aHhHhhHhhh!! oOoOoo!! wHoOoO! WaAAaAaAaaA!! in my blog, i can scream all i want. i've been having a sore throat the past few days. sexy voice. cant even sing anymore! no. i'm more than just a sore throat. i'm down with the cold.runny nose, cough, tiredness, sore throat... dieing here. i had to take panadol today. slept thru a math period. she didnt teach anything new anyway.
i almost died during ndp rehersal. so sick. we did it 3 times! and the 3rd time i almost fainted. so pisst lor. so late liao. ergh. yea.
had the musical celebration. i'm not supposed to be here. i'm supposed to be in school! but grace 4got to bring her shirt. so we wore sch u and went. planned to go home aft dinner. afterall, i'm still sick and having napfa challenge tmr!! if anyone wld to injure themselves...i'm sorry to say i cant take over. i'll probably get admitted into the hosp.
so we stayed for the singing part, the games part. played the bomb...kept bombing teachers. wanted them to clean up...cuz the forfeited grp had to clean up. then had the cheering part. stefanie led the boom chicka boom...damn funny. did it mrs tan's way..
boom shudup boom
boom shudup boom
boom shudup sit down shudup sit down shudup boom
shudup...
sit down...
hahahaah! so funny. sld have seen mrs tan's face. yea. then planned this item thing. "the spooth of the musical" wonder how it turned out. we musicians jooined the dancers. crazy people there. wanted to do the fighting scene i think.
went home with grace. she took cab. so i took one too. we waited till 8...cuz 7pm has extra 1 dollar. came home...and slack! lalalala.
yea. finally saturday tmr!! yeA!~
Friday, July 30, 2004
Monday, July 26, 2004
oh man. poor sqdmates. they have a million mosquito bites on their arms and legs.
the songs cant get outta my head. first is the cactus song. then is come dream with me. then testimony of his love. then the is this a nightmare song. then thru his eyes.
ok whatever. i think i'm falling sick. everyone ard me is sick! my partner, my mom, ruoyi, min weis, the band ppl...i'm dieing. lalalalala. i think i'm coming down with a sore throat and runny nose.
now let's see...oh yeah. i said i'll talk abt the musical right? yea. well. i have 2 big pimples thanx to make up. yea. 1st show was great. some screw ups here and there. but good. 2nd show, not that gr8 la. guess it was because like what mrs tan said, a bit machenical. last show was phenominal!! hahahahahahaha. ya. last show was the best. we started screaming aft that. well...i think it was gr8 lar. gonna miss all the funny ppl. and yolanda's cactus actions. haha. having a dinner on friday. cool. wonder what it'll be. packet rice? hAhA! nah. how abt a nice ballroom! hEe. anyway. yeA. made new friends there. guess it was a time for interaction as well.
i really have nothing to do. not that i'm slacking. i really cant find any work to do. cant find hmk. no hmk today. and no left overs to do. a math test was for once easier.well...cuz mr low set wan!! lalala. but it still has this ms lau-ish thing in the paper. ha.
3 tests next week. dont know why. ok. i'm so dead. a slight sore throat will turn into a serious one. nooOoOo!!~
the songs cant get outta my head. first is the cactus song. then is come dream with me. then testimony of his love. then the is this a nightmare song. then thru his eyes.
ok whatever. i think i'm falling sick. everyone ard me is sick! my partner, my mom, ruoyi, min weis, the band ppl...i'm dieing. lalalalala. i think i'm coming down with a sore throat and runny nose.
now let's see...oh yeah. i said i'll talk abt the musical right? yea. well. i have 2 big pimples thanx to make up. yea. 1st show was great. some screw ups here and there. but good. 2nd show, not that gr8 la. guess it was because like what mrs tan said, a bit machenical. last show was phenominal!! hahahahahahaha. ya. last show was the best. we started screaming aft that. well...i think it was gr8 lar. gonna miss all the funny ppl. and yolanda's cactus actions. haha. having a dinner on friday. cool. wonder what it'll be. packet rice? hAhA! nah. how abt a nice ballroom! hEe. anyway. yeA. made new friends there. guess it was a time for interaction as well.
i really have nothing to do. not that i'm slacking. i really cant find any work to do. cant find hmk. no hmk today. and no left overs to do. a math test was for once easier.well...cuz mr low set wan!! lalala. but it still has this ms lau-ish thing in the paper. ha.
3 tests next week. dont know why. ok. i'm so dead. a slight sore throat will turn into a serious one. nooOoOo!!~
Sunday, July 25, 2004
Sunday, July 18, 2004
i didnt want to come online today. wanted to study physics. but i gave into temptation after studying 1 chapter.
well...i think it was a good decision. or not i'll not be able to come online till next sunday. being just 2 days away from farewell..i still have this farewell spirit in me. reading hEr blog almost made me cry. if my computer was in my room...i would cry my eyes out.
i wouldnt say farewell was very well done. i wouldnt say it was badly done either. but being a campfire, and being in the carpark, being the one who is organising, it's a totally different atmosphere. you dont really feel like crying. not all the time like in the past years. haha. well...i think not until constance ma'am started it.
but yeah. after reading her blog. i really feel like crying. i'm gonna miss 'em. how they lead, how they do things. taking over is a totally different matter. we're not sec2 anymore...we're not waiting for the next batch to take over....WE are taking over. it was every of our dream to take over. always dreaming of when we're taking over...when we don't need to suffer anymore. but now, i don't know about you. but i feel that i'm gonna miss how others manage the unit. we know nuts abt this. we didnt understudy.
and i think what gwen ma'am said is true. you don't treasure the np sessions when you're sec1 or sec2...but now...as we take over...treasure all the times you get to dawn on the uniform. yes. i am gonna do so (although the uniform is damn hot).
it's a whole new perspective now. well...i mean after the sec4s really leave. like...after ndp. wonder what it'll be like. wonder who are in what comittees. constance ma'am wants me to take over store. seriously speaking...i don't mind. tidying up the rifle range...hehe. nd i'll pick up all the dowel poles and the flagpole...and start getting emotional abt campcraft again. haha.
yes. i'll miss the sec4s. afterall, they've been with us since we were sec1s. they've been with us thru the punishments, chalets, camps, crazy moments, drills...so many. gonna esp miss those who i am or i was close to.
i feel so sad. don't know what to say. to batch 32, wish you all the best in everything...o's...etc.
(wish me luck for the next week ahead! starting this busy schedule again~)
well...i think it was a good decision. or not i'll not be able to come online till next sunday. being just 2 days away from farewell..i still have this farewell spirit in me. reading hEr blog almost made me cry. if my computer was in my room...i would cry my eyes out.
i wouldnt say farewell was very well done. i wouldnt say it was badly done either. but being a campfire, and being in the carpark, being the one who is organising, it's a totally different atmosphere. you dont really feel like crying. not all the time like in the past years. haha. well...i think not until constance ma'am started it.
but yeah. after reading her blog. i really feel like crying. i'm gonna miss 'em. how they lead, how they do things. taking over is a totally different matter. we're not sec2 anymore...we're not waiting for the next batch to take over....WE are taking over. it was every of our dream to take over. always dreaming of when we're taking over...when we don't need to suffer anymore. but now, i don't know about you. but i feel that i'm gonna miss how others manage the unit. we know nuts abt this. we didnt understudy.
and i think what gwen ma'am said is true. you don't treasure the np sessions when you're sec1 or sec2...but now...as we take over...treasure all the times you get to dawn on the uniform. yes. i am gonna do so (although the uniform is damn hot).
it's a whole new perspective now. well...i mean after the sec4s really leave. like...after ndp. wonder what it'll be like. wonder who are in what comittees. constance ma'am wants me to take over store. seriously speaking...i don't mind. tidying up the rifle range...hehe. nd i'll pick up all the dowel poles and the flagpole...and start getting emotional abt campcraft again. haha.
yes. i'll miss the sec4s. afterall, they've been with us since we were sec1s. they've been with us thru the punishments, chalets, camps, crazy moments, drills...so many. gonna esp miss those who i am or i was close to.
i feel so sad. don't know what to say. to batch 32, wish you all the best in everything...o's...etc.
(wish me luck for the next week ahead! starting this busy schedule again~)
Saturday, July 17, 2004
7 days since i've blogged. well. i've been busy. VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY BUSY. all who's fault? yA. you may be able to guess. for those who cant, give you a hint. it's not np.
ok. ytd was farewell. so saD!!!!!! haha. yep. we were hMm. disorganised? oops. yeA. well, only a few cried. phEw. or else i'll start too. yep. was running ard here and there....serving. went home late. anyway, they took the mat frm the teacher's table. and me and xt didnt know. we threw it into the bin. oops! die. take out and wash. haha. put back and dry. lalalala.
not much time for interaction la. but felt like crying when yuling ma'am talked abt the time we cried. abt that story. and wanted to cry even more when gwen ma'am said she'll esp miss the cc team. aW man. really wanted to cry.
yeA. today went to school to prac. prac in the e.hall...hand was frozen. then stoned in the hall. on the way home...was with ruoyi, euodia, faith and a sec1...ruoyi was horny. talked abt...haha. yea. dunno how we came up with a half dress rehersal on monday. yea. wear half the clothing.
well...here's my programme for next week.
Monday: Full dressed rehersal at acsb
Tuesday: Photo taking
Wednesday: nothing yet. but maybe GOH practise?
Thursday: last rehersal
Friday: ATC!!! nah. musical of course.
Saturday: ATC!!! no. musical.
Sunday: finally! a break! no. go train for napfa challenge.
i'm busy. dont expect to see me online till next sunday. see ya!~
ok. ytd was farewell. so saD!!!!!! haha. yep. we were hMm. disorganised? oops. yeA. well, only a few cried. phEw. or else i'll start too. yep. was running ard here and there....serving. went home late. anyway, they took the mat frm the teacher's table. and me and xt didnt know. we threw it into the bin. oops! die. take out and wash. haha. put back and dry. lalalala.
not much time for interaction la. but felt like crying when yuling ma'am talked abt the time we cried. abt that story. and wanted to cry even more when gwen ma'am said she'll esp miss the cc team. aW man. really wanted to cry.
yeA. today went to school to prac. prac in the e.hall...hand was frozen. then stoned in the hall. on the way home...was with ruoyi, euodia, faith and a sec1...ruoyi was horny. talked abt...haha. yea. dunno how we came up with a half dress rehersal on monday. yea. wear half the clothing.
well...here's my programme for next week.
Monday: Full dressed rehersal at acsb
Tuesday: Photo taking
Wednesday: nothing yet. but maybe GOH practise?
Thursday: last rehersal
Friday: ATC!!! nah. musical of course.
Saturday: ATC!!! no. musical.
Sunday: finally! a break! no. go train for napfa challenge.
i'm busy. dont expect to see me online till next sunday. see ya!~
Saturday, July 10, 2004
this is irritating. i'm sorry if i'm being irritating. but i am being irritated that's why i am this way.
don't talk to me about musical anymore. i want to hear none of it. seems like they all want me to join musical. and dun wan me to go atc? shit them la. it's my passion to go for atc.
anyway. Bible says "let not your heart be troubled" right? if you don't have the peace to do something, don't do it. if you don't have the peace to eat something, don't eat it. so, i dont feel at peace going for musical. so why am i still doing it? easy answer. i feel like i'm being forced to. i know they say what dun let peer pressure affect you. but what if i chose atc? i'll be black listed? i'll get into deep trouble. so they're indirectly forcing me to go 4 what i dont want. it's like...they say i have a choice. but actually i dont. why cant you just grant me the freedom of choice? i prefer atc, i love np more, i'd rather train up my stamina at camp rather that strain my fingers while playing the violin. yea. i know it was my fault i didnt say so earlier. but how can you totally blame me? i was told that i wasnt confirm in the thingy. so i didnt really seed the urgent need to go find her. so yes. what's the deal abt changing the programme? at the most just announce that there's a change. or dont let ppl know la. does it matter to strangers anyway?
this turned out to be longer than expected. but i wanna say....and i'm not afraid to say that...my heart will be with camp camp camp thruout this. i will never change my opinion of this. nEvEr. so too bad.
i shant say anymore. because i'll start crying again if i do.~
don't talk to me about musical anymore. i want to hear none of it. seems like they all want me to join musical. and dun wan me to go atc? shit them la. it's my passion to go for atc.
anyway. Bible says "let not your heart be troubled" right? if you don't have the peace to do something, don't do it. if you don't have the peace to eat something, don't eat it. so, i dont feel at peace going for musical. so why am i still doing it? easy answer. i feel like i'm being forced to. i know they say what dun let peer pressure affect you. but what if i chose atc? i'll be black listed? i'll get into deep trouble. so they're indirectly forcing me to go 4 what i dont want. it's like...they say i have a choice. but actually i dont. why cant you just grant me the freedom of choice? i prefer atc, i love np more, i'd rather train up my stamina at camp rather that strain my fingers while playing the violin. yea. i know it was my fault i didnt say so earlier. but how can you totally blame me? i was told that i wasnt confirm in the thingy. so i didnt really seed the urgent need to go find her. so yes. what's the deal abt changing the programme? at the most just announce that there's a change. or dont let ppl know la. does it matter to strangers anyway?
this turned out to be longer than expected. but i wanna say....and i'm not afraid to say that...my heart will be with camp camp camp thruout this. i will never change my opinion of this. nEvEr. so too bad.
i shant say anymore. because i'll start crying again if i do.~
Monday, July 05, 2004
i think i've finally decided on something.
Camp. AtC. and here are my reasons. first and foremost, you think the officers will allow me not to go?
secondly, call me lazy. Musical needs practise. Atc...just go there and chiong and have fun!
thirdly, i got this feeling atc will be more fun. besides the punishments and the lack of sleep. duh right. camps are more fun. musical...you feel a sudden sense of great achievement after it finishes. but at the same time you feel like you have a great burden off your back.
forthly, if i go for musical, i either wont get to go for atc at all or i'll have to go with other areas. tell me, who feels safe going with other ppl you dont know? i mean, you'll feel lonely. yes. you make new friends. but having friends that you know well is better. good sqdmates that will care more abt you than any others.
Fifthly, i cant turn up for most of the musical practises. If i do, i'll miss GOH trainings and sec4 farewell. And i'm not directly involved in the musical. GOH is a yes. and sec4 farewell...we're in charge.
Sixthly, either you're committed to one or another. In this case, it can't be both.
Seventhly, rope obst and campcraft seems more appealing to me. Night walks...campfires...they all sound betta. yes. i know musical is a once in a lifetime thing. but so is sec3 atc. heard it's a lot different from sec2 atc. and i want my badge. haha.
Eighthly, i'll be missing and probably thinking of what i'll be doing at musical at atc, but i'll sure be angry and missing my sqdmates and jealous of them when they come back if i go for musical.
so there you go. 8 reasons as to why i chose atc. i don't know what ms loh's reaction will be if i tell her tmr. but if she insists i go for musical. it's not my prob anymore. i'll leave it to the 2 teachers to argue it out. i'll just tell her that i wanna go for atc.
if turaiya can quit from the main cast just to go for atc, why can't i? i'm not saying i'm not interested in violin anymore, but my decision is atc. you either be loyal to one or the other. in this case, i choose np. so don't try to change me decision. i'm promising myself i'll stick to it.~
Camp. AtC. and here are my reasons. first and foremost, you think the officers will allow me not to go?
secondly, call me lazy. Musical needs practise. Atc...just go there and chiong and have fun!
thirdly, i got this feeling atc will be more fun. besides the punishments and the lack of sleep. duh right. camps are more fun. musical...you feel a sudden sense of great achievement after it finishes. but at the same time you feel like you have a great burden off your back.
forthly, if i go for musical, i either wont get to go for atc at all or i'll have to go with other areas. tell me, who feels safe going with other ppl you dont know? i mean, you'll feel lonely. yes. you make new friends. but having friends that you know well is better. good sqdmates that will care more abt you than any others.
Fifthly, i cant turn up for most of the musical practises. If i do, i'll miss GOH trainings and sec4 farewell. And i'm not directly involved in the musical. GOH is a yes. and sec4 farewell...we're in charge.
Sixthly, either you're committed to one or another. In this case, it can't be both.
Seventhly, rope obst and campcraft seems more appealing to me. Night walks...campfires...they all sound betta. yes. i know musical is a once in a lifetime thing. but so is sec3 atc. heard it's a lot different from sec2 atc. and i want my badge. haha.
Eighthly, i'll be missing and probably thinking of what i'll be doing at musical at atc, but i'll sure be angry and missing my sqdmates and jealous of them when they come back if i go for musical.
so there you go. 8 reasons as to why i chose atc. i don't know what ms loh's reaction will be if i tell her tmr. but if she insists i go for musical. it's not my prob anymore. i'll leave it to the 2 teachers to argue it out. i'll just tell her that i wanna go for atc.
if turaiya can quit from the main cast just to go for atc, why can't i? i'm not saying i'm not interested in violin anymore, but my decision is atc. you either be loyal to one or the other. in this case, i choose np. so don't try to change me decision. i'm promising myself i'll stick to it.~
Sunday, July 04, 2004
dunno dunno dunno dunno dunno.
camp musical camp musical camp musical.
chinese chem chinese chem chinese chem.
everything! i forgot to bring home my chem book. die.
i don't wanna think about camp or musical. i'll talk about today. it's been 3 weeks since i've been back to my own church. after going to ncc for the past 3 weeks. was getting used to going to serangoon mrt at 9.50. anyway. aH. see la. not ard for 3 weeks. the youth led the whole worship thing today. and almost everything was run by the youths today. cool. even the message. hA. a bit of screw ups. but very well done for the first time. laAaAa.
i have tons of chinese to study tomorrow. sure, i would love to go watch spiderman tmr. but i have lots of cheng yu, yan yu and guan yong yu to learn! mrs goh wrote one thing on the board and the paper said another. how am i supposed to know how many to learn?
kinda looking forward to the sec4 farewell practise on tue. we're finally in charge. finally. wonder how it'll turn out. wonder who'll be the first to scold. and who'll be the fiercest. hEE
i decided to add this in...
goodness! *smacks head* why is everyone so bloody pisst abt training sessions? what's everyone's problem? just relax a bit can? hello?!? you think only you are damn tensed up? like everyone is! so just stop this abt what...so pisst...so disappointed abt this and that. complaining won't help. wanna make a difference? well do something about it! don't just sit in your chair and type it in your blog! (i'm referring to myself too. look at what i'm doing now.) yes. writing something in your blog may or may not wake ppl up. (eRm.i think i'm contradicting myself.)
ok. whatever. i'm getting too tensed with everything going on. just feel like asking someone to decide everything for me. something like the perfect decision? i don't wanna keep thinking of which one i should go for. i feel like i'm stuck somewhere between two walls...unable to move. so don't blame me if i'm cranky this July. i really have lots going thru my mind. Lord, please help me find the peace so that i'll be able to make the right decision. Thank you. ~
camp musical camp musical camp musical.
chinese chem chinese chem chinese chem.
everything! i forgot to bring home my chem book. die.
i don't wanna think about camp or musical. i'll talk about today. it's been 3 weeks since i've been back to my own church. after going to ncc for the past 3 weeks. was getting used to going to serangoon mrt at 9.50. anyway. aH. see la. not ard for 3 weeks. the youth led the whole worship thing today. and almost everything was run by the youths today. cool. even the message. hA. a bit of screw ups. but very well done for the first time. laAaAa.
i have tons of chinese to study tomorrow. sure, i would love to go watch spiderman tmr. but i have lots of cheng yu, yan yu and guan yong yu to learn! mrs goh wrote one thing on the board and the paper said another. how am i supposed to know how many to learn?
kinda looking forward to the sec4 farewell practise on tue. we're finally in charge. finally. wonder how it'll turn out. wonder who'll be the first to scold. and who'll be the fiercest. hEE
i decided to add this in...
goodness! *smacks head* why is everyone so bloody pisst abt training sessions? what's everyone's problem? just relax a bit can? hello?!? you think only you are damn tensed up? like everyone is! so just stop this abt what...so pisst...so disappointed abt this and that. complaining won't help. wanna make a difference? well do something about it! don't just sit in your chair and type it in your blog! (i'm referring to myself too. look at what i'm doing now.) yes. writing something in your blog may or may not wake ppl up. (eRm.i think i'm contradicting myself.)
ok. whatever. i'm getting too tensed with everything going on. just feel like asking someone to decide everything for me. something like the perfect decision? i don't wanna keep thinking of which one i should go for. i feel like i'm stuck somewhere between two walls...unable to move. so don't blame me if i'm cranky this July. i really have lots going thru my mind. Lord, please help me find the peace so that i'll be able to make the right decision. Thank you. ~
Friday, July 02, 2004
hAppY yOutH daY! hMm. teachers put up a good performance today. fashion show. nice. ms lau...so hip! if she dressed like that...maybe she wont look so old. hehe. quite chio oso. hMM. mrs tan was funny. haha. ms ferng. wHoOo!! she can shake man!! haha. ms ang so active. cool. looked good in the street wear.
anyway. yep. lessons lessons. and my time-table didnt change! eRgH! i'm stuck with double periods. and physics. cool. this is real cool. 1 week and we finished 2 chpts! 3 periods one chapt. today another 2...finished another. cool right? tests start next week. i'm so dead. with np np np...staying back almost everyday. how am i supposed to study for test?
speaking of np. today was ok la. time passed fast. thank god. my feet were killing me. sole cramp. ok. so we saw ThIs sec1 learning to march. i was trying to control myself frm even um cheo-ing. but i saw sharon shaking. so i started laughing. and yingle too. erm. ha. it's really funny. not that i kpo go look can? is right in front of me...i cant look away right? was really funny. after that laughed and laughed. haha.
whatever. i'm not in the best of mood now. no one is to piss me off. guess what. just when i started giving up the thought of attending musical...playing violin...ms loh gave me and grace the scores for musical. and that really stirred my feelings again. and now. i'm in a dilemma. i've counted. by the rate np trainings are going. i only have time to attend drips and draps of practise sessions...and only 1 full rehersal. and...AnD...even if i do practise...i cant even go? unless you allow me to go for atc with other areas? but still...i will be so lonely. so yes. musical...atc...musical...atc. dont try to convince to to go for either. cuz i really wanna go for both. i cant say which one i wanna go more. so dont attemp to say anything about persuading me.
as i said. july is a bad month. everything clashes. i'm either gonna go crazy. or physically breakdown. i hope july passes fast. really really really fast. get on to august!~
anyway. yep. lessons lessons. and my time-table didnt change! eRgH! i'm stuck with double periods. and physics. cool. this is real cool. 1 week and we finished 2 chpts! 3 periods one chapt. today another 2...finished another. cool right? tests start next week. i'm so dead. with np np np...staying back almost everyday. how am i supposed to study for test?
speaking of np. today was ok la. time passed fast. thank god. my feet were killing me. sole cramp. ok. so we saw ThIs sec1 learning to march. i was trying to control myself frm even um cheo-ing. but i saw sharon shaking. so i started laughing. and yingle too. erm. ha. it's really funny. not that i kpo go look can? is right in front of me...i cant look away right? was really funny. after that laughed and laughed. haha.
whatever. i'm not in the best of mood now. no one is to piss me off. guess what. just when i started giving up the thought of attending musical...playing violin...ms loh gave me and grace the scores for musical. and that really stirred my feelings again. and now. i'm in a dilemma. i've counted. by the rate np trainings are going. i only have time to attend drips and draps of practise sessions...and only 1 full rehersal. and...AnD...even if i do practise...i cant even go? unless you allow me to go for atc with other areas? but still...i will be so lonely. so yes. musical...atc...musical...atc. dont try to convince to to go for either. cuz i really wanna go for both. i cant say which one i wanna go more. so dont attemp to say anything about persuading me.
as i said. july is a bad month. everything clashes. i'm either gonna go crazy. or physically breakdown. i hope july passes fast. really really really fast. get on to august!~
Thursday, July 01, 2004
Wednesday, June 30, 2004
aHhhhHHhHh. gimme a break la! stupid com. always giving me problems. i still cant open IE. and guess what. i tried. i tried to dl msn explorer! and it kept hanging. cldnt even log in. log in oso cannot! whAt's wrong with this com?!?! it's time to get a new one!
anyway. cool man. this whole singapore blackout. lalalala. mine came back ard 30mins. thank god. hehe. it was cool. outside pitch dark. was gonna sleep. but came out and stare into space. no air-con. no fan. how to sleep? lalla
anyway. school today was ok la. SS...ms ang came in. ms chin!! no more ms chin! why does sch. keep changing teachers?!?!? will they just stop it! ok. nvm. haha. she let us watch spiderman! lalalala. cool.
i dont wanna write anymore. this computer is making me depressed.~
anyway. cool man. this whole singapore blackout. lalalala. mine came back ard 30mins. thank god. hehe. it was cool. outside pitch dark. was gonna sleep. but came out and stare into space. no air-con. no fan. how to sleep? lalla
anyway. school today was ok la. SS...ms ang came in. ms chin!! no more ms chin! why does sch. keep changing teachers?!?!? will they just stop it! ok. nvm. haha. she let us watch spiderman! lalalala. cool.
i dont wanna write anymore. this computer is making me depressed.~
Monday, June 28, 2004
something's really wrong with this thing. and windows explorer keeps hanging. something's wrong with this computer.
i'm sorry to say...1st day of school and i'm already complaining. i don't care who reads this.. this is my blog. i am free to write anything i want. no one can condemn me. so read it and keep your mouth shut if you have any bad comments.
i-want-my-form-teacher-back! i want mrs tan back! wth lor. gimme new teacher...who is...boring! totally. so i judge someone on the first day. who cares? 1st impression counts. and to me, she's boring. lil bit of resemblance to ms loh though. the way she talks. i'm not saying i cant adjust to changes...i just feel mrs tan's way of handling things are better. wait. wait until i find out the main reason why...then i'll come back and write more. continuing...she asked us to intro ourselves on paper. erM. who we like best in the class? huH? hello? what kinda bo liao qn is that? like i always ask.."wu liao mei shi zuo ah?"
so you see...school hasnt gotten off to a good start for me. hope it improves. monday's boring. well...math..hA. ms kang didnt have a math TB. cannot teach. so we did our own things. she's still the same. soft...likes to sHhHhH. haha. we'll see how her teaching for math is la. haha. funny girl. and from np!! hAhA. still a bit the not over it. hehe. my senior senior senior senior.............. hA.
wHaT's in store for me tmr? hopefully something betta. physics and chem. maybe science will be bettA. hopefully.~
i'm sorry to say...1st day of school and i'm already complaining. i don't care who reads this.. this is my blog. i am free to write anything i want. no one can condemn me. so read it and keep your mouth shut if you have any bad comments.
i-want-my-form-teacher-back! i want mrs tan back! wth lor. gimme new teacher...who is...boring! totally. so i judge someone on the first day. who cares? 1st impression counts. and to me, she's boring. lil bit of resemblance to ms loh though. the way she talks. i'm not saying i cant adjust to changes...i just feel mrs tan's way of handling things are better. wait. wait until i find out the main reason why...then i'll come back and write more. continuing...she asked us to intro ourselves on paper. erM. who we like best in the class? huH? hello? what kinda bo liao qn is that? like i always ask.."wu liao mei shi zuo ah?"
so you see...school hasnt gotten off to a good start for me. hope it improves. monday's boring. well...math..hA. ms kang didnt have a math TB. cannot teach. so we did our own things. she's still the same. soft...likes to sHhHhH. haha. we'll see how her teaching for math is la. haha. funny girl. and from np!! hAhA. still a bit the not over it. hehe. my senior senior senior senior.............. hA.
wHaT's in store for me tmr? hopefully something betta. physics and chem. maybe science will be bettA. hopefully.~
Sunday, June 27, 2004
something's wrong with my IE. i'm using windows explorer.
and so...today's the last day of my freedom. well...at least until the next holiday! anyway. yes. went to church this morning with beishan. yep. hMm.... shine Jesus shine brought back memories. yes. good memories. memories of church camps...light sticks...sigh. those were the days... ha.
i ate an expensive lunch. at esplanade library. cuz beishan went there to pia hmk. i went home...pia some newspaper thing. more or less done. more or less packed. stupid time-table.
i go thru this every last day of the holidays... i don't wanna go back to school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cries. i dun wanna wake up early. bleah. cant stand it. i dun wanna start studying again. erGh. esp with the change of new teachers. what's the problem with the school? sec3 is foundation year! ergh
4get it. no amt of complaining will give me 1 xtra week of hols.~
and so...today's the last day of my freedom. well...at least until the next holiday! anyway. yes. went to church this morning with beishan. yep. hMm.... shine Jesus shine brought back memories. yes. good memories. memories of church camps...light sticks...sigh. those were the days... ha.
i ate an expensive lunch. at esplanade library. cuz beishan went there to pia hmk. i went home...pia some newspaper thing. more or less done. more or less packed. stupid time-table.
i go thru this every last day of the holidays... i don't wanna go back to school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cries. i dun wanna wake up early. bleah. cant stand it. i dun wanna start studying again. erGh. esp with the change of new teachers. what's the problem with the school? sec3 is foundation year! ergh
4get it. no amt of complaining will give me 1 xtra week of hols.~
Saturday, June 26, 2004
That's Why(You Go Away) by Micheal Learns to Rock
Baby want you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head
You're the one who set it up
Now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head
I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know
You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head
Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There is so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore
Baby want you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head
You're the one who set it up
Now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head
I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know
You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head
Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There is so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore
Friday, June 25, 2004
It's been a crazy and hectic week with pk course and drills. now that it's over, i feel a small tinge of relief. small. another problem's popped up. it's called HOMEWORK.
Saturday is gonna be more relaxing. But, it's the "choing-ing day". i am gonna chiong all my homework. all that i can do that is. as for those i have no idea how...well...good luck to me.
meanwhile, yeS! slacked the whole day. i'm addicted to reading harry potter again. hopefully i dont get a chance to read it tomorrow! or else i'll be reading thruout. anyway, you! hey you! don't you dare disturb me tomorrow you hear? disturb me and i'll cut of your head on the first day of school. that would at least provide me with some entertainment...since monday's lessons are boring! -oops- i'm not over with the time-table thing!
i have seemed to have forgotten that i still have a sunday. that's a day to start worrying where all my books are, where all my hmk is and whether i forgot anything for school. mind you, i have only 1 pair of shoes left for school...since i soiled one during kayaking.
this one month has passed so fast. school stuff. i'm not surprised if in the near near near future, there would be a "give us back our holidays!" protest right here in Singapore.
still, "let your heart not be troubled". i know i'm becoming obsessed with this phrase but it's from te bible! in other words, in profound english, "find peace in whatever you do." in simple enlish..."lac la!" i'm not saying to lac abt your hmk and stuff...just don't over-worry. hA. reminds me of hermoine in harry potter. whateVeR.~
Saturday is gonna be more relaxing. But, it's the "choing-ing day". i am gonna chiong all my homework. all that i can do that is. as for those i have no idea how...well...good luck to me.
meanwhile, yeS! slacked the whole day. i'm addicted to reading harry potter again. hopefully i dont get a chance to read it tomorrow! or else i'll be reading thruout. anyway, you! hey you! don't you dare disturb me tomorrow you hear? disturb me and i'll cut of your head on the first day of school. that would at least provide me with some entertainment...since monday's lessons are boring! -oops- i'm not over with the time-table thing!
i have seemed to have forgotten that i still have a sunday. that's a day to start worrying where all my books are, where all my hmk is and whether i forgot anything for school. mind you, i have only 1 pair of shoes left for school...since i soiled one during kayaking.
this one month has passed so fast. school stuff. i'm not surprised if in the near near near future, there would be a "give us back our holidays!" protest right here in Singapore.
still, "let your heart not be troubled". i know i'm becoming obsessed with this phrase but it's from te bible! in other words, in profound english, "find peace in whatever you do." in simple enlish..."lac la!" i'm not saying to lac abt your hmk and stuff...just don't over-worry. hA. reminds me of hermoine in harry potter. whateVeR.~
Thursday, June 24, 2004
i just read someone's blog. and yes. i'm among the "few" to read it. we weren't there yesterday, she must have been very angry. i want to say. sorry on behalf. well, i'm scared. ha. i know our attitude has been sucky. even my own sqdmates, who don't bother to turn up when they just don't feel like coming. (sorry to offend anyone) sad to say, i didnt feel like going for today's training too. i think majority didn't feel like it. but hey. we still went. and on monday, when i was having a fever, i was thinking...if i dont get well by thurs, i'll probably come and sit down for 4 hrs? see, i cant stay at home. mom's not here. no one to write letter for me. i cant get an mc. too expensive and i have almost every kind of medicine at home. i'm scared. i'm scared i'll fall ill tmr. i'm sorry.
well...yeah. too bad for those people who didnt come today. they may have gotten into GOH. but now, well...in the first place, since they dont even bother to turn up, why wld they bother whether they're in GOH right? hA. nvm. let's talk about happier things.
selection for GOH...was more like..."american idol"? hahahaha. i'm not saying that we had "she bangs" auditions. it was just that they grouped us into 3 grps. 2 which would go into GOH. 1 supporting. happened that me and xt were in beishan ma'am's grp. ying le was in michelle ma'am's. then they moved me and xt to michelle ma'am's. then they announced ren cui ma'am, beishan ma'am's group was in the GOH. ok. imagine how i felt. but. ying le? not getting in? huh? ha. turned out they played a joke on us. aH. that was entertaining.
mr yeo again. aH. i say it was quite a good session towards the end. learning how to stop and the sound of the drums during parade. but we were laughing at erm. the way the drum sounds were imitated? haha. well. that's how it is.
piano. i screwed up what i played. totally. forgot all the notes though i had the score in front of me. what? cant blame me right? pk pk pk. ha. nono. fever fever fever. thank god i recovered fast. and i really mean thank you Lord! anyway, yes. i was trying to beat the sound of the construction outside. naturally i played...loudly? oops. a bit to aggressive.
"Let your heart not be troubled"<----- uH...John chapter 15 verse something. so find peace in whatever you do. and if you dont have the peace, don't do it. and don't be so troubled. it'll make you look older.~
well...yeah. too bad for those people who didnt come today. they may have gotten into GOH. but now, well...in the first place, since they dont even bother to turn up, why wld they bother whether they're in GOH right? hA. nvm. let's talk about happier things.
selection for GOH...was more like..."american idol"? hahahaha. i'm not saying that we had "she bangs" auditions. it was just that they grouped us into 3 grps. 2 which would go into GOH. 1 supporting. happened that me and xt were in beishan ma'am's grp. ying le was in michelle ma'am's. then they moved me and xt to michelle ma'am's. then they announced ren cui ma'am, beishan ma'am's group was in the GOH. ok. imagine how i felt. but. ying le? not getting in? huh? ha. turned out they played a joke on us. aH. that was entertaining.
mr yeo again. aH. i say it was quite a good session towards the end. learning how to stop and the sound of the drums during parade. but we were laughing at erm. the way the drum sounds were imitated? haha. well. that's how it is.
piano. i screwed up what i played. totally. forgot all the notes though i had the score in front of me. what? cant blame me right? pk pk pk. ha. nono. fever fever fever. thank god i recovered fast. and i really mean thank you Lord! anyway, yes. i was trying to beat the sound of the construction outside. naturally i played...loudly? oops. a bit to aggressive.
"Let your heart not be troubled"<----- uH...John chapter 15 verse something. so find peace in whatever you do. and if you dont have the peace, don't do it. and don't be so troubled. it'll make you look older.~
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
what the. obviously someone's trying to stop me from complaining abt my time -table. thanx 4 disconnecting me. whatever. i'll type it out again then. i scared you ah! this time table sucks. totally. the worst thruout my sec school life. seen nth like this before. watch this.
1st, math teacher change again. hope i dont start failing.
2nd, WHAT IS TOTALLY DAMN WRONG WITH THE DAMN SCHOOL?!?!?! HELLO?!?! EVER HEARD OF A CLASS WHERE THE FORM TEACHER ONLY GETS TO COME IN TO HER FORM CLASS ONLY 1 PERIOD A WEEK?!?!?!? WHAT THE? ENGLISH CHANGE TO THIS ULU TEACHER. HELLO?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? I WANT MRS TAN BACK! by far the best teacher in my sch. life. thank you very much.
3rd, guess what. we have to stay back on fri just 4 cme. FRIDAY! AND IT'S NOT TAUGHT BY MRS TAN! WAH LAU. I HATE THIS!!
4th, geog and ss on the same day. humans in the same day?! you wanna drive me nuts?
5th, monday is boring
6th, i think they should change some boring lessons with a math. we still need more prac and a math and all they give is 4 periods?
7th, poor HCL girls. have to wait for 35 mins for their HCL on mondays. then stay back until so late. pity them. it's a waste of their time i would say.
in conclusion, this time-table sucks.
now, i'm so sorry. you should be wondering why this crazy lunatic hasnt blogged 4 5 days and when she does, she starts complaining abt her damn time-table. i'm so sorry. but it totally sucks. yes.
past few days pk course. i fell sick on monday. had a fever. went home to rest. tue was much betta. and today. i feel like a thousand needles have pierced my throat. hehe. yep.
well. here's what happened thruout the 5 days. sat...band concert. sun..sick. mon...sick. tue...no time. well....4days la. whatever. i'm tired. off to prepare my uniform!~
1st, math teacher change again. hope i dont start failing.
2nd, WHAT IS TOTALLY DAMN WRONG WITH THE DAMN SCHOOL?!?!?! HELLO?!?! EVER HEARD OF A CLASS WHERE THE FORM TEACHER ONLY GETS TO COME IN TO HER FORM CLASS ONLY 1 PERIOD A WEEK?!?!?!? WHAT THE? ENGLISH CHANGE TO THIS ULU TEACHER. HELLO?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? I WANT MRS TAN BACK! by far the best teacher in my sch. life. thank you very much.
3rd, guess what. we have to stay back on fri just 4 cme. FRIDAY! AND IT'S NOT TAUGHT BY MRS TAN! WAH LAU. I HATE THIS!!
4th, geog and ss on the same day. humans in the same day?! you wanna drive me nuts?
5th, monday is boring
6th, i think they should change some boring lessons with a math. we still need more prac and a math and all they give is 4 periods?
7th, poor HCL girls. have to wait for 35 mins for their HCL on mondays. then stay back until so late. pity them. it's a waste of their time i would say.
in conclusion, this time-table sucks.
now, i'm so sorry. you should be wondering why this crazy lunatic hasnt blogged 4 5 days and when she does, she starts complaining abt her damn time-table. i'm so sorry. but it totally sucks. yes.
past few days pk course. i fell sick on monday. had a fever. went home to rest. tue was much betta. and today. i feel like a thousand needles have pierced my throat. hehe. yep.
well. here's what happened thruout the 5 days. sat...band concert. sun..sick. mon...sick. tue...no time. well....4days la. whatever. i'm tired. off to prepare my uniform!~
Thursday, June 17, 2004
kayaking day 2
today. i'm not tired! wahahahahaha!!
ok. morning. guess what! we were earlY! like duh. went into the creek...thank god it's not the sea! i'm not seasick. but i'm getting sick of the sea. lalalala. learnt rescue. wOoOo!! cool!! totally. haha. ask for volunteer...no one volunteer. who's b'dae in apr? grace sabo me. do demo lor. capsize lor. eeEeW. but damn cool!! esp the deep water entrance or something. wahahaha. practise...then lunch
aft. lunch...learnt a few more strokes...then. play time! play to me in the water is splashing water. so i did. and soon...most of us were splashing here and there. the inst. used his paddle to splash. more efficient. wahah. so fun. then there was this half eaten apple...erm. we started playing apple polo with it? hAhA! then i saw a dead cat fish. eEeWW! i freaked!
inst. made us race to see who was the last to raft up. grAcEiE! so much 4 sabo-ing me. anyway. we all ended up singing peeping thru the window and the fisherman. hehe. horny.
anyway. play play play in the water...went back to the club. hehehehehe. washed the kayaks. then went to change. hehe. cool. got our certs. went to laminate it. our inst. quite nice la. not very strict. quite good. some peoples kept saying he's cute. erm. ok.
sigh. nice. i would like to thank jaime's sun block. i got a nice tan. instead of burn...grace. oh man. her burns are everywhere. cant touch her. it'll hurt. her face is red. ha. poor gal.
ok. went to heartland. ate kfc with grace, celene, jaime, turaiya. eat ler go mini toons buy sweets. then went to street magic. ok. we were like. caught there. caught by the magic tricks. damn nice. he persuaded us to join. haha. no money. we wan lor. but 3 ppl to $65...quite steep right? dunno la. no money currently. LaAA.
came home at 8? he. still floating. yay! tmr can wake up late! 3 cheeRs!~
today. i'm not tired! wahahahahaha!!
ok. morning. guess what! we were earlY! like duh. went into the creek...thank god it's not the sea! i'm not seasick. but i'm getting sick of the sea. lalalala. learnt rescue. wOoOo!! cool!! totally. haha. ask for volunteer...no one volunteer. who's b'dae in apr? grace sabo me. do demo lor. capsize lor. eeEeW. but damn cool!! esp the deep water entrance or something. wahahaha. practise...then lunch
aft. lunch...learnt a few more strokes...then. play time! play to me in the water is splashing water. so i did. and soon...most of us were splashing here and there. the inst. used his paddle to splash. more efficient. wahah. so fun. then there was this half eaten apple...erm. we started playing apple polo with it? hAhA! then i saw a dead cat fish. eEeWW! i freaked!
inst. made us race to see who was the last to raft up. grAcEiE! so much 4 sabo-ing me. anyway. we all ended up singing peeping thru the window and the fisherman. hehe. horny.
anyway. play play play in the water...went back to the club. hehehehehe. washed the kayaks. then went to change. hehe. cool. got our certs. went to laminate it. our inst. quite nice la. not very strict. quite good. some peoples kept saying he's cute. erm. ok.
sigh. nice. i would like to thank jaime's sun block. i got a nice tan. instead of burn...grace. oh man. her burns are everywhere. cant touch her. it'll hurt. her face is red. ha. poor gal.
ok. went to heartland. ate kfc with grace, celene, jaime, turaiya. eat ler go mini toons buy sweets. then went to street magic. ok. we were like. caught there. caught by the magic tricks. damn nice. he persuaded us to join. haha. no money. we wan lor. but 3 ppl to $65...quite steep right? dunno la. no money currently. LaAA.
came home at 8? he. still floating. yay! tmr can wake up late! 3 cheeRs!~
Wednesday, June 16, 2004
kayaking day 1
i'm floating!! here and there...left to right...right to left...dont talk to me abt the sea right now.
i'm lazy to write the details. let's see...we arrived late. why? cuz...we got lost. batch 33 has this tendency to get lost whenever we go to an unfamiliar place.
ok. we did capsize drill in the morning...till abt 1230. we went into the water...kayak a bit...went 4 lunch. i sldn have eaten chicken rice. i felt nauseous after that.
went back...practise on all the strokes. lallala. felt like puking. dieded. haha. FFW...learnt how to get onto the kayak when you capsize.
i really cant write anymore. floating away~~~~~~
i'm floating!! here and there...left to right...right to left...dont talk to me abt the sea right now.
i'm lazy to write the details. let's see...we arrived late. why? cuz...we got lost. batch 33 has this tendency to get lost whenever we go to an unfamiliar place.
ok. we did capsize drill in the morning...till abt 1230. we went into the water...kayak a bit...went 4 lunch. i sldn have eaten chicken rice. i felt nauseous after that.
went back...practise on all the strokes. lallala. felt like puking. dieded. haha. FFW...learnt how to get onto the kayak when you capsize.
i really cant write anymore. floating away~~~~~~
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
i've never spent so long cropping pictures b4.
anyway. went out to watch harry potter again today. yAy!! not as thrilling as the 1st time. haha. met celene and jaime..went bugis. ate at delifrance...then went to find something 4 celene...that cld hold all her neoprints. then went to take neoprints. yeA. got a bit of screw up. but got the sparkly deco. hEe.
then went to watch the movie. hehehehehehe. so nice. i want the book! aWw. beishan's in malaysia. i miss her!! hAhAhAhaHahaHaha! dotS. finish liao go back and take neoprints again. siao. ok. major major major screw up. dont know what jaime clicked on. we bu fu qi. take again! waHaHaHahA! this time it was nicer. ok la.
went to find it for celene again. well. she found something in the end. decided to go back. lazy to type details. yea. then the NEL was so crowded. so i rushed in. and they didnt! thanx man. got down and met them again in the next mrt. lalalalala.
lazy to type. tmr's kayaking. lalalalalala. i'm. not excited. not scared. nth. zilch.~
anyway. went out to watch harry potter again today. yAy!! not as thrilling as the 1st time. haha. met celene and jaime..went bugis. ate at delifrance...then went to find something 4 celene...that cld hold all her neoprints. then went to take neoprints. yeA. got a bit of screw up. but got the sparkly deco. hEe.
then went to watch the movie. hehehehehehe. so nice. i want the book! aWw. beishan's in malaysia. i miss her!! hAhAhAhaHahaHaha! dotS. finish liao go back and take neoprints again. siao. ok. major major major screw up. dont know what jaime clicked on. we bu fu qi. take again! waHaHaHahA! this time it was nicer. ok la.
went to find it for celene again. well. she found something in the end. decided to go back. lazy to type details. yea. then the NEL was so crowded. so i rushed in. and they didnt! thanx man. got down and met them again in the next mrt. lalalalala.
lazy to type. tmr's kayaking. lalalalalala. i'm. not excited. not scared. nth. zilch.~
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