Sunday, July 04, 2004

dunno dunno dunno dunno dunno.

camp musical camp musical camp musical.

chinese chem chinese chem chinese chem.

everything! i forgot to bring home my chem book. die.

i don't wanna think about camp or musical. i'll talk about today. it's been 3 weeks since i've been back to my own church. after going to ncc for the past 3 weeks. was getting used to going to serangoon mrt at 9.50. anyway. aH. see la. not ard for 3 weeks. the youth led the whole worship thing today. and almost everything was run by the youths today. cool. even the message. hA. a bit of screw ups. but very well done for the first time. laAaAa.

i have tons of chinese to study tomorrow. sure, i would love to go watch spiderman tmr. but i have lots of cheng yu, yan yu and guan yong yu to learn! mrs goh wrote one thing on the board and the paper said another. how am i supposed to know how many to learn?

kinda looking forward to the sec4 farewell practise on tue. we're finally in charge. finally. wonder how it'll turn out. wonder who'll be the first to scold. and who'll be the fiercest. hEE

i decided to add this in...
goodness! *smacks head* why is everyone so bloody pisst abt training sessions? what's everyone's problem? just relax a bit can? hello?!? you think only you are damn tensed up? like everyone is! so just stop this abt what...so pisst...so disappointed abt this and that. complaining won't help. wanna make a difference? well do something about it! don't just sit in your chair and type it in your blog! (i'm referring to myself too. look at what i'm doing now.) yes. writing something in your blog may or may not wake ppl up. (eRm.i think i'm contradicting myself.)

ok. whatever. i'm getting too tensed with everything going on. just feel like asking someone to decide everything for me. something like the perfect decision? i don't wanna keep thinking of which one i should go for. i feel like i'm stuck somewhere between two walls...unable to move. so don't blame me if i'm cranky this July. i really have lots going thru my mind. Lord, please help me find the peace so that i'll be able to make the right decision. Thank you. ~