my internet connection was like ???????? ytd. hA. maple story's patch file is so big! dies.

anyway....this week was crazy. 5 tests squeezed into 2 days! a maths and lit on wed, maths, ch and chem on thurs! was going crazy studying. cld finally rest on thurs night. but didnt blog. anyway....fri was ok lars. with np and all that. came home tired. but i think turaiya was on the verge of getting a heart attack. waha. sizing. muahahaha. and i miss my rifle! haha. whatever. wanted to go pasarmalam with a few classmates.but when i went home it was 7.15 and once i sat down....i didnt wanna get up!! so didnt go. waha.

i'm so gonna chop off my hair. so irritating!!~

ok this sucks. i didnt go out today tho "it's such a waste not to go out on a public hol" quoted by sharon. aH. but i have things to do lar. watch tv and study? ha. i slack more than i study. anyway....i bought all my new year clothes in dec hols, malaysia and during christmas. most sleeveless and i cant wear them now cuz my tan on my arms hasnt gone away! *help*

anyway...me parents had a crazy idea to go down to chinatown for dinner. tot it wouldnt be crowded. wont be crowded?!?!?!? hello?!??! today's a public hol!! listening to me sometimes would do some good. erM. duh i had to follow....or else i'll have to fast for dinner. and chinatown was crazy. it's even more crowded than orchard road on christmas day! u have to squeeze ur way thru. crazy!

am idol was damn funny ytd. there was this girl....who cldnt even sing at all...worse than william hung. and she said her friends said she cld sing very well. and i think she was a bit schizophrenic. so funny. hEEx. there's another at 10.~

yay! finally done up my template. i was editting it when my com crashed last week. waha. nvm. i still managed to dl ms within half an hour.

so many things have happened this past week and tmr's a holiday! but so many tests next week. can die. all on wed and thurs. sigh. and i found out some truths about some ppl too. *hint hint* wahahaha. haha. ms lau was funny today. she didnt get the paradox thing that yixian said. she was like....huh? and i laughed till i cried.

later, house meeting. we were electing the diff members, publicity and stuff. then supranee had this idea of calling some random names. so we were thinking of one common one....came up with mary. so a1 and a2 shouted the name to mrs tee...and all was like wondering....who's mary. was laughing so hard again. damn funny.

nyaa briefing....oh gosh. haha. i have to do a sport and CIP. doing somethings at imh for CIP with my sqdmates. sports....taking up this kayaking thing. with another school. to kallang to practise kayaking for 6 weeks. doing it with tiff. wahaha....but it's at kallang. so sad. the water no kick. and no *someone*. oops. heEE.lalalala. yep. that's all.

american idol!!!!!!!~

1 week since i've blogged. yes! i survived the 1st week of school. this week has been filled with so many activities and the stress of o's. it has been fancy drill, np and peer lite stuff. well, the peer lite thingy was quite fun. and my group...oh man. i was laughing thru the whole way. the 2 lame people and their crazy jokes....oh man. that was the only time i was really able to relax and breathe a little.

cca fair waS ok today. but it was disorganised. yes. thinking back, we really have been concentrating too much on fancy drill. and neglecting the rest. no. we cant blame anyone for this. we had to change the song...but we were more anxious for that rather than the rest. we can only blame ourselves. and yes. personally, i have been proud subconsciously. not only in np...but also in school. i promise i will try my best not to be so. and i totally agree as to what zhenying ma'am said. we really have to learn to make an impact on our juniors, we have been too lenient. and i have been too playful. this unit will fall if we dont change. i think zhenying ma'am's words have impacted me. a lot. i should learn to be like her in that way. i must change. we have to. we cant stick to our ways. we need to humble down. and we really need to keep the np spirit alive in the juniors. if they should be losing interest in np i must say it is our fault. and yes. i realised that the past batches as well as us have been leading in cliques. those who lead are mainly in one team. i think we should move out of this and spare a thought for the others. and they should do that too. we as a sqd should lead, not as a clique. and should not be biased. sigh. we really must CHANGE.

all my teachers are stressing me abt the o's. ~

HAPPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wanted to write my new year resolutions here...decided not to. lazy. my fish have been fighting since i woke up. so they think starting the new year with a fight is good la? tried to split them up...but they continued a while later. give up man! anyway.......2005. and january! gosh. i always hate beginning of the year.

well....my class is the block near lichfield....cant remember where exactly...but it's always the top floor. 4, 4, 4, 3. thank god no 4th floor in the holding school. anyway. guess what? sec1-3 wont have mid year exams next year!!!!!!!!!!! aRgH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! life is unfair!!!!!!!!!!! forget it. i've come to terms with it.

oh yA! i'm 16 this year!!!!!!!!!! NC 16 movies!! muahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!! ah. i think i'm mad? nvm.. cant wait for my b'dae. but first. cant wait till school starts. i'm not sadistic. i wanna experience studying in that small classroom with 40 other people in it. then i'll start complaining.

1st week gonna be very busy. fancy drills, teaching the new peer lites and stuff. whatever. it's just the first week la. oh ya. still must tie plait on the 1st day of school. act like i dunno anything. but i wanna enter sch with ponytail. and bring hp. but cant. haha. *sobs* no more mr tang. so saD! wonder who's taking his place in plnp unit?

reached home at 1.30am last night and woke up at 10. 8 and 1/2 hrs slp only? zZzZzZzZ~

nEw year's evE.

oh gosh. i cant believe it's the end of the year again. i hate this. i always have this sad feeling that the year is going to go in a few hours. really sad. anyway. going for countdown service thingy in church later. ch5 not showing countdown party anymore. so might as well go and spend the last few hours of the year with God. this year's new years eve is unusual. has been raining for almost the whole day. the party downstairs has to move to the carpark in case it rains again. wonder what will happen to the party at sentosa?

ok. new year. 2005 aka o level year. things in np will start to slow down. but studying will not get any lighter. i look forward to 2005 in a sense that it's a whole new(old) place and bigger sch compound (to walk from the com lab to the teacher's room takes eternity.) lalalala. anyway. it's not that bad la. wonder who my form teacher is? lalala. better not be.... lalalal. hA. anyway. i really dread the new year because of the o's. my friend says after u move on in life the o's will just be some small thing. well..haha. but i'm still scared. who knows what 2005 will have in store?

2004 has been gr8. well...not that gr8. many things. np np np. campcraft comp, the many activities, taking over...bla bla bla. it's also one where some i got closer to...with the new class and stuff. 4a2...haha. so old. but overall...it's a good year. my finger is still pain. ouch!

anyway...HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! have a blessed year ahead!!

*sobs* 2004 is going. 3 hrs 23mins left. cries!!~

gueSS what? i can only type with nine fingers now. i have to use the mouse with my third and forth fingers. i squeezed my finger on the rifle thing! now there's inernal bleeding and the upper part of the finger is swollen. i cant type, use a mouse or play a piano properly. i have a piano concert tmr by the way. and it wont go away by tmr.

anyway, several funy and stupid things hapened today after rifle drills... we needed materials from the np room so huihhua and i went there to get it. we were waiting for tiff and xt to get their materials so hh took a plastic glove from the medic box and started blowing it up. haha. blow blow blow...finally successful. then i wanted to give her "hand" a hi-5. and i did. and the glove burst! hAhAhA! it was really funny to be there. laughed so hard. lol.

so we walked back laughing with the materials. yingle was standing at the corridor then she asked hh where the malina hem was. hh turned ard and pointed to me and said "cant you see?" thing was...i wasnt even carrying the malina! wahA we left it in the np room and walked out. both sides thought that each other was carrying it. waH lau...laugh and laugh.

ok. i cant go on typing anymore. byes!~

i hate hypocrites.

PS. i havent gotten down to changing my blog template yet. anyway. there's 12 days of christmas. and i'm getting a sore throat.~

afTer tallying up the no. of neoprints i've scanned in to my photos at yahoo, i conclude that only 17 out of 107 pics are taken with friends not concerning np. that is 15.88% of the picS!!!!!!!!!!!!! which tells that roughly 85% of all my neoprints taken in my whole life are all with np people. crazy or what? waHaHaHa...i'm just bored. but it's fun viewing the slideshow. gives you back memories of the days you spent as close friends, and the fun we had. now... hMm. really makes you realise how things have changed. things HAVE really changed. people have graduated and it's my turn to take the o's next year. (i'm trying to face up to reality tho i havent been really successful) well, life goes on...~

muAhAhAhA.... the presents flooded in today! church. haha. got a lot of chocolates. i'm gonna feel guilty eating them. ANyWay... the play in church today was really good. and had a strong msg behind it. LAaLAa...cant believe it's the last sunday of the year! cries. so saD. then it's back to school. shut up. there are things that have yet to be done.~

MY MOUSE IS DRIVING ME CRAZY! have you ever heard of people using a mouse and getting wrist pains? well...i have! buy me a christmas present ok? i need a new mouse.

anyway,

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!

hAhA. only having service tmr. and anyway...orchard road ytd was damn pack! you cant even walk at moderate speed. it's slow. where did all the people come from? and there were many buying those snowy stuff and spray can thingy... hAhA. the party countdown thing was near heeren, opp paragon. cool. but it was toooooooooooooo crowded. took a cab back, in time to see the 3 american idols sing. kelly clarkson sang breakaway!! anyway, my mom was getting pisst with the ppl in the queue for cabs. cuz some of them just came out of nowhere and took the cab. pls la. it's christmas... on a normal day, i would get pisst too. but i was calm ytd. cus it's christmas. and giving the condition of orchard... what can you expect?

i'm still peeling. yA. i'm used to it. but hopefully i finish peeling b4 school starts. did i mention i feel so old? anyway. i've finished 3/4 of sec3 exp chinese. 1/4 more for tmr. i needa get on with my total defence. lol.

Survive Vs Impossible. Which one will you choose? I and a few others choose survive.~

after 4 days of fancy drill, i must say it's physically & mentally challenging. and getting used to the holding school? haHa...it's even more challenging. up till now, i still dont know where the emmanuel hall, ava theaterette and classrooms are. weLL...at least i know the amoury and np room now. haha. oh yea...i still dont know how to get to the back gate from the main gate. shi bai ah!!

i think i'm going to zao xia tmr. for timing too much today. i relied wholly on timing thruout the song... so i dont know whether we're ahead or slower than we are supposed to. not sure whether this is a good thing or not cuz dont really know whether can time on that day. hopefully! and hope we improve further. i dont deny that my attitude was a bit off today. i get pisst easily when i'm tired. so dont irritate me. at one time, i was really damn pisst as to why we had to change the song. after we improved, i think i began to accept it. and after mrs goh's nice explanation, i think i can live with it. at least she encourages us. not like....someone la. ok i think i'm biased. what to do? human nature. i think the song's ok now. altho i still prefer i will survive. i think it's more hip. but maybe mrs goh's right too. generation gap. older ppl feel that m:i is better. youngsters...i will survive? haha. i dunno.

yeA. we met mrs goh at the bus stop on the way home. she was like stressing me to study my chinese. well. i guess i really have to. i have nth to do on christmas eve and christmas itself. service is only on sunday. but i have 3 "things" to do la. 1. total defence silver 2. design np board 3. study chinese. i really have to get started on these things. or not i'll never be able to get to it.

well, i'm looking forward to 365 days from now. when i'll be fREEEEEEEE!!!as for now, it's back to doing hmk and stuff.~

eh...this is disgusting. i'm starting to peel on my arms.

went to holding sch today.

good points:
- it's quite big
- there's a good amt of space to do things
- there's a lot of secret hiding places
- i can get home in 10 mins!
- the field is big (i have track phobia)
- nearby, there's a good soursop desert stall
- chomp chomp, mac, country mana, sushi tei, pow sing etc...
- we have a fitness area
- i get more exercise walking from home to bus stop and bus stop to school

bad points:
- it's dirty
- toilets quarter the size of old sch.
- water cooler water tastes like toilet bowl water
- classroom/ np room is small
- amoury is half the size of pl amoury
- running from one place to another takes a looOoOong time!
- it looks like a girl's home
- the hall is small
- the library is situated in an ulu place
- it's mosquito & ants infested!
- i dont know how to get ard. (i'll probably get used to it)

waHa. not that it's that bad. some cleaning up sld do it. the best thing is... i came home so fasT! whOoO! hAhA. i quite like the space. yeah.~

help! i'm peeling! and i'm missing kayaking.~

Kayaking

Day 1

WoW! so happy! kayaking!! yAy! 2 sTar! 10 people: Me, tiff, gracE, huihuA, sharoN, jaimE, celenE, yenkenG, meisHi, mr tAng. went out to seA. did capsize drill? and capsize with our skirt(spray cover) kept water from going in.insT wasnt the same. he's called richard. learnt strokes... paddling was difficult against the current. tirEd. waS so scared about the next day where we were going to kayak more than 6km. learnt eskimo bow rescue...edging...etc. he taught us how to waterproof our food for tmr.

Day 2

eRr....tiReD. aRmS achinG. dieS. eXpedition todaY. more than 6km. 6 people: Me, tiFF, grAce, hUihuA, sHaroN, Mr TanG. we set off in the morning. we were flowing witht he current. that's good. quite easy and fun. inst. zhi hao came with us. had our lunch there. ate lots of junk. lol. inst richard showed us pics of 3 & 4 star. paddled back quite fast...cuz there was rain catching up on us. tirEd. haha. at one point, i was the last. tired. was beside inst zhi hao...he asked me how my hols were....i said ok la. cuz i was too tired to say anything!! haHa. he could see that too. caught up with the front people...went back to prac other strokes. we all didnt dare to do low brace turn. cuz of the edging. scared of capsizing. had to paddle back again. cuz we were drifting fast. did eskimo again. suCcEsS!! eRr...graCe cldnt find his kayak. so she got traumatised. poor girl. aGh!!! burnt! all 5 of us. because we didnt put sun block. haHA. really burnt all on the face. and the arms. so red. like lobster. painful!

Day 3

waH! musclE pain!! arM paIn. face pain. dont touch my nose! 4 people: mE, tiFf, sHaron, HuihuA. cReek. didnt go out to seA. was mainly revision. learnt side strokes. j-stroke, classic draw and scarling draw. scarling for support...i scarEd. haha. some capsized. so waited for inst to pull them up using eskimo. cool. we found a jellyfish. he let us touch the top. they saw a prawn...but cldnt catch it. revised on everything. did one last eskimo. sucCesS! haha. he let us play for a while. was splashing huihua. poor thing. always bullied. it was hot. but we didnt get much burnt. both inst splashed a lot of water on us. haha. inst richard used the shell like a whistle....wah. pro. lol. did t rescue...cuz we wanted to capsize. hot! so we did. haha. went up. bath. then theory. abt diff kayaks and paddles. dancer, bandit, sea kayak...paddles... got our cerT! yaY!

dont touch me now. i'll kill you. lol. i think it was fun la. esp the last day. haha. we thought our inst was fierce on the 1st day. but now...i think he' s quite lame. quite nice oso la. haha. it was fun. only that the no. of pl girls kept decreasing. this is bad. from 10 to 4. is really throw pl facE.

i didnt go for bowling comp today. mom didnt allow. well..haaha. i didnt wanna wake up so early either. i'll just die from muscle aches. ok. i've written quite a lot. dies. i miss kayaking!! how?!?!? i really miss it now!! ha~

back from kayaking!! i want to blog abt it but my fingers dont permit me to do so today. so i'll do it tmr. i'm damn burnt. dont touch me. and my upper body is aching. wahaha!~

i'm really starting to get pisst over this game. it updates ever so damn often!!aRgH~!! just stop updating can!! it takes damn long to update on my com... and i have to wait so damn long!!

aNywAy, chinese is really taking tomorrow tomorrow. i've pushed studying to tomorrow again. sEE. that's why the govt has to cut down on the syllabus. LEARNING LIKE THAT WONT HELP ME GET AN A!! and after my o's...i'll just forget them all. what's the damn point of learning 1000+ words when only like 20 come out? this is stupid. let me tell you. if i get a B i'll be happy. contented. tuition? no way! i'd rather be jap/french/german educated anyway. let me bet anyone who is reading this that no one in the right state of mind (doesnt include nerds) would have started studying by now. gEE...i'm getting a bit emotional abt this.

anyway. patch is finally done. off to play my game!~

yo blogGiEeE... nth spectacular over this week.

i went out with mummy on friday... to taka...had this discount for members. bought a few tops. t-shirts and a tank top. prob is.... i'm supposed to find bottoms..ended up buying tops. taka didnt have much cloths for ppl our age. iseatan had more.

i really gotta get started on revision for chinese. i've been pushing it back and back. tomorrow. tomorrow i'll start. tomorrow....tomorrow. tomorow. (tomorrow never comes) have to start man.

Homework check:

English
Chinese
maths
Lit- essays
- Book

i'm having kayaking this week. wed-fri. eRrR... 3 days gone. i'll be going out early and coming home tired. how to study? lol. quite excited. i hope we get one day at the creek. the last time i kayaked, i felt like vomitting after lunch. thanx to the waves. and i dont want sun burn!!!!!!!!!! i dun mind a tan. haha. what's the highest spf for sun block anyway? aftEr that...fancy drills. oh gosh. i'm gonna get tired out. how to study?!?!!?~

my christmas template rox! wAha~

i went to watch incredibles ytd. quite late isnt it? we thought the cinema wouldnt be full...but it was almost. lol. anyway...i watched half on vcd...but the quality lousy. lols. funny. anyway...yeah. went with the usual...xt, wx, sharon, jaime. lido was cold. aTE there...and there were these policemen...walking ard...so scary. one whole grp of them.

xt and wx were laughing in the mrt...dont know why. coming back...xt and i took interest in the back of the train. cld see the tunnel. and the lights. red, green...blue.. xt kept saying so contradicting...red and green. dont know why...but we found a fascination with the lights. hAhA. how many times do you get to see these sort of tunnels? well...maybe a lot...but ppl will think you're crazy. always watching the tunnels.

i've watched polar express too. on vcd. nice bah. quite short. harry potter-ish. but it's nice. i like everything that's christmas! so i've watched 4 movies so far this hol. prob the most i've ever watched in a holiday. and i'm going on to sec4 next year! wah. shut up. i'm not looking forward to it. stupid chinese. aH. eaTing time!~