church today. so many people missing. lol. holiday holiday. after svc i was intending to eat lunch. when xt called. said shafik wanted to treat because he won football bet. when my mom heard that she got a shock. "so young know how to gamble alr?!"

ok. so took a bus to toa payoh central. was walking up and down there. since xt told me to take my time to get to hougang. and guess what? i found out only later that edwin was there studying. aiyO. no fate lar. haha! took bus to houngang. i was late by half an hour. and no one was there. then shafik came. xt, raf & jaime were still on the way... xt came. so we went up to play pool 1st. i kinda suck. haha. we played life. raf and jaime came. two losers went out, next two went in. and the girls were always alliancing with each other, so shafik and raf cldnt play tgt in one game. hA. finally let them play.

then xt's frens challenged shafik. oh... he shaved his hair because he lost a bet. hA. anyway...then they started playing tgt. they came to play at our table. 4 of them played, while raf, me, jaime were sitting down there watching. she dl-ed puzzle bubble into my phone (NO. not that one s15 guys are crazy abt in the gc). hA. but i got addicted. shafik paid for the table. THANKS. then we went to houngang mall. xt went home. jaime was buying hair colour and raf wanted to buy. haha. didnt know what was bleach. haHa. wanted him to colour his hair. wld look cool.

went downstairs cuz jaime wanted to get a cake for father's day. cool. my family aint fond of cakes. haha. went home. and went out again to celebrate father's day. ate at a chinese restaurant. then bro was high because he had reservice tmr. was walking along boat quay. he taught me a new command. kaki kanan diam, kaki kiri hentak kaki cepat hentak. and he did a demo. damn funny!!

anyway...i damn need to start mugging tmr. and finishing up all the stupid things. ergh.~

ccA was alright today. did 1,3,5 step footwork. no pumpings =) by the time we left it was one o'clock. when we were supposed to finish at 12? hAha. th's and jess' thumbs had blisters and th's whole skin came out!! ouch!!! on the bus we were talking abt stuff, complaining abt this and that. ha. 4 people. out of 8 came.

on the bus, edwin called to ask to go out. so i made my way to the designated place, bugis. and ended up waiting1 hr for them. was trying to wake xt up because she was still sleeping due to too much mapling. haha. ended up talking to her abt ms. lol! they FINALLY came, edwin, raf, shafik, jaime. edwin owes me 20 for being late. walked to a coffee shop opp bugis to eat. erM... svc wasnt that good yeah. shared a plate of chicken rice with jaime, we were talking crap, and jaime and i were picking a fight with edwin. beware of jaime's nails!! hahA. then we started playing with ice, as always. edwin wanted to shoot me but ended up shooting saliva. raf said he was pro at it.

we finally ate finish and went out of that place. oOoO... i bullied the guys to carry bowling ball for me again. we went into bugis to walk ard, window shop. hA. they were taking turns to carry that heavy ball. hA. telling edwin he's shuai for TODAY only works wonders. =) raf & shafik were playing at the toy section when xt came. haha. we went down to the fountain after they got tired. wondering where to go after that. shafik dared the other guys to walk thru the fountain thingy. he lost, so he had to walk thru. and he came out 95% dry. then shafik and edwin went in tgt, and edwin cld have come out dry if he had just walked faster. the whole splash of water came down on him! haha! and shafik came out still as dry. so edwin was drenched, shafik a little wet and raf dry. and 3 of us girls were laughing. raf filmed down the whole thing. hA. raf ran thru the thing. no fun.

after that we walked to suntec. since it was relatively near. went up to toys r us. at 1st we were walking tgt, then xt and jaime disappeared to look for presents and shafik & raf to the xbox. edwin asked me to follow him to find jigsaw puzzles. because he wanted to buy and fix and frame for SOMEONE. was talking abt some 999 pieces and asking that person to put in the last piece. WOAH. haha. raf and shafik went up to play with the xbox again. shafik was playing the soccer thing. and raf the car racing. 2 of us were downstairs looking at jigsaws. anyone? buy me a 1500 jigsaw puzzle for my b'dae. haha. still rmb that i wanted to fix one after o's. but didnt. now i have no time. saD. so after he decided that he had to money to buy, we went up to find them. xt and jaime came back with some stuff... o.o haha. after paying for them jaime, xt and i went out to find food. we bought cup corn and muah chee. wanted to buy the dragon beard thing but was too expensive. so we sat down and ate and invited the guys to join in. haha. edwin gobbled up all the muah chee in a few sec.

we decided to go home but cldnt decide what bus to take. since the mrt was so far away. we were walking to the bus stop... and well... cant talk abt this part. haHa. so when we finally reached the bus stop, and got things sorted out, decided to take a cab. hA. split 3,3. jaime, edwin and i one cab, xt, raf, shafik another. srgn and hougang/sengkang route. haha. and on the cab edwin refused to tell me what he told jaime. hA. and we were playing in the cab so much so that i think the cab driver was getting pisst. so i stopped asking. hAhA. i wasnt angry lar.but was damn tired and stresssed. dont mention the word "common test" to me. ARGH. makes me stressed. i dropped last. the cab fare was $11 with extra $2 charge. hAha.

damn tired now. have cip tmr. hopefully it'll help me de-stress. a day well-spent. ~

police carnival 2006. we were supposed to meet at 12pm and at 12pm i was still at home. raf called and almost died on hearing that i was still at home. hA. my mom was laughing. anyway, ended up only going with raf, xt & shafik. the 156 bus came. and guess what? no air con!! it was damn stuffy in there. no oxygen! hAhA. the 2 guys were perspiring like mad. but they still cld entertain themselves. we were so glad we got down cuz the bus was warmer than outside.

walked in and walked ard. the guys were looking at the bikes and the police cars. walked one big round to see everything 1st. they had this car showroom, and were selling tvs, cameras... then they went to buy police shirts. it was raining then. after that we went to eat. bought 4 boxes of octopus balls. buy 3 boxes get 1 pc free. and xt happened to take the one with 4 pieces and she didnt even know it. and yes...she gave me the xtra one. hA. they guys came back with shark's fin soup and 2 whole big plates of beehoon and fried rice. xt and i went ard to look for food. i bought cup corn. and of course, MUAH CHEE. hahaha!! for rafael to eat. i said i'd treat him muah chee one day. we told him we asked for extra PEANUT. we made him eat the whole box by himself. even shafik didnt wanna help him. hA. met turaiya and yuling. been a long time since i met them!! caught up with turaiya for a while. she's still the same.

we went to walk and see the games... found the game which edwin wanted us to play. but it didnt really look interesting. he said he got one of the top... and his cedar friend got the top prize. good for them. hA. i spend my money on food every year. not games. anyway, we had to wait for the rain to stop to try the rides. xt wanted to go on the crazy surf. the one we went last year. but there was this new ride called meteorite. so all 4 of us decided to try it. it's that one where u spin round and round at almost 180 degrees standing. (centripetal force!! what better way than to experience it for yourself) so we did. we stood opposite to raf and shafik. with another girl. who was alone cuz her friends didnt dare. anyway.. the ride was interesting. raf was screaming at this high pitched tone. really really high. and i was laughing the whole way through. we cldnt move. the force on us was really great. cldnt even raise our hands. i was ok during the ride.

but once down, i felt nauseaus. typing abt it now makes me feel unwell. -.- cldnt move at all. felt like puking. so next time, whatever you do, DON'T GO ON RIDES AFTER YOU EAT. don't ever try it. so no crazy surf for me. i think i'd really puke if i went on it. then ryan finally came. so we went to sit down and watch ryan eat...and i needed to sit down anyway. shafik left. so after ryan ate, and i was feeling better, we went to walk around again. this time for ryan and raf to buy police shirts. xt and i went to get our free candy floss cuz ryan had 5 coupons. then we walked out thru the other gate. there were bike shows and go kart shows but had to pay to get in or something. so we left. the 3 of them took 132. raf was going to meet shafik when he was supposed to go home. hA. i took 105 home.

thank God i was alright. and thank God my bro's alright. =) ~

splitting headache. and i'm still supposed to find out why soap bubbles meet at an angle of 120 degrees. seriously, why do i care abt soap bubbles? they are fun to play with. period.

i was reading pl mag on the bus to town and gosh do i miss pl. looking back at all the pictures, all the memories, i really miss pl. i want to go back to studying there. i never want to leave. perhaps some may think otherwise, but it's been 10 years. ten years of studying there. it's where i grew up. it's where i learnt not only academically but morally, socially, mentally... believe me. if you feel like you cant wait to get out of pl now, you'll regret that thought later.
enough with the "i miss" part. alas, we have to move on. and keep with us the memories. the good ones. i used to find what a teacher in pl said abt looking back in the past a bit cliched. but it's really true.

anyway, met yq, ah ruo, serene & se ying today. we went to lido. se ying was late. so we cldnt watch the 1.45pm da vinci code show. (i know i'm wols. watching it after 1 month) so we decided to go down to cine. and guess what? cine had only 2 tickets left. so we practically ran to suntec. met celene on the way. she's so different! permed hair, coloured glasses, cool. yq and i walked damn fast to suntec, in fear that we cldnt watch. and the person at the counter demanded for our ICs. and again, DO WE LOOK YOUNGER THAN 16 TO YOU?!?! gosh. one day i sld just tell them that. anyway, the movie was ok. the 1st part was kinda boring. understood most of it. yq cldnt remember what happened at all after reading the whole book. hA. se ying said she didnt understand, probably because she didnt read the book. well yeah, the book's more exciting. more intriguing.

by the time we ended it was late. thought we cld see tiff work but she wasnt working today. sad. took mrt home, and on the way i found out things probably some sldnt ever know. for their own good. hA. but this topic is getting more interesting. almost like a book. well... whatever.

bubbles meet at 120 degrees...WHY WHY WHY?!?!~

speakers are powerful. and the speaker i've been living with for the past 5 years are kinda inferior (YED<0) HAHA. my brother just brought back one heck of a speaker. the bass is good. kinda reminds me of my dad's caR. he was blasting it just now.

anywaY.. CIP can be therapeutic. for the past 2 days i've been waking up at 8.30am. today for CIP at tanjong pagar. with jess and me as the only 2 girls, yj, yt, qm, darren, th. we managed to find the place. and we sorted out bags and bags. according to their number. 2000-2399, 2800-2999, 3200-3299 was what we sorted out. the few guys did some other numbers. i see numbers now. the guys were playing with the foozeball machine. which turned out to be fun even as an onlooker. somehow, i found it really relaxing. not going out, not slacking, but doing cip was relaxing. no wonder they have this thing called CIP.

we went to eat after that. and we saw yt's hello kitty ball!! HAHA. throughout the whole think i yawned umpteen times. and yj was no better. hA. both of us were half asleep. took the mrt with yt. he was going to cine. and i was going home. i am seriously wols. wols wols wols. yt's from np! chs npcc! hAhA. so we had many things in common. so we talked till he had to go down. and too bad i didnt go for the past 2 bowling comps organised by his sch. or else maybe i'd have known him earlier. hA.

anyway, going to meet yq, ah ruo and serene tmr. the last time i saw them was at citilink. ha. i want to go back to the new cathay. hEE. ~

how screwed can this com get? it just deleted whatever i wrote. thanks. lazy to type everything again.

anyway... aft ccA went to heartland to supposedly meet the wols people. but they're really wols cuz edwin called to say that they were opp their school and made me go back to srgn.and i did a stupid thing.i took the mrt in the wrong direction and landed up at hougang. nvm. when i reached srgn, they made me walk all the way to sg there with my heavy ball.raf, edwin, shafik, gly, cleo and some sec3s were there. shafik was damn funny lar. he kept "shouting" at the man sleeping there. "sleep somemore! this is a fire drill!!" HAHA.

then we left aft jaime came. while walking saw jarelyn. thAT girl!! hAhA. jaime wanted to show me some pic in her phone...so we were fighting with her. hahA. oOoO... i made edwin and raf carry my heavy bag with the ball in it. whEE!! hAhA. thanks anyway. went to heartland after that. to eat. ate kfc. yum yum. Ha. waited for xt to come. edwin kept kope-ing jaime's chocolate. shafik was scaring some marist cadets.damn funny.

then went to the bowling alley. no. not to bowl. hA. th arcade. played daytona. played the advanced track. whEE!! then shafik and raf played initial D. then another of their car things.edwin was harrassing xt for something. something which she didnt wanna say either. then we switched topic. to...something else. hAhA. how did jaime know? hMMm....

edwin had to go for tuition. so the rest of us went to macs. gly and cleo were there. then gly started harrassing us abt what we sldnt have said. oops.lalalala. xt was forever looking at that certain guy. hA. shuai meh?

got outta that place. walked to playgrd. to play swing and whatever. hA. were chatting there. erm...raf and shafik were talking to their ex-art teacher or something. then they came. they were acting as cadets.. falling in and giving attitude.. ha.

had to go home after that. took a cab with jaime and gly. cab driver was damn cranky. ergH.

cant type. bro wants to do something that's making my connection damn wols.~

Now That You're Near

I stand before You, Lord
And give You all my praise
Your love is all I need
Jesus, You're all I need

My life belongs to You
You gave Your life for me
Your grace is all I need
Jesus, You're all I need

Hold me in Your arms
Never let me go
I wanna spend eternity with You

And now that You're near
Everything is different
Everything's so different, Lord
And I know I'm not the same
My life You've changed
And I wanna be with You
I wanna be with You

And I will sing for You always
'Cause in Your presence God is where I wanna stay

-Hillsongs~

church 22nd anniversary today!! whEE!!! think all of us were looking fwd to the food only. was ok i guess. "irreducible minimum". anywaY... we walked out of the restaurant (somewhere near parkway) wondering how to get anywhere. wanted to go town...but realised no time. waited for 36 at some bus stop. which it took damn long. and was damn hot. so we went into 7-11 to cool down. hA. we spent 45mins there dying. finally decided to take a caB... split ourselves. 11 people. anyway... the caB driver drove damn slow. speed limit 90km/h and he was driving at 60!! aRGH!! so the cab fair cost abt 10 bucks. walked to the new cathay. went up the wrong stairs to the carpark. haha. not many things open yet. but the cinema there was damn nice and cool and modern. had to wait till 5.05 pm to watch it.

anyway.. the rest came and we went in. watched "she's the man". based on 12th night. that's what attracted me. yes, the leads' name were viola & sebestian, there was duke orsino, olivia, malvolio (the tarantula), cesario (the name of a cafe), no sir andrew or toby. saD. ha. but basically the show was abt soccer. viola wanting to be in the guys soccer team. and the name of the team she joined was illyria. damn cool!! haha. and funny. if you think 12th night was funny, this is hilarious. afteR thAT, which was like...7pm... they went to global day of prayer. was lazy to go. oops. so came home.

tirEd. wanna sleep.~

Wednesday, 31st May 2006

had to wake up at 6am. and reached sch damn early. physics lecture. gosh. mr koh is really lame. he cant last a lecture without telling cold jokes. anyway... walked out the MAIN GATE with ghislaine and tiff. went home, almost fell asleep. but went out anyway to meet raf and xt to play pool. xt was still at home while i was at hg mall. raf was there playing with yh. i joined them later. and...

guy at the counter: excuse me, can i see ur ic please?
me: HUH... oh... ok. ez link card can?

DO I LOOK LIKE A 15 YEAR OLD KID TO YOU?!?!?!?!?!? argh! ok forget it. edwin's laughing at me right now. and raf was laughing like mad there ytD. then he told xt when she came. so joined them for the game. they were showing kung fu on the tv... all of us wanted to watch! but they only showed the 1st part. saD. reminds me of the days back in ac, where mr soh played kung fu for us to watch. anyway....xt came. yh is pro lar. hAhA. raf was a bit off. he hit the ball so hard either it jumped or jumped off the table. he was a bit high. then we left the place and went to hg mall play daytona. wHeEeeEE... we took advanced. hA. then played the hit hit thing. raf was playing his initial D. then played daytona again. was playing with raf. kept banging into the wall lar!! but in the end i won because i made him bang the wall at the last lap. hA!! ate spring roll then he bought bb tea. i'm addicted to nj's bubble tea. i keep drinking everyday.

ThuRsdAY 1st JunE

weNt to meet gracE. ate lunch then went to shop. hEeX. cant type much. wanna watch lost 2!!~

this is what happened today. i met jerrick on the 156 bus. who fell asleep. and i was watching tv mobile. and the other nj guy in the bus was msging. so no one pressed the bell. so the bus didnt stop at the bus stop. so we got down 1 bus stop after that. and had to walk damn far. jerrick didnt wanna use the overhead bridge so we fleed across the rd. only to find that the side gate wasnt open. ARGH. met pei wei. so we walked to the other side gate. WHICH WASNT OPEN. met wen yi there. so we walked all the way to the front gate. met zuo jie on the way. and so we walked. and walked. so far. far....far...far...far!! was perspiring by the time i got to class. and we were 20mins late. ghislaine was later. oops. haha.

chem prac was...(i can't say). haha. basically i think i'm going mad. siao. holidays is not equivalent to break. period.~

i'm stressed, i'm depressed, i'm angry, i'm crazy. i hate my life. i hate everything that's going on.

i think it's the "last day of school syndrome" that's gotten everyone out of their minds. felicia's gone mad. i think we've all gone mad. yiling (10) has been taping people on their shoulders and making them turn ard to find no one. eveN anne marie has gone a bit mad. ha. oh... she asked this qn today that ghislaine and i started laughing like mad. no. it's not a joke. but we just started laughing.

mr tek: so ethanol, being less dense, will be less viscous
anne marie: huh... but oil is more viscous but floats on water.
me & ghislaine: oh yAh....haHaHaHaHaHahahA!!

mr koh's lesson on waves was damn lame. lame jokes. ms lim is forever so cold. during pw ms ng wasnt doing pw at all. and we were going crazy with ms heng during econs on thurs. i conclude that teachers and students are too stressed that they've gone crazy.

wenT to meet xt on wed afteRnoon. i can't write whaT wE did. since i'll get killed from it. anywaY... i wont do it again. too expensive. ha. xt was guessing my ccA when she asked hH... who didnt wanna tell heR. and who sent me xt's msg when xt was right beside me. wenT to meet shafik and raF. shafik was damn funny trying to guess my ccA. "i know!! marbles!! chapteh!!" HAHA. xt waS ding chinese, i was stoning on my paper. raf was studying for his test which looked like phy to me. he asked abt solving 4x4 matrices then i said use GC. oops. shafik was telling me abt their atc... cool!! it's been a long time since i last went.

anyWAy... i went to sch on thurs and saW staNley. so sat down and "chatted" with hiM. well... we were more of talking abt... people. haha. stanley wanted to tease joseph. he devised a "master plan". then during lecture he told me he called athena. which of course, i didnt believe. then during lunch athena called me to ask who called her using joseph's phone. OH MAN!! haha. she had quite a big reaction when i told her it was stanley. lol!! then today, he was thinking of calling athena again. joseph was threatening him with a scissors. i was msging athena, i think she was getting angry lar. haha. poor thing.

hols!! a time of mugging. MUGGING. not playing. this is gonna be my life for the next 2 years. SPA skill B & C on monday. going out to watch movie i guess. i treated yiling to ice cream today. hA. nvm if you dont see a link. too stressed!!!!!~

my life is getting worse by the minute. this is depressing.

yong jan's game was damn good today. his ave was 204. (for those wols people who still dunno what my cca is, continue wondering.) 5 X-s in a row. damn pro!! hAhA. basically yj, zh,darren,yt were all good. their ave was quite high. of course it's thanks to me, jess and lx for cheering. hA! the others did quite okay too! yayS! but the other schs were good too, mainly hci, mi, cjc, yj, tpj were there.

went to northpoint to eat bk and gossip again. whEe... laughed so much. esp to those funny people who kept teasing jess. lol. these people are mad. anyway. i wanna see so many movies. bleahs. my life sucks.~

tired. sleepy. but still stressed. therefore, i dont have good sleeps at night. i'm gonna ko anytime soon. better get started on econs VA.

anyway. nj funtasia highlights. cant type out all of it. darrick and athena came early. miss them so much!! started taking pics and going ard looking at the food. that was probably the best time to eat. anywaY... then we went to the haunted house cuz we wanted to whack. but we didnt in the end. decided to be good people. was at TC block... watched part of the maid as an intro at TC 02. then proceeded to 03... oh man... i must say it was not bad! can almost compete with ac's haunted house. most of the time athena and i were screaming our lungs out. darrick was laughing. jess was screaming too. then darrick took pic with the "ghost". haha. went to 04 to scream again. basically they were giving us a shock of our lives.

went out to find food and buy more things. haha. was attempting to buy nachos and cheese. no cheese. met roy!!!! jess and i stood there to talk to roy. so long havent seen him!! he's still as gay. haha. let's see... along the way met amanda and her sis. marcus gave me a call... met him near the linkway. so nice to see him again!! esp after both of us changing sch. talked to him for a while. then met ken!! so very long havent seen him too!! too bad wei kit and shaun werent able to come. sad. jess said ec came... but didnt see him. met jj too. and guan qun!! miss her too!! hAhA. met so many people at nj funtasia.

the stall was ok. wen yi was worried abt his xbox. we kept revising the timings. there was this guy who was damn pro...got 19 sec. but too bad he didnt pay for that game. haha. was having a chicken ring party with yiling. oh...throughout the whole funtasia was disturbing raf. cuz at some parts was damn bored. haha. wanted to go meet him at ubin. but cldnt get a cab...too late by then. too tired anyway.

hmk hmk hmk hmk hmk hmk hmk. study study study. stressed again. when will this end?~

i've gone mad i think. no. i think i have. we were all a bit off today. let's talk abt today. ARGH. stanley!! he sabo-ed me during chem class la!! now ms lim knows abt it. anyway...sabo-ed him back. ms lim half-believed me. about stanley's gf. anyway..now the whole s15's teasing me. even the guys lar!! ARGH. even during pe. we played floorball!! yaY!! so fun!!

ended sch at 1230. didnt go for bowling comp. had to help out with the last min preparations for funtasia stall. ys, ck,rc didnt go too. went to paste posters... then helped out with the banner. had to change the colours a bit. then sam, ghislaine, anne marie went of for touch rug competition. leaving me to do the banner alone!! the others were doing the mascot thing. pei wei came down to help me paint the sand. was quite artistic!!

then after the banner was done felicia and i went to oasis to find the track people playing with the car. had to help them with it. so we did many parts to it... then slowly one by one left... leaving me, peiyi, yiling, ccb, pei wei, zuo jie. they were doing the track, ccb and i were attempting to to something to the banner. haha. then went to help them with the track. and i think zj was really really off. we kept saying he needed to go home and sleep. cuz he was talking rubbish. speaking indian, imitating the train announcements, irritating me. singing and ruining songs...he was really off. he was making everyone off. haha. spilt red paint on my shoes and skirt. i was screaming all the way. haha.

went home at abt 6.30 with yiling. cant wait for funtasia tmr. hope it's gonna be fun. judging from the preparations.i love the nj steps. they really rock!!~

my stress is turning into depression. don't ask me why. i don't know why either.

why is it that it's so hard to face reality on a sunday? life hasnt been like this before.

funtasia is supposed to be a fun thing. yeT i'm freaking out. time constraints. financial constraints.

wish i was back in sec sch. i know i sldnt think too much about the past.

i have no time for anything anymore. everything is studying. studying is everything.

maybe this is the cause of my depression. maybe not. maybe it's because of you.~

rafael "muah chee" is currently entertaining me with lame jokes right now. some funny, some not. but i keep laughing still. some racist. oops. been bored for the past few hours. looking up on pw. actually, i'm telling him more jokes than he's telling me. so theoretically i'm the one entertaining him. lol!

maybe i shall go sleep now.~

arGH!! still stressed. stressed a few months ago, ytd, today, tmr, and the months ahead.

FriDaY 12MaY 2006
met xt, jaime, raf, shafik to play pool for abt 1hr. hEEx. raf and shafik kept bullying the fish. wet. haha. shafik was good. tho still cant beat my bro. then me, xt, jaime played against each other, xt and i alliance to kill jaime 1st. oops. haha. i won the 1st round, xt the 2nd. lol. was disturbing raf with the cue stick. then they went home, i went to meet my cCa (what CcA... for me to know...for you to find out) people down at marina sq since town marche was under renovation. on the way at citylink, met ah ruo and serene!! arGH!! i miss them so much! so we stood down there to talk for quite a while. ah ruo was crapping as usual. managed to catch up quite a bit. but miss them lots.

then rushed off to find them at changing appetites. most of them were there. i ate fish! lol. was telling raf abt it... he was saying he ate steamed fish at shafik's house. ended up arguing which was nicer. and wanting to exchange steamed and fried fish with each other. mad. then we were gossiping abt....people. haha. yong jan, yong tat and zhen han were damn funny!! cuz of their expressions and others... damn funny! kept laughing. we finally left the place ard 10pm. took the last free ride to city hall mrt. went home from there.

sAtuRdaY 13 mAy 2006
woke up late. since i came home at 11+ the last night. realised i needed to get a chem book. or not i'll have nth to do. left the house at 11.50 when it started to rain. was supposed to meet edwin at 12. changed it to 12.30. then later i told him i needed to go to heartland 1st. ha. he almost slaughtered me. hMm... so went to heartland to buy some other things. and old chang kee...

took bus back to srgn stadium there... he made me walk dunno where... was strolling there... but he said i walk fast. managed to find him after a while of walking aimlessly. went to dunno where to study. ARGH. he so reminds me of my bro when he was young. cant study for more than 5 mins. will always start talking or walking abt. whole day disturb me. kept distracting me. anyway... he went off to stalk someone who he claimed to know. he can seriously join the stalker club in s15. even they are not so bad. then hE went to catch an earthworm which was damn long. EEEEEEWWWWWW. was running away from it. damn disgusting!! argH!! he went to buy sweets. then he started talking and disturbing me again. give up siah. he really reminds me of my bro in sec sch and poly. then he was sending msges frm my phone to his own phone cuz i had thousand free msges =). one of the msges typed to himself: "i know you're bored but jia you okay! just slaughter the fish beside you for entertainent." and many other lame msges.

anyway.. he wanted to go home and sleep (like my bro. argh.) but i wldnt let him cuz i didnt want to go home. so we sat down there and did nth. haha. sat until 6pm. decided to go home to mug.

have to do pw now. arGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~

STRESSED STRESSED STRESSED. mad mad mad. crazy crazy crazy. gone case. excessive stress is not good. no talking abt hmk on this blog.

let's talk abt S15. people are getting more lame. lyn, for one, is. during pe on tue she started cracking lame jokes. subsequently, everything was lame. ms lim is always lame. mr chee's jokes are really really lame lar!! "maths topics are gonna get darker and darker...but with me ard, the days ahead are bight!!" and he said that without the lights on in the container classroom...after which...he switched it on when he said the word "bright". oh man!!! mr tek's jokes.... -_-'''. i dunno what to say. then the guys were trying to sabo darren today during chem lecture because ms lim was the lecturer. stanley got sabo-ed by ms lim instead. haha.

oh yes!! seems like the non-political broadcast of the bah chor mee man thing is getting popular. think the whole S15's heard it. DAMN FUNNY. darren kept imitating the whole voice recording. joseph put it in his ipod. so the girls were listening to it during civics today. "move on your si lang tau ah!!" HAHAHA. then during civics we were discussing abt the prizes. and thanks to stanley for nominating me for ic for prizes! ARGH. as if i dun have enough things to do. hAhA. i will get him back!! basically we were slacking and discussing 1/4 of the time.

today we were having on of the most not boring chinese lessons. we did a transparency on the oral topics. zuo jie joined me and tiffany. he was damn crappy and lame. he started drawing esplanade and merlion on the transparency. which didnt even look like esplanade or merlion at all la!! so when i went up to present, and they said they cld tell what it was...he waS damn happy. haha. nvM...my drawing's as bad. i think we've all gone mad. due to overstressed.

siao siao siao siao siao. lame lame lame lame lame. stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed. my workload totally sucks.~

church today at 8.30am. cldnt wake up after watching GE 06 till 1am last night. after church went down to bugis to meet yq. havent seen her in a long time. was eating tako pachi when she came. then she said she wanted to eat. so we did....

walked down to national library. gosh. that place is damn nice. guess who i met there? darren loh! hAhA. of all ppl, darren. with his gf. had a short but damn funny chat with him. before going downstairs. then we went to play with the lift. haha. 14 storeys...it's hard to resist. took it up.down.up.down. then went to the study lounge to check for seats...no seats. we went outside to the garden area to sit down and study for a while. ergh. butt pain. cldnt study there. was listening to top 40 on yq's hp radio. then finally found a sofa seat. so continued studying. until yq suggested walk walk. went down to bras basah complex. then went to cheers....cldnt find anything. went to 7-11 to get some drinks. i spilt milo freez on my shirt!! oops. then went back to study again. oH... went to look at the reference books b4 that. damn cool. but cant bring notes in. wth lar.

anywaY.... after thaT we went down... left the library. walked to bugis street. yq wanted to buy clothes. for poly. haha. i don't need! but i still need new shirts. anyway... she didnt wanna buy anything there... so just went ard to look see. oOO...many things there. then crossed over to bugis junc. look at the clotheS. having sale. then needed to go home. aWww....sad!! hope can meet up with her again!!

back to school. cant wait for friday holiday.~

I'm not supposed to love you,
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there,
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do,
Sorry I just couldn't help myself,
I like you.~

happy npcc day! walked down to srgn station this morning seeing many people wearing either their mufti or their np shirt. i miss those days. wearing pl-lite shirt in sec1, full uniform in sec2, mufti in sec3, sch u in sec4. oops. hA. heard that pl had parade and full uniform today. argh! i wanna go back! haha. hMM.. it'll be nice to have all your juniors greet you. and the only people u need to greet is the officers. sec1s will run away when they see you because they do not know your names.

ever been chased out of school by your own school before? i havent. pl has. argh! they got chased out by 2pm cuz pl compound will be used as a polling station tmr. why dont these exciting things happen during my days?!? anyway... my classmates are all going back to their respective schools to collect their o level certs and when can i collect mine? 1st week of june. so late!! argh.

just talking abt school makes me stressed. therefore, i shant type anything abt schoolwork here. my class is getting more scandalous. the girls are pairing everyone tgt. except for ghislaine and anne marie. peiyi was the worst. and what peiyi said abt me justin heard. ARGH!! anyway... we had free period for econs (ms heng didnt come, but set us hmk on chp 4 which we havent even learnt). so the 8 of us went to the SL to sit and chat and gossip. 3 of them in 1 sofa, 3 of us, the other 2 on seperate chairs. we were mainly gossiping on 2 people until some of the guys came in. lol. then for pw, we asked zj to ask ms ng whether we cld have it in the SL. we were too lazy and sleepy to move. so we did!! yay!! my grp was discussing on the problems faceD... pw really really sucks your brain juices. we managed to get an extension on the submission of our GPP. yaY!

caNT wait for friday. it's a holiday. tmr's polling day. will have make up holiday in term 3. and no sch on 22 may because of funtasia. holidays rock!!~

today was quite a good day. despite dreading the fact that i have to go back to school. math tutor was quite angry that we were 15mins late for math. cuz we strolled from parade sq to tc block. lol. math lecture abt MI... i see no point in it. lol. but it doesnt really bother me that much yet. since i havent attempted the tutorial. maybe it's difficult? i dont know.

then during break, we seperated into grps to discuss abt gpp. wE were crapping for sometime. abt ads. i dunno why..but we started on the macs oOoOOooOooOrchard road uncle please. hAHA!! sam started laughing like crazy. then all of us started laughing like mad too! we managed to come up with some idea of a game for the gpp. have to develop more on it tho. i think it was good that we came up with that!! sought ghislaine's advice on that too. so we were half crapping half discussing.

chem prac is always lame. with ms lim as such a cold (brRr) teacher and the guys making fun of everything. during lunch, sam was sharing with us abt the councillors camp. abt the night activity where they were led to one part of the huge school blind folded and asked to find their way back. damn cool and fun lar!! we weRE listening so intently! ha. chinese...how fun can it get? econs...ms heng not here. then pe (altho i hoped so hard that it would rain, it didnt). the teacher let us play captain's ball... while the guys played soccer. sam was the captain.. felicia the other. yiling kept blocking her. haha. sam's hands are really good! no matter how u throw the ball to her...she'll catch it! hAhA. we kept scoring. theN dunno what they were doing... ended up laughing like mad again. wenT home with yiling and lyn to mug! hAhA. what else can i do? slack? ccA tmr. and math test on thurs. this is so stressful!!~

woke up at 7.30am today. siao right? hA. i went back to sleep until xT msGed.... said she really sick. cmi. lol. poor thing. geT well soon girl!!

watchEd tV...looneY toonS... hEhE. waS supposed to meet edwin at 1pm at heartland. 12.50 i was still at home. lol. reached there... macs was crowded. so went to kfc to eat. he made me eat tho i wasnt really hungry. anywaY... he's crazy. cant say much. hAhA.

thEn wenT upstairs walk walk. nv seeN a "guy" love shopping b4. anyWAy... went back down to check for space at macs again. managed to find one. erM..something's wrong with me today. cldnt solve apgp. had to keep referring back to notes. basically helped him thru his whole chem paper 1..had to keep explaining to him. and some which i cldnt remember. oops. chem in sec school is really memory work. and it aint like this anymore. argh! stressed!

so anyway. he took 2 hrs just to finish one mcq paper. by that time both of us were freezing. he kept slacking. and stoning. and going outside. siao. haha. was trying to not freezE in there. said he kept seeing his friends. so gavE up on studying there... wanted to go his house study corner...

b4 that went up to popular to geT myself highlighter. i cant live without them. didnt have enough spare cash. so asked him to lend me $1.30. then he said interest rate times 2. so $2.60. round of $3. so now i "owe" him $3. no way!! ha. went down to wait for the bus. he started saying out advance woc again. make me jealous only. hA. sizing brings back memories of jnco course and plnp sessions... esp the ones where we were trying to learn sizing and get it right. was the funniest. i miss those times.

anywaY... on the bus he stole my fish carrebena. mom called. had to buy food go home cuz she wasnt cooking. hA. so abandoned him and went home. lol. sch starts tmr. argH! stressed. GPP 1st draft's due this fri. i dont even know what we're doing. i hope it rains at 3.30pm tmr. then no pe. good. long day tmr. back to studying!~

so i was intending to sleep in (i mean after 12pm). but at 1030..some person called me up!! fortunate for him, unfortunate for me that i left my hp on and next to my bed. argh!! was half asleep on the phone. why? both of them wanted me to book the pool room downstairs!! WTH!! wake me up from my nice sleep. well... was surprised that the 1pm-3pm slot was still available. after booking i wanted to get back to sleep...but cldnt. did physics tutorial. (was staring at the questions)

so edwin called ard 1. went down to meet him and xavier. was studying summation while they played. then was watching kids central on the tv. hAhA. then xavier went to pick his friend. was playing with edwin. I WON ALL 3 ROUNDS. then played with xavier after he came back. I WON. i rock! edwin won one after that. then they played again. they asked me to teach a maths to their friend. hMm.. i think i'm getting wols. i took damn long to solve.

anyway.. cld only play till 3. xavier wanted to book after that. but someone already did. so went out of the rm. had not eaten lunch yet. xavier didnt wanna go out to eat. i needed to get maths book. (argh. stressed. test next week). so took a bus down to j8. went to get some math book which cost 22 bucks. started telling him dunno where to eat (xt and i always say that). ended up at ljs. no macs!! haha. he ate fish. haha (you lucky i dun eat duck). then talk talk. forgot he had a sore throat. still eat long john.

went walk walk after that. walked upstairs... then dunno where. then went home. on the bus... i realised my math notes were still with him. ARGH. i really panicked lor. (damn stressed). had to go to central to meet him and get back my notes again. haha. reached home at abt 5.30. ok this is the crazy part. i just spent 3 hours doing maths non-stop from 5.30-8.30. crazy anot? i think so too. i need more practice. (seriously turning into a mugger. what to do??) have a headache now. migrain. ~

napfa is finally over!! arGH!! so happy!! i got a D. lol. anne marie and felicia are crazy! they ran so fast!! the others are mad too. thanks siang ting for cheering me on!! talking abt siang ting...i miss her!! argh!! why must she leave!!

(i just remembered i have pw to think abt. this totally sucks)

anyway... physics lab finished late. i had to rush home. took 156 with lyn. got home...bathed, changed, it was pouring. and the stupid bus took 20mins to come. went to plmc to find xt, mh, winnie, the usual sg guys there. talked and crapped for a while... b4 going up to the hall for band concert!

sat there like toots for a long time. raf and shafik were seriously embarrassing thruout the whole thing. haha. kana suaned again by the whole lot of them. anyway... thE band concert started, it waS this kinda "flight" thing. hAhA. raf and shafik were making the most noise. a lot of noise. but funny. damn lame. was laughing thruout. then during the intermission, xt wanted to find mrs wong and i wanted to find ms lau. argh!! the last time i saw her was on o lvl results day!! so went to talk to her for a short while.. so nice to see her again!! took a pic with her. xt wasnt able to take a pic with mrs wong. oH... met jeanette there too!! so we went back to our seats and the 2nd half started.

the alumni band played. nice!! raf & shafik were making a lot of noise again. and some comments which were really hilarious. anyway.. after the concert ended we were running ard finding people. xt came back to ask me to look for mrs wong again. on the way.. met jasmine, cai rong, grace, mindy and the rest!! so long since i've seen them!! i miss pl lots!! we sang the sch song. haha. the guys were mad. they were shouting xt's, mine and many other people's name aloud.

we finally left a long while later. took a bus to srgn gardens chomp chomp. had a hard time finding a place since it is always so crowded. were walking ard in circles. we finally managed to get a place. the hokkien mee stall wasnt open! anyway.. the rest ate western and i ate satay beehoon. yum!! (thruout the whole concert i was telling rafael i was damn hungry). xt cldnt finish her chicken chop. raf ordered 15 chicken satay and 5 beef. we were tempting ryan to eat since he cldnt eat meat on fri. darren (who made me carry his coat) had to leave. raf went to buy panadol for xt. shafik went home to get his bike (which...he fell asleep). gly and kristle came.

so we were left with me, xt, (jaime went to join her friends), kristle, glynnis, ryan, raf, edwin. we walked to a park nearby. on the way... ryan was doing drills. marching with the umbrella, hormat, basically all the drills. haha. was damn funny. the 3 guys started marching with umbrellas... which was damn retarded. we reached the park. xt and i were the 1st ones to climb the mini spider web. barefooted. pain sia. glynnis overtook us. but all of us managed to sit at the top. ryan took a pic of us.

then xt and i climbed down.. went to play swing. we came back.. the 4 of us batchmates.. (raf, xt, me, ryan--->89 batch!! yay!!) sat down and started cheering np cheers. haha. the 3 of them were on top. we were below singing our hearts away. then we had to quieten down. the 3 of them joined us. we were playing concentration..which i was stoning and lost. haha. cldnt think anymore. played the hand game... i lost too. oops. haha. by that time it was past 1am. had to go home.

so all of us walked out of the park.. xt and i were singing songs such as go light your world (gosh, it brings back memories). raf, xt, ryan, gly, kristle went to 7-11. they were ton-ing. edwin and i walked home. cldnt take it. after running 2.4...how to ton?? hAha. so we walked frm gardens. my brain was seriously not functioning anymore. he was trying to get my brain to work. which wasnt successful. nevertheless... we were still talking. talked abt many things... memories, and present situations. the road was really long. somethings he talked abt i was wols. probably because it didnt connect in my mind. reached the junction to ave 3 & 4. i begged him to walk with me home. stupid road is so dark.

so we went to 7-11 to buy some drinks and sweets. paid for him (owe him 1 anyway). then continue walking. walk walk walk... talk crap. until my house. he took a cab home. thanks again for walking me back. and sorry. he had to seriously get home by 1.30 but by the time we reached my house it was 2. oops. haha.

bathed and changed and KO. until this morning. the story continues...~

i'm going crazy. seriously. 2.4 tmr. (unless it rains) then econs test. how to handle? i'll probably fall asleep during the test.

anywaY... stanley has recently taken an interest for a certain person. so he keeps shouting her name in class which only joseph and i know. so he's been saying that that person's my ex-best friend and joseph's current best friend. damn funny. he keeps coming up with lame things. today was the funniest. i cldnt stop laughing after physics. said to him: your girlfriend ah?? and mr teck heard it!! haHA!! he asked me to repeat it...and he believed it!! hAHA!

anywaY...joseph just scared the daylights outta me. THANKS LA. he's been trying to scare all our classmates. saddistic guy. edwin seriously loved it. i dont understand this. hA.

abt to die from studying. econs, then maths, then chem, then physics. 4 subjects as compared to 8 last time. yet i feel more stressed that studying for o's. o's is nothing now. argH!~

napfa: 4As, 1C. c for what? i-pull. why? because they raised the standard.my whole body's aching now. from shoulders down. jeanette got a shock today when she heard that there is remedial pe.

anywaY... was supposed to meet hh to go with her and some people to cck. but at the last min xt offered her cousin's car. who doesnt want a free ride to cck? hA. yep. so her cousin drove me n mh down to cck. xt says he's a reckless driver. theN there was a jam...so he took another route... thru some industries which were so remote. ha. then twds cck we saw lots of cemetries...xt's cousin said he wanted to leave xt there with lots of dogs. we passed hta...so big and so nice!! argHH!! he dropped us at cck int. we met hh and the rest there. wx wanted to come...but was a bit too late. we took the chartered bus to hta.... oh man!! it was so nice! we were standing outside thinking of how to smuggle 2 ppl in...since xt's ticket was with raf. in the end we put all the tix tgt and walked in. ha!!

hta is big, nice, modern. but somehow i prefer pa. open space. maybe it's because all my memories of np are there. anyway... we went in to sit down... reserved place for the 4 of them who, at that time, were still at serangoon. the parade started... the march in of flag bearers, the supporting contingents, the GOH. they looked good!! anyway... the usual things... arrival of mr charles chong.. blah.. the 4 of them finally came...shafik went to look after cadets. then shafik... came up with a grand entrance. he kocked against the flagpole near the spectator's stand which made a really loud "pong!". everyone's head turned...to find shafik coming up. all of us there started laughing really madly!! i cldnt stop laughing.

ok. then after the march past...which was not bad... there was this dance. the balloons were really distracting. and all of them got tangled up. but we seriously didnt know what was going on. then the parade ended. in 1hr. this yr no car stunts, t-baton or toy soldiers! haha. anyway.. we went down to see glynnis and adeline, who were the flag bearers of plmgss. we were trying to make them laugh.

then we went to find the pl supporters, some of the sec4s and sec3s. found them somewhere in hta. ha. they were waiting to eat. erm... we waited there for damn long also. were talking to them. cleopatra had damn a lot of lame jokes to tell... i'm getting wols! must be the effect for mixing too much with the wols club. i seriously didnt get some of them. shafik took 10 burgers and put them in edwin's bag!! hAhA. the pap member. anywaY... we took a grp photo.. oh.. shafik was damn funny. he told the cadets no sHhH-ing.. cuz he gets turned off!! hAhA!!!

theN it was time to get up the bus to go back to bartley. the few of us sat in front. was sitting with edwin... he was showing me his speech day videos of the various uyo marching in. what a big diff frm npdp. haha. anyway... shafik started cheering... his "echo after me".. and his purple light.. bartley TO wanted to add in TO into "with my CI, my buddy and me". so it went "with my TO, my CI, my buddy and me.." then so many more cheers which we were shouting. haha. edwin on the other hand...was stoning. i kept saying.."BUC leh!!" so he did something that threw his own face as well as mine. started shouting so loudly... ha. oh..and he had to show me his np uniform in his cam. he had to show me his name tag... he had to show me his BUC badge la!! arGH!! haha.

so after shouting.. we reached bartley.. we went in. oh... at hta xt and i were quite zi lian (must be learn from raf or edwin). we used raf's phone to take pics of ourselves. a lot of times. so we continued that at bartley with my phone. lol. then xt was teaching me to play "hei zhi ma, bai zhi ma" which i had a hard time understanding and playing. haha. shafik came out of the guys toilet and started scolding them for messing up the place. ok. then i dunno who... said that edwin and i look alike... his/her eyes something wrong ah?!? *builds wall* anyway.. we talked to the juniors for a while. then we walked out to the bus stop. which we ran for the 158 bus.

then we took the bus to srgn central. mh and jaime wanted to "go home". haha. we went to srgn mac. we were sitting at the int for a while. then we walked to macs. gly and kristle came. so there was me, jaime, xt, mh, raf, edwin, shafik and the 2 of them. the same crowd again. haha. we sat there and ate. and talked. and laughed. gosh. shafik was really damn funny.
shafik: fish...who's your boyfriend? spongebob ah?
hahahahahahahaha!! damn funny!! edwin was stoning and falling asleep, kristle was even more stone... gly was depressed. cheer up gly!! dun think so much ya? then we started doing the lame actions again. oh... was taking zi lian pics with raf. kept taking and deleteing. i seriously have no skills for taking zi lian pics. raf finally took it. haha. then i started showing them the 2 chio-bu pic that me and xt took. i think raf was abt to run away. they were saying.. later lens crack. i was basically laughing thruout the whole time.

was quite late when we left. the hougang/sengkang people took a cab home i guess. leaving me, jaime, gly and edwin walking to the int. gly and jaime took 158... so edwin and i walked... 105 came...i was asking him to take 105 with me...he didnt want to. took 317 instead. he's wols. and he's making me wols.

anyway... i didnt have a good sleep. not at all. maybe cuz right now i'm damn obssessed with 2.4 run on tue. ok calm down... ~

yes!!! math test is postponed!! therEfore i only have an essay test next week. elasticities. my class is obssessed with ceteris paribus. everything reamaining constant, only 1 varies. we're applying this to everything. peiyi and i were talking abt "pw" today in the lt. then we were entertaining ourselves with lame games.

napfa's tmr! arGH!! basically my target: 3As, 2Bs, 1D. and yes...you might have guessed. the D stands for 2.4km run. i dread it. i hate it. i cant run. but i have to get a D. why? or else it's remedial pe. who wants remedial pe?! at least i dont have to run tmr. or i'll be freaking myself out now. the guys have to. so basically after school, we girls we walking down the long stairs of NJ when we saw pei wei practising SBJ. so we stood there in 1 line and watched him. ha!! we were cheering him on and laughing! went home with ghislaine.

am i slow or am i slow?? edwin got BUC. CONGRATS!! but i'm jealous!! now i have 2 friends who are BUCs. one i see everyday. and one i'm talking to right now.

this post is quite messed up. like what i'm feeling now. so therefore things do not really connect. i'm gonna get a good night's rest for tmr's napfa!!~

SEVENTEEN!! now i wont get caught by the police if i stay out after 11pm. yay! but then again... i think i'll ko even b4 11.

firstly, i wanna thank huihuA foR heR so huihua-ish present. erM... a something with a thermometer and compass and lighter. who knows what else it does?? the lighter scared me a lot. hA. but i love it!

Sharon: for heR floweR...those big ones with the "happy b'dae" word on them. (my mom thought it sings)

Yingle: heR hp pouch and hp chain thing! so cute lar! haS 18 apr on it.

Kristle, Glynnis & Edwin: for the damn nice key chain, starry and with my engraved name on it!! so nice!! love it so much! i hanged the engraved part on my hp.

Jess & Athena: the wooden arty thing! damn cool!!

my mind's not working well... so if i leave you out...i'm so sorry!! thanks to shafik, xiaoting, huihua, jess, darrick, ruoyi, tiff, athena, rafael, guan qun, edwin, grace goh, amanda, glynnis, kristle for the b'dae wishes! i think i left out some... those who wished me personally. too much hmk.

oh...i specially wanna thank 06S15 for the b'dae wishes and the girls celebrating with me!!! basically all of the girls. thanks so much for the cake (i'm fat!!). tho i kept asking you guys to eat it... you made me finish the whole thing!! hAhA.

well so after anot so tiring pe lesson i made my way down to heartland mall to meet shafik, rafael, xt, jaime, glynnis, kristle. shafik and raf came frm sg, the others from sch. both guys were soaked. lol. we all ate shaker fries...which rafael and shafik kept kope-ing frm me. oh.. macs was playing the oooOoOoOoOoOooOo...rchard road video on the tv...so we started following the oOoOooOoOo. everytime they played that advert, we started.

anyway... we started telling lame jokes again. erM... told the others abt the fuzzy wuzzy thing again. like...glynnis got it 1st.. then shafik and raf. not bad. all within 20mins. kristle gave up and went home. edwin can just go bang his head against the wall for taking eternity to guess it. he can officially take over raf as the chairman of the wols club. was msging him in the bus.. he was so slow... i really cldnt take it. anyway... shafik made damn a lot of lame and damn funny jokes which made us (esp me) laugh like crazy. madneSS. had to go home after that.

on the whole, a nice b'dae lar. but my mind isnt working anymore. i shall go sleep.~

EasteR SundaY
The Resurection of Jesus

had to wake up at 7am. i cldnt... obviously. took a bus to toa payoh and realised i was gonna be late. so took a cab... found jeanette and some others there only. jeanette was a bit high... or rather.. quite high. she was listening to mp3s and singing at the top of her voice in the hall. sounded quite retarded repeating the same lines over and over again. anywaY...we went to change and prayer. went thru a dry run. my role as a crowd and a bad person was quite alright. haD to keep shouting "crucify him!!" theN jesuS stepped over one of his disciple's hand...who was still bowing down!! hAhA!

afteR that waS briefing and intercession. waS praying with jeanette, then jeanette and thea...theA was dancing away. theN with ps sh. priscilyn is so nice!! she gavE flowers to the 4 birthday babies!! joyce (16), isabelle & pauline (17), and me (18). thanks a million!! pauline, on receiving her flowers... started screaming like mad!! so funny la!! thEn wE went up to eat sandwiches, tuna, egg & ham. yuMmY!! went down to put on lipstick...petrina was helping me... which turned out to be so red!! lucky mummy was there to tone it down for me.

theN wE sat on stage for worship..was quite short. then had to get ready for the musical!! so scary!! thE curtains didnt wanna open. lol. we were going crazy on stage. doing funny actions. so when the music started... we started dancing.. heard johanan screwed up a little part. so funnY! theN our role as the crowd... haHa. went quite smoothly actually. waS good! i hope many were touched by it!! we saT at thE back...outside the hall thruout ps' msg. until it was oveR.

went to eaT fish & co for lunch. aT novena. yaYs. nicE. i went off 1st.. guess who i met? ms heng!! mY econs teacher!! witH heR bf. haha. she came frm church too! wahHh... what a day to meet her!! was happy to see her... but to a certain extent... stressed. there's econs tutorial tmr!! hAhA!

i neED to get on with "mugging". this week was so fun. with the bbq on fri, the 3 of them on sat and easter musical today. back to reality. well... no lessons on wednesday!! can slack on my b'dae! hA. ~

Xt, jaime and edwin came to my house today!! they totally saved me from my boredom for summation of series. that topic is seriously crazy. and grace is scaring me by telling me that APGP is rather difficult.

they came ard 2pm, edwin came 1st, xt and jaime dunno run wheRe... edwin was supposed to study with his friend, xavier, who happened to stay in the same condo as me. so after "studying" for a few minutes, edwin came over to join the 3 of us to play table tennis. the 2 beginners and the 2 "pros" started playing on the table. damn funny. edwin cldnt even serve properly either he served into the net, or he served past the whole table. we were bullying him. then xt joined us... she was playing with edwin, jaime and i tgt... we really cmi for tt!! haHA. we continued playing till xt and edwin gave up. he was sitting there eating his choc easter egg xt and jaime bought for us. we played till the next ppl took over. we had a good time laughing like mad la. esp edwin's high pitched voices and mad actions.

then we were standing outside deciding where to go. edwin and xavier gave up on studying. so we went to the carpark to play badminton. the badminton pro went to take his racket with edwin then we started playing. xt and i managed to get 3 shuttlecocks stuck up at the pipes. *clap clap. we sat down... edwin and jaime were playing. took edwin's phone again. started playing all the songs again. haha. good entertainment!

after playing and laughing (with edwin there...it's hard not to laugh) we sat down and started telling those FBI stories on how some person died. which was damn lame... cuz we really cldnt guess it. and they had to lead us to the answer. so i started my fuzzy wuzzy thing... xt got it the fastest.. xavier and edwin were really wols. forgivable anyway. since edwin is the vice-chairman of the wols club. xavier wanted to give back his application after he guessed the ans behind fuzzy wuzzy. edwin was really really really wols. he took a really really really long time. i said what's the diff btwn npcc and np? and he said...no cc. and he started asking where the cc went lar!! where it flew to...and the difference btwn AA and AB. i told him in the end. cldnt take it anymore.

jaime and i refused to give him back his phone.. which he became "angry". he seriously walked off without his phone! i'm sorry edwin!! i treat you water!! jaime and i found him at the bus stop. guess he wldnt leave until they came out to return his hp. haha. so we did. and he went off 1st. he was 1.5 hrs late le. then we went back to find xt and xavier playing badminton... pros man! after that theY went home... cuz even if we went out to eat...xt wldnt eat!! or cant finish 6 mcnuggets! hAHa!! so i came home to do summation again.

overall, quite a fun day. thanks to xt, jaime and edwin for relieving my boredom. haha. wanted to call raf and the rest along... realised that he totally ko after going home. cuz he didnt reply my msg until the late afternoon. ha! wonder how much they drank. and what they did!!

church tmr. easter performance. have to get there early. like...8am!! so i'm gonna go mug more and sleep!!~

Friday 14 April 2006
Celebrating Shafik, Grace and my b'dae

it was raining cats and dogs from 12pm onwards. so i cldnt leave the house. when i finally did 2 hrs later, met jaime and gracE and went to hougang plaza tgt to find mh. raf and the rest were at hougang mall playing arcade. opened a table for the 3 of us. gracE was really funny lar! shE kept hitting balls in with the white ball!! hAhA. i won a few rounds. the table was new. so we played until raf and the rest came... shafik played with jaime... shafik was damn strong lar! thE ball flies. play gently pls!! there was this young girl and an old man at the next table... grace n i were wondering whether they were...you know...heH. i was basically going crazy disturbing raf, shafik and edwin.

theN wE proceeded to heartland to bowl. the twins, suying glynnis, kristle were there. suying was good!! we went to the arcade to play daytona. haha... we were playing dirty most of the time la. grace kept banging me. then we went out to play bowling... erM...i totally suck lar. throw face infront of pro suying. went in to play daytona again after xt came. all of them were playing dirty. edwinm, who was leading... ended up last lar!! hAHA!! the twins and suying left. we went to take a bus to punggol park.

raf went home to get his bike, leaving me, jaime, grace, gly, kristle, edwin to walk a long long way in. after we reached... grace and jaime wanted to change to shorts... so we tried finding a toilet... but cldnt. saw shafik and some others.. shafik wanted to enter a wall la!! hAHA!! so we had to walk all the way back to the toilet near the entrance. saw edwin, gly and kristle on the way... ahem ahem!! anywaY... after visiting the dark toilet we went to join the 3 of them at the play grd. played swings!! for quite a long time.

grace and i 1st... the swing was so comfortable and slippery. haha. i cldnt swing high. dizzy. then grace picked up hh's call on my phone... damn funny. we were playing and talking... mostly suaning edwin. then gly and kristle went back. i think the 3 of us there had a problem with edwin. hahA! kept teasing him. gosh...slc!! prefect!! head of discipline!! nvm. then jaime took out his ic... grace saw his chinese name and started calling him that!! grace... in her usual funny voice... damn funny!! so we started laughing... then i took his hp..wanted to listen to music.. a water droplet dropped from the bar onto his keypad!! i'm so sorry!! cldnt hear the music. he looked as if he was abt to kill me. so he started knocking his phone. haha...the sound came back after a while lar.

then raf came with his bike, wanted to buy something for xt at 7-eleven. so we walked there with edwin's hp music playing. edwin....in his sg shirt... cldnt be seen buying what we were supposed to buy. but anyway... raf only bought 1 and 2 7ups. he cld pass lar! hAhA. so we went back to the pit. everyone was there already. hh, sharon, yl... were there! havent seen sharon for so long!! anyway... right now i wanna say a GREAT THANK YOU to sharon, yingle, huihua for their gifts. (hh..i'm sorry i overturned it. dont make me look stupid.) thanks to glynnis, kristle and edwin for theirs too!!

so we started eating beehoon. then we sat down to eat chicken wings. oh!!! then e33!! finally!! with 7up. we shared with so many ppl. but jaime and i managed to do a bottoms up. grace missed it. oops. and ms loh!! who drank i dunno how much of wine and vodka... on an empty stomach... started not feeling well. naughty!! then we were playing and eating... darren was another one la!!his whole face was red. he was trying to prove that he wasnt drunk by catwalking up and down!! hAHA!! we were playing and eating... raf kept asking ppl to fall in. so i did. haha! was playing daidee with shafik, darren, mh... i won!! i won!! then the 2nd round... wth lar... shafik gave xt a dee... so xt ended up with 4 dee. how to beat?!?

then a little while later raf and some others came out with the b'dae cake!! waHHHHH...and darren blurted out the price. result of being high and half drunk. so the 4 of us including shafik's sis sat down and cut the cake... darren was talking crap again la!! talk until the candles went out. haha. finally we cut it... they cut such a big piece for me, grace and shafik! stupid hh had to remind me that napfa was next week. so we ate...then jaime opened the 2nd bottle of e33 and 3 of us shared. 3 of us managed to bottoms up...i was laughing... let raf have some...i'm so nice!!

theN we stayed on to play and go crazy. grace was doing hentak kaki the whole time cuz of too many mosquitoes. raf and the guys kept saying berhen....ti! she stopped a few times! damN funny laR! then the guys and some of us took wine and started yum-seng. darren talked so much lar!!!! was talking abt shafik. for being a good brother, a good ci... so many things lar!! darren was damn high. so finally we drank. eeks. wine is not for me. haha.

after xt recovered mh's dad came... so we had to go back...but delayed like mad. haha. b4 we went off they wished me again. edwin sqeezed my hand so hard la!! so pain! almost started screaming la. then we ran all the way to mh's car. think gly, kristle, raf, shafik, darren ton there. until 7am this morning la!! elisha came ard 10 plus. edwin went off at abt 11 plus. went back didnt ko. but raf and the rest did!! haha.

i want to thank xt, raf, and edwin (erm... this one...) for a very very good day ytd...for planning it well although it was raining in the early part of the day. it was a great success and i cant thank them enough for such a great time!! i dont think i would have such a great time with anyone else la. they were wild...but that's the root of the fun!! and so much laughter... thanks to shafik. who loves to tease me abt the pond near the park. for those who came, thanks for being there and adding to the fun!

i've spent more than 1.5 hrs typing this. well.. thanks to everyone for such a good time!! you guys rock!! =)) ~

happy good friday!!

i'm supposed to do my 2nd draft of pi. but i think i shall blog first.

thE weEk has beEn madness. i'm gonna die for physics test. anne marie is so smart la!! council campaigning's on. and they just put up the posters ytd... they hung it in such a way that it looked really weird!! peiyi and i were looking at them during the break. and all the council elects had to wear ties. and posters ard the school..

international friendship day was on weD.. haD short skits during caal. lignum waS so funnY! lyn waS so cutE!! and felicia!! so funny!! aqua.. zhi wei waS "talking" with a girl's voice. haha. aftEr schoOl i think either dear hh was too tired or too high.. shE staRteD wishing mE happy friendship daY and wE startEd sending stupid msges to each other. with fishy and monkeys!! you should hear her recount her incident at btnr. then you'll know why i call her monkey.

theN ytD wE haD pw, ms ng wanted to give back our PIs.. then shE started laughing at jerrick who wrote it in a gp style!! daMn fuNNy la! and ms lim didnt come for chem. so this relief teacher took over. he was twenty years old... studying to bea doctor. so cool!!! anD his jokes were damn lame... but funny!! basically, there are 4 types of bonds. ionic, covalent, metallic and JAMES. !!! hAHAHA!! whaT comes before 'sea'? students: "mobile (sea of electrons)". no. it's B. and some didnt get it!! we starTed laughing like mad! he released us early... so the girls were talking to him abt his studies... so cool... doctor. lame doctor!!

realsed s15 girls just love to tell lame jokes. really lame. and they have a lot. and peiyi's jokes are always funny but she said it until it wasnt! hAhA!!

anyway... going for bbq latER.with thanks to xt and raf for planning. i gotta get on with my PI before i fail my pw. ~

xt & raf's proposal is really really hilarious. too bad i cant post it on here. esp the comments... wth lar!! damn funny!! muah chee tsp... nice name for rafael. anD then raf jagged xt abt being underage. and basically is damn funny lar!! ok... thanks to the WOLS b'dae committee for planning it. well..cant wait till fri!!

today was total shit. talking abt it makes me feel worse. so i shant.~

what a stressful and retarded day!! the past 5 days were plain stressful. today i added another word to it. seriously... what a retarded day!!

woke up to doing econs essay and PI. talking abt it makes me stressed. atE lunch and went off to church. bus took damn long. wenT to the lor room to get my costume. the rest were already there..some were wearing head bands! hAHa. looked so retro. supposed to be jewish. mine is damn big... i look fat. or maybe cuz i wasnt wearing matching pants like jeanette was. theN jeanette and i tied ourselves together with the sash and started dancing. so retarded!! hAhA. then we went up to the glam rm... grace briefed us abt what was gonna happen on that day.. nat was doing crazy stuff as usual... i used the sash to tie my hair..so i looked like some nu xia... they started laughing.. i think everyone was damn high and retarded la!!

then we learnt the rest of the steps and then started on the whole song!! we were watching the 2 guys come in with the leads...was so damn funny... we watched until we forgot to come in lar!! grace: why u all nv come in?! all of us: *AHHHHHH! then we started moving in. retarded la!! theN we practised till 4pm. grace said we improved a lot. yaY!

wenT dowN..their cooking classes ended already. sat down drank soursop frm the vending machine. lol. went home with jeanette... the others were going out or going home. while sitting at the bus stop... jeanette was singing pinky and the brain song lar!! huH??! damn retarded!! jeanette's bus took eternity to come... hA. poor thing.

met my mom at j8 to eat dinner. and buy things at popular. went home to study and do pi. at least i'm done with that. have to go to church on monday. make up lessons till 6.10. have to go str8 to church. and i have a physics test on tue. I'LL GROW GREY HAIR SOON. but. i am going to sleep now!!~

Leaving on a Jetplane

All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breaking, it's early morn
The taxi's waiting, he's blowing his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I'll tell you now, they don't mean a thing

Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time, oh, let me kiss you
And close your eyes and I'll be on my way

Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times that I won't have to say ...

-Chantal Kreviazuk

`strEssED out. i have nothing to say this week except that the workload is crazy. stupid physics test is on tue and i started 4 days ago. everyday is homework. homework is everyday. lectures are getting crazier by the minute. esp math... fibonacci tan. gosH..he's weird. pw pi's madness. i'm going crazy.

s fiFtEeN's ok. celebrated lyn's and kenneth's b'day today. the girls are one sane bunch of people and the guys are the total opposite. but all are damn guai. they do their hmk b4 tutorials. totally a different story from sa2. is that a good or bad thing? depends on whether you consider the long or short run. some guys are obsessed with the GC. some are bian tai. some talk like crazY. the girls are a little bit more sane. and they all can run. i hate pe!!

i look fwD tO the momentary bliss where i forget everything. put down everything just to practise for easter. to danCE for God. i know he will help me thru. and i look fwD to next friday. good friday. a GOOD day to celebrate something. hA. cant wait. at least it's not pizza hut again. lol.

i think sooner or later i'll turn into a mugger. right now... the answer is sooner.~

waS frequently disturbed by the vibrations of my handphone this morning. but i was too sleepy to care. so there were 3 msgs and i slept thru them all. finally woke up. and was half asleep msging joseph on my bed. lol. hE waS talking abt having only his GREEN shirt to wear for class lunch today.

anyWAy.. went church.. then weNt down to cine to meet them. ok. talk abt class outing. i found only joseph, zhi wei and peiyi theRe. i asked "where are the people?" they replied... "these ARE the people." hA. they were discussing abt the haunted house thing for funtasia. we couldnt come up with a name for it. then samantha came..so we moved to a bigger table. discussed class tee and notice board too. well... notice board was free style. haha. we managed to discuss everything. efficient eh? ann marie came and choon boon came later. zhuo jie last.

for the first time... joseph styled his hair!! anD i must say he looks good. except for his obiang specs. oh... and he wore his green shirt for the 3rd time. darrick's b'dae, sa2 class outing, and now. merry christmas to joseph and ccb. so the 8 of us went off to taka. sam wanted to go for th levis renovation sale...up to 70% off!! but when we went therE.. oh man..the queue was so long!! so we went downstairs for an eating spree!! they bought gelato. waS nice.. and they guys were teasing abT it being 96% fat-free. said it was a mkting gimmick. anYwaY... i bought my beloved tako pachi.. always cant get the prawn. thEn we walked ard and looked at all the food!! yUm!! thE guyS went into cold storage. we went in...cldnt find them. so we went out to eat some more! hAhA.

ok... so we found out that the guys.. bought apples at cold storage and went to the toilet to wash them!! why are guys so retarded?!?!?! sO wE continued to walk ard and eaT... pei yi and i ended up buying tori-q. we were fascinated by the machine they used to cook the meat. thEn we, the girls... went shopping! without buying anything la. we went to see the levis store again. and gave up. went to wisma to "shop" again. haha.

theN we walked to heeren to find something. we didnt get it anyway. started buying gummies from mini toons. oops. i spent a bit too much on it. sam was saying she was gonna get diabetes. haha. then we walked past a shop. saw this top... which was nice. so we bought it for... someone.

oh!! we were discussing abt lame things. and ended up that the 4 girls loved crystal jade food!! but then again...who doesnt? so we were saying next class outing at crystal jade. hA. then the next onE... at sentosa beach. then the next at heeren top floor. haha!! we have 2 yrs anyway!

so thE rest went home... i went to ps to return joseph his mag. was reading abt shawn lee and joshua ang!! arGH!! so cool! hAhA!! now that i think of it...i think it was damn cool to see shawn lee ytd!! aHHH!! hAhA!! really!! but i'm not as crazy as xT! hAhA. oh!!!!!!!!!!! met wen long at taka!!! joseph spotted him 1sT... then i saw him... waved to him!! hAhA!! i miss amityville. nice to meet up with him again... since he always mia!! i've been seeing tv stars this week. haha. but at least i know wen long. ha.

anywaY... got attracted to the music store at ps. it's been a long time since i interacted with the piano. there was someone playing some nice piece. and then the grade 8 piece i played! was looking at the music books. but cldnt open them. sad. went down to carrefour to find fbts. since jess has been doing that for the past few weeks. hA. no red shorts at all. was attracted to the harry potter movie on dvd again.

jess has council interview tmr. ALL THE BEST!!~

met xiaoting and the rest at 12.30. supposed to be 11.30. but since when am i early? so we ate... the sg guys were there too. then we started "doing hmk". jaime was teaching valerie. vanessa was doing vectors. i was struggling thru trigo. xt was reading her lit bk. anywaY... people came and left. then there was the twins, me, jaime, xt, raf, shafik, edwin left. so we formed a "school". with shafik as the principal and raf as the OM. jaime was the teacher. and the school was only a "classroom". shafik was damn funny. as usual. i frequently kept suddenly shouting.. as i always do. edwin was signalling to me that i was mad.

then the sec3s came. erM... saw shawn lee!! hAhA! xt was damn mad. she was standing down there looking at him. she bought a mc flurry. he doesnt look like the one on the show. he looks better on the show. hE was studying. haha. xt didnt dare take a pic of him. anyway.. we went back to our table.. we started smashing the 3 oreos in the packet. then we added it to the oreo mc flurry. it was nice!!haha.

anywaY... after a few hrs.. we went to the arcade to play daytona. they were playing dirty.. haha. the 3 were fighting against each other leaving jaime alone...so she won. ha! i was screaming while playing.. raf was guiding me... ended up 2nd i think. haha. it stopped raining so we went out and walked to the playgrd. xt and edwin rode raf and shafik's bike there. raf was carrying xt's bag which made him look damn gay. so we finally reached the playgrd... started playing swings...

played with the other things... poor jaime.. i think she's gonna get more blue-blacks. play play play... tired.. we sat on the bridge. raf and shafik went to buy drinks for us. but the "drinks" cldnt be bought... so we changed to bubble tea. sat there and talked... shafik was mad. they were all mad. then they started playing those pri school games... like scissors paper stone and pepsi cola. haha. freeze and melt. rafael had a pretty hard time catching. oh...the whole time all of them were "aHem aHeM". haha. shant say la.

then xt had to go at abt 9.. shafik left soon after leaving me, jaime, glynnis, angela, raf, edwin. glynnis and i had to go toilet urgently... rode raf's bike there... which i was damn shi bai. haha. rode it back in the end. then dunno why... i think it was edwin. but we started talking abt ghost stories!! edwin was telling us abt his sec1 camp last year.. freaky. jaime was freaking out. hA. then we told a lot of them.. angela was talking on the phone.. she was trying to make that ghostly effect by swinging all the swings. haha. so we told ghost stories until abt past 10.

we walked with angela until lor ah soo. oh man!! i miss pl! the new building looks so big and tall! hAhA. shows how long i havent been there. home ec block is damn high now. took a cab with jaime glynnis edwin to srgn. raf rode to where jaime and glynnis lived. they met there...cuz the girls were too scared. haha. they dropped me off 1st. dunno whether they're meeting later. i think they're mad. anyway... yeaH. wonder where they'll be going. haha. i'm too sleepy.

i wanna go atf!! argH!! i wanna go!! try all the high elements!! oh... speaking of high elements... i think all the guys suffer from vertigo. they were screaming at the playgrd when the swing went too high. which was not even high at all. esp edwin.. gosh... his scream was damn girl. hA.

i have no more brain juice to carry on typing. eyes are closing. sleepy.. i cant last into the night. ~

meT felix today!! arGH! i always have so little time to catch up with her! and she was doing gp and physics in the train. power. how come she isnt late? i wonder. anyway... hh's face was damn black... cuz she was tired. hey i was tired too!! stayed up to watch lost 2... WHICH WAS DAMN NICE. lost is so nice!! and yet so few watched it.

we went into school... thE crest was vandalised!! thE red part had "hbk" on it.. and the lion... oh man!! wonder who did it? and how they did it? then ShE started talking abt females not supposed to be at the bus stop alone at night.. what's up man? someone got harrassed?

wont type the other happenings. shall just go on to cheerleading. turned up having quite a number of guys. did stunts... i was the supporter...since i wasnt the flier. zhi wei's damn strong. he cld lift the girl up everytime. joseph... cmi. so thin. so light. had a hard time supporting the girls. anW... attempted the human pyramid 3 times. all unsuccessful but almost there!! then table top.. was successful both times. the top flier was this small girl... whom the teacher called "cutie". haha. we attempted the toss. jess was one of the fliers... with joseph supporting... she kept screaming. the toss for the 1st grp was damn good. the 3rd.. when they tossed her.. ARGH. they let go!! WHY DID THEY LET GO? she hit her head on the ground la!! ARGH. i freaked out!! hope she's alright!!

we went to meet tai tai at clementi. to bowl. my highest score was 73!! yaY! subsequent bowls were lousy cuz i had no strength. took a bus back with tai tai.. she went back to sc. was talking to her abt so many other things. then we started saying "yo what's up??!!" so many times la. wE weRe laughing like mad.

pool tmr? i want!!~

i slept for more than 2 hrs today in the afternoon. now.. when do i ever do that? something's wrong with me. it's raining and i'm rotting.

xiaoting's my official secretary. poor thing. it must be hard on her being secretary for 2 ppl. well.. she's my secretary at least until 15april. punggol park!! hAHA!! it's a nice change anyway. excited!! hope the rest can come!!

to xiaoting--->> no 17 evil plans!! NO WAY!!~

dancE prac for easteR. i reached late. somehow i have this thing for being late today. anywaY... waited then we started on the chorus part again. cuz we cldnt coordinate. lol. thEn started with the front part... which was the moving in... oh!! thE 2 leads are the only 2 guys!! damn funny!!! ok.. then we were practising the frog style motion... which nat... hyper as she always is... started marching.. damn funny. then she started doing the actions with it.. jk was playing with the no eating sign.. so jeanette said he was on a diet. thEn we restEd... which some people.. were going crazy again. jeanette was talking abt mr low... theN she told me that the sch mag was out!! i want!! jeanette was telling me abt my face in the bintan trip thing... oh man!!!!!!! hAhA.

then grace had to go for meeting.. so jeanette took over... made us dance the chorus. then we sat down to talk again. everyone was damn cartoon.. laughed like mad. then we wanted to switch off the lights and lock the door so trick grace... we were switching off the lights when she came in!! haha.. after we finished we went home. duh. they have school tmr. i DON'T. hAHA!!

anW...met my jie jie at the bus stop while waiting for 105. was wondering who that girl in front of me was. turned out to be my sis. rathER lame. shE didnt see me either. so i took a bus home with her.

i realised i'm rather sane today. no wacky stuff. no crazy matters. i can be boring on one of my sane days. i havent really been sane this week. that's what u get when u mix ard with people like sa2. maybe being not screw lose for a day wld help me. i'm not making sense.

i realised i blogged 3 times today! aint that cool?!~

thought i should blog abt yesterday's e-bazaar. since today was a total bore.

weNt to lt 2 for briefing. we were grped into 3 grps. ms ruby ng was so sui bian. hAhA. thEn we split... our grp when to do the treasure hunt first. weRE given 5 clues to solve and find. ouR grp of 5 (consisting of all 2nd intakers) managed to find 3 of the clues at one area after many minutes of searching the whole school compound!! found the linden block clue, the p9 lamp post, and the fire hydrant all behind linden block. we wenT back to find the teacher for the clue for the instruments being "imprisoned". turned out to be guitars being locked in the TC block. the last one (zero to 40 in less than 1 sec) made us walk all the way to the pe room weighing scale to find. we haD a break after that.

thEn we wenT on to the gc art thing. which i kept screwing up. joseph waS suaning me throughout. whaTevEr. anywaY... then we played the scrabble no. game. erm... and some others... rather boring. haha. then we had lunch... which we watched some of my classmates play bball. sat at the linkway to play some game. had to build a structure made of newspaper, straws and 1m of masking tape to hold at least 3 eggs at not less than 50cm. we madE it within half an hour. holding 5 eggs and at 50cm. we sat down and talked crap. joseph sucks. he kept suaning me. some funny. some...not so. i was tolerating it.

then we tested out the eggs. the winning grp cld hold ard 15 eggs and was standing on a very delicate and tall tower!! damN cooL. then wE cleared up and dismissed!! yaY! we (meaning jess and i) wenT down to meet tai tai and darrick. (i sld stop going down there.) met gx and jia jun!! argH!! i misS thEm so much!! took a bus to holland v. to eat at the hawker centre. darrick started teasing me because i kept "tasting" jess' barley...which she didnt like at all. so after i drank abt a lot of it...i said..."it's ok wad..." thEn darrick started teasing!! haHA! was damn funny!! he said i had thick taste buds. lol.

poor tai tai. i miss her so much. yet she's being stalked. whatever you call it. argH!! i miss her!! i miss those i don't see everyday. which is almost everyone. ok lar...jess--->i miss you too. cuz we're different class!!

havE easter prac later. gonna have to go down early. but no school tmr!!!!!!!!!!!! yeaH!~

*I will trust him at all times.`+//

I will trusT him. He will help me through. I will trust Him like i always did. He helped me through my O's. He will help me through this phase. My shield, strength, portion, deliverer, shelter, strong tower. He will deliver me through.

*My very present help in times of need`+//

(It's mid week. It's Wednesday morning. It's a school day. It's now 9.45am. Why am I not in school?!?! hA!! I wouldnt need to go if not for the university talks.)~

today started with no assembly. aint that good or what? hAhA. met jess and we went up to lt5 for one of the compulsory talks. "The importance of being kaypoh" by wild rice. they were good!! really good!! they were humorous. made us laugh like crazy!! so after that wE went down to eaT... yong tau fu. before proceeding to the library to meet joseph who was there MUGGING earlier.

startED doing econs essay outlines. was frequently distracted by everything. kept talking to the 2 of them. then jess cldnt find her wallet... found it in the end. what a scare. so continued... thEn hh came. dunno why...but we started talking abt...stuff. weLL... we talked till joseph (who was wols) knew what we were talking abt!! oops. we started laughing at quite a lot of things... cuz the actions were damn funny!! hh waS reading some magazine... oOoOo...mugger. haha. continued to "do" hmk. then metals.. theY werE waiting for me.

sO after we left the library.. we went down to eat again. ate speghetti. it was good!! theN mY classmates started coming down from dunno where... stanley ate with us and we were talking abt css people... he was damn funny laR! kept saying wah lauuuuuuu... thE way he described certain people.. maDe uS laugh like crap!! daMn pervertic too!! hAhA. theN jess wanted to find out who wen yi was...who happened to be in my class... stanley started saying that jess liked wen yi... daMn funny! maDE his confidence so high!! jess was disgusted. haha. the girls weRE curious to find out the truth.. which made wen yi "sad". haha.

thEn jess and i went up to bitez.. to... slack. joseph disappeared with zhi wei. went back to lt5 for the history of mtv thing. IT WAS COOL!! we watched 87 mtvs in all. from the 70s to present. jess and i started singing every song that we knew... and i was disturbing joseph thruout the entire thing. theN jess went crazy when some of the videos were played... hAhA. esp the britney spears one. hAhA. iT waS good lar. to see how mtv changed frm retro to today's modern music. cheesy songs to spoofs of the mj video... to disgusting ones. hA. tmr's e-bazaar. erM... is that supposed to be fun? hA. for the 8 hrs...

I CANT OPEN MY WEP LECTURES!! argh!! how how!! i'm getting irritated with this computer. my birthday's in a month's time. *hint*~

oh my goodness! darrick so rocks!! thanks darrick for the photoshop edit of the 5 pics we took!! so nice!! ACLHP. 12345678910!! argh!! so nice!! haHA.

anywaY... i spent the whole morning mugging. or rather...doing hmk. so much to do. so stressed. anyway... why do they use the term mug? ain a mug supposed to be something that u drink water from? so people in nj love to drink water? i'm not making sense.

tot i wld be late down for dance prac. i wasnt. waited for jeanette at the bus stop. weNt up to glam rm tgt with grace. the rest were there and 1 air con wasnt working!! so hot!! didnt need warm ups. ha! anW... we started laughing like crazy.. cuz all of them were mad. so many sarcastic remarks... and cuz the steps were damn funny!! ended up laughing more than we practised. had to perfect the chorus. gracE was hinting to jeanette and her bro abt being the lead dancers. had to look into the formation and stuff...so she assumed both of them to be the leads. haha! natalie was damn high... dunno why. kept laughing.

theN some of us went to united sq to eat toast and drink tea. ended up sitting there for more than 1 hr. natalie was talking crap a lot. no link... made us laugh like mad. hAhA. so much crap that i dunno how to blog it down. followed grace to buy her dinner. then took a cab home with her.

came home to do more hmk. erGH.

basically... i look fwD to after school and the weekends nowadays.~

leT's talk abt ytD 1st. met jess after school. she got too excited. took a bus which took damn long to come... down to ac. i didnt dare to go in la!! so throw face. well... anyway... we did. went to meet sa2... gosh. miss them so much!! talked to them...then me, tai tai, jess went to find mr soh. so we had a sa2 reunion kinda thing!!! we talked abt everything la. even what mr soh didnt know... so now he does. haa. oh... mr soh was biting his straw!! like a small kid!! damN funny!! then ec was bullying tai tai. hEhE. talked till abt 6 something. saW andrew "mugging". we were pretending to spy on him...then ec cam behind and poured water onto our backs!! arGH!! tai tai's back was damn wet. poor thing.

ok...today... the phy lecturer was damn funny!! anW...afteR...well. i dun wanna talk abt it la. anW... took a bus down to beauty world. joseph was suaning me...but he didnt even go lar. mugger. ha. got there as soon as i cld. to find almost the whole class there!! people who went: gx, me, jess, tai tai, jeslyne, andrew, darrick, ken, darryl, kat, kah joon, erwin, wei joe, tommy, mag. tommy looked so sji!! mag came in her home clothes. thE guys there were talking abt tommy. we were making havoc. damn crazY. then i started taking photos with darrick!! daMn act cute!! we were doing the jap 12345678910. argH! i miSS darrick's crazineSS!! we were talking and laughing. i can finally let my hair down. be myself. i miss sa2. i miss mr soh.

anyway.. took a bus home with andrew. was walking to a damn ulu bus stop. he was suaning me lar. ergH. waS talking to him abt thingS.... in the bus. he was damn blur. erGh. anyWaY... stopped at some bus stop. omg! i met my parents there lar!! hAhA. was trying to look out for sji... still cldnt find it. oops. i'm sorry. haha.

need to mug later. mug.mug. type some more tmr!!~

I AM GOING CRAZY. tutorials are up to my neck. all dunno how to do. cuz i havent learnt.

i miss sa2. joseph is a pig. i miss tai tai a lot. i miss the fun.

going to go thru another fun fair again. but i think. nothing can beat fun-o-rama XVIII.

God, help me thru this phase.~

bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored.

Jessica is next to me now----------------->>>>>>>>>
We're in some part of Nj. surfing the net. DO NOT... i repeat... DO NOT ask me about how my 1st day at Nj was. Not to say that it was bad. i just dont have a good opinion of things on the 1st day. Ac 1st day og, then i came to love them. 1sa2 1st day... i prefered my og. Now Nj 1st day... i still love amityville and 1sa2. Make up lessons are at 4.30... that explains the previous paragraph. till 6.10. and i have make up with econs teacher (along with joseph) on weD... my only free day. thanks ah.

bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored.~

does it count as a great improvement? i took 20mins to put it in. and less than 2 mins to take it out. hAhA. was msging jaime the whole of last night and today. scared. hAhA. maybe now i'm more confident. but i realised my astigmatism cmi. my left eye cant see near. haha.

anW... i'm gonna be a walking zombie tmr. waking up at 8 this morning was already enough to kill me. went to church for easter dance practice. was practically blank faced. and stoning. following the steps... and stoning. went opposite to eat. i didnt know what to eat. and was stoning again. hA. prac on tue again. HeEx.

oh...since i was stoning.. i was analysing the different ways people pronounce my name. let's see: people who pronounce it literally include baTcH tHiRtY-tHrEe, and people who read my name out from the list. people who pronounce it correctly are those i tell them, 4a2, a few of my sqdmates. people who pronounce it as my chinese name... gosh. THE WHOLE OF 1SA2. haha!! others include...weLL... ah lean.. which was created by ah ruo. (i miss calling ah ruo). and...FORGET IT. i wont say. those arE thE crazY oneS who love to tease me. people like xt, raf & gang. HaHA. not forgetting yibin sir... who just called me what i havent heard for quite long.

ok. the previous paragraph was kinda zlk. i know. i'm just bored. make uP lessons end late. i think i'm gonna go for all. their notes are so different frm ac. either most are given by the teacher. or they didnt learn. weirD. i look weird in uniform. daMn weird. and only 1 pocket. i cant fit anything into it. i'm fat!! ahA!! i'm most excited to sEE hh iN uniform tmr. yea!!~