wAssuP with sCrAbblE? it's a boring gaMe. LoL. dUh...aLL thoSe "rAffles" PPl wOn...wHo do u expect? PL? HAhA.

i mEt xT, wX & FeliX aT bugiS...Don'T know wHat thEy wEre doing tHere. Oh...i KnOw..tHey weRe thinking of namEs for thE whoLe bAtch 33. -LesS. liKe You KnOw...uSeleSs, hoPEleSs... lOl. FunNy. but LAME. tHerE Are sOmE FunNuy nAmes tHO.

i cAme uP wiTH a sEt oF cuStomiSed nUmbeRs.

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niCE? lEt mE eXplAin... CodE niNeteEn.rifLe fOrtYfivE.bAtcH thIrtytHrEE.birThdaY eiGhtEentH dAY oF tHE fOrtH moNtH in tHe yEaR nInEtEeneIghTyniNe. cooL? Ha. I'M juSt boRed.~

i'm still so tired. i saw eye bags on yingle's eyes.

still had to wake up to go down and help them form a sqd for promo test. yeah. not quite much of a use anyway. ended up with 6 cadets. wow. what a large number! so that was my motive. but i ended up taking promotion test...without any preperation at all. candice ma'am brainwashed me and jaime into taking...but jaime backed out without telling me!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i only found out after i was halfway through. thanx ah. and of course...i screwed my rifle MOI and baton drills. sure wont pass wan la. anyway. i've gained experience. that's good. i'll just take my rightful promo test in jan with the rest of the sgts. haha. thanx ah. mary made us march in turon position.

gB gave us laksa. thanx.

had debrief. only like...a few of us. but 3/4 of the time we were off point. really off. talking and laughing at ppl doing silly things...falling...i dunno! and just laughing!!! was really crazy. candice and rebecca ma'am were laughing and teasing. haha. esp the ppl who entertained ignorantly. haha.

i got scolded by my mom. for not going for piano and changing the day. oops. sorry la. didnt know the craziness would last so long. haa. so the same 6 of us went to serangoon mac to eat ice cream. and as usual mary would be hungry by then. so she ate a meal. haha.

i need to diet. F A T~

i'm back! too tired to type ytd. was practically staring at the tv watching austin powers ytd.

weLl...camp. generally quite slack. even the sec3s. there were funny moments..come to think of it. was so funny. promotion test....someone's beret so low...practically doing blind drills. haa. then cc test...

xt: what knot do you tie to a sleeve ring?
s: erm...bow....eRR...bow something. erM...is it bowling?
xt: bowling? (um cheo-ing) is that your final ans?
s: eRr...ya. bowling.

waHaHaHaHaHaHAhaHA!!! almost peng. i-games was quite ok. same ppl did silly things. poor cadets. turaiya made them kiss the mud. and suying's hair was damn sudki. ha. oh yes. i got so tired of maggie mee in the afternoon (4 ppl 4 packets). so i ate biscuits and milo for dinner. practically the usual peeps. SHY...me, celene...weiling...etc. the rest ate maggie mee.

skip to night walk. the most fun part!! seriously. i was so bored at the start point. but this is also the camp where the most ppl cried!! aHhH! oh man. are they scared or are they scareD? haha. the help code was damn funny. cuz we couldnt think of any other.

heLp = i'm a banana
fear not = i'm a papaya.

i heard most said it in the nco room. poor things. got scared by the dark and turaiya again. haha. so many funny incidents!!!!!!!! and it's really funny when u say it.

2nd day...fire drill at 3 am. we did some drills. and i must say that ee boon ma'am was totally disappointed in us. she didnt even bother to do anything. sigh. i'm feeling so guilty. sorRy ma'am. really very sorry. the rest of the camp was ok. but as i said...generally slack. no pumpings until candice ma'am broke the ice. but i heard they had to unpitch their tents at 3...and they slept in the newspp stand.

went back to sleep like a pig after that.~

Breakaway by Kelly Clarkson
Princess Diaries 2

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of a could-be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)

Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around wild indoors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway~

vc todaY!

i would say it was quite a success today....with some minor screw ups which was solved fast. was cool. but i tell you. i freaked at the sight of the mealworms. esp the fried ones. eEeeEeWw! me and grace were just doing the results tabulation. haha.

now...i did a stupid thing. really stupid. haha. shant type it out. but it's really stupid. haha. anyway...marist did the 3 tasks in 1 min. oh gosh. mad.

rebecca ma'am asked us to eat the xtra mealworms aft that. i freaked. and many of us too. said it tasted like nuts. eEeWw!!~

yOyO!! i'm having a migrain. i'm refraining from taking panadol. anyway...glad to hear that sharon's ok.

so anyway...lessons in the morning...-_-zzzZz. we did postcards for np. i dunno how they took so long to do 150 postcards. aft that was fancy drill...funny! we learnt vert and horizontal flip. cool.

aHh! charmed. bye!~

ahh!! hello bloggie!! haha. congrats to the pl floorball team for winning 1st. now....who dares to say pl sure lose wan?!?! hehe. oh man....unless you love high pitch screams...you wouldnt wanna be there. these schools were like screaming!! dots. so loud. almost went deaf.

ok. so me, tiff and grace went off 1st...nco course helper. no. actually...shuo hao yi dian is logistics. ha. went to heartland to eat laksa. then went to school. ok so the past two days wasnt that bad for me. i didnt undergo any serious bullying....just some teasing. like ytd...i met yibin sir in the bus. (and he talked so softly i cldnt hear a thing). ok...then after that me, tiff and grace were sitting down and well...the "luohan" thing started again.

hAhAs. so today...we helped out in the campcraft thingy. move here move there....tiring...but fun. i started pegging while the others went to move more things...oh boy...i miss the sound of pegs!! ahhHhhH!! haha. (tho i'm not a pegger la) then ee boon ma'am was teaching flagstaff nd i was acting pro...haha. nah. just wanted to join them...but no one invited me. so i wont be so bhb as to go there and ask. (bu qing zi lai) anyway... yeAh. went up to 4th level classroom to pass wh sir some key...and he started telling his cadets..."this girl look like luohan". hahahahaha. then he started the "last time...she my grp wan.." ergh. so embarrasing! hahahaha!!

ok. on the way back... mrs goh wanted to buy drinks for the CIs. so we helped her carry. (she's really caring.) so we went to offer drinks and the "luohan"thing started again. whateveR. yep.

after that...went to watch cc comp video...me and tiff were like laughing our way thru!! cuz mrs goh put it on FFW. so turaiya really looked so cartoon pegging so fast! really funny. but it was gr8. cc team sld really see this. hahahahaha. esp the capt and vice capt. haha.

i'm tired of typing ler. but seriously i feel that last year's jnco course was more fun...and funny! maybe it's just cuz the few of us were in cookie monster. hahah. and all the crazy things that happened. hAaa. i think our badge really naughty. kana so many pumpings. hEeX. ~

i have nth to write. except that i'm full these 3 weeks.

week1: lessons, jnco course
week2: a math lessons, pack nco room, and np sessions
week3: camp prep and camp itself.

i'm so dead.

anyway. beishan advised me to write this if i didnt know what to write on my blog.

i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan.
i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan.
i miss beishan. i miss beishan.
i miss beishan. i miss beishan.
i miss beishan. i miss beishan.
i miss beishan. i miss beishan.
i miss beishan. i miss beishan.
i miss beishan. i miss beishan.
i miss beishan. i miss beishan.
i miss beishan. i miss beishan.

there. haha. happy?~

Why The Egg Broke
Junior Nco Course 2003

firstly. some of the activities conducted required us to go on our hands and knees.
some of these activities were the physical training, doing punishments, and the topograhpy as we had to move around a lot.
it was mainly during the physical training that the egg broke into tweo pieces.
during the atomic situps, someone accidentally sat on the person who was holding the egg in the pocket.
thus, the half damaged egg was damagaed even further.
during the caterpillar pushups, we had to lie flat too thus smashing the egg.
the egg was damaged partly because of this.
i'm not saying that these activities wholely caused the egg to break.
we were also careless with the egg in the handling and keeping it.
most of the time we did not think of the condition of the egg and just left it to one person to keep it.
thus, it was not onloy one person's fault that the egg broke because it was the responsibility of the whole group to keep it in good condition.
We did not care about the gg mosr of the time thus not knowing how the egg was.
This is why the egg broke. (200 words)~

Say It Isn't So

Skies are dark
It's time for rain
Final call, you board the train
Heading for tomorrow
I wave goodbye to yesterday
Wipe the tears you hide your face
Blinded by the sorrow
How can I be smiling like before
When baby you don't love me anymore

Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so

Tempt to find but at least we've tried
We're still alive with hopes this time
As they closed the door behind you
We're so alone and time stands still
Shake the ground beneath the wheels as
I wish I'd never found youWohoh
How can I be smiling when you go
Will I be strong enough to carry on

Miles, miles to go
Before I can sail
Before I can nail my love for you to sleep
Oh darling
I get miles, miles to go
Before anyone will ever hear me laugh again

Gareth Gates

parting is painful. i've finally come to a full understanding of that.

i really felt like crying in school. yes. today's the last day that we see our seniors. they'll be on study leave next week. parting with this badge is esp painful...one, because we're only 1 year apart and two, we're closer than with other batches. it's painful to see them go. i really wanted to start crying in the hall. but i have this record about not crying during sch hours. hEld back my tears.

if i hadnt joined np...i wouldnt have been able to meet such nice n good seniors...and from there...meet others who are not frm np. i have not regretted joining the musical...altho i may keep complaining and complaining....and complaining about it. i got to meet diff ppl with diff talents there. and it's really sad to see them go...

you never know where they're going aft sec4...whether they're going to which jc, poly oreven overseas. yes. i'll miss them. miss the happY times we had together..playing, fooling ard when we're not supposed to. to craziness and the teasings. tho they may be just fun but as i look back...i just miss that times where we laughed and what we went thru together...whether it's the scoldings and pumpings frm np...or other things like chalets, parties or just gatherings. i'll miss the times we went out together... and so many things they did for us.

ok. shut up leanmay. you're gonna start crying.

to my sEniorS...all the beSt in your O's. don't leT yourself down. =) ~

i'm gonna feel so alone. so lonely! aHh! *sob*

NeWaTer visit is on 3 nov. thanx ah. i'm going for atc can? anyway. hope ms ferng will put me in the1st slot. 2 nov. but then it'll be with other classes! i'll be a loner. yes. i do havE friends. duh. but it's not those you usually go with. no fun. *sob* ferng was talking to long today. cldnt talk to her. sEE la! all this traces back to what? musical. -_-. if i went for my own area's atc...all this trouble wouldnt have happened. erGh.

ok. so it's decided. i-am-going-to-take-sciences-in-JC! i hate humanities. it's practically...inhuman! how can that erGH! teacher fail me? by one mark! thanx. my humanities sux la. pig. the highest in class is even lower than what i got for mid year. pig pig pig. hate you hate you hate you. how to rely on geog to pull up SS? mad mad mad. thank God i made it for lit. hA. did waYyYy better than mid year. heeX. i so hate this.

~*AloNe on 2 NoV*~

ok school today wasnt so boring. congrats to a2! hA. at least we made it to top 4. hEE. after that was alright. some went to view the holding school. the rest... watched movies. i thought...actually most of us thought deep blue sea would be boring at first. but soon we started screaming at the top of our voices when the shark came and ate someone up. scary! was screaming the whole way thru. but cool. how often do you get to watch a movie with your friends and scream your way thru? try doing that at a cinema.

tmr's grooming session. i'm so "excited". ok whatever. friday's scaRy! hAhaHa. i'm not looking forward to any paper. ~

i realised i havent blogged for almost a month. record timing! whatever. i've finally grown bored of playing gunbound. i cant go on playing everyday. i'll die of boredom. maybe tmr?

ok. it's just the 1st day of post exam and i can predict that it isnt gonna be a fun week. inter-house games tmr. grooming course on wed. and today's "board games"...wasnt any board game at all. scrabble? boggle? yo. i play that with my mum. not with my friends. and i usually end up watching tv instead of thiking of words.

friday's not gonna get any better. i'm waiting to see how badly i failed my a math paper. and humanities? ha! i'm not looking forward to it.~

been mugging the whole week!!!!! will be until i finish exams. only reason i allowed myself to come online today was to get some info.

stressEd!! stupid exams. so much to study. pig pig pig!!

mummy bought a few guppies. hEE. cuteXx. but my parrot fish's cuter.

np on saT was ok. was great. hA. we finally took over. muster parade was good. mary's voice was too low! ha. games...water bomb. got really wet. lAa.~

eveR wondered how sian really feels like? it's not bored or tired. it's just....s-i-a-n. school today is one good example. typical sian. freE 2 periods at the start of the day. double math. physics was ok...considering i like the chap on light. double english just talking abt tmr's oral. i fell asleep. which i normally wont unless i'm sick or really sian. a math was just going thru corrections and a lil of chap 11. sian or what? it was really hot and the sun rose so early today. making it feel like 7am altho it was just 6.45. i came home feeling lethargic. and with my muscles still aching, haha. i cldnt climb the stairs that well, nor cld i sit down properly. heEx. weLL. it's just the 1st day of term 4 and i'm complaining. shall look forward to the days ahead and it's time i started studying!!!~

tired. my legs cant move, back pain. hA. it was worth it. promotion test.

waited till 10 to take. practised outside the staffroom. saw ms ferng. she straightened her hair. promotion. grace was good. haha. guess what? i did sedia for moi!! aHaHaHaha!! cool cool. was staring at grace when i said it. then xt got senang diri! heEx. she stare at me. no one did sendeng....or however u spell it. so no one got it for moi. some were good some were...hMMM....laA. hA. but on the whole was ok la. the 4 present sgts took the lcps. wonder how it went. they get to do moi next week. thank god we did it today. erMx. after that went bk. met me partner. tireD now. good night!~

yOoO! firstly, i wanna say happy teachers day to all teachers.

okie. the celebration was ok la. quite tiring even when you're the audience. ha. kewl. didnt know that so many teachers were thought by the present teachers in school! ms ferng taught ms kok! cool!

stayed back for chem. went thru test papers. i cant stand it. 1 more mark! and that mark was just cuz i was careless! i always miss full marks like tht. eRgH! hA. anyway, i left halfway. heck. she allowed us to leave. those who have no more corrections. yea.

going swimmin afterwards. meanwhile, still struggling to dl gunbound. 61%! ahhH! so long more! i wanna play. classmates have been talking about it.~

came home at 9.30 last night. went for violin.

grace was late. but we reached there on time. thank god she didnt scold today during violin again. well, i guess cuz there were other people there. managed to play the concerto...but got lost somewhere in space. was trying to keep the same bowings with the others for music of the night.

we didnt know where to eat after that. vivian and i wanted pastamania. but. there were some objections. ended up at heartland mac. heartland mac! 1st thing, heartland (boring). 2nd thing, mac?! i'm sick of mac. mian qiang la. well. sat there and talked and laughed with mindy, grace, josephine and vivian. i think we're mad. talked abt loads of stuff. and kept laughing. mindy was imitating josephine.

we kept seeing weird things that day. 1st in the mrt, we saw a pair of gays. this girl side of the gay kept taking pictures and he kept posing in some akward way. mindy imitated him later. so funny!! anyway, we were all staring at him. so disgusting! hAhA! and later while walking back to the bus stop, me and josephine spotted a pair of lesbians. at first we thought it was just a couple. then they turned and the were both girls. o-kay..dots....

went home with josephine. took 105 with me. found out she stays very near me. cool. but i was late home by 30 mins. there's cell on tue. wonder who's going. there's violin on wed...wonder who's going.~

i finally have new songs to play on the computer. yAy! concerto in D minor sounds great. but too fast for me to play.~