today was quite a good day. despite dreading the fact that i have to go back to school. math tutor was quite angry that we were 15mins late for math. cuz we strolled from parade sq to tc block. lol. math lecture abt MI... i see no point in it. lol. but it doesnt really bother me that much yet. since i havent attempted the tutorial. maybe it's difficult? i dont know.

then during break, we seperated into grps to discuss abt gpp. wE were crapping for sometime. abt ads. i dunno why..but we started on the macs oOoOOooOooOrchard road uncle please. hAHA!! sam started laughing like crazy. then all of us started laughing like mad too! we managed to come up with some idea of a game for the gpp. have to develop more on it tho. i think it was good that we came up with that!! sought ghislaine's advice on that too. so we were half crapping half discussing.

chem prac is always lame. with ms lim as such a cold (brRr) teacher and the guys making fun of everything. during lunch, sam was sharing with us abt the councillors camp. abt the night activity where they were led to one part of the huge school blind folded and asked to find their way back. damn cool and fun lar!! we weRE listening so intently! ha. chinese...how fun can it get? econs...ms heng not here. then pe (altho i hoped so hard that it would rain, it didnt). the teacher let us play captain's ball... while the guys played soccer. sam was the captain.. felicia the other. yiling kept blocking her. haha. sam's hands are really good! no matter how u throw the ball to her...she'll catch it! hAhA. we kept scoring. theN dunno what they were doing... ended up laughing like mad again. wenT home with yiling and lyn to mug! hAhA. what else can i do? slack? ccA tmr. and math test on thurs. this is so stressful!!~

woke up at 7.30am today. siao right? hA. i went back to sleep until xT msGed.... said she really sick. cmi. lol. poor thing. geT well soon girl!!

watchEd tV...looneY toonS... hEhE. waS supposed to meet edwin at 1pm at heartland. 12.50 i was still at home. lol. reached there... macs was crowded. so went to kfc to eat. he made me eat tho i wasnt really hungry. anywaY... he's crazy. cant say much. hAhA.

thEn wenT upstairs walk walk. nv seeN a "guy" love shopping b4. anyWAy... went back down to check for space at macs again. managed to find one. erM..something's wrong with me today. cldnt solve apgp. had to keep referring back to notes. basically helped him thru his whole chem paper 1..had to keep explaining to him. and some which i cldnt remember. oops. chem in sec school is really memory work. and it aint like this anymore. argh! stressed!

so anyway. he took 2 hrs just to finish one mcq paper. by that time both of us were freezing. he kept slacking. and stoning. and going outside. siao. haha. was trying to not freezE in there. said he kept seeing his friends. so gavE up on studying there... wanted to go his house study corner...

b4 that went up to popular to geT myself highlighter. i cant live without them. didnt have enough spare cash. so asked him to lend me $1.30. then he said interest rate times 2. so $2.60. round of $3. so now i "owe" him $3. no way!! ha. went down to wait for the bus. he started saying out advance woc again. make me jealous only. hA. sizing brings back memories of jnco course and plnp sessions... esp the ones where we were trying to learn sizing and get it right. was the funniest. i miss those times.

anywaY... on the bus he stole my fish carrebena. mom called. had to buy food go home cuz she wasnt cooking. hA. so abandoned him and went home. lol. sch starts tmr. argH! stressed. GPP 1st draft's due this fri. i dont even know what we're doing. i hope it rains at 3.30pm tmr. then no pe. good. long day tmr. back to studying!~

so i was intending to sleep in (i mean after 12pm). but at 1030..some person called me up!! fortunate for him, unfortunate for me that i left my hp on and next to my bed. argh!! was half asleep on the phone. why? both of them wanted me to book the pool room downstairs!! WTH!! wake me up from my nice sleep. well... was surprised that the 1pm-3pm slot was still available. after booking i wanted to get back to sleep...but cldnt. did physics tutorial. (was staring at the questions)

so edwin called ard 1. went down to meet him and xavier. was studying summation while they played. then was watching kids central on the tv. hAhA. then xavier went to pick his friend. was playing with edwin. I WON ALL 3 ROUNDS. then played with xavier after he came back. I WON. i rock! edwin won one after that. then they played again. they asked me to teach a maths to their friend. hMm.. i think i'm getting wols. i took damn long to solve.

anyway.. cld only play till 3. xavier wanted to book after that. but someone already did. so went out of the rm. had not eaten lunch yet. xavier didnt wanna go out to eat. i needed to get maths book. (argh. stressed. test next week). so took a bus down to j8. went to get some math book which cost 22 bucks. started telling him dunno where to eat (xt and i always say that). ended up at ljs. no macs!! haha. he ate fish. haha (you lucky i dun eat duck). then talk talk. forgot he had a sore throat. still eat long john.

went walk walk after that. walked upstairs... then dunno where. then went home. on the bus... i realised my math notes were still with him. ARGH. i really panicked lor. (damn stressed). had to go to central to meet him and get back my notes again. haha. reached home at abt 5.30. ok this is the crazy part. i just spent 3 hours doing maths non-stop from 5.30-8.30. crazy anot? i think so too. i need more practice. (seriously turning into a mugger. what to do??) have a headache now. migrain. ~

napfa is finally over!! arGH!! so happy!! i got a D. lol. anne marie and felicia are crazy! they ran so fast!! the others are mad too. thanks siang ting for cheering me on!! talking abt siang ting...i miss her!! argh!! why must she leave!!

(i just remembered i have pw to think abt. this totally sucks)

anyway... physics lab finished late. i had to rush home. took 156 with lyn. got home...bathed, changed, it was pouring. and the stupid bus took 20mins to come. went to plmc to find xt, mh, winnie, the usual sg guys there. talked and crapped for a while... b4 going up to the hall for band concert!

sat there like toots for a long time. raf and shafik were seriously embarrassing thruout the whole thing. haha. kana suaned again by the whole lot of them. anyway... thE band concert started, it waS this kinda "flight" thing. hAhA. raf and shafik were making the most noise. a lot of noise. but funny. damn lame. was laughing thruout. then during the intermission, xt wanted to find mrs wong and i wanted to find ms lau. argh!! the last time i saw her was on o lvl results day!! so went to talk to her for a short while.. so nice to see her again!! took a pic with her. xt wasnt able to take a pic with mrs wong. oH... met jeanette there too!! so we went back to our seats and the 2nd half started.

the alumni band played. nice!! raf & shafik were making a lot of noise again. and some comments which were really hilarious. anyway.. after the concert ended we were running ard finding people. xt came back to ask me to look for mrs wong again. on the way.. met jasmine, cai rong, grace, mindy and the rest!! so long since i've seen them!! i miss pl lots!! we sang the sch song. haha. the guys were mad. they were shouting xt's, mine and many other people's name aloud.

we finally left a long while later. took a bus to srgn gardens chomp chomp. had a hard time finding a place since it is always so crowded. were walking ard in circles. we finally managed to get a place. the hokkien mee stall wasnt open! anyway.. the rest ate western and i ate satay beehoon. yum!! (thruout the whole concert i was telling rafael i was damn hungry). xt cldnt finish her chicken chop. raf ordered 15 chicken satay and 5 beef. we were tempting ryan to eat since he cldnt eat meat on fri. darren (who made me carry his coat) had to leave. raf went to buy panadol for xt. shafik went home to get his bike (which...he fell asleep). gly and kristle came.

so we were left with me, xt, (jaime went to join her friends), kristle, glynnis, ryan, raf, edwin. we walked to a park nearby. on the way... ryan was doing drills. marching with the umbrella, hormat, basically all the drills. haha. was damn funny. the 3 guys started marching with umbrellas... which was damn retarded. we reached the park. xt and i were the 1st ones to climb the mini spider web. barefooted. pain sia. glynnis overtook us. but all of us managed to sit at the top. ryan took a pic of us.

then xt and i climbed down.. went to play swing. we came back.. the 4 of us batchmates.. (raf, xt, me, ryan--->89 batch!! yay!!) sat down and started cheering np cheers. haha. the 3 of them were on top. we were below singing our hearts away. then we had to quieten down. the 3 of them joined us. we were playing concentration..which i was stoning and lost. haha. cldnt think anymore. played the hand game... i lost too. oops. haha. by that time it was past 1am. had to go home.

so all of us walked out of the park.. xt and i were singing songs such as go light your world (gosh, it brings back memories). raf, xt, ryan, gly, kristle went to 7-11. they were ton-ing. edwin and i walked home. cldnt take it. after running 2.4...how to ton?? hAha. so we walked frm gardens. my brain was seriously not functioning anymore. he was trying to get my brain to work. which wasnt successful. nevertheless... we were still talking. talked abt many things... memories, and present situations. the road was really long. somethings he talked abt i was wols. probably because it didnt connect in my mind. reached the junction to ave 3 & 4. i begged him to walk with me home. stupid road is so dark.

so we went to 7-11 to buy some drinks and sweets. paid for him (owe him 1 anyway). then continue walking. walk walk walk... talk crap. until my house. he took a cab home. thanks again for walking me back. and sorry. he had to seriously get home by 1.30 but by the time we reached my house it was 2. oops. haha.

bathed and changed and KO. until this morning. the story continues...~

i'm going crazy. seriously. 2.4 tmr. (unless it rains) then econs test. how to handle? i'll probably fall asleep during the test.

anywaY... stanley has recently taken an interest for a certain person. so he keeps shouting her name in class which only joseph and i know. so he's been saying that that person's my ex-best friend and joseph's current best friend. damn funny. he keeps coming up with lame things. today was the funniest. i cldnt stop laughing after physics. said to him: your girlfriend ah?? and mr teck heard it!! haHA!! he asked me to repeat it...and he believed it!! hAHA!

anywaY...joseph just scared the daylights outta me. THANKS LA. he's been trying to scare all our classmates. saddistic guy. edwin seriously loved it. i dont understand this. hA.

abt to die from studying. econs, then maths, then chem, then physics. 4 subjects as compared to 8 last time. yet i feel more stressed that studying for o's. o's is nothing now. argH!~

napfa: 4As, 1C. c for what? i-pull. why? because they raised the standard.my whole body's aching now. from shoulders down. jeanette got a shock today when she heard that there is remedial pe.

anywaY... was supposed to meet hh to go with her and some people to cck. but at the last min xt offered her cousin's car. who doesnt want a free ride to cck? hA. yep. so her cousin drove me n mh down to cck. xt says he's a reckless driver. theN there was a jam...so he took another route... thru some industries which were so remote. ha. then twds cck we saw lots of cemetries...xt's cousin said he wanted to leave xt there with lots of dogs. we passed hta...so big and so nice!! argHH!! he dropped us at cck int. we met hh and the rest there. wx wanted to come...but was a bit too late. we took the chartered bus to hta.... oh man!! it was so nice! we were standing outside thinking of how to smuggle 2 ppl in...since xt's ticket was with raf. in the end we put all the tix tgt and walked in. ha!!

hta is big, nice, modern. but somehow i prefer pa. open space. maybe it's because all my memories of np are there. anyway... we went in to sit down... reserved place for the 4 of them who, at that time, were still at serangoon. the parade started... the march in of flag bearers, the supporting contingents, the GOH. they looked good!! anyway... the usual things... arrival of mr charles chong.. blah.. the 4 of them finally came...shafik went to look after cadets. then shafik... came up with a grand entrance. he kocked against the flagpole near the spectator's stand which made a really loud "pong!". everyone's head turned...to find shafik coming up. all of us there started laughing really madly!! i cldnt stop laughing.

ok. then after the march past...which was not bad... there was this dance. the balloons were really distracting. and all of them got tangled up. but we seriously didnt know what was going on. then the parade ended. in 1hr. this yr no car stunts, t-baton or toy soldiers! haha. anyway.. we went down to see glynnis and adeline, who were the flag bearers of plmgss. we were trying to make them laugh.

then we went to find the pl supporters, some of the sec4s and sec3s. found them somewhere in hta. ha. they were waiting to eat. erm... we waited there for damn long also. were talking to them. cleopatra had damn a lot of lame jokes to tell... i'm getting wols! must be the effect for mixing too much with the wols club. i seriously didnt get some of them. shafik took 10 burgers and put them in edwin's bag!! hAhA. the pap member. anywaY... we took a grp photo.. oh.. shafik was damn funny. he told the cadets no sHhH-ing.. cuz he gets turned off!! hAhA!!!

theN it was time to get up the bus to go back to bartley. the few of us sat in front. was sitting with edwin... he was showing me his speech day videos of the various uyo marching in. what a big diff frm npdp. haha. anyway... shafik started cheering... his "echo after me".. and his purple light.. bartley TO wanted to add in TO into "with my CI, my buddy and me". so it went "with my TO, my CI, my buddy and me.." then so many more cheers which we were shouting. haha. edwin on the other hand...was stoning. i kept saying.."BUC leh!!" so he did something that threw his own face as well as mine. started shouting so loudly... ha. oh..and he had to show me his np uniform in his cam. he had to show me his name tag... he had to show me his BUC badge la!! arGH!! haha.

so after shouting.. we reached bartley.. we went in. oh... at hta xt and i were quite zi lian (must be learn from raf or edwin). we used raf's phone to take pics of ourselves. a lot of times. so we continued that at bartley with my phone. lol. then xt was teaching me to play "hei zhi ma, bai zhi ma" which i had a hard time understanding and playing. haha. shafik came out of the guys toilet and started scolding them for messing up the place. ok. then i dunno who... said that edwin and i look alike... his/her eyes something wrong ah?!? *builds wall* anyway.. we talked to the juniors for a while. then we walked out to the bus stop. which we ran for the 158 bus.

then we took the bus to srgn central. mh and jaime wanted to "go home". haha. we went to srgn mac. we were sitting at the int for a while. then we walked to macs. gly and kristle came. so there was me, jaime, xt, mh, raf, edwin, shafik and the 2 of them. the same crowd again. haha. we sat there and ate. and talked. and laughed. gosh. shafik was really damn funny.
shafik: fish...who's your boyfriend? spongebob ah?
hahahahahahahaha!! damn funny!! edwin was stoning and falling asleep, kristle was even more stone... gly was depressed. cheer up gly!! dun think so much ya? then we started doing the lame actions again. oh... was taking zi lian pics with raf. kept taking and deleteing. i seriously have no skills for taking zi lian pics. raf finally took it. haha. then i started showing them the 2 chio-bu pic that me and xt took. i think raf was abt to run away. they were saying.. later lens crack. i was basically laughing thruout the whole time.

was quite late when we left. the hougang/sengkang people took a cab home i guess. leaving me, jaime, gly and edwin walking to the int. gly and jaime took 158... so edwin and i walked... 105 came...i was asking him to take 105 with me...he didnt want to. took 317 instead. he's wols. and he's making me wols.

anyway... i didnt have a good sleep. not at all. maybe cuz right now i'm damn obssessed with 2.4 run on tue. ok calm down... ~

yes!!! math test is postponed!! therEfore i only have an essay test next week. elasticities. my class is obssessed with ceteris paribus. everything reamaining constant, only 1 varies. we're applying this to everything. peiyi and i were talking abt "pw" today in the lt. then we were entertaining ourselves with lame games.

napfa's tmr! arGH!! basically my target: 3As, 2Bs, 1D. and yes...you might have guessed. the D stands for 2.4km run. i dread it. i hate it. i cant run. but i have to get a D. why? or else it's remedial pe. who wants remedial pe?! at least i dont have to run tmr. or i'll be freaking myself out now. the guys have to. so basically after school, we girls we walking down the long stairs of NJ when we saw pei wei practising SBJ. so we stood there in 1 line and watched him. ha!! we were cheering him on and laughing! went home with ghislaine.

am i slow or am i slow?? edwin got BUC. CONGRATS!! but i'm jealous!! now i have 2 friends who are BUCs. one i see everyday. and one i'm talking to right now.

this post is quite messed up. like what i'm feeling now. so therefore things do not really connect. i'm gonna get a good night's rest for tmr's napfa!!~

SEVENTEEN!! now i wont get caught by the police if i stay out after 11pm. yay! but then again... i think i'll ko even b4 11.

firstly, i wanna thank huihuA foR heR so huihua-ish present. erM... a something with a thermometer and compass and lighter. who knows what else it does?? the lighter scared me a lot. hA. but i love it!

Sharon: for heR floweR...those big ones with the "happy b'dae" word on them. (my mom thought it sings)

Yingle: heR hp pouch and hp chain thing! so cute lar! haS 18 apr on it.

Kristle, Glynnis & Edwin: for the damn nice key chain, starry and with my engraved name on it!! so nice!! love it so much! i hanged the engraved part on my hp.

Jess & Athena: the wooden arty thing! damn cool!!

my mind's not working well... so if i leave you out...i'm so sorry!! thanks to shafik, xiaoting, huihua, jess, darrick, ruoyi, tiff, athena, rafael, guan qun, edwin, grace goh, amanda, glynnis, kristle for the b'dae wishes! i think i left out some... those who wished me personally. too much hmk.

oh...i specially wanna thank 06S15 for the b'dae wishes and the girls celebrating with me!!! basically all of the girls. thanks so much for the cake (i'm fat!!). tho i kept asking you guys to eat it... you made me finish the whole thing!! hAhA.

well so after anot so tiring pe lesson i made my way down to heartland mall to meet shafik, rafael, xt, jaime, glynnis, kristle. shafik and raf came frm sg, the others from sch. both guys were soaked. lol. we all ate shaker fries...which rafael and shafik kept kope-ing frm me. oh.. macs was playing the oooOoOoOoOoOooOo...rchard road video on the tv...so we started following the oOoOooOoOo. everytime they played that advert, we started.

anyway... we started telling lame jokes again. erM... told the others abt the fuzzy wuzzy thing again. like...glynnis got it 1st.. then shafik and raf. not bad. all within 20mins. kristle gave up and went home. edwin can just go bang his head against the wall for taking eternity to guess it. he can officially take over raf as the chairman of the wols club. was msging him in the bus.. he was so slow... i really cldnt take it. anyway... shafik made damn a lot of lame and damn funny jokes which made us (esp me) laugh like crazy. madneSS. had to go home after that.

on the whole, a nice b'dae lar. but my mind isnt working anymore. i shall go sleep.~

EasteR SundaY
The Resurection of Jesus

had to wake up at 7am. i cldnt... obviously. took a bus to toa payoh and realised i was gonna be late. so took a cab... found jeanette and some others there only. jeanette was a bit high... or rather.. quite high. she was listening to mp3s and singing at the top of her voice in the hall. sounded quite retarded repeating the same lines over and over again. anywaY...we went to change and prayer. went thru a dry run. my role as a crowd and a bad person was quite alright. haD to keep shouting "crucify him!!" theN jesuS stepped over one of his disciple's hand...who was still bowing down!! hAhA!

afteR that waS briefing and intercession. waS praying with jeanette, then jeanette and thea...theA was dancing away. theN with ps sh. priscilyn is so nice!! she gavE flowers to the 4 birthday babies!! joyce (16), isabelle & pauline (17), and me (18). thanks a million!! pauline, on receiving her flowers... started screaming like mad!! so funny la!! thEn wE went up to eat sandwiches, tuna, egg & ham. yuMmY!! went down to put on lipstick...petrina was helping me... which turned out to be so red!! lucky mummy was there to tone it down for me.

theN wE sat on stage for worship..was quite short. then had to get ready for the musical!! so scary!! thE curtains didnt wanna open. lol. we were going crazy on stage. doing funny actions. so when the music started... we started dancing.. heard johanan screwed up a little part. so funnY! theN our role as the crowd... haHa. went quite smoothly actually. waS good! i hope many were touched by it!! we saT at thE back...outside the hall thruout ps' msg. until it was oveR.

went to eaT fish & co for lunch. aT novena. yaYs. nicE. i went off 1st.. guess who i met? ms heng!! mY econs teacher!! witH heR bf. haha. she came frm church too! wahHh... what a day to meet her!! was happy to see her... but to a certain extent... stressed. there's econs tutorial tmr!! hAhA!

i neED to get on with "mugging". this week was so fun. with the bbq on fri, the 3 of them on sat and easter musical today. back to reality. well... no lessons on wednesday!! can slack on my b'dae! hA. ~

Xt, jaime and edwin came to my house today!! they totally saved me from my boredom for summation of series. that topic is seriously crazy. and grace is scaring me by telling me that APGP is rather difficult.

they came ard 2pm, edwin came 1st, xt and jaime dunno run wheRe... edwin was supposed to study with his friend, xavier, who happened to stay in the same condo as me. so after "studying" for a few minutes, edwin came over to join the 3 of us to play table tennis. the 2 beginners and the 2 "pros" started playing on the table. damn funny. edwin cldnt even serve properly either he served into the net, or he served past the whole table. we were bullying him. then xt joined us... she was playing with edwin, jaime and i tgt... we really cmi for tt!! haHA. we continued playing till xt and edwin gave up. he was sitting there eating his choc easter egg xt and jaime bought for us. we played till the next ppl took over. we had a good time laughing like mad la. esp edwin's high pitched voices and mad actions.

then we were standing outside deciding where to go. edwin and xavier gave up on studying. so we went to the carpark to play badminton. the badminton pro went to take his racket with edwin then we started playing. xt and i managed to get 3 shuttlecocks stuck up at the pipes. *clap clap. we sat down... edwin and jaime were playing. took edwin's phone again. started playing all the songs again. haha. good entertainment!

after playing and laughing (with edwin there...it's hard not to laugh) we sat down and started telling those FBI stories on how some person died. which was damn lame... cuz we really cldnt guess it. and they had to lead us to the answer. so i started my fuzzy wuzzy thing... xt got it the fastest.. xavier and edwin were really wols. forgivable anyway. since edwin is the vice-chairman of the wols club. xavier wanted to give back his application after he guessed the ans behind fuzzy wuzzy. edwin was really really really wols. he took a really really really long time. i said what's the diff btwn npcc and np? and he said...no cc. and he started asking where the cc went lar!! where it flew to...and the difference btwn AA and AB. i told him in the end. cldnt take it anymore.

jaime and i refused to give him back his phone.. which he became "angry". he seriously walked off without his phone! i'm sorry edwin!! i treat you water!! jaime and i found him at the bus stop. guess he wldnt leave until they came out to return his hp. haha. so we did. and he went off 1st. he was 1.5 hrs late le. then we went back to find xt and xavier playing badminton... pros man! after that theY went home... cuz even if we went out to eat...xt wldnt eat!! or cant finish 6 mcnuggets! hAHa!! so i came home to do summation again.

overall, quite a fun day. thanks to xt, jaime and edwin for relieving my boredom. haha. wanted to call raf and the rest along... realised that he totally ko after going home. cuz he didnt reply my msg until the late afternoon. ha! wonder how much they drank. and what they did!!

church tmr. easter performance. have to get there early. like...8am!! so i'm gonna go mug more and sleep!!~

Friday 14 April 2006
Celebrating Shafik, Grace and my b'dae

it was raining cats and dogs from 12pm onwards. so i cldnt leave the house. when i finally did 2 hrs later, met jaime and gracE and went to hougang plaza tgt to find mh. raf and the rest were at hougang mall playing arcade. opened a table for the 3 of us. gracE was really funny lar! shE kept hitting balls in with the white ball!! hAhA. i won a few rounds. the table was new. so we played until raf and the rest came... shafik played with jaime... shafik was damn strong lar! thE ball flies. play gently pls!! there was this young girl and an old man at the next table... grace n i were wondering whether they were...you know...heH. i was basically going crazy disturbing raf, shafik and edwin.

theN wE proceeded to heartland to bowl. the twins, suying glynnis, kristle were there. suying was good!! we went to the arcade to play daytona. haha... we were playing dirty most of the time la. grace kept banging me. then we went out to play bowling... erM...i totally suck lar. throw face infront of pro suying. went in to play daytona again after xt came. all of them were playing dirty. edwinm, who was leading... ended up last lar!! hAHA!! the twins and suying left. we went to take a bus to punggol park.

raf went home to get his bike, leaving me, jaime, grace, gly, kristle, edwin to walk a long long way in. after we reached... grace and jaime wanted to change to shorts... so we tried finding a toilet... but cldnt. saw shafik and some others.. shafik wanted to enter a wall la!! hAHA!! so we had to walk all the way back to the toilet near the entrance. saw edwin, gly and kristle on the way... ahem ahem!! anywaY... after visiting the dark toilet we went to join the 3 of them at the play grd. played swings!! for quite a long time.

grace and i 1st... the swing was so comfortable and slippery. haha. i cldnt swing high. dizzy. then grace picked up hh's call on my phone... damn funny. we were playing and talking... mostly suaning edwin. then gly and kristle went back. i think the 3 of us there had a problem with edwin. hahA! kept teasing him. gosh...slc!! prefect!! head of discipline!! nvm. then jaime took out his ic... grace saw his chinese name and started calling him that!! grace... in her usual funny voice... damn funny!! so we started laughing... then i took his hp..wanted to listen to music.. a water droplet dropped from the bar onto his keypad!! i'm so sorry!! cldnt hear the music. he looked as if he was abt to kill me. so he started knocking his phone. haha...the sound came back after a while lar.

then raf came with his bike, wanted to buy something for xt at 7-eleven. so we walked there with edwin's hp music playing. edwin....in his sg shirt... cldnt be seen buying what we were supposed to buy. but anyway... raf only bought 1 and 2 7ups. he cld pass lar! hAhA. so we went back to the pit. everyone was there already. hh, sharon, yl... were there! havent seen sharon for so long!! anyway... right now i wanna say a GREAT THANK YOU to sharon, yingle, huihua for their gifts. (hh..i'm sorry i overturned it. dont make me look stupid.) thanks to glynnis, kristle and edwin for theirs too!!

so we started eating beehoon. then we sat down to eat chicken wings. oh!!! then e33!! finally!! with 7up. we shared with so many ppl. but jaime and i managed to do a bottoms up. grace missed it. oops. and ms loh!! who drank i dunno how much of wine and vodka... on an empty stomach... started not feeling well. naughty!! then we were playing and eating... darren was another one la!!his whole face was red. he was trying to prove that he wasnt drunk by catwalking up and down!! hAHA!! we were playing and eating... raf kept asking ppl to fall in. so i did. haha! was playing daidee with shafik, darren, mh... i won!! i won!! then the 2nd round... wth lar... shafik gave xt a dee... so xt ended up with 4 dee. how to beat?!?

then a little while later raf and some others came out with the b'dae cake!! waHHHHH...and darren blurted out the price. result of being high and half drunk. so the 4 of us including shafik's sis sat down and cut the cake... darren was talking crap again la!! talk until the candles went out. haha. finally we cut it... they cut such a big piece for me, grace and shafik! stupid hh had to remind me that napfa was next week. so we ate...then jaime opened the 2nd bottle of e33 and 3 of us shared. 3 of us managed to bottoms up...i was laughing... let raf have some...i'm so nice!!

theN we stayed on to play and go crazy. grace was doing hentak kaki the whole time cuz of too many mosquitoes. raf and the guys kept saying berhen....ti! she stopped a few times! damN funny laR! then the guys and some of us took wine and started yum-seng. darren talked so much lar!!!! was talking abt shafik. for being a good brother, a good ci... so many things lar!! darren was damn high. so finally we drank. eeks. wine is not for me. haha.

after xt recovered mh's dad came... so we had to go back...but delayed like mad. haha. b4 we went off they wished me again. edwin sqeezed my hand so hard la!! so pain! almost started screaming la. then we ran all the way to mh's car. think gly, kristle, raf, shafik, darren ton there. until 7am this morning la!! elisha came ard 10 plus. edwin went off at abt 11 plus. went back didnt ko. but raf and the rest did!! haha.

i want to thank xt, raf, and edwin (erm... this one...) for a very very good day ytd...for planning it well although it was raining in the early part of the day. it was a great success and i cant thank them enough for such a great time!! i dont think i would have such a great time with anyone else la. they were wild...but that's the root of the fun!! and so much laughter... thanks to shafik. who loves to tease me abt the pond near the park. for those who came, thanks for being there and adding to the fun!

i've spent more than 1.5 hrs typing this. well.. thanks to everyone for such a good time!! you guys rock!! =)) ~

happy good friday!!

i'm supposed to do my 2nd draft of pi. but i think i shall blog first.

thE weEk has beEn madness. i'm gonna die for physics test. anne marie is so smart la!! council campaigning's on. and they just put up the posters ytd... they hung it in such a way that it looked really weird!! peiyi and i were looking at them during the break. and all the council elects had to wear ties. and posters ard the school..

international friendship day was on weD.. haD short skits during caal. lignum waS so funnY! lyn waS so cutE!! and felicia!! so funny!! aqua.. zhi wei waS "talking" with a girl's voice. haha. aftEr schoOl i think either dear hh was too tired or too high.. shE staRteD wishing mE happy friendship daY and wE startEd sending stupid msges to each other. with fishy and monkeys!! you should hear her recount her incident at btnr. then you'll know why i call her monkey.

theN ytD wE haD pw, ms ng wanted to give back our PIs.. then shE started laughing at jerrick who wrote it in a gp style!! daMn fuNNy la! and ms lim didnt come for chem. so this relief teacher took over. he was twenty years old... studying to bea doctor. so cool!!! anD his jokes were damn lame... but funny!! basically, there are 4 types of bonds. ionic, covalent, metallic and JAMES. !!! hAHAHA!! whaT comes before 'sea'? students: "mobile (sea of electrons)". no. it's B. and some didnt get it!! we starTed laughing like mad! he released us early... so the girls were talking to him abt his studies... so cool... doctor. lame doctor!!

realsed s15 girls just love to tell lame jokes. really lame. and they have a lot. and peiyi's jokes are always funny but she said it until it wasnt! hAhA!!

anyway... going for bbq latER.with thanks to xt and raf for planning. i gotta get on with my PI before i fail my pw. ~

xt & raf's proposal is really really hilarious. too bad i cant post it on here. esp the comments... wth lar!! damn funny!! muah chee tsp... nice name for rafael. anD then raf jagged xt abt being underage. and basically is damn funny lar!! ok... thanks to the WOLS b'dae committee for planning it. well..cant wait till fri!!

today was total shit. talking abt it makes me feel worse. so i shant.~

what a stressful and retarded day!! the past 5 days were plain stressful. today i added another word to it. seriously... what a retarded day!!

woke up to doing econs essay and PI. talking abt it makes me stressed. atE lunch and went off to church. bus took damn long. wenT to the lor room to get my costume. the rest were already there..some were wearing head bands! hAHa. looked so retro. supposed to be jewish. mine is damn big... i look fat. or maybe cuz i wasnt wearing matching pants like jeanette was. theN jeanette and i tied ourselves together with the sash and started dancing. so retarded!! hAhA. then we went up to the glam rm... grace briefed us abt what was gonna happen on that day.. nat was doing crazy stuff as usual... i used the sash to tie my hair..so i looked like some nu xia... they started laughing.. i think everyone was damn high and retarded la!!

then we learnt the rest of the steps and then started on the whole song!! we were watching the 2 guys come in with the leads...was so damn funny... we watched until we forgot to come in lar!! grace: why u all nv come in?! all of us: *AHHHHHH! then we started moving in. retarded la!! theN we practised till 4pm. grace said we improved a lot. yaY!

wenT dowN..their cooking classes ended already. sat down drank soursop frm the vending machine. lol. went home with jeanette... the others were going out or going home. while sitting at the bus stop... jeanette was singing pinky and the brain song lar!! huH??! damn retarded!! jeanette's bus took eternity to come... hA. poor thing.

met my mom at j8 to eat dinner. and buy things at popular. went home to study and do pi. at least i'm done with that. have to go to church on monday. make up lessons till 6.10. have to go str8 to church. and i have a physics test on tue. I'LL GROW GREY HAIR SOON. but. i am going to sleep now!!~

Leaving on a Jetplane

All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breaking, it's early morn
The taxi's waiting, he's blowing his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I'll tell you now, they don't mean a thing

Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time, oh, let me kiss you
And close your eyes and I'll be on my way

Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times that I won't have to say ...

-Chantal Kreviazuk

`strEssED out. i have nothing to say this week except that the workload is crazy. stupid physics test is on tue and i started 4 days ago. everyday is homework. homework is everyday. lectures are getting crazier by the minute. esp math... fibonacci tan. gosH..he's weird. pw pi's madness. i'm going crazy.

s fiFtEeN's ok. celebrated lyn's and kenneth's b'day today. the girls are one sane bunch of people and the guys are the total opposite. but all are damn guai. they do their hmk b4 tutorials. totally a different story from sa2. is that a good or bad thing? depends on whether you consider the long or short run. some guys are obsessed with the GC. some are bian tai. some talk like crazY. the girls are a little bit more sane. and they all can run. i hate pe!!

i look fwD tO the momentary bliss where i forget everything. put down everything just to practise for easter. to danCE for God. i know he will help me thru. and i look fwD to next friday. good friday. a GOOD day to celebrate something. hA. cant wait. at least it's not pizza hut again. lol.

i think sooner or later i'll turn into a mugger. right now... the answer is sooner.~

waS frequently disturbed by the vibrations of my handphone this morning. but i was too sleepy to care. so there were 3 msgs and i slept thru them all. finally woke up. and was half asleep msging joseph on my bed. lol. hE waS talking abt having only his GREEN shirt to wear for class lunch today.

anyWAy.. went church.. then weNt down to cine to meet them. ok. talk abt class outing. i found only joseph, zhi wei and peiyi theRe. i asked "where are the people?" they replied... "these ARE the people." hA. they were discussing abt the haunted house thing for funtasia. we couldnt come up with a name for it. then samantha came..so we moved to a bigger table. discussed class tee and notice board too. well... notice board was free style. haha. we managed to discuss everything. efficient eh? ann marie came and choon boon came later. zhuo jie last.

for the first time... joseph styled his hair!! anD i must say he looks good. except for his obiang specs. oh... and he wore his green shirt for the 3rd time. darrick's b'dae, sa2 class outing, and now. merry christmas to joseph and ccb. so the 8 of us went off to taka. sam wanted to go for th levis renovation sale...up to 70% off!! but when we went therE.. oh man..the queue was so long!! so we went downstairs for an eating spree!! they bought gelato. waS nice.. and they guys were teasing abT it being 96% fat-free. said it was a mkting gimmick. anYwaY... i bought my beloved tako pachi.. always cant get the prawn. thEn we walked ard and looked at all the food!! yUm!! thE guyS went into cold storage. we went in...cldnt find them. so we went out to eat some more! hAhA.

ok... so we found out that the guys.. bought apples at cold storage and went to the toilet to wash them!! why are guys so retarded?!?!?! sO wE continued to walk ard and eaT... pei yi and i ended up buying tori-q. we were fascinated by the machine they used to cook the meat. thEn we, the girls... went shopping! without buying anything la. we went to see the levis store again. and gave up. went to wisma to "shop" again. haha.

theN we walked to heeren to find something. we didnt get it anyway. started buying gummies from mini toons. oops. i spent a bit too much on it. sam was saying she was gonna get diabetes. haha. then we walked past a shop. saw this top... which was nice. so we bought it for... someone.

oh!! we were discussing abt lame things. and ended up that the 4 girls loved crystal jade food!! but then again...who doesnt? so we were saying next class outing at crystal jade. hA. then the next onE... at sentosa beach. then the next at heeren top floor. haha!! we have 2 yrs anyway!

so thE rest went home... i went to ps to return joseph his mag. was reading abt shawn lee and joshua ang!! arGH!! so cool! hAhA!! now that i think of it...i think it was damn cool to see shawn lee ytd!! aHHH!! hAhA!! really!! but i'm not as crazy as xT! hAhA. oh!!!!!!!!!!! met wen long at taka!!! joseph spotted him 1sT... then i saw him... waved to him!! hAhA!! i miss amityville. nice to meet up with him again... since he always mia!! i've been seeing tv stars this week. haha. but at least i know wen long. ha.

anywaY... got attracted to the music store at ps. it's been a long time since i interacted with the piano. there was someone playing some nice piece. and then the grade 8 piece i played! was looking at the music books. but cldnt open them. sad. went down to carrefour to find fbts. since jess has been doing that for the past few weeks. hA. no red shorts at all. was attracted to the harry potter movie on dvd again.

jess has council interview tmr. ALL THE BEST!!~

met xiaoting and the rest at 12.30. supposed to be 11.30. but since when am i early? so we ate... the sg guys were there too. then we started "doing hmk". jaime was teaching valerie. vanessa was doing vectors. i was struggling thru trigo. xt was reading her lit bk. anywaY... people came and left. then there was the twins, me, jaime, xt, raf, shafik, edwin left. so we formed a "school". with shafik as the principal and raf as the OM. jaime was the teacher. and the school was only a "classroom". shafik was damn funny. as usual. i frequently kept suddenly shouting.. as i always do. edwin was signalling to me that i was mad.

then the sec3s came. erM... saw shawn lee!! hAhA! xt was damn mad. she was standing down there looking at him. she bought a mc flurry. he doesnt look like the one on the show. he looks better on the show. hE was studying. haha. xt didnt dare take a pic of him. anyway.. we went back to our table.. we started smashing the 3 oreos in the packet. then we added it to the oreo mc flurry. it was nice!!haha.

anywaY... after a few hrs.. we went to the arcade to play daytona. they were playing dirty.. haha. the 3 were fighting against each other leaving jaime alone...so she won. ha! i was screaming while playing.. raf was guiding me... ended up 2nd i think. haha. it stopped raining so we went out and walked to the playgrd. xt and edwin rode raf and shafik's bike there. raf was carrying xt's bag which made him look damn gay. so we finally reached the playgrd... started playing swings...

played with the other things... poor jaime.. i think she's gonna get more blue-blacks. play play play... tired.. we sat on the bridge. raf and shafik went to buy drinks for us. but the "drinks" cldnt be bought... so we changed to bubble tea. sat there and talked... shafik was mad. they were all mad. then they started playing those pri school games... like scissors paper stone and pepsi cola. haha. freeze and melt. rafael had a pretty hard time catching. oh...the whole time all of them were "aHem aHeM". haha. shant say la.

then xt had to go at abt 9.. shafik left soon after leaving me, jaime, glynnis, angela, raf, edwin. glynnis and i had to go toilet urgently... rode raf's bike there... which i was damn shi bai. haha. rode it back in the end. then dunno why... i think it was edwin. but we started talking abt ghost stories!! edwin was telling us abt his sec1 camp last year.. freaky. jaime was freaking out. hA. then we told a lot of them.. angela was talking on the phone.. she was trying to make that ghostly effect by swinging all the swings. haha. so we told ghost stories until abt past 10.

we walked with angela until lor ah soo. oh man!! i miss pl! the new building looks so big and tall! hAhA. shows how long i havent been there. home ec block is damn high now. took a cab with jaime glynnis edwin to srgn. raf rode to where jaime and glynnis lived. they met there...cuz the girls were too scared. haha. they dropped me off 1st. dunno whether they're meeting later. i think they're mad. anyway... yeaH. wonder where they'll be going. haha. i'm too sleepy.

i wanna go atf!! argH!! i wanna go!! try all the high elements!! oh... speaking of high elements... i think all the guys suffer from vertigo. they were screaming at the playgrd when the swing went too high. which was not even high at all. esp edwin.. gosh... his scream was damn girl. hA.

i have no more brain juice to carry on typing. eyes are closing. sleepy.. i cant last into the night. ~

meT felix today!! arGH! i always have so little time to catch up with her! and she was doing gp and physics in the train. power. how come she isnt late? i wonder. anyway... hh's face was damn black... cuz she was tired. hey i was tired too!! stayed up to watch lost 2... WHICH WAS DAMN NICE. lost is so nice!! and yet so few watched it.

we went into school... thE crest was vandalised!! thE red part had "hbk" on it.. and the lion... oh man!! wonder who did it? and how they did it? then ShE started talking abt females not supposed to be at the bus stop alone at night.. what's up man? someone got harrassed?

wont type the other happenings. shall just go on to cheerleading. turned up having quite a number of guys. did stunts... i was the supporter...since i wasnt the flier. zhi wei's damn strong. he cld lift the girl up everytime. joseph... cmi. so thin. so light. had a hard time supporting the girls. anW... attempted the human pyramid 3 times. all unsuccessful but almost there!! then table top.. was successful both times. the top flier was this small girl... whom the teacher called "cutie". haha. we attempted the toss. jess was one of the fliers... with joseph supporting... she kept screaming. the toss for the 1st grp was damn good. the 3rd.. when they tossed her.. ARGH. they let go!! WHY DID THEY LET GO? she hit her head on the ground la!! ARGH. i freaked out!! hope she's alright!!

we went to meet tai tai at clementi. to bowl. my highest score was 73!! yaY! subsequent bowls were lousy cuz i had no strength. took a bus back with tai tai.. she went back to sc. was talking to her abt so many other things. then we started saying "yo what's up??!!" so many times la. wE weRe laughing like mad.

pool tmr? i want!!~

i slept for more than 2 hrs today in the afternoon. now.. when do i ever do that? something's wrong with me. it's raining and i'm rotting.

xiaoting's my official secretary. poor thing. it must be hard on her being secretary for 2 ppl. well.. she's my secretary at least until 15april. punggol park!! hAHA!! it's a nice change anyway. excited!! hope the rest can come!!

to xiaoting--->> no 17 evil plans!! NO WAY!!~

dancE prac for easteR. i reached late. somehow i have this thing for being late today. anywaY... waited then we started on the chorus part again. cuz we cldnt coordinate. lol. thEn started with the front part... which was the moving in... oh!! thE 2 leads are the only 2 guys!! damn funny!!! ok.. then we were practising the frog style motion... which nat... hyper as she always is... started marching.. damn funny. then she started doing the actions with it.. jk was playing with the no eating sign.. so jeanette said he was on a diet. thEn we restEd... which some people.. were going crazy again. jeanette was talking abt mr low... theN she told me that the sch mag was out!! i want!! jeanette was telling me abt my face in the bintan trip thing... oh man!!!!!!! hAhA.

then grace had to go for meeting.. so jeanette took over... made us dance the chorus. then we sat down to talk again. everyone was damn cartoon.. laughed like mad. then we wanted to switch off the lights and lock the door so trick grace... we were switching off the lights when she came in!! haha.. after we finished we went home. duh. they have school tmr. i DON'T. hAHA!!

anW...met my jie jie at the bus stop while waiting for 105. was wondering who that girl in front of me was. turned out to be my sis. rathER lame. shE didnt see me either. so i took a bus home with her.

i realised i'm rather sane today. no wacky stuff. no crazy matters. i can be boring on one of my sane days. i havent really been sane this week. that's what u get when u mix ard with people like sa2. maybe being not screw lose for a day wld help me. i'm not making sense.

i realised i blogged 3 times today! aint that cool?!~

thought i should blog abt yesterday's e-bazaar. since today was a total bore.

weNt to lt 2 for briefing. we were grped into 3 grps. ms ruby ng was so sui bian. hAhA. thEn we split... our grp when to do the treasure hunt first. weRE given 5 clues to solve and find. ouR grp of 5 (consisting of all 2nd intakers) managed to find 3 of the clues at one area after many minutes of searching the whole school compound!! found the linden block clue, the p9 lamp post, and the fire hydrant all behind linden block. we wenT back to find the teacher for the clue for the instruments being "imprisoned". turned out to be guitars being locked in the TC block. the last one (zero to 40 in less than 1 sec) made us walk all the way to the pe room weighing scale to find. we haD a break after that.

thEn we wenT on to the gc art thing. which i kept screwing up. joseph waS suaning me throughout. whaTevEr. anywaY... then we played the scrabble no. game. erm... and some others... rather boring. haha. then we had lunch... which we watched some of my classmates play bball. sat at the linkway to play some game. had to build a structure made of newspaper, straws and 1m of masking tape to hold at least 3 eggs at not less than 50cm. we madE it within half an hour. holding 5 eggs and at 50cm. we sat down and talked crap. joseph sucks. he kept suaning me. some funny. some...not so. i was tolerating it.

then we tested out the eggs. the winning grp cld hold ard 15 eggs and was standing on a very delicate and tall tower!! damN cooL. then wE cleared up and dismissed!! yaY! we (meaning jess and i) wenT down to meet tai tai and darrick. (i sld stop going down there.) met gx and jia jun!! argH!! i misS thEm so much!! took a bus to holland v. to eat at the hawker centre. darrick started teasing me because i kept "tasting" jess' barley...which she didnt like at all. so after i drank abt a lot of it...i said..."it's ok wad..." thEn darrick started teasing!! haHA! was damn funny!! he said i had thick taste buds. lol.

poor tai tai. i miss her so much. yet she's being stalked. whatever you call it. argH!! i miss her!! i miss those i don't see everyday. which is almost everyone. ok lar...jess--->i miss you too. cuz we're different class!!

havE easter prac later. gonna have to go down early. but no school tmr!!!!!!!!!!!! yeaH!~

*I will trust him at all times.`+//

I will trusT him. He will help me through. I will trust Him like i always did. He helped me through my O's. He will help me through this phase. My shield, strength, portion, deliverer, shelter, strong tower. He will deliver me through.

*My very present help in times of need`+//

(It's mid week. It's Wednesday morning. It's a school day. It's now 9.45am. Why am I not in school?!?! hA!! I wouldnt need to go if not for the university talks.)~

today started with no assembly. aint that good or what? hAhA. met jess and we went up to lt5 for one of the compulsory talks. "The importance of being kaypoh" by wild rice. they were good!! really good!! they were humorous. made us laugh like crazy!! so after that wE went down to eaT... yong tau fu. before proceeding to the library to meet joseph who was there MUGGING earlier.

startED doing econs essay outlines. was frequently distracted by everything. kept talking to the 2 of them. then jess cldnt find her wallet... found it in the end. what a scare. so continued... thEn hh came. dunno why...but we started talking abt...stuff. weLL... we talked till joseph (who was wols) knew what we were talking abt!! oops. we started laughing at quite a lot of things... cuz the actions were damn funny!! hh waS reading some magazine... oOoOo...mugger. haha. continued to "do" hmk. then metals.. theY werE waiting for me.

sO after we left the library.. we went down to eat again. ate speghetti. it was good!! theN mY classmates started coming down from dunno where... stanley ate with us and we were talking abt css people... he was damn funny laR! kept saying wah lauuuuuuu... thE way he described certain people.. maDe uS laugh like crap!! daMn pervertic too!! hAhA. theN jess wanted to find out who wen yi was...who happened to be in my class... stanley started saying that jess liked wen yi... daMn funny! maDE his confidence so high!! jess was disgusted. haha. the girls weRE curious to find out the truth.. which made wen yi "sad". haha.

thEn jess and i went up to bitez.. to... slack. joseph disappeared with zhi wei. went back to lt5 for the history of mtv thing. IT WAS COOL!! we watched 87 mtvs in all. from the 70s to present. jess and i started singing every song that we knew... and i was disturbing joseph thruout the entire thing. theN jess went crazy when some of the videos were played... hAhA. esp the britney spears one. hAhA. iT waS good lar. to see how mtv changed frm retro to today's modern music. cheesy songs to spoofs of the mj video... to disgusting ones. hA. tmr's e-bazaar. erM... is that supposed to be fun? hA. for the 8 hrs...

I CANT OPEN MY WEP LECTURES!! argh!! how how!! i'm getting irritated with this computer. my birthday's in a month's time. *hint*~

oh my goodness! darrick so rocks!! thanks darrick for the photoshop edit of the 5 pics we took!! so nice!! ACLHP. 12345678910!! argh!! so nice!! haHA.

anywaY... i spent the whole morning mugging. or rather...doing hmk. so much to do. so stressed. anyway... why do they use the term mug? ain a mug supposed to be something that u drink water from? so people in nj love to drink water? i'm not making sense.

tot i wld be late down for dance prac. i wasnt. waited for jeanette at the bus stop. weNt up to glam rm tgt with grace. the rest were there and 1 air con wasnt working!! so hot!! didnt need warm ups. ha! anW... we started laughing like crazy.. cuz all of them were mad. so many sarcastic remarks... and cuz the steps were damn funny!! ended up laughing more than we practised. had to perfect the chorus. gracE was hinting to jeanette and her bro abt being the lead dancers. had to look into the formation and stuff...so she assumed both of them to be the leads. haha! natalie was damn high... dunno why. kept laughing.

theN some of us went to united sq to eat toast and drink tea. ended up sitting there for more than 1 hr. natalie was talking crap a lot. no link... made us laugh like mad. hAhA. so much crap that i dunno how to blog it down. followed grace to buy her dinner. then took a cab home with her.

came home to do more hmk. erGH.

basically... i look fwD to after school and the weekends nowadays.~

leT's talk abt ytD 1st. met jess after school. she got too excited. took a bus which took damn long to come... down to ac. i didnt dare to go in la!! so throw face. well... anyway... we did. went to meet sa2... gosh. miss them so much!! talked to them...then me, tai tai, jess went to find mr soh. so we had a sa2 reunion kinda thing!!! we talked abt everything la. even what mr soh didnt know... so now he does. haa. oh... mr soh was biting his straw!! like a small kid!! damN funny!! then ec was bullying tai tai. hEhE. talked till abt 6 something. saW andrew "mugging". we were pretending to spy on him...then ec cam behind and poured water onto our backs!! arGH!! tai tai's back was damn wet. poor thing.

ok...today... the phy lecturer was damn funny!! anW...afteR...well. i dun wanna talk abt it la. anW... took a bus down to beauty world. joseph was suaning me...but he didnt even go lar. mugger. ha. got there as soon as i cld. to find almost the whole class there!! people who went: gx, me, jess, tai tai, jeslyne, andrew, darrick, ken, darryl, kat, kah joon, erwin, wei joe, tommy, mag. tommy looked so sji!! mag came in her home clothes. thE guys there were talking abt tommy. we were making havoc. damn crazY. then i started taking photos with darrick!! daMn act cute!! we were doing the jap 12345678910. argH! i miSS darrick's crazineSS!! we were talking and laughing. i can finally let my hair down. be myself. i miss sa2. i miss mr soh.

anyway.. took a bus home with andrew. was walking to a damn ulu bus stop. he was suaning me lar. ergH. waS talking to him abt thingS.... in the bus. he was damn blur. erGh. anyWaY... stopped at some bus stop. omg! i met my parents there lar!! hAhA. was trying to look out for sji... still cldnt find it. oops. i'm sorry. haha.

need to mug later. mug.mug. type some more tmr!!~

I AM GOING CRAZY. tutorials are up to my neck. all dunno how to do. cuz i havent learnt.

i miss sa2. joseph is a pig. i miss tai tai a lot. i miss the fun.

going to go thru another fun fair again. but i think. nothing can beat fun-o-rama XVIII.

God, help me thru this phase.~

bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored.

Jessica is next to me now----------------->>>>>>>>>
We're in some part of Nj. surfing the net. DO NOT... i repeat... DO NOT ask me about how my 1st day at Nj was. Not to say that it was bad. i just dont have a good opinion of things on the 1st day. Ac 1st day og, then i came to love them. 1sa2 1st day... i prefered my og. Now Nj 1st day... i still love amityville and 1sa2. Make up lessons are at 4.30... that explains the previous paragraph. till 6.10. and i have make up with econs teacher (along with joseph) on weD... my only free day. thanks ah.

bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored.~

does it count as a great improvement? i took 20mins to put it in. and less than 2 mins to take it out. hAhA. was msging jaime the whole of last night and today. scared. hAhA. maybe now i'm more confident. but i realised my astigmatism cmi. my left eye cant see near. haha.

anW... i'm gonna be a walking zombie tmr. waking up at 8 this morning was already enough to kill me. went to church for easter dance practice. was practically blank faced. and stoning. following the steps... and stoning. went opposite to eat. i didnt know what to eat. and was stoning again. hA. prac on tue again. HeEx.

oh...since i was stoning.. i was analysing the different ways people pronounce my name. let's see: people who pronounce it literally include baTcH tHiRtY-tHrEe, and people who read my name out from the list. people who pronounce it correctly are those i tell them, 4a2, a few of my sqdmates. people who pronounce it as my chinese name... gosh. THE WHOLE OF 1SA2. haha!! others include...weLL... ah lean.. which was created by ah ruo. (i miss calling ah ruo). and...FORGET IT. i wont say. those arE thE crazY oneS who love to tease me. people like xt, raf & gang. HaHA. not forgetting yibin sir... who just called me what i havent heard for quite long.

ok. the previous paragraph was kinda zlk. i know. i'm just bored. make uP lessons end late. i think i'm gonna go for all. their notes are so different frm ac. either most are given by the teacher. or they didnt learn. weirD. i look weird in uniform. daMn weird. and only 1 pocket. i cant fit anything into it. i'm fat!! ahA!! i'm most excited to sEE hh iN uniform tmr. yea!!~

2nd last day of freedom. i wasn't supposed to go out today. but IT IS my 2nd last day of freedom. how am i supposed to stay at home and mug? anW... my pro-nj specs look blur. and i cldnt take it. after i bathed... i took the train down to city hall to find my optician. had to wait for her to come. anw... she checked my eyes again.. nth wrong. just that i needed some time to adjust. since the degree is different. and to get my eye working to correct it to a lower degree. and she said its less stressful for reading. and it is true. but where far vision is concerned...blur. ha. she's so nice and helpful. and careful. the best anyone cld have actually.

after thaT i walked thru funan to the other side to clarke quay station. was debating on whether to go to srgn or kovan. maybe i have telepathic sense or something. but i ended up in kovan. say glyninis and gang... then met xt,jaime, raf, cherina & valerie at kfc!! i rock man!! anyway... joined them for lunch. then cherina and valerie went off. we went up to the specs shop. make contacts. ok. WHAT A HORRIBLE EXPERIENCE. i prefer wearing specs. i do i do. anyway... i want to thank jaime and rafael for their encouragement thruout. esp jaime....whom i was damn envious of cuz she did it so easily. damn. i dun dare!! hAhA. raf was making me laugh a lot. ok. so i finally did it!! yay!! thEN removing...not that bad. then after that we went to the arcade to play daytona. eH... having 4 ppl to play was damn difficult. cuz not enough time using the same card. so we played anyway. raf andxt were leading... then xt got knocked off. raf was leading. then xt knocked me. so i became last! hAHa! xt won anyway.

took the train to srgn... raf wanted to fill up his card. there was this 2 girls...who wanted to throw something away... omg. her voice was..... i dunno how to describe it!! buT raF does the imitation damn well. she asked where the nearest dustbin was... which was upstairs. then she asked the person to help him throw. and he said no. and she said "oh. f***" HAHA. anyway... me, raf, mh went to take 105 since mh was going to town. raf was going to his fren's house. spring bloom... since it was just next to my condo. i kept suan-ing him abt being WOLS and wearing leather shoes (since andrew commented on it that day). oh! and his pink shirt. lol. raf wanted to go swimming... so he started suan-ing me. gosh. i wont type it out. ha!!

came home to mug. gosh. how come nj is so fast?? i have many many many make up lessons to attend.~

i rock. i rock. i rock. not because you suck. it's grey. rocks. stones. whatever. meT jeSS @ beauty world centre. gosh. i tell you.. that place is so ulu. the shops are......................... anyWAy... ate mac. again. was having trouble eating up the fries and drink. went to get the blouse. 34. (hh's wearing 36) while walking... saw cleopatra and some of the sec3s... what were they doing at some ulu place like this??!!!??!! hAhA. some project. pl has funny stuff nowadays.

anW... took a bus to nj. thanks to andrew. whose directions were......................... stopped at nj to go look at the classes. jess' in s08. i'm in s15. same as joseph and zhi wei!! happY? at first. then...oh. i'll be seeing him for the next 2 years. -_-'''. was trying to locate the bookshop. called up hh...who was sleeping. she made me look stupid by standing in front of the achievement medals. anyway...it was closed. so we walked out... took a bus to ps. went to carrefour to find red fbt. got attracted to the dvd section which was playing the hp movie. ARGH. they're playing it everywhere. anyway... bought 1. took a train to city hall... adelfi. to collect my "pro-nj" specs. ok. i need lotsa time getting used to this. my right eye degree dropped by 100. now it looks blur. anW... walked to suntec. bk. to meet andrew and jovian. erm.... we met roy and his friends on the way!! arGH!! i was shouting roy! roy! hAhA. so gay. he wanted to follow us to see andrew... but didnt cuz it was too far. sat down at bk. i cldnt resist. had to buy yami yoghurt. hAhA. so nice. so yummy!!

walkEd to carrefour... andrew wanted his shorts or smth. got attracted to the dvd section again. walked here and thEre... ok. then went home. lol. suddenly i'm lazy to type. oh!! on the mrt andrew was showing me his neos... with his female cousins...oh man. you really cant tell which is the guy there. so chio!! and his polo tee looked like a v-neck. oh man!! thEN he startED calling me handsome. wth! i shall officially announce that i shall call him mei nu! or chio bu!! thank god he got down earlier. anyway. walked past the video store at toa payoh again. damn! harry potter movie! arGH!! hAhA.

tmr is mugging day.~

haPPY b'dae rafael SIR & celene!!

i was somehow the earliest at the mrt station. then raf and edwin came. then darren. then jaime and winnie. and we ended up waiting 1 hr for shafik. there was this technical fault with the nel line... but anyway... they kept checking every mrt that passed for him. finally he came! at 1pm! hAhA! wenT to orchard. taka. seoul garden. mh, xt, and ryan were already there. then we had to pay... raf's student card got retained so he had to pay adult!! oh maN. thEn we started eating.. eat eat eat... ryan ate so much. thEn xt went ahead with her 17 "evil" plans on raf. 1st was to approach 5 girls and get their no. oh well.. then we cut the cake... which xt smashed cream on his face. he cldnt find the toilet. then we took away all the forks and spoons and made him eat with a chopstick. his cake was damn big anyway. shafik was making us laugh like crazy. damn funny... so cartoon la!!

theN we walked to cine. on the way...we were making him try to get girl's no. but he was too scared. haha. met andrew and jess. they went to watch a movie. walked with them to heeren. raf and the rest went to play pool 1st. we managed to persuade andrew to take neos with us. the machine was so feminine. anW... all the pics looked damn girly. which made him look gay. and 3 out of 4 neos had the word "gay" on them. jess said no scandalous stuff on them...but we ended up putting things on them anyway.

theN we walked to cine...kpool. went to find xt and the rest. saw ac ppl there. the ppl frm our econs class. was supposed to play with mh, xt, jaime, winnie. but andrew opened a table.. so i went over and played with him. i was disturbing raf thruout the whole game. and he had to fufil the other dares. like going ard and saying "world peace" to 17 ppl. and catwalk! and kiss shafik on the cheek! and sing the homo song to shafik! i dunno what else. anyway.. his catwalk was damn funny. oh ya...back to the game with andrew. he thrashed me. what else? lol. no jiajun to thrash him. was disturbing him too. then jess joined in. andrew hit in the black ball then the white. lol. ok whatever. not one of my best days. haha. theN they had to go off.. but not before bullying andrew!! jess was trying to hold him down while i used the chalk to chalk his nose!! after many minutes of struggling... i finally managed to chalk his nose!! haHA!! blue nose. we went to pay...costs $9.40. i took andrew's ic and ran off with it. hE was carrying jess' bag which made him look damn gay. he came back to dirty my face with chalk.oh! sprayed him with impulse. how can i resist? haHA... then they went off TGT. yep. stayed on with the rest.

raf was being tortured with dares again. poor thing. they played for a while... then ryan was trying to show off by doing angle... jump ball... funny stuff. haha! we went down to take neos. all 9 of us. poor raf. his face was decorated by winnie and xt. with rabbit ears... whiskers... funny things. haha. thEN xt and jaime went to buy famous amos... walked to mrt station. took a grp photo again. we took the 1st at taka. then ryan and i went off to toa payoh. the rest to nel. was disturbing ryan in the train. he followed me up... which wasnt a great idea. cuz he had to walk more. lol.. reached home at abt 8. when i'm supposed to be home at 6.30!!

no idea whether i can go out tmr after buying uniform. hopefully. oh.... i just realised that sharon and i have so much in common where schs are concerned! hahA. we're in the exact same boat. only diff jcs. lol. and she knows rain (michael)!!! hAHA!! this is so cool.~

[More neos on my yahoo photos]

i came home at 12.30am last night. and yet she didnt say anything. weLL anywaY... xt n jaimE came over today. to plaY pool. yaY! we suck. hAha. maybe it's the table!! too used to plaza. anW... xt won the most (as usual). theN i was playing against jaime.. anD all were tyco balls!! i jusT hiT the thinG and thE balls just slowly rolled in! hAhA! daMn funnY. played mostly no. games. waS watching amazing race on the tv. seriously. $20 for an lcd screen tv is not bad.

anyway... after the pool game we went down to find rafael, ryan, elisha, shafik. went to play badminton... which was too windy. they switched to the carpark... the shuttlecock kept getting stuck on all the pipes. shafik and ryan was playing against jaime... made us laugh like mad cuz shafik was damn cartoon. played for quite a long while... raf was mad. elisha was playing with his laptop. xT was keeping the scores for the games.. erM... haha.

thEN we went to heartland... on the bus... ryan was telling stupid lame jokes... omg!! so funny!! went to mac to eat. i think the sg guys were having some hp rally or something. cuz they were sending stuff here and there. and listening to crap. then shafik said...send porn!! damn loudly. gosh.. was damn funny. elisha went to help xt's fren with math... vectors... erM. talk abt a2. he cldnt even count properly!! then i did it for him... and he thought i was wrong!! arGH! hAHA! a2 maths.

we wenT bowling after that. and she kp!!! wTh lA!! ok nvm. i was persuaded by the lady there to play with them. i was so lousy... at least i beat my score of 13 the last time!! i got 18! then i got 53!! hAHA!! thanks jaime & raf for trying to hard to teach me. at least i knew what went wrong now!! thEN raf and shafik were shouting go fish!! so loudly...so throw face la!! hAhA. raF got so many strikes. damn good. but daMn loud. hE caNt just roll the ball...he has to drop it!! loL. thEn thEy weNt to plaY daytona... i had to go home. aWwW. having migrain anyway.

oh. do you know that ryan looks like poner??? but then again... those who know ryan dunno poner. those who know poner dunno ryan. i was trying to take a pic of ryan and send it to poner but ryan refused to pose for me. gave me that retarded face. nvM... i shALL find pics. poor raf. he's gonna sUffEr tmR!!~

firstly i want to clarify that this is damn lame and only people who are damn bored and wu liao do this. so, as i am feeling damn bored and wu liao... i shall do this. thanks andrew. -_-'''

seven random facts about me
1. my name is leanmay
2. i like blue
3. i hate chinese
4. i live in s'pore?
5. i love schnauzers
6. i'm not ah lian
7. i love jap and korean food


seven celebrity crushes
1. daniel radcliffe!
2. joshua ang
3. jay chou!!
4. drew fuller
5. no
6. more
7. already

Seven qualities I want in a potential boyfriend/girlfriend:
1. Tall
2. must make me laugh a lot.
3. sensitive
4. dark (tanned)
5. must be able to communicate with me
6. cool
7. loves me back (duh)

Seven things that scare me:
1. the devil
2. any digusting creatures
3. horror films
4. lizards
5. perverts
6. weird people
7. YOU (lol)


Seven random songs at the moment:
1. Rain Down
2. Beep
3. Pon de replay
4. Black or white
5. Majesty
6. Feng
7. You're Beautiful


Seven things I like the most:
1. God
2. My family
3. God's work
4. Close friends
5. pl, 1sa2
6. baTcH tHiRtY-tHrEE
7. my neighbour's dogs


Seven things I plan to do before I die:
1. be happy
2. finish education
3. get married?
4. visit austria/venice/switz
5. eat all the food from the diff countries
6. kayak ard s'pore
7. clean my fish tank


Seven things I say the most:
1. yo
2. lol
3. what??
4. yar...
5. what the....???
6. huh
7. you suck


Seven people I want to do this too:
1. anyone
2. who
3. is
4. bored/wu liao/lame
5. enough
6. to do
7. this

theRe. done. i rock! =) ~

Sentosa (1SA2)
13 March 2006

let's ffwd to waiting at harbourfront station for more than an hr. people who met us and were me(duh), jess, tai tai, kat, jeslyne, amanda, ee cheong, ponner. went to the hawker centre nearby to eat. oh...i was talking to yq all the way to sentosa... long time no catch up with her. free incoming anyway.

took some bus to siloso beach. how long havent i been to sentosa? let's see... more than 8 years? i cldnt recognise anything. went to look at the prices for the luge. expensive. reminded me of the new zealand trip. settled down and went to play with water bombs...only to get pushed down into the water by the rest. ponner took off his shirt....ooOooO!! me, kat, darrick, ponner and andrew were soaked. were throwing sand at each other.

wenT to get the full day package thing. so that we cld play volley ball..and KAYAK!! we played with the volley ball 1st... which was a damn failure. kinda reminded me of bintan. welL... ec was damn good i must say. theN we gave up and started playing captain's ball. i was mainly rooted to the grd since it was sand. then finally... kayaking!! kay, jeslyne, me, andrew, darrick went. paddled back and forth... such a small area. thanks to andrew & darrick who capsized me. and i had a hard time getting up onto the canoe again. darrick helped "a lot". theN darrick capsized himself... when he got back..he had no paddle... cuz kat took it away...so he cap-ed again. haha. was mainly playing with andrew...and trying to cap him... but. yA. splashed damn a lot of water at him. i miss kayaking!!

went to play in the water a bit again. then helped the guys dig a big "1.8m" hole supposedly to fit ec in. anywaY... andrew was damn good. digging like a dog. i think they buried mag in the end. haha. poor mum. i went to bathe with jeslyne and kat. damn toilet was disgusting. came back with a hungry stomach... joined them in taking pics... b4 sitting down to gobble everything available while the rest went to bathe. was talking to tommy abt rj and stuff... then kat started taking pics with everyone. lol.

took a tram to somewhere...were damn crazy. then a bus back to harbourfront. went to eat at subway. cheap and good!! saw some ac ogl... then talk talk talk... oH... some ate the footlong one... which was damn funny to see them struggling to finish it. took a train back with jess, andrew, jeslyne.

surprisingly i'm not that burnt. yay!!! enjoyed our time tgt ytd. fully. totally loved it. came home not feeling really tired. but good. sa2 all the way!~

i have been going out too much. and am going out too much next week. who cares? it's the last week of freedom. mugging starts as of 20march 2006. make up lessons end so late!!

wenT to j8 to meet gracE today. while waiting... was walking ard j8... aimlessly. haha. went to pasta mania to eaT pasta! duh. anyway... ate the chicken one... heR carbonara was so creamy. eeks. haha. i promised myself nv to eat creamy pasta again after that day at fish & co. theN we talked and talked...abt jc life and stuff.. and sec sch!! daMn funnY... share all the experience frm another point of view in sec school. not as a student. but as a teacher.

theN she had to go to church. and i went to meet xiaoting and rafael SIR. supposed to meet them at 3. but at 3.05 i was still at j8!! ok. so i reached plaza at 3.45. omg... frm the time i started playing... i cldnt stop laughing!! rafael was damn funny. xt and i kept laughing. thEn xt hit the ball... the cue stick hit the lamp...which moved the triangle...which came crashing down on the table...which hit all the balls. HAHAHAHA. theN raf hit the balls so hard... thaT the white ball flew off the table. then we were all targeting raf... he was targetting me... that when xt hit 2 balls in... it was mine and his!! which left xt with ALL 5 balls left on the table. aRgh!! damn funny. basically we managed to keep killing raf. theN he was asking since when does kpool allow ppl younger than 16 to be inside... we were wondering who it was. then he pointed to the baby. -_-''' . damn lame la!! i asked xt what time they started and she said 3.10. then rafael took out $3.10 to pay us for it!! HaHAHAhA!! ok. he left 1st. xt and i continued playing a few more rounds. in which...she won most of the time. oh...i played MUCH better than i did in marina that day. i totally sucked that day.

theN xt and i weNt to wx's house to play swing... xt managed to swing so high and grab some leaves off the tree. made us laugh like crazy. i wasnt able to go so high... cuz i drank barley b4 that (which was damn sweet) and felt like vomitting. it started to rain so we ran into the mrt station shelter... we talked and talked there... xt was so scared of the thunder. poor girl. i took the mrt home. xt said that on the way home she saw many trees being uprooted because of the heavy rain. so scary!!

well anyway... this is my schedule for next week.

Monday: Sentosa with sa2
Tuesday: buy uniform, make specs
Wednesday: pool at my house with the usual ppl
Thursday: Raf's b'dae
Friday: finally i'm free!!

yeP. i need to start reading my notes.. if i'm supposed to attend lectures next next week. ahA...for now... i'll slack.~

south park is freaking lame. thanks joseph. now we're all addicted to it.

anW... today was basically a suaning session in nj with joseph. gosh. he kept suaning me!! ok fine. i admit i cant beat him. but his suanings are damn funny!! i end up laughing. then when i have nth to say i just say joseph you suck!! hE was suaning me thruout the lectures la!! ok then joseph the homely boy went home. took a bus to clementi with jess back to her sch. she had to give smth... then i walked ard the int to explore all the small little shops. lol. then jess went home and i waited for her at the shop at the mrt station. and i ended up spraying impulse on myself to test which was the nicest smelling!! bought the pink one in the end. we went back to ac (erm. yes.) to find darrick an the rest. sat down and talked to some ppl for a while. poor roy. he looked so free and bored. anW... andrew was copying his work...so we waited for him.

theN went to balmoral plaza to erm... eat chix rice with darrick, andrew, jess. it was..ok lar. not say fantastic. then we took a bus with darrick to beauty world. andrew went home... poor thing. he's still sick. (my voice aint back to normal anyway.) we found out that the shop doesnt have the stock. damn. so we walked...somewhere to take a bus back to nj... saw wei joe on the bus!! shop closed at nj!! arGH!!! 4get it. we went home. loL.

i've run away frm this long enough. it's time to face it. but i still dont want to. am i gonna cry? maybe i will. sometime. not now. damn. south park's really lame. i cant walk. i'm still running.~

as usual... we went back to ac. not that we didnt wanna go to nj. it's just that we only have 1 bloody lecture today. and we have nth to do till one pm. so...go back ac!! yeA. we cldnt go 4 chem lab. so we stayed in the canteen. and i met ms leong. blessing in disguise? i dunno. well, i followed her to the music centre... wanted me to play violin. hello?! i haven played since sec4!! nvM. i suck at it. sight read some piece for her... but i cldnt get the pitching right because i'm not used to without lines!!

anW.. went back to join tai tai and jess to talk to ms too. after that we sat down to eat till darrick and the rest came. oh... andrew has been sick for the past 2 days. get well soon!! anW... we went for chem lecture. he was so damn funny!! he kept suaning the cresent girl...cuz she was talking. and he face turned damn red. so he started telling us abt ppl's face turning red. then he caught 2 ppl talking again.. and called them auntie and uncle!! we kept laughing la!! then phy... gosh. crasher kept covering his moustache. we were laughing at that... but the lecturer didnt even know.

theN the famous long 2 hr break. we ate with roy... who was there since i dunno how long ago. ate chicken rice... it was... well... nice. theN we were mainly playing and chatting. met marcus. he came back to appeal. talked to him for a while. he kept saying hi to so many ppl! too popular. lol!! the rest had to go for econs tutorial. so me and jess sat there with roy. jess was trying to sleep while i was reading roy's 8 days and he was eating mee pok. he ordered $2 mee pok and the amt of noodles he got was equal to $5!!! he was damn disgusted by that. dunno what ingredients they put in it. then he was saying they sld sell noodles with just the ingredients. he started drawing... then his fren came... talk talk.

theN jess and i went to gp with the rest of the remaining class. ms too was talking abt some gp test they had in term 2. then she said dun give to other jcs!! and nj was her jc!! hAHA!! theN chinese. mr soh was and is still on course. so this blur teacher... didnt even know we crashed. anyway... she made us read this passage...find the murderer. then she left us in class. dunno where she went. so they said she went to the toilet to change her pad!! ok anW... we didnt understand the psg so darrick started playing the mass dance songs and we started dancing. well... actually it was only ec and jess. then sch over... so they started dancing again. black or white & pon de replay. aft that tai tai, jess, darrick and i went to canteen to grab smth...b4 going home.

i'm still runnning away from it. i dont wish to think abt it until it's confirmed. i choose to look on the bright side and be gay. HAHA. GAY. no. i choose to be happy.~

i still have no voice today. no voice to tease hh. anywaY... i'm running away from my problems. i am. at least it makes me feel better. short term. but i choose to run. i choose not to think abt it. i choose to put my mind on other things. i hate this. i'm trying to help myself. but it doesnt seem to work. i get this feeling. uncomfortable. wTH.. i'm almost up to my boiling pt.

well anyway... afT a "long" day in school... me, jess, joseph went to KAP to meet darrick and wei joe. thanks joseph. he made us sit 156 which didnt go to kap. anW... joseph didnt want to come at first...then he got brainwashed or something. so he turned up. darrick and wei joe finally came... then after we ate we were playing with ice... which jess choked on. so we stopped. oops. darrick and joseph were fighting with ice and coke... then we stayed back to chat...while joseph left.

wtH...i have no idea what we are doing now. i've been fighting with joseph. darrick so rocks!!~

i KO-ed ytd after coming home. oH... i have no voice. i lost it. maybe i dropped it somewhere in ac. shouting with a sore throat... dont do it. if you dont wanna lose your voice.

ok... jess, me, poner went to ac ytD. the front part was crap. and i dont wanna blog abt it. joinED amityville for games after that. there were so many new ppl in it!! weLL... theY're nice. but they havent quite gotten the ac spirit yet. lol. theN we wenT to play all the water bomb games and glue frisbee!! HaHA! aftEr that we went to cafe to slack for a damn long time.. and to talk. wen long was damn crap. hE came in and said he was a happy man. because he just woke up from a nice sleep and ate ice-cream. MIA!! sO we crapped with him and the rest of the og thru lunch... the food took so long. thEn we went out and threw conray into the swimming pool!! wahA. conray happens to be andrew's classmate. theN he and his frens took a pic... then they pushed him into the pool again!! hAhA!!

we went back for mass rally. oh yEA!! i miss the times... with all the cheering and craziness... boo-ing other lossehelins and cheering for kyofu!! yaY!! aftER thaT we were slacking... so i was hanging ard with mag (mum!!), tommy, jiajun, andrew. jiajun was making this seal noise.. which was damn funny. i kept laughing non-stop. mag and tommy too. then jiajun started the thing with andrew again. andrew was in pain again. lol!! thEn andrew came frm behind and wanted to hurt jiajun... but i think jiajun was too strong... he tore andrew's underwear!! aRgH!! mum and i were laughing non-stop!! theN our og went down to play some games.. against jiajun's og la!! he waS damn good aT ball games. ec's og was at the other side. he was the one on the chair la. so tall! unfair! hAhA. thEn saw andrew being chased by many ppl...because he was covered in glue. he got part of my face. his hair was damn cool... theN jia jun got it too.

thEn we got tired. so we went to void deck to sit down talk talk. jiajun went to wash up and he came back unrecognisable!! cuz he didnt style his hair!! andrew's hair was so long. he put some more glue on my shirt. thanks ah. thEn went to talk to felix. who was with her og. was watching ec and scholar eat chicken rice while talking to felix. soon my whole og started buying chicken rice!! thEn we weNt up to the hall to havE the mock campfire.

saT near jiajun... which was not a good idea. anyway... they continued their story of the 4 lossehelins. damn funny... the "jing di zhi wa" (as pronounced with an english accent) was actually hans. we had this scavanger hunt thing... uHh... was quite lame. theN thE slide presentation... cheers... almost like orientation 1! was daMn cool. then mass dance!! the ogls danced all 4 songs. then we did MJ... then pon de replay!! me and gq missed it. so we were dancing tgt. then we danced a lot of times with yili and the guys... thEn annie yong made us go back. so we waited for the oga meeting to be over... b4 me, jess, darrick, andrew, ec went out to holland v. i lost my voice by then. yili came by to say all those damn sad things.. which made me wanna cry. damn. i was on the verge of crying!! (if i ever cry... it proves that i really cant take it anymore)

so we went to holland v...along with my beautiful voice... to bk. lol. 3 of us shared some value meal thing. ec went off... erwin and wei joe were there too. ate..then went off. erM... some ppl were at crystal jade la!! talk abt rich. shared a cab home with andrew again. lol. well... this time he got off 1st. cheaper anyway. so i came home...with no voice and totally flat. but it was a good day. ac so rocks la!! where can u get such a fun orientation? only in ac!! yea!!~

God, please please please please grant me acjc. I cant take this anymore.

i hope they call me tmr. i'll cry.~

Act cute lian hua pai (ACLHP)
-Darrick (Jiejie) <----- act cute
-Leanmay (didi) <----- ah lian

we rock at suaning people. such as poor jessica. soOoOo.. scandalous. and tai tai. soOooOo...pei.

but as of tmr, there wont be anymore scandalous affairs in sa2. i just realised that all the couples are split up. WTH. nvM. we'll be tgt again soon. congrats to darrick and andrew for becoming OGAs. damn! they're making me more jealous. and i'm getting more depressed by the minute.

"God helps only if you help yourself." Therefore, i've decided to help myself and go tmr with a better attitude. i'll try. i'll try not to compare. not to think abt the past. the only 2 consolations i have now are jess and joseph. well... bettEr than nth. but i really hope that God will help me. get back into ac. i see my future there. and not in any place else. why do i land up in schools with so few pl girls? lol. well, at least there's dear hh to cling on to tmr. maybe i'll become a leech and stick to her! hope ac calls tmr. then i wont have to suffer another day.

have i ever wondered, that if i go there...i'll be happy? yEs. i've wondered. and i only see myself happy in ac. arGh!! felix goes in and i go out. i want to see her. i want to see her in the same sch as me. i dont mind seeing her for the next 2 yrs. then there will be someone i'm close to frm pl!!

as of now, i need to look on the better side. be optimistic. go with excitement. not dread. and pray hard that i'll be back in acjc next term. God please help me!!

anW... i cut my hair!! yaY! it's thinner. but it still curls. nothing is perfect. at least i look a lil bit neater now. or maybe not. i just bought $3.40 worth of minitoons gummies and i'm already 3/4 thru. i so love gummies!! i dont mind if you buy me $10 worth of gummies for my b'dae.

A new chapter starts tomorrow.~

The biggest mistake I've made so far...

Why did i ever choose A? i think i'm going out my mind. Why didnt i think it thru carefully before i chose? By the time i realised it... it was too late. I love B more than i love A. (actually... i dun love A at all). A is boring. B rocks. tHis concerns my future yet i made such a big mistake in choosing A. There's still a slight chance i'll get out of this tho'. I'm praying hard. I'm miserable. --->what were you thinking of?!<---- i was talking abt my future school/ institution. thaT explains my depression today.

so this morning... on the way to ac... jess called me to tell me that i've got into A. which made me even more depressed. went to ac to appeal. met tony there. he kept saying i was appealing frm a better sch and stuff... waha. aftEr the whole appealing thing... jess and i went to suntec to eat and kill 1.5 hrs. thEN we went to meet and wait for the rest. walked to marina square. went to play pool... (which was damn expensive). jess and i on 1 table... andrew, jia jun and the rest on the other. jia jun practically trashed everyone. joseph was damn funny. then we went down to eat. ok... the waiter was damn gay. we thought he was a woman... no wonder the guys had to buy the whole set frm him. darrick came.

we went up again to bowl this time. i got the lowest!! yaY!! gx's bowling was damn funny. darrick took a good shot of it. tai tai came. tommy (the pro) took over. scholars were damn good at bowling. the guys were fighting with one another. andrew turned out to be the most injured. poor guy. jia jun was the culprit. then we walked aimlessly (like poner) ard marina square before going back to suntec because mag and the others wanted to buy yoghurt. the rest sat at the stairs to chat.

then some went to some career exhibition thing upstairs. the rest, me, jess, tai tai, poner, andrew, joseph, darrick went to delifrance to eat. they bought a whole baguette and other food. we were putting parmesan on everything. then they put chili flakes on the potato wedges. theN andrew and joseph went to the toilet and andrew came back with a bleeding nose!! damn gross la!! we kept asking him to bend fwd (joseph... an sjabber... didnt know what to do). then we were blaming his nose bleed on his big nose. we sabo-ed the 4 of them time and again... mastermind was darrick. sat and talked... then we went home. andrew and darrick went to meet their fren... jess and poner went on 1 train... joseph and me.. on another. but we landed up taking the EW line...cuz the NS line was damn packed.

anyWay...thanks jess for the damn nice beaR... damn rich la. hMm... during these few days.. dont talk to me abt jc or anything to do with it. anyone who does will make me even more depressed. i may just kill them. i choose not to talk abt it. i choose to pray hard. pray until something happens!!~

tai tai just made me cry. arGH!! why is she so creative? thanks anyway for the lovely gift!!

today was damn screwed up. so many of us got scolded today. waHA. 1st joseph... by the chem lecturer. then jess, by the chem lecturer... then me, by ms too. oops. but i want to say that was all ec's fault. idiot. he kept wanting to paste post-its on my forehead...look like dead person. lol. we were sitting tgt during the 2 hr break.. talking crap and talking abt what happened ytd. which was damn funny. oOoo... the whole sa2's scandalous. wth lar! mag's our dear mother. then we went up to the roof-top garden to take some pics. we were damn naughty...

then econs... damn. my mind kept drifting off to lala land. no. actually i had more impt and urgent things to think abt. like appealing! if i get to stay in ac... i'll be more than contented...altho i wld be even happier if i werent under her!! GP... we were all damn high. laughing...and unable to pay attention. darrick made this thing out of the anti-drug abuse card.. which was damn funny.. and showed it to andrew...who daoed us while we were all laughing like mad. chinese...we were doing this exercise... but most of the time we were talking to mr soh. damn. i hate leaving. why must we keep parting? i hate this. i hate this system. i hate all of this. this sucks.~

ac founder's daY. what can i say? i've been going thru this for at least the past 4 years. thanksgiving after thanksgiving. basically the same procedure... except that the minister was dman funny!! hE said he'd sit at the last 2 rows of the LT and sleep. the rest of it was plain boring.

coke lime sponsored a can of coke lime each. aint that cool? anW, we wenT out after that. jess, me, athenA, the 3 sji guys, kah joon, erwin, gx. wenT to lido... to watch some show called 49 days which was supposedly a horror show. anw, while we were eating... i met grace!! damn cool. pon class. the were going to watch the same show. sO we went in... with darrick, joseph, jess, me, athena sitting in one row. basically, the 2 people beside jess and i were scared to death. tai tai kept covering her eyes... but she actually watched more parts than the one beside jess laR! (cant say who... too embarrassing) thaT someone... kept covering his/her eyes... and closing them. wonder how many parts he/she actually watched. the show was ok. a few scary parts...which we screamed. the plot was good lar.

grace cried!! arGH!! wonder whether because it was too scary or too touching. lol. wenT into many sports shops after that. theN wenT to far east. took neos... erM.. darrick was making the fool of everyone... 4 of them got it. with a lot of hearts in the middle. theN we went to bk to sit down. we started playing truth or dare. stupid questions... stupid dares. andrew's dare for gx was damn difficult.. in the end he had to go to these 2 rg girls and ask for their no.s. shoot, shag, marry? andrew wanted to shoot me. oh yea.. poner joined us aft the movie. and he was asked this disgusting qn for his truth. the next parts were quite censored. *teh teh teh teh*. afteR that jess and gx went home... i went opp to take bus with the rest... joseph was betting that i'll miss me bus. whateveR.

posting's out on fri. argh!! i'm dead scared. argh!!!~