chem prac: acid-alkali titration.
cation identification.

oh yeaH!! physics better be easy.~

blame it on your lousy attitude. dont make such sweeping statements. maybe you should have told us where. dont be so hypocritical. and act like you're so enthusiastic. cause you aint.~

study leave.~

have songs ever reminded you of happy memories of the past? well... they have for me. some remind me of holidays.... during the dec break. therefore, i conclude that i'm in serious need of a holiday!!! i find myself thining of the times overseas.... and the different environment... doing things like shopping without worries. and the good weather! but that's not my point.

i realised i've missed out on many many trips overseas...during these few years. new zealand north islands and stuff. why? because i gave up the holiday for unecessary things here. parents told me that i was silly for not going. "holiday oso dun wanna go! ppl dont have a chance and you dun wanna go!" of course...at that time... i just shrugged it off. but now i realised.... i've missed out a lot. all because of some stupid unecassary stuff in school. no. it's not extra lessons. haha. extra lessons are impt and extremely necessary. i'm talking abt other things. things that u are excused from if u take a holiday.

true... i have some good times from these instances....but truly... which is more enriching and relaxing? of course a holiday. different environment, different "world". no stress, no worries. most of the time...tired from shopping and galavanting all around the country. how can anyone compare that to some stupid stuff here? sure... i will miss my friends here but that's only short term. i will come back. duh. i have no idea what came over me in the past. putting priority over something less essential...(not that a holiday is very essential). but certainly more fun and enticing than going to school or staying at home...worrying abt some stuff that's coming up.

well....what i have to say to this is: whatever. i will not put these things as a priority again. if i have the chance...i'll choose the holiday. unless i really "zou bu kai". but hey! i'm just a youth. what things in life can make me so busy until i cant even find the time to spend with my whole family overseas?

i think i'm going crazy. maybe it's the studying. we keep planning what to do after the exams. how i wish the exams was earlier! but certain people wont agree with me. haha. well.... back to school. for the last week. *cries*.~

boO!!! i missed my blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! or rather.... the picture on my blog. ahH!! i so miss him. haha. it's been a longtime since i've come online to blog and stuff.... been piled up with a mountain high of revision papers. n's are over. i feel a tinge of jealousy....but at least i still have time to study.

this week... is really.... p-o-n school week. i dont know how many in my class turned up on thurs...or wed... seemed rather little. celene was sick. really sick. well...and yun qian... i dont know what to say la. haha. half half? half pon half....erR... i dont know. haha...she "pon" sch for 2 days. but going that 2 days was quite a waste of time..considering the fact that we were just going thru ans and stuff. it's not like it's a maths or something. good timing.

it's my last week in sch next week! so sad!!!! we have a hol on tue. marking day. fri is founder's day. i'll probably be going back to sch on the 17. cuz there's a maths. had the baccalaurette service on wed. hmM... was ok lar. not much difference from chapel. except that the pastor was more interesting. haha. anyway.... we gave a pine tree to the sch. and i dont want to comment on that. not here anyway.

miss me!!~

i'm gonna start studying seriously starting tmr. so i wun be able to come online so often. gosh. i won't miss anyone. except drew fuller! hEhE! he's so cute!~

<------isn't he so cute over there? gosh. i'm basically biased. of course every picture of him to me is cute. and handsome. and shuai. and cool. and...i could go on...~

drew fuller is really so cute and handsome! hEhE! fen ni agrees with me! gosh. i think he looks like utt. haha.

anyway....i want to thank God for my results. i wasnt expecting much from the 2 papers we checked today... but hey! it wasnt so bad. yes. esp my physics. He has certainly helped me thru this exam. i learnt that u really have to trust God in this kind of circumstances.... esp when u feel that all hope is lost. without him..you are just by yourself. i really thank Him and honour Him for my results.

anyway... after all that we were playing some lame game. felicia's lame game. but there were many funny moments cuz we were practically laughing thru... then we played bingo. haha. i kept winning. there's studying next week.~
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I think this is meaningful:

God sent his son
They called Him Jesus
He came to love, heal and forgive
He gave His son, to buy my pardon
An empty grave is there to prove my Savior lives.

Because He lives
I can face tomorrow
Because He lives
All fear is gone
Becuase I know, I know
He holds the future
And life is worth a living just because He lives.

thanks. they are changing charmed to 10pm. now i cant see it and have to tape it. glad that there's not chris in it. or else i'm gonna make a big fuss.

anyway...didnt do any revision in sch today. had this career talk. the speaker was funny. and humorous. at least not the typical boring type. on the whole....a good talk. did the d.i.s.c personality test. i'm an "i". enthusiastic, warm...blah... haha *waves in the queen's manner. but "i" people fear rejection. which is rather true. and i think that the test is really accurate. a few of my friends are "s"... resistant to changes. haha. cool. and i felt that some are really "d". altho some doesnt wanna say it la. or maybe she's telling the truth... but...doubt so. i think she's "d". haha. stop wondering who i'm talking abt. find out yourself. but the talk was cool. made me laugh.

then had this acjc talk. basically trying to psycho us into going there. they have a science research thing! oh man. and their MEP and music programmes are good. but too bad it's too far away. well...that's about the whole day. and tmr....it's checking eng paper. gosh. no! but no studying. haha. but i dun wan my eng paper. how abt giving me something else? i hope i get a b3 anyway. oh yes. i found out that i most probably wont be able to take KI (not potassium iodide) in jc. needs a distinction or b3 for eng. and my eng is shaky. so i'll take gp. as if gp's any better. well... will think of that later. "i" people dont really care abt details. haha.

i'm getting addicted to ms again. shall go try to study. since it's such a cool day!~

i cant help saying this but.... gosh... drew fuller is so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

talk abt wu liao. stupid ne quiz made us stay back till 12 today...just to play some game and "build" up singapore. and we had to wait till 10.50! what kinda?? we cld actually go home at 9am. that's 3 hrs diff. thanks. stupid.

anyway... ah ruo and i went to cel's house. in a sports car. ah ruo and cel watched some korean show. seriously....i dont see anything that's nice abt it. and it's those olden days show. eek. haha. so...i was playing ms. hehe.

yeah! no school tmr. and we're gonna do crap on thurs and fri. some talks and quizzes. why cant we just stay in the hall and do "revision"? ha. i just suddenly started worrying abt what i wrote in my exams. it's a sudden feeling of anxiety. gosh. i pray for the leniency of the markers.~

i don't have to go to school today. nor wednesday. are you jealous?~

gosH. i finally get to go out!!! went shopping today. 1st...to get my gold ear rings. stop thinking that it's obiang! haha. it's quite ok la. but it costs 30 bucks. such a small thing costs 30 bucks? anyway.... went to crystal jade to eat la mian and xiao long bao....gosh...it was good. i haven been out since....i cant even remember. then went to orchard to shop shop. i was so glad to be out. be nevertheless...i feel guilty for not studying. but then again....haha. i'll study tmr! if i feel like it.

anyways....it's good having not to study for a while. but i hope i dun forget everything. and i dun wanna get back my prelim papers. esp eng and physics.~

like my new skin? i love it!! well...structure wise....it's not my type. but who cares? there's drew fuller's pic. gosh. so cute! too bad there's no baby pic of wyatt. he's so cute. as in....ke ai. anyway...i'm going mad abt him. haHa.~

what's happening to my firefox? hmMm.....wonder wonder wonder.
here's an account of what my prelims were like.

Lit: was able to answer the questions. at least i didnt hesitate this time! and i wrote so much for the KOC essay. i had no time to finish my unseen. and the unseen passage came from what i read before. but i had no idea about irony. haha. twelfth night was ok. surprisingly i had time to finish.

Math P1: ok i guess. but it was tedious.... without a claculator. gosh. i rely on calc too much.
SS: we were studying so hard for venice and gd governance and we were so sure that one was surely to come out. and what came out? merger. 2 sec 3, 1 sec4. and i only studied sec4. but i did merger anyway. was easier. and i crapped out some excuse for my "L5" answer.

Geog: map reading took so long. and was asked to fill in some landscape thing. haha. i had no time to write more for tourism. die.
A Math P1: was ok lar. more difficult than o'lvl standard...but definitely not ms lau's standard.

Math P2: well... i just hope i get an a1. not that it was easy.
Physics: ah dont talk about it. he's sadistic.

Chem: alright i guess. at least i have more confidence for chem than physics.
A Math P2: a killer. so many qns which i had doubts about. in plain english, i dont know how to do! but after confirming some of my answers with loretta, i felt better. maybe it's not so bad after all.

gosh. i'm depressed. anyway...it's time i took a break. i'm "playing" this weekend. but it's back to studying next week. whatever. gosh. i've missed my com...and the pictures in it. haha. isnt chris just so cute?~

i was reading my KOC notes and i just realised that today is septemer 10! Kingshaw's doomsday. haha

the more i study...the more i start fantasizing about after the o's.

been studying 24/7 this week. except for wed. well..that's something to do with the o's as well. i am so b o r e d. meli, partner and sylvia met mr low for physics....i met them later for a math. he puts salt on his hash brown. and i thought i had a salty tooth! anyway... he gave us a lift to the front gate...cuz he claimed that the back gate was locked. which happened to be untrue. we went to meet ms lau for a math... i expected a few people to be with her... like serene and gang... but there were so many in the room! haha. and some unexpected ones i guess. but anyway... we asked ms lau a whole lot of qns. and by the time we finished it was already past 12. she was burning out fast. and she kept saying the qns made her go merry go round. haha. poor thing.

the 3 went to "consult" mr low again. cuz they only had 1 hr before and because of some misunderstanding. well...meli needed to go home to eat her ah ma's fried rice. haha. so she went and was late. they met till 4 i think. and i on the other hand...went home and fell asleep on the sofa.

well.... there's really nothing to do at home...so i might as well study. i dunno how i am going to overcome this boredom after the o's. of course i am gonna go out and watch harry potter!! and exercise. oh gosh. i've been eating and sitting on the sofa and studying. and eating and sitting.... so i better exercise once the exams are over. but i cant go out every day can i? or exercise everyday. so maybe i'll just st and rot at home. there i go fantasizing about the future again.

oh yes. i realised that the humanities arent that difficult to study. if you have enough time on your hands. you can actually rmb more if u have more time. i keep telling ppl that chem is all memory work. one day someone's gonna say geog and ss is more of memory work! well... i just take an interest only in sci and maths la. F=ma, sine x, cos x are my friends. population and development arent. i'm glad i dont need to study for chinese! whatever. back to studying!

wish me luck for prelims.~

school's out! prelims are in. ergh. i thought i'd bring this up. mr low is so cool man. meli, partner and sylvia wanted to make an appointment with him for physics. he said he wasnt sure whether the school was open. he offered to meet them at srgn garden mac. aint that cool? which teacher meets their students at mac man? anyway. if i went...i'd be more interested in the food la. esp the b'fast meals. haha. meeting ms lau on wed tho. she gave a 35 min philosophical speech today. and i feel that i need to find her to clear every doubt i have. prelims are so ergH! too much pride would lead to your downfall.

gosh. i'm going crazier over drew. *i like the name chris. haha. he is so shuai!! he was so shuai in charmed! too bad he "died". but he's so shuai! and cute. yun qian agrees with me. while cel is still talking abt how kind her beloved korean actor is. chris rocks man! but i rock more.

went for this chinese debate at mediacorp. we went for the macau vs hk. they were good. too bad didnt get to see the caucasians debate. they can really speak aft learning for 5 years. as for me... more than 10 years of chinese education and i can hardly make up a good sentence. haha. but the debate was cool. and they filmed it. maybe i can see my face on tv? haha. shall tune in and see. cel went for the korean one. expected. haha.

well... i cant come online so often anymore...maybe 1 day next week. then it's prelims. ergH!~

i think we've studied too much. i think we're at the point of going screw loose. well.... mel chua's name has been changed to guanying ma. cuz yujun says her actions are similar. mine? ha. minus the y from my name. both our names rhyme. been trying to come up with some 'ma' name for the ppl sitting beside both of us but we've not been very successful. but we came up with garlic and pipette filler. i dunno why. guess who's who? well....we also came up with rose for jasmine. since she loves her flower name too much. hA.

oh yes. happy 16th bdae to ah ruo!! yesterday, that is.

english prelim next monday. and 75% of the school is having cyberweek! i'm jealous! ergH. i also want to have cyberweek. bleah. but we rule the school. thanks. cyberweek's friday, mon, tue. wed is teacher's day celebration. thurs is teacher's day. fri is last day of school. what kinda???? lame. anyway... i'm supposed to play the violin for teachers day thing. haven gotten the notes for the chorus yet. and dunno whether can coordinate with the guitar and the singing ppls. well...hopefully!~

i've been busy studying. and will be at least until after prelims....or o lvls. poor bloggie. dont miss me ok?~

i'm irritated and pisst. that's all i have to say.~

today is totally boring. i havent even put an inch of my foot outta my house. let's see... i did my physics paper, a math paper, e math tys, chem paper... oops. i just love sciences and maths. ha. but other than that....it's damn boring la?

wondering whether i sld go for fop tmr. not that i dun wanna go. but it ends quite late and i'm quite scared of going home late at night. besides that, i'm all for it. anyway... that's sunday. monday...charlie and the chocolate factory! tuesday... brithday for xt. wednesday... i'm gonna study the whole day. i hope it rains. so i wun feel so lethargic like today. why does it always rain only when i'm in school? as if that's a great thing.

i'm getting a headache. maybe because i breathed in too much uHh...what do you call that? that thing in nail polishes. no. i didnt polish my nails. i wont risk getting caught yA? hA.

oh yeA. i think felix is mad. i told her that a million times! she was at the stadium at 2.30 in the afternoon. she told me had to line up. really? how come i didnt have to do that last year? we just went in and sat last year. is it that full this year? i wonder. i know i'm going mad. study too much.~