back from walk-a-jog. splitting headache.

reached there at 7. hA. took a lift from mel fong. well....competitors were flagged off 1st.... then us. haha. tiff pulled yq to run... so ry, serene and i were left to stroll. haha. still had time to go toilet during the run! haha. then it was hot. so they took out umbrella! so malu! haha. ms goh and mrs seah were like..."dun use umbrella!!" lols. i dumped all the competitors' bags in serene's dad's car. heE.

after everything....which took eternity....we wanted to rent bikes but didnt in the end. we split into 3 grps.... ry and se ying went on serene's dad's car.... yq, celene and i walked to the starting point. sharon, xin yi and jasmine strayed off to vjc bus stop without telling us! haha. so we made our way to parkway...since ry and se ying were on the way there. 3 of us ate at bk....the other 3 at mos and the 2 at han's. aft that wanted to go into e-zone but were wearing sch shirt. ergh! ha. took a cab to bugis.

took neos. and then some went secretly to buy pressie for sharon....erm.... we tried to lie that se ying had diarrhoea... haha. so long. sharon was getting suspicious. i think. haha. bought a skirt and a blouse for her. hEE. then went to this tea house...to drink bubble tea. haha. couldnt resist the almond!! but i wanted tako pachi....haha. i shall buy it next time. yum yum. they went to celene's house i think. yq and i rushed off. both had to go home. cuz i had no house key!! and yq's mom was quite pisst. haha.

having a splitting headache now. but i think today was ok. better than going to school to do mock exam!! haha. monday's a holiday. hehe! but have to study.~

today was dead boring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mock chinese exam. 1st was paper 1.... 2 hrs. and i couldnt concentrate becuase of the loony woman beside me who was doodling all over my paper... question paper. drawing lame cartoons...and disturbing me all the way. she drew a portrait of me... which ended up looking like tiff. lols. but kept disturbing me.

then paper 2 aft recess. i had peace.... but too much of it. oh gosh. where did that paper come from? chinese high? rgs? i had no idea what the compre was talking abt. erm... something about geog and social studies....abt development, abt people as a country's most precious resource. dotS.... so chim.

yixian and i went to the student lounge to find the hcl girls for the 12 th night thing... had to ask ms kang where it was! haha. stupid. this is the thing....they were playing card games....watching tv and what were we doing? having some stupid chinese exams! haha. mrs ng asked us to buy some food for her...she was wondering why they were so free. so she said she would give them something to do next week! haHa!!! i'm saddistic. lols.

walk-a-jog tmr....thank god. gonna go there and stroll. haha.

oOoOo.... vonzell got voted out for am idol. poor thing. they're really really really good. hEEx.~

waHA!! mid year's finally over!! been waiting for this day. and i dont feel like there's school tmr!! aH. who cares.

hEEx . came home at 10 something. then went out to meet celene, yq, sharon, xin yi, ah ruo, serene, se ying to go out. met hester and stefanie too. they were going to watch house of wax. hehe. nc 16....all of us just cant wait. then met me partner, jy, yixian, sylvia in the mrt. haha. they were going to watch house of wax too!! hA. all cant wait. then took to orchard. haha. they said somerset. so yq.celene and i came out...they didnt!! so we took to orchard. went to lido. met pl girls again. and they were going to watch house of wax too! everyone's desperate to watch nc 16 movies. heEx. they borrowed our ez link....cuz the security was quite strict. they check the month. haha. i ate subway. just felt like it. of course i removed every vege except lettuce. haha. oops. then they went to watch some show by daniel wu.... serene, yq and i didnt.

1st we went to borders....for no reason. haha .look see. then went to wisma....to get earrings....oh man. i like that shop. haha. took mrt to somerset.... cine. waHhHhH. went to play at arcade!! daytona. oh man. haha. i'm so lousy. played the i dunno what. that thing where u have the circular disk then u hit into the goal thing. haha. i won yq and serene!! but my arm's gonna ache tmr. keep hitting. then went to play dead or alive. anyhow press. not bad. could win a few. haha. saw this ddr pro. he got the highest score. pro. went over to heeren. so look see. while waiting for the ppls to finish. haha. oh yeah. practically the whole pl sec4 was at town lor!! saw so many...in home clothes....sch u....all sorts. ha.

yq was hungry so we went to taka to get food. and they called us and said they were at heeren! haha. so we took our time....walk back. they were taking neos. we waited for them....my legs were so tired. walked so long. haha. met minwei and ann marie...woah....they wore until so..... erm. nice. makes us feel so inferior. haha. spaghetti stripe and short skirt. ooOo. hA. went to take noes again. so many faces. hEE.

then went to drink bubble tea. i had to go home earlier. as usual. i prefer not to vomit all out. haha. came home with yq. she went to the library. -_-. cheng san library. hAs.

nag nag nag.~

King of Majesty

You know that
I love you
You know that
I want to know you so much more
More than I have before

These words are
From my heart
These words are
Not made up
I will live for you
I am devoted to you

King of Majesty
I have one desire
Just to be with you my Lord
Just to be with you my Lord

Jesus you are the Saviour of my soul
And forever and ever I'll give my praises to you~

whEeEeEeE!! new template!

haha!! 2 more papers to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahaha!! i've been so looking forward to today. to play!! hAhA!! study tmr. play today!! hEE!! here's an account on my papers.

English: the usual
Lit: okok. cant be worse. except that the unseen passage was from lord of the flies.
Math: oh gosh. paper 1 was more difficult than paper2.
SS: always writing away. she set development. thank god there was ageing population to save me!
Geog: quite ok. cld rmb the points. did water pollution. didnt wanna do air pollution cuz i didnt know the 2nd part!
Physics: usual. a few difficult qns here and there.
A math: i think i'm dead.
CL: i didnt know half of the tian xie han zi.
Chem: ok. the best paper i've had so far. and to a certain extent....the easiest. haha. not really.

ok. just 1 more a math and chem. then i can takea break until ch o's. heEX.~

i hate exams. i'm stressed. and i'm dying.

thank god it's next week. after that ia m able to relx for a while. like just concentrate on chinese. which i havent been. oops. i have been doing maths and a maths like crazy.... and am mentally tired for today. i feel like i'm typing like a robot. just like the way you do maths. step by step.

well...i maybe science is better. haha. whatever. if i get some prelim exam like the one i did today...i would be damn happy! oh man. that paper was easy! all the questions were like from tys?!?!?! haha.

xt just told me her exams start on thurs. what is this world coming to? hAs. nvm. by thurs i would be freer. is that a word? oh. i'm gonna fail my english.

i really have no game to play on my com. ts is so laggified. i cant even get in. only 2 servers!! and so many ppl. couple with the fact that my com always has a big problem with me. i cant play ms because of some settings prob in my com. and i'm too lazy to dl gunbound! any recommendations? ~

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I look away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
It ain't the day
I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversationg
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversationg
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it

Cuz I'm in Love With you
I'm in love with you
Cuz i'm in love with you
And I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you

oOo... new template. actually wanted to put something with a black background and a nice violin....but it didnt turn out nicely...so this was the next best choice.

haha. i woke up at 1015 today. was supposed to eat bfast with felix. and meet her at 9.45. anyway....i think she woke up and went back to sleep. haha. i was lazy to go out anyway. hAhA. after eating KFC last night i feel that i'm putting on weight...if i eat mac today...i'll be fat by the time i take height and weight. hehe. fireworks were nice ytd. could see them from my house. haha. thank god the tv didnt have xt, nana & my face. hehe.

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Have you heard of the One called Saviour?
Have you heard of His perfect love?
Have you heard of the One in Heaven?
Have you heard how He gave His Son?
Well I have found this love and I believe in the Son show me your way

I believe in the one called Saviour
I believe He's the risen one
I believe that I'll live forever
I believe that the King will come
Because I have found this love and I believe in the Son show me your way

Jesus you are my best friend and you will always be nothing will ever change that

I believe in the One called Saviour
I believe He's the risen One
I believe that I'll live forever
I believe that the King will come
Because I have found this love and I believe in the Son show me your way

Jesus you are my best friend and you will always be nothing will ever change that
Jesus you are my best friend and you will always be nothing will ever change that
Jesus you are my best friend and you will always be nothing will ever change that

oo0ps.... i feel guilty. i only did a maths today. woke up at like 7 something? couldnt sleep. did some a maths. went to meet xt & beishan. gosh.... havent seen her for so long.... so much to catch up with her. but erRm....like dont know how to talk. hEEX.

went to eat subway with her cg. hMM... haha. i must say that they are all the same kind. all lame....and laugh a lot. haha. kept saying dunno how we survived with her. haha. well... hMm...waH. die hair...colour contacts.... hEEx. oh yeah. i must say....subway is not that nice....with all the kinds of vege...erm....ew? hAhA. and the heavy smell of onion. the only thing i eat is lettuce. muahahaha. anyway.... i dont think i cld finish one whole thing. shared it with xt.

church was gr8. the preacher was damn funny!! the animations were really comical. hAhA.

went with xt to meet her friend nana after that. esplanade was having some may day carnival....with free KFC and mac!! ate KFC!! whOoO!! oh yeah....before that we cldnt resist temptation and bought the chao ex strawberry coated with chocolate....so nice!! but 1 for $2. yUmMm.... then the concert....wahA.... taufik and sly!! of course....taufik sings better. haha. he sang 3 songs....and xt and i called brainless and tiff just to make them jealous!! hehe!! we stayed until mr lee came. then we wanted to go off when both taufik and sly sang i dream!! so nice! hehe!

well....thank God tmr's a holiday. or not i'll start feeling guilty abt not studying. hehe. wonder whether the 9.30 news has our faces in it. maybe. cuz CNA was filming the concert. haA.~

thIs wEeK.... haS bEEn ok lAr. what else? stress.... study... go to school. HOT. feel like sleeping. doesnt even wanna rain in school. weird. lol.

p1 for eng and ch coming up next week. thank god monday's a holiday.

i've been going crazy studying for exams.

anyway.... we had to wait for like 2h b4 the bintan trip briefing started ytd at 3.25!! haha. i went to find tiff after school. wanted to go eat....but i realised that i had only $2 left in my wallet after paying 10 bucks for photocopying the lit notes for the class. stupid treasurer better return me the money!! so tiff, yq and i went outta school to eat. didnt eat at the coffee shop. went to the provision shop to get something. something called ice cream!! so cooling. shuang!! we enjoyed every bit of it right back to school. so cooling on such a hot day.

went back to see yq and her cca. haha. micromouse is actually quite cool. and cute!!!! the box thing cld actually move in the maze so fast. talk about being back dated. really cool. but it kept crashing. haha. yq didnt know what she was doing. tiff tried it. quite fun.

ok so we want to join a new CCA. haha. went to watch the s3s play bball....sat down with the s2s... they played half court....quite squeezy for so many ppl. haha. didnt know that s, h & felix helped tiff and i bring down our bags! haha. didnt know where they went either. oh yeah....went around viewing the things for the arts fest...cool actually. we wanted to buy some strawberry earrings for felix...but no $$. aWwW. the food looked gr8. and the root bear float looked appetising..but such a long queue. the art pieces we good! with more years of prac i think they can measure up to some good artists! tiff really liked the serene picture.

met turaiya at the bus stop after the meeting. she said she had been waiting for 73 for 20mins! oh man. haha. well....she waited half an hr altogether. poor thing.

i hate exams. i wished i was like a diskette or cd or something. connect your brain to the book and all the facts go in instantly. then go for exams and recall all facts just like that. that'll be cool. maybe next time i'll go into this area of research and invent a machine. ah. crap. ~

4hrS to chArgE mY neW toY...a whiTE thing! hAhA.

oh yeS... i'vE beEn wanTinG tO wriTe thIs... yeAH. for my birthdaY last weeK.
ThaNkS tO:

S.H.Y & jaime: thE denim skirt....which i can fit into. haha. but it's a bit loose.
Tiff, xt, wx: tHe 'angelic' necklace & matching ear rings....tho' i have yet to pierce my ear.
Celene: for the cute little turtle....so cute! cant stand it.
rUoyi & yUnqian: for the tank top
graCE & jeAneTtE: for the lovely choker.

ok. i'm sorry. my b'dae was a week ago...i cant remember!! sorry if i 4got any of you. my brain cells are used up for the day. i'm dying of studying. studied geog today...fell asleep. woke up and continued....fell asleep again. oops. haha.

oh yea. bintan trip! 1st day is to rough it out. 2nd day is to enjoy!! whOoO!! there's kayaking!! yay! and cherina said we were kayaking in the swimming pool. hAhA! that was damn lame!!! but yea. looking forward to the 2nd day actually. haha. buffet breakfast and bbq dinner.

anyway....i'm missing np. gosh. sec4 farewell sure cry. jialat. anyway.... the thing needs to charge. and i need to go off.~

i conclude that studying for exams are BORING!! and hot!~

i have no idea....why the heck SHE doesnt wanna talk to me today. aSk HER qns....she gave me that serious face. one word ans. stupid. mood swing ah? aLwaYS like that. and i've been getting so damn bored. sitting with strawberry was more fun. oh yes. speaking of strawberry...janice realised that we had the same way of doing zong he tian kong. haha. she plays with her hair....while holding a pen in her hand....with the book on her lap....leaning back....exactly what i was doing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 haha!

anyway....i am so gonna fail my chem test. seriously. wow. so easy. ms ferng said so. turns out....1qn is like 10 or 11 marks.....and i was going to die. dont know what the question wanted me to do. and she asked to determine how to know that the salt was lead (II) nitrate not aluminium nitrate! how was i supposed to know?

hAhA. anyway... we're stepping down today. sigH. so faST. i feel kinda sad tho. like....i'm gonna miss np. all the fun times we had.... with seniors, juniors, i dunno. but its really gonna stick with me for the rest of my life. and i feel kinda sad that we are leaving. sheau wei & ziying is taking over publicity. good luck to them. hEEx. but i'll miss every part of np. even the pumpings!!! so saD. cries!! but i wont cry until farewell. and i still have bintan trip!! hEE!

ok whatever. i'm a bit pisst off with her attitude.~

bloggie!!!!!!!!! it's been...let's see...3 weeks since i blogged? did you miss me?!?!? aWw...

anywaY.... it's been hectic la. i'm just stressed out. and anyway....things in sch have been...going crazy.....haha. i dunno. just madness. mary's gone mad and sot. i think she's too stressed too. haha. ok whatever.

computer spoilt. got a new one. play with it. upgrade to xp. so it adds up to 3 weeks.

anyway. it's my b'dae on monday!! yaY!!!!! hAhA. tired. sleepy.

whOOsh.~

i don't know what to write. i just feel like blogging.

oh yes. chinese test....ergH! they always put some words that i dont know!! why!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and the cloze psg was no easier.

waHhhHh...i have nothing else to write.

i think history is boring. oops. holocaust. we're going to mel fong's house to do on sat. that means i can wake up later! but we're meeting at 9...erm....9 is the time i wake up....or i'll still be sleeping. nvm. she lives so near me. she'll probably have to give me morning call. lols.

i'm bored.~

yO! baCk tO schOol....i'm surviving. ha. anyway. my computer's getting more freaky by the MINUTE. it just restarted automatically...then restarted itself after 5mins again!! freaky or what?

hA. anyway....we had this NUS visit to the phy demo lab on monday. i tell you.... if i take physics in university next time, the first thing that influenced me would be this! oh man. the things there were so COOL. way cool. who said physics was boring? there was this thing about ice being brittle and ice frozen with tissue being as solid as metal..... and somethings about light changing their colour by just the turning of a filter. then there was liquid nitrogen!! looked like water. hA. it evaporated once it came out. but the superconductor thing floating on top of a magnet after being cooled by lqd nitrogen was so cool. and then there was static electricity. the guy showed us how it looked like and stuff. and so celene and i tried to get the "shiok" feeling. each of us held on to one metal bar connected to the supply. then static elec was produced....so our bodies would conduct the elec. then we tried touching each other's index finger....1st try....a little of the "shiok" feeling. so 2nd time we were more confident...and erm. we got the most "shiok" feeling we could have in our life. and mind you, it was painful! it's those sort of feeling that u get when u are in a cold country and u touch something metallic and dry. ouch! haha!! both of us practically jumped. haha. then there was the radio transmition thing.... haha. your body could actually transmit the waves to the radio! haha. there were many more.... too many to write. but so cool.

tuesday....nothing much. piano lesson.... -_- then i met zhiwei on the bus. walked with her to interchange.

today.... oOoOoOo... ms lau came in looking like a typical office woman! half sleeve blouse and skirt and specs! haha. we were all staring at her. but i must admit that she looks prettier with specs!! looks younger. and prettier! hAhA! and i envy her skirt....so small!! i could never get into one of those.
zuowen class was the usual.... -_-'''''''' couldnt get more boring. zZzZzZ. felix was on the verge of sleeping. haha.

we changed mortals & angels today!! my angel was actually yixian!! hAhA! cool. i knew it was someone from my partner's area. but i didnt know exactly who. well...haha. and we had some surprises too. haha. hMm... and hh actually got sharon...but she changed it. cuz she claimed that it would be too obvious. so HEARTLESS!! she should change her name to HEARTLESS. but i dont want to be LIVELESS. cuz i aint. haha. i'm crapping.

chinese test tmr. lao shi actually cut down the no. of zao ju to be learnt. only for the waeker students. i happened to be one of them. but at least it released some of my stress of having to learn what i thought might come out. haha. but i still have to memorize. well....off to more memorizing!!~

saTurday 190305

CIP...

i had to go to sch ard 12 to prac with the others only to realise that the whole sch was closed except for the main gate. erm.....dots.... we practised for a while... christine and i played the violin. and it sounded zao xia!! oops. what to do. havent touched my violin for 6 months. then went to eat lunch with cr, christine & jasmine at j8. oops. took a bit too long. so we took a cab to lor ah soo. haha. the cab driver was so talkative...talking abt his daughter....being in sec4 and stuff. met mel chua and pearly and walked in with turaiya too. were late. haha. went to practise for a while...erm....hha. then played the songs... ya. interacted...bla bla.

(i feel nauseous. i dont feel like writing my reflections. my stomach's feeling funny.)

anyway....after that serene, celene, sharon, mary and i went to heartland and serene was sharing really really really lame jokes on the bus. it was so .... WHATEVER. (haha. that 'whatever' action) went to KFC to eat. what's up with KFC?? haha. i only drank a large mountain dew. and ate sharon's coleslaw cuz she didnt want it. went up to take neos.... wanted the scary theme...but didnt know what to press. so we didnt get it. awWwW. anyway. stupid mary's face is so big. and she happened to be the 'tallest'. nvm. that's not reality. haha. walked ard. i went to nanayang optical to get my crooked specs fixed! finally. and we were trying to read the eye test thing. all of us happened to be myopic except mary. -_- WHATEVER.

speaking of myopia....i just remembered. ATF day....b4 everything started one inst asked to see the ppl who had medical probs...to certify that they were able to take the activities. like....6 out of 10 of the pl girls went up because they put there myopia! hahahahahahahaahahahahahahaahaha!!!! ok. grace, turaiya and i were sitting there and laughing abt myopia! i mean...yeah...everyone who wears specs has myopia...i dont think there's a need to put right? haha. i think they meant some bad eye prob or something. haha. oops. but it was really funny. haha.

okok. back to ytd. i think we werent contented or something because we didnt get the scary theme. so we went up and took another round of neos! haha! this time celene went to ask the girl. so we got it. and it was really scary...erm. ok not that scary but some were. lols. after that we went home. and i watched robots! dad bought the vcd. hEEx. it was quite nice. and funny. and lame. but i still wanna watch spongebob!!

ok. starting tmr, it's back to reality.~

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Holy Holy are you Lord

The whole earth is filled with Your glory

Let the nations rise to give

Honour and praise to Your name

Let Your face

Shine on us

That the world will know you live

All the heavens shout Your name

Beautiful is our God

The universe will sing

Hallelujiah to you our King.

back from atf!!!!!!!!!! burnt. face red. half of the arm red. neck red. and body a bit aching. heEx.

met early at the cherry hill bus stop....sharon's dad took us there. the new jetty was nice. quite cool. went on the boat a little while later. the boat needed 12 people....so 10 of us plus mrs koh and rafel. lols. got seperated from his sqdmates. anyway....we had to walk in to the campsite....both marist and pl. and we saw the others take a cab there! dots!!! haha. had some briefing...and the instructor kept asking us to loosen up! cuz we sat so str8...he asked whether wanna break record for sitting up str8. lols. then he asked us to start defrozing. haha. thawing. cuz we were all like ice. haha.

my series of activites went like this: double flying fox, tunnel, advanced challenge tower, ict, dangle duo.

Double flying fox:
the inst asked for 20 volunteers....me, tiff, ann marie and belize did. waha! and we got to go on the flying fox first!! whoOoOo!! hahahaha. me n tiff were the 3rd pair.... and we were shouting when the 1st two went down. we were so confident...so excited....but when it came to the real thing..erM. we didnt know when to jump off. but anyway...we did la. and it was really scary at first....then we soared thru!! shouted whOoOooOo!! and mrs koh's name....haha. she turned and looked! the inst said that if we cld fly and touch the pole...he would give us our flying fox badge right away. haha. but it's quite impossible lar. finished it..then had a fun time getting down too. so cool. me n tiff went on to another area.

Tunnel:
was quite similar to the one they did at sec3 atc. tiff was so confident....cuz she thought it was the same one.
tiff: orh...this one...do before
instructor: wah...so confident...good.
tiff (a while later): huh? not the same one ah? oh no.
instructor laughs...
lols. she was funny. anyway.....i went in with a peicai girl and turaiya and jaime. once he closed the door it was pitch black. cldnt even see ur hand in front of you. so we went down and up and we had to pull them up some slope thing. haha. took quite fast. the inst sacred us by saying that we had to crawl one whole round and turn back. haha.

Advanced CT:
also known as high elements....the highest lar. either u went into loop 1 or loop 2. oh yeah. i was the ladder woman for a while....brought the ladder to help those people doing it to help them get up in case they fell. so someone took over me. then i went up. and made supposedly the wrong choice. one lesson i learnt. looks may be deceiving!before we went on, the inst asked the boy to ask the girls what their names were and all that. the guy up with me and jaime was rafel. haha. the inst called him men in black. haha. he didnt even need to ask our names. but needed to ask our hobbies. haha. inst kept teasing him. haha. i went to the one that looked easier. was to balance on 2 wires and walk with just a rope. and i couldnt move. couldnt balance. oops. haha. had to have the ladder to help. then used this trolley pulley thing....to pull myself across the second leg...then third was to skate board! whOO!! but i kept slipping back. heex. had to stand on the skate board and pull yourself to the end using some hanging ropes above. by that time...i had no idea were tiff, ann marie and belize went so joined turaiya and jaime.

lunch: rice with 2 pieces of chicken, curry vege, nasi lemak ikan bilis & nuts, fishcake. was quite good infact. and mrs koh bought 3 bottles of 1.5L water for us! heE. had a banana too.

Intermediate CT:
i to be the ladder woman for a while....then went up. woah. i think this one was way cooler. contained 3 loops. 1 of them was the ladder. mentally challenging. had to use a trapeze to walk across a rope then walk on a ladder...and take a step of faith to the next one cuz there's a hole in the middle. then walk on a log and fly across. heex. 2nd was physically challenging. had to step on some steps hung to only one rope above....then do single rope pull (roasted pig), then step across some steps with no help at all. haha. sharon and hh did that. i did the last. a bit of both physical and mental. had to sit on something then pull urself across with a rope. then walk on 1 rope with 2 ropes as a support for the hands. and the last was to walk on a single rope just holding on to the ropes that hung down. haha. the ladder guy was funny. he was guiding me thru and then he shouted and i laughed in mid air! haha! and i promised the instructor below that if i had the time i would do the ladder and he said ok....stay back after this and do for me la. haha. i didnt. heEx.

Dangle duo:
went on to do dangle duo with yingle. needed a lot of team work. cuz u had to get up logs which were very far apart. did until the 3rd one. yl had to step on my leg and lift herself up...then she helped me up. heEx. then we went back and talked crap for a while before going to be the ladder woman again.

the rest went back leaving me, tiff, sharon, grace behind. by the time sharon and i went back they were having cheers. each school had to lead one cheer. and this guy...did the cheer....and looked gay!! oh man! he stood in such a gay manner! lols. then we did hokey pokey....friendship dance and a whole lot of crazy stuff. kept laughing.

haha. debrief. the same inst in the morning said we had melted already. said some even evaporated. lols. was fun. then we took a cab back to the jetty. and we came up with this "whatever" action. which was damn funny! kept doingit on the boat. rafel came with us again.then went to the toilet the jetty in main island... oooOo. red face! i kept teasing mary. i was saying....u make me angry i pinch ur face ah!! lols. we took 2 cabs back to heartland to eat. i ate cheesefries. ha. talk talk for a while b4 going back. lalalalaala. heEx.

i think it was really fun doing these stuff esp the flying fox. u must really shout and scream or else u wont get the kick out of it. who cares if u are uncivilised? haha. and i've learnt to better cooperate with my team mates and others too. and to believe in yourself and overcome ur fears!! and learning to balance. haha. i should really learn to balance. haha. cg too high!! lols. but i really had fun la. it was a gr8 experience just to be there. and the instructors were good and encouraging. haha. some really funny too.

ok. my face is tight and i dunno. haha. gonna miss atf!~

aH. so lazy to blog. anyway. npcc service day on fri..... haHa. i think i'm gonna fail my chinese oral. i didnt know what to say. lol. most people werent in. so we finished early. played bball with sqdmates and juniors....then went to eat.

saturday....
erM. celene came to my house earlier. helped me play ms. then we went down to play badminton b4 meeting jaime and the rest to play. went to the muti purpose court thing....and realised that the bball court was half a court! w0w....after living here for 8 years....haha. play play...then went to celene's house to play with her dog and x box! yay! haha. damn funny. sld really play with grace and xt....will keep laughing.

today...i went to school to practise some music thing with some classmates. saw xt wx brainless and yili playing bball. went to the handbell room....oOoO...didnt get to play with the handbells but was playing with the chimes. so cool. some sounded like those anouncement thing. my partner and i kept making that sound....were so fascinated. haha! mad. my violin! how long havent i touched it? uHh... 5-6 months? haha. i miss it. aWwW. i cant describe how much i miss those days. anyway...it was so zao xia. haha. oops. cuz the notes were so high. i'm playing chimes on sat! hehe! so cool. cant wait...~

i hate chinese.

i went to j8 on saT. oopS. me parents didnt know i've been there since they renovated. heEx. anyway. went to eat pastamania. for people with blocked or runny nose--> eat the spicy chicken thing. guarantee nose run. went up to the last lvl to walk walk... met cherina and angeline thEre.... i strangled angeline. hAa. then went for some piano thing at christofori...erR...like...it was so colD....fRrRreEeZziNg! fingers were frozen.

came back in time to watch the last half of ms s'pore uni. waha...heard that linda ma'am was good. hope lts will vote for her. honestly, she's better looking than some of them!! lols.

i did nothing on sunday. i finally have a break from studying!! waHh! watched tv at night. haha. this is like the 3rd time i'm watching moulin rouge? lols. but i think their voices are like....so powderful!! haha.

ok. i was falling asleep today. so tired. everyone was. could practically just close my eyes, fall onto the table and drift off to dreamland. i passed my a math test! by half a mark! i thought i was going to fail. after struggling with both differentiation questions last week. was practically about to cry. and i cant believe people can get like 24/25? that is so.... ergh! haha. ok. i seriously need to work on my a math during the hols. things to work on during the hols b4 i go for atf... a maths, maths, ss, chinese! and so on. i was abt to zZzz again on the bus to piano lesson this afternoon. i could just close my eyes and fly off to another dimension again. today is a sleepy day. couple with the fact that it's hot. zZZzZZz. i feel like sleeping now.

wHoosHzZzZzzZz~

wAhhh....this week was....aiya. ok lar. standard ans. only 2 tests this week. but i'm gonna fail my a math. got the 1st qn wrong and the 2nd didnt know how to do. i'll get like 9marks? haha. i went a bit mad add the last 2 periods of the last day of the week. cuz it was chem test. i seemed to have influenced mary.

celene: what happens if ms ferng doesnt come to class ah?
me (to myself): if she doesnt come i'll go crazy...
mary: calcium silicate.
celene: huh? if ms ferng doesnt come i calcium silicate?!?!

hahahhahahaha. that was damn funny. she was actually answering someone behind. but seemed to be pointing to celene!! hah. anyway. np was fine. had sec1 welcome party. me n grace were in charge of the obstacle course thing... where they had to do caterpillar.... commando crawl and some chair thingy. they took so long to settle down!! shout oso no use. erGH!! hahA. games went on...

food time!! but i didnt feel like eating. mary asked me to go and help her carry the tent equipments....2 people carrying 2 sets of tents! and you know what happened lar. haha. luckily yingle came to help. ok. drank like 3 cups of sweet ribena. i think i'm gonna get diabetes. then me, jaime, celene & grace went to teach gb campcraft while the others carried on with pt. taught gb some tent stuff....and we were like.....go mary go mary!! then mrs rajah corrected us saying....huihua!! hahaha. oops. and the gb girls laughed. anyway.... finished a bit the late.

went to eat with turaiya and jaime.... stupid marY. she'd rather go out to eat with other friends than with her sqdmates! i'll consider whether to talk to her or not on monday. bleah!! haha. went to serangoon mac. and was like laughing so hard because of the stories that jaime and turaiya shared. haha. the days when we were younger were like so fun. but of course all have changed. with people leaving and all that. but the fun we had in the past was really so memorable. anyWay. while we were on the 315 bus going to central...we saw S******. turaiya got a bit high upon seeing her. and then we saw Khool with mh and yvette. then turaiya sat next to xin ni in the bus....xin ni couldnt stop laughing!! i dunno lar. we were talking about somethings....she really couldnt stop laughing. even after we got down the bus. hahahaha.

show starting! update tmr!~

why does ms always always always have to update their server on saturday?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!? aHHh!! can they like update during the week?!?!?! i dont play during the week! ergH!

wHaTevER. i woke up at 1030 today. that's good. cuz i've been crazy and stressed the past week. 5 tests all on wed, thur, fri. there's only 2 next week. but quite heavy topics and subjects. chem & a math. i cant differentiate 1 differenciation question from another. hA. that's a nice sentence! oh well.

anywaY...i was pc ytD for np. now i understand the nervousness of my victims. hAhA. it went well lar. except that i said morning to mrs koh. hEEx. she talked to us abt the bintan trip. and up till now i'm not very sure that i'll be going. i just dont know whether to go or not. bintan sounds so....resort! hAhA. campcraft for the later half. i taught cheers along with some others. yenkeng was getting horny. dont know...she just got damn horny. lols. but i must say it waS fun. except that the sec1s were a bit dead. they were made to run... and well....pump. this is just the beginning of their life in np man. but the other grp doing knots were luckier. they just sat down and tied knots. lols. we taught our grp peeping thru the window....watermelon, backside dance, fisherman song..... yeAh. quite funny.

the sec2s and 3s had to make a stool and a shoe rack. the shoe rack was good except for some parts. the stool...hAha. turaiya sat on it...and well...it collapsed? so they changed it into a multi-purpose table....only for objects weighing 2 kg or less. lols. but they were creative. all of them. haha. had to dismiss the unit...and almost forgot the pandang part. hEEx.

A fact of life: The road is not solid ground. It is a liquid realm.~

lei yu.....thunderstorm. actually....literal translation supposed to be tunder rain. ah heck. what am i talking about?

oh gosh. this past week was....uH....ok i guess. wasnt as bad as i thought. and i have another 5 tests next week. lit, a math quiz, math, chinese & geog. life is baD. and we're not going for floorball comp anymore. that school had overwhelming response. whaTever. maybe we should organise one too. was quite looking forward to it actually. we were asked to join the captain's ball comp in place of the floorball but realised that the competition was on 17 march. ATF. yepS.

anyway, np was....alright. i took the sec1s for muster parade. i gave them sedia and they gave me the hUh?!?! face. what more asking them to take dressing? -bLuRrRr- nvm. drills....hEEx. foot drills....but we ended up doing sizing. was going mad laughing and um cheoing at various people. and mathana was really funny. even b4 wx said the sizing full sizing command, she stepped out and wanted to move! haha! and the commands some said....made the whole sqd laugh. as usual. was able to leaVe at 1730hrs. for the lei yu show. oops. didnt tell mrs koh. sorrY!!!

went home for a quick quick bath before going to esplanade with celene. met yq at citylink to eaT at a "high-class" pie restaurant aka polar. what were you thinking? haha. went to 7-11 to pick up some drinks and stuff before proceeding to te concert hall. turned out that pl girls were aplenty....in one whole block of seats...spreading from 1 end to the centre. those that paid more got to sit upstairs. ok. celene wore a skirt....looked quite nice on heR actually. but i felt that it was a bit short? hA. i dont know. i only have 1 skirt! and it's until my kneE! maRy....marY....hA. she was like so tomboyish?? black long pants and a long sleeve shirt....rEally looked like a guy!! hEEx. and i wonder why she wasnt feeling hot cuz she was wearing another long sleeve layer inside!!

thE show.....was actually quite boring. the plot was good. like as in....good storyline. but the acting out. it's operA!! and so typical. typical dramA! and they sung like 98% of their dialogue. so slowly. zZzZzZ. so many aHs and oHs everywhere. cld actually slp? and wE thought the whole story revolved around the girl but actually it revolved around the mother. dotSsSs. -_-. didnt sEE mrs goh tho'. i was reading the eng subtitles most of the time. cuz i had no idea what they were singing about. the orchestra was good. played well. i loved the cellos! hEEx.

afTer thAT the 5 of us....celene, yq, mary, sharon and i went to walk arD esplanade but there's not much things to see at night. esp after 10! met felix and colleen ltr oN..they wanted to go actually. but they went there to buy the tix. but only had 1 left.so both of them didnt end up going. we walked to the merlion and back again. where else cld wE go? think we went a bit mad...and started running down the pathway.

went back to take the mrt. saT down there to wait for the mrT for such a long time. came home at 2340. oops. late. hAa. i've come home that late b4 anyway. my mom was scared i cldnt catch the last bus.

i think my game hates me. they havent updated it all the while during the week. and when i wanna play...right at the same time...they start having a server update. wow. what a coincedence. erGh! so i have nth to do. except study for maths on a hot hot hot afternoon. i've been very lazy to go out these few weeks. and if i go out...it'll make me feel guilty abt not studying for my tests. gosH. they really ought to give us a break on tests!~

new template!

i'm dying....~

hEllO. school today felt like school on monday. simple reason. it's after new yeaR! and typical monday... double lit -_- double english doing some boring compre abt walruses. double chinese doing some boring essay on a senario. double chem on going thru chem paper. well....chem was not that bad lar. ms ferng was funny....speaking chinese. haha. TGIF. thank God it's friday!

no CCa today. chu san. xiaoting went to ask whether we cld play floorball. got the floorball sticks. wanted the floorball balls from another sch...but wasnt able to get it. we played with paper balls which proved unusable after a while. we found some in the pe room. but all cracked here and there.but we took them anyway. and well...we smashed all. into small pieces. waHa. lousy quality. needed better quality. they played bball while me and sheena sat down. sort of waiting for sharon to finish her hcl. but she thot we were playing bball...so she went home hEEx. played till four. went home almost dying of heaT. whOoH. hoT!

it's friday!!~

hEllo heLLo!

HaPpY cHinEsE nEw yeAR!!

hEEx. well...cny celebrations ytd were good. the dance was good. and the wushu too. hEE.yEa. wanted to play floorball with xt and a few others aft sch but teacher didnt allow. so we went to heartland. me, xt, wx, sharon and mathana. took neoprint....but 1st....wOaH. the 136 bus was so crowded. almost cldnt get up the bus. was so squeezy. hAhA. but anyway...went to eaT. lotSa people there. and there were sec2s....dots. either they're lame, or....i dun wanna say lar. -_-'''. lolx.

anyway. are you jealous? i dont need to go bai nian. but i still get hongbao! heEx. all relatives either ard the world or in malaysia. excuse for not going back this year: i'm having my o's. no excuse for next year. hAhA. whatever.

off to play ms! i'm so broke. just spent 14000 on my whole suit.~

waHhHHHhHhHhHHH!!! i hate this!! the patch for ms is taking eternity and celene took a mere 5 mins!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 aHhHh!!! i'm going crazy!! the manual patch wun work on my com!!!! the biasness of the patcher!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahHHH! it doesnt like my computer!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's taking foreveR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 50.7MB......how long more?!?!?!?!?! waHhHhH!! i wanna cry!!! >.<

going crazy lar huh. ok. calm down. now....this week is short. next week is long!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have 5 tests or quizzes next week. FIVE! and FOUR on MONDAY. one on thurs. MONDAY! VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!!!!! let's see....the FOUR are: physics test 3 chpts, maths quiz on loci, geog quiz on development, some english thing. and on thurs there's chinese. FOUR on MONDAY. thanks a lot!!! there goes my CNY and my weekend. *waves goodbye* byE bYe!!

forget it. i'm willing to take the risk. stop my patch and try to use manual patch.~

yo!

waha. came home late. went to circus to eaT. np was ok today. yea yea. i dont know how....but. grace said the commands so fast during muster parade i was a bit confused. waha. nervous la. then we marched so fast the sec4 sqd was behind!! when i found out was like...oops. hEEx. dont know lar. haha. after that went to eat. was like going crazy imitating people. then singing songs...like be bold be strong?? singing at the bus stop. jaime almost walked away. hAhA. played the apple game during games. waha...this sec1 girl...ate almost the whole apple. cool man. got potential.yea.

hEEx. 32211~

I think i'm having mood swings. i can get pisst at you at once, and happy the next moment. i can also not talk and show a black face. my thighs are aching. there's training tmr. dies. i am so gonna get angry with those who piss me off...~

my internet connection was like ???????? ytd. hA. maple story's patch file is so big! dies.

anyway....this week was crazy. 5 tests squeezed into 2 days! a maths and lit on wed, maths, ch and chem on thurs! was going crazy studying. cld finally rest on thurs night. but didnt blog. anyway....fri was ok lars. with np and all that. came home tired. but i think turaiya was on the verge of getting a heart attack. waha. sizing. muahahaha. and i miss my rifle! haha. whatever. wanted to go pasarmalam with a few classmates.but when i went home it was 7.15 and once i sat down....i didnt wanna get up!! so didnt go. waha.

i'm so gonna chop off my hair. so irritating!!~

ok this sucks. i didnt go out today tho "it's such a waste not to go out on a public hol" quoted by sharon. aH. but i have things to do lar. watch tv and study? ha. i slack more than i study. anyway....i bought all my new year clothes in dec hols, malaysia and during christmas. most sleeveless and i cant wear them now cuz my tan on my arms hasnt gone away! *help*

anyway...me parents had a crazy idea to go down to chinatown for dinner. tot it wouldnt be crowded. wont be crowded?!?!?!? hello?!??! today's a public hol!! listening to me sometimes would do some good. erM. duh i had to follow....or else i'll have to fast for dinner. and chinatown was crazy. it's even more crowded than orchard road on christmas day! u have to squeeze ur way thru. crazy!

am idol was damn funny ytd. there was this girl....who cldnt even sing at all...worse than william hung. and she said her friends said she cld sing very well. and i think she was a bit schizophrenic. so funny. hEEx. there's another at 10.~

yay! finally done up my template. i was editting it when my com crashed last week. waha. nvm. i still managed to dl ms within half an hour.

so many things have happened this past week and tmr's a holiday! but so many tests next week. can die. all on wed and thurs. sigh. and i found out some truths about some ppl too. *hint hint* wahahaha. haha. ms lau was funny today. she didnt get the paradox thing that yixian said. she was like....huh? and i laughed till i cried.

later, house meeting. we were electing the diff members, publicity and stuff. then supranee had this idea of calling some random names. so we were thinking of one common one....came up with mary. so a1 and a2 shouted the name to mrs tee...and all was like wondering....who's mary. was laughing so hard again. damn funny.

nyaa briefing....oh gosh. haha. i have to do a sport and CIP. doing somethings at imh for CIP with my sqdmates. sports....taking up this kayaking thing. with another school. to kallang to practise kayaking for 6 weeks. doing it with tiff. wahaha....but it's at kallang. so sad. the water no kick. and no *someone*. oops. heEE.lalalala. yep. that's all.

american idol!!!!!!!~

1 week since i've blogged. yes! i survived the 1st week of school. this week has been filled with so many activities and the stress of o's. it has been fancy drill, np and peer lite stuff. well, the peer lite thingy was quite fun. and my group...oh man. i was laughing thru the whole way. the 2 lame people and their crazy jokes....oh man. that was the only time i was really able to relax and breathe a little.

cca fair waS ok today. but it was disorganised. yes. thinking back, we really have been concentrating too much on fancy drill. and neglecting the rest. no. we cant blame anyone for this. we had to change the song...but we were more anxious for that rather than the rest. we can only blame ourselves. and yes. personally, i have been proud subconsciously. not only in np...but also in school. i promise i will try my best not to be so. and i totally agree as to what zhenying ma'am said. we really have to learn to make an impact on our juniors, we have been too lenient. and i have been too playful. this unit will fall if we dont change. i think zhenying ma'am's words have impacted me. a lot. i should learn to be like her in that way. i must change. we have to. we cant stick to our ways. we need to humble down. and we really need to keep the np spirit alive in the juniors. if they should be losing interest in np i must say it is our fault. and yes. i realised that the past batches as well as us have been leading in cliques. those who lead are mainly in one team. i think we should move out of this and spare a thought for the others. and they should do that too. we as a sqd should lead, not as a clique. and should not be biased. sigh. we really must CHANGE.

all my teachers are stressing me abt the o's. ~

HAPPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wanted to write my new year resolutions here...decided not to. lazy. my fish have been fighting since i woke up. so they think starting the new year with a fight is good la? tried to split them up...but they continued a while later. give up man! anyway.......2005. and january! gosh. i always hate beginning of the year.

well....my class is the block near lichfield....cant remember where exactly...but it's always the top floor. 4, 4, 4, 3. thank god no 4th floor in the holding school. anyway. guess what? sec1-3 wont have mid year exams next year!!!!!!!!!!! aRgH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! life is unfair!!!!!!!!!!! forget it. i've come to terms with it.

oh yA! i'm 16 this year!!!!!!!!!! NC 16 movies!! muahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!! ah. i think i'm mad? nvm.. cant wait for my b'dae. but first. cant wait till school starts. i'm not sadistic. i wanna experience studying in that small classroom with 40 other people in it. then i'll start complaining.

1st week gonna be very busy. fancy drills, teaching the new peer lites and stuff. whatever. it's just the first week la. oh ya. still must tie plait on the 1st day of school. act like i dunno anything. but i wanna enter sch with ponytail. and bring hp. but cant. haha. *sobs* no more mr tang. so saD! wonder who's taking his place in plnp unit?

reached home at 1.30am last night and woke up at 10. 8 and 1/2 hrs slp only? zZzZzZzZ~

nEw year's evE.

oh gosh. i cant believe it's the end of the year again. i hate this. i always have this sad feeling that the year is going to go in a few hours. really sad. anyway. going for countdown service thingy in church later. ch5 not showing countdown party anymore. so might as well go and spend the last few hours of the year with God. this year's new years eve is unusual. has been raining for almost the whole day. the party downstairs has to move to the carpark in case it rains again. wonder what will happen to the party at sentosa?

ok. new year. 2005 aka o level year. things in np will start to slow down. but studying will not get any lighter. i look forward to 2005 in a sense that it's a whole new(old) place and bigger sch compound (to walk from the com lab to the teacher's room takes eternity.) lalalala. anyway. it's not that bad la. wonder who my form teacher is? lalala. better not be.... lalalal. hA. anyway. i really dread the new year because of the o's. my friend says after u move on in life the o's will just be some small thing. well..haha. but i'm still scared. who knows what 2005 will have in store?

2004 has been gr8. well...not that gr8. many things. np np np. campcraft comp, the many activities, taking over...bla bla bla. it's also one where some i got closer to...with the new class and stuff. 4a2...haha. so old. but overall...it's a good year. my finger is still pain. ouch!

anyway...HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! have a blessed year ahead!!

*sobs* 2004 is going. 3 hrs 23mins left. cries!!~

gueSS what? i can only type with nine fingers now. i have to use the mouse with my third and forth fingers. i squeezed my finger on the rifle thing! now there's inernal bleeding and the upper part of the finger is swollen. i cant type, use a mouse or play a piano properly. i have a piano concert tmr by the way. and it wont go away by tmr.

anyway, several funy and stupid things hapened today after rifle drills... we needed materials from the np room so huihhua and i went there to get it. we were waiting for tiff and xt to get their materials so hh took a plastic glove from the medic box and started blowing it up. haha. blow blow blow...finally successful. then i wanted to give her "hand" a hi-5. and i did. and the glove burst! hAhAhA! it was really funny to be there. laughed so hard. lol.

so we walked back laughing with the materials. yingle was standing at the corridor then she asked hh where the malina hem was. hh turned ard and pointed to me and said "cant you see?" thing was...i wasnt even carrying the malina! wahA we left it in the np room and walked out. both sides thought that each other was carrying it. waH lau...laugh and laugh.

ok. i cant go on typing anymore. byes!~

i hate hypocrites.

PS. i havent gotten down to changing my blog template yet. anyway. there's 12 days of christmas. and i'm getting a sore throat.~

afTer tallying up the no. of neoprints i've scanned in to my photos at yahoo, i conclude that only 17 out of 107 pics are taken with friends not concerning np. that is 15.88% of the picS!!!!!!!!!!!!! which tells that roughly 85% of all my neoprints taken in my whole life are all with np people. crazy or what? waHaHaHa...i'm just bored. but it's fun viewing the slideshow. gives you back memories of the days you spent as close friends, and the fun we had. now... hMm. really makes you realise how things have changed. things HAVE really changed. people have graduated and it's my turn to take the o's next year. (i'm trying to face up to reality tho i havent been really successful) well, life goes on...~

muAhAhAhA.... the presents flooded in today! church. haha. got a lot of chocolates. i'm gonna feel guilty eating them. ANyWay... the play in church today was really good. and had a strong msg behind it. LAaLAa...cant believe it's the last sunday of the year! cries. so saD. then it's back to school. shut up. there are things that have yet to be done.~

MY MOUSE IS DRIVING ME CRAZY! have you ever heard of people using a mouse and getting wrist pains? well...i have! buy me a christmas present ok? i need a new mouse.

anyway,

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!

hAhA. only having service tmr. and anyway...orchard road ytd was damn pack! you cant even walk at moderate speed. it's slow. where did all the people come from? and there were many buying those snowy stuff and spray can thingy... hAhA. the party countdown thing was near heeren, opp paragon. cool. but it was toooooooooooooo crowded. took a cab back, in time to see the 3 american idols sing. kelly clarkson sang breakaway!! anyway, my mom was getting pisst with the ppl in the queue for cabs. cuz some of them just came out of nowhere and took the cab. pls la. it's christmas... on a normal day, i would get pisst too. but i was calm ytd. cus it's christmas. and giving the condition of orchard... what can you expect?

i'm still peeling. yA. i'm used to it. but hopefully i finish peeling b4 school starts. did i mention i feel so old? anyway. i've finished 3/4 of sec3 exp chinese. 1/4 more for tmr. i needa get on with my total defence. lol.

Survive Vs Impossible. Which one will you choose? I and a few others choose survive.~

after 4 days of fancy drill, i must say it's physically & mentally challenging. and getting used to the holding school? haHa...it's even more challenging. up till now, i still dont know where the emmanuel hall, ava theaterette and classrooms are. weLL...at least i know the amoury and np room now. haha. oh yea...i still dont know how to get to the back gate from the main gate. shi bai ah!!

i think i'm going to zao xia tmr. for timing too much today. i relied wholly on timing thruout the song... so i dont know whether we're ahead or slower than we are supposed to. not sure whether this is a good thing or not cuz dont really know whether can time on that day. hopefully! and hope we improve further. i dont deny that my attitude was a bit off today. i get pisst easily when i'm tired. so dont irritate me. at one time, i was really damn pisst as to why we had to change the song. after we improved, i think i began to accept it. and after mrs goh's nice explanation, i think i can live with it. at least she encourages us. not like....someone la. ok i think i'm biased. what to do? human nature. i think the song's ok now. altho i still prefer i will survive. i think it's more hip. but maybe mrs goh's right too. generation gap. older ppl feel that m:i is better. youngsters...i will survive? haha. i dunno.

yeA. we met mrs goh at the bus stop on the way home. she was like stressing me to study my chinese. well. i guess i really have to. i have nth to do on christmas eve and christmas itself. service is only on sunday. but i have 3 "things" to do la. 1. total defence silver 2. design np board 3. study chinese. i really have to get started on these things. or not i'll never be able to get to it.

well, i'm looking forward to 365 days from now. when i'll be fREEEEEEEE!!!as for now, it's back to doing hmk and stuff.~

eh...this is disgusting. i'm starting to peel on my arms.

went to holding sch today.

good points:
- it's quite big
- there's a good amt of space to do things
- there's a lot of secret hiding places
- i can get home in 10 mins!
- the field is big (i have track phobia)
- nearby, there's a good soursop desert stall
- chomp chomp, mac, country mana, sushi tei, pow sing etc...
- we have a fitness area
- i get more exercise walking from home to bus stop and bus stop to school

bad points:
- it's dirty
- toilets quarter the size of old sch.
- water cooler water tastes like toilet bowl water
- classroom/ np room is small
- amoury is half the size of pl amoury
- running from one place to another takes a looOoOong time!
- it looks like a girl's home
- the hall is small
- the library is situated in an ulu place
- it's mosquito & ants infested!
- i dont know how to get ard. (i'll probably get used to it)

waHa. not that it's that bad. some cleaning up sld do it. the best thing is... i came home so fasT! whOoO! hAhA. i quite like the space. yeah.~

help! i'm peeling! and i'm missing kayaking.~

Kayaking

Day 1

WoW! so happy! kayaking!! yAy! 2 sTar! 10 people: Me, tiff, gracE, huihuA, sharoN, jaimE, celenE, yenkenG, meisHi, mr tAng. went out to seA. did capsize drill? and capsize with our skirt(spray cover) kept water from going in.insT wasnt the same. he's called richard. learnt strokes... paddling was difficult against the current. tirEd. waS so scared about the next day where we were going to kayak more than 6km. learnt eskimo bow rescue...edging...etc. he taught us how to waterproof our food for tmr.

Day 2

eRr....tiReD. aRmS achinG. dieS. eXpedition todaY. more than 6km. 6 people: Me, tiFF, grAce, hUihuA, sHaroN, Mr TanG. we set off in the morning. we were flowing witht he current. that's good. quite easy and fun. inst. zhi hao came with us. had our lunch there. ate lots of junk. lol. inst richard showed us pics of 3 & 4 star. paddled back quite fast...cuz there was rain catching up on us. tirEd. haha. at one point, i was the last. tired. was beside inst zhi hao...he asked me how my hols were....i said ok la. cuz i was too tired to say anything!! haHa. he could see that too. caught up with the front people...went back to prac other strokes. we all didnt dare to do low brace turn. cuz of the edging. scared of capsizing. had to paddle back again. cuz we were drifting fast. did eskimo again. suCcEsS!! eRr...graCe cldnt find his kayak. so she got traumatised. poor girl. aGh!!! burnt! all 5 of us. because we didnt put sun block. haHA. really burnt all on the face. and the arms. so red. like lobster. painful!

Day 3

waH! musclE pain!! arM paIn. face pain. dont touch my nose! 4 people: mE, tiFf, sHaron, HuihuA. cReek. didnt go out to seA. was mainly revision. learnt side strokes. j-stroke, classic draw and scarling draw. scarling for support...i scarEd. haha. some capsized. so waited for inst to pull them up using eskimo. cool. we found a jellyfish. he let us touch the top. they saw a prawn...but cldnt catch it. revised on everything. did one last eskimo. sucCesS! haha. he let us play for a while. was splashing huihua. poor thing. always bullied. it was hot. but we didnt get much burnt. both inst splashed a lot of water on us. haha. inst richard used the shell like a whistle....wah. pro. lol. did t rescue...cuz we wanted to capsize. hot! so we did. haha. went up. bath. then theory. abt diff kayaks and paddles. dancer, bandit, sea kayak...paddles... got our cerT! yaY!

dont touch me now. i'll kill you. lol. i think it was fun la. esp the last day. haha. we thought our inst was fierce on the 1st day. but now...i think he' s quite lame. quite nice oso la. haha. it was fun. only that the no. of pl girls kept decreasing. this is bad. from 10 to 4. is really throw pl facE.

i didnt go for bowling comp today. mom didnt allow. well..haaha. i didnt wanna wake up so early either. i'll just die from muscle aches. ok. i've written quite a lot. dies. i miss kayaking!! how?!?!? i really miss it now!! ha~

back from kayaking!! i want to blog abt it but my fingers dont permit me to do so today. so i'll do it tmr. i'm damn burnt. dont touch me. and my upper body is aching. wahaha!~

i'm really starting to get pisst over this game. it updates ever so damn often!!aRgH~!! just stop updating can!! it takes damn long to update on my com... and i have to wait so damn long!!

aNywAy, chinese is really taking tomorrow tomorrow. i've pushed studying to tomorrow again. sEE. that's why the govt has to cut down on the syllabus. LEARNING LIKE THAT WONT HELP ME GET AN A!! and after my o's...i'll just forget them all. what's the damn point of learning 1000+ words when only like 20 come out? this is stupid. let me tell you. if i get a B i'll be happy. contented. tuition? no way! i'd rather be jap/french/german educated anyway. let me bet anyone who is reading this that no one in the right state of mind (doesnt include nerds) would have started studying by now. gEE...i'm getting a bit emotional abt this.

anyway. patch is finally done. off to play my game!~

yo blogGiEeE... nth spectacular over this week.

i went out with mummy on friday... to taka...had this discount for members. bought a few tops. t-shirts and a tank top. prob is.... i'm supposed to find bottoms..ended up buying tops. taka didnt have much cloths for ppl our age. iseatan had more.

i really gotta get started on revision for chinese. i've been pushing it back and back. tomorrow. tomorrow i'll start. tomorrow....tomorrow. tomorow. (tomorrow never comes) have to start man.

Homework check:

English
Chinese
maths
Lit- essays
- Book

i'm having kayaking this week. wed-fri. eRrR... 3 days gone. i'll be going out early and coming home tired. how to study? lol. quite excited. i hope we get one day at the creek. the last time i kayaked, i felt like vomitting after lunch. thanx to the waves. and i dont want sun burn!!!!!!!!!! i dun mind a tan. haha. what's the highest spf for sun block anyway? aftEr that...fancy drills. oh gosh. i'm gonna get tired out. how to study?!?!!?~

my christmas template rox! wAha~

i went to watch incredibles ytd. quite late isnt it? we thought the cinema wouldnt be full...but it was almost. lol. anyway...i watched half on vcd...but the quality lousy. lols. funny. anyway...yeah. went with the usual...xt, wx, sharon, jaime. lido was cold. aTE there...and there were these policemen...walking ard...so scary. one whole grp of them.

xt and wx were laughing in the mrt...dont know why. coming back...xt and i took interest in the back of the train. cld see the tunnel. and the lights. red, green...blue.. xt kept saying so contradicting...red and green. dont know why...but we found a fascination with the lights. hAhA. how many times do you get to see these sort of tunnels? well...maybe a lot...but ppl will think you're crazy. always watching the tunnels.

i've watched polar express too. on vcd. nice bah. quite short. harry potter-ish. but it's nice. i like everything that's christmas! so i've watched 4 movies so far this hol. prob the most i've ever watched in a holiday. and i'm going on to sec4 next year! wah. shut up. i'm not looking forward to it. stupid chinese. aH. eaTing time!~

TAUFIK ROCKS! oh yeah!! hE won man!! yayay!! hAhAHa..this is good. at least s'pore will have a chance to get into world idol. lol. imagine if sly went in...oh gosh. first...if there were auditions...he wouldnt even get thru. cuz if any of you watched malaysian idol....she can sing better than taufik or sly! but at least taufik has a chance..his voice is good. maybe he'll beat other countries... but sly.... i have my doubts. hah. ok...better not type anymore abt it. but i'm happy that taufik won. lol. american idol's coming back next year...cool...

i'm going to malaysia later on. till monday. aWwWw...dont miss me. *sobsob*. yeaH....funny thing is...this time round...i have no idea what i'm doing there. usuallly... meet this person...that relative...this time...i asked my mom...what we going there for? my mom said...play computer games... uhHh...excuse me...my dad's laptop doesnt even have an internet connection. ok. so i'm stuck with playing pinball...wow. how....interesting. well...there better be lots and lots of shopping. and also TIMES SQUARE!! aHhHH!! roller coaster!!!!!!! whEEEEEEEE!! lol. other than that...it's back to watching vcds and playing computer games...without an internet connection. no msn...no email. eEk.

oK....i just love my new template. jack jack! aHhHh!! hAhA. i gtg now. see you on monday!!~

it's the last month of the year. new template...incredibles!!! cute!~

I HATE FURRY GREEN BALLS!!~

wAssuP with sCrAbblE? it's a boring gaMe. LoL. dUh...aLL thoSe "rAffles" PPl wOn...wHo do u expect? PL? HAhA.

i mEt xT, wX & FeliX aT bugiS...Don'T know wHat thEy wEre doing tHere. Oh...i KnOw..tHey weRe thinking of namEs for thE whoLe bAtch 33. -LesS. liKe You KnOw...uSeleSs, hoPEleSs... lOl. FunNy. but LAME. tHerE Are sOmE FunNuy nAmes tHO.

i cAme uP wiTH a sEt oF cuStomiSed nUmbeRs.

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niCE? lEt mE eXplAin... CodE niNeteEn.rifLe fOrtYfivE.bAtcH thIrtytHrEE.birThdaY eiGhtEentH dAY oF tHE fOrtH moNtH in tHe yEaR nInEtEeneIghTyniNe. cooL? Ha. I'M juSt boRed.~

i'm still so tired. i saw eye bags on yingle's eyes.

still had to wake up to go down and help them form a sqd for promo test. yeah. not quite much of a use anyway. ended up with 6 cadets. wow. what a large number! so that was my motive. but i ended up taking promotion test...without any preperation at all. candice ma'am brainwashed me and jaime into taking...but jaime backed out without telling me!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i only found out after i was halfway through. thanx ah. and of course...i screwed my rifle MOI and baton drills. sure wont pass wan la. anyway. i've gained experience. that's good. i'll just take my rightful promo test in jan with the rest of the sgts. haha. thanx ah. mary made us march in turon position.

gB gave us laksa. thanx.

had debrief. only like...a few of us. but 3/4 of the time we were off point. really off. talking and laughing at ppl doing silly things...falling...i dunno! and just laughing!!! was really crazy. candice and rebecca ma'am were laughing and teasing. haha. esp the ppl who entertained ignorantly. haha.

i got scolded by my mom. for not going for piano and changing the day. oops. sorry la. didnt know the craziness would last so long. haa. so the same 6 of us went to serangoon mac to eat ice cream. and as usual mary would be hungry by then. so she ate a meal. haha.

i need to diet. F A T~

i'm back! too tired to type ytd. was practically staring at the tv watching austin powers ytd.

weLl...camp. generally quite slack. even the sec3s. there were funny moments..come to think of it. was so funny. promotion test....someone's beret so low...practically doing blind drills. haa. then cc test...

xt: what knot do you tie to a sleeve ring?
s: erm...bow....eRR...bow something. erM...is it bowling?
xt: bowling? (um cheo-ing) is that your final ans?
s: eRr...ya. bowling.

waHaHaHaHaHaHAhaHA!!! almost peng. i-games was quite ok. same ppl did silly things. poor cadets. turaiya made them kiss the mud. and suying's hair was damn sudki. ha. oh yes. i got so tired of maggie mee in the afternoon (4 ppl 4 packets). so i ate biscuits and milo for dinner. practically the usual peeps. SHY...me, celene...weiling...etc. the rest ate maggie mee.

skip to night walk. the most fun part!! seriously. i was so bored at the start point. but this is also the camp where the most ppl cried!! aHhH! oh man. are they scared or are they scareD? haha. the help code was damn funny. cuz we couldnt think of any other.

heLp = i'm a banana
fear not = i'm a papaya.

i heard most said it in the nco room. poor things. got scared by the dark and turaiya again. haha. so many funny incidents!!!!!!!! and it's really funny when u say it.

2nd day...fire drill at 3 am. we did some drills. and i must say that ee boon ma'am was totally disappointed in us. she didnt even bother to do anything. sigh. i'm feeling so guilty. sorRy ma'am. really very sorry. the rest of the camp was ok. but as i said...generally slack. no pumpings until candice ma'am broke the ice. but i heard they had to unpitch their tents at 3...and they slept in the newspp stand.

went back to sleep like a pig after that.~

Breakaway by Kelly Clarkson
Princess Diaries 2

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of a could-be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)

Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around wild indoors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway~

vc todaY!

i would say it was quite a success today....with some minor screw ups which was solved fast. was cool. but i tell you. i freaked at the sight of the mealworms. esp the fried ones. eEeeEeWw! me and grace were just doing the results tabulation. haha.

now...i did a stupid thing. really stupid. haha. shant type it out. but it's really stupid. haha. anyway...marist did the 3 tasks in 1 min. oh gosh. mad.

rebecca ma'am asked us to eat the xtra mealworms aft that. i freaked. and many of us too. said it tasted like nuts. eEeWw!!~

yOyO!! i'm having a migrain. i'm refraining from taking panadol. anyway...glad to hear that sharon's ok.

so anyway...lessons in the morning...-_-zzzZz. we did postcards for np. i dunno how they took so long to do 150 postcards. aft that was fancy drill...funny! we learnt vert and horizontal flip. cool.

aHh! charmed. bye!~

ahh!! hello bloggie!! haha. congrats to the pl floorball team for winning 1st. now....who dares to say pl sure lose wan?!?! hehe. oh man....unless you love high pitch screams...you wouldnt wanna be there. these schools were like screaming!! dots. so loud. almost went deaf.

ok. so me, tiff and grace went off 1st...nco course helper. no. actually...shuo hao yi dian is logistics. ha. went to heartland to eat laksa. then went to school. ok so the past two days wasnt that bad for me. i didnt undergo any serious bullying....just some teasing. like ytd...i met yibin sir in the bus. (and he talked so softly i cldnt hear a thing). ok...then after that me, tiff and grace were sitting down and well...the "luohan" thing started again.

hAhAs. so today...we helped out in the campcraft thingy. move here move there....tiring...but fun. i started pegging while the others went to move more things...oh boy...i miss the sound of pegs!! ahhHhhH!! haha. (tho i'm not a pegger la) then ee boon ma'am was teaching flagstaff nd i was acting pro...haha. nah. just wanted to join them...but no one invited me. so i wont be so bhb as to go there and ask. (bu qing zi lai) anyway... yeAh. went up to 4th level classroom to pass wh sir some key...and he started telling his cadets..."this girl look like luohan". hahahahaha. then he started the "last time...she my grp wan.." ergh. so embarrasing! hahahaha!!

ok. on the way back... mrs goh wanted to buy drinks for the CIs. so we helped her carry. (she's really caring.) so we went to offer drinks and the "luohan"thing started again. whateveR. yep.

after that...went to watch cc comp video...me and tiff were like laughing our way thru!! cuz mrs goh put it on FFW. so turaiya really looked so cartoon pegging so fast! really funny. but it was gr8. cc team sld really see this. hahahahaha. esp the capt and vice capt. haha.

i'm tired of typing ler. but seriously i feel that last year's jnco course was more fun...and funny! maybe it's just cuz the few of us were in cookie monster. hahah. and all the crazy things that happened. hAaa. i think our badge really naughty. kana so many pumpings. hEeX. ~

i have nth to write. except that i'm full these 3 weeks.

week1: lessons, jnco course
week2: a math lessons, pack nco room, and np sessions
week3: camp prep and camp itself.

i'm so dead.

anyway. beishan advised me to write this if i didnt know what to write on my blog.

i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan.
i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan. i miss beishan.
i miss beishan. i miss beishan.
i miss beishan. i miss beishan.
i miss beishan. i miss beishan.
i miss beishan. i miss beishan.
i miss beishan. i miss beishan.
i miss beishan. i miss beishan.
i miss beishan. i miss beishan.
i miss beishan. i miss beishan.

there. haha. happy?~

Why The Egg Broke
Junior Nco Course 2003

firstly. some of the activities conducted required us to go on our hands and knees.
some of these activities were the physical training, doing punishments, and the topograhpy as we had to move around a lot.
it was mainly during the physical training that the egg broke into tweo pieces.
during the atomic situps, someone accidentally sat on the person who was holding the egg in the pocket.
thus, the half damaged egg was damagaed even further.
during the caterpillar pushups, we had to lie flat too thus smashing the egg.
the egg was damaged partly because of this.
i'm not saying that these activities wholely caused the egg to break.
we were also careless with the egg in the handling and keeping it.
most of the time we did not think of the condition of the egg and just left it to one person to keep it.
thus, it was not onloy one person's fault that the egg broke because it was the responsibility of the whole group to keep it in good condition.
We did not care about the gg mosr of the time thus not knowing how the egg was.
This is why the egg broke. (200 words)~

Say It Isn't So

Skies are dark
It's time for rain
Final call, you board the train
Heading for tomorrow
I wave goodbye to yesterday
Wipe the tears you hide your face
Blinded by the sorrow
How can I be smiling like before
When baby you don't love me anymore

Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so

Tempt to find but at least we've tried
We're still alive with hopes this time
As they closed the door behind you
We're so alone and time stands still
Shake the ground beneath the wheels as
I wish I'd never found youWohoh
How can I be smiling when you go
Will I be strong enough to carry on

Miles, miles to go
Before I can sail
Before I can nail my love for you to sleep
Oh darling
I get miles, miles to go
Before anyone will ever hear me laugh again

Gareth Gates

parting is painful. i've finally come to a full understanding of that.

i really felt like crying in school. yes. today's the last day that we see our seniors. they'll be on study leave next week. parting with this badge is esp painful...one, because we're only 1 year apart and two, we're closer than with other batches. it's painful to see them go. i really wanted to start crying in the hall. but i have this record about not crying during sch hours. hEld back my tears.

if i hadnt joined np...i wouldnt have been able to meet such nice n good seniors...and from there...meet others who are not frm np. i have not regretted joining the musical...altho i may keep complaining and complaining....and complaining about it. i got to meet diff ppl with diff talents there. and it's really sad to see them go...

you never know where they're going aft sec4...whether they're going to which jc, poly oreven overseas. yes. i'll miss them. miss the happY times we had together..playing, fooling ard when we're not supposed to. to craziness and the teasings. tho they may be just fun but as i look back...i just miss that times where we laughed and what we went thru together...whether it's the scoldings and pumpings frm np...or other things like chalets, parties or just gatherings. i'll miss the times we went out together... and so many things they did for us.

ok. shut up leanmay. you're gonna start crying.

to my sEniorS...all the beSt in your O's. don't leT yourself down. =) ~

i'm gonna feel so alone. so lonely! aHh! *sob*

NeWaTer visit is on 3 nov. thanx ah. i'm going for atc can? anyway. hope ms ferng will put me in the1st slot. 2 nov. but then it'll be with other classes! i'll be a loner. yes. i do havE friends. duh. but it's not those you usually go with. no fun. *sob* ferng was talking to long today. cldnt talk to her. sEE la! all this traces back to what? musical. -_-. if i went for my own area's atc...all this trouble wouldnt have happened. erGh.

ok. so it's decided. i-am-going-to-take-sciences-in-JC! i hate humanities. it's practically...inhuman! how can that erGH! teacher fail me? by one mark! thanx. my humanities sux la. pig. the highest in class is even lower than what i got for mid year. pig pig pig. hate you hate you hate you. how to rely on geog to pull up SS? mad mad mad. thank God i made it for lit. hA. did waYyYy better than mid year. heeX. i so hate this.

~*AloNe on 2 NoV*~

ok school today wasnt so boring. congrats to a2! hA. at least we made it to top 4. hEE. after that was alright. some went to view the holding school. the rest... watched movies. i thought...actually most of us thought deep blue sea would be boring at first. but soon we started screaming at the top of our voices when the shark came and ate someone up. scary! was screaming the whole way thru. but cool. how often do you get to watch a movie with your friends and scream your way thru? try doing that at a cinema.

tmr's grooming session. i'm so "excited". ok whatever. friday's scaRy! hAhaHa. i'm not looking forward to any paper. ~

i realised i havent blogged for almost a month. record timing! whatever. i've finally grown bored of playing gunbound. i cant go on playing everyday. i'll die of boredom. maybe tmr?

ok. it's just the 1st day of post exam and i can predict that it isnt gonna be a fun week. inter-house games tmr. grooming course on wed. and today's "board games"...wasnt any board game at all. scrabble? boggle? yo. i play that with my mum. not with my friends. and i usually end up watching tv instead of thiking of words.

friday's not gonna get any better. i'm waiting to see how badly i failed my a math paper. and humanities? ha! i'm not looking forward to it.~

been mugging the whole week!!!!! will be until i finish exams. only reason i allowed myself to come online today was to get some info.

stressEd!! stupid exams. so much to study. pig pig pig!!

mummy bought a few guppies. hEE. cuteXx. but my parrot fish's cuter.

np on saT was ok. was great. hA. we finally took over. muster parade was good. mary's voice was too low! ha. games...water bomb. got really wet. lAa.~

eveR wondered how sian really feels like? it's not bored or tired. it's just....s-i-a-n. school today is one good example. typical sian. freE 2 periods at the start of the day. double math. physics was ok...considering i like the chap on light. double english just talking abt tmr's oral. i fell asleep. which i normally wont unless i'm sick or really sian. a math was just going thru corrections and a lil of chap 11. sian or what? it was really hot and the sun rose so early today. making it feel like 7am altho it was just 6.45. i came home feeling lethargic. and with my muscles still aching, haha. i cldnt climb the stairs that well, nor cld i sit down properly. heEx. weLL. it's just the 1st day of term 4 and i'm complaining. shall look forward to the days ahead and it's time i started studying!!!~

tired. my legs cant move, back pain. hA. it was worth it. promotion test.

waited till 10 to take. practised outside the staffroom. saw ms ferng. she straightened her hair. promotion. grace was good. haha. guess what? i did sedia for moi!! aHaHaHaha!! cool cool. was staring at grace when i said it. then xt got senang diri! heEx. she stare at me. no one did sendeng....or however u spell it. so no one got it for moi. some were good some were...hMMM....laA. hA. but on the whole was ok la. the 4 present sgts took the lcps. wonder how it went. they get to do moi next week. thank god we did it today. erMx. after that went bk. met me partner. tireD now. good night!~

yOoO! firstly, i wanna say happy teachers day to all teachers.

okie. the celebration was ok la. quite tiring even when you're the audience. ha. kewl. didnt know that so many teachers were thought by the present teachers in school! ms ferng taught ms kok! cool!

stayed back for chem. went thru test papers. i cant stand it. 1 more mark! and that mark was just cuz i was careless! i always miss full marks like tht. eRgH! hA. anyway, i left halfway. heck. she allowed us to leave. those who have no more corrections. yea.

going swimmin afterwards. meanwhile, still struggling to dl gunbound. 61%! ahhH! so long more! i wanna play. classmates have been talking about it.~

came home at 9.30 last night. went for violin.

grace was late. but we reached there on time. thank god she didnt scold today during violin again. well, i guess cuz there were other people there. managed to play the concerto...but got lost somewhere in space. was trying to keep the same bowings with the others for music of the night.

we didnt know where to eat after that. vivian and i wanted pastamania. but. there were some objections. ended up at heartland mac. heartland mac! 1st thing, heartland (boring). 2nd thing, mac?! i'm sick of mac. mian qiang la. well. sat there and talked and laughed with mindy, grace, josephine and vivian. i think we're mad. talked abt loads of stuff. and kept laughing. mindy was imitating josephine.

we kept seeing weird things that day. 1st in the mrt, we saw a pair of gays. this girl side of the gay kept taking pictures and he kept posing in some akward way. mindy imitated him later. so funny!! anyway, we were all staring at him. so disgusting! hAhA! and later while walking back to the bus stop, me and josephine spotted a pair of lesbians. at first we thought it was just a couple. then they turned and the were both girls. o-kay..dots....

went home with josephine. took 105 with me. found out she stays very near me. cool. but i was late home by 30 mins. there's cell on tue. wonder who's going. there's violin on wed...wonder who's going.~

i finally have new songs to play on the computer. yAy! concerto in D minor sounds great. but too fast for me to play.~

i cant stand it anymore!! i have to download kazaa! i've been listening to the same old songs for the past few days over cyberweek! hopefully my com doesnt hang when using it.

couldnt resist coming online. nothing to do, nothing to watch.

gosh. does she have pms today or what? she kept scolding us during violin. we have always been so talkative, so restless, so rowdy. why is she only scolding us now? kept staring at me. so i stare back lor! (crush me ah?) no. anyway. was ok. she kept going thru the same parts. and expects us to play the whole song? hello?! we havent even really gone thru in detail the rest of the piece. how to make it by next fri? xiang yi xiang ba. and everytime we only get to play 2 or 3 pieces. sigh. i shouldnt be complaining but...

okie. gonna go do kazaa installation!~

whOoO!! i changed my blogskin. didnt really like the previous one. at least this is betta. this is black! yeaH! but i find it a bit messy. with the white words and stuff. well...this would make do for the next few months.

cyberweek's finally come to a close! another whOoO!! my eyes are gonna pop out. *pop* sigh. i guess it's time to go back to school and eat canteen food. i think i've put on weight during the 3 days. hEEx.

nth to do ler. byes!~

bloggie!!!!!!!!!! miss me??

i've spent these 3 days staring in front of the computer. i tell you...i'm not gonna come online for no reason for the next few days! i'd rather study! i'm sick and tired of the computer!

cyberweek day1: woke up at 5am just to do module 2.
day 2: module 3 & 1
day 3: who knows?

been doing this for the past 3 days: computer, read, tv, computer, read, tv, computer, read, tv.

no gunbound for me to play. whaTeveRs. eyes popping out soon.~

heng ah!! wah. sho heng! lao shi can see my typing on the net. hehe. that means i dont need to go back to school to do! yaY! yea. having to change in and out of hansware to read is better than going back to school. lalalala. ~

it's official. my computer is mad. m-a-d mad. no matter what you do to it, it'll still be crazy. see, if i open hansware, i cant see the chinese words. not unless i put it to IE4 compatible. but my IE is IE6. and once i put it to IE4 compatible, i cant type the words into the box. that means, to type, i have use normally, but when i type, i cant see anything. to see it, i have to switch to IE4 compatible. crazy or what?~

reformating is one good thing. but it's still troublesome. damn. the IE here is only IE4. i need IE5 and above for cyberweek. and my hansware cant work with IE4. not say it cant work. strange thing is...when i start it i cant read the chinese words. how am i supposed to do my cyberweek like that man? one more thing. it's damn quiet. no mp3!~

ahhH!!! reformatting the computer was the best thing that happened to the computer. i feel so light now. no more junky!! whOoO!! but i have to reinstall everything. msn, msn plus, media player9.... take my time la. i've installed hansware. it can finally work!! yay! i think this com's quite ready for cyberweek exept for macromedia flash. hehe. diff things here and there. scroll bars are finally with colour...as they're supposed to turn out. oops. i have an a math test tmr...~

pl won the challenge shield this year. cool man. yeAh. well...for netball...pl was first. beat yy and zhss. oOo. we were so nervous. the match against zhss was a good one. they were no pushovers. they were good. but pl managed to win. heex. bball...i wasnt there to watch. but pl won too. street soccer was alrights. the girls were more gentle with the ball. pl lost to zhss at the last minute. cheering...duh. pl won. go sqdmates! so we got the shield. cool. what was entertaining was the officer's match. the CIs wore their lamers jersy. haha. and their match was great. some were real pro. *thumbs up*

i went home frm there. only to find that my face was red and burnt and my arms and legs were burnt too. 2 colours. this is what you get for sitting under the sun for too long. thinking that you can tan youself but actually you're burning yourself.

went for violin lesson at funan. i was late. as always. grace didnt go. and mindy & josephine went for church. which leaves me to play "solo" for the concerto in d minor. well. dr wong played the whole piece. and most of us were stoning there. trying our best to find our way back to the piece. we did. at the last 3 notes. such a sense of "satisfaction". the other pieces were alright i guess.

went to eat dinner with my family. went to see my bro's workplace. cool. he was drooling over this computer that his shop sold. its a computer cum radio cum tv cum dvd cum vcd player/writer. which had to cpu and had a wireless internet. and cost only $2999. now that's cool. well. i hope my bro changes his com soon. i can inherit his old one (which is still quite new) and get rid of this dying computer over here. (freaky. continued playing the song altho i exited from yibin sir's blog)

yeS! finally. i don't need to stay back for anything anymore. i seriously need to catch up on my work as well as my violin. well...yeaH. i still have piano tmr. other than that. heex. i'm coming home to slack. ;) ~

i don't know. i listened to a sad song and i started to feel sad. what is this? pms? maybe. i feel funny, cant explain it.

anyway, chinese o's are out. cool. wonder how they fared. heard that a2 didnt do quite well.

i look calm. i feel calm. but inside i'm actually dying. it's my piano exam tmr. and i have this feeling i'll screw up somewhere. but i wont. i know i wont. (i get to miss lessons!!) i musn't.

trainings in the afternoon have been alright. played with the soccer team. vanessa (sec2) is good at scoring. and i had great fun blocking her. cheerleading is going fine. i think. they'll look nice with the pom poms. soccer...kewl. the only game that i dont know how to play.

i feel so tired nowadays. just wanna lie down and sleep till noon. some lessons are completely boring. but i cant help listening cuz my conscience takes over and forces my ears to listen. yaWn. nothing interesting's happening. except for challenge shield on sat. i feel so bored.~

i so hate my computer ya? thanx a lot. i blogged so much. it's time i changed my com.

well..to cut it short..shopping for the perfect gift isnt that easy. and. considering that you're rushing for time...that makes it more difficult. beishan woke up late. so we had to go for the later service. so we decided to go to ps and look ard. and ended up not deciding what to buy and ended up late in church. hA.

piano concert was alright. i made a huge load of mistakes. but my 2nd piece was great. no mistakes. and this student of my piano teacher's friend...woaH! so pro! (violin) heR vibrato! so cool! her pieces were so long and she memorized all! i think she was abt my age. must be abt grade 7? her fingerings...her vibrato. i fell in love with it. and if she was a guy...i would've wanted to marry him! so now...my mid-term goal: to play like that girl. cOol man. that's what a violin should sound like.

anyway, happy birthday to singapore (yA...like i'm so patriotic!) ha. happy birthday to xiaoting too!! august is one month that i go broke. so many birthdays!~

i just feel a need to write this. i just need to get it off my chest.

why. why. why. why. why. do you keep complaining?!?!? like just shudup and accept what you're supposed to do can? wait. everyone knew what you wanted. but you only told your friends. how are the others supposed to know?? they dont have ears hanging around in school you know. so what..you expect them to put you into wherever you want to be? how do they even know?

so of course they'll just put you into something else. you're lucky if you had gotten what you want...but you're not so just accept the damn fact and fufill your duty. and you're just pushing all to others just cuz you dont like yours? what's this? irresponsibility? just cuz you dont like it doesnt mean you dont have to do anything. what if i tell them abt it? what will happen to you? whatever. i just hope you'll stop your lousy attitude cuz it's not gonna help in any way and ppl will just get irritated.

the damn reason why you're sulking right now is cuz you just told ur friends...who else knew? no one. what can you expect? just learn to accept that you cant have all the things in life can? stop being a spoilt brat. i am getting irritated with you...you/re always like that. any small thing that you dont get...you say you wanna quit. you might as well quit right now. quit from the whole thing.

there. i got it off my chest. feels better. i dont think anyone understands what i'm saying. haha~

finally...5 aug. it's finally gonna be over. everything. like after a busy july...thank god. it's time i started concentrating on my studies as well as my piano. sigh. it's just like campcraft. going back early will be a weird thing again. hA.

anyway... i asked mary to do the stand down thing today. so exciting! put notice on the board without officers signature. cool. hAaAaA. i havent gotten the file from wenxin yet. cant really remove notices from the board yet. this is an exciting job. at least it's not those slacker type. yet some ppl are crying over it. sigh.

i just realised after this weekend i still have loads. piano exam, geog test on wed, lots of hmk, challenge shield, peer tutoring. how i wish 1 day had 36 hrs. i could sleep half of it and work on the other half.

there's really nothing to type. off to play gunbound...or something.~