i still have no voice today. no voice to tease hh. anywaY... i'm running away from my problems. i am. at least it makes me feel better. short term. but i choose to run. i choose not to think abt it. i choose to put my mind on other things. i hate this. i'm trying to help myself. but it doesnt seem to work. i get this feeling. uncomfortable. wTH.. i'm almost up to my boiling pt.

well anyway... afT a "long" day in school... me, jess, joseph went to KAP to meet darrick and wei joe. thanks joseph. he made us sit 156 which didnt go to kap. anW... joseph didnt want to come at first...then he got brainwashed or something. so he turned up. darrick and wei joe finally came... then after we ate we were playing with ice... which jess choked on. so we stopped. oops. darrick and joseph were fighting with ice and coke... then we stayed back to chat...while joseph left.

wtH...i have no idea what we are doing now. i've been fighting with joseph. darrick so rocks!!~