you all are going thru. that's because you all dont make an effort to try to make me understand. which person doesnt have their own burdens in life? you think i don't? you think i'm one happy person as i portray to be? no. and life in jc isnt one big holiday either. having to juggle with the endless content based subjects, as well as CCA, and other commitments in school... but i still have to take it. i still have to take the stress. i cant just walk away from school altogether. although i wish too sometimes. because i know it's not going to get me anywhere. stop walking away from your problems. it's time to face it.

listen up. i will only give my time and effort to those whom i think deserve it. other than that... i dont really care anymore. in fact, i'm beginning to understand why some people want to leave. and i dont blame them. because i myself am entertaining those thoughts. what's the use if no one ever listens to one another or keeps problems from one another? it would just be another ordinary aquaintance wouldnt it?

no one bothers to meet up anymore. so why should i? sure.. i appreciate the fact that some to bother to arrange. but who actually tries their best to come? does everyone want to? or are some reluctant? whatever it is, i've given up all hope on some of you all. i dont give a damn whether you all fail as a person. i'll just be sad for you all .. but i wont do anything about it. whatever i feel is wrong, i'll just take it as it is. i will not bother to beg or persuade anymore. i've done enough.

sorry. i just had to get all of that out of me.~

-_-''' boring day yesterday. i stayed at home and played audition all the way. theN i signed into msn and had a lame conversation with edwin. i think he study too much. lol. anyway, he was going to buy fish, so i said i wanted to go. so i did. hA. finally out of the house.

went out at abt 7pm, went to central... then he called and asked me to walk to his house. because we had to find raf, who was cycling, whose bike tyre had punctured. poor thing! so suay! so we walked along the stretch leading to kovan. edwin wanted to bet with me that we'd see raf after we walked up the hill.. damn it. we did. lol. he said i owed him 1 fish. haha.

walked to the fish shop at central... that was where i bought my $18 red parrot (which is freaking naughty right now). edwin wanted to buy koi... so we looked ard at the others first, before looking at the baby koi. they're rather cute... but mine's cuter. then the lady gave us a net and a bucket of water to catch the one we wanted. raf went to get a bigger net to help edwin. lol. so after about 1 hour of attempting to catch the fish, with a lot of mistaken identities (raf is good at catching fish), they finally caught two edwin wanted... one white with orange spots and a beautiful white tail, and the other with black spots that looked like a chinese painting... i like that one! i must say it was quite fun catching fish...but i dont dare. lol.

walked back to edwin's house to put the fish in the fish tank. i'm jealous! his fish tank is twice the size of mine! argh! lucky koi.. they get such a big space to swim in. raf was singing 'we were the reason' with his scores. haha. edwin passed his no.1 uniform to raf to return, so he started taking pictures of the ranks he had... then pics of him in shafik's cap. by the time we went down.. it was near 10pm.

we walked to the prata shop near his house to eat. raf and i were singing christian songs on the way. that two were damn funny... as usual. so ate the prata... and waited for shafik. but i had to go home first because my mom was calling me to get home... so i left both of them to wait for him.

and i cldnt wake up for church this morning. *yaWnS~

FriDaY, 10 nOvEmbEr 2006
oHsiXSfiftEeN's bbQ

i waited for the bus for 20mins to get to j8, where i met ghis. we wenT upstairs to minitoons to get gummies. and seriously, i've never spent so long in my life picking gummies. she was picking and asking me to recommend what was nice, and i said almost everything. haha. i was looking at the phone chains, i was so tempted to buy the letters, but ghis, being there, wouldnt spend money on that sort of thing, so it kinda influenced me not to waste my money on it. there are uncountable things she has influenced me to do since i've entered nj, such as not wasting money on unecessary things, eating healthier, saving money as well as eating lots of chilli. lol!

anyway, so after she finished picking all the sweets she wanted, we went to sembawang to get what i wanted! kim jeong hoon's cd! yay! i finally found it this time. it was $22.90. his songs are nice! listening to them now. but i still think he looks nicer in brown hair. lol. and gosh.. his pictures... *faints. we spent a long time there too, looking at cds, dvds & vcds because we needed movies to entertain us! anne marie was on her way, and wasnt even at bkt batok mrt at 6pm. lol. she was late!! anyway, we went to gift a name, ghis wanted to buy her hp fork chain, because she had the spoon. and i asked her to buy both the fork and spoon because one was tarnished and the other was shiny and it didnt look nice. but, i obviously cldnt influence her. she bought the fork in the end.

so while waiting for anne marie to come, we went down to ntuc to get more food for them , cuz sam said there wasnt enough food (which turned out otherwise later). we bought cakes cuz we didnt know what to buy, and i cldnt find the 'drinks'. anyway, anne marie came at 6.50pm, we walked over to jerick's house. most of them had arrived. people there were [me, ghis, anne marie, sam, lyn, tiff, stella, fel, zuo jie, stanley, jerick, joseph, wen yi, darren, ccb, justin, zhi wei.] yiling cldnt make it the last minute because of some church stuff. sad. the guys went to play soccer, the girls were sitting down and chatting and ccb was doing the food. we ate some food for a while..

then the guys ran off to play soccer and wenyi stayed behind to eat the food, zuo jie joined us girls because he wanted to gossip with us! haha! he didnt want to try the artificial bacon bits because he said they looked like fish food. lol. tiff and i kept eating them. he kept eating the lettuce plain, and he was wearing a green shirt, so the lettuce really matched his shirt. we called him a rabbit. then stella and tiff dared him to pinch ***'s butt for 5 bucks! hA!!!!! he didnt dare. we told wen yi, but he didnt dare either for fear that something bad would happen to them. lol. so we continued our 'gossip', which was essentially hearing zuo jie saying that he was gonna die soon because the lines on his hands said so. lol! he wanted us to treat him nice because of that. lol! ghis went freakingly high a few times, and her laughter & high pitched voice. gosh. ultrasound. lol.

the guys came back, and we dared darren & justin to do the same thing as the 2 guys earlier.. darren told him abt it. hah. the food was so much. satay, otak, bread & lettuce & 'fish food', lyn's chicken wings, sausages and much more. it's the most filling bbq i've ever eaten. but how cld i pass on the mashmallows, konyaku & almond jelly? so we ate some more. haha.

tiff, ghis, zuo jie and i went to the toilet, but the girls toilet was full... so we asked zj to stand guard for us outside the guy's toilet. haha. the toilet had a suana inside. tiff asked me to peer in to see the room.. and yes..she tried to push me into the dark room. lol! i screamed. haha. we went back to join them and talk crap some more, then clear up and went up to jerick's house.

the guys were playing ps2, some car game. the girls, and some of the guys were playing 2-deck bluff. justin got a really really thick deck in the end. lol. damn funny. hmMs... theN we started telling ghost stories! hAHA. jerick joined us halfway and gave some of the girls a shock of their lives, because the lights were off on our side. lol. justin told us some stories, fel, stella & anne marie were freaking out and trying not to scream. lol. then at abt 11+ we had to go home, before there was no bus back. stella went to the toilet and tiff switched off the lights while she was inside! hahah!! she screamed too! damn funny. tiff, me, ghis, zj, ccb went off first. and i caught the bus and was home in 10mins.

that was a really enjoyable day! different from the entertainment i usually get...maybe it's because it's a different grp of friends. but it's good to get away from the usual sometimes, and i can say that we really enjoyed ourselves! whEeEE!

nOveMber 11 2006---> HaPpY biRtHdaY deaR huiHuA! my fellow pl classmate/sqdmate/nj schoolmate and it goes on.. lol. she has to go for oac camp. hahas.~

this sucks. this totally sucks. everyone is splitting up. everyone has their own grp of friends. everyone doesnt hang out tgt anymore. is there still hope? everyone doesnt seem to enjoy the company of one another anymore. is it because we're too familiar with each other? maybe. is it because we're meeting up too often? maybe. maybe i sld just mia for a while. when was the last time we had fun tgt as a grp? as one? how long will this friendship last? at first, i thought for quite a long time. alas, nothing is eternal (except God). i'm having doubts whether we all cld last thru the year. whatever.

i have 5 hours to kill before i go shopping with ghis. i sld really jio her out more often. she needs to go to some nice places to shop. i'll make her buy stuff no matter what. haha. just that i'm scared she'll scream into my ear. and it's humorous how she talks on the phone. maybe i'll bbq her later. lol. lazy pig.

outing on monday, havent seen them for so long since i left ac! but yl & gq wont be going. ergh. havent seen them for a long time too. hope the rest will go. the times we went to orchard tgt was fun. too bad joyce & huimin cant go too, because of their A's. miss them lots. hope to see those who left ac too! (which is essentially only 3 of us) lol.

and finally, on a shopping spree in KL next week. i must say the shops there are much better than vivo city. maybe it's good that i'll not be seeing anyone during that period. i can mia for that few days. because no one seems to care whether we actually fall apart anymore. so why should i?~

do you feel it? the air is finally clear of pw! yes! after suffering for 7 months, handing up so many documents, and i shall attempt to name them. 1: preliminary ideas, 2: group project proposal, 3: evaluation of materials, 4: written report, 5: insights & reflections. not forgetting 6: the many research methodology including surveys, 7: preparing for op, 8: doing endless amt of drafts for PI, Eom & I&R. no more pw! yeaH!

about op. our grp was the first for the day. yiling's and tiff's grp were our audience. it was alright. i think i screwed the Q&A. we finished within half an hour. there were external moderators for our grp only, and it was only when audiencing for the other grps that we realised that our grp was really very lucky. all of us only got 1 question each thrown at us, compared to average 2 thrown to the others. and oh my... the woman's questions were seriously so vague, hardly anyone understood. she sucks. yiling's video was so cute, with the dolls and paper teacher and students on a satay stick... so cute! and damn it, there we were, in school, suffering under the clutches of pw, and ghislaine was at sentosa playing! argh!! just because her grp finished a day earlier.

anyway, after our audience duty, we had to paginate our gpf, when we finally finished, and walked out of the lt, free of pw, it was pouring. so anti-climax! and it poured and poured for more than an hour, and was still raining so heavily after 1 hour, we decided to brave the rain and walk out of the flooded nj. the walkway was really really flooded, fishes cld swim in there. i mean it. our shoes were wet but we managed to catch the bus quite quickly.

i took 153 to heartland, only to find out that the roads were completely dry, and it was only starting to rain. anyway, found raf, shafik and hl. hl broke his specs. needed a new one. then shafik and hl went to play bball, while raf and i went to the 2nd lvl of the cc to get out of the rain. xt came to find us later. edwin called raf's phone and i picked it up, since i was playing games on raf's phone. lol. he asked me to give him a wake up call. haha. went to macs cuz raf was hungry. hl went off. shafik was drenched. ate some fries. gave edwin his wake up call and ended up nagging at him not to fall asleep again. lol. that's what you get when you ask me for a wake up call esp not in the morning. lol.

anyway, class bbq tmr! whEEeEe!! wonder whether anything weird will happen?~

i had two freakingly weird & impacting dreams last night. it wasnt a nightmare. it was just.. impacting. one was rather lame. and the other was about you. and it wasnt something i wanted to see. but then, such a thing happening would be close to impossible. so i should just stop thinking abt it. yet i kept thinking about it during the journey to & from school.

if you're wondering what i'm going to school for since it's a holiday (and thinking that i must be loving school too much), it's for pw. my ST is forever uncontactable. and op's on thursday. our props are not done yet. and we need her opinions. so anyway, i am going to school tmr again to rehearse with the rest of the grp and on thu for op. friday is finally freedom day, and we're having a class bbq! yaY! i'm excited!

and yes, i'm still sick.~

Slight fever
Sore throat
Runny Nose
Sick~

3 NoVeMbeR 2006
HapPy biRtHdaY tiFFaNy!
ChiNEsE A leVeL exAms

the entry proof says "please report to your exam centre at least half an hour before the commencement of each exam." how come no one ever saw that on the entry proof? lol. most of us reached at 7.45am. anyway, compo was alright, i did the kan tu zuo wen, then we had a 15 min break and were allowed to read thru the paper 2 without starting to write. how weird is thaT? paper 2 was understandable, phew! i hope i dont have to study chinese for the rest of my life!

after that anne marie, ghis, lyn, yiling, peiyi and i went to curry wok near corro to eat lunch, the $5 meal thing... i've never eaten so much kang kong in my life. the food was good, i was so full. peiyi and yiling left for home, the rest of us went to j8. lyn lived near there and am & ghis had trng at bishan park. we went to walk ard the shops, and to sembawang to find kim jung hoon's cd! gosh, i cldnt find it... but sharon just called to say they have it! argh! why am i so blind?! lol. anyway, we window shopped till 2.30, they had to go for trng, so i went home. was so tired. i sld have stayed at home to rest. anyway, i was attempting to play because of you & perhaps love on the piano, but gave up and started playing my grade 8 pieces. lol

i went out to heartland, first, to find his cd at mj.. but i cldnt again! argH! haHA. went to buy gummies then went to find shafik, xt & raf. i cld distinguish xt, hanlong & shafik frm macs, but i cldnt figure who the person riding the bike was. it was raf. lol. he cut his hair. melvin sir from marist called xt, apparently, i know him but he doesnt know me. haha. we were talking to him for a while, trying to figure which batch of CIs he was from. he treated us bb tea! thanks! xt cldnt finish it. haha. he showed us his bike...gosh it was damn cool! cant believe he rides that kinda bike! he told us abt his accident. so freaky.

anyway, went to play at the park for a while, it's opening soon. xt was having a fever. get well soon! xt, shafik & hanlong went off, raf & i were going to chomp chomp to meet edwin. he had to get his specs fixed first, because it broke. lol. edwin was supposed to board the bus we were on, so raf came up with this idea to trick him. haha. said that i wld be on the bus by coincidence and we would "meet" halfway. lol! raf seriously cant act.. he started laughing. lol. sat down to eat, i was quite full from the bb tea earlier, so only ate a little. edwin ate prawn mee and raf ate hokkien mee. what's it with prawn & noodles ah?

went to the prata stall to wait for shafik. edwin was super kpo. lol. they started talking crap, and was really lame and funny. raf took edwin's cap and wore it. and was taking zi lian pics of himself, and laughing at it. HAHA. then edwin was changing positions of his cap...so he looked gay. lol. sat there for quite long, i stole edwin's phone but he managed to grab it back. lol. shafik made the most jokes as usual. went off at abt 11.30pm. and yes, i missed goong as well as the LAST EPISODE of the 9 o clock show. but hey, all's not lost. ive watched finish goong and i realised only this morning that my mom taped the 9 o clock show for my dad. how wols can i get? lol.

took 73 and managed to make it back before they locked the back gate. the stupid lane was so freaky. and today, i'm sick! argH! i woke up with a sore throat plus a runny runny nose and feeling very tired. i pray i dont get a fever. i hate the feeling. i've alr fallen ill twice this year. and this is not going to be the third. maybe i'll just sleep the whole day. wHoOsH~

Chinese. PW. Chinese. PW. Chinese. PW. that has been my life for the past few days. i finally have a break tmr. chinese lessons has been urgH. basically i have been telling tiff abt pw dry run. speaking of dry run, ms ng said our presentation was mediocre... so i guess we have a long way to go. none of us are at the 'exceeding expectations' (sounds like harry potter) level yet. and we need props.. and i need to improve on my acting skills, and i need to stReSs on certain words, or else i'll put everyone to sleep. lol..

anyway, ghislaine and i are officially crazy and are watching too much tv. esp goong and the 9 o clock show. lol. i've come to the conclusion that i sldnt tell her what happens next in goong, and we keep talking abt the 9 o clock show via sms. like both of us wanna slap the antagonist. lol. thank god i have the whole day to study for chinese tmr. or not i'll feel guilty for watching two shows at night and not studying. now that chinese A's are drawing nearer, i cant help but feel a little worried. worried that i cant achieve my target. what is my target anyway? with what grade will i be contented with? i dont really know. all i can do is study, hope and pray.

beneath this happy face lies someone deeper, beneath this mask lies something more. but it's always better to give people a happy impression right? ~

Friday was a holiday, off-in-lieu for deepavali. muahaha. i must be crazy, but i think i didnt have enough of school. no, i didnt go back to nj. i went to find raf at tp. lol. had to wake up early, went to meet shafik and took a bus down. hE didnt go for lectures. because we were late. oops. haha. we went to tour the whole poly, many schools, many blocks, but width wise, i think only a little bit bigger than nj. they ate at engine block canteen. i didnt. shafik was looking for food all the time. they had cheers. cool. they called gary sir down. he was damn lame... after that we took a bus back to hougang, i came home to sleep while they went elsewhere.

I went to school on sat to do pw with the rest, met zj and fel doing pw too. managed to get most of the things done, except for the freaking trailer which we failed to cut from the dvd, and there's very few trailers online that suit our criteria. anywaYs, i came home, then went to heartland to find xt and raf, because i wanted to cut my hair. edwin didnt wanna go because he said he didnt wanna go further than heartland. anyway, xt brought me there, and i got to cut immediately. and now my hair's thin. it's been a year since my hair was this thin! yaY! and the boss was damn funny, talking abt pri schools and denying himself as the boss. i'll go back there next time! =)

anywaY, what kind of holiday is this? i have to go back to school for 4 out of 5 days next week! for chinese, pw dry run and chinese A's. and a large amt of hmk. speaking of A's, the o's start this week. so to all taking their o's... all the besT! will be praying for you all!~

I don't really know why i went to school today. To take my progress report maybe. Principal's talk in the morning, we had improved from common test. Chem lecture was a total bore, as if anyone would listen to her talking abt promos paper on the last day of school. and then math lecture, where she was just going thru promo results. Free period for GP, so anne marie, ghis, yiling and i decided to pon. lunch, no chem because ms lim wasnt ard, mr tan cancelled physics cuz he had nothing to do. so basically we could go off after lecture. we left school at 11 plus, went to bkt timah mkt to eat lunch with the 3 of them. i ate laksa and tang yuan. yaY! tang yuan! lol.

ghis and i went back to nj, i changed bus, she had training. i was going to heartland to meet edwin to pass him the dvd so that he could cut a clip for me for pw. i was quite desperate yesterday so i promised him TWO meals. bleahs. anyway, i intended to go home after that cuz i had things to do.. but some other wolsies were there.. so i stayed on with them. watched them study. shafik came, he squashed xt's sparkie. lol. edwin claimed one of his meals... so i had to pay for it. argh. i'm quite broke and i owe him one more. lol. hMm... then the guys left to play bball, leaving me, xt, edwin & kelly. they came back.. so i went with them to the arcade. raf & edwin played the shooting game thing... they're good! only cant pass the last level. there were some people playing the drums, damn good. we stoned at the bowling alley, watching them wax the lane and watching people strike and spare. i hope we can train there one daY!

walked to the bus stop. edwin was teaching me to walk properly, like a girl! imagine how gay he looked. lol. sorry la.. a bit chor lor... or maybe a lot. he poked my face.. it was damn pain can! hAha. anyway.. came home to watch goong again! lol. i'm going crazy over it. the 2nd prince is still cute!~

TuEsdaY, 24 oCtoBeR 2006
SelamAt HaRi RaYA!

went out at 11am to hougang mall to meet wolsies to sign a card for shafik. raf 'painted' his nails black with the marker and the girls wrote their names on edwin's hand. so both of them looked gay. we went to meet raf's sqdmates at the interchange, and wait for shafik. he was wearing his traditional costume, they said he looked like sang nila utama. we walked to his house, some people were there alr. we girls at together, taking very few things. lol.

then the guys ate and shafik's teachers were talking, the girls were playing games. we played some 'huang shang, huang hou...' game... then zhong ji mi ma. the forfeits were hilarious. poor raf, edwin, shafik and darren loh! haha. they all had to put up with our dares. then truth or dare. cldnt stop laughing. after abt 3, we left his house, shafik went out with his fren. the rest of the wolsies went to harbourfront, vivo city! more shops had opened from the last time we went, and since the air condition was good, we went up to roof. many people were there. we sat at the grand stand with drinks. the guys and girls were playing 'i spy', i was playing with xt's hp. then i dont know who started it, but edwin and i started an ice war, shooting ice at each other, and ocassionally raf, until we declared peace. lol. i went crazy over goong again, telling raf what happened and listening to the song on his hp.

it was 6, so we decided to settle our dinner at suntec, since raf, xt and i were meeting shafik to go for hype up 2006. on the train, xt and i were bullying edwin, 1st we stepped on his toes with our heels. then we were scratching him with our nails 'quite' gently. but his skin still turned red. haha. that's revenge for punching me in the arm la! it still hurts today. lol. we got tortured for 6 stops. lol. then we decided to target raf. hAha. we went to the food court to have a quick dinner, becase we were running late. xt and i ate hokkien mee, as usual. we gave raf all the prawns, but he was lazy to peel it too. lol. edwin ended up peeling all for him, with his mouth. raf, xt and i said bye to edwin and the girls, and took a cab to indoor stadium. the cab driver was so familiar with the amt, because he had taken many people there. lol.

we went to wait for shafik, who turned up with his fren. he cldnt go at 1st, but changed his mind. we went to get a free dog, courtesy of starhub. we were playing with the soft toy dogs throughout the concert, with shafik secretly snatching ours and squashing them. lol. i managed to get his to squash later. the turn out to the concert wasnt that good, the seats werent filled like we expected them to. but the concert was great, with the 8 of them singing, hady first, taufik last. olinda's songs were nice, taufik sang yue liang dai biao wo de xin with olinda! so nice! jonathan sang a canto song. it ended at abt 11, and we caught any bus that took us anywhere.

we ended up at the place where we took 158 the last time we went to merdeka bridge, so we took 158. raf was extremely noisy, yowling like a mad dog. crazy people. haha. took 105 home and it was already 12am.

WeDnEsdaY, 25 oCtoBeR 2006

physics spa was alright, although i felt like sleeping. we had 3 hours after that to do pw, but sam cldnt bring her notebook so anne marie was doing chinese and i was reading anne marie's book. the rest were doing pw. i felt like sleeping on the table. the tech run was crap. haha. we just had to save the presentation to the com and make sure it was running ok. i came home to sleep for 2 hours, and i still feel like sleeping. lol.

tmr's the last day of school! hurray! but i still have to go back on mon, tue, wed, fri next week. bleahs.~

We had nothing to do on friday during pw, so we decided to take pictures. Looked like we were j2s. Here are some of them.


In tHe Air!! this is so cool...


Silence! Examinaton in progress. What am i doing?


oh six S fifteen all the way!!~

Results results results. WhaT did i get? Apples, Bananas, Cats and Donkeys. lol. Three apples, 1 Banana, 1 Cat and 1 Donkey. Like this proves that i am a science freak and a humanities idiot la! hahA. Havent got back chem & math yet. altho we already know the grades that will be in our progress report. AAAD. HAHAHAHA!! D for econs! gosh. i got an E for promos, my CT and VA pulled it up to a D. lol. what an eyesore. and what i'm really pisst abt is chinese, i got 69.3 and lao shi didnt round it off to 70!! WHAT THE..?! argH. GP, i'm just glad i passed.

Basically, my whole class got promoted to J2, quite expected. and we're top 5 for physics again. WhEeEE!! oh... congratulations to ghislaine, yiling and fel for making such a great improvement for physics!! i'm so happy!! and ghislaine got the most improved student! she was freaking out ytd, not wanting mr tan to tell her her results, and to think anne marie and i were teasing herabt physics today!! she was so shocked she cried!! aWwWW!! congrats congrats!! =) And tiff, i and some others were bitching abt him, who has a freaking big ego and is so complacent. Complacency will only see one's downfall. i'm waiting for that day to come, and to laugh at him. talking abt it makes me pisst. lol.

Since i'm in the congratulating mood, congrats to raf for getting into CI course! all your waiting paid off!! Work harD and be a good CI! =)

This only goes to show that you reap what you sow. Yeah, cliched, but it's true. Of course, it's also through God's help. No amt of studying without His help will work. And i cant imagine how some people can wish to do well when they dont even bother about studying. All they do is go out, enjoy life, and suffer the consequences later. Seriously, the no. of hours they study is unspeakable of. They dont concentrate, they only care about playing. how to do well? or even pass? when will they wake up? No amt of praying without doing your duty first is going to help either.

Well, anyway, dont spoil the mood. So i'm ending off with a happy note, it's a holiday next tue... and i'm looking fwd to it! and we end school a day earlier than the rest, due to deepavali off-in-lieu. All in all, i'm happy for all of us S15, doing well in promos! strive on!~

If i'm wols, then i think my brother inherited all my fast genes. thanks for getting a new com so fast! the cpu's small, the monitor is big. whEeEee... nice. now, i dont really care abt my mp3 or audition, i care abt goong! i so love the 2nd prince!! has. watching it on youtube, just that the episodes are rather difficult to find. loading for some parts are quite slow.

anyway, they are going to throw back all papers to us on monday. so far i've done ok for chem and physics mcq. beeN meeting the usual gang at macs, but now i'm not so sure, goong! hA. hope my sis wun abuse the com, but i think she will, because she doesnt know how to treat things well. bleahs.

mom has been nagging abt dl-ing music, so that means i would have to get friends to send. 800 songs! hAhA. anD i have yet to syncronise my ipod because it will wipe out all my songs. so much things to put in.. lol. time to watch goong!~

My com finally crashed. So you wont see me online for the next few days at least.~

13 OcTobEr 2006
Plmgs Founder's Day

Woke early in the morning (not as early as going to school). Reached and got our graduation gowns, and we were taking pictures upstairs. i saW jaime below and waved frantically to her! i miss jaime!! havent seen her for so long. aNywAy, was waiting to go in, cld hear suying shouting, and cld see them in no. 1 uniform!! i'm jealous, i'm jealous. The service was as usual, rather boring.. BUT, i miss pl's method of services, i miss the songs we used to sing, i miss the prayer, i miss everything about pl. i was waiting for ghis or yiling to msg me my econs results, only to find out that they just went thru the ans. Damn it. haha. People from 4A2 who came back was me, ry, serene, sylvia, pearly, yu jun. The highlight of the day was supranee's great and entertaining speech, which really made people laugh.

After that we stayed to throw our hats, and to take pics, and we were damn hungry. So we decided to walk to somewhere to eaT, and walking on heels is the worse thing someone can ever wear. my foot was aching like mad. No food, so ry, me, serene and sylvia went to heartland to eaT. met the 4 girls there, and thank god we went to something different other than macs or kfc. we went to the hk restaurant thing... which cost me 10 bucks. ry led her friends to ny open house, while i went home.

Had to rush to NJ because i had the key, ended up tying banners and stuff. left to srgn macs to find raf & shafik. shafik bought fish! hEhE. he had to go off, we went to the fish shop to look at fish.. i felt like buying one to keep my lonesome fish company. raf and i walked to stadium to take 136 tgt with xt to chomp chomp. and we really ate a lot. hokkien mee (3 plates), carrot cake & 1 big jug of drinks. serene, ry and yq were there too, i went to join them for a while and eat sting raY! sorry for abandoning you guys!

Went to heartland again to meet edwin, who was quite pisst. And i, who was rather (very) tired, got pisst too. and i had no mood to tell him whatever i wanted to tell him, because it was meant to be a joke. anyway, we went to the arcade. xt and i played spot the diff, and after 4 rounds, qi xiao le. played daytona with xt, i won at the very last second! waha! then edwin played with xt, and she won at the very last second too! xt and i wanted to go off to watch the 9 o clock show (i already missed goong and charmed), we decided to take the risk and find a coffee shop to watch, and we did! oops. we were the only ones not eating there. then raf and edwin joined us, and we watched it till 10. lol. then we went home, and i fell asleep at 10.30.

14 oCtoBeR 2006
Nj OpEn DaY

BORING. SIAN. i almost fell asleep. the western dance was good tho. and i had the entertainment of ghis, anne marie and yiling every now and then. saw sam ard too. the emcees at the track were damn lame, i almost died of laughter!! although it was freaking lame. their jokes were really cold, but lame. and funny. i guess it is only know that i know why God put me in Nj, to find such friends who care abt you, and not only what u do. they dont leave u alone to die or boredom. aNYway, i waS siaN all the way till i received some entertaining msges from yibin and his days in BMT. lol.

I&R is due on monday. ARGH~

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