boO!!! i missed my blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! or rather.... the picture on my blog. ahH!! i so miss him. haha. it's been a longtime since i've come online to blog and stuff.... been piled up with a mountain high of revision papers. n's are over. i feel a tinge of jealousy....but at least i still have time to study.

this week... is really.... p-o-n school week. i dont know how many in my class turned up on thurs...or wed... seemed rather little. celene was sick. really sick. well...and yun qian... i dont know what to say la. haha. half half? half pon half....erR... i dont know. haha...she "pon" sch for 2 days. but going that 2 days was quite a waste of time..considering the fact that we were just going thru ans and stuff. it's not like it's a maths or something. good timing.

it's my last week in sch next week! so sad!!!! we have a hol on tue. marking day. fri is founder's day. i'll probably be going back to sch on the 17. cuz there's a maths. had the baccalaurette service on wed. hmM... was ok lar. not much difference from chapel. except that the pastor was more interesting. haha. anyway.... we gave a pine tree to the sch. and i dont want to comment on that. not here anyway.

miss me!!~

i'm gonna start studying seriously starting tmr. so i wun be able to come online so often. gosh. i won't miss anyone. except drew fuller! hEhE! he's so cute!~

<------isn't he so cute over there? gosh. i'm basically biased. of course every picture of him to me is cute. and handsome. and shuai. and cool. and...i could go on...~

drew fuller is really so cute and handsome! hEhE! fen ni agrees with me! gosh. i think he looks like utt. haha.

anyway....i want to thank God for my results. i wasnt expecting much from the 2 papers we checked today... but hey! it wasnt so bad. yes. esp my physics. He has certainly helped me thru this exam. i learnt that u really have to trust God in this kind of circumstances.... esp when u feel that all hope is lost. without him..you are just by yourself. i really thank Him and honour Him for my results.

anyway... after all that we were playing some lame game. felicia's lame game. but there were many funny moments cuz we were practically laughing thru... then we played bingo. haha. i kept winning. there's studying next week.~
_______________________________________

I think this is meaningful:

God sent his son
They called Him Jesus
He came to love, heal and forgive
He gave His son, to buy my pardon
An empty grave is there to prove my Savior lives.

Because He lives
I can face tomorrow
Because He lives
All fear is gone
Becuase I know, I know
He holds the future
And life is worth a living just because He lives.

thanks. they are changing charmed to 10pm. now i cant see it and have to tape it. glad that there's not chris in it. or else i'm gonna make a big fuss.

anyway...didnt do any revision in sch today. had this career talk. the speaker was funny. and humorous. at least not the typical boring type. on the whole....a good talk. did the d.i.s.c personality test. i'm an "i". enthusiastic, warm...blah... haha *waves in the queen's manner. but "i" people fear rejection. which is rather true. and i think that the test is really accurate. a few of my friends are "s"... resistant to changes. haha. cool. and i felt that some are really "d". altho some doesnt wanna say it la. or maybe she's telling the truth... but...doubt so. i think she's "d". haha. stop wondering who i'm talking abt. find out yourself. but the talk was cool. made me laugh.

then had this acjc talk. basically trying to psycho us into going there. they have a science research thing! oh man. and their MEP and music programmes are good. but too bad it's too far away. well...that's about the whole day. and tmr....it's checking eng paper. gosh. no! but no studying. haha. but i dun wan my eng paper. how abt giving me something else? i hope i get a b3 anyway. oh yes. i found out that i most probably wont be able to take KI (not potassium iodide) in jc. needs a distinction or b3 for eng. and my eng is shaky. so i'll take gp. as if gp's any better. well... will think of that later. "i" people dont really care abt details. haha.

i'm getting addicted to ms again. shall go try to study. since it's such a cool day!~

i cant help saying this but.... gosh... drew fuller is so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

talk abt wu liao. stupid ne quiz made us stay back till 12 today...just to play some game and "build" up singapore. and we had to wait till 10.50! what kinda?? we cld actually go home at 9am. that's 3 hrs diff. thanks. stupid.

anyway... ah ruo and i went to cel's house. in a sports car. ah ruo and cel watched some korean show. seriously....i dont see anything that's nice abt it. and it's those olden days show. eek. haha. so...i was playing ms. hehe.

yeah! no school tmr. and we're gonna do crap on thurs and fri. some talks and quizzes. why cant we just stay in the hall and do "revision"? ha. i just suddenly started worrying abt what i wrote in my exams. it's a sudden feeling of anxiety. gosh. i pray for the leniency of the markers.~

i don't have to go to school today. nor wednesday. are you jealous?~

gosH. i finally get to go out!!! went shopping today. 1st...to get my gold ear rings. stop thinking that it's obiang! haha. it's quite ok la. but it costs 30 bucks. such a small thing costs 30 bucks? anyway.... went to crystal jade to eat la mian and xiao long bao....gosh...it was good. i haven been out since....i cant even remember. then went to orchard to shop shop. i was so glad to be out. be nevertheless...i feel guilty for not studying. but then again....haha. i'll study tmr! if i feel like it.

anyways....it's good having not to study for a while. but i hope i dun forget everything. and i dun wanna get back my prelim papers. esp eng and physics.~

like my new skin? i love it!! well...structure wise....it's not my type. but who cares? there's drew fuller's pic. gosh. so cute! too bad there's no baby pic of wyatt. he's so cute. as in....ke ai. anyway...i'm going mad abt him. haHa.~

what's happening to my firefox? hmMm.....wonder wonder wonder.
here's an account of what my prelims were like.

Lit: was able to answer the questions. at least i didnt hesitate this time! and i wrote so much for the KOC essay. i had no time to finish my unseen. and the unseen passage came from what i read before. but i had no idea about irony. haha. twelfth night was ok. surprisingly i had time to finish.

Math P1: ok i guess. but it was tedious.... without a claculator. gosh. i rely on calc too much.
SS: we were studying so hard for venice and gd governance and we were so sure that one was surely to come out. and what came out? merger. 2 sec 3, 1 sec4. and i only studied sec4. but i did merger anyway. was easier. and i crapped out some excuse for my "L5" answer.

Geog: map reading took so long. and was asked to fill in some landscape thing. haha. i had no time to write more for tourism. die.
A Math P1: was ok lar. more difficult than o'lvl standard...but definitely not ms lau's standard.

Math P2: well... i just hope i get an a1. not that it was easy.
Physics: ah dont talk about it. he's sadistic.

Chem: alright i guess. at least i have more confidence for chem than physics.
A Math P2: a killer. so many qns which i had doubts about. in plain english, i dont know how to do! but after confirming some of my answers with loretta, i felt better. maybe it's not so bad after all.

gosh. i'm depressed. anyway...it's time i took a break. i'm "playing" this weekend. but it's back to studying next week. whatever. gosh. i've missed my com...and the pictures in it. haha. isnt chris just so cute?~

i was reading my KOC notes and i just realised that today is septemer 10! Kingshaw's doomsday. haha

the more i study...the more i start fantasizing about after the o's.

been studying 24/7 this week. except for wed. well..that's something to do with the o's as well. i am so b o r e d. meli, partner and sylvia met mr low for physics....i met them later for a math. he puts salt on his hash brown. and i thought i had a salty tooth! anyway... he gave us a lift to the front gate...cuz he claimed that the back gate was locked. which happened to be untrue. we went to meet ms lau for a math... i expected a few people to be with her... like serene and gang... but there were so many in the room! haha. and some unexpected ones i guess. but anyway... we asked ms lau a whole lot of qns. and by the time we finished it was already past 12. she was burning out fast. and she kept saying the qns made her go merry go round. haha. poor thing.

the 3 went to "consult" mr low again. cuz they only had 1 hr before and because of some misunderstanding. well...meli needed to go home to eat her ah ma's fried rice. haha. so she went and was late. they met till 4 i think. and i on the other hand...went home and fell asleep on the sofa.

well.... there's really nothing to do at home...so i might as well study. i dunno how i am going to overcome this boredom after the o's. of course i am gonna go out and watch harry potter!! and exercise. oh gosh. i've been eating and sitting on the sofa and studying. and eating and sitting.... so i better exercise once the exams are over. but i cant go out every day can i? or exercise everyday. so maybe i'll just st and rot at home. there i go fantasizing about the future again.

oh yes. i realised that the humanities arent that difficult to study. if you have enough time on your hands. you can actually rmb more if u have more time. i keep telling ppl that chem is all memory work. one day someone's gonna say geog and ss is more of memory work! well... i just take an interest only in sci and maths la. F=ma, sine x, cos x are my friends. population and development arent. i'm glad i dont need to study for chinese! whatever. back to studying!

wish me luck for prelims.~

school's out! prelims are in. ergh. i thought i'd bring this up. mr low is so cool man. meli, partner and sylvia wanted to make an appointment with him for physics. he said he wasnt sure whether the school was open. he offered to meet them at srgn garden mac. aint that cool? which teacher meets their students at mac man? anyway. if i went...i'd be more interested in the food la. esp the b'fast meals. haha. meeting ms lau on wed tho. she gave a 35 min philosophical speech today. and i feel that i need to find her to clear every doubt i have. prelims are so ergH! too much pride would lead to your downfall.

gosh. i'm going crazier over drew. *i like the name chris. haha. he is so shuai!! he was so shuai in charmed! too bad he "died". but he's so shuai! and cute. yun qian agrees with me. while cel is still talking abt how kind her beloved korean actor is. chris rocks man! but i rock more.

went for this chinese debate at mediacorp. we went for the macau vs hk. they were good. too bad didnt get to see the caucasians debate. they can really speak aft learning for 5 years. as for me... more than 10 years of chinese education and i can hardly make up a good sentence. haha. but the debate was cool. and they filmed it. maybe i can see my face on tv? haha. shall tune in and see. cel went for the korean one. expected. haha.

well... i cant come online so often anymore...maybe 1 day next week. then it's prelims. ergH!~

i think we've studied too much. i think we're at the point of going screw loose. well.... mel chua's name has been changed to guanying ma. cuz yujun says her actions are similar. mine? ha. minus the y from my name. both our names rhyme. been trying to come up with some 'ma' name for the ppl sitting beside both of us but we've not been very successful. but we came up with garlic and pipette filler. i dunno why. guess who's who? well....we also came up with rose for jasmine. since she loves her flower name too much. hA.

oh yes. happy 16th bdae to ah ruo!! yesterday, that is.

english prelim next monday. and 75% of the school is having cyberweek! i'm jealous! ergH. i also want to have cyberweek. bleah. but we rule the school. thanks. cyberweek's friday, mon, tue. wed is teacher's day celebration. thurs is teacher's day. fri is last day of school. what kinda???? lame. anyway... i'm supposed to play the violin for teachers day thing. haven gotten the notes for the chorus yet. and dunno whether can coordinate with the guitar and the singing ppls. well...hopefully!~

i've been busy studying. and will be at least until after prelims....or o lvls. poor bloggie. dont miss me ok?~

i'm irritated and pisst. that's all i have to say.~

today is totally boring. i havent even put an inch of my foot outta my house. let's see... i did my physics paper, a math paper, e math tys, chem paper... oops. i just love sciences and maths. ha. but other than that....it's damn boring la?

wondering whether i sld go for fop tmr. not that i dun wanna go. but it ends quite late and i'm quite scared of going home late at night. besides that, i'm all for it. anyway... that's sunday. monday...charlie and the chocolate factory! tuesday... brithday for xt. wednesday... i'm gonna study the whole day. i hope it rains. so i wun feel so lethargic like today. why does it always rain only when i'm in school? as if that's a great thing.

i'm getting a headache. maybe because i breathed in too much uHh...what do you call that? that thing in nail polishes. no. i didnt polish my nails. i wont risk getting caught yA? hA.

oh yeA. i think felix is mad. i told her that a million times! she was at the stadium at 2.30 in the afternoon. she told me had to line up. really? how come i didnt have to do that last year? we just went in and sat last year. is it that full this year? i wonder. i know i'm going mad. study too much.~

today...is sian!! supposed to go fop...but i feel very lazy. in fact... lazy to do everything! lazy to study... blah blah blah. not that i have a lot of time to change my blog skin...but i did anyway. sian.

maybe i'll go tmr? see my mood.~

i cant get into maplestory. because there's too many ppl! wow. well anyway, i have a pimple on my nose brige. and my specs is resting on it... and it's pain and i have prob wearing my specs now! hAHa. i'm finally can fit the damn earrings into my ear hole! well...my left ear swelled up real bad this week. i had to remove the ear stick to clean off the pus and stuff. and i took the chance and stuffed my earring down. and it went thru! with much pain of course. my right ear hole has healed. thank god. it went thru easily.

this week is not much of a difference from the past few. but i'll highlight this. we were playing bball with xt's class when many many ppl started screaming. and...to our horror...there was a bat on the floor! baby bat!! aHHHHHH!!! they said the crow pecked it. and it was injured!! and it couldnt fly! and it was struggling on the floor!! and it was so poor thing! AHHHHHH!! i want to cry!!! POOR THING!!! STUPID CROW!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE CROWS! i hope it didnt die! or else i'll really start to cry. oh man. thinking of it now...i really feel so sorry for it. cuz it looked so cute! seriously, i feel more for the bat than the hamster that died last year. that was to an extent....gross. but still...i cant help but like animals like that. but i hate crows!! we should just shoot all of them down. ALL. and i dun care if it upsets the food chain.

well... i'm lazy to type whatever i want to. ha. ~

felicia low asked me to blog. so here. i'm blogging. but i have nth to write because i've done nothing this week except study. arent i guai?

fop's next week. excited. hope its as gd or better than last year's. ~

i have only one thing to say.

relative velocity is hard!!!!!!!!~

this week has been... alright i guess. fun actually. from monday, our celebration of racial harmony. we all came in our ethnic costumes... and i wore indian. many wore sari.... and felix wore this pink punjabi which made her look......erRR... haha. well, mary wore the baju kurong....so she cldnt take big steps and sit in the boyish manner as she always does. i laughed. anyway...our class won the best dressed class!! yAy! had highlighters for our prize. i cant complain.

tue, wed, thurs were normal, with chinese lessons for slacking. haha. mrs ding told us chinese jokes which made us laugh like crazy. teacher's day auditions....ah. i dunno what to say. but someone was really irritating! nvm.

then came friday. i totally had no idea where my full u was... well...i managed to find it for photo taking. stayed back like a normal np session. eEk. was watching meli (who had a sexy voice) do her s4 farewell stuff. oh yea. jasmine extorted $2 from me! she pulled out the note from my wallet for some fund raising thing. as if i wasnt poor enough. the s2s lied to tiff saying that they had one last one to sell.

photo taking was quite alright. no candid shot. wonder why. and no mrs koh . wonder why too. grace, yan ni and i stood behind the officers....cuz no space for sitting down. coincidence? jarelyn stood next to grace. was laughing at her height compared to grace's. had to surrender our ranks and buttons and crest. *sob sob. after that mary, turaiya, tiff, xt, jaime and i stayed back to poke our noses into the session that day. afterall...the board put that we were welcome to join in. haha. mary and turaiya went to see the s1s while the officiers were talking to the sec2&3s. aft that we were bored. so this is what we did.

3 quarters of the s3s were gone to help mrs goh carry some things. so we made their nco and a few left fall in as a sqd. and we bullied them! played flies attack!! there were 4 of them. guess who was my target? so easy. ha. ok. like she and weilan cldnt stop laughing...altho we told them not to. they were trying their best not to laugh....um cheoing all the way. was tickling them with the leaf. and trying to make them laugh....and weilan cld still move! so funny! seriously tried very hard to make jarelyn laugh....but she was um cheo-ing all the way. then their sqd came back so we continued with the game. they were really on the verge of bursting out. suay. kana bullied by me and my sqdmates.

anyway... we decided to leave them alone and went to play with the sec2s. haha. they were trying not to laugh...but not as funny as the s3s. heard that the s1s didnt laugh. aWw. guess it's because the younger ones are scared of us? ha. anyway...we split the s1 sqd in half.... mary, suying and i were with one.... jaime, turaiya and valerie with the other. haha. heard that felicia? i almost said something that felicia wld probably kill me for....but i didnt. helped them to brush up on their drills a bit. their turnings and their marching. gosh. ha. stayed till the end of the session. i'm so dead. waited for jaime who was attending to a casualty who was hyperventilating.

"she" came. i dunno why....but mary went high! she was so enthu abt it and kept calling out to turaiya. haha. all the way till the bus stop. turaiya went to meet her anyway. haha.

oh yes! i got the harry potter book! yq has so kinf heartedly lent it to me! she managed to get it from the library. which was lucky. seriously. so i got to read it for free. and am going to read it now! sEE yA!~

mel f and serene are scared of dogs. muahaha. i think i'm saddistic. this somehow connects me to hooper, whom we were doing a character analysis on this morning. i let the dog out. haha. they ran far far away. well anyway... the planning went well...but the typing.... meli and serene were running away most of the time.

then serene and i went to heartland to eat. i was waiting for my turn in the toilet when serene came and told me she saw ms ferng. "where!?!?!" so we ran all the way to find her. haha. we talked to her for a while... she was asking us to go home after we ate lunch. haha. didnt know she wld visit heartland. anyway.... serene and i went to eat yoshi. and guess who we met? ms gan. gosh. yea. we said hi. and i wanted to run away. but i didnt. haha. then we walked ard and went to hougang mall. supposed to meet xt...but she took a long long long long time. so we were just walking ard. xt came at abt 1.45... as if i'm not "lucky" enough, we saw mrs loo. how "lucky" can one person get in a day?!?

anyway... i bought new earrings and wanted to wear them. took out my right earring and there was pus. eEeWw. wiped it off and then... i cldnt put back the damn earring! i just cldnt find the back hole. of course it bled. so i didnt dare take out my left earringl. and was still battling with my right one. i sought help frm xt....but she oso didnt really know. finally plucked up the courage to let my mom do it... cuz i was scared of pain! she didnt manage to put it in either. well... she put it from the back to see whether the hole had closed. and it hadnt. it went thru! and now i have to leave it upside down until tmr. this sucks. i'm never taking out my earring until after my o's!~

finally able to come online. well actually... i feel a bit guilty for not studying. heck. it's the weekend. i'm lonely. crap.

poor mary. she's sick. she's seldom sick. well... she doesnt even sound sick. she didnt come to school ytd and today. ms lau said she was love sick! hahahaha!! so anyway.... felicia sat with me. haha. i cldnt pay attention to lessons. kept talking to her. so different from when i'm sitting next to mary. but poor mary. she missed quite a lot. but i dun miss her. ha.

anyway.... i decided to be the evil one and wrote a million hmk for her. all made up. ha. so many.... wonder how she took it. i wrote all over her papers....that's what u get for sitting next to me and not coming. anyway.... no lunch at home. went to central to eat with felix. ate mee pok! yeA! my favourite stall. felix ate real slow. r e w o l s. anyway... we sat down and talked for a long time. looooooooooooooooong. met mh and colleen.

felix wanted to pass mary her hmk b4 she went home..so called her from the interchange. i told mary that felix didnt come to school today! hAhA! i think she was quite shocked. and i cldnt stop laughing. felix was laughing like crazy. anyway.... we told her the tremendous amt of "hmk" . i think it scared her. ha. poor thing. got tortured by me even tho she didnt come to school.

whatEvEr. i'm so lonely and bored! and lazy to study. ha.~

I just realised how true this statement is.

Why spend 4 years of your life fighting with your friends about some position when ultimately what you'll miss is not that but the good and bad times u had together?~

i have a slight ear infection. thanks.

i'm totally bored outta my mind now. let's talk about oral. o lvl oral. the passage was.... difficult. i didnt know how to read.... a million words. ha. i told mrs goh. anyway.... the bao zhang bao dao was on terrorism. preventing terrorism in s'pore is like treating a serious illness. do you agree. i was able to talk. but unable to express myself. serene was talking abt that this morning...so i had some idea. and the oral session with mrs goh ytd...which i didnt go...she happened to talk abt it. thanks. the ri chang hua ti was if you wld to encounter difficulties who would u seek help from? i said my family. well... the examiners were nice. heard one was from sji and the other from zhss.

i'm becoming more and more bhb(thanks to someone). was on my way after oral to the canteen because i was in serious need for some water. well. my mouth was dry. but anyway... they greeted me! yAy! i didnt want them to. but how can i stop one whole unit? hA. anyway. the point is....they greeted me! yAY!! ha. i'm going mad. talked to serene for a while... watched the muster parade from my class. the key got stuck while we were trying to lock the class. what kinda lock! spent some time talking to mrs ding abt the questions.

i'm so dead.~

i saw a rainbow today. third time i've seen it this month.

i have been having free entertainment at home for a few days now.~

So far, there are only 2 people who are able to make me speechless.

1: we argue till i dont know what to say
2: she's too bhb. egoistic that i really have nothing to say at all. she claims she's "humble."~

SeC fOuR fArEwELL
-24 june 2005-

was supposed to meet fen ni at 1pm. but the bus didnt come until 1pm. haha. went to grace house.... tiff had to finish up the pressies... i was playing grace's piano. xt, jaime, wx, sharon came later, we left grace house at 2.50. had to report by 3! hAhA. took a cab to the back gaTE! it was open! hAha. all we had to do was unlock it. dots... no juniors were there. we sneeked in. the rest were at the front gate. hAhA. they saw us. haha. asked us to go out!! bleah.

we waited a while more... more a few more ppl. theY came over and asked us when we were coming in...hAhA. brainless wore the incredibles tee. so cute! my gRp!! hEhE. finally went in...went to the ava theatrette. no hall. haha. anYwaY... started off with writing dedications to np...everyone or some individual. i kept demmanding light sticks. hAhA. they were playing taufik's songs! hEhE. yeah man.

proceeded with the performances. sec2s 1st. with a cool dance. and some starry thing. haHa. hMm... aft that was the sec1s.... so cute! hAha. sec1s are always so innocent. their dance was well...better than what we performed when we were sec1! hAha. we were toots then. lol. then the sec3s... they said they had no dancing genes. so they put up a stone age fashion show! hAha. it was nice for a change. all looked so funny. and suying's hair was so cute!! hAhA.

i realised they gave lotsa glass things this year. so many cups and candles and stuff....hAhA. anyway...went out for a bit of food. they kept giving us chicken. haha. talked for a while.... went down to take water...and jaime shouted turaiya's name from below... then she said "do i hear my name?" then we hid! haHa. came up and told her. she said she thought she was becoming schizophrenic. haha. took some pics with ppl... and our sqd. so many cameras.... smiled until the muscles ached. i kept disturbing jarelyn. hAha. took a pic with her. kept asking felix to take with suying. and kept telling suying to remember. hAhA.

then it was time for our song! hAhA. we sang find us faithful...but we didnt have a piano. or organ. or whatever. jarelyn asked whether wanna carry one to the ava. -_-'''. talk abt lame. yeah. they were shouting encore...but erm. no one wanted to sing again! hAha. then their unit song... "someone's watching over me" by hilary duff. haha. erm...i think that was earlier. haha. i have stm. anyway...they had this slide presention for dedications. they typed ours in. i want to thank jarelyn for her dedication to me! hAhAhA!! yAY!! made my day. altho it was a bit lame la. but what can u expect from a lamer like her? hAhA. yea. anyway.... her hair's still as cute. kept touching it. she ask me to cut liddat la. over my dead body! hAhA! they sprayed their hair orange.

then it was contact time. our 4 ncos gave a glass cup. glass. again. haha. yea. gave the bowls to sheau wei and ziying. erm...sorry ah. ppl art fail. hAhA. the glitter was coming out again. lousy. we ate the cookies the sec2s gave us. 1 whole big plate. then i went over to join felix...just to talk to her. then she said she uses real paler(player) to play songs! haHa. wanted to tell mary...but i was laughing so hard. hAhA. oh yeah. finally managed to get felix to take pic with suying. haha. tiff took 2. i took one. wow. 3 altogether. hAha. gave my grp the magnets. jarelyn was debating btwn he duck and the dog. weiwen said the duck was cuter. yeah man. she has the same taste as me!! hAHa. jarelyn took the duck in the end. the hair reminded me of hers. haha. suying took the moo moo. hehe. guess what jarelyn said? the duck's covering its pte part...cuz the hands and legs had magnets... cld stick together. haha. stupid gerl. went to give cleo. she took the donkey. hehe. i'm left with the doggie. lalalalala. took a grp photo aft that. felix ended up laughing because she said she hasnt taken a picture in ages. crazy. jarelyn was trying to get everyone to settle down...but no one seemed to be listening to her. until jasmine shouted. haha. more effective. lalalalala.

mrs koh spoke to us then. of becoming ci and stuff. oh yeah. mr tang came back!! and he cldnt remember my name!! hAhA. so funny. yeah. then it was time to go. aWwwW. had to wait for xt and tiff to finish autographing. haha. jarelyn gave me her "tie". she was so proud of it. said she tied it herself. finally went off. and the back gate was locked. thanks ah.

went to ps with a few sqdmates...to drink. so thirsty. then went home.

well....i didnt cry. haha. but i feel sad. not sad enough to cry. cuz i know we'll keep in contact. hMm.... yeaH. and we can always come back. haha. really miss np now that we've stepped down. missed all the fun times we had together. even the pumpings! everything abt np. sigh. it has really made a great impact on the 4 yrs of my sec sch life. thanks to rebecca ma'am who gave us a note of encouragement. she said we were her 1st sqd. yeah. grateful for it. so sad that we're leaving. cldnt wait to step down last time...cuz of all the stress...i was facing from sch work. but now...i dont wanna. hahA. i guess this is part and parcel of life. sigh. but its really sad. hEEx. to the s3s...all the best taking over and dont give up no matter what setbacks you face. keep the np spirit alive!!~

where in the world can u find such a nice brother? hAhA. was going to piano today. met my bro at the bus stop. he was going out to cut hair. finally he gave up and said "i give u a lift to central wan?" i thought he was joking...until he flagged a cab! hha. just then, the bus came. haha. anyway....boarded the cab. haha. reached teacher's house early. haha.

anyway...tmr's farewell. aWw. so sad. i may cry. if the moment's right. haha. shant say too much.~

i hate my life, i hate piano and i want my violin.

Shut Up by Simple Plan

There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you
You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time to criticize me
It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right
It's like I'm the one you love to hate
But not today.

So shut up shut up shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out get out get out
Get out of my way
Step up step up step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say can change
You'll never bring me down

So there you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do
You think you're special
But I know and I know and I know
And we know that you're not
You're always there to point
Out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one you love to hate
But not today.

So shut up shut up shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out get out get out
Get out of my way
Step up step up step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say can change
And gonna bring me down
Gonna bring me down.
Will never bring me down.
Don't tell me who I should be
Don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
Cause I don't wanna waste my time
Watch you fade away

So shut up shut up shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out get out get out
Get out of my way
Step up step up step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say can change
And gonna me down

I don't wanna hear it
Get out get out
Get out of my way
Step up step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say can change
And bring me down
Won't bring me down
Won't bring me down
Bring me down
Won't bring me down
Shut up shut up.~

neW templaTe! hEhE! had some problem with my tag board. but i guess it's ok now. and no. i wont put a password on it. haha.

anyway... i slept early and woke up early today. but was still a bit late in meeting my sqdmates. haha. i left the house at like.....10.25? i was supposed to meeet them at 10.30. walked all the way to srgn int. i took 10min. anyway....i thot i was the latest...so i walked fast. but i wasnt! there were still so many who were later than me! thanks man.

ok. went to mh's house to discuss a few things. -blah blah- hAhA. was teasing felix all the way abt ***. yeah. tiff and i. haha. (this is a compliment--> she takes jokes well.) anyway... then went to heartland to eat. were at macs... tiff, sharon and i didnt really feel like eating...so we went to the shopping mall to look at things. oh yea. met jarelyn and jasmine there. wanted to force out info abt farewell from her. but she refused to say anything. hAhA. she asked us whether we came out because we wanted to buy clothes for farewell....uUh....no?!?! hAhA. i'm not so rich.

gosh. she's peeling. haha. i know i've peeled many times. but it still grosses me out. brings back memories of kayaking and atc. haha. was scaring her abt getting skin cancer. still remembered the time where me, tiff, sharon were peeling after kayaking 2*. so many bubble thingy. eEwwW!

ok enough. anyway...we went back to eat a bit. then some of us went to ikea. again! hAhA. took 153 there. walk ard.... looking at things....here and there. kept laughing abt the heart thingy. anyway....tiff and i bought a new mouse pad. for 90 cents. it's polka dotted. went home aft 1 hr. xt and wx took 147. the rest took 153. i reached home b4 5! hAhA. i have to.

i know i haven been very punctual. but i have to be. at least until july 4. to practise my piano! gosh. it's getting nearer. and my pieces are not that good yet ya?~

i'm still suffering from shock and dont think i'll be able to recover.

omg my piano exam is on the 4th of july!!!!!!!!!! aHhHhHhHh!!!!!!! i know i requested for july but why so early?!? erR.... i'm not ready. at all! heLP!!!!!!!!!!!! gosh. i need to practise more. the thing i'm worried abt is that it'll clash with oral. nvm if it's prelim oral. i can just tell the teacher to let me go 1st or something. i'm scared that it's o lvl oral! that would be a BIG problem. but i'm just scared i'll fail la. after seeing so many examples.

aHhH!!! how? my 3 pieces are like...uHh....not there yet. my sight reading sucks. my aural sucks. my scales...erm. that's abt the only thing i can do. but then my broken chords suck too. aHhHHh!!!!

i'm going craZY! couple with the fact that there's both oral eng and ch prelims starting term 3.... not that i cant cope. well... actually i cant. i'm so dead.~

i have no idea why. but i'm starting to feel guilty that i've done practically NOTHING this holiday. as in....studying. and i'm supposed to take o's in november. is that supposed to be a good thing?

maybe i shall be a nerd and start tmr? nah. haha. well.... i dont know where to start. hA. but i still feel guilty. ok. let me comfort myself by saying that i've done some of my hmk. which is part of the curriculum.(it's not working!) i feel that i've forgotten everything! help!

oh yea. maybe it's because i'm BORED. after all the holiday lessons and stuff, bintan trip. now i'm bored. and the guilt kicks in. ergH. kinda miss bintan tho'. haha. why does it always have to be like that?~

day 3

woke at 6.30 bintan time at the sound of sharon's watch. oops. i needed to shit. bomb siah. haha. i bombed the campsite on day 2. hehe. got ready for "pt". met raymond and the others at the beach. had warm ups. then had the swaying grass game. haha. quite funny. then had this "rugby" game. where we were supposed to snatch shoes. from the other team. i was protecting the shoes. haha. we lost by 2 shoes. hehe. nvm. it was fun. went back to the hotel to wash the sand off. and change into something formal. sharon wore skirt. hehe. i wore my white skirt/short thing. haha.

went down for bfast. buffet! sharon, hh, felix, angela, cleo and i sat at one table.... tiff, yl and the other s2s at another and the s3s at another. 1, 2, 3 chiong ah!! went ard to get a lil of everything. all so nice. normal things....scrambled eggs....beans... sausage....but nice. best meal in the 3 days! haHa. few of us went for 2nd round. i went for porridge. then sharon took a whole bowl of cereal. mixed. and we played the finger game....to eat the cereal. we asked "who's the pig?" and the person who had to eat had to say "i'm the pig". after cereal we took miso soup. but felix....the pig....the real pig, rather greedy.... drank the whole thing. she ate the most cereal too. haha. then we played this guess where the sugar was in game. had 3 cups. angela was the banker. i had the most amt of sugar at the end! yaY! hEhE. ok. listen to this. never drink orange juice and milk together for bfast. cuz jarelyn and i did that and we went to bomb after bfast! hAhA. i made her drink milk. cuz babies must drink milk. changed back and went to the beach. sharon broke her sandals so i lent her my slippers. lalalalala. had a sand castle competition. my grp didnt know what to do so we made the "i" for incredibles. haha. cleo sacrificed her shirt to carry sand. and jarelyn was digging the sand. she kept scolding me for slacking. haha. i wasnt! i was helping suying shape the "i".

had to come up with some lame story for the sculpture. haha. who else but jarelyn came up with the story? haha. mary's grp made gunung bintan. was quite nice. they won anyway. haha. we didnt know what to say for ours. jarelyn and i just crapped out some crazy things. after that we had a game of volley ball. which...didnt turn out to be volley ball....cuz we were serving and catching. haha. jarelyn was too short to hit. oops. haha. later she kill me.

went up to pack. had to check out by 12. put our bags down. mary abandoned us and went to swim with the s2s. the rest of us went to look ard. here and there. wanted ice cream but cldnt find it. went to buy drinks and sweets. i bought sarsi...then went to see the s3s and raymond playing pool. then i heard from behind "leanmay ma'am....u very chio today..." haha. jarelyn came to kope my drink. stupid. hha. watched them play pool. but all cheated.... kept moving the white ball. raymond and sheau wei and a few others went over for a serious game of pool and we kept cheating. lame ppl. haha. had to leave by 1.30. awWww. sat the bus to the jetty.

on the way....jarelyn sat btwn all the s4s....which was quite silly of her. becuase she got bullied by all of us. kept saying her hair on her neck was damn funny. kept disturbing and bullying her. then she said..." sharon ma'am...no wonder u can balance so well..." then she pointed at the shoe bag. the brand was new balance. oh man. that was damn lame can? oh yea. i kept telling her she was damn lame and she said "no la. i have 2 legs...can walk very well." -_-|| lame lame lame. poor thing. got bullied by me.

reached the jetty. waited damn long for custom. wanted to snatch jarelyn's passport but she said no. "never see drug addict before ah?" was her reply. gosh. damn funny. then we were plotting to steal sharon' s passport. she was saying sharon's passport was vulnerable to being snatched by us. but her other hand was free. so she might karate chop us. haha. oops. went on board the ferry. sat with sharon n tiff. wanted to go down and buy somthing to eat. but they all wanted to slp. bleah. ended up koping jarelyn's drink. she walked to me but off balanced cuz the ferry was rocking. made me laugh because of the expression on her face. so cartoon can! anyway...i slept for abt 30min or so b4 reaching tanah merah terminal. oh yea. at bintan jetty we rushed to get the top seat. typical singaporean. waited damn long to clear custom again. was with hh and yl....they changed queue...i joined tiff...and got to be faster than them! hehe. mr leow went to buy wine from dfs. hehe. then went into the bus. wah.... back to school.

on the way back... tiff wanted to finish her roll of film.. felix was sleeping without leaning back which was damn funny. tiff wanted to take pic of her. so she went one seat in fron and took her!! there was flash...and felix only woke up like 5 sec later!! slow siah!! damn funny. felix wanted to take pic with suying...so we took with her and suying. haha. then tiff took 2 with both of them only. hehe. we called jarelyn over....she was suspicious...tot we wanted to bully her. haha. took pic with her also... bullied her. hehe.

reached school. saw another rainbow!! yaY! haHa. stupid gerl had the cartoon look on her face when she was running to fall in. made us laugh. dismissed. walked out with tiff. i took a cab. saw the s3s walking out. the cab driver asked me why nv take bus....cheaper. haha.

came home....slept at 10pm. will talk abt my feelings abt the trip tmr. i've been typing since 7.15! now is 9.40. gosh. i'm good. power. fingers tired.~

day2

the last grp on duty(sharon's) woke us up. went to brush teeth. mary didnt! haha. anyway.... we had to go for pt. at the beach. weiwen led. was in front. but the beach was so hard to run. sHhH. i ended up slacking. and running with jarelyn. another slacker. all the way behind. haha. oops. then went back to have breakfast...nasi lemak. wahhhh.... unpitch tents... oh yea. did i say that jarelyn's blood was sweet? she had a million mosquito bites!! she was spraying the repellent all night! hAhA. anyway.... packed the tents...ours was damn nice. haha. prepared for the mt bintan climb. put our bags at the hotel lobby. took a bus to mt bintan. saw some moo moo on the way. mrs koh was showing us the heifer calf. in i'm the king of the castle. stopped at the school in a village.

we went to their toilet. cuz we cldnt once we started to climb. i bullied jarelyn. jumped her queue. haha. stupid girl kept pulling my hair in the bus. we were given a pear and water. then went on the climb. i almost died. climbing up la. gosh. i think partly psychological and physical. but i was breathless half of the journey up. felt like my chest was going to burst open. and die. they put me right at the front. the guide was very helpful. he helped me. a lot. i'm grateful. and the rest of the instructors were so fit!! and this guy. he looked very young. younger than us...but was actually 24. he climbed in slippers and was so fast!! (peifu!!) anyway...made it to the top after abt 2hrs of climbing vertically. vertically! gosh. and the ropes were breaking. felt better towards the top. went there to have lunch. at the top. stop 5. there were 8 stops from bottom to the other bottom. they burnt all the rubbish. took some photos there. i kept using the plant to tickle fen ni and the rest. mary carved plnp `05 on the wood of the shed. hehe.

proceeded with climbing down. uuH....let me say that climbing down was much easier but more dangerous. but nonethelss....fun! was slippery some way here and there. had to go on all fours.... sit down. haha. and angela and i....the clumsy ones....were practically competing who fell down more. haha. i fell down wih my legs in the air!! "si jiao chao tian!" yeah. it was pretty fun tho. there was one part where we practically had to climb down vertically..like a ladder. and onto some rocks. fun. i fell 4 times. angela won. haha. finally made it down aft 1.5 - 2 hrs later. saw the waterfall...nice. there were a lot of fallen trees on the way up and down. kept passing the msg back. like broken telephone. hehe. laughing all the way. went down to the bus. we were so relieved. hha. took some more pics with the guide. he was really good. and helpful. helped me n angela a lot. went into the bus. and we stank the whole bus. haha. slept on the way back. and jarelyn was pulling my hair again. kept teasing her. haha. oh yea. we were telling everyone that once felix slept she would sleep with her mouth open. and we were watching. haha. all of us behind! hAhA. i think she was conscious of it.

finally came back at like 5. hotel time!! claimed our bags.... and rm keys. yay!! it was raining when we came back. aWww. i was with sharon... rm 3210. felix and hh 3215(isolated), yl and tiff 3220. jarelyn, cherina & ziying were 3209....wanted to disturb them. haha. ok. this is the funny part.

felix came to our rm the same time tiff called. sharon answered the door and i the telephone. fen ni said that there was no shampoo and soap in the bathroom! so i went in to check.... and told her it was near the bath tub! oh man. haha. blind. then sharon ran out. when she came back...she told me what felix said. "how come u all have light? we cannot switch on our lights leh!!" cuz they didnt put in their key in the slot!!!!!!!!!! hAhhAHaHA!! wah. damn funny. sharon let me bathe 1st. so i went in to soak. haha. and i didnt know how to unlock the door. haha. sharon went in and i watched spongebob!! felix called just to tell me that. after that we dumped all our clothes in the bath tub and washed it. ok. it stinked. hanged everything everywhere. tiff and yl came in. we didnt let them see our toilet!! hEhE! watched some tv...then went down at 6 to eat our dinner. at the ballroom. bbq! it was raining...so we cldnt have campfire. so anyway...they screened the pics and videos they took the 2 days. some were really funny.

the very 1st one.... was coming down the bus.... jarelyn was putting something into her bag. but the look on her face was damn suspicious....like she just stole something from the bus!! damn funny!!! saw the whole video...then we had to fill up evaluation form. they were passing one pen ard. so i took and and ran to my grp! hEhE! talk abt cunning. filled up the form with my grp. and the other comments we put was that the food was too spicy. jarelyn's great idea. then we were bored. so cherina took the com and started scrutinizing all the pics taken. so funny!!!!!!!! we all started commenting on all the pics and were laughing like crazy. there was one which weiwen had this funny look. and we were saying she was thinking of lunch. since all the looked forward to was lunch. haha. the camera man really like mr leow. haha. took so many pics of him. and we were laughing at that. really damn funny. he was wearing bright yellow. laughed till i cried. we were really finding all the stuff in the pics to laugh abt.

i tell u...jarelyn's hair is really cute. spikey.... like durian. she was lying on my leg....and it was damn ticklish. felt like dog's hair. haha. kept calling her a dog. wonder why she didnt get caught by ms gan. after that we went to get out wallets....to go to pasar oleh oleh. (-sings-) it was something like many shops selling things...souveneirs and stuff. we went to get ice cream. muahah. cornetto. yum yum. jarelyn came over from no idea where just to get a few bits from my ice cream. haha. went ard to find things for family. tiff and hh were finding things for their sisters. we went to the shop and bought cup mee and chocolate. i drank jarelyn's chocolate milk. milk! haha. like baby. xiao hai zi. i bought a pencil. with a cute scarecrow (oxymoron siah). took the bus back to the hotel. were telling some jokes on the way. told the s2s and s3s of the disgusting one. haha. oh yea. suying and weiwen bought berms for $15. cool. quite nice.

went back to the hotel rm to have cup mee party! went to mary's rm and invaded their privacy. they were happening in front of me and sharon! dots... they didnt allow us to lie on their bed. bleah. yl and tiff and the s2s joined us. we were watching tv. snatched the controller from felix. cuz she was watching her gerrard. ergh.switched channels here and there...watched mary poppins. oh yea. went over to steal some sugar for felix at cherina's rm. then mary and felix disappeared. left us in their rm. thanks ah. knew they wanted to spend some time ALONE. found them at suying's rm. haha. i knew felix wanted to go there. lalallal. i scared them that everyone left already and the key was in their rm. uh oh. haha. so we went back to our rm. cuz mrs koh wld come and check. so aft she checked we went to slp. oh yea. 2 single beds. mary and felix too. wah lau. was hoping it was a king sized bed for them haha. sharon and i talked a while... b4 falling asleep. sharon wanted the light on. so we just slept with it. i didnt care. was tired. haha. ~

BiNtAn tRiP

Day 1
met in sch b4 proceeding to tanah merah terminal. met raymond there.... took the dome tents along. waited for a while to get on the ferry.... s4s and s2s sat at the bottom deck... the s3s were on top. mary said she wanted a mocha.... pronouncing it as mo-ch-a. not "moca". ha! i teased her all the way!! went up to see the s3s....the upper deck was nicer! erGh! haha. arrived at bintan an hr later. but we gained 1 hr. hehe. so we reached at 9am. took transport to nirwana resort- camp able.

mosquito infested!! aHh!! but i didnt really get bitten so quickly. haHa. there were 2 deers.... so cute. we set up our tents at one area. mary's english really fail. she said "let's go build tents"... 4grps. my grp included suying (felicia's jealous), jarelyn (gosh. that lamer.) and cleopatra. i didnt know a thing abt setting up such a tent. haha. got it up anyway. loaded our bags in.... then went to the beach to have some games. raymond asked us to name ourselves something that starts with the same letter as our name. mine was liu lian. some funny ones were huihua's....(hahaha) etc. played human entanglement. my grp was with felix and all the s3s...and the other was my 4sqdmates and the s2s. anyway. we won! hEhE! dont know how either. then went to do some elements. did the spider web. carried a few ppl over. hehe. then stood on the rope thing. had to walk on it. in a triangle. i was the last to walk on it. sharon supported me. then went on the big huge see saw. had to balance it. and stay for 20sec. ended up with a few standing in the middle.... kristle became the mobile one. finally able to make it stable....counted down damn fast. hahA.

went back to the mosquito infested area to eat lunch. rice with fish & vege and 3 smal bananas. i ate one? hAhA. then went on to the wakatobi trail. had to find our way throught the forrest. with a compass and a map. had to name our grp. ours was incredibles! YaY! mary's grp (bitokawa) was the 1st one to lead. walked here and there. hehe. couldnt find the way out. had to be led out in the end. climbed here and there. tired. after that went kayaking. but i felt queasy in my stomach. drank too much water during the walk. so felt nauseous. but i love kayaking. how cld i not go? ended up with fen ni in the kayak. we were one of the last to paddle out. but became the 1st!! hehe. were paddling on some sharp rocks. and saw a rainbow!! yaY! then the inst said further out we cld see dolphins. but we didnt. aWww. and glynnis was scared of dolphins! haha. we played changing partners and i changed with ziying. so was with cherina. paddled back....kayaking was good. we had a race back to shore. sharon capsized! hEhE

back to the campsite. washed up. no. more like bathe. oh ya. havent said anything abt the toilet.1st....there's no flush. had to use the water to flush. then the bathing area...the curtains didnt even cover the whole area! we were so scared to take off our clothes! haha. were screaming like mad ppl. oh ya. raymond emphasized on going to the "f-e-m-a-l-e toilet" but mary wanted to go to the male toilet! hAhA! anyway. the s4s ate 1st. same thing. rice. then raymond briefed us on what we were supposed to do for night walk. the s2 & 3s were walking. we were supposed to be stationed somewhere to guide them. mary and sharon were at stop 1. me n tiff were at stop 2 and felix and yl were at the end point. we were sitting there feeding the mosquitoes. and me n tiff were rather scared. rather? ergh! i gotta stop using that word! we heard knocking sounds. eEk. we were talking most of the time. saw many buses and stuff. tried guessing what they were cuz we cld only see the headlights. most of them walked in pairs. no fun. cld use torch light. 3 s3s went solo....cool. suying, jarelyn and weiwen. haha. nice. we didnt know what to do after all went. so we walked back to find mary and sharon...but cldnt. so we walked back to wait for the rest.

was abt 9.45 by the time we finshed debrief and briefing for tmr. so we had time to sleep b4 sentry. sentry was 1hr 45mins! wah lau. haha. suying and cleo fell asleep quite fast. jarelyn and i were talking.... and talking. and talking! cldnt sleep. mainly entertaining ourselves. haha. we stopped talking and "slept"for 45 min or so. cuz we were the 1st for sentry. woke up and went to the toilet. sat outside and fed the mosquitoes for a while. then went back to the tent. really felt like sleeping. so we had to do something. talk. so me and jarelyn started talking again! talk and talk and talk and talk. cleo and suying were falling asleep. had to call them from time to time. we talked abt so many things. cldnt remember abt what. she cracked some super lame and cold jokes. and she wanted to call cleopatra up....so she said "shamala's sqdmate...u awake anot?" hAhA! dumb. so we continued to talk and talk. and laugh. and play with the torchlight until 1hr 45mins later. self entertainment. haha. i asked her to do pole dance for me. but she refused. 2 of us went to toilet again and went to call mary's grp up. haha. then we talked for a while in the tent again. then i asked her to stop entertaining herself and get to sleep. stupid girl. so lame.~

hey bloggie....

going off to bintan tmr. erGh. i'm nervous. dunno why. scared? i hate this feeling. i have this feeling i would forget something. dont know. haha.

well anyway...i'm looking forward to the 2nd night. where it's free & easy and in the hotel. oh yeah. my tent on the 1st night has suying, jarelyn & cleopatra. hehe. staying with sharon in the hotel on the 2nd night. felicia is with mary and my thoughts are running wild. haha. oops. sharon is saying that she wun be able to sleep. because of me. haha.

anyway.... i met jaime, sharon & tiff ytd to go to np carnival. hEhE. xt, wx and am came later. much later. we wanted to go on the rides.... the fun one! i dont know how to describe it. but we waited for xt to come. meanwhile....tiff and i were looking at the food. oOOoOo.... nice food. but anyway...we went on the ride and it was really fun. i kept flying off my chair. and kept screaming. tiff and i cldnt stop screaming. haaA. xt and wx went again. they came down with blue blacks and a little wound. haha. so thin...no fats to cushion that's why.

went to eat. i ate laksa and yoghurt. mMmMmm. was debating btwn strawberry& peach and the oreo. decided to take the strawberry & peach. went to buy police shirt. not me. i already have one. then they went fishing. haha. guppies. managed to catch 4 in all. oops. we're not pros. lalalalala. xt had $3 left so they went to play a game. haha.

went to j8. while wating for the bus we were looking at some wu gui and fish. so cute. oops. we saw some dog show at j8. so cute! the schnauzers were so cute! lalalalalalalalala.... then we went to take neos....and had to much time that i put funny things onto ppl's faces....mainly xt's. haha. muahaha.

anyway....i'm excited yet nervous abt tmr. seriously dunno how to pack my bag and squeeze in anymore. erGh.~

i was too lazy to write anything ytd. yeA. went to pierce ear.

erM... with tiff, sharon, xt, jaime. i was the 1st.... cuz i wanted to be. i must say i wasnt that scared at first. but when we went there...there was this guy who wanted to pierce....then we saw his reaction when the needle went in and all of us got scared by him!! ok. so i sat down...and the minute it went in...it was painful!! and it worsened aft that la. haha. who ever said it was painless? after that sharon pierced, then tiff. all of us were likel...uUh...pain lor. then jaime and xt pierced the upper part. eeWwW. cel came later. and we were predicting her reaction....but she turned up to be cooler than we thought. eRgH. haha. "pain?" " erm...ok la." dots!

walked to far east. when to bk for a drink. saw ms yeo at kfc. then walked ard far east....took neos...haha. came home... was still hurting when i came home. my left ear. maybe cuz i was having a headache.

min wei is crazy. she called me just to find out abt my ear. mad person. she seems more enthu than me abt my own ear. mad girl.

oh yea. note from the paper given by bits & pieces: pain, redness or swelling is not a normal effect.... erm...ok. haha. we were laughing at that. consult doctor immediately. erm. ok. haha. it should be right? how can it be painless? hMm.... hAhA.

anyway... didnt know how to sleep last night. wanted so much to turn...but scared wld harm ear. managed to slp...but woke up in the night. then woke up again at abt 7am. didnt know how to bathe too. haha.~

owWwW.....

who said piercing ears wasnt pain?

pig.

lazy to type.~

chem lesson today. alkenes. so many C and H....i'm going crazy.

was walking to canteen in the morning....heard so much noise....wonder who it was.... it ended up to be my juniors. haha. yay! they greeted me! hEhE! lalalalalalaal i saw the new np shirt. real nice. i wan!!! hAha. cherina said it was she who designed it. hMm....

ok. went for lessons...... then after that it was raining. heavily. pouring. but we still went to heartland. me, sharon, felix and serena. went to eat sakae sushi. because sharon was getting obsessed with sushi. haha. no one wanted to touch the red plate...since it cost $6.50. haha. felix and serena ordered fried toufu (felix adores toufu). i ate soba. sharon took 1 red plate. haha. so we shared. ate our fill.

then we went to walk. mainly went to this fashion.... serena went to try on skirts. haha. wanted felix to wear one. but her wardrobe is most likely similar to mary's. as usual. anyway....after that we went home.

and i did finish ex 22.1 for a maths! i still have so many to go. and eng hmk. ~

just helped mom colour her hair. red. hAhA. nah. brown la. but it looks red on the packaging.

only had chem today. alkanes and alkenes...oOoOoo. haha.

anyway... went to celene's house ytd after lessons with sharon, ry, serene, jasmine, xinyi, se ying. yq cldnt go. had lunch 1st...was playing with her dog. serene and ry were so scared of it. once they saw her they ran far far away. haha. i fed the dog egg from the bee hoon. serene was so scared. ry was acting brave. hehe. were watching mtv in the dining area. then went to the basement to play xbox. they were playing something then dead or alive. haha. then me, xinyi, ry and jasmine took over. kept choosing diff characters. ry kept choosing the guys. i chose this girl with big b**** who cld use the hands to fight by poking! hAhA! xinyi and i won jasmine and ry 14:5. hehe.

after that we were playing blind man.............uHHh....... haha. i got caught twice. damn funny. run here run there. haha. sharon was the last to get caught. then were playing heart attack after jasmine left. then sang karaoke. stef sun. haha. xin yi and se ying were getting high. then i had to go home....so sharon left with me. the rest stayed behind. had to come early to school today. lazy to blog ler.~

felix says my last entry was lame.

well, this is lamer.

i want to publicize that she is crazy over some person... which doesnt know how to pronounce his name properly.

concern me?

nah.

so why am i blogging it?~

waHhHh!! chinese o's is finally over!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!

ok this is what came out. qing qiu gong han. which i did. asking for some programme to be shown on tv. and guess what came out for compo? for bao zhang du hou gan.... about bullying... students being bullied. exactly the same question that we did b4!!!!! oh man!!!!!!!!! we were all so happy!!!!!! practically the whole pl. so cool.

i really thank God for helping us through.

ok. pp2 wasnt that good. who knew how to write qian song?!?!? did we learn it? no. and the compre was a huh? something abt not spending enuf time with yer family.

ok good. it's over. muahahahaha. lessons this week. as usual.~

sore throat. erGh.

yaY! ms sea is open for sign ups again!! lols. but i already made an acc... haha. anyway. i did a stupid thing ytd. i asked felix to dl ms...forgetting that she cldnt sign up for an acc. and i told her when the dl-ing was almost finished! hAhA! she was like "WHAT!!!" oops. haha. at least she didnt dl for nth. it's open for sign ups again.

tmr's school. hate the 1st few things. checking papers....hope i dun fail my a math pp2!! so difficult. wonder whether they uploaded anymore results??~

i saw lays potato chips bbq flavour but i cldnt eat it.
i saw old chang kee but i cldnt eat it.
i saw long john but i cldnt eat it.
i saw mac but i cldnt eat it.

the only thing i cld eat was sushi.

why?

because i have a sore throat!!

i hate sore throats.

i keep drinking water.~

sore throat! ahHhhh!!~

Still

Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
within your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God~

back from walk-a-jog. splitting headache.

reached there at 7. hA. took a lift from mel fong. well....competitors were flagged off 1st.... then us. haha. tiff pulled yq to run... so ry, serene and i were left to stroll. haha. still had time to go toilet during the run! haha. then it was hot. so they took out umbrella! so malu! haha. ms goh and mrs seah were like..."dun use umbrella!!" lols. i dumped all the competitors' bags in serene's dad's car. heE.

after everything....which took eternity....we wanted to rent bikes but didnt in the end. we split into 3 grps.... ry and se ying went on serene's dad's car.... yq, celene and i walked to the starting point. sharon, xin yi and jasmine strayed off to vjc bus stop without telling us! haha. so we made our way to parkway...since ry and se ying were on the way there. 3 of us ate at bk....the other 3 at mos and the 2 at han's. aft that wanted to go into e-zone but were wearing sch shirt. ergh! ha. took a cab to bugis.

took neos. and then some went secretly to buy pressie for sharon....erm.... we tried to lie that se ying had diarrhoea... haha. so long. sharon was getting suspicious. i think. haha. bought a skirt and a blouse for her. hEE. then went to this tea house...to drink bubble tea. haha. couldnt resist the almond!! but i wanted tako pachi....haha. i shall buy it next time. yum yum. they went to celene's house i think. yq and i rushed off. both had to go home. cuz i had no house key!! and yq's mom was quite pisst. haha.

having a splitting headache now. but i think today was ok. better than going to school to do mock exam!! haha. monday's a holiday. hehe! but have to study.~

today was dead boring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mock chinese exam. 1st was paper 1.... 2 hrs. and i couldnt concentrate becuase of the loony woman beside me who was doodling all over my paper... question paper. drawing lame cartoons...and disturbing me all the way. she drew a portrait of me... which ended up looking like tiff. lols. but kept disturbing me.

then paper 2 aft recess. i had peace.... but too much of it. oh gosh. where did that paper come from? chinese high? rgs? i had no idea what the compre was talking abt. erm... something about geog and social studies....abt development, abt people as a country's most precious resource. dotS.... so chim.

yixian and i went to the student lounge to find the hcl girls for the 12 th night thing... had to ask ms kang where it was! haha. stupid. this is the thing....they were playing card games....watching tv and what were we doing? having some stupid chinese exams! haha. mrs ng asked us to buy some food for her...she was wondering why they were so free. so she said she would give them something to do next week! haHa!!! i'm saddistic. lols.

walk-a-jog tmr....thank god. gonna go there and stroll. haha.

oOoOo.... vonzell got voted out for am idol. poor thing. they're really really really good. hEEx.~

waHA!! mid year's finally over!! been waiting for this day. and i dont feel like there's school tmr!! aH. who cares.

hEEx . came home at 10 something. then went out to meet celene, yq, sharon, xin yi, ah ruo, serene, se ying to go out. met hester and stefanie too. they were going to watch house of wax. hehe. nc 16....all of us just cant wait. then met me partner, jy, yixian, sylvia in the mrt. haha. they were going to watch house of wax too!! hA. all cant wait. then took to orchard. haha. they said somerset. so yq.celene and i came out...they didnt!! so we took to orchard. went to lido. met pl girls again. and they were going to watch house of wax too! everyone's desperate to watch nc 16 movies. heEx. they borrowed our ez link....cuz the security was quite strict. they check the month. haha. i ate subway. just felt like it. of course i removed every vege except lettuce. haha. oops. then they went to watch some show by daniel wu.... serene, yq and i didnt.

1st we went to borders....for no reason. haha .look see. then went to wisma....to get earrings....oh man. i like that shop. haha. took mrt to somerset.... cine. waHhHhH. went to play at arcade!! daytona. oh man. haha. i'm so lousy. played the i dunno what. that thing where u have the circular disk then u hit into the goal thing. haha. i won yq and serene!! but my arm's gonna ache tmr. keep hitting. then went to play dead or alive. anyhow press. not bad. could win a few. haha. saw this ddr pro. he got the highest score. pro. went over to heeren. so look see. while waiting for the ppls to finish. haha. oh yeah. practically the whole pl sec4 was at town lor!! saw so many...in home clothes....sch u....all sorts. ha.

yq was hungry so we went to taka to get food. and they called us and said they were at heeren! haha. so we took our time....walk back. they were taking neos. we waited for them....my legs were so tired. walked so long. haha. met minwei and ann marie...woah....they wore until so..... erm. nice. makes us feel so inferior. haha. spaghetti stripe and short skirt. ooOo. hA. went to take noes again. so many faces. hEE.

then went to drink bubble tea. i had to go home earlier. as usual. i prefer not to vomit all out. haha. came home with yq. she went to the library. -_-. cheng san library. hAs.

nag nag nag.~

King of Majesty

You know that
I love you
You know that
I want to know you so much more
More than I have before

These words are
From my heart
These words are
Not made up
I will live for you
I am devoted to you

King of Majesty
I have one desire
Just to be with you my Lord
Just to be with you my Lord

Jesus you are the Saviour of my soul
And forever and ever I'll give my praises to you~

whEeEeEeE!! new template!

haha!! 2 more papers to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahaha!! i've been so looking forward to today. to play!! hAhA!! study tmr. play today!! hEE!! here's an account on my papers.

English: the usual
Lit: okok. cant be worse. except that the unseen passage was from lord of the flies.
Math: oh gosh. paper 1 was more difficult than paper2.
SS: always writing away. she set development. thank god there was ageing population to save me!
Geog: quite ok. cld rmb the points. did water pollution. didnt wanna do air pollution cuz i didnt know the 2nd part!
Physics: usual. a few difficult qns here and there.
A math: i think i'm dead.
CL: i didnt know half of the tian xie han zi.
Chem: ok. the best paper i've had so far. and to a certain extent....the easiest. haha. not really.

ok. just 1 more a math and chem. then i can takea break until ch o's. heEX.~

i hate exams. i'm stressed. and i'm dying.

thank god it's next week. after that ia m able to relx for a while. like just concentrate on chinese. which i havent been. oops. i have been doing maths and a maths like crazy.... and am mentally tired for today. i feel like i'm typing like a robot. just like the way you do maths. step by step.

well...i maybe science is better. haha. whatever. if i get some prelim exam like the one i did today...i would be damn happy! oh man. that paper was easy! all the questions were like from tys?!?!?! haha.

xt just told me her exams start on thurs. what is this world coming to? hAs. nvm. by thurs i would be freer. is that a word? oh. i'm gonna fail my english.

i really have no game to play on my com. ts is so laggified. i cant even get in. only 2 servers!! and so many ppl. couple with the fact that my com always has a big problem with me. i cant play ms because of some settings prob in my com. and i'm too lazy to dl gunbound! any recommendations? ~

_______________________________________________

I look away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
It ain't the day
I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversationg
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversationg
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it

Cuz I'm in Love With you
I'm in love with you
Cuz i'm in love with you
And I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you

oOo... new template. actually wanted to put something with a black background and a nice violin....but it didnt turn out nicely...so this was the next best choice.

haha. i woke up at 1015 today. was supposed to eat bfast with felix. and meet her at 9.45. anyway....i think she woke up and went back to sleep. haha. i was lazy to go out anyway. hAhA. after eating KFC last night i feel that i'm putting on weight...if i eat mac today...i'll be fat by the time i take height and weight. hehe. fireworks were nice ytd. could see them from my house. haha. thank god the tv didnt have xt, nana & my face. hehe.

___________________________________________

Have you heard of the One called Saviour?
Have you heard of His perfect love?
Have you heard of the One in Heaven?
Have you heard how He gave His Son?
Well I have found this love and I believe in the Son show me your way

I believe in the one called Saviour
I believe He's the risen one
I believe that I'll live forever
I believe that the King will come
Because I have found this love and I believe in the Son show me your way

Jesus you are my best friend and you will always be nothing will ever change that

I believe in the One called Saviour
I believe He's the risen One
I believe that I'll live forever
I believe that the King will come
Because I have found this love and I believe in the Son show me your way

Jesus you are my best friend and you will always be nothing will ever change that
Jesus you are my best friend and you will always be nothing will ever change that
Jesus you are my best friend and you will always be nothing will ever change that

oo0ps.... i feel guilty. i only did a maths today. woke up at like 7 something? couldnt sleep. did some a maths. went to meet xt & beishan. gosh.... havent seen her for so long.... so much to catch up with her. but erRm....like dont know how to talk. hEEX.

went to eat subway with her cg. hMM... haha. i must say that they are all the same kind. all lame....and laugh a lot. haha. kept saying dunno how we survived with her. haha. well... hMm...waH. die hair...colour contacts.... hEEx. oh yeah. i must say....subway is not that nice....with all the kinds of vege...erm....ew? hAhA. and the heavy smell of onion. the only thing i eat is lettuce. muahahaha. anyway.... i dont think i cld finish one whole thing. shared it with xt.

church was gr8. the preacher was damn funny!! the animations were really comical. hAhA.

went with xt to meet her friend nana after that. esplanade was having some may day carnival....with free KFC and mac!! ate KFC!! whOoO!! oh yeah....before that we cldnt resist temptation and bought the chao ex strawberry coated with chocolate....so nice!! but 1 for $2. yUmMm.... then the concert....wahA.... taufik and sly!! of course....taufik sings better. haha. he sang 3 songs....and xt and i called brainless and tiff just to make them jealous!! hehe!! we stayed until mr lee came. then we wanted to go off when both taufik and sly sang i dream!! so nice! hehe!

well....thank God tmr's a holiday. or not i'll start feeling guilty abt not studying. hehe. wonder whether the 9.30 news has our faces in it. maybe. cuz CNA was filming the concert. haA.~

thIs wEeK.... haS bEEn ok lAr. what else? stress.... study... go to school. HOT. feel like sleeping. doesnt even wanna rain in school. weird. lol.

p1 for eng and ch coming up next week. thank god monday's a holiday.

i've been going crazy studying for exams.

anyway.... we had to wait for like 2h b4 the bintan trip briefing started ytd at 3.25!! haha. i went to find tiff after school. wanted to go eat....but i realised that i had only $2 left in my wallet after paying 10 bucks for photocopying the lit notes for the class. stupid treasurer better return me the money!! so tiff, yq and i went outta school to eat. didnt eat at the coffee shop. went to the provision shop to get something. something called ice cream!! so cooling. shuang!! we enjoyed every bit of it right back to school. so cooling on such a hot day.

went back to see yq and her cca. haha. micromouse is actually quite cool. and cute!!!! the box thing cld actually move in the maze so fast. talk about being back dated. really cool. but it kept crashing. haha. yq didnt know what she was doing. tiff tried it. quite fun.

ok so we want to join a new CCA. haha. went to watch the s3s play bball....sat down with the s2s... they played half court....quite squeezy for so many ppl. haha. didnt know that s, h & felix helped tiff and i bring down our bags! haha. didnt know where they went either. oh yeah....went around viewing the things for the arts fest...cool actually. we wanted to buy some strawberry earrings for felix...but no $$. aWwW. the food looked gr8. and the root bear float looked appetising..but such a long queue. the art pieces we good! with more years of prac i think they can measure up to some good artists! tiff really liked the serene picture.

met turaiya at the bus stop after the meeting. she said she had been waiting for 73 for 20mins! oh man. haha. well....she waited half an hr altogether. poor thing.

i hate exams. i wished i was like a diskette or cd or something. connect your brain to the book and all the facts go in instantly. then go for exams and recall all facts just like that. that'll be cool. maybe next time i'll go into this area of research and invent a machine. ah. crap. ~

4hrS to chArgE mY neW toY...a whiTE thing! hAhA.

oh yeS... i'vE beEn wanTinG tO wriTe thIs... yeAH. for my birthdaY last weeK.
ThaNkS tO:

S.H.Y & jaime: thE denim skirt....which i can fit into. haha. but it's a bit loose.
Tiff, xt, wx: tHe 'angelic' necklace & matching ear rings....tho' i have yet to pierce my ear.
Celene: for the cute little turtle....so cute! cant stand it.
rUoyi & yUnqian: for the tank top
graCE & jeAneTtE: for the lovely choker.

ok. i'm sorry. my b'dae was a week ago...i cant remember!! sorry if i 4got any of you. my brain cells are used up for the day. i'm dying of studying. studied geog today...fell asleep. woke up and continued....fell asleep again. oops. haha.

oh yea. bintan trip! 1st day is to rough it out. 2nd day is to enjoy!! whOoO!! there's kayaking!! yay! and cherina said we were kayaking in the swimming pool. hAhA! that was damn lame!!! but yea. looking forward to the 2nd day actually. haha. buffet breakfast and bbq dinner.

anyway....i'm missing np. gosh. sec4 farewell sure cry. jialat. anyway.... the thing needs to charge. and i need to go off.~

i conclude that studying for exams are BORING!! and hot!~

i have no idea....why the heck SHE doesnt wanna talk to me today. aSk HER qns....she gave me that serious face. one word ans. stupid. mood swing ah? aLwaYS like that. and i've been getting so damn bored. sitting with strawberry was more fun. oh yes. speaking of strawberry...janice realised that we had the same way of doing zong he tian kong. haha. she plays with her hair....while holding a pen in her hand....with the book on her lap....leaning back....exactly what i was doing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 haha!

anyway....i am so gonna fail my chem test. seriously. wow. so easy. ms ferng said so. turns out....1qn is like 10 or 11 marks.....and i was going to die. dont know what the question wanted me to do. and she asked to determine how to know that the salt was lead (II) nitrate not aluminium nitrate! how was i supposed to know?

hAhA. anyway... we're stepping down today. sigH. so faST. i feel kinda sad tho. like....i'm gonna miss np. all the fun times we had.... with seniors, juniors, i dunno. but its really gonna stick with me for the rest of my life. and i feel kinda sad that we are leaving. sheau wei & ziying is taking over publicity. good luck to them. hEEx. but i'll miss every part of np. even the pumpings!!! so saD. cries!! but i wont cry until farewell. and i still have bintan trip!! hEE!

ok whatever. i'm a bit pisst off with her attitude.~

bloggie!!!!!!!!! it's been...let's see...3 weeks since i blogged? did you miss me?!?!? aWw...

anywaY.... it's been hectic la. i'm just stressed out. and anyway....things in sch have been...going crazy.....haha. i dunno. just madness. mary's gone mad and sot. i think she's too stressed too. haha. ok whatever.

computer spoilt. got a new one. play with it. upgrade to xp. so it adds up to 3 weeks.

anyway. it's my b'dae on monday!! yaY!!!!! hAhA. tired. sleepy.

whOOsh.~

i don't know what to write. i just feel like blogging.

oh yes. chinese test....ergH! they always put some words that i dont know!! why!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and the cloze psg was no easier.

waHhhHh...i have nothing else to write.

i think history is boring. oops. holocaust. we're going to mel fong's house to do on sat. that means i can wake up later! but we're meeting at 9...erm....9 is the time i wake up....or i'll still be sleeping. nvm. she lives so near me. she'll probably have to give me morning call. lols.

i'm bored.~

yO! baCk tO schOol....i'm surviving. ha. anyway. my computer's getting more freaky by the MINUTE. it just restarted automatically...then restarted itself after 5mins again!! freaky or what?

hA. anyway....we had this NUS visit to the phy demo lab on monday. i tell you.... if i take physics in university next time, the first thing that influenced me would be this! oh man. the things there were so COOL. way cool. who said physics was boring? there was this thing about ice being brittle and ice frozen with tissue being as solid as metal..... and somethings about light changing their colour by just the turning of a filter. then there was liquid nitrogen!! looked like water. hA. it evaporated once it came out. but the superconductor thing floating on top of a magnet after being cooled by lqd nitrogen was so cool. and then there was static electricity. the guy showed us how it looked like and stuff. and so celene and i tried to get the "shiok" feeling. each of us held on to one metal bar connected to the supply. then static elec was produced....so our bodies would conduct the elec. then we tried touching each other's index finger....1st try....a little of the "shiok" feeling. so 2nd time we were more confident...and erm. we got the most "shiok" feeling we could have in our life. and mind you, it was painful! it's those sort of feeling that u get when u are in a cold country and u touch something metallic and dry. ouch! haha!! both of us practically jumped. haha. then there was the radio transmition thing.... haha. your body could actually transmit the waves to the radio! haha. there were many more.... too many to write. but so cool.

tuesday....nothing much. piano lesson.... -_- then i met zhiwei on the bus. walked with her to interchange.

today.... oOoOoOo... ms lau came in looking like a typical office woman! half sleeve blouse and skirt and specs! haha. we were all staring at her. but i must admit that she looks prettier with specs!! looks younger. and prettier! hAhA! and i envy her skirt....so small!! i could never get into one of those.
zuowen class was the usual.... -_-'''''''' couldnt get more boring. zZzZzZ. felix was on the verge of sleeping. haha.

we changed mortals & angels today!! my angel was actually yixian!! hAhA! cool. i knew it was someone from my partner's area. but i didnt know exactly who. well...haha. and we had some surprises too. haha. hMm... and hh actually got sharon...but she changed it. cuz she claimed that it would be too obvious. so HEARTLESS!! she should change her name to HEARTLESS. but i dont want to be LIVELESS. cuz i aint. haha. i'm crapping.

chinese test tmr. lao shi actually cut down the no. of zao ju to be learnt. only for the waeker students. i happened to be one of them. but at least it released some of my stress of having to learn what i thought might come out. haha. but i still have to memorize. well....off to more memorizing!!~

saTurday 190305

CIP...

i had to go to sch ard 12 to prac with the others only to realise that the whole sch was closed except for the main gate. erm.....dots.... we practised for a while... christine and i played the violin. and it sounded zao xia!! oops. what to do. havent touched my violin for 6 months. then went to eat lunch with cr, christine & jasmine at j8. oops. took a bit too long. so we took a cab to lor ah soo. haha. the cab driver was so talkative...talking abt his daughter....being in sec4 and stuff. met mel chua and pearly and walked in with turaiya too. were late. haha. went to practise for a while...erm....hha. then played the songs... ya. interacted...bla bla.

(i feel nauseous. i dont feel like writing my reflections. my stomach's feeling funny.)

anyway....after that serene, celene, sharon, mary and i went to heartland and serene was sharing really really really lame jokes on the bus. it was so .... WHATEVER. (haha. that 'whatever' action) went to KFC to eat. what's up with KFC?? haha. i only drank a large mountain dew. and ate sharon's coleslaw cuz she didnt want it. went up to take neos.... wanted the scary theme...but didnt know what to press. so we didnt get it. awWwW. anyway. stupid mary's face is so big. and she happened to be the 'tallest'. nvm. that's not reality. haha. walked ard. i went to nanayang optical to get my crooked specs fixed! finally. and we were trying to read the eye test thing. all of us happened to be myopic except mary. -_- WHATEVER.

speaking of myopia....i just remembered. ATF day....b4 everything started one inst asked to see the ppl who had medical probs...to certify that they were able to take the activities. like....6 out of 10 of the pl girls went up because they put there myopia! hahahahahahahaahahahahahahaahaha!!!! ok. grace, turaiya and i were sitting there and laughing abt myopia! i mean...yeah...everyone who wears specs has myopia...i dont think there's a need to put right? haha. i think they meant some bad eye prob or something. haha. oops. but it was really funny. haha.

okok. back to ytd. i think we werent contented or something because we didnt get the scary theme. so we went up and took another round of neos! haha! this time celene went to ask the girl. so we got it. and it was really scary...erm. ok not that scary but some were. lols. after that we went home. and i watched robots! dad bought the vcd. hEEx. it was quite nice. and funny. and lame. but i still wanna watch spongebob!!

ok. starting tmr, it's back to reality.~

-------------------------

Holy Holy are you Lord

The whole earth is filled with Your glory

Let the nations rise to give

Honour and praise to Your name

Let Your face

Shine on us

That the world will know you live

All the heavens shout Your name

Beautiful is our God

The universe will sing

Hallelujiah to you our King.

back from atf!!!!!!!!!! burnt. face red. half of the arm red. neck red. and body a bit aching. heEx.

met early at the cherry hill bus stop....sharon's dad took us there. the new jetty was nice. quite cool. went on the boat a little while later. the boat needed 12 people....so 10 of us plus mrs koh and rafel. lols. got seperated from his sqdmates. anyway....we had to walk in to the campsite....both marist and pl. and we saw the others take a cab there! dots!!! haha. had some briefing...and the instructor kept asking us to loosen up! cuz we sat so str8...he asked whether wanna break record for sitting up str8. lols. then he asked us to start defrozing. haha. thawing. cuz we were all like ice. haha.

my series of activites went like this: double flying fox, tunnel, advanced challenge tower, ict, dangle duo.

Double flying fox:
the inst asked for 20 volunteers....me, tiff, ann marie and belize did. waha! and we got to go on the flying fox first!! whoOoOo!! hahahaha. me n tiff were the 3rd pair.... and we were shouting when the 1st two went down. we were so confident...so excited....but when it came to the real thing..erM. we didnt know when to jump off. but anyway...we did la. and it was really scary at first....then we soared thru!! shouted whOoOooOo!! and mrs koh's name....haha. she turned and looked! the inst said that if we cld fly and touch the pole...he would give us our flying fox badge right away. haha. but it's quite impossible lar. finished it..then had a fun time getting down too. so cool. me n tiff went on to another area.

Tunnel:
was quite similar to the one they did at sec3 atc. tiff was so confident....cuz she thought it was the same one.
tiff: orh...this one...do before
instructor: wah...so confident...good.
tiff (a while later): huh? not the same one ah? oh no.
instructor laughs...
lols. she was funny. anyway.....i went in with a peicai girl and turaiya and jaime. once he closed the door it was pitch black. cldnt even see ur hand in front of you. so we went down and up and we had to pull them up some slope thing. haha. took quite fast. the inst sacred us by saying that we had to crawl one whole round and turn back. haha.

Advanced CT:
also known as high elements....the highest lar. either u went into loop 1 or loop 2. oh yeah. i was the ladder woman for a while....brought the ladder to help those people doing it to help them get up in case they fell. so someone took over me. then i went up. and made supposedly the wrong choice. one lesson i learnt. looks may be deceiving!before we went on, the inst asked the boy to ask the girls what their names were and all that. the guy up with me and jaime was rafel. haha. the inst called him men in black. haha. he didnt even need to ask our names. but needed to ask our hobbies. haha. inst kept teasing him. haha. i went to the one that looked easier. was to balance on 2 wires and walk with just a rope. and i couldnt move. couldnt balance. oops. haha. had to have the ladder to help. then used this trolley pulley thing....to pull myself across the second leg...then third was to skate board! whOO!! but i kept slipping back. heex. had to stand on the skate board and pull yourself to the end using some hanging ropes above. by that time...i had no idea were tiff, ann marie and belize went so joined turaiya and jaime.

lunch: rice with 2 pieces of chicken, curry vege, nasi lemak ikan bilis & nuts, fishcake. was quite good infact. and mrs koh bought 3 bottles of 1.5L water for us! heE. had a banana too.

Intermediate CT:
i to be the ladder woman for a while....then went up. woah. i think this one was way cooler. contained 3 loops. 1 of them was the ladder. mentally challenging. had to use a trapeze to walk across a rope then walk on a ladder...and take a step of faith to the next one cuz there's a hole in the middle. then walk on a log and fly across. heex. 2nd was physically challenging. had to step on some steps hung to only one rope above....then do single rope pull (roasted pig), then step across some steps with no help at all. haha. sharon and hh did that. i did the last. a bit of both physical and mental. had to sit on something then pull urself across with a rope. then walk on 1 rope with 2 ropes as a support for the hands. and the last was to walk on a single rope just holding on to the ropes that hung down. haha. the ladder guy was funny. he was guiding me thru and then he shouted and i laughed in mid air! haha! and i promised the instructor below that if i had the time i would do the ladder and he said ok....stay back after this and do for me la. haha. i didnt. heEx.

Dangle duo:
went on to do dangle duo with yingle. needed a lot of team work. cuz u had to get up logs which were very far apart. did until the 3rd one. yl had to step on my leg and lift herself up...then she helped me up. heEx. then we went back and talked crap for a while before going to be the ladder woman again.

the rest went back leaving me, tiff, sharon, grace behind. by the time sharon and i went back they were having cheers. each school had to lead one cheer. and this guy...did the cheer....and looked gay!! oh man! he stood in such a gay manner! lols. then we did hokey pokey....friendship dance and a whole lot of crazy stuff. kept laughing.

haha. debrief. the same inst in the morning said we had melted already. said some even evaporated. lols. was fun. then we took a cab back to the jetty. and we came up with this "whatever" action. which was damn funny! kept doingit on the boat. rafel came with us again.then went to the toilet the jetty in main island... oooOo. red face! i kept teasing mary. i was saying....u make me angry i pinch ur face ah!! lols. we took 2 cabs back to heartland to eat. i ate cheesefries. ha. talk talk for a while b4 going back. lalalalaala. heEx.

i think it was really fun doing these stuff esp the flying fox. u must really shout and scream or else u wont get the kick out of it. who cares if u are uncivilised? haha. and i've learnt to better cooperate with my team mates and others too. and to believe in yourself and overcome ur fears!! and learning to balance. haha. i should really learn to balance. haha. cg too high!! lols. but i really had fun la. it was a gr8 experience just to be there. and the instructors were good and encouraging. haha. some really funny too.

ok. my face is tight and i dunno. haha. gonna miss atf!~

aH. so lazy to blog. anyway. npcc service day on fri..... haHa. i think i'm gonna fail my chinese oral. i didnt know what to say. lol. most people werent in. so we finished early. played bball with sqdmates and juniors....then went to eat.

saturday....
erM. celene came to my house earlier. helped me play ms. then we went down to play badminton b4 meeting jaime and the rest to play. went to the muti purpose court thing....and realised that the bball court was half a court! w0w....after living here for 8 years....haha. play play...then went to celene's house to play with her dog and x box! yay! haha. damn funny. sld really play with grace and xt....will keep laughing.

today...i went to school to practise some music thing with some classmates. saw xt wx brainless and yili playing bball. went to the handbell room....oOoO...didnt get to play with the handbells but was playing with the chimes. so cool. some sounded like those anouncement thing. my partner and i kept making that sound....were so fascinated. haha! mad. my violin! how long havent i touched it? uHh... 5-6 months? haha. i miss it. aWwW. i cant describe how much i miss those days. anyway...it was so zao xia. haha. oops. cuz the notes were so high. i'm playing chimes on sat! hehe! so cool. cant wait...~

i hate chinese.

i went to j8 on saT. oopS. me parents didnt know i've been there since they renovated. heEx. anyway. went to eat pastamania. for people with blocked or runny nose--> eat the spicy chicken thing. guarantee nose run. went up to the last lvl to walk walk... met cherina and angeline thEre.... i strangled angeline. hAa. then went for some piano thing at christofori...erR...like...it was so colD....fRrRreEeZziNg! fingers were frozen.

came back in time to watch the last half of ms s'pore uni. waha...heard that linda ma'am was good. hope lts will vote for her. honestly, she's better looking than some of them!! lols.

i did nothing on sunday. i finally have a break from studying!! waHh! watched tv at night. haha. this is like the 3rd time i'm watching moulin rouge? lols. but i think their voices are like....so powderful!! haha.

ok. i was falling asleep today. so tired. everyone was. could practically just close my eyes, fall onto the table and drift off to dreamland. i passed my a math test! by half a mark! i thought i was going to fail. after struggling with both differentiation questions last week. was practically about to cry. and i cant believe people can get like 24/25? that is so.... ergh! haha. ok. i seriously need to work on my a math during the hols. things to work on during the hols b4 i go for atf... a maths, maths, ss, chinese! and so on. i was abt to zZzz again on the bus to piano lesson this afternoon. i could just close my eyes and fly off to another dimension again. today is a sleepy day. couple with the fact that it's hot. zZZzZZz. i feel like sleeping now.

wHoosHzZzZzzZz~

wAhhh....this week was....aiya. ok lar. standard ans. only 2 tests this week. but i'm gonna fail my a math. got the 1st qn wrong and the 2nd didnt know how to do. i'll get like 9marks? haha. i went a bit mad add the last 2 periods of the last day of the week. cuz it was chem test. i seemed to have influenced mary.

celene: what happens if ms ferng doesnt come to class ah?
me (to myself): if she doesnt come i'll go crazy...
mary: calcium silicate.
celene: huh? if ms ferng doesnt come i calcium silicate?!?!

hahahhahahaha. that was damn funny. she was actually answering someone behind. but seemed to be pointing to celene!! hah. anyway. np was fine. had sec1 welcome party. me n grace were in charge of the obstacle course thing... where they had to do caterpillar.... commando crawl and some chair thingy. they took so long to settle down!! shout oso no use. erGH!! hahA. games went on...

food time!! but i didnt feel like eating. mary asked me to go and help her carry the tent equipments....2 people carrying 2 sets of tents! and you know what happened lar. haha. luckily yingle came to help. ok. drank like 3 cups of sweet ribena. i think i'm gonna get diabetes. then me, jaime, celene & grace went to teach gb campcraft while the others carried on with pt. taught gb some tent stuff....and we were like.....go mary go mary!! then mrs rajah corrected us saying....huihua!! hahaha. oops. and the gb girls laughed. anyway.... finished a bit the late.

went to eat with turaiya and jaime.... stupid marY. she'd rather go out to eat with other friends than with her sqdmates! i'll consider whether to talk to her or not on monday. bleah!! haha. went to serangoon mac. and was like laughing so hard because of the stories that jaime and turaiya shared. haha. the days when we were younger were like so fun. but of course all have changed. with people leaving and all that. but the fun we had in the past was really so memorable. anyWay. while we were on the 315 bus going to central...we saw S******. turaiya got a bit high upon seeing her. and then we saw Khool with mh and yvette. then turaiya sat next to xin ni in the bus....xin ni couldnt stop laughing!! i dunno lar. we were talking about somethings....she really couldnt stop laughing. even after we got down the bus. hahahaha.

show starting! update tmr!~