yOoO! firstly, i wanna say happy teachers day to all teachers.

okie. the celebration was ok la. quite tiring even when you're the audience. ha. kewl. didnt know that so many teachers were thought by the present teachers in school! ms ferng taught ms kok! cool!

stayed back for chem. went thru test papers. i cant stand it. 1 more mark! and that mark was just cuz i was careless! i always miss full marks like tht. eRgH! hA. anyway, i left halfway. heck. she allowed us to leave. those who have no more corrections. yea.

going swimmin afterwards. meanwhile, still struggling to dl gunbound. 61%! ahhH! so long more! i wanna play. classmates have been talking about it.~

came home at 9.30 last night. went for violin.

grace was late. but we reached there on time. thank god she didnt scold today during violin again. well, i guess cuz there were other people there. managed to play the concerto...but got lost somewhere in space. was trying to keep the same bowings with the others for music of the night.

we didnt know where to eat after that. vivian and i wanted pastamania. but. there were some objections. ended up at heartland mac. heartland mac! 1st thing, heartland (boring). 2nd thing, mac?! i'm sick of mac. mian qiang la. well. sat there and talked and laughed with mindy, grace, josephine and vivian. i think we're mad. talked abt loads of stuff. and kept laughing. mindy was imitating josephine.

we kept seeing weird things that day. 1st in the mrt, we saw a pair of gays. this girl side of the gay kept taking pictures and he kept posing in some akward way. mindy imitated him later. so funny!! anyway, we were all staring at him. so disgusting! hAhA! and later while walking back to the bus stop, me and josephine spotted a pair of lesbians. at first we thought it was just a couple. then they turned and the were both girls. o-kay..dots....

went home with josephine. took 105 with me. found out she stays very near me. cool. but i was late home by 30 mins. there's cell on tue. wonder who's going. there's violin on wed...wonder who's going.~

i finally have new songs to play on the computer. yAy! concerto in D minor sounds great. but too fast for me to play.~

i cant stand it anymore!! i have to download kazaa! i've been listening to the same old songs for the past few days over cyberweek! hopefully my com doesnt hang when using it.

couldnt resist coming online. nothing to do, nothing to watch.

gosh. does she have pms today or what? she kept scolding us during violin. we have always been so talkative, so restless, so rowdy. why is she only scolding us now? kept staring at me. so i stare back lor! (crush me ah?) no. anyway. was ok. she kept going thru the same parts. and expects us to play the whole song? hello?! we havent even really gone thru in detail the rest of the piece. how to make it by next fri? xiang yi xiang ba. and everytime we only get to play 2 or 3 pieces. sigh. i shouldnt be complaining but...

okie. gonna go do kazaa installation!~

whOoO!! i changed my blogskin. didnt really like the previous one. at least this is betta. this is black! yeaH! but i find it a bit messy. with the white words and stuff. well...this would make do for the next few months.

cyberweek's finally come to a close! another whOoO!! my eyes are gonna pop out. *pop* sigh. i guess it's time to go back to school and eat canteen food. i think i've put on weight during the 3 days. hEEx.

nth to do ler. byes!~

bloggie!!!!!!!!!! miss me??

i've spent these 3 days staring in front of the computer. i tell you...i'm not gonna come online for no reason for the next few days! i'd rather study! i'm sick and tired of the computer!

cyberweek day1: woke up at 5am just to do module 2.
day 2: module 3 & 1
day 3: who knows?

been doing this for the past 3 days: computer, read, tv, computer, read, tv, computer, read, tv.

no gunbound for me to play. whaTeveRs. eyes popping out soon.~

heng ah!! wah. sho heng! lao shi can see my typing on the net. hehe. that means i dont need to go back to school to do! yaY! yea. having to change in and out of hansware to read is better than going back to school. lalalala. ~

it's official. my computer is mad. m-a-d mad. no matter what you do to it, it'll still be crazy. see, if i open hansware, i cant see the chinese words. not unless i put it to IE4 compatible. but my IE is IE6. and once i put it to IE4 compatible, i cant type the words into the box. that means, to type, i have use normally, but when i type, i cant see anything. to see it, i have to switch to IE4 compatible. crazy or what?~

reformating is one good thing. but it's still troublesome. damn. the IE here is only IE4. i need IE5 and above for cyberweek. and my hansware cant work with IE4. not say it cant work. strange thing is...when i start it i cant read the chinese words. how am i supposed to do my cyberweek like that man? one more thing. it's damn quiet. no mp3!~

ahhH!!! reformatting the computer was the best thing that happened to the computer. i feel so light now. no more junky!! whOoO!! but i have to reinstall everything. msn, msn plus, media player9.... take my time la. i've installed hansware. it can finally work!! yay! i think this com's quite ready for cyberweek exept for macromedia flash. hehe. diff things here and there. scroll bars are finally with colour...as they're supposed to turn out. oops. i have an a math test tmr...~

pl won the challenge shield this year. cool man. yeAh. well...for netball...pl was first. beat yy and zhss. oOo. we were so nervous. the match against zhss was a good one. they were no pushovers. they were good. but pl managed to win. heex. bball...i wasnt there to watch. but pl won too. street soccer was alrights. the girls were more gentle with the ball. pl lost to zhss at the last minute. cheering...duh. pl won. go sqdmates! so we got the shield. cool. what was entertaining was the officer's match. the CIs wore their lamers jersy. haha. and their match was great. some were real pro. *thumbs up*

i went home frm there. only to find that my face was red and burnt and my arms and legs were burnt too. 2 colours. this is what you get for sitting under the sun for too long. thinking that you can tan youself but actually you're burning yourself.

went for violin lesson at funan. i was late. as always. grace didnt go. and mindy & josephine went for church. which leaves me to play "solo" for the concerto in d minor. well. dr wong played the whole piece. and most of us were stoning there. trying our best to find our way back to the piece. we did. at the last 3 notes. such a sense of "satisfaction". the other pieces were alright i guess.

went to eat dinner with my family. went to see my bro's workplace. cool. he was drooling over this computer that his shop sold. its a computer cum radio cum tv cum dvd cum vcd player/writer. which had to cpu and had a wireless internet. and cost only $2999. now that's cool. well. i hope my bro changes his com soon. i can inherit his old one (which is still quite new) and get rid of this dying computer over here. (freaky. continued playing the song altho i exited from yibin sir's blog)

yeS! finally. i don't need to stay back for anything anymore. i seriously need to catch up on my work as well as my violin. well...yeaH. i still have piano tmr. other than that. heex. i'm coming home to slack. ;) ~

i don't know. i listened to a sad song and i started to feel sad. what is this? pms? maybe. i feel funny, cant explain it.

anyway, chinese o's are out. cool. wonder how they fared. heard that a2 didnt do quite well.

i look calm. i feel calm. but inside i'm actually dying. it's my piano exam tmr. and i have this feeling i'll screw up somewhere. but i wont. i know i wont. (i get to miss lessons!!) i musn't.

trainings in the afternoon have been alright. played with the soccer team. vanessa (sec2) is good at scoring. and i had great fun blocking her. cheerleading is going fine. i think. they'll look nice with the pom poms. soccer...kewl. the only game that i dont know how to play.

i feel so tired nowadays. just wanna lie down and sleep till noon. some lessons are completely boring. but i cant help listening cuz my conscience takes over and forces my ears to listen. yaWn. nothing interesting's happening. except for challenge shield on sat. i feel so bored.~

i so hate my computer ya? thanx a lot. i blogged so much. it's time i changed my com.

well..to cut it short..shopping for the perfect gift isnt that easy. and. considering that you're rushing for time...that makes it more difficult. beishan woke up late. so we had to go for the later service. so we decided to go to ps and look ard. and ended up not deciding what to buy and ended up late in church. hA.

piano concert was alright. i made a huge load of mistakes. but my 2nd piece was great. no mistakes. and this student of my piano teacher's friend...woaH! so pro! (violin) heR vibrato! so cool! her pieces were so long and she memorized all! i think she was abt my age. must be abt grade 7? her fingerings...her vibrato. i fell in love with it. and if she was a guy...i would've wanted to marry him! so now...my mid-term goal: to play like that girl. cOol man. that's what a violin should sound like.

anyway, happy birthday to singapore (yA...like i'm so patriotic!) ha. happy birthday to xiaoting too!! august is one month that i go broke. so many birthdays!~

i just feel a need to write this. i just need to get it off my chest.

why. why. why. why. why. do you keep complaining?!?!? like just shudup and accept what you're supposed to do can? wait. everyone knew what you wanted. but you only told your friends. how are the others supposed to know?? they dont have ears hanging around in school you know. so what..you expect them to put you into wherever you want to be? how do they even know?

so of course they'll just put you into something else. you're lucky if you had gotten what you want...but you're not so just accept the damn fact and fufill your duty. and you're just pushing all to others just cuz you dont like yours? what's this? irresponsibility? just cuz you dont like it doesnt mean you dont have to do anything. what if i tell them abt it? what will happen to you? whatever. i just hope you'll stop your lousy attitude cuz it's not gonna help in any way and ppl will just get irritated.

the damn reason why you're sulking right now is cuz you just told ur friends...who else knew? no one. what can you expect? just learn to accept that you cant have all the things in life can? stop being a spoilt brat. i am getting irritated with you...you/re always like that. any small thing that you dont get...you say you wanna quit. you might as well quit right now. quit from the whole thing.

there. i got it off my chest. feels better. i dont think anyone understands what i'm saying. haha~

finally...5 aug. it's finally gonna be over. everything. like after a busy july...thank god. it's time i started concentrating on my studies as well as my piano. sigh. it's just like campcraft. going back early will be a weird thing again. hA.

anyway... i asked mary to do the stand down thing today. so exciting! put notice on the board without officers signature. cool. hAaAaA. i havent gotten the file from wenxin yet. cant really remove notices from the board yet. this is an exciting job. at least it's not those slacker type. yet some ppl are crying over it. sigh.

i just realised after this weekend i still have loads. piano exam, geog test on wed, lots of hmk, challenge shield, peer tutoring. how i wish 1 day had 36 hrs. i could sleep half of it and work on the other half.

there's really nothing to type. off to play gunbound...or something.~

aHhHhhHhhh!! oOoOoo!! wHoOoO! WaAAaAaAaaA!! in my blog, i can scream all i want. i've been having a sore throat the past few days. sexy voice. cant even sing anymore! no. i'm more than just a sore throat. i'm down with the cold.runny nose, cough, tiredness, sore throat... dieing here. i had to take panadol today. slept thru a math period. she didnt teach anything new anyway.

i almost died during ndp rehersal. so sick. we did it 3 times! and the 3rd time i almost fainted. so pisst lor. so late liao. ergh. yea.

had the musical celebration. i'm not supposed to be here. i'm supposed to be in school! but grace 4got to bring her shirt. so we wore sch u and went. planned to go home aft dinner. afterall, i'm still sick and having napfa challenge tmr!! if anyone wld to injure themselves...i'm sorry to say i cant take over. i'll probably get admitted into the hosp.

so we stayed for the singing part, the games part. played the bomb...kept bombing teachers. wanted them to clean up...cuz the forfeited grp had to clean up. then had the cheering part. stefanie led the boom chicka boom...damn funny. did it mrs tan's way..

boom shudup boom
boom shudup boom
boom shudup sit down shudup sit down shudup boom
shudup...
sit down...

hahahaah! so funny. sld have seen mrs tan's face. yea. then planned this item thing. "the spooth of the musical" wonder how it turned out. we musicians jooined the dancers. crazy people there. wanted to do the fighting scene i think.

went home with grace. she took cab. so i took one too. we waited till 8...cuz 7pm has extra 1 dollar. came home...and slack! lalalala.

yea. finally saturday tmr!! yeA!~

oh man. poor sqdmates. they have a million mosquito bites on their arms and legs.

the songs cant get outta my head. first is the cactus song. then is come dream with me. then testimony of his love. then the is this a nightmare song. then thru his eyes.

ok whatever. i think i'm falling sick. everyone ard me is sick! my partner, my mom, ruoyi, min weis, the band ppl...i'm dieing. lalalalala. i think i'm coming down with a sore throat and runny nose.

now let's see...oh yeah. i said i'll talk abt the musical right? yea. well. i have 2 big pimples thanx to make up. yea. 1st show was great. some screw ups here and there. but good. 2nd show, not that gr8 la. guess it was because like what mrs tan said, a bit machenical. last show was phenominal!! hahahahahahaha. ya. last show was the best. we started screaming aft that. well...i think it was gr8 lar. gonna miss all the funny ppl. and yolanda's cactus actions. haha. having a dinner on friday. cool. wonder what it'll be. packet rice? hAhA! nah. how abt a nice ballroom! hEe. anyway. yeA. made new friends there. guess it was a time for interaction as well.

i really have nothing to do. not that i'm slacking. i really cant find any work to do. cant find hmk. no hmk today. and no left overs to do. a math test was for once easier.well...cuz mr low set wan!! lalala. but it still has this ms lau-ish thing in the paper. ha.

3 tests next week. dont know why. ok. i'm so dead. a slight sore throat will turn into a serious one. nooOoOo!!~

yo! i'm back! actually...i'm back from no where. ya. haha. musical's over. was really gr8. talk abt it tmr. bz talking to my sqdmates. congrats to sharon.~

i didnt want to come online today. wanted to study physics. but i gave into temptation after studying 1 chapter.

well...i think it was a good decision. or not i'll not be able to come online till next sunday. being just 2 days away from farewell..i still have this farewell spirit in me. reading hEr blog almost made me cry. if my computer was in my room...i would cry my eyes out.

i wouldnt say farewell was very well done. i wouldnt say it was badly done either. but being a campfire, and being in the carpark, being the one who is organising, it's a totally different atmosphere. you dont really feel like crying. not all the time like in the past years. haha. well...i think not until constance ma'am started it.

but yeah. after reading her blog. i really feel like crying. i'm gonna miss 'em. how they lead, how they do things. taking over is a totally different matter. we're not sec2 anymore...we're not waiting for the next batch to take over....WE are taking over. it was every of our dream to take over. always dreaming of when we're taking over...when we don't need to suffer anymore. but now, i don't know about you. but i feel that i'm gonna miss how others manage the unit. we know nuts abt this. we didnt understudy.

and i think what gwen ma'am said is true. you don't treasure the np sessions when you're sec1 or sec2...but now...as we take over...treasure all the times you get to dawn on the uniform. yes. i am gonna do so (although the uniform is damn hot).

it's a whole new perspective now. well...i mean after the sec4s really leave. like...after ndp. wonder what it'll be like. wonder who are in what comittees. constance ma'am wants me to take over store. seriously speaking...i don't mind. tidying up the rifle range...hehe. nd i'll pick up all the dowel poles and the flagpole...and start getting emotional abt campcraft again. haha.

yes. i'll miss the sec4s. afterall, they've been with us since we were sec1s. they've been with us thru the punishments, chalets, camps, crazy moments, drills...so many. gonna esp miss those who i am or i was close to.

i feel so sad. don't know what to say. to batch 32, wish you all the best in everything...o's...etc.

(wish me luck for the next week ahead! starting this busy schedule again~)

7 days since i've blogged. well. i've been busy. VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY BUSY. all who's fault? yA. you may be able to guess. for those who cant, give you a hint. it's not np.

ok. ytd was farewell. so saD!!!!!! haha. yep. we were hMm. disorganised? oops. yeA. well, only a few cried. phEw. or else i'll start too. yep. was running ard here and there....serving. went home late. anyway, they took the mat frm the teacher's table. and me and xt didnt know. we threw it into the bin. oops! die. take out and wash. haha. put back and dry. lalalala.

not much time for interaction la. but felt like crying when yuling ma'am talked abt the time we cried. abt that story. and wanted to cry even more when gwen ma'am said she'll esp miss the cc team. aW man. really wanted to cry.

yeA. today went to school to prac. prac in the e.hall...hand was frozen. then stoned in the hall. on the way home...was with ruoyi, euodia, faith and a sec1...ruoyi was horny. talked abt...haha. yea. dunno how we came up with a half dress rehersal on monday. yea. wear half the clothing.

well...here's my programme for next week.

Monday: Full dressed rehersal at acsb
Tuesday: Photo taking
Wednesday: nothing yet. but maybe GOH practise?
Thursday: last rehersal
Friday: ATC!!! nah. musical of course.
Saturday: ATC!!! no. musical.
Sunday: finally! a break! no. go train for napfa challenge.

i'm busy. dont expect to see me online till next sunday. see ya!~