ACJC Fun-O-Rama XVIII
18th Febuary 2006

went early in the morning to help out at the balloons stall. used helium to blow balloons, twisted those long ones. fun-o-rama officially opened at 9 something... we took the twisted balloons to sell... to walk around as well as see the other stalls. not many people were there yet. so business was slow. jess and i walked a few rounds with some of the guys. there was this small boy (so cute) who wanted the yellow teddy bear balloon but his mom wldnt wanna buy it for him because it was too expensive!! anyway... we went back to the stall, NL to play kung fu chaos a little while later. was playing with jess 1st then there was another small boy (also as cute) who wanted to play. his dad left him with us so we taught him how to play. andrew took over jess and i think i beat him. lol.

after cooling down in the NL.. we went down to find lunch. had spaghetti. went back to balloons stall and helped make some balloons... i managed to make 1 teddy bear and a few flowers with help for the last twist frm darrick (the pro). went ard again to try to sell... then came back. here and there... we were popping up in the NL to cool down because it was so hot!! of course...there was playing of xbox. joseph beat me because of the tie and he threw me off the ledge. damn! then at abt 2pm, the 6 of us, mag, jess, me, darrick, joseph, andrew went to queue for the haunted house. which took abt half an hour. while waiting, we were pinning up joseph's and andrew's hair (darrick's hair was too short). one looked like a butch and the other a gay! hAhA!

into the haunted house...all 3 girls screamed like crazy, darrick screamed. the other 2 claimed they didnt. anyway... it was good lar. really gave us a shock. someone popped out and reached out to grab us... which made all the girls scream. then the ghost murdering a baby... and the last part...where we thought it was the end... and someone popped out frm a large box and scared us. lol. then we saw the other grp at the start...so we screamed to scare them...and they screamed!! hAhA! then we went back to the stall and soon after it started raining.

we were running everywhere getting ourselves wet... and sucking helium. oh my....it was damn funny. well...darrick's voice already sounded like helium...so when he sucked it...it was even funnier. joseph...too shy. erwin still cant!! lol! he kept sucking in the helium.... but to no avail. anyway... we met andrew's cousin and we were sucking helium and asking his cousin how he was like. which made her laugh and laugh. walked around and bought some stuff... then we went up to NL to get out of the rain and to eat our nachos and cheese. that was so sinful. talked for a while...then we went down to supposedly clean up the stall.

we lowered the prices for our balloons.... and the peak period started. at 6pm! gosh. so we started mass producing helium balloons...no time to play with the gas. we managed to sell all the balloons...but not enough helium...so we changed to stick balloons. we were shouting "buy balloons free bread!!" and the other way round and also the kyofu chear which we turned into balloons. we kept selling until the teacher asked us to clear up. so sad. so we did...and we cleared the NL too. then we were having fun upstairs in the NL... gosh. ok. i shant talk abt it yeah. we were shooting balloons at each other...and ec was bullying me. we started playing murderer... then the gay came in. lol.

we were asked to go buy pots of plants at $5 only frm the plants stall. ec (who came back frm a race, and who gave us $4 worth of swensens ice-cream. thanks man!!) bought 2 pots since he hadnt used his coupons at all. jess bought one...and darrick too. we went up to "clear up" again. then a lot of us went to holland V. let's see... jess, athena, me, mag, jia jun, joseph, erwin, tommy, wei joe, eugene, ec, darrick, andrew, etc (sorry if i left anyone out). stupid ec was bullying me again...by not telling me the ans to some stupid thing. went to bk... we were talking abt everything... what... giving birth, bgr, specs, people, the girls were mostly talking to jiajun and joseph cuz they were the closest to us. almost every sentence that jj said had **** in it la! haha. used to it. was encouraging jj to break with his gf and go out with joseph. waha.

we left at almost 10pm. i didnt know how to go home...so shared a cab with andrew. he lived considerably near me anyway. he let me go home 1st!! so nice!! haha. whAteveR. so i reached home...and my battery was flat. haha. wonder whether i snored?? but i dont yea.

anyway... on the whole i feel that acj's fun fair was more fun that pl fun fair...maybe because my class was bigger at that time...so not much interaction with the whole class... during preperations... we were able to voice out more opinions and talk to one another... and have more fun. but pl funfair i had more time to slack! waha. to each his own. it would be sad to leave such a fun place. why was i so stupid? ~

where can you get more fun than in ac? painting banners ytd was madness. we were painting at the bleaches and towards the end we started playing with the paint. jess, athena, ec, joseph, darrick, katrina and i were running around dirtying each others arms. ec kept running and attacking frm the back. so he wasnt that dirty. darrick's pants had yellow paint on them and joseph's hair was dyed yellow. lucky the guys cldnt do anything worse to the girls. oh...they wanted to invade the girl's toilet when we were washing up. painting banners and decorating wasnt that fun in pl funfair. was quite boring. after that we sat down and kat was talking and trying to get near the guys... esp erwin.

today...was even more interesting. after twisting balloons in the morning... we went to NL to see the xbox-s and ps2-s. jess, me, joseph, andrew ended up playing kungfu chaos. the one we used to play in cel's house. damn funny. i kept winning the fighting parts... joseph kept winning the jumping part. darryl came and he started winning all! haHa. then we went to help with banner, blah blah... and started playing again!! jess won a few this time. but i still rule the fighting! both of the guys kept fighting with each other..cuz both girls kept dying. lol! then went on the play halo 2. which...i had no idea? hAhA!! the rest had killed 70+ times when i only killed 9! lol. darryl helped a lot. while joseph helped in killing me. ken was getting better. i got tired after an hour. went next door to play murderer...and ec was screwing up everything!! he kept getting mixed up. and we were teasing him abt getting 9 a1s. we started sticking scotch tape over everyone. then the guys started playing touch rugby... then we played pepsi cola. haha. got scolded by the gay for making too much noise. but we all were abt to laugh!! went down to blow some balloons... were playing with helium gas... damn angry with the teacher. lol.

tmr's the day. looking fwd to fun fun fun! and laughing with all of the crazy ppl again. these ppl are retarded! i doubt you can find any of these in other jcs. going to another school means i'll become dead like all of them. walking zombies. eEeEeWwW. ~

God, please help me decide. I'm leaving it all in Your hands now.~

i not stupid too was good! i laughed my way thru. except for the last part. was quite sad. the jokes were "so lame". but "cool". "whatever". HAHA. well...most of time xt was looking at shawn lee and i was looking at joshua ang. well...i think both of them are damn good looking!! but i seem to like joshua ang more. haha... now xt accuses me of liking ah bengs. a meaningful story and as nice as the first...but i think the first was even more crazy.

anywaY...i thought i'd blog abt wednesday's x-country. altho it's like 3 days late. but i think we really enjoyed ourselves. you see, almost the whole sa2 tried to squeeze up the bus but there were too many ac ppl. so the rest had to wait for the next. i think other ppl were getting pisst because they cldnt get up the bus! anyway... we squeezed all the way to mcritchie. we thought we had to reach at 2.30. but mr soh said we cld go eat after he took attendance. and so we did. we wanted to go longhouse but apparently, we stopped at the wrong bus stop. so we went to mac. haha.

somehow or other, we got split up after we went back to mc ritchie. so jess, me, darrick and his fren started to walk to the starting point. we met the principal and the vp on the bridge... we were late. haha!! she was asking us to hurry. so we ran all the way...and walked... with no hope of chasing up with the rest. anyway...after brisk walking for abt 10mins.. we caught up with the chasers(sweepers). good. haha. we met tommy along the way. mag and gx ran. then we continued walking... because there was no way we cld run in the whole mass of ppl. the pri sch kids, and vj ppl who were running where getting pisst with us because we were hogging the whole pathway.

we went crazy...and were thinking of excuses for turning up late... blaming darrick for everything. he sprained his leg, rolled down the hill, had a headache... then we started cheering on whoever passed us. were shouting go vj! go eagle! (some pri sch house thing) then mainly jess and i were doing the shouting. we walked all the way to the finishing pt. had milo and i joined yili and tzewei. people can actually run 4.8km in 15mins. did they sprint all the way?? ec's bro won 1st. Lsg won the championship. which was quite expected. i took a damn short time to get home. considering the fact that mcritchie was so near thomson. muahahaha. stupid ry called me and said she was at mc ritchie. when she was actually on the bus. xinyi had kayaking and saw joanne but didnt see me!! so sad!! hAhA!

anyway...i'm still considering. where sld i go? what sld i do? i dunno. hope to get an ans soon. ~

i really cant believe it. i cant believe what the Lord gave me for my results. i feel that i dont deserve it. but anyway.... PRAISE THE LORD. i really have to thank him for this unexpected results. it hasnt sunk in yet. and right now i am in a dilemma. anyway... without Him, i really cldnt have done it. i have never even harboured the thought of getting this. not even dreamed abt it. i really have no idea. esp for english and lit!! hello? i am so not an arts person. i am science. ok. dont talk abt that part yea. anyway... ms lau came back!! arGH!!! i miss her!! ry was too shy to go thank her.

ok let's start frm this morning yea. i went to school. erGH! i wanted to pon. but hey...my class is guai. most of them turned up. we went to class for supposedly class discussion. but all of us were listening to mp3. and playing with each others mp3s. crazy. scholar was listening to the ah niu song...and darrick and katrina were singing whatever song that they were listening to. ec and i were listening to of course.... jay chou songs. and singing. ec's singing is really out of tune tho. i have no idea what he was singing. after that went to meet mr soh for discussion...but after a while we went to sit in the canteen and eat and talk. were talking and laughing abt damn a lot of things. abt andrew and joseph being gay. lols. mag was so anxious to go off.

then i went with nyssa to kovan. to meet yq. then went to ps to meet sharon, ry, serene, seying, xinyi, jasmine. ate mos. i'm going broke. then i was dying to get back to school. we were late. ms gan and mrs tng were checking for attire. so shit. anyway... mrs lee started already...met felicia...got updates frm jingyi. lol. then results...hey! everyone did better!! they were all so happy. well...there are always the others. but most were screaming. jess got 6!! that's damn cool.

after that went to heartland with ry and yq. met a lot of pl girls...crazy. haha. didnt stay back for np. too high and i have no idea how to describe the feeling la. shocked? haha. yeA. but i must really thank God for this. if not for His blessings, i wldnt have gotten this. ~

jeslyne sprained or dislocated her finger during pe today! aRgH! i freaked out. mag scared us by saying that it became right angle. made me freak even more. her little pinky was very swollen by the time she got back with a bag of ice. poor thing! the pe teacher asked her to get an excuse frm ft to see a doctor. turned out that she had a cracked bone! oUcH! damn. she got 3 days mc. get to pon x-country tmr. mr soh refused to push fwd zero period today. what thE?? 4get it. gonna havw to study then run tmr. why are we having lessons man?? and this time it's 3.2km. lols. if only ry and serene were here... it wld be a laugh to see them carrying umbrella again!! hAhA! hope your finger gets well real fast jeslyne!!~

fund-raising was a success today!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we managed to finish all the dumplings made...with a few(or maybe a lot) of broken bits. lol! was going crazy selling and darrick was so busy frying during the reccess break. the others kept taking the plates to sell. we made profit(duh). and i was forcing everyone to buy. but i think we really did a great job in the fund raising. the 2 of them who went up to give the announcement were good. at least the vp didnt pull a long face. the j2's class teacher came up to do this advertistment for their fund-raising. which was stand-up comedy! he was talking to himself like split personality!! so funny!! we cldnt stop laughing. ok.... we said we wld be selling our dumplings until 1310. but by 12.10 we were sold out. that was damn cool. off to hmk. gosh...i think i'm getting used to this. ~

i need to cut my nails. or else i'll get scolded for not cutting again. anyway, my playing will sound yucky. i have yet to master twinkle twinkle little star on both hands. why do we always need short nails and why do we need to play with both hands??

i talked to hh for almost 2 hrs last night. thEre is so much to talk about. finding out abt nj. jess and katrina want to go to nj too. let's see whether we'll make it. maybe we'll see each other there. can i just go to moe csc on my way home on monday and demand my results? if they know the date already, why cant information just leak out a few metres away? let's say... just to dover close east? hAhA. hh says many ppl have changed. i'm looking fwd to see their change. wonder how... for the better? or for the worsE? ~

we have started playing the silly games again. this time...it's my classmates. derrick seems to know a lot of those. and erwin was guessing the black/orange/red/ribena magic thing. jess and i kept laughing. then fuzzy wuzzy. joyce cldnt get it altho she gave some correct examples. haha. i thot scholar knew but he didnt. had chinese and was doing compo... talking to mr soh... and teasing him. he doesnt seem to mind us doing anything as long as we've finished our work. so we were looking at ipods. mr soh said he wanted one! haHa.

i have no idea what the rest ofthe lectures were about. i really cant get anything they're saying. jess and i went crazy over the word "lao shi"...pronounced it as lao te (old pig). damn funny. i missed majority of chem lesson to go back to pl and sell tickets!!

we took a cab. joanne, hilary, me, simran. nyssa's classmates were going there to sell too. we were so excited. ms yoong bought 3 tickets frm each of us!! ms yoong rocks!! then we ran finding other teachers. mrs ng bought frm 3 of us too!! ms ferng bought frm nyssa, i forced mr low to buy. no ms lau! arGh. mrs rajah bought frm the 4 of us. they're so rich! mr tang bought frm me!! yAy!! was talking to ms ferng abt chem in jc being damn difficult...and now i realise...i miss her teaching!! i really do. at least i understand everything she says! she asked us to look up some textbooks at the library. sigh. how i wish she cld be our tutor at jc!! i miss her and her teachings!! and all the other sci & maths teachers! argH!

the students... had "no money". well... i cant blame them. i wldnt buy if i were them too. hehe. stayed for np. muster parade was... ... ... ... spent a lot of time looking at the sec1 sqd ncos take attendance. which took damn long. because they didnt shout. i got to shout! hEhE! cherina was damn funny. then went to see campcraft. and they were... ... ... ... 3wks to go and their progress is ... ... ... ... they were slacking a lot. with jarelyn, vanessa and me trying to untie the mess to set the boundary. jarelyn went over to do man shelter and i gave up on the string. i really dont know how to help. i know nuts abt man shelter and gadget. i only can help flagpole-wise. which...i have no gauge of how good they are. and what to tell them. oOoO...cc comp is at PA. 1 in the morning and the other in the afternoon. so hot. haha.

i feel like going back to study in sec school. ergH. this week was crazy. next week's worse. with the results coming out... i have no idea. well... we'll see. i hope i dun go crazy. ~

chem is really non-understandable. to think that sec sch chem was easy. chem is even more difficult than physics now. this is crazy. stupid stochiometry. i can stone at 1 qn for hours. jess and i were sitting in the library stoning. mr soh "poned" zero period. lols! that's what i accused him of. fun-o-rama preperation's going well i guess. besides the last min things. haha. i'm going mad with too much hmk. i'll die of saturation of hmk. went home with tony. it's nice to have someone to go all the way to srgn with!! can talk talk talk talk talk. no worries abt hmk. hEe. only i cant sleep on the mrt. haha. going back to pl tmr. excited!!~

another long and torturous day. titration for chem prac. oh...i miss those days... in the lab. with ry and ms ferng's crazy comments. when ry is always so blur and funny. lol. but this sch has an unlimited supply of chemicals man. anyway... mr lim was as lame as ever. and jessica kept laughing at him. mr lim: where's so&so? classmate: he's not around. mr lim: oh...so he's a square ah? -_-''' lectures were ok. vectors...gosh. why do we ever have to resolve them? maybe sld go back and ask mr low!! hAhA. anyway... had a 2hr break after that. ate and did hmk. well.. we went to the library... but katrina was talking crap and gossiping...so we didnt do much. haha.

went for econs tutorial. finally an air con class! aRgH! our teacher was not as bad as i thought. we were practically bombarding her with qns. watched CNA for GP. had to do this quiz thing. jess and joyce were disturbing ec. mr soh's lesson was as funny as ever. cuz we all were talking back at him. always laughing and cracking jokes. guess it's because he's our ft yet we have to be "serious" during his lesson. after that was zero period...with mr soh again. were discussing abt fun-o-rama. gx came up with some more new ideas. haha. stayed back for a while to get some prices stuff.

going back to m'sia tmr. yili's going too! but too bad diff place. i'm gonna die of boredom there. i'd rather stay here and die of boredom. haha. but there's new movies to watch here! argH! anyway... see you next week!~

this new keyboard is so small. i cant get used to it. i prefer the old one. i keeping typing wrongly and the backspace button is so small. anyway... had our 1st chinese lesson today. mr soh also our FT came in and started speaking in chinese. after hearing him speak in english... hearing him speak in chinese for the 1st time was damn weird!! we kept laughing at him!! he speaks at the same tone...damn funny. and the guys kept joking abt him.

math... we got mr lim!! damn cool. cuz he is a slacker...who only has passion for pe. and he talks 3/4 the time. lols!! and damn lame!! we kept laughing too!! others were ok la. econs was better with the new teacher. she gave lots of eg and made sure we understood what the lesson was abt. tutorial qns are killing me. haha. sld have done them over the weekend. oops. anyway... didnt have break today. that's crazy. phy teacher let us off early...took pity on us. gp teacher let us eat... hehe. thanks to the guys. jess was going crazy collecting money today. cuz joyce didnt come. we were aching everywhere today. frm ytd's crazy pe. i cant run and i have pe phobia. anyways... i'm tired of blogging.~

guess what? i met hh at srgn mrt today!! damn cool. was talking to her until the mrt came. she decided to wait for her friend. and left me all alone in the mrt. but it was nice seeing her again. esp to catch up on sch life and to catch up with old classmates!!

anyway... lectures were ok today. econs...boring as usual. me and yili were falling asleep in lecture. maths was lame as usual. gp was...well... i dunno. lols. i went for early contact time with my class. now i have 17 coupons to sell for the fun-o-rama. got our time-tables. i have exactly the same as jessica!! yay!! so sad!! no same as yili or gq! argH!! i want to cry. scholar's time table is different too. oh...we're having land pe 1st...and phy cond is on monday! how!?!?! i have no stamina!!

anyway... took the bus home and slept as usual. saw mel fong. went into ny to met yq...the food there sucks. anyway... yq came and used my com... then ry and serene came. were teasing yq abt some guy. lols. were supposed to watch geisha...but the quality was so bad... that we ended up talking and cheering and using the com. lols. long time no see them!! miss them and their crazy ideas. and how yourself you can be with them. joking and laughing childishly, yet not afraid of embarrasing yourself and talking abt things that you cant really talk to others abt. so yeah. i miss those times but life goes on ya... and parting is really painful. 1st pl, then my fellow og mates. soon, my present classmates. *sobs* haha

tutorials start next week. and pe. arGH!!~

happy b'dae simran!! so many people's b'dae are in the 1st 4 months of the year (including mine!!). marcus, simran, yili, guan qun, me, wen long... haha. i dunno abt the rest of the og. tze wei's in sept. wahaha.

had to sit with classes today... which was quite of a great surprise to all of us. cuz we all wanted to sit with our og. at least gq was just behind me. i was sitting with scholar and both of us were looking ard for our og mates. after assembly we split up and went with og. phy was confusing! even scholar...(so smart) didnt understand. fractional uncertainty. i'm uncertain abt the whole topic! lol. then we met up with the rest... we were watching mass pe again. and some where watching the teacher....or some student. lols! the lit notes were damn long and descriptive and chim. thank god i didnt take lit! we went for maths..supposedly maths. but the teacher didnt turn up!! lols! we all like our math lecturer...he's damn lame. then econs... which was quite interesting....better than h2 econs. at least the teacher was more interesting! but still quite dry. or maybe it's because of my biased opinion of humanities.

slacked and ate..went to the cafe with the girls and 2 guys frm og...we were laughing and the girls were giggling abt something that the guys didnt know abt! well...i think one knew. lol.. but it was damn funny. talking abt gays and stuff...yili was so innocent!! she was so blur!! haha. then the principal came in to eat! we all didnt dare move from our seats!

went with scholar for contact time with the class. the girls were sitting in one row... did i mention... 10 girls 18 guys? the guys in front were quite talkative... haha. i was talking to jessica.. she was frm np too! haha. we have much in common to talk abt. but i still miss my og. and all the crazy stuff we do and talk abt. took a bus home. which was so relaxing.... because i cld sleep thru...and see orchard rd! haha. mrt is hectic. people rush in and out like ants. and i still have to walk a long dist to school. haha! ~

parting is such sorrow. apparently, marcus doesnt seem to agree with me. 4get it. haha. but i only know scholar in my class. and he goes with his fellow scholar. and i miss my og noW! we clique bettA. and get along better. i'm gonna miss the times together. altho it's only 2 weeks. the girls...always giggling. and the guys...always laughing at something. sigh. ~
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we just received our classes! i'm in the same class as scholar!! and xiaowen. yay! there's ppl i know!! haha. scholar and i have many things in common... considering where we come from. we were making him sing his national anthem today. since i have no idea how it sounds. a2 forever! 1b, 2a2, 3a2, 4a2, 1sa2. a2 rocks!

anyway... we only had 1 lecture today. we crashed h2 econs. we wanted to crash h2 lit. but "got caught". cuz the teacher scared us saying that she was taking attendance! and so we made a grand exit. in the end...she just called a few names. we slacked at the bleeches and were talking abt all sorts of things. the girls, that is. marcus and his frens were near... i have no idea where the rest of the guys where. scholar joined us later. that's when we started talking abt malay and stuff. he has a driving license!! what the?!?!

anyway... we went for chem. which..i understood! haha. after that me, gq, yili, christiana, deborah and her fren, jessica and tze wei, simran went out. went to taka. ate mos. because what christiana suggested was so ex!! haha. then we went to kinokuniya. were walking ard... yili was looking for tarrot cards. and i lit up everytime i saw anything to do with harry potter! hAhA. then went to some shops. yili went to pierce her ear. damn cool! haha. she was holding my hands. and i was staring at her. haha. i reconfirmed that i would never be piercing another hole in my ear. gq freaked out. she was so scared. would take her a long time b4 she pierces her ear. haha. anyway... i met maureen! hehe. then when we were going home met eliz chia!! damn cool!! haha. what's everyone doing in town on tue?? went home with christiana and jessica after that.

sigh...gonna seperate into classes soon. will miss my og. esp the girls! haha. shall see who my classmates are tmr...~

it's my sis' b'dae tmr!! gosh. we're all getting older.

i'm sick. i'm genuinely sick. no one is to doubt that i'm sick!! i am i am!! i learnt a lesson. when your body tells you to go home and rest... just do it. listen no matter what. sldnt have crashed nj on fri. sld have come home and rest. came down with a slight fever ytd. all i wanted to do was make it go away and sleep. there was, of course, og outing. which, i wasnt able to go. deprive me of my pool!! aRgh! when will be the next time i play pool?!? lectures are starting and work only gets heavier frm now on.

gosh. my nose is running like a leaking tap. and there's my sore throat. and cough. i'm getting every symptom of a cold. and yq still wants me to go to the pasar malam with her! haha. she said pl ppl are performing... wonder why... well, hope i'm fit enough to go to sch tmr. because there's science! muaahaha. tue's not so bad. i only have 1. pathetic 1. and i have to stay in school till 11 something before lecture. then there's o lvl results. only 1 month to its release! should i change school? well...it's only the 3rd week of sch. hard to say...~

no lectures today. yili didnt come. and wont be coming on mon! so sad! subj reg today. and we took height and weight! i was freezing in the hall. i've come down with a cold. erGh. we were slacking at the bleeches for quite a long time. laughing because the joker made us laugh. wen long wanted to pon health talk and go out. or play bball... lol. gosh. so many people like him. oh yea!! the pe instructor is damn good looking. but i wont join swimming just because i wanna see him. haha. i just think he's damn good looking.

after sch...which ended like... 1250... gq, christiana and i took a bus down to hci, nj and the whole rd with a lot of schs. haha. we went to serene centre and coronation plaza. some ulu shopping centre. 1st to eat ice cream to sooth my burning throat then to find a present. which...we took a damn long time to. lols. then went to crash nj. only to find out that they cld go out of sch and return at 6 for their dance party. stupid hh! she was going out when i came in. i gave up talking to her on the phone. talked with gq and her frens then we went to explore the sch. it's really really big. suddenly ac seems very small to me. and suddenly both of us loved ac compounds! haha. i guess its because of familiar grounds. their school is very white. haha.

anyway...i waiting half an hr for the damn bus. was fuming by the time i went up. and 105 was so crowded. cldnt take a nap on the bus. haha. there's og outing tmr. i have no more voice to talk. but all the energy to play pool! pool rocks! haha. real lectures start next week. i hope i'm in the same class as yl. or any of the other girls! all the guys are in arts.

my hands are freezing. my throat burns. and my nose is running away. ~

lectures are ok. except that i have no idea what they are talking abt for phy and chem. supposedly 2 of my better subjects. maths is cool. the lecturer's promoting the graphic calculator. econs... i almost fell asleep. went for bio...which yili, gq and i were playing bingo. they were talking abt DNA. i think. chem... we had to draw atomic structure... which we had no idea. marcus and i were playing tic tac toe in which he was so confident he wld win. but i won. haha! he's a left hander! yay! left handers rock!

can u believe it? we slacked for 6 hrs today! is that mad or what? haha. we were in the canteen. was learning how to play sudoku. we were laughing at someone...which was made even funnier by another. yili went for choir auditions... while gq was waiting for tech council. nyssa and i were going for harp. was cool(i gotta stop saying this word). sounded angelic. ac's the only college with harp!!

anyway... i met turaiya on the bus!! arGH!! so excititng!! havent seen her since i went down for trng sessions! she was wearing cj jacket. woah...so loyal. could only talk to her for 30secs or so. had to go down the next stop. but still....it's nice to see her again. i miss pl!! hAhA. oh yea. 3 of "them" crashed today. like so obvious la? but nvm. they didnt get caught. good to see them again. ~

it's a hol today! i somehow keep looking fwd to holidays. probably because i get to wake up extra late. i kinda miss studying...although once i really start studying i'm gonna regret saying this. after 1.5months of not picking up a pen... i cant write properly anymore.

anyway, xt, mh, jaime came today! to play pool. i miss playing pool with them. and guess what! i met meli fong!! she was having a church function in the function rm. which was cool. i got to catch up with her abt college life and stuff. and she's waking up at 6.15am when she just lives a stone throw(literally) away frm her school!! haha. oh well. i miss 4a2!! *sobs. lols. not to say that my og is bad. they're really nice people! and funny. and crazy. and lame. and smart! oh gosh. haha. but i still cant help missing those crazy times.

anyway... back to pool. i think i'm improving! hEhE! well... at least the games are free. played in pairs then took turns...since the cue sticks were...well... really lousy. oops. the heads kept dropping off! and we kept glueing them together. i won jaime!! but lost to mh. it was raining outside and we were really cold. oh yea!! there's like an lcd tv in the rm...which is quite worth it to forfeit the 20 bucks and bring home the tv. haha!! my bro gave the idea. the room's really echo-ey and we were shouting like mad ppl. i realised that many in my og love pool too!! hEhE. were supposed to go out today...but many cldnt make it. and anyway...pool's expensive today.

ytd's mass chat was really confusing. but all the more fun. everyone (13ppl) was talking at once. people's msn kept signing in and out. and my com rebooted itself. marcus was damn high. and ppl kept adding foreign ppl into the conv. haa. more intro lectures tmr. shall write up on it when it all ends. we're going in a grp.

why does it keep raining? not that i'd prefer the heat. nice weather. ~

orientation..burnt and peeling. keeps raining. and stopping. and raining again. so we were wet. and muddy. i cant really recount all that has happened. quite impossible...since i've been coming back and going to sleep. and waking up early. tireD.

ok let's see... my OG. under Kyofu (which rocks) , which means horror in jap. so we're "ghosts". under kyofu... i'm in amityville. with 15 other people and huimin and joyce as our ogls. oh yea...what a small world. xiaoyan's friend happens to be in my og. cool. anyway... there's only like...6 guys in my og. girls rule!

games were fun. we got to choose what we wanted to play. thurs was the dirtiest. and we also had mass dance. 1 couple dance (put in on replay) and another (black or white) . and i keep forgetting the steps. kept looking at the ogls. but it's really difficult. not the easy ones...like those we danced during sec4 farewell!! hehe. oh yea...there was this game... broken telephone+charades. the guy b4 me was describing the word "girl". and he made a damn funny action. look so gay!! gosh! made the whole lot of us laugh.

we went out on fri to marina square. og outing. ate at cafe cartel...and ate up to $200+. then i dunno who started it...but we started playing the silly games... the meh meh... open close and all sorts. which...some cldnt guess and the rest who knew kept laughing. the guys esp. cldnt guess. JJ was damn funny. he kept imitating us.

campfire was...well... a 10min campfire. started raining...so we had to move to the badminton hall. cheered, the dance society was really good. and we danced like...dunno how many times. kept dancing over and over again. it was abt 11pm. haha. and i take 1hr to get home. fortunately there was someone to go home with me. she took to kovan i took to srgn. yea. tmr's the lecture stuff...see what we wanna take.

anyway...it's cold. and i cant type properly. my fingers are frozen. oh yea... went back for cca fair. quite ok. except that i was half asleep. so me, hh and yl stayed in the classroom to talk. stupid mary is just as secretive with her hp. nv ever pull your hp away frm me or else i wont give u rest. haha. but she finally has one. and i spent 1journey frm school all the way home talking to her!! haHa. lots to talk abt yea. and to yq too. she comes here everyday. opp my house. haha.

anyway... my fingers are really frozen. cant type anymore. ~

believe me. helium really makes ur voice go high. went to eat at paragon ytd. there were balloons...so my bro took 1...untied and breathed in the helium. then he spoke. and it was really high! sound so sissy! damn funny...we cldnt stop laughing. laugh until cry. but it only lasted abt 2 breaths but there was a good amt of helium in the balloon. hAhA! really had a good laugh.

anyway... didnt walk down orchard rd. from the previous experience. went to tcc. bro's church. stayed till midnight. oh yea...happy new year!!! 2006... a new chapter. and school's getting nearer. arGh!~

been playing pool for the past few days. i'm getting better! hEhE. but still not as good as xt. plaayed with xt, jaime, rafael, hh, mh ytd. actually...been playing with the 4 of them for the last few dayS...and rafael keeps holding his cue stick in a funny way that keeps making me laugh. hh's method of using her stick is damn cute. her left hand on the table is forever so str8...even when you're supposed to curve the fingers a little.

anyway... i heard that xt and jaime's form teacher next year is sailor moon! hhAhaHA!! oh man. i really pity them. she's gonna be so strict. and she doesnt need to teach me for me to know that. i think their class will go crazy and rebel against her! heHE! that would be cool. and i heard that hh's school only has orientation on the 2nd week. 1st week is tests! oh man! thank god i didnt go there. haha. but still...no one has called from ac.

oh yea. HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE!!!!!!!!!!!!! orchard's gonna be damn pack today. and i dont wanna be caught in the crowd. ~

school's starting soon...and my ogl hasnt called. getting worried? nah. i'll be worried unless i dont receive anything on the 2nd of jan.

i rule! been playing naval command with hh and i'm proud to say...i've been winning almost every game! hAhA. think she won 3? hEhE. i think it's better if she plays pool with me. she'll win more. haha. this is cool. i'm enjoying myself before i start a whole new year... whole new environment. i'm about to cry!!~

i'm turning into a pig soon. although i dont have a piggy face! woke up...watch tv, eat, read, sleep, wake up, watch tv, computer. this is what i did today. and i was too lazy to go out. with only 1 week left to school... gosh. i'm probably dead. anyWAy.. let's find an excuse for my piggy-ness today. i came home at 12.45am ytd... but was not a bit tired. tho hh was about to fall asleep. she kept yawning and her eyes were closing. lols. anyway... i guess i was gaining back my sleep. it was raining (and still is) anyway...so cldnt go down to swim. maybe tmr.

guess what? the pool downstairs is open. but... $50 deposit needed and is $2 per game. that is so.... not worth it. lols. didnt know the deposit was so high. how about $10?~

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

yAy!! HAHA. ok...erm... i just spent 2 hours in darkness which directly applies to what was preached today. ha. we certainly need light. and darkness goes once there is light. anyway.. 1 week to go before a new chapter in my life begins...and i find myself running away from reality. i've been avoiding it for ages... when mom keeps saying abt the distance! argH! i have to slowlt mentally prepare myself when i keep finding myself running away from it. ok. there's still a second chance and i believe that wherever He has put me in...He will help and guide me thru...no matter how tough it is. He intended me to go there since the start and He will certainly guide me. yes. anyWay... i better get on to losing weight b4 i throw my face when i enter school. ha!~

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Light of the world
You stepped down into darkness
Opened my eyes let me see
Beauty that made this heart adore You
Hope of a life spent with You

Here I am to worship
Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that You're my God
You're all together lovely, altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to me

King of all days oh so highly exalted
Glorious in heaven above
Humbly You came to this earth You created
All for love's sake became poor

I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross

ytD's sessions was s-l-a-c-k. hA. it's the last session anyway. fen ni came down... she was off from work. jaime, fen ni and i went to see the fancy drill since turaiya was over at the cc side. we let them slack for a while. was talking to them. haHa. then jaime went back to cc and fen ni and i went to see mh, sheau wei and xt doing publicity stuff. went back to find hh and jaime talking to the team abt some stuff. the rest of us were bored. so we started playing with the grass...

went to eat after that. hokkien mee. do bees like lime? cuz it kept flying around jaime. she was drinking coke lime...and put 2 lime in her hokkien mee. we were all quite fed up with the bees flying around. kept chasing them away... but they kept coming back.

then went to play pool. again. oops. xt and mh were playing at 1 table. jaime, fen ni and i played in another. fen ni didnt know how to play... so we taught her. and beginners really do have luck. lols. i kept losing. then we played pairs... fen ni and me on one team. jaime alone. i spread the balls on the 1st hit...and jaime hit in the black ball on the 2nd!! HaHAHA!! anyway... jaime played with xt... then we kept shouting someone's name and she hit the ball in! made us laugh. oh yea... did i say i injured my index finger the day b4? and i hit my middle and 2nd last finger ytd. either the table of the cue stick doesnt like me. now i have 1 red finger, and 2 blue-black fingers. all on my left hand. thanks ah. xt and mh went off somewhere.. the rest went home...

christmas is coming!!~

i cant wake up early in the morning anymore. i'll just fall back asleep. been going down quite "late" for sessions. lols. but some people are later than me ok!! hAhA.

well anyway...i spent the whole time with the cc team. i didnt fufill the desire to go up to someone and tease her till i fall down laughing. anyway... they're improving. good for them. altho they still dont really listen to what we say. wait till they take over. they'll know then. we (grace, jaime and i) attempted to pitch the "perfect" flagstaff for ourselves. and to prove that we still had the standard. haha. we took more than 15mins. fail la! but...that's cuz we were laughing our way thru. thanks to yuling ma'am. kept making remarks. then jaime cldnt tie her tent guy loop. so yuling ma'am cldnt stand it and took over. haha. i was laughing the whole way thru. then she was scolding me for sitting down and pulling the flagpole. anyway...we still had it. although the tension was....well....hAHa. the s2's were good. ma'am supervised their training...while we played tic tac toe with pegs.

then ma'am and i were discussing abt GP and econs while waiting for the rest who were tying their hair and stuff. gosh. i'm gonna die in jc. anyway... we went to heartland to eat. ma'am went off with her friends to somewhere... and we were left making damn funny jokes. not abt her. haha. but when she came back we went into a laughing fit and cldnt stop. we told her that some "aunty" gave her an extra mashed potato. which kept me laughing till a long while later. and we started all over again. haha.

went to hg plaza to play pool. i'm...improving? haha. i dunno. i missed a lot tho'. we met diyanah at heartland. she followed us to play. played with her and her friend. she (as usual) kept making jokes.... crazy ones. i injured my index LEFT finger when i hit the ball too hard. ergH. pain pain! i came home only to find out that the pool rm here isnt open until next week for next year! thanks. i see completely ready. idont see why they sldnt open it. unless they dont have the cue sticks yet. haha. hope they open next week. then i can book! yay! then can play for free. i dont wanna think of anything else right now...~

my head's breaking and my ear's an irritating pig. somehow... i think i cant really get into direct sun anymore. causes me to have bad migrains. gosh. trying to prevent myself from killing too many brain cells by taking panadol... i have to study next year you know.

hmm...so i went down for np today. and went late. lols! went to see cc 1st... they were...well... i see myself in them when i was sec2. and i know they'll improve. lashings are quite good. only their rolling hitch (flagstaff). gosh. vomit blood. well anyway..they have to learn themselves. the others took one and a half hrs to build a man shelter. yuling ma'am thought i was joking when i told her.

anyway...went off to see the fancy drill. turaiya was a bit screw loose. then s2s had some thrashing out and i didnt want to be involved. so i went off with yuling ma'am to see fancy drill. she kept teasing me abt luo-hans! made me laugh anyway. she gave them a pep talk. and well..i saw myself in their shoes again. they improved after that... was quite ok. but i seriously cant stand it when they can't keep rhythm.

went to eat with jaime and mh after that. turaiya and grace went to ac to appeal. gosh...i hope they get in!! i still dont wanna be friendless. i hope ac wld consider affiliation tho there's no bonus in pae. met cairong and christine on the way home. talked to them..abt jc stuff... cool! vjc. lols.

anyway..... just hope that there's at least 1 friend there with me next year!~

stupid ear. argH! i hate it when my ear acts up on me. it's like being tormented silently(literally). stupid ear.

He led me to my 2nd choice. well... okies. if he says there...it's for the best. but then..there's still appealing..unless i really feel that i need to. ~

It's tomorrow~

everyday i wake up and am reminded... oh my goodness! 16 dec is 1 day nearer! getting more and more nervous, yet excited. can i get into my 1st choice? by God's grace...yes! but... if i don't... so be it. eRr...so why am i so scared? how do i know? i'll see where He leads me... somewhere where i can fit in... that i can do my best and bring out the potential (whatever it is) in me. so yes... i know He'll lead me to the right school.. but i can't help being nervous about it!

hopefully they release it on the date given itself. or else i'm gonna scream in anxiety. and hopefully the server wont crash because of crazy ppl like me... or else i'll just faint. but whatever it is... i'm gonna promise myself to be happy with whatever school He gives me. and i hope that there will be pl girls there! i dont wanna be by myself!! hEex.

lastly... i want to say... harry potter rocks! yeaH!~

my eyes are going to pop out soon. from watching too many dvds. chicken little, march or the peniuns, aeon flux....blah blah...and my most beloved harry potter. lalalalala. and reading my harry potter book. damn. didnt get to go shopping much... since my mood was most of the time foiled...ergH. well...whatever.

16th dec is coming soon!! nervous!!~

how come when u want a book no one around you has it? or it's not available? only available in bookshops. ha. it cost my $14.70 i think. sld have went to borders. $7.95. haha!

anywaY... met jaime at 2pm when we were supposed to be there at 2pm! oops. i think we reached half an hour later. xt, mh and rafel were playing.... so we sat down and watched. then played the number thing. oh wait. i didnt say what we were playing. haha!! erm... pool. haha. what else would xt be playing? anyway... xt kept winning. and we kept sabo-ing one another. esp rafel. kept wanting to "kill" him. poor thing. haha. jaime & xt were plotting against each other... and i...the amateur... cldnt really hit the balls in. haha!! he kept making me laugh. and all of us! i cldnt hit the ball. infectious laughter!! after that he left then xt's friend took over. teamed up with jaime. and both teams were down to the black 8 ball!! they won anyway. haha. quite obvious.

went to kfc...they ate cheese fries. while i drank milo and reading my book!!!!!!!!!!! seriously...no book can keep me so absorbed except that. just sat down and read. while they talked. went up to where xt "wanted" to go. haha. took neos. we sa down there for like.... half an hour just decorating!! no time limit anyway. finally contented with what we had... we went off... with just 10mins for me to get home.

anyway... going to kl tmr. awWw. no computer!! but lots of vcds... and a book to read. muahaha. see you on monday!!~

wAhA!! this rocks! i got the harry potter theme song for my blog! yAy!

only can work with internet explorer... firefox cant. sad!~

Pool is a nice game. but i think i am quite cock eyed. or maybe i'm just an amatuer. hAhA. anYwaY. i think xt's really addicted to it. she's good anyway. hAhA. but the other people...whoah. that's professional. haha. anyway...i still dont know why some can be so crazy over it. haha.

and i think jaime's addicted to shaker fries. "where do you wanna go and eat?" "macs. i want to eat shaker fries." hAhA. xt anD i just drank milo. and xt cldnt finish it! small stomach. not like me. fat.

and the 3 of us got attracted to the stall selling earrings. ha. the 'blink blink' earrings are so jaime! no wonder she bought it. haha. i bought stars again. what's with me and stars? one day i shall count the no. of star earrings i have. xt was busy messaging. and then we went up to the neoprint shop not to take neoprint. but to play that $1 game where u control the machine to pick up the soft toy. in my language... a money eater. waste money! i dunno how much xt has spent on it. but it depends on luck. and skill maybe? she wanted the chipmunk soft toy. jaime wanted the tigger. and i wanted the stitch! but still...i wont feed my money to the machine.(no offence) i'm poor. haha.

xt and i went to mh's hse to solve her ms problem. which we ended up with no idea how. haHa. maple cant seem to start. even tho she's online. another one for me to act pro! hAhA. wanted to solve her blog problem for her... only to find that she deleted her original template she downloaded. gosh. well nvm. we changed it to a chicken little skin. haha. so cute!! i would change mine if not for my beloved hp. hah.

went for dinner at compass with parents. ended up at metro. and i was trying on all the nail polishes! hAhA.

let's talk about today. met siewling in church! thea went to say hello first. her exclamation of "oh! from pl!" drew my attention. haha. yep. hMm...her auntie brought her or something. hEEx. cool. ~

cambridge dinner

of course it was nice. well... let's start from the beginning. was supposed to go to mh house to make up and all but the rest later had to go at 3. so i didnt join them. anyway... xt told me that hh was "gorgeous" (quoting from her). haha. looks like turaiya did a good job. so i went by cab to swissotel. met yq and serene. went up to the canning ballroom and so many ppl were there! and of course.. the 1st thing i did was to find hh. to see her in that dress we made her buy the day before, and the slippers and the necklace. and to see what turaiya did to her. haha. she looked totally different! but very nice. and pretty! ah ruo and a few of us were shouting "mei nu! chio bu!" when she walked past our table.

well anyway... took many many pictures with friends...some unrecognisable. i cldnt recognise celene! i thought she was a stranger. oops! but all of us looked pretty and beautiful... haha. i think we took pictures for an hour? hAhA.

then we went in to the ballroom. oh yea! the bear bear at the welcome table was so cute!! i love it. sat with partner, yixian, yw, janice, yq, xinyi, ah ruo, serene & celene at our table. started with some praise & worship... and finally the food! hA. the 1st dish was served by the sec3s... while eating... there were blessed draws, miss cambridge pageant and games going on. yixian, partner and xinyi wn something. then there was this most creative "yam seng" thing. yixian came up with a musical yam seng... but the most creative one was the 2 tables which invaded the stage. haha. janice went up on our behalf to play the game for someone who had the longest breath. she got 2nd!! haha. mr low was up there too. we cldnt recognise ms ferng!! i thought she was a student!! hAhA!

dinner was so-so. i didnt like the desert since there was honey dew in it. and xin yi cldnt eat the rest so we made her eat the desert! we brought the whole bowl to her. almost made her drink from the ladle. haha. priscilla won the ms charismile (charisma + smile) for the pageant and ms cambridge was jeane from 4c1. yep. oh...for the blessed draw... wenxin won the 1st prize!! congrats! and she looked so pretty! as always. then there was a video presentation by the dinner committee. then the head & vice head prefect said some words ... followed by rhubini.

we were allowed to stay in the ballroom until 2330h. 1st we took a class photo...but i think only half the class was present. then we rushed to take a batch 33 sqd photo at the toilet. xt's friend helped us. and she was so funny! haHa. after that got a lift from meli together with janice, yw and mw. found out that the lift was off after 11pm! and celene had a rm on the 58th floor! oh no.

in the car... i think meli was falling asleep but the 4 of us behind were making too much noise... taking pictures... and talking non-stop. esp about harry potter!! haha. talking about cedric, harry, the 4th show, the 5th and 6th book. and a lot more. seriously...we were making a lot of noise. oops. haha.

overall..i think the dinner was a great success and i think the committee orgainsed the event very well. the programme went on smoothly...and i think we totally enjoyed ourselves...from taking pictures...to eating. haha. all of us looked different and like we've never seen before. i'm sure we'll always rmb this night. well...it's 2 years before the next one. hEE!~

we took her to buy her prom dress. seriously.... it is a dress. i aint gonna say who. find out when i blog abt tmr's event. but i must say it's certanly intriguing... how we managed to find the dress, shoes and acessories so fast. in the shortest time i've ever seen anyone shop for a dress. haha. well. we'll see how it goes tmr!~

i was reading xt's blog when i realised... i forgot how to play daidee! hAha. big deal. heY. seriously... the game i liked to play last time... i forgot!! aHHH!! same suit or different? how to put 5 cards? the only thing i know is that 2spades is the biggest. haha. well...i guess i have to re learn it.

tiff's ear hole closed? i dont believe it. (well...there's been more and more things i dont believe). wonder what happened? shall ask her later. maybe cannot put in? like mine. but i still managed to stuff it back after many days of bleeding and pus. oops. too disgusting. havent taken out my 2nd one. hope i dont get infection. or else...i'll just let it close. just gonna wear ear stick for cambridge anyway. i'll look ugly with 2 earrings on 1 side!! hEE!! i'm excited!! ~

done with whatever there is for 30 nov. haha. so excited!! yAy!! hAhA. ok. i think i'm going mad. i was staring at the harry potter poster at the bus stop. haha. stared until the bus came. of course staring at him. haha. but he doesnt look cute there. but i was still staring. ha! people like cedric. i think he's cute...but harry's beTTa. heE.

anyway... i feel that... if she wants people to listen to her... then she has to start listening to what people have to say too. so therefore.. since she doesnt listen to me or any of her friends, i'm not gonna listen to her. and i dont care whether i'm making it too obvious or not. or whoever comes to read this. but i want to say what i want to say. i'm not listening to her. downright disobedience. haha. whoever can infer what i'm talking about and pass it on... i dont care either. dont blame me.

why did they change the requirements?? aHH!! i want what it is supposed to be. what we learnt. what we did. that's seriously more fun. and u dun really have to think abt what you do. haha. talk about creative learning. but building things...it's so... contractor stuff. well... at least there's still what i did. yay! i love that! thank God they didnt decide to exclude it. or else i'll be damn angry. well anyway... wonder how they're gonna work it out. well... you wld definitely need at least 3 doing flag for majority of the time. except for the last few mins. unless they can really spd things up. and they had to exclude the laces. gosh. ok. let's use tissue paper. or... ribbons! pink ones! ha. they'll be striking. wonder what kinda thing they gonna make. hope it's more creative than ours. haha. but starting so late... hMm.... that's one worry. and anyway... i dun think we sld be the ones discussing this. it's not our team. we're the past. i think they themsleves should be coming up with the ideas. solutions to the problems. spoon feeding isnt good. the past is only there to help. to provide tips from previous experiences. and not to think up what to do and how and why. so if u wld to ask me... i think there is no need for this meeting at all. did the rest do this kinda thing for us during our time? no. and i stand by their ways. no wonder the unit is becoming more welfare. well... i dun wanna be there when it falls. somehow... this reminds me of Venice. oh yea. one more thing. by not telling them anything now... how wld it help anyway? if they knew now...they can use the weekend or their free time to think of some ideas. but i seriously dont think it's neccesary to meet this tue... besides... it's one day b4 cambridge dinner!~

seriously.... i hate flowery dresses. don't put one near me. and i dont look good in evening gowns. those grown up ones. maybe in jc. they make me look old. and i dont wanna grow up so fast. so many shopping for their prom night dresses. many from jc. let's see...i can name all. ha. anyway...saw pl girls too. not only sec4s. how come people shop at places like that? i mean...they're not say buying clothes for a special occasion. anyway. i got my octopus ball and i'm contented. i'm going out of point.

anyway... woah. how can someone get 271 for their psle? that's totally... woah. ha. he's the highest in his sch anyway. wonder which sec sch he's going to. RI? he'll be travelling the same route as me. only in the opp direction. ha.

ergH. doesnt it make you irritated when you cant dl something?!?!?!?!?~

i only have two things to say:

harry potter rocks!

and...

so does my template.~

harry potter and the goblet of fire was great! but then again... since when would i say it wasn't? it was very dark tho. very. hEE. cut a lot of parts. so sad. watched chamber of secrets on tv. haha. cant help but to watch again.

anyway.... o's are finally over. yay! sub science ppl are having there last mcq paper today. when i've finished like.... 4 days ago! hAhA!! dont ask me how it was. well.... i'm gonna rot at home today. cuz i'm supposed to tidy my room...but...heE. lazy. tmr's PAE. thanks. i havent decided where to go. maybe here....maybe there.... well... we'll see...~

chem prac: acid-alkali titration.
cation identification.

oh yeaH!! physics better be easy.~

blame it on your lousy attitude. dont make such sweeping statements. maybe you should have told us where. dont be so hypocritical. and act like you're so enthusiastic. cause you aint.~

study leave.~

have songs ever reminded you of happy memories of the past? well... they have for me. some remind me of holidays.... during the dec break. therefore, i conclude that i'm in serious need of a holiday!!! i find myself thining of the times overseas.... and the different environment... doing things like shopping without worries. and the good weather! but that's not my point.

i realised i've missed out on many many trips overseas...during these few years. new zealand north islands and stuff. why? because i gave up the holiday for unecessary things here. parents told me that i was silly for not going. "holiday oso dun wanna go! ppl dont have a chance and you dun wanna go!" of course...at that time... i just shrugged it off. but now i realised.... i've missed out a lot. all because of some stupid unecassary stuff in school. no. it's not extra lessons. haha. extra lessons are impt and extremely necessary. i'm talking abt other things. things that u are excused from if u take a holiday.

true... i have some good times from these instances....but truly... which is more enriching and relaxing? of course a holiday. different environment, different "world". no stress, no worries. most of the time...tired from shopping and galavanting all around the country. how can anyone compare that to some stupid stuff here? sure... i will miss my friends here but that's only short term. i will come back. duh. i have no idea what came over me in the past. putting priority over something less essential...(not that a holiday is very essential). but certainly more fun and enticing than going to school or staying at home...worrying abt some stuff that's coming up.

well....what i have to say to this is: whatever. i will not put these things as a priority again. if i have the chance...i'll choose the holiday. unless i really "zou bu kai". but hey! i'm just a youth. what things in life can make me so busy until i cant even find the time to spend with my whole family overseas?

i think i'm going crazy. maybe it's the studying. we keep planning what to do after the exams. how i wish the exams was earlier! but certain people wont agree with me. haha. well.... back to school. for the last week. *cries*.~

boO!!! i missed my blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! or rather.... the picture on my blog. ahH!! i so miss him. haha. it's been a longtime since i've come online to blog and stuff.... been piled up with a mountain high of revision papers. n's are over. i feel a tinge of jealousy....but at least i still have time to study.

this week... is really.... p-o-n school week. i dont know how many in my class turned up on thurs...or wed... seemed rather little. celene was sick. really sick. well...and yun qian... i dont know what to say la. haha. half half? half pon half....erR... i dont know. haha...she "pon" sch for 2 days. but going that 2 days was quite a waste of time..considering the fact that we were just going thru ans and stuff. it's not like it's a maths or something. good timing.

it's my last week in sch next week! so sad!!!! we have a hol on tue. marking day. fri is founder's day. i'll probably be going back to sch on the 17. cuz there's a maths. had the baccalaurette service on wed. hmM... was ok lar. not much difference from chapel. except that the pastor was more interesting. haha. anyway.... we gave a pine tree to the sch. and i dont want to comment on that. not here anyway.

miss me!!~

i'm gonna start studying seriously starting tmr. so i wun be able to come online so often. gosh. i won't miss anyone. except drew fuller! hEhE! he's so cute!~

<------isn't he so cute over there? gosh. i'm basically biased. of course every picture of him to me is cute. and handsome. and shuai. and cool. and...i could go on...~

drew fuller is really so cute and handsome! hEhE! fen ni agrees with me! gosh. i think he looks like utt. haha.

anyway....i want to thank God for my results. i wasnt expecting much from the 2 papers we checked today... but hey! it wasnt so bad. yes. esp my physics. He has certainly helped me thru this exam. i learnt that u really have to trust God in this kind of circumstances.... esp when u feel that all hope is lost. without him..you are just by yourself. i really thank Him and honour Him for my results.

anyway... after all that we were playing some lame game. felicia's lame game. but there were many funny moments cuz we were practically laughing thru... then we played bingo. haha. i kept winning. there's studying next week.~
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I think this is meaningful:

God sent his son
They called Him Jesus
He came to love, heal and forgive
He gave His son, to buy my pardon
An empty grave is there to prove my Savior lives.

Because He lives
I can face tomorrow
Because He lives
All fear is gone
Becuase I know, I know
He holds the future
And life is worth a living just because He lives.

thanks. they are changing charmed to 10pm. now i cant see it and have to tape it. glad that there's not chris in it. or else i'm gonna make a big fuss.

anyway...didnt do any revision in sch today. had this career talk. the speaker was funny. and humorous. at least not the typical boring type. on the whole....a good talk. did the d.i.s.c personality test. i'm an "i". enthusiastic, warm...blah... haha *waves in the queen's manner. but "i" people fear rejection. which is rather true. and i think that the test is really accurate. a few of my friends are "s"... resistant to changes. haha. cool. and i felt that some are really "d". altho some doesnt wanna say it la. or maybe she's telling the truth... but...doubt so. i think she's "d". haha. stop wondering who i'm talking abt. find out yourself. but the talk was cool. made me laugh.

then had this acjc talk. basically trying to psycho us into going there. they have a science research thing! oh man. and their MEP and music programmes are good. but too bad it's too far away. well...that's about the whole day. and tmr....it's checking eng paper. gosh. no! but no studying. haha. but i dun wan my eng paper. how abt giving me something else? i hope i get a b3 anyway. oh yes. i found out that i most probably wont be able to take KI (not potassium iodide) in jc. needs a distinction or b3 for eng. and my eng is shaky. so i'll take gp. as if gp's any better. well... will think of that later. "i" people dont really care abt details. haha.

i'm getting addicted to ms again. shall go try to study. since it's such a cool day!~

i cant help saying this but.... gosh... drew fuller is so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

talk abt wu liao. stupid ne quiz made us stay back till 12 today...just to play some game and "build" up singapore. and we had to wait till 10.50! what kinda?? we cld actually go home at 9am. that's 3 hrs diff. thanks. stupid.

anyway... ah ruo and i went to cel's house. in a sports car. ah ruo and cel watched some korean show. seriously....i dont see anything that's nice abt it. and it's those olden days show. eek. haha. so...i was playing ms. hehe.

yeah! no school tmr. and we're gonna do crap on thurs and fri. some talks and quizzes. why cant we just stay in the hall and do "revision"? ha. i just suddenly started worrying abt what i wrote in my exams. it's a sudden feeling of anxiety. gosh. i pray for the leniency of the markers.~

i don't have to go to school today. nor wednesday. are you jealous?~

gosH. i finally get to go out!!! went shopping today. 1st...to get my gold ear rings. stop thinking that it's obiang! haha. it's quite ok la. but it costs 30 bucks. such a small thing costs 30 bucks? anyway.... went to crystal jade to eat la mian and xiao long bao....gosh...it was good. i haven been out since....i cant even remember. then went to orchard to shop shop. i was so glad to be out. be nevertheless...i feel guilty for not studying. but then again....haha. i'll study tmr! if i feel like it.

anyways....it's good having not to study for a while. but i hope i dun forget everything. and i dun wanna get back my prelim papers. esp eng and physics.~

like my new skin? i love it!! well...structure wise....it's not my type. but who cares? there's drew fuller's pic. gosh. so cute! too bad there's no baby pic of wyatt. he's so cute. as in....ke ai. anyway...i'm going mad abt him. haHa.~

what's happening to my firefox? hmMm.....wonder wonder wonder.
here's an account of what my prelims were like.

Lit: was able to answer the questions. at least i didnt hesitate this time! and i wrote so much for the KOC essay. i had no time to finish my unseen. and the unseen passage came from what i read before. but i had no idea about irony. haha. twelfth night was ok. surprisingly i had time to finish.

Math P1: ok i guess. but it was tedious.... without a claculator. gosh. i rely on calc too much.
SS: we were studying so hard for venice and gd governance and we were so sure that one was surely to come out. and what came out? merger. 2 sec 3, 1 sec4. and i only studied sec4. but i did merger anyway. was easier. and i crapped out some excuse for my "L5" answer.

Geog: map reading took so long. and was asked to fill in some landscape thing. haha. i had no time to write more for tourism. die.
A Math P1: was ok lar. more difficult than o'lvl standard...but definitely not ms lau's standard.

Math P2: well... i just hope i get an a1. not that it was easy.
Physics: ah dont talk about it. he's sadistic.

Chem: alright i guess. at least i have more confidence for chem than physics.
A Math P2: a killer. so many qns which i had doubts about. in plain english, i dont know how to do! but after confirming some of my answers with loretta, i felt better. maybe it's not so bad after all.

gosh. i'm depressed. anyway...it's time i took a break. i'm "playing" this weekend. but it's back to studying next week. whatever. gosh. i've missed my com...and the pictures in it. haha. isnt chris just so cute?~

i was reading my KOC notes and i just realised that today is septemer 10! Kingshaw's doomsday. haha

the more i study...the more i start fantasizing about after the o's.

been studying 24/7 this week. except for wed. well..that's something to do with the o's as well. i am so b o r e d. meli, partner and sylvia met mr low for physics....i met them later for a math. he puts salt on his hash brown. and i thought i had a salty tooth! anyway... he gave us a lift to the front gate...cuz he claimed that the back gate was locked. which happened to be untrue. we went to meet ms lau for a math... i expected a few people to be with her... like serene and gang... but there were so many in the room! haha. and some unexpected ones i guess. but anyway... we asked ms lau a whole lot of qns. and by the time we finished it was already past 12. she was burning out fast. and she kept saying the qns made her go merry go round. haha. poor thing.

the 3 went to "consult" mr low again. cuz they only had 1 hr before and because of some misunderstanding. well...meli needed to go home to eat her ah ma's fried rice. haha. so she went and was late. they met till 4 i think. and i on the other hand...went home and fell asleep on the sofa.

well.... there's really nothing to do at home...so i might as well study. i dunno how i am going to overcome this boredom after the o's. of course i am gonna go out and watch harry potter!! and exercise. oh gosh. i've been eating and sitting on the sofa and studying. and eating and sitting.... so i better exercise once the exams are over. but i cant go out every day can i? or exercise everyday. so maybe i'll just st and rot at home. there i go fantasizing about the future again.

oh yes. i realised that the humanities arent that difficult to study. if you have enough time on your hands. you can actually rmb more if u have more time. i keep telling ppl that chem is all memory work. one day someone's gonna say geog and ss is more of memory work! well... i just take an interest only in sci and maths la. F=ma, sine x, cos x are my friends. population and development arent. i'm glad i dont need to study for chinese! whatever. back to studying!

wish me luck for prelims.~

school's out! prelims are in. ergh. i thought i'd bring this up. mr low is so cool man. meli, partner and sylvia wanted to make an appointment with him for physics. he said he wasnt sure whether the school was open. he offered to meet them at srgn garden mac. aint that cool? which teacher meets their students at mac man? anyway. if i went...i'd be more interested in the food la. esp the b'fast meals. haha. meeting ms lau on wed tho. she gave a 35 min philosophical speech today. and i feel that i need to find her to clear every doubt i have. prelims are so ergH! too much pride would lead to your downfall.

gosh. i'm going crazier over drew. *i like the name chris. haha. he is so shuai!! he was so shuai in charmed! too bad he "died". but he's so shuai! and cute. yun qian agrees with me. while cel is still talking abt how kind her beloved korean actor is. chris rocks man! but i rock more.

went for this chinese debate at mediacorp. we went for the macau vs hk. they were good. too bad didnt get to see the caucasians debate. they can really speak aft learning for 5 years. as for me... more than 10 years of chinese education and i can hardly make up a good sentence. haha. but the debate was cool. and they filmed it. maybe i can see my face on tv? haha. shall tune in and see. cel went for the korean one. expected. haha.

well... i cant come online so often anymore...maybe 1 day next week. then it's prelims. ergH!~

i think we've studied too much. i think we're at the point of going screw loose. well.... mel chua's name has been changed to guanying ma. cuz yujun says her actions are similar. mine? ha. minus the y from my name. both our names rhyme. been trying to come up with some 'ma' name for the ppl sitting beside both of us but we've not been very successful. but we came up with garlic and pipette filler. i dunno why. guess who's who? well....we also came up with rose for jasmine. since she loves her flower name too much. hA.

oh yes. happy 16th bdae to ah ruo!! yesterday, that is.

english prelim next monday. and 75% of the school is having cyberweek! i'm jealous! ergH. i also want to have cyberweek. bleah. but we rule the school. thanks. cyberweek's friday, mon, tue. wed is teacher's day celebration. thurs is teacher's day. fri is last day of school. what kinda???? lame. anyway... i'm supposed to play the violin for teachers day thing. haven gotten the notes for the chorus yet. and dunno whether can coordinate with the guitar and the singing ppls. well...hopefully!~

i've been busy studying. and will be at least until after prelims....or o lvls. poor bloggie. dont miss me ok?~

i'm irritated and pisst. that's all i have to say.~

today is totally boring. i havent even put an inch of my foot outta my house. let's see... i did my physics paper, a math paper, e math tys, chem paper... oops. i just love sciences and maths. ha. but other than that....it's damn boring la?

wondering whether i sld go for fop tmr. not that i dun wanna go. but it ends quite late and i'm quite scared of going home late at night. besides that, i'm all for it. anyway... that's sunday. monday...charlie and the chocolate factory! tuesday... brithday for xt. wednesday... i'm gonna study the whole day. i hope it rains. so i wun feel so lethargic like today. why does it always rain only when i'm in school? as if that's a great thing.

i'm getting a headache. maybe because i breathed in too much uHh...what do you call that? that thing in nail polishes. no. i didnt polish my nails. i wont risk getting caught yA? hA.

oh yeA. i think felix is mad. i told her that a million times! she was at the stadium at 2.30 in the afternoon. she told me had to line up. really? how come i didnt have to do that last year? we just went in and sat last year. is it that full this year? i wonder. i know i'm going mad. study too much.~

today...is sian!! supposed to go fop...but i feel very lazy. in fact... lazy to do everything! lazy to study... blah blah blah. not that i have a lot of time to change my blog skin...but i did anyway. sian.

maybe i'll go tmr? see my mood.~

i cant get into maplestory. because there's too many ppl! wow. well anyway, i have a pimple on my nose brige. and my specs is resting on it... and it's pain and i have prob wearing my specs now! hAHa. i'm finally can fit the damn earrings into my ear hole! well...my left ear swelled up real bad this week. i had to remove the ear stick to clean off the pus and stuff. and i took the chance and stuffed my earring down. and it went thru! with much pain of course. my right ear hole has healed. thank god. it went thru easily.

this week is not much of a difference from the past few. but i'll highlight this. we were playing bball with xt's class when many many ppl started screaming. and...to our horror...there was a bat on the floor! baby bat!! aHHHHHH!!! they said the crow pecked it. and it was injured!! and it couldnt fly! and it was struggling on the floor!! and it was so poor thing! AHHHHHH!! i want to cry!!! POOR THING!!! STUPID CROW!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE CROWS! i hope it didnt die! or else i'll really start to cry. oh man. thinking of it now...i really feel so sorry for it. cuz it looked so cute! seriously, i feel more for the bat than the hamster that died last year. that was to an extent....gross. but still...i cant help but like animals like that. but i hate crows!! we should just shoot all of them down. ALL. and i dun care if it upsets the food chain.

well... i'm lazy to type whatever i want to. ha. ~

felicia low asked me to blog. so here. i'm blogging. but i have nth to write because i've done nothing this week except study. arent i guai?

fop's next week. excited. hope its as gd or better than last year's. ~

i have only one thing to say.

relative velocity is hard!!!!!!!!~

this week has been... alright i guess. fun actually. from monday, our celebration of racial harmony. we all came in our ethnic costumes... and i wore indian. many wore sari.... and felix wore this pink punjabi which made her look......erRR... haha. well, mary wore the baju kurong....so she cldnt take big steps and sit in the boyish manner as she always does. i laughed. anyway...our class won the best dressed class!! yAy! had highlighters for our prize. i cant complain.

tue, wed, thurs were normal, with chinese lessons for slacking. haha. mrs ding told us chinese jokes which made us laugh like crazy. teacher's day auditions....ah. i dunno what to say. but someone was really irritating! nvm.

then came friday. i totally had no idea where my full u was... well...i managed to find it for photo taking. stayed back like a normal np session. eEk. was watching meli (who had a sexy voice) do her s4 farewell stuff. oh yea. jasmine extorted $2 from me! she pulled out the note from my wallet for some fund raising thing. as if i wasnt poor enough. the s2s lied to tiff saying that they had one last one to sell.

photo taking was quite alright. no candid shot. wonder why. and no mrs koh . wonder why too. grace, yan ni and i stood behind the officers....cuz no space for sitting down. coincidence? jarelyn stood next to grace. was laughing at her height compared to grace's. had to surrender our ranks and buttons and crest. *sob sob. after that mary, turaiya, tiff, xt, jaime and i stayed back to poke our noses into the session that day. afterall...the board put that we were welcome to join in. haha. mary and turaiya went to see the s1s while the officiers were talking to the sec2&3s. aft that we were bored. so this is what we did.

3 quarters of the s3s were gone to help mrs goh carry some things. so we made their nco and a few left fall in as a sqd. and we bullied them! played flies attack!! there were 4 of them. guess who was my target? so easy. ha. ok. like she and weilan cldnt stop laughing...altho we told them not to. they were trying their best not to laugh....um cheoing all the way. was tickling them with the leaf. and trying to make them laugh....and weilan cld still move! so funny! seriously tried very hard to make jarelyn laugh....but she was um cheo-ing all the way. then their sqd came back so we continued with the game. they were really on the verge of bursting out. suay. kana bullied by me and my sqdmates.

anyway... we decided to leave them alone and went to play with the sec2s. haha. they were trying not to laugh...but not as funny as the s3s. heard that the s1s didnt laugh. aWw. guess it's because the younger ones are scared of us? ha. anyway...we split the s1 sqd in half.... mary, suying and i were with one.... jaime, turaiya and valerie with the other. haha. heard that felicia? i almost said something that felicia wld probably kill me for....but i didnt. helped them to brush up on their drills a bit. their turnings and their marching. gosh. ha. stayed till the end of the session. i'm so dead. waited for jaime who was attending to a casualty who was hyperventilating.

"she" came. i dunno why....but mary went high! she was so enthu abt it and kept calling out to turaiya. haha. all the way till the bus stop. turaiya went to meet her anyway. haha.

oh yes! i got the harry potter book! yq has so kinf heartedly lent it to me! she managed to get it from the library. which was lucky. seriously. so i got to read it for free. and am going to read it now! sEE yA!~

mel f and serene are scared of dogs. muahaha. i think i'm saddistic. this somehow connects me to hooper, whom we were doing a character analysis on this morning. i let the dog out. haha. they ran far far away. well anyway... the planning went well...but the typing.... meli and serene were running away most of the time.

then serene and i went to heartland to eat. i was waiting for my turn in the toilet when serene came and told me she saw ms ferng. "where!?!?!" so we ran all the way to find her. haha. we talked to her for a while... she was asking us to go home after we ate lunch. haha. didnt know she wld visit heartland. anyway.... serene and i went to eat yoshi. and guess who we met? ms gan. gosh. yea. we said hi. and i wanted to run away. but i didnt. haha. then we walked ard and went to hougang mall. supposed to meet xt...but she took a long long long long time. so we were just walking ard. xt came at abt 1.45... as if i'm not "lucky" enough, we saw mrs loo. how "lucky" can one person get in a day?!?

anyway... i bought new earrings and wanted to wear them. took out my right earring and there was pus. eEeWw. wiped it off and then... i cldnt put back the damn earring! i just cldnt find the back hole. of course it bled. so i didnt dare take out my left earringl. and was still battling with my right one. i sought help frm xt....but she oso didnt really know. finally plucked up the courage to let my mom do it... cuz i was scared of pain! she didnt manage to put it in either. well... she put it from the back to see whether the hole had closed. and it hadnt. it went thru! and now i have to leave it upside down until tmr. this sucks. i'm never taking out my earring until after my o's!~

finally able to come online. well actually... i feel a bit guilty for not studying. heck. it's the weekend. i'm lonely. crap.

poor mary. she's sick. she's seldom sick. well... she doesnt even sound sick. she didnt come to school ytd and today. ms lau said she was love sick! hahahaha!! so anyway.... felicia sat with me. haha. i cldnt pay attention to lessons. kept talking to her. so different from when i'm sitting next to mary. but poor mary. she missed quite a lot. but i dun miss her. ha.

anyway.... i decided to be the evil one and wrote a million hmk for her. all made up. ha. so many.... wonder how she took it. i wrote all over her papers....that's what u get for sitting next to me and not coming. anyway.... no lunch at home. went to central to eat with felix. ate mee pok! yeA! my favourite stall. felix ate real slow. r e w o l s. anyway... we sat down and talked for a long time. looooooooooooooooong. met mh and colleen.

felix wanted to pass mary her hmk b4 she went home..so called her from the interchange. i told mary that felix didnt come to school today! hAhA! i think she was quite shocked. and i cldnt stop laughing. felix was laughing like crazy. anyway.... we told her the tremendous amt of "hmk" . i think it scared her. ha. poor thing. got tortured by me even tho she didnt come to school.

whatEvEr. i'm so lonely and bored! and lazy to study. ha.~

I just realised how true this statement is.

Why spend 4 years of your life fighting with your friends about some position when ultimately what you'll miss is not that but the good and bad times u had together?~

i have a slight ear infection. thanks.

i'm totally bored outta my mind now. let's talk about oral. o lvl oral. the passage was.... difficult. i didnt know how to read.... a million words. ha. i told mrs goh. anyway.... the bao zhang bao dao was on terrorism. preventing terrorism in s'pore is like treating a serious illness. do you agree. i was able to talk. but unable to express myself. serene was talking abt that this morning...so i had some idea. and the oral session with mrs goh ytd...which i didnt go...she happened to talk abt it. thanks. the ri chang hua ti was if you wld to encounter difficulties who would u seek help from? i said my family. well... the examiners were nice. heard one was from sji and the other from zhss.

i'm becoming more and more bhb(thanks to someone). was on my way after oral to the canteen because i was in serious need for some water. well. my mouth was dry. but anyway... they greeted me! yAy! i didnt want them to. but how can i stop one whole unit? hA. anyway. the point is....they greeted me! yAY!! ha. i'm going mad. talked to serene for a while... watched the muster parade from my class. the key got stuck while we were trying to lock the class. what kinda lock! spent some time talking to mrs ding abt the questions.

i'm so dead.~

i saw a rainbow today. third time i've seen it this month.

i have been having free entertainment at home for a few days now.~

So far, there are only 2 people who are able to make me speechless.

1: we argue till i dont know what to say
2: she's too bhb. egoistic that i really have nothing to say at all. she claims she's "humble."~

SeC fOuR fArEwELL
-24 june 2005-

was supposed to meet fen ni at 1pm. but the bus didnt come until 1pm. haha. went to grace house.... tiff had to finish up the pressies... i was playing grace's piano. xt, jaime, wx, sharon came later, we left grace house at 2.50. had to report by 3! hAhA. took a cab to the back gaTE! it was open! hAha. all we had to do was unlock it. dots... no juniors were there. we sneeked in. the rest were at the front gate. hAhA. they saw us. haha. asked us to go out!! bleah.

we waited a while more... more a few more ppl. theY came over and asked us when we were coming in...hAhA. brainless wore the incredibles tee. so cute! my gRp!! hEhE. finally went in...went to the ava theatrette. no hall. haha. anYwaY... started off with writing dedications to np...everyone or some individual. i kept demmanding light sticks. hAhA. they were playing taufik's songs! hEhE. yeah man.

proceeded with the performances. sec2s 1st. with a cool dance. and some starry thing. haHa. hMm... aft that was the sec1s.... so cute! hAha. sec1s are always so innocent. their dance was well...better than what we performed when we were sec1! hAha. we were toots then. lol. then the sec3s... they said they had no dancing genes. so they put up a stone age fashion show! hAha. it was nice for a change. all looked so funny. and suying's hair was so cute!! hAhA.

i realised they gave lotsa glass things this year. so many cups and candles and stuff....hAhA. anyway...went out for a bit of food. they kept giving us chicken. haha. talked for a while.... went down to take water...and jaime shouted turaiya's name from below... then she said "do i hear my name?" then we hid! haHa. came up and told her. she said she thought she was becoming schizophrenic. haha. took some pics with ppl... and our sqd. so many cameras.... smiled until the muscles ached. i kept disturbing jarelyn. hAha. took a pic with her. kept asking felix to take with suying. and kept telling suying to remember. hAhA.

then it was time for our song! hAhA. we sang find us faithful...but we didnt have a piano. or organ. or whatever. jarelyn asked whether wanna carry one to the ava. -_-'''. talk abt lame. yeah. they were shouting encore...but erm. no one wanted to sing again! hAha. then their unit song... "someone's watching over me" by hilary duff. haha. erm...i think that was earlier. haha. i have stm. anyway...they had this slide presention for dedications. they typed ours in. i want to thank jarelyn for her dedication to me! hAhAhA!! yAY!! made my day. altho it was a bit lame la. but what can u expect from a lamer like her? hAhA. yea. anyway.... her hair's still as cute. kept touching it. she ask me to cut liddat la. over my dead body! hAhA! they sprayed their hair orange.

then it was contact time. our 4 ncos gave a glass cup. glass. again. haha. yea. gave the bowls to sheau wei and ziying. erm...sorry ah. ppl art fail. hAhA. the glitter was coming out again. lousy. we ate the cookies the sec2s gave us. 1 whole big plate. then i went over to join felix...just to talk to her. then she said she uses real paler(player) to play songs! haHa. wanted to tell mary...but i was laughing so hard. hAhA. oh yeah. finally managed to get felix to take pic with suying. haha. tiff took 2. i took one. wow. 3 altogether. hAha. gave my grp the magnets. jarelyn was debating btwn he duck and the dog. weiwen said the duck was cuter. yeah man. she has the same taste as me!! hAHa. jarelyn took the duck in the end. the hair reminded me of hers. haha. suying took the moo moo. hehe. guess what jarelyn said? the duck's covering its pte part...cuz the hands and legs had magnets... cld stick together. haha. stupid gerl. went to give cleo. she took the donkey. hehe. i'm left with the doggie. lalalalala. took a grp photo aft that. felix ended up laughing because she said she hasnt taken a picture in ages. crazy. jarelyn was trying to get everyone to settle down...but no one seemed to be listening to her. until jasmine shouted. haha. more effective. lalalalala.

mrs koh spoke to us then. of becoming ci and stuff. oh yeah. mr tang came back!! and he cldnt remember my name!! hAhA. so funny. yeah. then it was time to go. aWwwW. had to wait for xt and tiff to finish autographing. haha. jarelyn gave me her "tie". she was so proud of it. said she tied it herself. finally went off. and the back gate was locked. thanks ah.

went to ps with a few sqdmates...to drink. so thirsty. then went home.

well....i didnt cry. haha. but i feel sad. not sad enough to cry. cuz i know we'll keep in contact. hMm.... yeaH. and we can always come back. haha. really miss np now that we've stepped down. missed all the fun times we had together. even the pumpings! everything abt np. sigh. it has really made a great impact on the 4 yrs of my sec sch life. thanks to rebecca ma'am who gave us a note of encouragement. she said we were her 1st sqd. yeah. grateful for it. so sad that we're leaving. cldnt wait to step down last time...cuz of all the stress...i was facing from sch work. but now...i dont wanna. hahA. i guess this is part and parcel of life. sigh. but its really sad. hEEx. to the s3s...all the best taking over and dont give up no matter what setbacks you face. keep the np spirit alive!!~

where in the world can u find such a nice brother? hAhA. was going to piano today. met my bro at the bus stop. he was going out to cut hair. finally he gave up and said "i give u a lift to central wan?" i thought he was joking...until he flagged a cab! hha. just then, the bus came. haha. anyway....boarded the cab. haha. reached teacher's house early. haha.

anyway...tmr's farewell. aWw. so sad. i may cry. if the moment's right. haha. shant say too much.~

i hate my life, i hate piano and i want my violin.

Shut Up by Simple Plan

There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you
You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time to criticize me
It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right
It's like I'm the one you love to hate
But not today.

So shut up shut up shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out get out get out
Get out of my way
Step up step up step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say can change
You'll never bring me down

So there you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do
You think you're special
But I know and I know and I know
And we know that you're not
You're always there to point
Out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one you love to hate
But not today.

So shut up shut up shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out get out get out
Get out of my way
Step up step up step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say can change
And gonna bring me down
Gonna bring me down.
Will never bring me down.
Don't tell me who I should be
Don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
Cause I don't wanna waste my time
Watch you fade away

So shut up shut up shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out get out get out
Get out of my way
Step up step up step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say can change
And gonna me down

I don't wanna hear it
Get out get out
Get out of my way
Step up step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say can change
And bring me down
Won't bring me down
Won't bring me down
Bring me down
Won't bring me down
Shut up shut up.~

neW templaTe! hEhE! had some problem with my tag board. but i guess it's ok now. and no. i wont put a password on it. haha.

anyway... i slept early and woke up early today. but was still a bit late in meeting my sqdmates. haha. i left the house at like.....10.25? i was supposed to meeet them at 10.30. walked all the way to srgn int. i took 10min. anyway....i thot i was the latest...so i walked fast. but i wasnt! there were still so many who were later than me! thanks man.

ok. went to mh's house to discuss a few things. -blah blah- hAhA. was teasing felix all the way abt ***. yeah. tiff and i. haha. (this is a compliment--> she takes jokes well.) anyway... then went to heartland to eat. were at macs... tiff, sharon and i didnt really feel like eating...so we went to the shopping mall to look at things. oh yea. met jarelyn and jasmine there. wanted to force out info abt farewell from her. but she refused to say anything. hAhA. she asked us whether we came out because we wanted to buy clothes for farewell....uUh....no?!?! hAhA. i'm not so rich.

gosh. she's peeling. haha. i know i've peeled many times. but it still grosses me out. brings back memories of kayaking and atc. haha. was scaring her abt getting skin cancer. still remembered the time where me, tiff, sharon were peeling after kayaking 2*. so many bubble thingy. eEwwW!

ok enough. anyway...we went back to eat a bit. then some of us went to ikea. again! hAhA. took 153 there. walk ard.... looking at things....here and there. kept laughing abt the heart thingy. anyway....tiff and i bought a new mouse pad. for 90 cents. it's polka dotted. went home aft 1 hr. xt and wx took 147. the rest took 153. i reached home b4 5! hAhA. i have to.

i know i haven been very punctual. but i have to be. at least until july 4. to practise my piano! gosh. it's getting nearer. and my pieces are not that good yet ya?~

i'm still suffering from shock and dont think i'll be able to recover.

omg my piano exam is on the 4th of july!!!!!!!!!! aHhHhHhHh!!!!!!! i know i requested for july but why so early?!? erR.... i'm not ready. at all! heLP!!!!!!!!!!!! gosh. i need to practise more. the thing i'm worried abt is that it'll clash with oral. nvm if it's prelim oral. i can just tell the teacher to let me go 1st or something. i'm scared that it's o lvl oral! that would be a BIG problem. but i'm just scared i'll fail la. after seeing so many examples.

aHhH!!! how? my 3 pieces are like...uHh....not there yet. my sight reading sucks. my aural sucks. my scales...erm. that's abt the only thing i can do. but then my broken chords suck too. aHhHHh!!!!

i'm going craZY! couple with the fact that there's both oral eng and ch prelims starting term 3.... not that i cant cope. well... actually i cant. i'm so dead.~

i have no idea why. but i'm starting to feel guilty that i've done practically NOTHING this holiday. as in....studying. and i'm supposed to take o's in november. is that supposed to be a good thing?

maybe i shall be a nerd and start tmr? nah. haha. well.... i dont know where to start. hA. but i still feel guilty. ok. let me comfort myself by saying that i've done some of my hmk. which is part of the curriculum.(it's not working!) i feel that i've forgotten everything! help!

oh yea. maybe it's because i'm BORED. after all the holiday lessons and stuff, bintan trip. now i'm bored. and the guilt kicks in. ergH. kinda miss bintan tho'. haha. why does it always have to be like that?~

day 3

woke at 6.30 bintan time at the sound of sharon's watch. oops. i needed to shit. bomb siah. haha. i bombed the campsite on day 2. hehe. got ready for "pt". met raymond and the others at the beach. had warm ups. then had the swaying grass game. haha. quite funny. then had this "rugby" game. where we were supposed to snatch shoes. from the other team. i was protecting the shoes. haha. we lost by 2 shoes. hehe. nvm. it was fun. went back to the hotel to wash the sand off. and change into something formal. sharon wore skirt. hehe. i wore my white skirt/short thing. haha.

went down for bfast. buffet! sharon, hh, felix, angela, cleo and i sat at one table.... tiff, yl and the other s2s at another and the s3s at another. 1, 2, 3 chiong ah!! went ard to get a lil of everything. all so nice. normal things....scrambled eggs....beans... sausage....but nice. best meal in the 3 days! haHa. few of us went for 2nd round. i went for porridge. then sharon took a whole bowl of cereal. mixed. and we played the finger game....to eat the cereal. we asked "who's the pig?" and the person who had to eat had to say "i'm the pig". after cereal we took miso soup. but felix....the pig....the real pig, rather greedy.... drank the whole thing. she ate the most cereal too. haha. then we played this guess where the sugar was in game. had 3 cups. angela was the banker. i had the most amt of sugar at the end! yaY! hEhE. ok. listen to this. never drink orange juice and milk together for bfast. cuz jarelyn and i did that and we went to bomb after bfast! hAhA. i made her drink milk. cuz babies must drink milk. changed back and went to the beach. sharon broke her sandals so i lent her my slippers. lalalalala. had a sand castle competition. my grp didnt know what to do so we made the "i" for incredibles. haha. cleo sacrificed her shirt to carry sand. and jarelyn was digging the sand. she kept scolding me for slacking. haha. i wasnt! i was helping suying shape the "i".

had to come up with some lame story for the sculpture. haha. who else but jarelyn came up with the story? haha. mary's grp made gunung bintan. was quite nice. they won anyway. haha. we didnt know what to say for ours. jarelyn and i just crapped out some crazy things. after that we had a game of volley ball. which...didnt turn out to be volley ball....cuz we were serving and catching. haha. jarelyn was too short to hit. oops. haha. later she kill me.

went up to pack. had to check out by 12. put our bags down. mary abandoned us and went to swim with the s2s. the rest of us went to look ard. here and there. wanted ice cream but cldnt find it. went to buy drinks and sweets. i bought sarsi...then went to see the s3s and raymond playing pool. then i heard from behind "leanmay ma'am....u very chio today..." haha. jarelyn came to kope my drink. stupid. hha. watched them play pool. but all cheated.... kept moving the white ball. raymond and sheau wei and a few others went over for a serious game of pool and we kept cheating. lame ppl. haha. had to leave by 1.30. awWww. sat the bus to the jetty.

on the way....jarelyn sat btwn all the s4s....which was quite silly of her. becuase she got bullied by all of us. kept saying her hair on her neck was damn funny. kept disturbing and bullying her. then she said..." sharon ma'am...no wonder u can balance so well..." then she pointed at the shoe bag. the brand was new balance. oh man. that was damn lame can? oh yea. i kept telling her she was damn lame and she said "no la. i have 2 legs...can walk very well." -_-|| lame lame lame. poor thing. got bullied by me.

reached the jetty. waited damn long for custom. wanted to snatch jarelyn's passport but she said no. "never see drug addict before ah?" was her reply. gosh. damn funny. then we were plotting to steal sharon' s passport. she was saying sharon's passport was vulnerable to being snatched by us. but her other hand was free. so she might karate chop us. haha. oops. went on board the ferry. sat with sharon n tiff. wanted to go down and buy somthing to eat. but they all wanted to slp. bleah. ended up koping jarelyn's drink. she walked to me but off balanced cuz the ferry was rocking. made me laugh because of the expression on her face. so cartoon can! anyway...i slept for abt 30min or so b4 reaching tanah merah terminal. oh yea. at bintan jetty we rushed to get the top seat. typical singaporean. waited damn long to clear custom again. was with hh and yl....they changed queue...i joined tiff...and got to be faster than them! hehe. mr leow went to buy wine from dfs. hehe. then went into the bus. wah.... back to school.

on the way back... tiff wanted to finish her roll of film.. felix was sleeping without leaning back which was damn funny. tiff wanted to take pic of her. so she went one seat in fron and took her!! there was flash...and felix only woke up like 5 sec later!! slow siah!! damn funny. felix wanted to take pic with suying...so we took with her and suying. haha. then tiff took 2 with both of them only. hehe. we called jarelyn over....she was suspicious...tot we wanted to bully her. haha. took pic with her also... bullied her. hehe.

reached school. saw another rainbow!! yaY! haHa. stupid gerl had the cartoon look on her face when she was running to fall in. made us laugh. dismissed. walked out with tiff. i took a cab. saw the s3s walking out. the cab driver asked me why nv take bus....cheaper. haha.

came home....slept at 10pm. will talk abt my feelings abt the trip tmr. i've been typing since 7.15! now is 9.40. gosh. i'm good. power. fingers tired.~