school's starting soon...and my ogl hasnt called. getting worried? nah. i'll be worried unless i dont receive anything on the 2nd of jan.

i rule! been playing naval command with hh and i'm proud to say...i've been winning almost every game! hAhA. think she won 3? hEhE. i think it's better if she plays pool with me. she'll win more. haha. this is cool. i'm enjoying myself before i start a whole new year... whole new environment. i'm about to cry!!~

i'm turning into a pig soon. although i dont have a piggy face! woke up...watch tv, eat, read, sleep, wake up, watch tv, computer. this is what i did today. and i was too lazy to go out. with only 1 week left to school... gosh. i'm probably dead. anyWAy.. let's find an excuse for my piggy-ness today. i came home at 12.45am ytd... but was not a bit tired. tho hh was about to fall asleep. she kept yawning and her eyes were closing. lols. anyway... i guess i was gaining back my sleep. it was raining (and still is) anyway...so cldnt go down to swim. maybe tmr.

guess what? the pool downstairs is open. but... $50 deposit needed and is $2 per game. that is so.... not worth it. lols. didnt know the deposit was so high. how about $10?~

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

yAy!! HAHA. ok...erm... i just spent 2 hours in darkness which directly applies to what was preached today. ha. we certainly need light. and darkness goes once there is light. anyway.. 1 week to go before a new chapter in my life begins...and i find myself running away from reality. i've been avoiding it for ages... when mom keeps saying abt the distance! argH! i have to slowlt mentally prepare myself when i keep finding myself running away from it. ok. there's still a second chance and i believe that wherever He has put me in...He will help and guide me thru...no matter how tough it is. He intended me to go there since the start and He will certainly guide me. yes. anyWay... i better get on to losing weight b4 i throw my face when i enter school. ha!~

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Light of the world
You stepped down into darkness
Opened my eyes let me see
Beauty that made this heart adore You
Hope of a life spent with You

Here I am to worship
Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that You're my God
You're all together lovely, altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to me

King of all days oh so highly exalted
Glorious in heaven above
Humbly You came to this earth You created
All for love's sake became poor

I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross

ytD's sessions was s-l-a-c-k. hA. it's the last session anyway. fen ni came down... she was off from work. jaime, fen ni and i went to see the fancy drill since turaiya was over at the cc side. we let them slack for a while. was talking to them. haHa. then jaime went back to cc and fen ni and i went to see mh, sheau wei and xt doing publicity stuff. went back to find hh and jaime talking to the team abt some stuff. the rest of us were bored. so we started playing with the grass...

went to eat after that. hokkien mee. do bees like lime? cuz it kept flying around jaime. she was drinking coke lime...and put 2 lime in her hokkien mee. we were all quite fed up with the bees flying around. kept chasing them away... but they kept coming back.

then went to play pool. again. oops. xt and mh were playing at 1 table. jaime, fen ni and i played in another. fen ni didnt know how to play... so we taught her. and beginners really do have luck. lols. i kept losing. then we played pairs... fen ni and me on one team. jaime alone. i spread the balls on the 1st hit...and jaime hit in the black ball on the 2nd!! HaHAHA!! anyway... jaime played with xt... then we kept shouting someone's name and she hit the ball in! made us laugh. oh yea... did i say i injured my index finger the day b4? and i hit my middle and 2nd last finger ytd. either the table of the cue stick doesnt like me. now i have 1 red finger, and 2 blue-black fingers. all on my left hand. thanks ah. xt and mh went off somewhere.. the rest went home...

christmas is coming!!~

i cant wake up early in the morning anymore. i'll just fall back asleep. been going down quite "late" for sessions. lols. but some people are later than me ok!! hAhA.

well anyway...i spent the whole time with the cc team. i didnt fufill the desire to go up to someone and tease her till i fall down laughing. anyway... they're improving. good for them. altho they still dont really listen to what we say. wait till they take over. they'll know then. we (grace, jaime and i) attempted to pitch the "perfect" flagstaff for ourselves. and to prove that we still had the standard. haha. we took more than 15mins. fail la! but...that's cuz we were laughing our way thru. thanks to yuling ma'am. kept making remarks. then jaime cldnt tie her tent guy loop. so yuling ma'am cldnt stand it and took over. haha. i was laughing the whole way thru. then she was scolding me for sitting down and pulling the flagpole. anyway...we still had it. although the tension was....well....hAHa. the s2's were good. ma'am supervised their training...while we played tic tac toe with pegs.

then ma'am and i were discussing abt GP and econs while waiting for the rest who were tying their hair and stuff. gosh. i'm gonna die in jc. anyway... we went to heartland to eat. ma'am went off with her friends to somewhere... and we were left making damn funny jokes. not abt her. haha. but when she came back we went into a laughing fit and cldnt stop. we told her that some "aunty" gave her an extra mashed potato. which kept me laughing till a long while later. and we started all over again. haha.

went to hg plaza to play pool. i'm...improving? haha. i dunno. i missed a lot tho'. we met diyanah at heartland. she followed us to play. played with her and her friend. she (as usual) kept making jokes.... crazy ones. i injured my index LEFT finger when i hit the ball too hard. ergH. pain pain! i came home only to find out that the pool rm here isnt open until next week for next year! thanks. i see completely ready. idont see why they sldnt open it. unless they dont have the cue sticks yet. haha. hope they open next week. then i can book! yay! then can play for free. i dont wanna think of anything else right now...~

my head's breaking and my ear's an irritating pig. somehow... i think i cant really get into direct sun anymore. causes me to have bad migrains. gosh. trying to prevent myself from killing too many brain cells by taking panadol... i have to study next year you know.

hmm...so i went down for np today. and went late. lols! went to see cc 1st... they were...well... i see myself in them when i was sec2. and i know they'll improve. lashings are quite good. only their rolling hitch (flagstaff). gosh. vomit blood. well anyway..they have to learn themselves. the others took one and a half hrs to build a man shelter. yuling ma'am thought i was joking when i told her.

anyway...went off to see the fancy drill. turaiya was a bit screw loose. then s2s had some thrashing out and i didnt want to be involved. so i went off with yuling ma'am to see fancy drill. she kept teasing me abt luo-hans! made me laugh anyway. she gave them a pep talk. and well..i saw myself in their shoes again. they improved after that... was quite ok. but i seriously cant stand it when they can't keep rhythm.

went to eat with jaime and mh after that. turaiya and grace went to ac to appeal. gosh...i hope they get in!! i still dont wanna be friendless. i hope ac wld consider affiliation tho there's no bonus in pae. met cairong and christine on the way home. talked to them..abt jc stuff... cool! vjc. lols.

anyway..... just hope that there's at least 1 friend there with me next year!~

stupid ear. argH! i hate it when my ear acts up on me. it's like being tormented silently(literally). stupid ear.

He led me to my 2nd choice. well... okies. if he says there...it's for the best. but then..there's still appealing..unless i really feel that i need to. ~

It's tomorrow~

everyday i wake up and am reminded... oh my goodness! 16 dec is 1 day nearer! getting more and more nervous, yet excited. can i get into my 1st choice? by God's grace...yes! but... if i don't... so be it. eRr...so why am i so scared? how do i know? i'll see where He leads me... somewhere where i can fit in... that i can do my best and bring out the potential (whatever it is) in me. so yes... i know He'll lead me to the right school.. but i can't help being nervous about it!

hopefully they release it on the date given itself. or else i'm gonna scream in anxiety. and hopefully the server wont crash because of crazy ppl like me... or else i'll just faint. but whatever it is... i'm gonna promise myself to be happy with whatever school He gives me. and i hope that there will be pl girls there! i dont wanna be by myself!! hEex.

lastly... i want to say... harry potter rocks! yeaH!~

my eyes are going to pop out soon. from watching too many dvds. chicken little, march or the peniuns, aeon flux....blah blah...and my most beloved harry potter. lalalalala. and reading my harry potter book. damn. didnt get to go shopping much... since my mood was most of the time foiled...ergH. well...whatever.

16th dec is coming soon!! nervous!!~

how come when u want a book no one around you has it? or it's not available? only available in bookshops. ha. it cost my $14.70 i think. sld have went to borders. $7.95. haha!

anywaY... met jaime at 2pm when we were supposed to be there at 2pm! oops. i think we reached half an hour later. xt, mh and rafel were playing.... so we sat down and watched. then played the number thing. oh wait. i didnt say what we were playing. haha!! erm... pool. haha. what else would xt be playing? anyway... xt kept winning. and we kept sabo-ing one another. esp rafel. kept wanting to "kill" him. poor thing. haha. jaime & xt were plotting against each other... and i...the amateur... cldnt really hit the balls in. haha!! he kept making me laugh. and all of us! i cldnt hit the ball. infectious laughter!! after that he left then xt's friend took over. teamed up with jaime. and both teams were down to the black 8 ball!! they won anyway. haha. quite obvious.

went to kfc...they ate cheese fries. while i drank milo and reading my book!!!!!!!!!!! seriously...no book can keep me so absorbed except that. just sat down and read. while they talked. went up to where xt "wanted" to go. haha. took neos. we sa down there for like.... half an hour just decorating!! no time limit anyway. finally contented with what we had... we went off... with just 10mins for me to get home.

anyway... going to kl tmr. awWw. no computer!! but lots of vcds... and a book to read. muahaha. see you on monday!!~

wAhA!! this rocks! i got the harry potter theme song for my blog! yAy!

only can work with internet explorer... firefox cant. sad!~

Pool is a nice game. but i think i am quite cock eyed. or maybe i'm just an amatuer. hAhA. anYwaY. i think xt's really addicted to it. she's good anyway. hAhA. but the other people...whoah. that's professional. haha. anyway...i still dont know why some can be so crazy over it. haha.

and i think jaime's addicted to shaker fries. "where do you wanna go and eat?" "macs. i want to eat shaker fries." hAhA. xt anD i just drank milo. and xt cldnt finish it! small stomach. not like me. fat.

and the 3 of us got attracted to the stall selling earrings. ha. the 'blink blink' earrings are so jaime! no wonder she bought it. haha. i bought stars again. what's with me and stars? one day i shall count the no. of star earrings i have. xt was busy messaging. and then we went up to the neoprint shop not to take neoprint. but to play that $1 game where u control the machine to pick up the soft toy. in my language... a money eater. waste money! i dunno how much xt has spent on it. but it depends on luck. and skill maybe? she wanted the chipmunk soft toy. jaime wanted the tigger. and i wanted the stitch! but still...i wont feed my money to the machine.(no offence) i'm poor. haha.

xt and i went to mh's hse to solve her ms problem. which we ended up with no idea how. haHa. maple cant seem to start. even tho she's online. another one for me to act pro! hAhA. wanted to solve her blog problem for her... only to find that she deleted her original template she downloaded. gosh. well nvm. we changed it to a chicken little skin. haha. so cute!! i would change mine if not for my beloved hp. hah.

went for dinner at compass with parents. ended up at metro. and i was trying on all the nail polishes! hAhA.

let's talk about today. met siewling in church! thea went to say hello first. her exclamation of "oh! from pl!" drew my attention. haha. yep. hMm...her auntie brought her or something. hEEx. cool. ~

cambridge dinner

of course it was nice. well... let's start from the beginning. was supposed to go to mh house to make up and all but the rest later had to go at 3. so i didnt join them. anyway... xt told me that hh was "gorgeous" (quoting from her). haha. looks like turaiya did a good job. so i went by cab to swissotel. met yq and serene. went up to the canning ballroom and so many ppl were there! and of course.. the 1st thing i did was to find hh. to see her in that dress we made her buy the day before, and the slippers and the necklace. and to see what turaiya did to her. haha. she looked totally different! but very nice. and pretty! ah ruo and a few of us were shouting "mei nu! chio bu!" when she walked past our table.

well anyway... took many many pictures with friends...some unrecognisable. i cldnt recognise celene! i thought she was a stranger. oops! but all of us looked pretty and beautiful... haha. i think we took pictures for an hour? hAhA.

then we went in to the ballroom. oh yea! the bear bear at the welcome table was so cute!! i love it. sat with partner, yixian, yw, janice, yq, xinyi, ah ruo, serene & celene at our table. started with some praise & worship... and finally the food! hA. the 1st dish was served by the sec3s... while eating... there were blessed draws, miss cambridge pageant and games going on. yixian, partner and xinyi wn something. then there was this most creative "yam seng" thing. yixian came up with a musical yam seng... but the most creative one was the 2 tables which invaded the stage. haha. janice went up on our behalf to play the game for someone who had the longest breath. she got 2nd!! haha. mr low was up there too. we cldnt recognise ms ferng!! i thought she was a student!! hAhA!

dinner was so-so. i didnt like the desert since there was honey dew in it. and xin yi cldnt eat the rest so we made her eat the desert! we brought the whole bowl to her. almost made her drink from the ladle. haha. priscilla won the ms charismile (charisma + smile) for the pageant and ms cambridge was jeane from 4c1. yep. oh...for the blessed draw... wenxin won the 1st prize!! congrats! and she looked so pretty! as always. then there was a video presentation by the dinner committee. then the head & vice head prefect said some words ... followed by rhubini.

we were allowed to stay in the ballroom until 2330h. 1st we took a class photo...but i think only half the class was present. then we rushed to take a batch 33 sqd photo at the toilet. xt's friend helped us. and she was so funny! haHa. after that got a lift from meli together with janice, yw and mw. found out that the lift was off after 11pm! and celene had a rm on the 58th floor! oh no.

in the car... i think meli was falling asleep but the 4 of us behind were making too much noise... taking pictures... and talking non-stop. esp about harry potter!! haha. talking about cedric, harry, the 4th show, the 5th and 6th book. and a lot more. seriously...we were making a lot of noise. oops. haha.

overall..i think the dinner was a great success and i think the committee orgainsed the event very well. the programme went on smoothly...and i think we totally enjoyed ourselves...from taking pictures...to eating. haha. all of us looked different and like we've never seen before. i'm sure we'll always rmb this night. well...it's 2 years before the next one. hEE!~

we took her to buy her prom dress. seriously.... it is a dress. i aint gonna say who. find out when i blog abt tmr's event. but i must say it's certanly intriguing... how we managed to find the dress, shoes and acessories so fast. in the shortest time i've ever seen anyone shop for a dress. haha. well. we'll see how it goes tmr!~

i was reading xt's blog when i realised... i forgot how to play daidee! hAha. big deal. heY. seriously... the game i liked to play last time... i forgot!! aHHH!! same suit or different? how to put 5 cards? the only thing i know is that 2spades is the biggest. haha. well...i guess i have to re learn it.

tiff's ear hole closed? i dont believe it. (well...there's been more and more things i dont believe). wonder what happened? shall ask her later. maybe cannot put in? like mine. but i still managed to stuff it back after many days of bleeding and pus. oops. too disgusting. havent taken out my 2nd one. hope i dont get infection. or else...i'll just let it close. just gonna wear ear stick for cambridge anyway. i'll look ugly with 2 earrings on 1 side!! hEE!! i'm excited!! ~

done with whatever there is for 30 nov. haha. so excited!! yAy!! hAhA. ok. i think i'm going mad. i was staring at the harry potter poster at the bus stop. haha. stared until the bus came. of course staring at him. haha. but he doesnt look cute there. but i was still staring. ha! people like cedric. i think he's cute...but harry's beTTa. heE.

anyway... i feel that... if she wants people to listen to her... then she has to start listening to what people have to say too. so therefore.. since she doesnt listen to me or any of her friends, i'm not gonna listen to her. and i dont care whether i'm making it too obvious or not. or whoever comes to read this. but i want to say what i want to say. i'm not listening to her. downright disobedience. haha. whoever can infer what i'm talking about and pass it on... i dont care either. dont blame me.

why did they change the requirements?? aHH!! i want what it is supposed to be. what we learnt. what we did. that's seriously more fun. and u dun really have to think abt what you do. haha. talk about creative learning. but building things...it's so... contractor stuff. well... at least there's still what i did. yay! i love that! thank God they didnt decide to exclude it. or else i'll be damn angry. well anyway... wonder how they're gonna work it out. well... you wld definitely need at least 3 doing flag for majority of the time. except for the last few mins. unless they can really spd things up. and they had to exclude the laces. gosh. ok. let's use tissue paper. or... ribbons! pink ones! ha. they'll be striking. wonder what kinda thing they gonna make. hope it's more creative than ours. haha. but starting so late... hMm.... that's one worry. and anyway... i dun think we sld be the ones discussing this. it's not our team. we're the past. i think they themsleves should be coming up with the ideas. solutions to the problems. spoon feeding isnt good. the past is only there to help. to provide tips from previous experiences. and not to think up what to do and how and why. so if u wld to ask me... i think there is no need for this meeting at all. did the rest do this kinda thing for us during our time? no. and i stand by their ways. no wonder the unit is becoming more welfare. well... i dun wanna be there when it falls. somehow... this reminds me of Venice. oh yea. one more thing. by not telling them anything now... how wld it help anyway? if they knew now...they can use the weekend or their free time to think of some ideas. but i seriously dont think it's neccesary to meet this tue... besides... it's one day b4 cambridge dinner!~

seriously.... i hate flowery dresses. don't put one near me. and i dont look good in evening gowns. those grown up ones. maybe in jc. they make me look old. and i dont wanna grow up so fast. so many shopping for their prom night dresses. many from jc. let's see...i can name all. ha. anyway...saw pl girls too. not only sec4s. how come people shop at places like that? i mean...they're not say buying clothes for a special occasion. anyway. i got my octopus ball and i'm contented. i'm going out of point.

anyway... woah. how can someone get 271 for their psle? that's totally... woah. ha. he's the highest in his sch anyway. wonder which sec sch he's going to. RI? he'll be travelling the same route as me. only in the opp direction. ha.

ergH. doesnt it make you irritated when you cant dl something?!?!?!?!?~

i only have two things to say:

harry potter rocks!

and...

so does my template.~

harry potter and the goblet of fire was great! but then again... since when would i say it wasn't? it was very dark tho. very. hEE. cut a lot of parts. so sad. watched chamber of secrets on tv. haha. cant help but to watch again.

anyway.... o's are finally over. yay! sub science ppl are having there last mcq paper today. when i've finished like.... 4 days ago! hAhA!! dont ask me how it was. well.... i'm gonna rot at home today. cuz i'm supposed to tidy my room...but...heE. lazy. tmr's PAE. thanks. i havent decided where to go. maybe here....maybe there.... well... we'll see...~