went to sentosa's cafe del mar ytd. took the train. it was nice, but crowded, so i wasnt really in the mood to chill. met ms chua at vivo city. so cool. my mom thought she was my classmate or something. lols.

anyway, met jaime, edwin and shafik today. was supposed to go eat tau hui with shafik and edwin, but i was damn late. lols. waited for jaime at the mrt station. then went to ps. edwin wanted to watch the crocodile show, primeval. omg. the show was damn freaky! i'd rather watch music and lyrics again. haha. half the time my hand was over my mouth. and jaime cldnt stop complaining. edwin seemed to enjoy it. shafik was commenting on something in the movie and edwin was asking him to shaddup. which made me laugh. well, overall... i think we were all jokingly blaming edwin for the movie. lol. was msging yiling... she said "nv trust guys to choose movies." lol!!

shafik wanted to walk to town from ps. i didnt mind. but obviously jaime and edwin did. lols. we went to ljs to eat and talk talk for a while. edwin wanted some bag. went home after that. cuz edwin wanted to go home and shafik was sleeping on the train. i forgot to tell my mom not to cook dinner for me. so i had to go home and eat.

keeping a secret especially one like this is miserable. i wish i could tell.~

9 March 2007
NJ road run

reported at the same time for assembly, followed by the running off by the youngest of the school cohort. we were 3rd in line to run, and i ran with yiling. okay. i ran/walked with yiling. gave up running on encountering the 1st slope. then continued to run and walk. after that we slacked at the canteen, eating ice popsicles. prize presentation then go home!! went for lunch with yiling, pei yi and lyn at the bkt timah hawker centre. we didnt eat tang yuan. lol. chatted there for a while, before leaving. i came home to sleep because i was having a migrain. yiling had to go for zhenghua camp, and she was damn bored. so ended up msging her till i fell asleep.

Dinner

was supposed to meet raf, edwin, shafik and xt at 7 something to eat dinner tgt. at 8.30 i was still waiting for them, famished. was trying hard not to get angry. or else i'd have taken the next bus home. anyway, found them and ate at chomp chomp. gosh, raf changed his phone. so now THREE people in wols have the same phone. it's kinda cool. but kinda gay. lols. raf's is the silver limited edition. while edwin's and mine are black. was playing with his phone, while he was sending songs over from mine and xt's phone. at sting ray and hokkien mee.

havent seen them for so long. i kinda miss hanging out with them. i'm still arguing with edwin. as always. we walked to the park. raf was still sending songs. and edwin and shafik were doing drills all the way, with the drill cane. xt and i climbed the spider web, and saw some white person hiding behind the dustbin. we thought it was raf, it ended up to be edwin. both he and shafik came over to shake the spider web and attempted to climb it, after which they stole our slippers. haha. we went back, and were crapping. the two guys were asking xt and i stupid qns. while raf was STILL sending songs. haha. had to go back early, because raf was leaving early the next day. the 3 guys and i walked back to gardens. the 2 were still doing drills behind. edwin was 'angry' with me for something i didnt say. he assumed it! haha. bleahs. by the time i reached home it was 11.30pm.


Mine, raf's & edwin's phones

10 March 2007
Econs seminar/ NTU & NUS open house

omg. i was freaking late. but i took a cab into ntu, which cost me $5.80. argh. sleeping so late and waking up so early today, i was falling asleep during the talks. gosh. had to eat 2 sweets to keep me awake. i met ah ruo, serene, min wei and many other pl girls there. had a good talk with the 3. for lunch, we were led down to the area where the open house was held. and we ended up not going back for the talk. oops. took a tour of the biological sciences faculty. we saw all the labs... was cool. after that we walked ard the campus and went to eat lunch.

peiyi, fel and i wanted to go to nus open house after that, so we took a shuttle to boon lay, went to clementi and took a feeder to nus. gosh. i felt damn old at both universities. i felt like going back to nj or even pl. lols. we walked ard again. fel and peiyi took balloons. haha. went to see the cca booths and the different schools. gosh. i have to take physics in engineering. argh. now i really dont know what to take. lols. went home after that. i was damn tired.

took an mrt all the way back. and realised how long i have to travel to get to school everyday once i go into the university. good luck to me.

bon voyage raf!!~

yesH. there's finally a certain degree of freedom. and it is only during this period of time that you see hoards of nj people at town. lols.

Chem SPA skill A was alright. the normal compounds came out. Mr sito invigilated us again. after the paper he advertised for tonight's campfire. lols. after spa, peiyi, stella, ghis, tiff, sam had stuff on, leaving me, yiling, fel, lyn and anne marie. anne marie had lunch at home, so the 4 of us left stood around, waiting for the gate to open. the guys were going to play lan. we took a bus to town, went to far east to eat chicken rice. lol. then we went to walk around the shopping centre. people were scarce, ocassionally meeting nj people. we sat down at gelare to eat ice cream. haha.

after then we walked to lido. wanted to watch a movie. i saw the harry potter poster on the 5th movie. oh man. i went crazy. the movie was quite late. so we decided to walk to cine. memories of chingay rushed to both yiling and i, because we were walking the path we walked umpteen times during chingay. and the empty road that we sat on and had 'power' over was now filled with cars. cldnt decide on what movie to watch, music & lyrics or seducing mr perfect. we were waiting for peiyi, so we sat down at the high chairs to watch the trailers that they were screening. so many interersting movies are coming up this holiday, and even through the year. too bad they didnt advertise for harry potter. haha. and too bad i wont get to watch that many till november. my life in 2007 is depressing. but it's pretty entertaining to sit down there and watch all the movies that are coming up. i think it's meet the robinsons, where there's this dinosaur... called TINY... who was so big but with really tiny hands. damn cute.

anyway, we finally went to buy our tickets. decided to watch music and lyrics. this is the only time where you dont have to worry abt not getting tickets to the show that you want. and not being worried abt not being able to get the back seats. the movie was great! really nice. the song they composed was really sweet. and the 'pop' song was damn 80s. lols. not really a wrong choice of movie. and we only paid $6.50. =)

went home after that. guess they were tired. but i think i cld still have continued walking. but no money to do anything. haha. so went home too. poor poor ghis. she still has to study for her physics and chinese. she's complaining. while yiling and i are complaining because we have nothing to do. hahas.

road run tmr. hahas. i prefer to call it road-walk. because that's what i am going to do. bleahs.~


Our ice-cream at gelare

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's finally the end of common test ONE! i still have chemistry SPA skill A tmr. but it's all memory work. waha!! after studying day after day. and rejecting any invitation to go out, and my computer literally has cobwebs from the monitor to the chair. if i neglect it any longer it'll probably grow mold. hahas.

a brief summary of my papers:
GP- alright, compre was easier than promos
Chemistry- okay, but more difficult that i thought it would be
Econs- cldnt finish as usual. and all regurgitated from notes.
Math- alrights. i cldnt do some. stupid teacher cleared my gc of all my apps!
Physics- as the guys always say... GG!!!!! gg for ALL sections. i hope i pass.

The chem paper was pretty funny tho. mr sito was invigilating us. and he gave out paper 2 instead of paper 1 first. then after paper 1 he gave out paper 2 (mcq) and almost asked us to start without giving out the oas!! haha. those h3 math people still have exams tmr. muahaha. there's road run on friday. ergh. i hate running. so i think i'm walking with yiling. lols! then there's econs seminar on saturday. i hope it doesnt take all day. i'll fall asleep. so basically the whole of this week is gone, and next week too, because of cca -_-'''.

well, whatever. i can finally relax for like... a week before getting scolded for failing every subject for common test. lols.~

Chingay Parade of Dreams 2007

we went down after school, had a really early dinner. the whole night was pretty boring, because we werent at the parade itself. after our 1st shift, we stood in the middle of the road talking. oh yes, my group, TM 19!! consists of christian (grp leader), sam, desmond, chris, alvin, me, ghis, yiling, gladys, amanda and her fren. our grp leader is damn entertaining, he was imitating so many different things and was so lame. we cldnt stop laughing. we helped another grp later that night to tell everyone that the road is blocked. lols.

ever wanted to walk in the middle of orchard road and sing/dance/go crazy without being caught and being run down by the string of cars? then join chingay! lols. we owned the road! OWN man!! lols. christian kept saying he wanted power, being in traffic management. and we had a little bit. the 2nd night was more intresting, we were situated at lucky plaza, with many people asking for directions. we welcomed the Vvip people, SM, MM, and many more MPs. saw remy ong!! whEe.. then we had a break and sat down to watch the parade. took many pictures. was at the exit after the parade, so we got to see many famous people again! the President, the 4 hosts, gurmit singh. michelle chong. bryan wong. quan yifeng. they were a bit high and crazy. lols.

was supposed to go open the road. but some grp beat us to it. so we followed leonard (our overall i/c for traffic) back to the parade. after the whole thing, we took pictures and were walking along orchard road and going crazy! we sat down on the road and took pics... blah. went back to the tentage and went home!!

i must say it was a very enriching experience and a good time to make frens! i must commend my grp leader, christian, and the overall i/c, leonard, because they took such good care of us! and they were seriously entertaining. well, i fell sick this morning. probably because of too much running ard and being in the rain. but it was really a good time to relax esp when common test is coming up! met marcus a few times during the parade, was a good time to catch up with him again.

now it's studying till all my hair turns white.~

the entrance

one of the floats

TM 19 in the middle of orchard road

TM 19 at parade

no more coming online and blogging until common test ends. i have thu, sun of this week, the whole of next week to study and finish up so many topics. i'm dead. so no blogging till CT ends.

i was abt to sleep last night when shafik called. and asked me to call raf. for what? conference call. guess they were bored. lols. so we talked crap for like...an hour. and my outgoing!! arghs! 45mins! lols. edwin joined in a little while later. shafik was telling edwin something serious and there was raf.. blasting his music from his com, and coughing like an old man. i cldnt stop laughing. anyway. i think raf's phone died so everyone got disconnected. lols.

ok. back to studying...~

blahs. i cant find the audio i want. bleahs.

this week has been fun, with 3 things happening consecutively. valentine's day, total defence day & cny celebrations.

we'll start with v.day. whEeEe... we went to school and started giving out presents. i went there with a half full bag to come back with one in which i cldnt stuff everything inside. some gifts to others were pretty interesting, and ms lim was entertaining herself while waiting for the rest of the class to come. was damn funny. special thanks to my angel and mortal from 07S15 for the gifts! love them! then later, during CAAL, we cleaned up our class and decorated the wall and others. i was making fish with the red packets. lols. we hung them on the wall. then went for Cca, before going to meet up with the 4a2 people!! had dinner with yq, ry, se ying xy at mos, while looking at the long line of people queing for cafe cartel and thai express. kept talking abt jc life.

then total defence day. nothing happened actually. haha. we ran the road run, which was outside the school, which was 3.2km long. i lasted only half the journey. bleahs. peiyi waited for me again. thanks! went home and was pretty pisst off with a few people, basically if you dont respect me, dont even think of getting even a teeny weeny bit of respect from me. i rest my case.

yesterday was CNY. we cld wear our own clothes... so the class decided on white top and jeans. some didnt wear that tho. lols. it was ok. and we ended rather early, so yiling, peiyi, ghis, fel, lyn and i went to island creamery at serene centre to eat ice cream!! muahaha. we sat there for 2 hours or so just discussing abt everything under the sun. gossip, talking abt the past, the mischiefs during adolesence etc. had a good time laughing. fel, lyn, ghis and i decided to go town after that, because i was meeting my mom there. after waiting for 3 fully packed 174 buses, we decided to walk to another bus stop. but the 3 of them decided to go to 8 instead. so i made my way down to town, and met pei wei half way near sji. and i asked: how come u didnt go out with your sji frens? and i realised he was with his sji frens. lol! i was walking ard wisma, waiting for my mom, and i met tiff and stella!! haha. so walked ard with them for a while, and i saw many nj people as well as pl people from my batch. basically the whole world's at town. i only bought a top. wanted to get shoes but there was a long line at charles and keith. bleahs. met sam near the mrt station while on the way home. haha! i met so many people ytd.

anyway, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! i have no one to visit this year. now dont think it's a bad thing, because i hate it when i have to go to m'sia and sit there and stone. lols.~


S15's Wall


My V.day gifts


My v.day roses!

whEeE... been busy. am still busy.

had chingay fund raising on sunday 04/02. we got heartland. of all places! muaha. business was alright. i heard someone calling "fish! fish!". yep. it was raf. lols! i screamed. because i havent seen all of them for a rather long time. and i had 1 more person to extort money from. poor raf. i made him bankrupt, because he only had 80cents on him. i met danica, who was going home from tuition! i met tiff... and she hasnt changed! raf called edwin and shafik down, and edwin didnt wanna give me all his money. lols!

after the thing ended i went to join the 3 guys at the arcade. just to watch people play and hang ard. we were playing blackjack at the bus stop with shafik's cards. hA! all i want to say is that i'm grateful to see them even when i'm doing some job like that, and i really enjoyed their company!
next week is v day. gosh. it's going to be fun.

now it's off to being a religious leader and protesting against abortion! (i'm doing gp)~

well, i've been isolated from the outside world (well, acutally i just mean wols) for just abt 2 weeks and everyone's depressed? well, cheer up! being depressed at this age is not going to help yourself get happy memories to look back on when you're old. so be optimistic!

update update. i've been really really really freaking busy, with tiring cca tranings, PE (yucks), tests and homework. i have physics and chem test next thursday, one after the other. yeah. study.

having cca on a monday is super sian. i just felt like going home. we went to tea chapter at chinatown on tuesday afternoon, it was fun! we got to learn to make tang yuan (esp when we girls love it so much), do paper cuts for CNY, eat 'cha ye dan', eat tang yuan, and drink tea!! haha. sam was playing with my hair during the free and easy. and i was making origami. lol!! cca on wednesday again. sian. i finally got to go home early on thursday, to mug for my math test. we watched the movie 'The Island' for GP. and it was good and damn nice! it was abt cloning and the storyline was really intriguing. math test on friday was pretty easy relative to the past math tests we had. ms chua was telling us abt her phobia of lizards during tutorial. she freaked out at a gummy bear on the floor. PE was funny with mr mannon. because he can joke without smiling at all. and his jokes were all damn lame! i cldnt stop laughing. and of course, i cldnt run due to too much laughing.

it's sat! but i dont feel like going out. i dont feel like doing anything because i feel so tied down by tests and jc2 common test. anyway, i have to leave early from church tmr, because there's chingay fund raising! SUPPORT ME!!

to all those who live near kovan: SUPPORT ME!

all you have to do is bring $1.~


some of us at tea chapter

there's chingay preparation today. in preparation for next week's fund raising event. i'll be at the north east side, the whole sector 3 is. we're meeting at sr. hopefully i'll get to go somewhere near heartland. so to those reading this... please come down and support me!! you can donate $1 or more. it's next sunday, 4th feb. i'll be doing the afternoon shift. 1-5pm, because yiling and i have church in the morning. OEI YOU THERE! better come down and support me.

theme is retro. gosh. how retro can i look going ard my own area? throw face. anyway, we had yoghurt for $3 today in sr! yum. kept bumping into marcus at sr and at heartland. haha. met xinyi and yu jun too. ghis and i walked ard heartland before eating lunch. i had to buy so many things, unfortunately, shortage of funds. i need parent sponsorship. haha. she watched me eat yoshi. she ate egg tart and dunno what. lols.

monday is fruits day? hA. i'm looking forward to see big big big big watermelons. and people carrying them home. but seriously, $5 for a watermelon is daylight robbery. our junior class is going to get a surprise. lols.~

nothing much this week. PE was damn shit. as usual. ran 6 rounds on thurday, thank god peiyi was there to pace me and to encourage me to keep running. thanks a million peiyi!! muacks. peiyi wasnt around for today's PE. so i had to run alone. we did 2.4km with timing. argh. i totally failed. lols! i kept walking. who cares la. yibin says his timing has improved... good for him. how do guys run 2.4km in 10mins?! some crazy people in my class ran past me many times. i kept seeing zw, jerrick, wenyi, darren... blahs. haha. that shows how WOLS i am.

anyway, there was bowling trng today. tho i was tired after running the 2.4, i went for trng. did drills and then played games. gosh. i so rock today. scores were 103, 91, 119. i got a turkey in the 1st game, at the tenth frame!! so tyco! haha. more strikes and spares today. less open frames. but still room for much improvement. coach gave the challenge saying that he'll sponsor a new ball if anyone got zero open frames. jonas got 6 strikes in a row. i kept singing to the rest because the alley was playing familiar r&b songs. i think they almost died. haha.

after trng, ys, rc, ck and i went to eat dinner. wanted to go west mall to eat, since we were at chevrons. but there wasnt a str8 bus there. so we had to walk to the mrt station which was damn far away. ys and i made the 2 guys carry our balls.. so rc ended up carrying his and ck's ball... while ck carried ours. damn funny! cuz they were complaining abt the weight. haha. finally reached the mrt... took to bkt batok then took a bus to toa payoh to eat. we wanted to run for the 985 but were too slow... stupid heavy balls. haha. so we stood in the rain, and i was laughing at ck and rc suaning each other. their animations were damn funny.

in the bus, ys and i wanted the guys to sit in front of us for entertainment, but they didnt. so we started msging them in front... and crapping, suaning each other again. stupid. haha. we got stuck in a jam at PIE... all rc's fault! we sld have taken 105 frm jurong! haha. boarded another bus to toa payoh. went to eat at bk. and we were famished. we finished our food within 10 min and we didnt even bother to talk cock because we were too hungry. lols.

after that took a bus home and missed almost the whole 9 0 clock show. lols. have chingay tmr. yays! at srjc again. i've been going to heartland every saturday. but i love it! haha. ghis is pretty excited abt what to eat for lunch. she's gone mad. probably too much mugging.

sleeping time.~

20 JaNuArY 2006
Edwin's Birthday Celebration

my cousin's future husband is here. had lunch with him at home. that's a good thing because i get to eat food that i dont usually get to eat because my mom is too lazy to cook it on normal days. food such as bak kut teh and curry. muaha. almost everyone in wols was going to be late so they kept pushing back the meeting time. so that's how i had the chance to eat lunch at home. muaha. supposed to go Sentosa but it was too late alr. know it's one of edwin's wishes to get the whole wols to go to sentosa tgt... so really sorry!!

went to meet edwin, raf, shafik, kris, gly at heartland after lunch. i dragged my bowling ball along with me. coach says to practice twice more outside. and i havent been doing that. oops. on the way there i decided to challenge edwin to bowling, saying that i'd treat him to dinner if he won me. (Learning point: do not offer to treat someone before you find out where you're having dinner.) anyway,we played two games. 3 lanes, shafik and i, gly and edwin, kris and raf in seperate lanes. my first game was alright. 114. shafik decided to challenge gly too (without the dinner part). so shafik and gly bowled tgt, edwin and i bowled tgt. it was my turn, i was concentrating, about to walk out and throw the ball, when shafik shouted "LEANMAY!!" and in shock, i screamed out loud!! HAHAHAHAHA!! i beat edwin in the first round. then came the second round. i was scoring 5s and 4s... argh. ended up with 100. and edwin... 106!! ARGH!! haha. yes. so dinner. and i found out that we were going to grapevine. haha. oh well...he's the birthday boy.

we went into the arcade to watch people play drums, while raf was outside preparing the cake. when he was done, we went to sing happy b'day to edwin!! shafik smashed some of the cake on edwin's face. lol. shafik was playing with the lighter. crazy. cleo and danica came. after eating the tiramisu cake, we went back to the arcade. the person playing drums had 8 credits! edwin forced me to buy a card... so that 4 of us cld play daytona. lol. played daytona with shafik and the girls first... xt came. shafik challenged her to a game. and he forced her to play advanced! lol. then played a bit of photo hunt, then daytona again. edwin turned my wheel to advanced! argh! shafik was trying to guide me thru... but it kinda failed. lol. then played with edwin and xt again. edwin won. haha. watched some of them play drums... xt and i decided to play this weird game... we lost in less than 1 min. lol!

stayed in the arcade for a long while, before deciding to go for dinner. gly and danica wanted to buy waffles.. and we decided to go to chomp chomp for dinner because of the shortage of money. (phew!) met grace and yingle!! they were going home from tuition. grace still remembers edwin's chinese name. lol! went to gardens after staying at heartland for a while, found a smoky place somewhere inside. i ate satay beehoon, i treated edwin to $5 prawn mee, the rest ate their own, and we all shared a $12 sting ray. xt was feeding us. and i was giving all my cockles to edwin. after eating, we walked a long way into the playground to slack and talk talk. edwin was persuading raf not to go for his chalet, because it was late alr and he was tired i think. xt, edwin and i were playing with our phones. played beautiful soul on both our phones simultaneously and edwin had to play his faster than ours just to irritate us. so we irritated him back by putting our phones to his ear. lol!

danica had to go off, so gly followed her and bought some drinks on the way. i drank too much chin chow earlier... and needed the toilet. so xt and i walked over to the caltex station to meet the 2 of them. omg... the toilet was damn nice. i stayed inside there for a long time... combing my hair! hAhA. sent danica off, then went back. on the way, gly said the 2 guys were enjoying their "er ren shi jie"... and from our view, edwin was standing in front of raf... which made them look like they were kissing! haha!! sat down to talk talk while drinking coke. then i dunno who started it... but we started talking like indians. and i was using my brothers "you think it's funny" line in indian accent and everyone started talking with that accent!! ended up laughing like mad... and telling all the jokes that my brother told us. it was damn funny!! so we spoke like that for quite long... and made damn funny jokes. we were playing with raf's cap... xt and i took pictures again. gly was quite good at speaking in that way... and she kept speaking like that. we had to go off at abt 11... so we all went to the bus stop. my bus came 1st... muahaha. but it took a long time to get home... because it went one whole round ard srgn north before landing up at gardens again.. then to my house.

overall, i enjoyed myself ytd. and i hope edwin enjoyed it and will rmb it too!! from now, it's serious studying and no more going crazy on saturdays. (except for the chingay part). it's 6 weeks to common test 1. oh yes. this year's batch of j1s are really muggers!! even jeanette says that her school is like that! argh!! they took up many many tables in the canteen to mug and do tutorials ON THE 2ND DAY OF LESSONS, depriving the j2s of places to sit and EAT. i heard that the library was also full of j1s. what is wrong with this batch of people!?! hahA. i dont know how they're going to take A's next year. probably all mugging from the 1st day of school or something. bleahs. at least they live up to the name of mugger school in nj. lols!~


edwin and his cake...


edwin and his cake on his face...


'brotherly' moments.


zi lian moments.

Magnetic flux, flux linkage= NBA cos x

Nucleophilic addition of aldehydes/ketones

Scalar/Vector product of vectors: a.b/ axb

Singapore's GDP growth 2006: 7.7%

Utilitarianism, Kantian ethics, Virtue ethics, Rights ethics

Note: If this doesnt make sense to you, click the "x" button on the top right hand corner of your screen.~

i was still sleeping when yiling left the house this morning. "you dont have to rub it in", says yiling. lol! ended up meeting her at the mrt station. kovan. muaha. took a bus to srjc. met turaiya outside. i met so many people in there! turaiya, xin yi, joanna, marcus, 3 more pl girls. havent seen marcus for so long! he reminds me of the days as an og in ac. waha. apparently, mr wong wasnt in school ytd so he didnt submit our names. we were allocated our grps... yiling, ghis and i are in sector 3.7! we went out for ice breakers, played 007 bang and 7up. this cj guy had to do forfeit by going to the field to do chicken dance. then we had to do pole dance. lol.

went back to the hall to listen to a talk, on preparing for chingay, and how to deal with situations that arise. edwin's taking part in chingay... he's supposedly an octopus... hope will be able to spot edwin the octopus!! hahaha!! anyway, left ard 12. it was raining... so took a bus back to heartland. gosh, heartland is my territory! shafik was there alr. and alone.poor thing. went to show ghis and yiling ard heartland. lol. lalala... then went to the hawker centre to eat. hokkien mee. i ate that last week. lol.

walked with them to send them off. then went to join wols at macs. macs was crowded earlier, because of all the chingay people. jaime, edwin, shafik, gly, danica, cleo, kristle were there. raf got locked up in his house. poor raf. shafik and edwin went off... the rest of us were talking. went to arcade with the guys, the women and kristle. played photoy2k, the 4 of them played daytona while kristle and i watched. the women won again. lol. was talking to edwin... he said he was very sad because he was gonna die soon. -_-''' walked to the cc opposite. shafik wanted to get his revenge for me beating him at tt last week. well, he did. haha. jaime and kristle were talking, edwin and xt were talking, shafik and i were playing tt. then i played with edwin and jaime. edwin kept hitting anyhow... damn funny! jaime got fed up with him, leaving me to play with him. shafik kept laughing at him. lol! then jaime taught xt and kris to play tt... edwin and i were playing with our phones... looking at mp3. went to the park to talk... i was begging/persuading edwin to tell what he didnt wanna tell. lol. had to call raf to confirm. edwin was telling part of his life story to jaime and kris... their reactions were really different from mine and xt's. lol!

came home to watch tv. and i have no idea how to do my econs essay. bleahs.~

she goes to school

she comes home

she has no mood to do anything

except think of you

bleahs.~

Pl CcA fair 2007

had to wake up early. and i was in a really bad mood because i cldnt find my cc shirt. lol. was late in meeting them, jaime, xt, wx, turaiya, mh. went in to explore the sch 1st!! whEee!! big and nice. but it doesnt have the cosy feeling that pl used to have in the past. many things arent ready yet. the hall is damn nice tho. went into the hall to watch the fancy drill. ok lar. but i cant believe the officers didnt demand them to use that mission impossible song. bleahs. haah. was videoing the performance down.

then went down to explore the np room, still the same. edwin and shafik came. i talked to many teachers, including the officers. caught up with them. met mel fong, serene, ah ruo, min wei, sylvia etc. was walking ard with mel for a while. kept teasing edwin abt cg, because she was nearby. lol! cherina and jasmine were in their CI uniform...so cool! i shall call them ma'am from now on. haha. the canteen's ok lar. the classrooms too.

we left ard 12, which was 4 hours later. haha. took bus to heartland with wx, xt, jaime, edwin, shafik. wx was going to school. went to eat hokkien mee at the hawker centre. edwin punched me twice. but i think i'm getting used to his punches. haha. then went to sit at macs, turaiya and her frens were there. shafik challenged turaiya to a game of daytona (turaiya didnt even know what it was), saying that if he lost, he'd down 20 for her. she took a raincheck. lol. was playing with xt, mine, edwin and shafik's phone, was trying to syncronize the mp3 to increase the volume. lol.

then walked to arcade. jaime, xt and i decided to play bowling. i took 4 frames to warm up. 1 strike, a lot of spares, 102 -_- i'm so dead. haha. then went to arcade to play photoy2k. raf joined us and was playing drums. then played daytona, edwin, shafik, jaime and xt were damn funny, cuz they were trying to make each other's car bang the wall... ended up laughing like mad. jaime kept getting the best laps. and she kept cheating because i told her to! muahaha! damn stupid.

walked back to the bball court. they were playing netball. but the guys were so tall!! haha. edwin and shafik just had to throw nonchalantly. raf cldnt play cuz he was in mufti. lol. then we wanted to play table tennis. but ended up playing this throwing game, where we had to get the metal balls nearest to a small red ball. rather fun. i teamed up with shafik, vs xt & edwin. the 3 guys also played. then went in to play tt with shafik and jaime. kept competing. jaime and i vs shafik. we won. then shafik won jaime, and i won shafik! whoOo!! played with jaime for quite a long time. xt was sick.. trying to sleep there.

xt went off to go home to rest. get well soon! the rest of us were at the playgrd, the guys doing drills and talking. finally decided to walk. haha. went to eat dinner with edwin, raf, jaime at chomp chomp. i ate my kueh pie ti. hehe. edwin ate prawn mee, the rest ate hokkien mee, as usual. we were talking abt getting sting ray, but came to a conclusion that we had not enough money. lol. then edwin and jaime were arguing again, raf and i were laughing at them. we were discussing abt how there were more "fish" in the ocean and what qualities make a good girl/guy. and kept arguing. lol! i cldnt stand it.

edwin asked us to stay out late. so i asked him to think of a reason for me to be out late. he asked me to say i was out with my bf. so i said my mom wld wanna speak to the guy. edwin said he'll pick up the phone. so this is the conversation:
-edwin: hello auntie... tia si mi (hear what?)
*edwin asks to stay out late and my mom starts questioning him*
edwin: buay song ah? -
damn stupid!! haha. cldnt stay lar. raf and jaime too. wanted to hear more of edwin's stories but he said he told almost his whole life le. lol! we were talking while walking to the bus stop. but some sensitive issues cannot say. and there was no atmosphere. lol. so we went home, and i'm freaking sleepy and tired right now.

good night world!~


main blocks in pl...


pl auditorium


pl canteen


edwin, raf, shafik playing the ball game

wahA. today is just so funny. i have to write this down. lessons as usual. double gp again. i failed the diagnostic test. lol. argh. gp sucks. math tutorial... omg! i cant believe TWO teachers actually fought to teach our class!! we feel so honoured. anyway, the outcome: we split into two. half taught by ms chua, half by mr neo. i happen to be taught by ms chua (dont ask me if it's good or not), with only 4 girls and the rest guys. the others said mr neo is damn weird. lol! ms chua is ok lar. she's nice as compared to during lecture. she keeps asking stanley questions. lol. ms heng stressed us out.. as usual.

then CCA carnival preparation. almost similar to open day. rather sian. then this guy, who was the 1st to sign up for bowling, was talking to mich, asking her qns on bowling. he was looking at her in a very se way... eEeeWww lar! and he said he didnt have a hp no. yet because he was going to change hp no. and he asked mich to give him hers. OMG! what a stupid way to get a girl's no. lar!! well, rc, ck, jess, i and th were laughing abt the manner in which he looked at mich, and his toot look. damn funny. the guys kept imitating him. then this girl was signing up, th wanted to say... "anyway.. is I contact (them)", but it heard like "eye contact", so rc kept teasing th abt the girl! HAhA!! the guys were freaking lame. and rc said even a "gay" like him, if he would to see that toot guy, he would turn straight!! hahahahaa!! my goodness. such lameness. anyway, 5 guys and 20+ girls signed up. wahaha. oh well. there's a rumour that this intake has 500girls and 200guys. lol.

sleepy. sleeping time. all the sleep i can get before i start mugging for common test 1. no mood to come online le.~

bleahs. school is crazy. every teacher is nagging abt A's and common test. great. my common test 1 is on week 9 & 10 OF THIS TERM. that means, AFTER chinese new year. damn it. well, whatever. been studying for tests... tests on the first day and second day of school. and there might be a spot test on the 3rd day.

i feel old. i see the j1s and am now reminded of 365 days ago, when i was just a new face in jc. oh, there's only 1 pl girl in nj this year! argh! there's 5 for my batch. lol. cca carnival's tmr. been staying back to do stuff. rc's been freaking lame and forever suaning me. today justin wong joined him. haha. he's even more lame, and seriously made me laugh like mad. speaking of rc, he's in my gp class!! he keeps calling me mugger. i keep calling him slacker. argh. have to tolerate his suans all the way. gp's a whole new class, ghis is with me. anne marie, who is in the best class, got SP!! (my dm) ALL THE BEST!! wahaha!! she caught me for my earrings today. anyway, at times when i feel foreign in gp class, i start to think of all my close friends. but no time to type reflective stuff.

i dont feel like going online anymore. unless i have to. so i shant update that often anymore. i'm online only when i have an agenda. like today, finding some news article shit. bleahs. ~

School is starting in approximately 17h 25mins. ergh. haHa. people are chionging hmk and i'm proud to say that i'm a guai kia and have finished all. =)

i'm kinda scared but kinda excited to see the new j1s. and orientation in nj. but i still wish i cld experience ac orientation for the third time. sad.

I can do all thing through Christ who strengthens me. ~

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

happy 2007!! i just saw my freedom fly out the window. i know i'm holding a very pessimistic view of the year ahead, but i cant help it.

anywaY, after church ytd, i came home, before going out at night for dinner with my dad, mom & sis. went to botanical gardens restaurant... the atmosphere was quiet & peaceful, with jazzy background music playing. the food was alright, the portion was rather small, french style. fine dining. then halfway through, xt called to say dear edwin didnt wanna go watch fireworks at merdeka bridge. i gave up after a long while of begging him. i had no idea where shafik was... so xt, edwin and i decided to meet at srgn ave 1 to watch the fireworks.

i came home first, since i still had some time. the party downstairs my condo was almost empty... haha. like who's going to stay all the way till 2359h? haha. went out at abt 2300h.. i was quite blur abt the whole estate... so i kept walking and walking. i just kept walking. i eventually managed to find my way to the block, only to find out that edwin was still at the mrt. -_-. edwin wanted to see chio bu... haHA! sat with him at the block near the playgrd... to wait for xt. we were laughing abt some stuff... lame stuff.

xt was going to meet hl, hx & jeremy, and i think edwin didnt wanna see them. lol! xt and i followed edwin up to the 12th floor... the view there was good! better than mine. stood there while waiting for the fireworks... was fighting with edwin again because jaime wasnt ard to fight with him. haha. then 2007 came, and the fireworks were great! tried to take pictures of them but they were too far away. sad. edwin was still looking for girls. he said he wld treat xt to ice cream if she went up to one and asked for her no. haha!!

then we walked to the mrt station... to see people coming out of the mrt. we wanted to go wish the station officers a happy new year... but edwin didnt dare. lol! walked to central macs... xt treated him to a meal. talked for a while... stupid macs was damn crowded... so went to find a nicer place to talk. went up to somewhere, xt and i were listening to edwin's stories of his np days... damn interesting. edwin kept stopping when the 3 of them came. haha. stayed there for quite long and talking abt np.

walked to the void deck nearby... so edwin started the story of his life. and yes yes. i must admit he is a very good story teller. since he enjoyed telling stories, and we were so captivated by it, xt and i sat down and listened. he talked a lot, from kindergarten to the present... haha. we kept asking him abt this and that. and it was really really interesting!! he should just go join a story-telling competition or something. talked for very long. sat there for abt two hours.. by that time, it was already4 plus. lol. since there were many empty cabs in sight, i decided to take one home, while xt stayed on with the 3 of them. and i was the last to reach home!! the youngest and the last to reach home. haha!! how ironic.

edwin asked xt and i whether our opinion of him changed after his life story, but i replied him saying that he is one different guy that i've met in my life. he and raf are two guys that i find unique in their own way, different from the rest of the guys that i know, even my own brother. different in what way? i just dont know how to start. but they're different. and i know i keep saying this but i find that i'm really blessed to have such friends. i feel that God has really blessed me with such people. and i thank Him for people who are willing to share, and are not afraid to open up, in that way, i'll learn to open up more too. rock on!!

i'll be seeing all of them less often once work gets heavy, esp nearing A's. *sobs. someone help me!! my view of the year ahead is getting worse!!~