Act cute lian hua pai (ACLHP)
-Darrick (Jiejie) <----- act cute
-Leanmay (didi) <----- ah lian

we rock at suaning people. such as poor jessica. soOoOo.. scandalous. and tai tai. soOooOo...pei.

but as of tmr, there wont be anymore scandalous affairs in sa2. i just realised that all the couples are split up. WTH. nvM. we'll be tgt again soon. congrats to darrick and andrew for becoming OGAs. damn! they're making me more jealous. and i'm getting more depressed by the minute.

"God helps only if you help yourself." Therefore, i've decided to help myself and go tmr with a better attitude. i'll try. i'll try not to compare. not to think abt the past. the only 2 consolations i have now are jess and joseph. well... bettEr than nth. but i really hope that God will help me. get back into ac. i see my future there. and not in any place else. why do i land up in schools with so few pl girls? lol. well, at least there's dear hh to cling on to tmr. maybe i'll become a leech and stick to her! hope ac calls tmr. then i wont have to suffer another day.

have i ever wondered, that if i go there...i'll be happy? yEs. i've wondered. and i only see myself happy in ac. arGh!! felix goes in and i go out. i want to see her. i want to see her in the same sch as me. i dont mind seeing her for the next 2 yrs. then there will be someone i'm close to frm pl!!

as of now, i need to look on the better side. be optimistic. go with excitement. not dread. and pray hard that i'll be back in acjc next term. God please help me!!

anW... i cut my hair!! yaY! it's thinner. but it still curls. nothing is perfect. at least i look a lil bit neater now. or maybe not. i just bought $3.40 worth of minitoons gummies and i'm already 3/4 thru. i so love gummies!! i dont mind if you buy me $10 worth of gummies for my b'dae.

A new chapter starts tomorrow.~