i havent been online for 3 days. i wont be online for five days next week and the week after. what to do, exams. the most stressful time. esp in sec3, i just realised i have tons to complete...and exams are like next week? i've been studying thruout 8pm last 3 days. it's just that today is friday. and i came home early.

yes. compo paper. i managed to get bored while writing both compos. erM. formal letter was the most interesting!! senario: you're the president of ur CCA...supposed to plan 4 sec4 farewell...must submit proposal to teacher. i kept thinking back on sec4 farewell...whOoO! i was busy thinking. reminding myself of the times during the past 2 sec4 farewells. which reminds me, we're organising sec4 farewell this year!! aHhH!! hahaha.

compos...1st part was interesting. towards the end...i was bored. esp 4 chinese...i almost slept. and almost dozed off after that. *yAwWwNn*

studied phy, SS and lit today.~

i hate exams. exams exams exams.

i cant come online that often anymore, next week i'm not even gonna come online. don't miss me! i cant wait till exams are over.

wHat is it that the school has against blogs? what right do they have to tell us what to write? seriously, what's a blog if it's only reflective and sounds like an essay? it's no different from writing one if so. i'm not saying that vulgar lang is interesting. it's just that blogs should contain more substance. not only reflective stuff. yes it's public. of course it is. it's 4 me to pen my thoughts. blogs are 4 others to read. what's private? put password lA! hack then hack lor. change password lor. not as many would read it anyway. why are they making such a hoo-ha abt blogs?

school's the same. as always. it's routine. study study....come home...study study. we're mostly behind time. what's new. that's why i cant wait to have fun after exams.~

i cant say that A maths sux. because it really doesnt. it just sux when i cant do the question. exponential eqn i cant do? what's happening to my brain. either that or the book's got some serious problem. and i'm worried each time that that sorta qn will come out for exams. what more o levels! i havent done log for revision, but hopefully tmr i'll be able to do or else...i'll really go mad.

wEll...i didnt come online ytd. went out 4 b'dae meal. ok. call me backdated. i just realised that the whole grnd floor at far east was changed to erM. those youngster place like u see at almost every shopping centre. annex, the edge etc...

np was ok. finally got my rank and badges. there was this hp prob. which there was almost a spot check. but hey. i didnt bring anything "illegal" ok.

weLL...i just wanna say. are "you" jealous?

violin...that was the forte of the morning/afternoon. some of the grp 2 joined us. which made the grp very big. mindy...as usual, shared my stand. hA. we had to play diff parts so we had to move here and there every now and then. and mindy and i were slackers. we didnt even have to move. cuz we fitted into dr wong's instructions. hA. ok. so we were telling lame jokes thruout the lesson...mainly me, grace, joanna and mindy. we kept talking and laughing. dr wong was like... i think getting angry with us? and so we played cannon in D...which was damn tiring. i was stopping here and there...hEE. we left at 2.30. since it was the last lesson. but it was really fun la. with the crazy ppl. don't kn0w why, i kept laughing at the green ping pong ball joke. it's really lame. the 1st time u hear it u'll just roll ur eyes. but when u tell it or hear it the second time...piang. laugh until pengsan!~

English lesson

The 3 Little Singaporean Pigs

Last time, got tree leetle pics. Dey all bladers but not yet marry yet, so cannot get hedge-de-be flat, so must built their own house.

De fers blarder, a bit switch-off and like to relac, so he wan to built only simple-simple house, so he go and build one with stlaw. But then hor, when de house finis alledy, he bladers laugh at him and say, "Wahpiang, stlaw house how to live? So ao one- got no standard!"

De secan blarder, hor, tink hard and den wan to built a more good house, so he take many many wood (ood) and built a wooden(ooden) house. He go take come many many pieces of wood but his two blarders laugh at him and say, "Wa lau, so kayu wan...wood where can tahan wind? Wind come all drop alledy!"

De terd blader like to be aisi-borak wan, so he wan to built his house make come out of blick wan. When de house finis alledy, his blarders all come and look and den dey say, "Wah your house so nice wan, you got blick you early donch say-so ngiaow wan! De terd blarder say back, "Use your blain, use your blain!! You where can be crever like me?"

De tree blarders live happy happy hor, but den got one day, de big bag woof come and karchau de fers blarder. De woof say "leetle pic, leetle pic, open your door. If you donch ah, I will bro your house down!" De leetle pic very tee-kee one, so donch open de door. So der woof open his mouf big big and bro de stlaw house down. De fers blarder den run away fast fast to his secan blarder house.

When at de secan blarder house hor, de woof also come and say, "Lettle pic leetle pic open your door. If you donch open ah, i will bro your house down!" De secan blarder auso donch open de door, so de woof open his mouf big big and bro down the kayu house. De two blarder den run away fast fast to deir terd blarder house.

Now auso hor, at der terd blarder house, de woof again come and say, "Lettle pic leetle pic open your door. If you donch open ah, i will bro your house down!" De terd blarder say back, "you tink you crever you can bro my blick house down...you brow lah!" so de woof open his mouf big big and he bro and bro but cannot brow down. He brow and bri den he pengsan.

Our own ending:

De tree leetle pics dlagged de big bag woof inside the house. De big bag woof velly velly scared he scleam and scleam bo stop. De crever pic buay tahan the kao peh kao bu of the woof so take apple and staff inside his velly smerry mouf. "Lim peh ka le kong..." de crever pic say..."dun see me small small my house velly the stlong. You kiampa face so what you woof go home and drink beelok(milo) oso can have feeling. Why carm attack us gina! We no scared you wan. Come on baby let's fers tonight! Woof meat!!!" Den the woof scream "Ah."

The end.

erM. firstly i wanna say congrats to both ma'ams...peichen ma'am and beishan ma'am. aHhH! so cool!! so prestigious! the shoulder on top gonna have more thread!! haha. waH. everyone expected otherwise but hey. haha. so happy for them. but beishan seems neutral. no feelings when i went to congratulate her. hEE. cool man.

anYway, np on saT. like...we thot no more ler. hA. Well...nvm la. ok. erM. finally. finally i'm receiving my rank. and sana and marksman badge!! hEhEhehE!. yAyayAY. sigh. but what is it compared to SI! waH. haha. cant get over it. so nice can. hA. jealous.

English lesson...die! stomach cramp. *tolerates and continues to write essay* lit lesson...wah...*face turns purple* it was really pain ok. havent experienced such pain in a long time. i was practically squeezing the liquid paper. cuz it's the only thing i cld find to hold. and worse thing is i didnt bring panadol. st john wont give it to anyone incase any person is allergic to panadol. thank God during geog i felt betta...was able to complete whatever she was teaching.

peer tutoring. hA. quite fun yet quite boring. weLL...my grp happened to have diyanah who happened to go 4 pupil profiling. so i was left with 3....they did fast. so i was wandering ard. then i went over to help suying...yeA. hey. graphs! i hate them.presently, i'm doing both e and A maths on graphs. speaking of a math. die! test only 8 pass! ok. i'm failing. dont talk to me abt it!~

yeA! i finally got my IC done yesterday. oh yEa. strangie thing happened at ICA building. weLL...while i was doing mE ic, there was a power failure but the building was running on back up electricity. so only the escalators stopped. mummy found out today that it was cuz of the crash of nicoll highway. all the elec. lines underneath. yeA. heard that suntec suffered darkness 4 2hrs. weLL...thank god the computer system at ICA building didnt crash! or else i'll...eRm. complain? hA.

eEeE. crash. so scaRy! and 3 people havent been found yeT! so scarY!!~

hEllo bLoggiE.

obviously the tcherS in school arent very happy with blogs. but...i'll still love you bloggie!! hahA. yes. heY! they said so. they said that a blog is 4 you to write out ur feelings. so why write things that are not true...what compliment. in that case...wont blogs be boring? LaaaAa. and please. not all blogs are dirty. mine's clean. yEaH blogie? mine's "cute". haha. anyway, a blog is for yo to voice out ur feelings. hiyo. and want to scold people use a private blog la! then can write whatever you want. here is sorta public but still able to voice out opinions right?

lA. ok. anyway. i was still falling asleep in class today. but hey! i paid attention ok. mrs wong said that we must drink water so that the brain cells wld lighten up. yA. mine did. for a second or two. =P

and so...erM. i went with minwei they all 4 lunch. don't know where the other 2 went and..erM. hA. the funny part was...sHe. was sitting the table next to us. and so we started talking abt her. and laughing!! and then another shE came along and we started laughing again! yes. and at the water cooler min wei wanted to wet me so i moved back and hit heR. and they started coming up with what...i crush her! as in...crush and literally crush. hA! ok. understand? dont also nvm. i also dun understand.

sigh. i haf so many things this week. how to study!!~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! LALALALALALALALAL. ok. like what is wrong with my phone ah? cant receive pic msg when it;s off? didnt know. no wonder nv receive any pic msg todaY. hA. nvm. i spent my afternoon doing hmk! what a birthday.

anyway. erM. yA. shY's gift...was a sleeveless shirt and skirt. thanx ah. and thanx 4 the compliment that i'm thin! piang! the top can fit...the bottom...THEY THINK I VERY THIN AH! even my sis cant go in! how to fit me? i'm fat. haha. they're thin. i'm faT!! hahaha. yes. really very small lor. duh. this fashion. hA. thanx anyway.

and thanx to those who wished me. DadDy, mOmMy, family, erM. tingting, beishan, xue er, cherina, tony...and so many others. i only can remember this few cuz they're online!! haahaha. oops. lalala

oh. i cut my fringe todaY. i look neater. lalalalala. i think i'm going mad. ok. it's natural. i'm fifteen. i used to think...15..wah very big ah. now...i think...ah. no big deal. 16 is different. hA. sweet 16. i'll be sweet next yr! hA!~

apr 18 apr 18 apr 18 apr 18 apr 18 apr 18 apr 18 apr 18 apr 18 apr 18

npcc day omg. wait. nkf show very funny!! ok. erm. we met at 3pm. then took 158 to...hMm. who knows where. ok. we got lost. again. reminded us of SANA! ok. we ran all the way to SHY. tot they knew the way. go there.."hey u all know where anot?" oh man. ok. we took a cab to bartley...only to find out that they move ler! thanx to the taxi driver he knew where. lA. but the holding school is really lousy! the toilet. eRgH. anyway. we went to change. SHY gave me b'dae pressie. i'll tell u what it is afterwards if i remember.

got transported to PA. and we sat there 4 like...2 hrs? halfway, me, xt and ann marie went to toilet. shun bian buy drinks 4 everyone. so scared the CI scold. hEE. anyway...we went back. yibin sir asked me.."i dun have ah?" and so it happened that we had an extra bottle of sprite ice...so we decided to give it to him. hEE. lAA. ok. parade was gr8. they really swing their arms together. so sudki! then there was t-baton. felicia! damn good. then stunts. wah. damn sudki. love it.

they finished ard 8. waH. the gold units were rally good and smart in the white U. and rifles! they kept doing hormat. ha. ok. turaiya's sis came with us. we walked all the way to a bus stop along the PIE. they wanted to go eat. ice kachang. but i was saying...if 105 come i go home. other than that i go eat with them. oops. 105 really come!! hAhA. so i went home and ate soon kueh. oh yeah. they gave us bread to eat there. and i didnt get food poisoning! hAhAhA! oops. i got a lightstick too.hEE. ~

ok. is it me, or do i have wrinkles in my eyes? aHhHh!! hAhA. maybe its cuz i'm tired. weLL. it better not be cuz i'm going to be one year older!

tmr no np. but i still have to get ready my uniform. npcc day. and what...the parade starts at 6.30 and the bus frm bartley leaves at 4!?!? aHHh. ok. so i have to rush home frm violin then rush out again. gRaCe!! why u nv go!! ahHh!! now no one to pei wo. *cries* half a day taken up just like that.

CID was gross. and i mean really gross!! they showed you the pics of how people were injured...one was like...cld even see the intestines inside! and one they cut the head open. and the throat! omG! i didnt know gang members were so cruel! aHh! i'm freaking out again. many were covering their faces. really disgusting. dont talk abt now, i dun think i'll ever consider or harbour the thot of being in a gang!! hAhA.

tireD~

one word to describe today. HOT!!! bleah. we begged ms kang to let us go to the library to do our work. wEll, mrs tan was quite unhappy abt the cip project thing today. sorry!! yeA. some of them went for the sign lang thingy in place of EIA. while the others(like me) were doing a grammer wS. that WS was lame can! all the lame jokes! makes you roll your eyes. well anyway, mrs tan said that it was corny. hA

we got to go home at 3...which made yingle and grace jealous because me and celene were walking ard the school waiting 4 3pm. a1 was doing compre. then we said byebye to them at 3. hEE. *gRinZ* now...i met mrs tan at the drinks stall..well...her england's powderful but chinese...erM. she asked the auntie 4 2 ice mountains. but the auntie brought out one. so she said "duo yi bei" which meant one more cup. so i burst out laughing...and she was like...what's wrong? haha. so cutE! and she gave that "whatever" face!! hahaha. made me laugh till the bus stop.

today has been. HOT! and msn is not working at the moment. that leaves me with nothing to do except blog. hot hot hot. we want xtra fans in class! how abt 4? one in each corner. hA. mrs wong was suggesting they air-con the whole jireh block and let the sec4s study there. and we move to ebenezer cuz it's much cooler!! aHhH!. why not air con the whole sch! even when i stepped into 3a2 classroom in the morning...i felt hot!! had to sit under the faN. and now i have the fan blasting at me.

whY stand down this sat?!? so baD! *cries* anyway, npcc day dresscode...hMm. hA. we asked mr tang, but he has yet to reply us. nvm. i get to sleep more in the morning. muA. i have nothing to do except blog.
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As little children
We would dream of Christmas morn
Of all the gifts and toys
We knew we'd find
But we never realized
A baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

We were the reason
That He gave His life
We were the reason
That He suffered and died
To a world that was lost
He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

As the years went by
We learned more about gifts
The giving of ourselves
And what that means
On a dark and cloudy day
A man hung crying in the rain
All because of love, all because of love

I've finally found the reason for living
It's in giving every part of my heart to Him
In all that I do every word that I say
I'll be giving my all just for Him, for Him

He is my reason to live ~

i feel pain. but i wanna run again.~

my head is throbbing. heat migraine. what else? napfa lor. here's my various accounts of the stations.

wait wait. 1st, we didnt know there was afternoon lessons. we thot we were dismissed at 1pm!! then ms ferng came to tell us that there was still chem in the afternoon. ms ng didnt say b4 lor! sigh.

anyway, started with sit-ups. the netball and track ppl counted 4 us, we were actually hoping to do it ourselves. haha. but anyway i did till 36 4 no reason. wanted to stop at 31...

Incline pull up...don't say. it's the only B i got. hEE. really cannot take it. did 12. oops. throw face to np.

s&r...i surprisingly got A. heard that a lot who got 24 points got B 4 S&R. piang eh. jasmine ah. siao wan. 60.5cm!! swimmer la. waH!! really a lot lor. crazy person.

ok. SBJ was ok lar. serena...another one. jump close to 210. eRm. i got A lar.

shuttle run. wah best. that's where i got my migraine from. but, we were supposed to go to mr tang. but we saw ms kang...she was abt to take a break. we shouted 4 her and asked her to take us. hEE!! i think mr tang was angry!! haha. so she took 4 us. she shouted until her voice hoarse i think. hEE.

i cant type anymore. my head really hurts.~

happy easter!!

church today was fun with the play...it's cry-able. but i didnt. so paiseh!! ok. pastor spoke on understanding the show "The Passion if the Christ". the 1st time i saw the sermon i was like...don't talk to me about it! *cries* i wanna see it!! but later, all the slides he took was frm the show. omg...u sld really see it. how awful and painful. already just seeing some of the pics frm the show i really felt like crying..what more the show itself? well...he spoke of the trails Jesus went thru, His crusifiction and the ressurection. omg. the 1st 2 you really feel like crying. seEing what he went thru...i just can't describe it. I REALLY WANNA WATCH THAT SHOW! i'll cry my heart out. weLl...if you heard the message today, you'd really crY if not for so many community members present. really touching and i dunno! i really have to see it. and YOU too!!

oh well...went 4 lunch at one of the blocks..then i went home myself...daddy and mummy stayed on for the water baptism. ok. i went home with shirley. hA. not myself.~

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God sent His son
They called him Jesus
He came to love,
Heal and Forgive

He came to die
To buy my pardon
An empty grave
Is there to prove
My Savior lives

And because He lives
I can face tomorrow
Because He lives
All fear is gone

Because I know,
I know
He holds the future
And life is worth a living
Just because He lives.~

today had so many events. swearing in, c.ball comp, CDC. 1st...swearing-in. heard that pl got 1st for telematch!! gO sec1S!! yAy! captain's ball...2nd. wEll dOnE. i've been wondering...does pl have this trend of getting 2nd ah? CDC...heard that what the instructors like them. hAhA. hMm...well...must have been a fun day 4 all of them. and mE? i was sitting at home, studying physics! well...but i managed to study both chapters for test. and did my chem hmk. yeS. i feel accomplished. hA. but. i'm bored.

someone help me find a nice template for my blog!!~

happy good friday!! hAh. my mom woke me up at 8.30 today can!! i planned to sleep till 10am!! anyway, was supposed to go grAce's club today. but it was raining and lightning. so we went to heartland...shop shop 4 a while then went to her house to watch movie. is this chinese show. so saD!! but funny. was holding back my tears. i think mary has no feelings. hA. she was like....not affected at all. yeA. grace mom wanted to drive us to her club aft that but it started lightning again...fine. went back to heartland. i dunno....but we went to this fashion looking 4 a tube 4 huihua. then there was this dummy, wearing just undergarments...and the below...panty...there was one whole. huihua was the 1st to spot it. dotS! we started laughing! nobody noticed it except her can!! horny! slack slack there. went to arcade to play daytona. grace kept winning. then ate at delifrance again...erM. yA. hEE. keep eating. yep. this may sound boring but hey. it beats spending good friday at home right? ok. i will promise to start studying tmr.

meanwhile...to all those going 4 captains ball comp tmr...good luck!! bring GlOrY!!

and those going 4 CDC...enjoy urselfs!! damn fun. and to some people...dont get horny!! but it's fun la. esp when u get those funny instructors.~

i'm a confused person today. started with this weekend. c.ball when? CID when? wHoO. i dunno anything. all i know is this sat stand down 4 me. aHhHh!! so saD!!! cries!! anyway, mrs goh didnt come to class today...went to a1 to be an audience for their oral thingy. eng...we got to sleep! zZzZz. but i ended up making noise after Z-monster failed to attack me.

i was late 4 piano. heY. what to do. bus take so long. anD...my teacher was getting pisst at me 4 not remembering something abt Bartok. hey. tho i am a lit student i dont need to study on people's backgrnds! *gives a whatever clap*~

time table screwed up today. who cares? we got our recess. thats what matters. hMm...chapel...had this concert thingy. sang all the songs...they ruineD perfect!! aHhhh!! Aw man. ok. that guy can't sing. but that girl could. i love her voice. how i wish i had one like that. poweR!! (fuyou!!)

we're still high. free period...what were we doing? dancing! and erM. playing hangman?? but yeah. we were cheering and dancing billy banjang. i heard that 3b2 also. mrs stubbins scolded us and scolded 3b2 oso! wAh. she must be fuming. 2 sides scream so loudly.

thanx to tiffany. she made us horny today. i dunno whAT happened to her. she just became so horny. so i hit her ***** thrice and she started chasing after me. celene oso. oh man.we'rE pervertic.

No EIA today!! yAY! we had this theatre thing in the hall. 4 pure lit classes and some sec2 classes. they acted out mid summer night's dream and romeo & juliet. good acting. funny. and pervertic! the guy pretended to die...and his head landed on the other guy's *****. we were screaming. haha. also had a lot of kissing scenes. *cheers* oK. but it's really good. muahahaha. went home with partner today. she was going for ballet. dont understand why she has to take 53 to serangoon mrt and not just take 113 to kovan and take mrt to dohby gaut. funny girl. she says it's faster??~

The ZzZz monster has been attacking me badly today. i felt sleepy during every lesson except PE. A math...*falls asleep*. Lit...*dozing off* my partner fell asleep. Physics...ok lA. that's cuz we were laughing. we lied to ms kang that chapel was at 11.25. so gullible!! then we told her that it was 11.45!! she believed. wow. hA. math...mrs wong didnt come in. *sleepy* chinese...*feels sleepy*. chapel...tried to keep myself awake. but it was ok la. had some show thing.

Mrs teo's back. 1st pe lesson with her. 7 rounds, stretching. blisteR. pumping. 1 hand pumping reminded me of np. but she's nice la. we were so scared of her. hEE. oh no. zZz monster attacking me again. -Alpha Camp 2004- (zZZ monster)~

my whole class is high today!!. nono!! THE WHOLE SEC3 LEVEL IS HIGH TODAY!! started all the way in the morning. cheers cheers and more cheers. hall...assembly. sec3s were cheering all the way!! back to class...after recess...energy level: FULL. 3a2 cheers on and on with ms kang in class!! she didnt teach today. so we were singing. maths...mrs wong didnt teach either. she was playing games with us. 4 periods no studies!! go teachers!! we cheered practically everything. frm pee pee to banana song, suck ur jelly to xi de guo dong and so many more. we were so high today!! lunch...andrew ppl were dancing billy banjang!! until ms ferng came. muahahaha. so tired. i'm really tired now. was falling asleep during piano. zZzZ. alpha camp rox!! really miss it now. i dun mind staying 4 a week!! wonder whether we'll get high tmr.

btw. this week is REW. mrs tan kept stressing that we must be religious. no horny jokes. but. we kept singing banana song and "if i were" in class...made her go crazy. hahahahahaah!! talk abt being horny. lAaA~