The biggest mistake I've made so far...

Why did i ever choose A? i think i'm going out my mind. Why didnt i think it thru carefully before i chose? By the time i realised it... it was too late. I love B more than i love A. (actually... i dun love A at all). A is boring. B rocks. tHis concerns my future yet i made such a big mistake in choosing A. There's still a slight chance i'll get out of this tho'. I'm praying hard. I'm miserable. --->what were you thinking of?!<---- i was talking abt my future school/ institution. thaT explains my depression today.

so this morning... on the way to ac... jess called me to tell me that i've got into A. which made me even more depressed. went to ac to appeal. met tony there. he kept saying i was appealing frm a better sch and stuff... waha. aftEr the whole appealing thing... jess and i went to suntec to eat and kill 1.5 hrs. thEN we went to meet and wait for the rest. walked to marina square. went to play pool... (which was damn expensive). jess and i on 1 table... andrew, jia jun and the rest on the other. jia jun practically trashed everyone. joseph was damn funny. then we went down to eat. ok... the waiter was damn gay. we thought he was a woman... no wonder the guys had to buy the whole set frm him. darrick came.

we went up again to bowl this time. i got the lowest!! yaY!! gx's bowling was damn funny. darrick took a good shot of it. tai tai came. tommy (the pro) took over. scholars were damn good at bowling. the guys were fighting with one another. andrew turned out to be the most injured. poor guy. jia jun was the culprit. then we walked aimlessly (like poner) ard marina square before going back to suntec because mag and the others wanted to buy yoghurt. the rest sat at the stairs to chat.

then some went to some career exhibition thing upstairs. the rest, me, jess, tai tai, poner, andrew, joseph, darrick went to delifrance to eat. they bought a whole baguette and other food. we were putting parmesan on everything. then they put chili flakes on the potato wedges. theN andrew and joseph went to the toilet and andrew came back with a bleeding nose!! damn gross la!! we kept asking him to bend fwd (joseph... an sjabber... didnt know what to do). then we were blaming his nose bleed on his big nose. we sabo-ed the 4 of them time and again... mastermind was darrick. sat and talked... then we went home. andrew and darrick went to meet their fren... jess and poner went on 1 train... joseph and me.. on another. but we landed up taking the EW line...cuz the NS line was damn packed.

anyWay...thanks jess for the damn nice beaR... damn rich la. hMm... during these few days.. dont talk to me abt jc or anything to do with it. anyone who does will make me even more depressed. i may just kill them. i choose not to talk abt it. i choose to pray hard. pray until something happens!!~