i didnt want to come online today. wanted to study physics. but i gave into temptation after studying 1 chapter.

well...i think it was a good decision. or not i'll not be able to come online till next sunday. being just 2 days away from farewell..i still have this farewell spirit in me. reading hEr blog almost made me cry. if my computer was in my room...i would cry my eyes out.

i wouldnt say farewell was very well done. i wouldnt say it was badly done either. but being a campfire, and being in the carpark, being the one who is organising, it's a totally different atmosphere. you dont really feel like crying. not all the time like in the past years. haha. well...i think not until constance ma'am started it.

but yeah. after reading her blog. i really feel like crying. i'm gonna miss 'em. how they lead, how they do things. taking over is a totally different matter. we're not sec2 anymore...we're not waiting for the next batch to take over....WE are taking over. it was every of our dream to take over. always dreaming of when we're taking over...when we don't need to suffer anymore. but now, i don't know about you. but i feel that i'm gonna miss how others manage the unit. we know nuts abt this. we didnt understudy.

and i think what gwen ma'am said is true. you don't treasure the np sessions when you're sec1 or sec2...but now...as we take over...treasure all the times you get to dawn on the uniform. yes. i am gonna do so (although the uniform is damn hot).

it's a whole new perspective now. well...i mean after the sec4s really leave. like...after ndp. wonder what it'll be like. wonder who are in what comittees. constance ma'am wants me to take over store. seriously speaking...i don't mind. tidying up the rifle range...hehe. nd i'll pick up all the dowel poles and the flagpole...and start getting emotional abt campcraft again. haha.

yes. i'll miss the sec4s. afterall, they've been with us since we were sec1s. they've been with us thru the punishments, chalets, camps, crazy moments, drills...so many. gonna esp miss those who i am or i was close to.

i feel so sad. don't know what to say. to batch 32, wish you all the best in everything...o's...etc.

(wish me luck for the next week ahead! starting this busy schedule again~)

7 days since i've blogged. well. i've been busy. VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY BUSY. all who's fault? yA. you may be able to guess. for those who cant, give you a hint. it's not np.

ok. ytd was farewell. so saD!!!!!! haha. yep. we were hMm. disorganised? oops. yeA. well, only a few cried. phEw. or else i'll start too. yep. was running ard here and there....serving. went home late. anyway, they took the mat frm the teacher's table. and me and xt didnt know. we threw it into the bin. oops! die. take out and wash. haha. put back and dry. lalalala.

not much time for interaction la. but felt like crying when yuling ma'am talked abt the time we cried. abt that story. and wanted to cry even more when gwen ma'am said she'll esp miss the cc team. aW man. really wanted to cry.

yeA. today went to school to prac. prac in the e.hall...hand was frozen. then stoned in the hall. on the way home...was with ruoyi, euodia, faith and a sec1...ruoyi was horny. talked abt...haha. yea. dunno how we came up with a half dress rehersal on monday. yea. wear half the clothing.

well...here's my programme for next week.

Monday: Full dressed rehersal at acsb
Tuesday: Photo taking
Wednesday: nothing yet. but maybe GOH practise?
Thursday: last rehersal
Friday: ATC!!! nah. musical of course.
Saturday: ATC!!! no. musical.
Sunday: finally! a break! no. go train for napfa challenge.

i'm busy. dont expect to see me online till next sunday. see ya!~

this is irritating. i'm sorry if i'm being irritating. but i am being irritated that's why i am this way.

don't talk to me about musical anymore. i want to hear none of it. seems like they all want me to join musical. and dun wan me to go atc? shit them la. it's my passion to go for atc.

anyway. Bible says "let not your heart be troubled" right? if you don't have the peace to do something, don't do it. if you don't have the peace to eat something, don't eat it. so, i dont feel at peace going for musical. so why am i still doing it? easy answer. i feel like i'm being forced to. i know they say what dun let peer pressure affect you. but what if i chose atc? i'll be black listed? i'll get into deep trouble. so they're indirectly forcing me to go 4 what i dont want. it's like...they say i have a choice. but actually i dont. why cant you just grant me the freedom of choice? i prefer atc, i love np more, i'd rather train up my stamina at camp rather that strain my fingers while playing the violin. yea. i know it was my fault i didnt say so earlier. but how can you totally blame me? i was told that i wasnt confirm in the thingy. so i didnt really seed the urgent need to go find her. so yes. what's the deal abt changing the programme? at the most just announce that there's a change. or dont let ppl know la. does it matter to strangers anyway?

this turned out to be longer than expected. but i wanna say....and i'm not afraid to say that...my heart will be with camp camp camp thruout this. i will never change my opinion of this. nEvEr. so too bad.

i shant say anymore. because i'll start crying again if i do.~

i think i've finally decided on something.

Camp. AtC. and here are my reasons. first and foremost, you think the officers will allow me not to go?

secondly, call me lazy. Musical needs practise. Atc...just go there and chiong and have fun!

thirdly, i got this feeling atc will be more fun. besides the punishments and the lack of sleep. duh right. camps are more fun. musical...you feel a sudden sense of great achievement after it finishes. but at the same time you feel like you have a great burden off your back.

forthly, if i go for musical, i either wont get to go for atc at all or i'll have to go with other areas. tell me, who feels safe going with other ppl you dont know? i mean, you'll feel lonely. yes. you make new friends. but having friends that you know well is better. good sqdmates that will care more abt you than any others.

Fifthly, i cant turn up for most of the musical practises. If i do, i'll miss GOH trainings and sec4 farewell. And i'm not directly involved in the musical. GOH is a yes. and sec4 farewell...we're in charge.

Sixthly, either you're committed to one or another. In this case, it can't be both.

Seventhly, rope obst and campcraft seems more appealing to me. Night walks...campfires...they all sound betta. yes. i know musical is a once in a lifetime thing. but so is sec3 atc. heard it's a lot different from sec2 atc. and i want my badge. haha.

Eighthly, i'll be missing and probably thinking of what i'll be doing at musical at atc, but i'll sure be angry and missing my sqdmates and jealous of them when they come back if i go for musical.

so there you go. 8 reasons as to why i chose atc. i don't know what ms loh's reaction will be if i tell her tmr. but if she insists i go for musical. it's not my prob anymore. i'll leave it to the 2 teachers to argue it out. i'll just tell her that i wanna go for atc.
if turaiya can quit from the main cast just to go for atc, why can't i? i'm not saying i'm not interested in violin anymore, but my decision is atc. you either be loyal to one or the other. in this case, i choose np. so don't try to change me decision. i'm promising myself i'll stick to it.~

dunno dunno dunno dunno dunno.

camp musical camp musical camp musical.

chinese chem chinese chem chinese chem.

everything! i forgot to bring home my chem book. die.

i don't wanna think about camp or musical. i'll talk about today. it's been 3 weeks since i've been back to my own church. after going to ncc for the past 3 weeks. was getting used to going to serangoon mrt at 9.50. anyway. aH. see la. not ard for 3 weeks. the youth led the whole worship thing today. and almost everything was run by the youths today. cool. even the message. hA. a bit of screw ups. but very well done for the first time. laAaAa.

i have tons of chinese to study tomorrow. sure, i would love to go watch spiderman tmr. but i have lots of cheng yu, yan yu and guan yong yu to learn! mrs goh wrote one thing on the board and the paper said another. how am i supposed to know how many to learn?

kinda looking forward to the sec4 farewell practise on tue. we're finally in charge. finally. wonder how it'll turn out. wonder who'll be the first to scold. and who'll be the fiercest. hEE

i decided to add this in...
goodness! *smacks head* why is everyone so bloody pisst abt training sessions? what's everyone's problem? just relax a bit can? hello?!? you think only you are damn tensed up? like everyone is! so just stop this abt what...so pisst...so disappointed abt this and that. complaining won't help. wanna make a difference? well do something about it! don't just sit in your chair and type it in your blog! (i'm referring to myself too. look at what i'm doing now.) yes. writing something in your blog may or may not wake ppl up. (eRm.i think i'm contradicting myself.)

ok. whatever. i'm getting too tensed with everything going on. just feel like asking someone to decide everything for me. something like the perfect decision? i don't wanna keep thinking of which one i should go for. i feel like i'm stuck somewhere between two walls...unable to move. so don't blame me if i'm cranky this July. i really have lots going thru my mind. Lord, please help me find the peace so that i'll be able to make the right decision. Thank you. ~

hAppY yOutH daY! hMm. teachers put up a good performance today. fashion show. nice. ms lau...so hip! if she dressed like that...maybe she wont look so old. hehe. quite chio oso. hMM. mrs tan was funny. haha. ms ferng. wHoOo!! she can shake man!! haha. ms ang so active. cool. looked good in the street wear.

anyway. yep. lessons lessons. and my time-table didnt change! eRgH! i'm stuck with double periods. and physics. cool. this is real cool. 1 week and we finished 2 chpts! 3 periods one chapt. today another 2...finished another. cool right? tests start next week. i'm so dead. with np np np...staying back almost everyday. how am i supposed to study for test?

speaking of np. today was ok la. time passed fast. thank god. my feet were killing me. sole cramp. ok. so we saw ThIs sec1 learning to march. i was trying to control myself frm even um cheo-ing. but i saw sharon shaking. so i started laughing. and yingle too. erm. ha. it's really funny. not that i kpo go look can? is right in front of me...i cant look away right? was really funny. after that laughed and laughed. haha.

whatever. i'm not in the best of mood now. no one is to piss me off. guess what. just when i started giving up the thought of attending musical...playing violin...ms loh gave me and grace the scores for musical. and that really stirred my feelings again. and now. i'm in a dilemma. i've counted. by the rate np trainings are going. i only have time to attend drips and draps of practise sessions...and only 1 full rehersal. and...AnD...even if i do practise...i cant even go? unless you allow me to go for atc with other areas? but still...i will be so lonely. so yes. musical...atc...musical...atc. dont try to convince to to go for either. cuz i really wanna go for both. i cant say which one i wanna go more. so dont attemp to say anything about persuading me.

as i said. july is a bad month. everything clashes. i'm either gonna go crazy. or physically breakdown. i hope july passes fast. really really really fast. get on to august!~

hurray!! *clap clap* i repaired the computer! turns out that there was some programme interfering with the IE. deleted it.

no time to type much. i'm growing older. i just forgot to polish my boots and badges! dead.~

aHhhhHHhHh. gimme a break la! stupid com. always giving me problems. i still cant open IE. and guess what. i tried. i tried to dl msn explorer! and it kept hanging. cldnt even log in. log in oso cannot! whAt's wrong with this com?!?! it's time to get a new one!

anyway. cool man. this whole singapore blackout. lalalala. mine came back ard 30mins. thank god. hehe. it was cool. outside pitch dark. was gonna sleep. but came out and stare into space. no air-con. no fan. how to sleep? lalla

anyway. school today was ok la. SS...ms ang came in. ms chin!! no more ms chin! why does sch. keep changing teachers?!?!? will they just stop it! ok. nvm. haha. she let us watch spiderman! lalalala. cool.

i dont wanna write anymore. this computer is making me depressed.~

something's really wrong with this thing. and windows explorer keeps hanging. something's wrong with this computer.

i'm sorry to say...1st day of school and i'm already complaining. i don't care who reads this.. this is my blog. i am free to write anything i want. no one can condemn me. so read it and keep your mouth shut if you have any bad comments.

i-want-my-form-teacher-back! i want mrs tan back! wth lor. gimme new teacher...who is...boring! totally. so i judge someone on the first day. who cares? 1st impression counts. and to me, she's boring. lil bit of resemblance to ms loh though. the way she talks. i'm not saying i cant adjust to changes...i just feel mrs tan's way of handling things are better. wait. wait until i find out the main reason why...then i'll come back and write more. continuing...she asked us to intro ourselves on paper. erM. who we like best in the class? huH? hello? what kinda bo liao qn is that? like i always ask.."wu liao mei shi zuo ah?"

so you see...school hasnt gotten off to a good start for me. hope it improves. monday's boring. well...math..hA. ms kang didnt have a math TB. cannot teach. so we did our own things. she's still the same. soft...likes to sHhHhH. haha. we'll see how her teaching for math is la. haha. funny girl. and from np!! hAhA. still a bit the not over it. hehe. my senior senior senior senior.............. hA.

wHaT's in store for me tmr? hopefully something betta. physics and chem. maybe science will be bettA. hopefully.~

something's wrong with my IE. i'm using windows explorer.

and so...today's the last day of my freedom. well...at least until the next holiday! anyway. yes. went to church this morning with beishan. yep. hMm.... shine Jesus shine brought back memories. yes. good memories. memories of church camps...light sticks...sigh. those were the days... ha.

i ate an expensive lunch. at esplanade library. cuz beishan went there to pia hmk. i went home...pia some newspaper thing. more or less done. more or less packed. stupid time-table.

i go thru this every last day of the holidays... i don't wanna go back to school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cries. i dun wanna wake up early. bleah. cant stand it. i dun wanna start studying again. erGh. esp with the change of new teachers. what's the problem with the school? sec3 is foundation year! ergh

4get it. no amt of complaining will give me 1 xtra week of hols.~

That's Why(You Go Away) by Micheal Learns to Rock

Baby want you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up
Now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head


Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There is so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore

It's been a crazy and hectic week with pk course and drills. now that it's over, i feel a small tinge of relief. small. another problem's popped up. it's called HOMEWORK.

Saturday is gonna be more relaxing. But, it's the "choing-ing day". i am gonna chiong all my homework. all that i can do that is. as for those i have no idea how...well...good luck to me.

meanwhile, yeS! slacked the whole day. i'm addicted to reading harry potter again. hopefully i dont get a chance to read it tomorrow! or else i'll be reading thruout. anyway, you! hey you! don't you dare disturb me tomorrow you hear? disturb me and i'll cut of your head on the first day of school. that would at least provide me with some entertainment...since monday's lessons are boring! -oops- i'm not over with the time-table thing!

i have seemed to have forgotten that i still have a sunday. that's a day to start worrying where all my books are, where all my hmk is and whether i forgot anything for school. mind you, i have only 1 pair of shoes left for school...since i soiled one during kayaking.

this one month has passed so fast. school stuff. i'm not surprised if in the near near near future, there would be a "give us back our holidays!" protest right here in Singapore.

still, "let your heart not be troubled". i know i'm becoming obsessed with this phrase but it's from te bible! in other words, in profound english, "find peace in whatever you do." in simple enlish..."lac la!" i'm not saying to lac abt your hmk and stuff...just don't over-worry. hA. reminds me of hermoine in harry potter. whateVeR.~

i just read someone's blog. and yes. i'm among the "few" to read it. we weren't there yesterday, she must have been very angry. i want to say. sorry on behalf. well, i'm scared. ha. i know our attitude has been sucky. even my own sqdmates, who don't bother to turn up when they just don't feel like coming. (sorry to offend anyone) sad to say, i didnt feel like going for today's training too. i think majority didn't feel like it. but hey. we still went. and on monday, when i was having a fever, i was thinking...if i dont get well by thurs, i'll probably come and sit down for 4 hrs? see, i cant stay at home. mom's not here. no one to write letter for me. i cant get an mc. too expensive and i have almost every kind of medicine at home. i'm scared. i'm scared i'll fall ill tmr. i'm sorry.

well...yeah. too bad for those people who didnt come today. they may have gotten into GOH. but now, well...in the first place, since they dont even bother to turn up, why wld they bother whether they're in GOH right? hA. nvm. let's talk about happier things.

selection for GOH...was more like..."american idol"? hahahaha. i'm not saying that we had "she bangs" auditions. it was just that they grouped us into 3 grps. 2 which would go into GOH. 1 supporting. happened that me and xt were in beishan ma'am's grp. ying le was in michelle ma'am's. then they moved me and xt to michelle ma'am's. then they announced ren cui ma'am, beishan ma'am's group was in the GOH. ok. imagine how i felt. but. ying le? not getting in? huh? ha. turned out they played a joke on us. aH. that was entertaining.

mr yeo again. aH. i say it was quite a good session towards the end. learning how to stop and the sound of the drums during parade. but we were laughing at erm. the way the drum sounds were imitated? haha. well. that's how it is.

piano. i screwed up what i played. totally. forgot all the notes though i had the score in front of me. what? cant blame me right? pk pk pk. ha. nono. fever fever fever. thank god i recovered fast. and i really mean thank you Lord! anyway, yes. i was trying to beat the sound of the construction outside. naturally i played...loudly? oops. a bit to aggressive.

"Let your heart not be troubled"<----- uH...John chapter 15 verse something. so find peace in whatever you do. and if you dont have the peace, don't do it. and don't be so troubled. it'll make you look older.~

what the. obviously someone's trying to stop me from complaining abt my time -table. thanx 4 disconnecting me. whatever. i'll type it out again then. i scared you ah! this time table sucks. totally. the worst thruout my sec school life. seen nth like this before. watch this.

1st, math teacher change again. hope i dont start failing.
2nd, WHAT IS TOTALLY DAMN WRONG WITH THE DAMN SCHOOL?!?!?! HELLO?!?! EVER HEARD OF A CLASS WHERE THE FORM TEACHER ONLY GETS TO COME IN TO HER FORM CLASS ONLY 1 PERIOD A WEEK?!?!?!? WHAT THE? ENGLISH CHANGE TO THIS ULU TEACHER. HELLO?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? I WANT MRS TAN BACK! by far the best teacher in my sch. life. thank you very much.
3rd, guess what. we have to stay back on fri just 4 cme. FRIDAY! AND IT'S NOT TAUGHT BY MRS TAN! WAH LAU. I HATE THIS!!
4th, geog and ss on the same day. humans in the same day?! you wanna drive me nuts?
5th, monday is boring
6th, i think they should change some boring lessons with a math. we still need more prac and a math and all they give is 4 periods?
7th, poor HCL girls. have to wait for 35 mins for their HCL on mondays. then stay back until so late. pity them. it's a waste of their time i would say.
in conclusion, this time-table sucks.

now, i'm so sorry. you should be wondering why this crazy lunatic hasnt blogged 4 5 days and when she does, she starts complaining abt her damn time-table. i'm so sorry. but it totally sucks. yes.

past few days pk course. i fell sick on monday. had a fever. went home to rest. tue was much betta. and today. i feel like a thousand needles have pierced my throat. hehe. yep.

well. here's what happened thruout the 5 days. sat...band concert. sun..sick. mon...sick. tue...no time. well....4days la. whatever. i'm tired. off to prepare my uniform!~

kayaking day 2

today. i'm not tired! wahahahahaha!!

ok. morning. guess what! we were earlY! like duh. went into the creek...thank god it's not the sea! i'm not seasick. but i'm getting sick of the sea. lalalala. learnt rescue. wOoOo!! cool!! totally. haha. ask for volunteer...no one volunteer. who's b'dae in apr? grace sabo me. do demo lor. capsize lor. eeEeW. but damn cool!! esp the deep water entrance or something. wahahaha. practise...then lunch

aft. lunch...learnt a few more strokes...then. play time! play to me in the water is splashing water. so i did. and soon...most of us were splashing here and there. the inst. used his paddle to splash. more efficient. wahah. so fun. then there was this half eaten apple...erm. we started playing apple polo with it? hAhA! then i saw a dead cat fish. eEeWW! i freaked!

inst. made us race to see who was the last to raft up. grAcEiE! so much 4 sabo-ing me. anyway. we all ended up singing peeping thru the window and the fisherman. hehe. horny.

anyway. play play play in the water...went back to the club. hehehehehe. washed the kayaks. then went to change. hehe. cool. got our certs. went to laminate it. our inst. quite nice la. not very strict. quite good. some peoples kept saying he's cute. erm. ok.

sigh. nice. i would like to thank jaime's sun block. i got a nice tan. instead of burn...grace. oh man. her burns are everywhere. cant touch her. it'll hurt. her face is red. ha. poor gal.

ok. went to heartland. ate kfc with grace, celene, jaime, turaiya. eat ler go mini toons buy sweets. then went to street magic. ok. we were like. caught there. caught by the magic tricks. damn nice. he persuaded us to join. haha. no money. we wan lor. but 3 ppl to $65...quite steep right? dunno la. no money currently. LaAA.

came home at 8? he. still floating. yay! tmr can wake up late! 3 cheeRs!~

kayaking day 1

i'm floating!! here and there...left to right...right to left...dont talk to me abt the sea right now.

i'm lazy to write the details. let's see...we arrived late. why? cuz...we got lost. batch 33 has this tendency to get lost whenever we go to an unfamiliar place.

ok. we did capsize drill in the morning...till abt 1230. we went into the water...kayak a bit...went 4 lunch. i sldn have eaten chicken rice. i felt nauseous after that.

went back...practise on all the strokes. lallala. felt like puking. dieded. haha. FFW...learnt how to get onto the kayak when you capsize.

i really cant write anymore. floating away~~~~~~

i've never spent so long cropping pictures b4.

anyway. went out to watch harry potter again today. yAy!! not as thrilling as the 1st time. haha. met celene and jaime..went bugis. ate at delifrance...then went to find something 4 celene...that cld hold all her neoprints. then went to take neoprints. yeA. got a bit of screw up. but got the sparkly deco. hEe.

then went to watch the movie. hehehehehehe. so nice. i want the book! aWw. beishan's in malaysia. i miss her!! hAhAhAhaHahaHaha! dotS. finish liao go back and take neoprints again. siao. ok. major major major screw up. dont know what jaime clicked on. we bu fu qi. take again! waHaHaHahA! this time it was nicer. ok la.

went to find it for celene again. well. she found something in the end. decided to go back. lazy to type details. yea. then the NEL was so crowded. so i rushed in. and they didnt! thanx man. got down and met them again in the next mrt. lalalalala.

lazy to type. tmr's kayaking. lalalalalala. i'm. not excited. not scared. nth. zilch.~

lalaallala. guess what i did today.

i think you might have guessed. i read the whole harry potter 1st book. yep. 12.30 to 5pm. i want to read the 3rd!! strange isn't it? i watch the movie then i read the book.

weLL. it's really nice. think i'm gonna see it tmr? not sure. i'm gonna be broke!~

yOoO!! didnt come online ytd. was busy reading..reading harry potter!! die. addicted.

AnYway. woke up at 8.30 in the morning...watched spongebob a lil...then went to central...picked up a hash brown and proceeded to the mrt station. well...boarded the train that beishan was in. went to city hall...walked to suntec.

was still early for church, so beishan bought a burger frm mac. went to line up (as always) outside the Rock. until abt 11.20? yeAH. church was gr8. was good. but pastor prince didnt speak. turns out he was still on holiday after their church camp. another pastor spoke abt the holy spirit (holy ghost) waHaHAhA was really funny!! made so many jokes...lame ones too.

afTer church went to eat lunch...duh. of course beishan wasnt hungry. so i ate. we wanted to watch harry potter but it was at 3.45...like 2hrs wait. so we went to carrefour...1st thing we saw was keyboard!!!yay! so we went and started playing with it. play play play...learnt how to play "first love" on it. until abt 3.25.

went up...bought the tix. watched the show. oOoO..cool. so zai. so sudki man. when he said the expecto putronum. he's getting more shuai..but malfoy's not. hA. cool movie. was really gr8. cuz beishan watched it for the 2nd time. but she says the 1st one's betta. well...yea. but both are really nice..dont know abt the 2nd movie...didnt watch it.

aftEr it finished was like...6pm? yeA. went to heartland to meet xt and wx. and...ryan. hA. kept the ryan part frm beishan. wanted to "kan hao xi" but..hAhA. nah. me and xt left both of em alone 4 a while...went to toilet. lalalalalala. anyway. went to take neoprint. no fun. i feel quite bad actually...making fun of beishan. hehe. yeA. this time take neoprint not so fun. lalala.

came home. die. i found the 1st hp bk. started reading...and reading...and reading...didnt go online. guess beishan must be reading her 3rd book too. hahA. oh yeah. she's going KL on tue i think. aHhHh!! times square! i wanna go!! roller coaster! fuN!! indoor theme park!! ahHh!! *jealous* well...i have kayaking on tue and wed la.

speaking of kayaking...beishan was telling me abt her and her sqd's experience 4 1 star. what the?? they put sun tan lotion! ahahahaha! they came back burning on the 1st day. 2nd day..still put! chao ta!! she said it was really pain. so i conclude that i shall put sun block and still come back with a nice tan. not burn!! i dont want dandruff!!

anyway. am i supposed to have piano lesson today? dont know. i thought break 4 3 weeks? nvm. she's sick. stomach flu. poor thing! well...still..*phew* i didnt practice. lalalalallala.

i'm getting addicted to this: eXpEcTo pUtRonum!~

erGh. what is wrong with blogger and blogskins!

tIrEd. tmr oso dunno how early to wake up. erM. yeA.

Went out at 11.40. met celene outside me house...took 105 to boundary rd there. hello?!? ann marie was late 4 half an hr! xt walked frm intercange. i was hungry!!!!!!!!! took 156 to PA. police carnival!!! we saw this bear...wearing np uniform...ahHH! so cute! but. we found out ltr. it costs $18.90. -_-'''.

went in to eat...ate octopus ball 1st..hello hello! are you ok? i asked for prawn ball....she gave me i octopus and 2 chicken? hahahaha. alright. then went to buy katong laksa. hEhE. yUmmy. went to walk walk ard...bought the police t-shirt thingy. haha. that's abourit la. quite boring this yr. not much stuff...not like lsat yr. wOaH. BK. PizzA huT. and so many games!!this yR. uH. except 4 the mini sized version of the clarke quay thing. you know...that one that goes up and down...and costs ard $30? yep. cool. but it was for kids.

took the free shuttle to toa payoh. sat at mos...drink...then went to celene house. oh man. haha. "palace" siah. haha. yep. big big. went to her basement. play X box. the jumping thing!! hahahahahahaahhaha! sream like siao. i kept getting hit off. then play the fighting game. but we didnt fight. cuz wanted to see how the game ended. hA. then played the racing game. i was 3rd..haha. how i know...kept running the wrong way. lalalalala. then went up to eat. oh man. her dog came...looked at us eating. so we fed it. really good la her dog. throw food it catch and eat. we gave her you tiao. cool rite. ltr get fat. went down to watch nemo...hehe. 5th time i watched. so cool lor. love it. *whale language* hAhA.

came home ard 7.30. didnt know how to walk out. lalalaalala. managed to find my way out la. xt and ann marie went to watch bball match.

i realised that when i'm hot i cant think. all i think of is air-con and i'm hot. cldnt stay too long at pa. so hot. was roasting inside. cldnt think str8 all the way till i got up the bus. wonder how i got thru cc trainings. well...think it's cuz no one cares abt the heat. or maybe everyone is too busy trying to squeeze everything into 11 mins that no one cares how hot it was. remember cc comp? i didnt have time to wipe my perspiration. just kept going. lalallalal~

hey!! guess what?
-what?-
i went swimming today!!!! waHaHaHaHA! yaya. big deal. erm. it's been over a yr since i swam...or does that count? i was just playing with water then. well...ok. 3yrs? lalala. i mean really swam. swam abt 20 laps lor. surprisingly wasnt hot. i feel tired now. been running ard for the past 5 mins...erm. 1st...hp got prob. then msg thru home phone...then hp ok ler...msg thru hp. then hm phone 1 msg...hp 1 msg. tired. hA. if y0u're wondering why i so stupid nv put hp near me...well...that;s cuz it's charging.~

evErydaY! it's you i live for...

ok. i heard that my template cannot see ler. that means...time to change template!

well...a math again today. yes. again. anyway...the lesson was alright. ended ard 1.15...so early. so sat in the canteen talking to S and H abt stuff. talk talk talk....until abt 2.30? hA. went to lab to take a math "test".

so surprising! i know how to do all!! muahaaha. anyway. yes. this is the only a math test that i came out smiling. whOo! hopefully i'm not careless la. i 4got to do the last qn until the last minute. rush lor. had 6 mins to sleep.

well...yeAh. sigh. so bored again.~

cold!! hua xue.

a math in the morning. wait. i woke up at 9. had mac. breakfast. whOoO! then went 4 a math lesson.

so...ok la. she just went thru the wks lor!! erM. ya. i think i was listening 1/4 of the time. why? becuz i was sitting next to grace. hee. i talk more than i listen. and was pitying the birds outside...cuz it was raining...and they were outside finding food. so wet!! so poor thing!!

yeA. aft. that went to ps...meet mummy...on the way home..heY! saw andrew seow and the joanne peh. they were filming some show i think. yep. they went on the mrt. were filming in there too. hehe. so funny. they alighted at lil india...film again i think. so poor thing! hope they take the dhoby gaut shot 4 the show...then i'll be on tv!! =P ~

lalala.

came back at 8.30 frm 1st aid!!

ok. morning. it didnt get off to a good start. i missed 1 bus..and waited 15mins. cldnt wait anymore. walked there. on the way the bus came! aHh!! ok. so took 100 to st john hq.

course was with chung cheng ppl. boys jiu shi boys. anyway. the instr. was really old. and i shall generally say that i was more bored than entertained. yep. learned mouth to mouth. ahha. anyway. that leads me and xt to being bored. ok.

so what did we do? well we fwd this lame msg to yibin sir. and pretended to act blur...huh? who's xiaoting? who's leanmay? and in the end we kana tricked can!!

Him: aiya. whatever la. my hp batt almost flat liao. you dun wanna tell then dun tell la.

uS: -thinking that he angry liao.- *apologises*

Him: actually my batt not flat wan...etc.

erGh! kana tricked! hahhaahha. anyway. 4 lunch went to eat at concourse..me, xt, meihui and celene went to eat at food court the rest went to bk.

came back...so much to copy. then the exam. reminds me of CDC!! hahaha. he went out...pretend he nv see...we were inside there discussing lor! and he say can check notes wan!! so check lor!!all mcq la.

practical...wah. wait until die. but it was alright. we kept playing witht he dummy. hahaha. diyanah was so scared. cuz meihui said that...later tonight it come and find diy then she know. hahahaha. erm. yeah. finished ard 6.

took bus to heartland. gracie went home...left me, xt, jaime, diy, celene, turaiya. went to take neoprints. then they met meishi...to buy *LaALalaala*. while me, xt, celene went to watch xt pierce ear. then went to eat hokkien mee. jaime hid the *LaaLAala* in her waterproof shoe.

eat ler. went home. hehe. celene uncle took me and jaime home.~

oOoO. harry potter. havent seen it b4. hA. yes. believe me. i've never seen a harry potter movie b4. not even the book. hEe

k. erm. i came home at 11.15 ytd. my mom was getting worried. ha.
ok. start frm morning...went 4 violin at abt 1.45. erm. grace that usual grp was late. they took mrt. i took caB! hAhAhA. anyway...the performance was ok. went well. nice. but. cannon. some parts u cld really hear everyone outta tune! haha!! i made a lotta mistakes. thank you. thank god there wasnt solo! hA.

stayed on with vivan, grace, mindy, joanna, beatrice to hear the rest. erm...graCe fren...charlene was there. and siew hwee. haha. some were really pro. piang. so pro. jealous.

then went to grace house. abandoned our violins there. went to eat at hawker centre again. then took mrt down to kallang. siew hwee went home...left 7 of us. were like late? haha. erm. had to walk far far. joanna and beatrice took their time...then slowly mindy and charlene started lagging. haha. erm...we ran a lil bit. esp the roads.

now the best part. fop!! oh my!! so nice! it was really touching. really good. i cant explain it. hillsong was really good. some songs i...uUuH?? the others...really touched me. esp shout to the Lord. really got touched by the holy spirit. was really good. and the response for alter call was good too. and i think what the pastor said was correct. really hit me. "when u leave tonight and all ur frens go their seperate ways...u will feel an emptiness in you. one that you cant fill up with money or anything else but only frm the Lord". really good. i didnt wanna leave! i cld stay the whole night there! was really really really good. anyway...we left at 9.45...abt to end liao. they were still singing when we left.

walked back to the mrt station...national stadium was still having this SOKA thing. haha. we had a fun time crossing the road...so scary! and some climbed over the railings...i ran all the way. ha. saw that there was a disruption at the NS line. so mindy and charlene took to eunos...me, grace, vivian and beatrice stopped at city hall...oops..erM? was there a train to dhoby gaut? die! disruption! heng! have train! but. stopped b4 newton? i dunno. stopped at serangoon with beatrice...came home at 11.15 lor.

yep. really really touched. i've never felt that feeling b4. well...for a long long long long long long long time. for those who wanted to go...but cldnt make it at the last moment...you really missed out on sumthing great! it was extraordinary. really really really good. i'm going next year!!~

i know i shouldnt complain but...

My whole body's aching! frm my shoulders...to my thighs. hahaha. yeAh. prob because of violin, laughing too much and rifle drills. well...i have this blue black on my hip..heY. where did it come frm? hMm... haha

anYwaY. erGh. i woke up at 9am today. wanted to watch spongebob! but. dun haF! aHhH! sld have slept longer. bLeAH

having violin performance later. well..hope it turns out right hehe. going 4 fop..hope i dun fall asleep..like many yrs ago when i was younger.~

erM? erM...erRr...eH...whaT? i 4got.

oh yea. rifle drills today. haha. my blue black is getting bigger! zy ma'am and melissa ma'am came down today. erm. kana punished in the morning cuz. zy ma'am's fren caught someone in the mrt in an inappropriate behavior. erm. ya. wearing np shirt! piang! said it was frm sec2? dunno...we tot it was her. but dunno yet. haha. wonder. knees pain.

did foot drills...and erm. sizing! i kept doing sizing! aH!!!!! haa. i cant work under pressure. i totally 4got the gerak command! cant believe it. aHh!! haha. i'll remember it frm now on. memorized. did the jadikan dua barisan thingy...then rifle drills...hMm. ok la. melissa ma'am took us.

practised our belok towards the end...ok liao la. hha. better. went back to bathe and sit down 4 10mins.

met vivian and grace at heartland. went to hawker centre to eat. mindy came later. went there...play...erm. haha. tired sia. played once everything thru. wOaH. 15 mins. there are 84 playing tmr. die. thank god we're the 1st! muahaha! plan to go fop with them tmr.

after playing we had pizzA! wah. she so nice ah! pizzA!! haha. then went with mindy, grace, joanna, vivian and beatrice to heartland. muahhaa. i 4 days nv go there liao! haha. mini toons open liao!! yAy! went to take neoprint. hehe. so funny. then went to street magic...i go there everytime...cuz mindy wanted to see...then went to eat hokkien mee...so sad..i wld have eaten if i didnt have dinner waiting 4 me at home! i ate the prawns..hahaha. went to buy bubble tEa. we were laughing abt the pearls...dont know why. joanna la!

then was talking abt me and grace "sqdmate" hahahahaha!! i dunt know. joanna said that and i started laughing...with some drink in my mouth. yes. my stomach hurts now. laugh laugh laugh. haha. she always has crazy things to make us laugh.

uH. tired. guess what? tmr's pack again. violin performance and then fop. hillsong! oh man. muahha. it's been a long long long time since i've been to fop! oops. haha~

my polish is running out. autosol is running out..uniform i think it's gonna wear out! haha. nah. everyday wear.

u have a small blue-black on my right arm. i guess you know why. yEayEa. anyway. melissa ma'am came down today. and edwin sir. waHaHa. weihao sir didnt. *pHeW* did rifle drills...and some funny ones...march 5 big steps..then 10 small ones. so funny. still cant master kekanan pu sing. my hand's hurting. trying carrying the rifle in rusok position for a very very long time. 2 middle fingers arent acting properly. hA.

went for a math lesson after that. waHaHA. log. know what? i think grace and i was more like laughing and playing with our calculators than listening! i'm the worst at log and i'm not listening. oops. actually...i understand the concept part. but when it comes to application...i'm stunned. i sit there with my mouth open. was practically copying grace's work. until i found out that no need to do. -_- yeaH. cant tahan. was laughing througout a math. erm. it was freezing in there again. bRrR. -Leanmay, you better know how to do log!-

oOoO. zhss np is on camp. heard abt this night walk. no. not the normal scary kind. but a tiring kind. 5 hrs abt 15km? woAh. 11pm-5am. i'd rather sleep! hEhE. walk to east coast man! cool. but i'd rather do it in the morning. hA. good luck to them.~

tired and sleepy. today wasnt really tiring. but. i feel sleepy.

anyway...morning went to return report book...mrs tan was no where to be found. went 4 A math. sets..erM. ok la. heE. but. i was freezing inside!!!!!!!!! was thinking...my sqdmates must be dying of heat outside...and here we are freezing to death!! anyway. went to change to full u...saw the sec2s and rest of sec3s with a CI...didnt know who it was frm upstairs. looked like darren sir. except he was a bit shorter. ha.

went downstairs...to my horror..weihao sir!! hAhahaHahAhAHa!! yeah. was him and edwin sir la. made us a1 and a2 split...me, sharon and celene joined weihao sir's sqd. dots...again. haha. no rifle!! went to take dowel pole!! haha! so weird. but easier to handle. anyway. learnt basic la. and..loh xiaoting! see la! you not there in the end he bully me! *cries* now i have to write a report? hahahha. hMm. erM. yeah. had this selection 4 sec2s for GOH...lalala. ok la. quite good. sec2s..well..pick up quite fast. quite went to practice kekanan and kiri at the carpark...

came home after that. seEE!! so guai! hiyo. haha. cant be going to heartland everyday right? i'll be tired of it! so yeah. i'm here trying to get the heymath server to work. i cant access to it. erGh! irritating.~

yo! happy june holidays!

i'm starting to like "under my skin" more and more. muahaha. W.

anyway. drills today. erm. zhenying ma'am. cldnt do rifle cuz we were in half u...erM. ya. 1st did sizing. hellO? sldnt have said that i knew sizing. haha. in the end had to come out and command. and teach the sec2s! the command is so long!! learn what!! haha. i think they cld only remember yang tinggi and dari kenan. oh well. ha.

Zhenying ma'am: "aiyah. 4get it. ask them join sqd...then they will become smart liao"

haha!! wow. so true. i think they follow better than what they are taught. haha. yep.

moved to track. cuz of o's. did a lot a lot a lot of marching. *arm drops* 3 commands we had to master...memberi ke hadapan and kekanan, tuka. ok la. except 4 tuka. haha. a bit confused. anyway...was asked to command alone..whoever wanted to la. yeah. i did it. thank god!! so scary! and kept switching timer. tired sia. and was really wet. join sqd the whole day. sec2s were...erm. a bit of a disaster? haha.

anyway...discussed 4 sec4 farewell after that. -i shant say anything more abt this-

went to heartland to eat with grace, turaiya, jaime, sharon, weiling, vanesssa. went to the whatever u call it!! the cool place la!. haha. they sld put a name 4 it. took neoprints with them...(the pics are uploaded to my yahoo photos.) then took with weiwen, cheryl, suying and jaime. make us wait so long!! met min wei!! sharon and i wanted to take with her!!! aHhHh!! so sad! nv take. anyway. take ler...didnt walk walk cuz the others did when we were taking neoprints. i cld stay hrs in there.

on the way back frm the mrt station...met beishan. oOo. havoc time 4 them. haha. oh yeah. met sharon (tay) at heartland too. haha. both so chio. *jealous*

a math tmr. sigh. external CIs coming tmr. dunno who. lAaA.~

today.
went 4 CIP in the morning. erM. CIP on a sunday? yeah. church!! cries. you think ppl's church got 2 service ah? ppl church small only 1 service la!! i missed it. sigh.

well...went with ting, theresa and shazana as a grp to collect newspaper at blk 132, 133, 134 and 165. there were a few dogs here and there in the houses...xiaoting and shazana ran far far. then this dog jumped on me and theresa. haha. hyper. we were under mrs koh MC...along with tiff, weiling, mishalini, meihui's grp. woAh. haha. did quite fast la.

went over help dunno who's grp. 167. in the end we came back the latest. mr tang said we collected abt $400. cool man.

after that went to heartland with jaime and xiaoting to view the new extension.

IT ROX!!!!

it really does. IT'S SO BIG. 2ND HEEREN CAN. HAS EVERYTHING. NO ONE WILL EVER COMPLAIN HEARTLAND IS BORING AGAIN! they sld have built this earlier!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's really big big big. and filled with shops of our kind. hEE. 2nd floor is nice. 3rd floor not much yet. but it really rox!! i wouldnt have left so early if not for jaime having to go home. so i'm at home now blasting "under my skin". but. it's not as nice as her 1st album. but it's more like my bro's music...kinda metallic. ha. those guitar thingies. much more than her 1st album. not a lot of slow songs. mostly fast.~

29 may 2004

Shooting competition.

met at heartland. waited damn long. 2 hrs? frm detail 45 to our detail 71 & 72. waited outside. toilet was really really really small...the cubicle was bigger than the outside. anyway. shooting. fig 2...i think everyone did badly...15m, 15sec, 6 rounds...so fast!! so scary! i was shaking. NRA..i think quite ok la. haha. just shoot lor. we came out laughing!! i guess it wasnt as scary as cc com...well...cuz cc com was really impt. and so stressful. well. yeaH.

took the train with grace frm toapayoh. she went to queenstown i went to redhill. well..for CIP la. anyway. i have internal bleeding on my finger! ah!! W.

CIP.
cool. reached there in time for the last shuttle in mrs tan's car. found out that jasmine and cairong was in the same mrt as me and grace. haha.

went there...played a few games...then netball...very fun. but only had half the court. so small! well...mrs tan left early...she had a wedding dinner to attend.

after that we went to Ps. wanted to avoid hEr. haha. but she left la. anyway. went to foodcourt to eat. good. healthy. ha. ate yong tau foo with celene. was so hungry. nice la. but i think the uncle cheat us. the man ordered 3 bowls...$6! we leh...one bowl $4.

went to take neoprint. saw pearly that grp...se ying and jasmine went into take neoprint with them. on purpose!! they suddenly popped in went the camera was taking e pic. wonder whether they were angry. haha.

went home. late late liao.~

WhAtEveR. my nose is drying up today. decomposing. i feel so fat

np today. today feels saturday-ish. started with foot drills...learnt advanced dril...erm. something receive article. then on to rifle drills...haha. didnt get blue-black but that area is pain. erm. mr yeo came to teach us. made us damn confused. why? cuz he like then teach frm this command back to rusok. he dun like then teach frm that command to turong. hello?! *mixed up* too much to handle 4 a sec3 cadet. esp those who havent learnt b4. anyway..learnt 2 new ones...what julang and karri? kare? don't know. hA.

my legs cldnt move after that. had to sit 4 a while. then went to mac to eat lunchie. i'm fat. went with gracie, xiaoting, van, jaime and turaiya. talk talk talk...abt criminals!! ha. met tiff there.

went home. didnt go 4 violin. grace went. so sick liao still go!! i...you can say i lazy la. but i was sick too ok! i have the urge to say this word again. wHatevER.~

nose blow finish ler.

now nose blocked.

blowed all the way to PA. instructor was damn funny. hahaha. he said tiffany winked at him!! hahahaha!! erM. no mood to write. i cant breathe!!

oh wait. sigh. fantasia won? i wan dianA! haha. last yr wanted clay aiken..this yr wanted diana...but. all get 2nd!~

My nose is raining!!!!!!!!! HELP!!! Someone give me an umbrella!!

i've been blowing the whole day.~

tireD. lessons after exams. hMM. erM...went violin after school. 1st went to mac...met xiaoting, jaime and diy. hA

then went 4 violin with mindy and grace...we were 15mins late? hA. anyway...play play..the what viva vivaldi was nice..easy what!! hA. classic bits and pieces ok la. cannon...all zao sia!! hEE. erM. yeA. went back with grAce, mindy, wan zhen and josephine. while walking...went into the art museum. cool man. it had this "bugis rooftop" kinda thing. very high very nice. wanted to go in to see the artworks but cldnt. afterall...we looked so artistic carrying violin! hA. then saw artistic postcards...woaH. took a lot. hEE. then went in to another art room...woaH so nice. koped some more postcards...hEE. really nice. i think i'm gonna deco my board with it.

really sleepy right now..fri rifle drills i think. excited! i love hormat! anyway. i cant play 4 musical! cuz of atc!! *cries* i wanna play!! it's once in a lifetime and i dun get to be involved in it? turaiya quit becuz of atc! and mrs tan was realy really really really really angry. OoOo. she really talks a lot abt commitment. sigh.~

Don't tell me

You held my hand and walked me home I know
While you gave me that kiss it was something like this it made me go ooh ohh
You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears, why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love cause your so hard to trust
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that?
Your the one who gives it all away

Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that I was somethin I was gonna do?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way

Don't think that your charmin the fact that your arm is now around my neck
I got you in my pants I'll have to kick your ass and make you never forget
I'm gonna ask you to stop, thought I liked you a lot, but I'm really upset
Get out of my head get off of my bed yeah thats what I said
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that, your the one who, throws it all away

Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that I was somethin I was gonna do?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way

This guilt trip that you put me on won't, mess me up but your no wrong
Any thoughts of you and me have gone away

Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that I was somethin I was gonna do?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way

Better off that way
I'm better off alone anyway

wOah. ytd today come home ard the same time. no time to do a math. haha. just came back frm "CIP". actually there was none. here goes my story...

we met at 4...went to outram park to wait 4 serena...so long. meanwhile...we were playing with the machine at the station. then went to red hill mrt...i think we were the last? hehe. mrs tan drove us to mac. had to go 3 times. haha. 5 of us ran to her car. didnt wanna sit in front. heE. mrs tan said we were uncivilised.

went there...wait wait. but didnt go in the end. cuz they were not ard. what go ndp...dunno where. so yeah. sigh. haha. dont know whether i can make it. Lord, please make the com (our turn) end b4 5 next week, amen. yA. will prob. take a cab down or sumth.

went to ps...again!! i keep going. went ytd. haha. went with sharon, xin yi, pearly, janice, felicia, yun qian, serena. took neoprint. in the end each get 2 only. haha. went walk walk all the way up to the 6 level. then took lift down. on the way down...took photo with xin yi's digi cam. damn funny!! cuz she took it facing the mirror. ha.

took some more pics. then went in to this store...next to the neprints...erm. and suddenly sharon said wanna buy lollipops..so everyone started choosing lolli pops. then we saw that one cost 50 cents...so we started putting back a few. haha. so ex! started eating one...went back to the mrt station. took a lot of photos with our lollipops. in the mrt oso!! took our shoes too. then we put our lollipops in the right and left of our mouths. damn funny. yea.

janice, me, xinyi and sharon alighted at serangoon. yun qian and serena went to kovan. pearly and felicia left earlier. went home with xinyi and i only reached home 15mins ago! haha.

time to wash face!!~

wAhAhA. i'm not supposed to be at home now. weLL...yEa.

yi da qing zao went to school just to sign mark sheet. there was a prob with the physics marks..count wrongly. had to find mr low. ok lar. i think my chinese marks are wrong? dunno. but i needed to change...so no chance. anyway.

bus brought us to toa payoh. lala. *xiaoting just called. muahha. they just finished their giving out of flyers. poor thing!! i've been at home 4 1 hr+!* yeah. stay there...waited. and..mrs koh told us have to wait another 3-4 hrs!! waH!! can travel to KL liao!! yea. so we went back to school. ha. i dont know what's gonna happen to our comp.

me, grace and huihua went to KFc to eat. nicole they all were there...oOooO. ha. walk walk. digest food then went home cuz huihua wanted to go home...only left grace and i so i decided to go home. met wenxin at the mrt station. was talking abt someone la. someone who looks down on people. i shant elaborate.

hA. erM. ytd came back at 8.45. a math...ms lau released us at 4!! mindy and i went later. played cannon...so zao sia!! then went to eat at mac. hMm. stupid. i used my ezlink. then i think there was some error or what. so they minus more $$. then i told them..they were like..erGh. they said they'll call today. but i'll be out later. going 4 CIP.

we laughed. as usual. crazy joanna. then me, grace, joanna, mindy, vivian and melinda went ps..walk walk. wan zhen so scary!! dunno what happened lar. well..haha. went home. rushed to polish boots and badges 4 today.

well...hope CIP will be fun!!~

computer's mad. msn made it mad. checking of papers...was ok la.

maths...erM. a bit disappointed. miss by one mark to get a1!!piang.
a math: so surprised!! aHh. cant believe it. muahaha.
Chem: k lar. stupid. no half mark.
Chinese..: liddat liddat. still the same grades. ha. anyway. whoever marked the paper stole 18 marks away frm me!! 18!!!!!!!!!! hello?!?! she didnt count in the compre marks or what.
Geog..: hAhA. i dun really care. geog's not my thing.

tmr checking the rest. well...i can say that the Lord has really helped me. really. esp a math. i believe that without his help i will not be able to get that high 4 a math.

weLL...sign lang again today. but. i was having a psychological headache today. hello?! everything's clashinG!!!!!!!!!!!!

1. violin and a math. tmr. havent solved that yet. gonna ask ms lau with mindy.
2. CIP and shooting comp. 29 may! but i've changed CIP to this sat. which is gonna be pack cuz i have violin till 3.30.
3. A math/D math and kayaking. piang!! no!! they better not put it on the 3rd week. i hope to go on 2nd week. tho it's not compulsory...i still wanna go and understand!!

i think sharon's in the same boat. clashing with her overseas trip, mentoring course and kayaking! no!! we just lost 3 people 4 kayaking. die. nobody back out or else! i want my 1 star! i wanna sit in those "chilli" one man kayak!~

laA!! ERm...morning jog. i was just abt to die. huihua run so fast. and erM. i wanted to shit!! really at my butt. do jumping jack. wanna shit somemore. hA. i'm gonna die. how am i supposed to keep up with this 4 the next 2 months? hAa

so sad! inter-class games cancelled. aHhH!!! it was raining. wah piang. heavy. ok. then we went back to play uH. uno, contact and murderer. murderer was fun. i got it twice. erM. ha. i dun dare to kill!! went down 4 recess. candy floss and ice-cream. oOo. anyway.

12th night screening. waH!!!!!! so nice! i wanna watch again!! but. too long. and very draggy. but still damn nice! there were horny parts...erM. ha. and nice parts. everyone was going..."wOaH.." so funny!! all the characters look really old. feste...malvolio...fabian...maria. ha. viola not chio one. well anyway. it was really good la.

stayed back 4 sign language course...erm. ok la. hand a bit suan. cld catch most of the things that were siad using sign lang. haha.

sigh. brother scolding. computer stuff? i didnt say anything. he just started blowing at me. oh well...pms? not good mood? who cares? shall just listen to him shout. shant say anything. see whether that pisses him or not. hA!~

yo bloggie!! eRm whOO. a math. 1hr 10min. and 1hr 15 min after school. my brain's not absorbing. graphs. graphs. lAaA.

anYwaY. yea. after lesson went to eat opp with jasmine and ruoyi. poor ruoyi...have to dance dance dance. la. while we play play play!! was playing mainly contact today. damn funny. lAaA.

i still hate running. put a gun to my head...maybe i'll consider. ha.
nah. well...yea. i still hafta run. but. -wHatevER- like i care. run then run la. help me keep fit!! and i didnt say i didnt wanna run. i just said i hate running. which i still do. and i know many wld support my stand.

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gRrR. stupid internet. keep disconnecting me.

well...i'll summarize what i typed. i'll nv go to parkway parade again. it's crowded! and nv drive there on the opposite side of the road and try to turn. it'll nv happen.

my fishy ban jia liao!! hahaha. oops. erM.yeA. a friend gave the whole aquarium. just moved them into the big one. their a bit dazed...trying to get outta the tank. but i think it's a bit out of proportion. my previous tank....the fish too big to live in it. now this, it's too small to live in it! hA! oh. i sEE it got used to the filter. it didnt dare to go back. it just stayed in front.

weLL...after dinner ytd. went to buy the sponge 4 the fish...saw these parrot fishes...so big! so fat! and i mean really big and fat! i dun wan my fish to grow so big!! *cries* well anyway...it was a fish cum pet shop. so we went over to see the puppies. so cute! saw my neighbour's dog breed. saw sparky!! jack russel. so hyper. so cute! i feel like buying them. $750...uh huh. and there was a golden retriever. aWwW. so sweet. hAhA.~

ok. i got too caught up playing gunbound ytd. that i 4got the time and 4got to blog. awW.

we finished paper ard 8.50. in conclusion, the only paper i dont have complains abt is chem paper! yes. came home...sleep...go online. boring morning i would say.

went out after lunch to cut my hair. and i dont wanna talk abt it. i'm heartbroken. my fringe!!! just cuz i didnt tell her not to cut...she cut until so shorT! *cries loudly* nvm. after that went to mac to find cherina and her fren. they were looking 4 a job. yA. they cldnt cuz their timings didnt suit mac. what the! i cant say anything else lar. ltr mac sue me 4 slander. i have to pay them a million dollars.

but cool...mos was gr8. erM. min 4 hrs per week. free meals. muAhAhA. and cant remember. cool man. but mos is ex. so shld get higher pay. *grinz* dunno whether they got it anot. the girl said the manager will call them.

after that...well..practically went round the whole toa payoh all the way to serangoon and then to kovan. wu liao. hA. met xiaoting. went to Ps. cldnt find a pressie 4 my mom!! aHhH. anyway.

Me: eH xt...ur frens. *pointing upwards*
-She didnt hear me. Saw her friends a lil while later.-
aFter a wHile...
Xiaoting: heY. ur frens...
mE: wheRe? *looks around*
-saw ruoyi and serene-
Xiaoting: eh...i saw vanassa ma'am.
Me: hUh? where? *looks ard again.*
Xiaoting: hEy. i saw ur another fren...
Me: wHere? *looks behind the pillar* OrH!
-saw joanna-

i think Ps is becoming like heeren, j8, heartland and far east. all full of pl gals. lAa. xiaoting didnt change outta her uniform. so naughty! hopefully no one saw her. i still wanna go ome early next yr!

took neoprints. which we probably screwed up again. we're always doing that. and my blue shirt became blended with the backgrnd. but it wasnt that bad. the backgrnd was blue too. walk walk ard. nth to buy. went back ard 5.30pm.

HapPy B'dAe mOm!!!~~~

wAhAhAha!! i got ulcer on my tongue! and i havent eaten anything heaty. except 4 today. i didnt eat anything heaty thruout the exam period!! singapore's hot. damn.

now. let's see...i came home b4 9 today? we finished at 8.30! we came to school 4 25 mins to take listening. woaH. cool. poor 3a1. had to take bio paper. oops. hA.

i finish at 8.45 tmr. dont know what to do. dun feel like going out with classmates lei. hA. but. i seriously needa go out and get my mom a gift. it's her b'dae on saT! laalAaLAa. oh well.~

oOo..i think this template is like so cool. so calm...tranquil. which describes the opposite of me.

well anyway...has thou ever seen me online so early before? no! oh yeaH. finished at 9.30 today. poor higher chinese girls. well anyway...if you'd ask me to rate the whole exam upon 100...i'll give it a 60! 5 more marks just for chem. that was the only paper i had the peace of mind can! poor jasmine. she didnt come for 3 days. wonder wat they gonna do with her CA marks? alter it? that's well...good to a certain extent. eRgh. i'm gonna do badly this time. and if o's would to come out like that. i can 4get abt going to jc? yeA. what the. must be all those teachers come together and set difficult. haha. jj.

anyway...i still love the school. i like...finish at 8.45 on fri? then can go out! yAY! well...if not for the 45 mins. i'll have no school at all. problem is. either you go home and change or bring clothes to school. going home? too troublesome. bring clothes? heavy. plus the shoes! hA. i'm complaining even tho' they give us off. i'm mean!! i'm bad!! *cries* hA. i'm just crappy.~

i think i'm slow. but. woAH. cool blogeR. haha. LaLAAlA. exams are almost over. thank god. but i think i'm gonna do damn badly this time. deaD.~

bloggiE!! u miss me?!?!? must be right.

so i havent been online 4 abt 5 days. i survived.

many things have happened thruout the week. and exams have finally started. been going crazy studying 4 everything. well...dont talk abt math. i totally screwed it up. like. what's wrong with the setter! hello?!? set liddat think 2.5hr can do finish ah! dies. i'm gonna get. B! i cant get B! no way! ok. now i shall concentrate on a math. and make sure i get at least 60+! i'm so dead. ok. i dont know what to write ler.~

wont be online until at least next sat. i'm gonna be studying like...i dunno what. yes. wish me luck. haha.~

just came back from dinner. serangoon gardens. chomp chomp open liao!! but. wah. so pack. as usual. so. yA. didnt go there. still as stuffy, hot. haha. sld make it open air.~

i've been studying the whole day. since 10.30am. so faR...
done chem 10-yr series
graphs 4 a math
act two scenes 1 and 2 twelfth night
chpt 7 variations math.

i'm dieing. study skills wkshop last yr say do only max 2 subj a day. LaA. u expect me to study a math 4 half a day?!? no way! my brain will slowly die away.

singapore is getting hotter. my hair is getting longer. no time to cut. wondering whether to tie. but i look like..erM. hA.~

i havent been online for 3 days. i wont be online for five days next week and the week after. what to do, exams. the most stressful time. esp in sec3, i just realised i have tons to complete...and exams are like next week? i've been studying thruout 8pm last 3 days. it's just that today is friday. and i came home early.

yes. compo paper. i managed to get bored while writing both compos. erM. formal letter was the most interesting!! senario: you're the president of ur CCA...supposed to plan 4 sec4 farewell...must submit proposal to teacher. i kept thinking back on sec4 farewell...whOoO! i was busy thinking. reminding myself of the times during the past 2 sec4 farewells. which reminds me, we're organising sec4 farewell this year!! aHhH!! hahaha.

compos...1st part was interesting. towards the end...i was bored. esp 4 chinese...i almost slept. and almost dozed off after that. *yAwWwNn*

studied phy, SS and lit today.~

i hate exams. exams exams exams.

i cant come online that often anymore, next week i'm not even gonna come online. don't miss me! i cant wait till exams are over.

wHat is it that the school has against blogs? what right do they have to tell us what to write? seriously, what's a blog if it's only reflective and sounds like an essay? it's no different from writing one if so. i'm not saying that vulgar lang is interesting. it's just that blogs should contain more substance. not only reflective stuff. yes it's public. of course it is. it's 4 me to pen my thoughts. blogs are 4 others to read. what's private? put password lA! hack then hack lor. change password lor. not as many would read it anyway. why are they making such a hoo-ha abt blogs?

school's the same. as always. it's routine. study study....come home...study study. we're mostly behind time. what's new. that's why i cant wait to have fun after exams.~

i cant say that A maths sux. because it really doesnt. it just sux when i cant do the question. exponential eqn i cant do? what's happening to my brain. either that or the book's got some serious problem. and i'm worried each time that that sorta qn will come out for exams. what more o levels! i havent done log for revision, but hopefully tmr i'll be able to do or else...i'll really go mad.

wEll...i didnt come online ytd. went out 4 b'dae meal. ok. call me backdated. i just realised that the whole grnd floor at far east was changed to erM. those youngster place like u see at almost every shopping centre. annex, the edge etc...

np was ok. finally got my rank and badges. there was this hp prob. which there was almost a spot check. but hey. i didnt bring anything "illegal" ok.

weLL...i just wanna say. are "you" jealous?

violin...that was the forte of the morning/afternoon. some of the grp 2 joined us. which made the grp very big. mindy...as usual, shared my stand. hA. we had to play diff parts so we had to move here and there every now and then. and mindy and i were slackers. we didnt even have to move. cuz we fitted into dr wong's instructions. hA. ok. so we were telling lame jokes thruout the lesson...mainly me, grace, joanna and mindy. we kept talking and laughing. dr wong was like... i think getting angry with us? and so we played cannon in D...which was damn tiring. i was stopping here and there...hEE. we left at 2.30. since it was the last lesson. but it was really fun la. with the crazy ppl. don't kn0w why, i kept laughing at the green ping pong ball joke. it's really lame. the 1st time u hear it u'll just roll ur eyes. but when u tell it or hear it the second time...piang. laugh until pengsan!~

English lesson

The 3 Little Singaporean Pigs

Last time, got tree leetle pics. Dey all bladers but not yet marry yet, so cannot get hedge-de-be flat, so must built their own house.

De fers blarder, a bit switch-off and like to relac, so he wan to built only simple-simple house, so he go and build one with stlaw. But then hor, when de house finis alledy, he bladers laugh at him and say, "Wahpiang, stlaw house how to live? So ao one- got no standard!"

De secan blarder, hor, tink hard and den wan to built a more good house, so he take many many wood (ood) and built a wooden(ooden) house. He go take come many many pieces of wood but his two blarders laugh at him and say, "Wa lau, so kayu wan...wood where can tahan wind? Wind come all drop alledy!"

De terd blader like to be aisi-borak wan, so he wan to built his house make come out of blick wan. When de house finis alledy, his blarders all come and look and den dey say, "Wah your house so nice wan, you got blick you early donch say-so ngiaow wan! De terd blarder say back, "Use your blain, use your blain!! You where can be crever like me?"

De tree blarders live happy happy hor, but den got one day, de big bag woof come and karchau de fers blarder. De woof say "leetle pic, leetle pic, open your door. If you donch ah, I will bro your house down!" De leetle pic very tee-kee one, so donch open de door. So der woof open his mouf big big and bro de stlaw house down. De fers blarder den run away fast fast to his secan blarder house.

When at de secan blarder house hor, de woof also come and say, "Lettle pic leetle pic open your door. If you donch open ah, i will bro your house down!" De secan blarder auso donch open de door, so de woof open his mouf big big and bro down the kayu house. De two blarder den run away fast fast to deir terd blarder house.

Now auso hor, at der terd blarder house, de woof again come and say, "Lettle pic leetle pic open your door. If you donch open ah, i will bro your house down!" De terd blarder say back, "you tink you crever you can bro my blick house down...you brow lah!" so de woof open his mouf big big and he bro and bro but cannot brow down. He brow and bri den he pengsan.

Our own ending:

De tree leetle pics dlagged de big bag woof inside the house. De big bag woof velly velly scared he scleam and scleam bo stop. De crever pic buay tahan the kao peh kao bu of the woof so take apple and staff inside his velly smerry mouf. "Lim peh ka le kong..." de crever pic say..."dun see me small small my house velly the stlong. You kiampa face so what you woof go home and drink beelok(milo) oso can have feeling. Why carm attack us gina! We no scared you wan. Come on baby let's fers tonight! Woof meat!!!" Den the woof scream "Ah."

The end.

erM. firstly i wanna say congrats to both ma'ams...peichen ma'am and beishan ma'am. aHhH! so cool!! so prestigious! the shoulder on top gonna have more thread!! haha. waH. everyone expected otherwise but hey. haha. so happy for them. but beishan seems neutral. no feelings when i went to congratulate her. hEE. cool man.

anYway, np on saT. like...we thot no more ler. hA. Well...nvm la. ok. erM. finally. finally i'm receiving my rank. and sana and marksman badge!! hEhEhehE!. yAyayAY. sigh. but what is it compared to SI! waH. haha. cant get over it. so nice can. hA. jealous.

English lesson...die! stomach cramp. *tolerates and continues to write essay* lit lesson...wah...*face turns purple* it was really pain ok. havent experienced such pain in a long time. i was practically squeezing the liquid paper. cuz it's the only thing i cld find to hold. and worse thing is i didnt bring panadol. st john wont give it to anyone incase any person is allergic to panadol. thank God during geog i felt betta...was able to complete whatever she was teaching.

peer tutoring. hA. quite fun yet quite boring. weLL...my grp happened to have diyanah who happened to go 4 pupil profiling. so i was left with 3....they did fast. so i was wandering ard. then i went over to help suying...yeA. hey. graphs! i hate them.presently, i'm doing both e and A maths on graphs. speaking of a math. die! test only 8 pass! ok. i'm failing. dont talk to me abt it!~

yeA! i finally got my IC done yesterday. oh yEa. strangie thing happened at ICA building. weLL...while i was doing mE ic, there was a power failure but the building was running on back up electricity. so only the escalators stopped. mummy found out today that it was cuz of the crash of nicoll highway. all the elec. lines underneath. yeA. heard that suntec suffered darkness 4 2hrs. weLL...thank god the computer system at ICA building didnt crash! or else i'll...eRm. complain? hA.

eEeE. crash. so scaRy! and 3 people havent been found yeT! so scarY!!~

hEllo bLoggiE.

obviously the tcherS in school arent very happy with blogs. but...i'll still love you bloggie!! hahA. yes. heY! they said so. they said that a blog is 4 you to write out ur feelings. so why write things that are not true...what compliment. in that case...wont blogs be boring? LaaaAa. and please. not all blogs are dirty. mine's clean. yEaH blogie? mine's "cute". haha. anyway, a blog is for yo to voice out ur feelings. hiyo. and want to scold people use a private blog la! then can write whatever you want. here is sorta public but still able to voice out opinions right?

lA. ok. anyway. i was still falling asleep in class today. but hey! i paid attention ok. mrs wong said that we must drink water so that the brain cells wld lighten up. yA. mine did. for a second or two. =P

and so...erM. i went with minwei they all 4 lunch. don't know where the other 2 went and..erM. hA. the funny part was...sHe. was sitting the table next to us. and so we started talking abt her. and laughing!! and then another shE came along and we started laughing again! yes. and at the water cooler min wei wanted to wet me so i moved back and hit heR. and they started coming up with what...i crush her! as in...crush and literally crush. hA! ok. understand? dont also nvm. i also dun understand.

sigh. i haf so many things this week. how to study!!~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! LALALALALALALALAL. ok. like what is wrong with my phone ah? cant receive pic msg when it;s off? didnt know. no wonder nv receive any pic msg todaY. hA. nvm. i spent my afternoon doing hmk! what a birthday.

anyway. erM. yA. shY's gift...was a sleeveless shirt and skirt. thanx ah. and thanx 4 the compliment that i'm thin! piang! the top can fit...the bottom...THEY THINK I VERY THIN AH! even my sis cant go in! how to fit me? i'm fat. haha. they're thin. i'm faT!! hahaha. yes. really very small lor. duh. this fashion. hA. thanx anyway.

and thanx to those who wished me. DadDy, mOmMy, family, erM. tingting, beishan, xue er, cherina, tony...and so many others. i only can remember this few cuz they're online!! haahaha. oops. lalala

oh. i cut my fringe todaY. i look neater. lalalalala. i think i'm going mad. ok. it's natural. i'm fifteen. i used to think...15..wah very big ah. now...i think...ah. no big deal. 16 is different. hA. sweet 16. i'll be sweet next yr! hA!~

apr 18 apr 18 apr 18 apr 18 apr 18 apr 18 apr 18 apr 18 apr 18 apr 18

npcc day omg. wait. nkf show very funny!! ok. erm. we met at 3pm. then took 158 to...hMm. who knows where. ok. we got lost. again. reminded us of SANA! ok. we ran all the way to SHY. tot they knew the way. go there.."hey u all know where anot?" oh man. ok. we took a cab to bartley...only to find out that they move ler! thanx to the taxi driver he knew where. lA. but the holding school is really lousy! the toilet. eRgH. anyway. we went to change. SHY gave me b'dae pressie. i'll tell u what it is afterwards if i remember.

got transported to PA. and we sat there 4 like...2 hrs? halfway, me, xt and ann marie went to toilet. shun bian buy drinks 4 everyone. so scared the CI scold. hEE. anyway...we went back. yibin sir asked me.."i dun have ah?" and so it happened that we had an extra bottle of sprite ice...so we decided to give it to him. hEE. lAA. ok. parade was gr8. they really swing their arms together. so sudki! then there was t-baton. felicia! damn good. then stunts. wah. damn sudki. love it.

they finished ard 8. waH. the gold units were rally good and smart in the white U. and rifles! they kept doing hormat. ha. ok. turaiya's sis came with us. we walked all the way to a bus stop along the PIE. they wanted to go eat. ice kachang. but i was saying...if 105 come i go home. other than that i go eat with them. oops. 105 really come!! hAhA. so i went home and ate soon kueh. oh yeah. they gave us bread to eat there. and i didnt get food poisoning! hAhAhA! oops. i got a lightstick too.hEE. ~

ok. is it me, or do i have wrinkles in my eyes? aHhHh!! hAhA. maybe its cuz i'm tired. weLL. it better not be cuz i'm going to be one year older!

tmr no np. but i still have to get ready my uniform. npcc day. and what...the parade starts at 6.30 and the bus frm bartley leaves at 4!?!? aHHh. ok. so i have to rush home frm violin then rush out again. gRaCe!! why u nv go!! ahHh!! now no one to pei wo. *cries* half a day taken up just like that.

CID was gross. and i mean really gross!! they showed you the pics of how people were injured...one was like...cld even see the intestines inside! and one they cut the head open. and the throat! omG! i didnt know gang members were so cruel! aHh! i'm freaking out again. many were covering their faces. really disgusting. dont talk abt now, i dun think i'll ever consider or harbour the thot of being in a gang!! hAhA.

tireD~

one word to describe today. HOT!!! bleah. we begged ms kang to let us go to the library to do our work. wEll, mrs tan was quite unhappy abt the cip project thing today. sorry!! yeA. some of them went for the sign lang thingy in place of EIA. while the others(like me) were doing a grammer wS. that WS was lame can! all the lame jokes! makes you roll your eyes. well anyway, mrs tan said that it was corny. hA

we got to go home at 3...which made yingle and grace jealous because me and celene were walking ard the school waiting 4 3pm. a1 was doing compre. then we said byebye to them at 3. hEE. *gRinZ* now...i met mrs tan at the drinks stall..well...her england's powderful but chinese...erM. she asked the auntie 4 2 ice mountains. but the auntie brought out one. so she said "duo yi bei" which meant one more cup. so i burst out laughing...and she was like...what's wrong? haha. so cutE! and she gave that "whatever" face!! hahaha. made me laugh till the bus stop.

today has been. HOT! and msn is not working at the moment. that leaves me with nothing to do except blog. hot hot hot. we want xtra fans in class! how abt 4? one in each corner. hA. mrs wong was suggesting they air-con the whole jireh block and let the sec4s study there. and we move to ebenezer cuz it's much cooler!! aHhH!. why not air con the whole sch! even when i stepped into 3a2 classroom in the morning...i felt hot!! had to sit under the faN. and now i have the fan blasting at me.

whY stand down this sat?!? so baD! *cries* anyway, npcc day dresscode...hMm. hA. we asked mr tang, but he has yet to reply us. nvm. i get to sleep more in the morning. muA. i have nothing to do except blog.
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As little children
We would dream of Christmas morn
Of all the gifts and toys
We knew we'd find
But we never realized
A baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

We were the reason
That He gave His life
We were the reason
That He suffered and died
To a world that was lost
He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

As the years went by
We learned more about gifts
The giving of ourselves
And what that means
On a dark and cloudy day
A man hung crying in the rain
All because of love, all because of love

I've finally found the reason for living
It's in giving every part of my heart to Him
In all that I do every word that I say
I'll be giving my all just for Him, for Him

He is my reason to live ~

i feel pain. but i wanna run again.~

my head is throbbing. heat migraine. what else? napfa lor. here's my various accounts of the stations.

wait wait. 1st, we didnt know there was afternoon lessons. we thot we were dismissed at 1pm!! then ms ferng came to tell us that there was still chem in the afternoon. ms ng didnt say b4 lor! sigh.

anyway, started with sit-ups. the netball and track ppl counted 4 us, we were actually hoping to do it ourselves. haha. but anyway i did till 36 4 no reason. wanted to stop at 31...

Incline pull up...don't say. it's the only B i got. hEE. really cannot take it. did 12. oops. throw face to np.

s&r...i surprisingly got A. heard that a lot who got 24 points got B 4 S&R. piang eh. jasmine ah. siao wan. 60.5cm!! swimmer la. waH!! really a lot lor. crazy person.

ok. SBJ was ok lar. serena...another one. jump close to 210. eRm. i got A lar.

shuttle run. wah best. that's where i got my migraine from. but, we were supposed to go to mr tang. but we saw ms kang...she was abt to take a break. we shouted 4 her and asked her to take us. hEE!! i think mr tang was angry!! haha. so she took 4 us. she shouted until her voice hoarse i think. hEE.

i cant type anymore. my head really hurts.~

happy easter!!

church today was fun with the play...it's cry-able. but i didnt. so paiseh!! ok. pastor spoke on understanding the show "The Passion if the Christ". the 1st time i saw the sermon i was like...don't talk to me about it! *cries* i wanna see it!! but later, all the slides he took was frm the show. omg...u sld really see it. how awful and painful. already just seeing some of the pics frm the show i really felt like crying..what more the show itself? well...he spoke of the trails Jesus went thru, His crusifiction and the ressurection. omg. the 1st 2 you really feel like crying. seEing what he went thru...i just can't describe it. I REALLY WANNA WATCH THAT SHOW! i'll cry my heart out. weLl...if you heard the message today, you'd really crY if not for so many community members present. really touching and i dunno! i really have to see it. and YOU too!!

oh well...went 4 lunch at one of the blocks..then i went home myself...daddy and mummy stayed on for the water baptism. ok. i went home with shirley. hA. not myself.~

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God sent His son
They called him Jesus
He came to love,
Heal and Forgive

He came to die
To buy my pardon
An empty grave
Is there to prove
My Savior lives

And because He lives
I can face tomorrow
Because He lives
All fear is gone

Because I know,
I know
He holds the future
And life is worth a living
Just because He lives.~

today had so many events. swearing in, c.ball comp, CDC. 1st...swearing-in. heard that pl got 1st for telematch!! gO sec1S!! yAy! captain's ball...2nd. wEll dOnE. i've been wondering...does pl have this trend of getting 2nd ah? CDC...heard that what the instructors like them. hAhA. hMm...well...must have been a fun day 4 all of them. and mE? i was sitting at home, studying physics! well...but i managed to study both chapters for test. and did my chem hmk. yeS. i feel accomplished. hA. but. i'm bored.

someone help me find a nice template for my blog!!~

happy good friday!! hAh. my mom woke me up at 8.30 today can!! i planned to sleep till 10am!! anyway, was supposed to go grAce's club today. but it was raining and lightning. so we went to heartland...shop shop 4 a while then went to her house to watch movie. is this chinese show. so saD!! but funny. was holding back my tears. i think mary has no feelings. hA. she was like....not affected at all. yeA. grace mom wanted to drive us to her club aft that but it started lightning again...fine. went back to heartland. i dunno....but we went to this fashion looking 4 a tube 4 huihua. then there was this dummy, wearing just undergarments...and the below...panty...there was one whole. huihua was the 1st to spot it. dotS! we started laughing! nobody noticed it except her can!! horny! slack slack there. went to arcade to play daytona. grace kept winning. then ate at delifrance again...erM. yA. hEE. keep eating. yep. this may sound boring but hey. it beats spending good friday at home right? ok. i will promise to start studying tmr.

meanwhile...to all those going 4 captains ball comp tmr...good luck!! bring GlOrY!!

and those going 4 CDC...enjoy urselfs!! damn fun. and to some people...dont get horny!! but it's fun la. esp when u get those funny instructors.~

i'm a confused person today. started with this weekend. c.ball when? CID when? wHoO. i dunno anything. all i know is this sat stand down 4 me. aHhHh!! so saD!!! cries!! anyway, mrs goh didnt come to class today...went to a1 to be an audience for their oral thingy. eng...we got to sleep! zZzZz. but i ended up making noise after Z-monster failed to attack me.

i was late 4 piano. heY. what to do. bus take so long. anD...my teacher was getting pisst at me 4 not remembering something abt Bartok. hey. tho i am a lit student i dont need to study on people's backgrnds! *gives a whatever clap*~

time table screwed up today. who cares? we got our recess. thats what matters. hMm...chapel...had this concert thingy. sang all the songs...they ruineD perfect!! aHhhh!! Aw man. ok. that guy can't sing. but that girl could. i love her voice. how i wish i had one like that. poweR!! (fuyou!!)

we're still high. free period...what were we doing? dancing! and erM. playing hangman?? but yeah. we were cheering and dancing billy banjang. i heard that 3b2 also. mrs stubbins scolded us and scolded 3b2 oso! wAh. she must be fuming. 2 sides scream so loudly.

thanx to tiffany. she made us horny today. i dunno whAT happened to her. she just became so horny. so i hit her ***** thrice and she started chasing after me. celene oso. oh man.we'rE pervertic.

No EIA today!! yAY! we had this theatre thing in the hall. 4 pure lit classes and some sec2 classes. they acted out mid summer night's dream and romeo & juliet. good acting. funny. and pervertic! the guy pretended to die...and his head landed on the other guy's *****. we were screaming. haha. also had a lot of kissing scenes. *cheers* oK. but it's really good. muahahaha. went home with partner today. she was going for ballet. dont understand why she has to take 53 to serangoon mrt and not just take 113 to kovan and take mrt to dohby gaut. funny girl. she says it's faster??~

The ZzZz monster has been attacking me badly today. i felt sleepy during every lesson except PE. A math...*falls asleep*. Lit...*dozing off* my partner fell asleep. Physics...ok lA. that's cuz we were laughing. we lied to ms kang that chapel was at 11.25. so gullible!! then we told her that it was 11.45!! she believed. wow. hA. math...mrs wong didnt come in. *sleepy* chinese...*feels sleepy*. chapel...tried to keep myself awake. but it was ok la. had some show thing.

Mrs teo's back. 1st pe lesson with her. 7 rounds, stretching. blisteR. pumping. 1 hand pumping reminded me of np. but she's nice la. we were so scared of her. hEE. oh no. zZz monster attacking me again. -Alpha Camp 2004- (zZZ monster)~

my whole class is high today!!. nono!! THE WHOLE SEC3 LEVEL IS HIGH TODAY!! started all the way in the morning. cheers cheers and more cheers. hall...assembly. sec3s were cheering all the way!! back to class...after recess...energy level: FULL. 3a2 cheers on and on with ms kang in class!! she didnt teach today. so we were singing. maths...mrs wong didnt teach either. she was playing games with us. 4 periods no studies!! go teachers!! we cheered practically everything. frm pee pee to banana song, suck ur jelly to xi de guo dong and so many more. we were so high today!! lunch...andrew ppl were dancing billy banjang!! until ms ferng came. muahahaha. so tired. i'm really tired now. was falling asleep during piano. zZzZ. alpha camp rox!! really miss it now. i dun mind staying 4 a week!! wonder whether we'll get high tmr.

btw. this week is REW. mrs tan kept stressing that we must be religious. no horny jokes. but. we kept singing banana song and "if i were" in class...made her go crazy. hahahahahaah!! talk abt being horny. lAaA~

Alpha Camp

Day1
The bus took 1 hr to get there. quite far in actually. yeah. my grp is Andrew btw. consists of 3a1 and 3a2 galz. yeah. we were led to our huts. no tents. quite nice lei. and our instructor. waH. haha. he's called weiquan...reminded me and huihua of that zhss guy. heE. yeah. he's damn funny lar. and vain!! haha. he uses his sunglasses as a mirror to style his hair. laughs. mad mad. but 1 thing. he doesnt wanna admit that he's related to ms sharon ng. we think he is. their features look so same!! their eyes esp. he told us on the 2nd morning that his sis was playing guitar when ms ng was playing guitar. but he didnt wanna admit to the other grps that he was related to her. ha. ok. 1st activity happened to be jungle survival. did some cooking in mess tins (so np-ish). then off to the mud. well...it was diluted. not that dirty. but smelly! we had to swim across then put our heads in the water. haha. lunch. still wet. then kayaking. open kayak...so easy to turn!! i did with sin ae...co-ordinated quite well. but it started to rain. aWW. yeah. so we only got a while to kayak. wet again. 3rd activity was rock climbing. oh wait. it was raining. so we had to sit in the hut 4 a while. meanwhile, inst. weiquan was talking and teaching us cheers. mad us laugh a lot with his powderful england. crazy guy. we were supposed to prepare 4 our item la. haha. yeah. rock climbing. a few managed to climb to the top. me...3 quater. hEE. didnt know where to go ler so i fell. we did all this with Barnabas btw. yeah. wash up and grp time together. dinner next. woaH. we served it. cool. we were so hungry by then. food there was ok la. then learnt cheers...4 campfire night. quite similar to np. next was night challenge. what is that? something like night walk. not very scary. not like np ones. just walked outside of the campsite. had to find our own way back. which was acutally a str8 road. but we cldnt communicate in human language!! haha. came back...wash up i think. lights our at 2330. our inst allowed us to wake up at 5.30 to bathe since we didnt have enuf time. so yeah.

Day 2

sheryl set her alarm at 5.15!! so loud! woke the other grp up. hEE. bathe. huihua didnt bathe of course. expected. her bag was so small anyway. breakfast was nasi lemak. nice. then off to activities 4 the day. 1st was abseiling. i was the 1st few. was supposed to get the carrebena frm the inst upstairs the zip line(flying fox) station. in the end she hooked me on. and i was off...flying!! aHhh!! so fun!! but inst weiquan say obs more fun. 7 stories high!! waH!! i wan!! ok. so abseiling...ok like. quite boring. no kick. so low only. sld try the higher one. haha. was talking to inst. cuz he was frm np. yeah. area3 lar. was talking abt cc team. so i found out where the story abt the loop at the top of the flagpole came abt. frm his team! cuz he said that his teamates tied the man harness then pulling up the flag...the manharness dropped and the nylon was green so they spent 2 mins finding it! wahahaha. they didnt finish their dustbin. anyway. back to camp. we didnt get to go on the flying fox cuz no time. so we practised our dance, and was doing spider web. next was team dynamics. played some games. my bonnie lies over the ocean. haha. then was this flipping over the mat game. our grp won. but cooperation btwn the 2 teams were better. much better. haha. rain rain rain again. so we went back to prepare our item. oh yeah. Paul grp had translated our "wang wang" cheer into english. it was chinese. it was supposed to be "xi the guo dong"(suck the pudding??) they translate into suck yer jelly!! so funny! u sld hear them say it. then do all the cheers and stuff...stopped raining. went 4 high elements. damn scary can. huihua was so fast up there. was this bridge thing with tyres all hanging. u're supposed to cross it. damn scary. but huihua was so fast. our inst called her a ******* haha. i'm not supposed to say it out lar. i can use it as a threat!! hAhAhaha! ok. erM. it started raining again so we only got to try one of them. dinner later. then prepare campfire. and then cAmPfiRe!!!! ahHhH!! muahahaha.

ok. i have to start a new paragraph. our grp was one of the 1st. it was gr8. we sang cheers and stuff. damn nice. enjoyed it so much. 3a2 sabo-ed mrs tan. came and made her dance the shopping dance and "she bangs!!" hahaha. that was the most fun activity. and to me, my most fun campfire. we begged the teachers into letting us stay up till 2am. success to sec3s!! haha. we had debrief with our inst at 12am. ah yes. we were all still high then. going pee pee pee with Paul and our inst. he was the one who made the pee pee thing famous. he keeps blowing the whistle. so we wld do the action. damn funny. so high. sleep. waH. so tired. cldnt even stay up till 2. haha.

Day3

sheryl 4got to set her alarm. we woke at 6. went to wash up. but so sad. np ppl had to go 4 service day! so we missed pt. and pumpings. oh yeah. 2nd morning pt was...well...like np. really. pumpings...sit up. i think the pti was frm np. so much so that thruought the camp i kept having the urge to say "yes sir!" huihua said it out. haha. we ate a quick breakfast then went back to school. slept in the bus.

service day was ok lar. damn tired. and no more voice cuz of campfire. zao xia. walked ard. so many to tell. residents were quite friendly. so nice. haha. we like the ah mah. so friendly. went back to school to await our fellow campers. we kept pee pee the whole morning. eunice blew the whistle but didnt sound that pro. haha. they came back...and guess what!! ANDREW WON THE BEST GRP AWARD!! GO ANDREW! yeah. some say what paul actually tied with us. i dunno how true is that lar. but who cares! haha. we started cheering and pee pee with our grp. haha. ah yes. mon early in the morning we're gonna do the pee pee.

so went home to sleep. i slept frm 2 to 5. cldnt wake up...but needed to go out 4 dinner. and we were late. at marina bay. talk abt meeting at 6.30. haha. xt and turaiya didnt go. dunno why. but anyway...we walked all the way frm the mrt station to the restaurant!! so far!! abt six or 7 bus stops!! almost dieded of hunger. cldnt find the place. finally started at 8.15. when zhenying ma'am, melissa ma'am, ee boon ma'am and gwen ma'am came. yum yum. steam boat and the tepanyaki thing. ate a lot. i shall skip the details lah huh. anyway. melissa ma'am received news that those sqdmates who didnt go 4 camp but went 4 npcc day kana food poisoning!! omg!! hospitalised!! i dunno whether felicia got it anot. heard that she wanted to rush back to hq for it. but i think that it was really God's grace that protected the rest of the npcc day ppl who went 4 alpha camp. think that all those who went 4 the parade kana. so scary!! anyway. yeah. we walked ard marina then went home sharon's dad took me, yingle, huihua and jaime home. thanx!! but while waiting, grace and i was playing 2 player snake..damn funny. i keep losing. hehe. so fun. then came home at abt 2330. went to sleep.

it has been quite an eventful 3 days for the sec3s...yeah. i really enjoyed the camp. miss it right now. all the crazy stuff we did. and all the crazy instructors. really have learnt alot during this camp. lazy to type all. yea. but it was really very fun. i think it's the best camp. if not, one of the best. it'll stay with me forever!!~