Why The Egg Broke
Junior Nco Course 2003

firstly. some of the activities conducted required us to go on our hands and knees.
some of these activities were the physical training, doing punishments, and the topograhpy as we had to move around a lot.
it was mainly during the physical training that the egg broke into tweo pieces.
during the atomic situps, someone accidentally sat on the person who was holding the egg in the pocket.
thus, the half damaged egg was damagaed even further.
during the caterpillar pushups, we had to lie flat too thus smashing the egg.
the egg was damaged partly because of this.
i'm not saying that these activities wholely caused the egg to break.
we were also careless with the egg in the handling and keeping it.
most of the time we did not think of the condition of the egg and just left it to one person to keep it.
thus, it was not onloy one person's fault that the egg broke because it was the responsibility of the whole group to keep it in good condition.
We did not care about the gg mosr of the time thus not knowing how the egg was.
This is why the egg broke. (200 words)~

Say It Isn't So

Skies are dark
It's time for rain
Final call, you board the train
Heading for tomorrow
I wave goodbye to yesterday
Wipe the tears you hide your face
Blinded by the sorrow
How can I be smiling like before
When baby you don't love me anymore

Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so

Tempt to find but at least we've tried
We're still alive with hopes this time
As they closed the door behind you
We're so alone and time stands still
Shake the ground beneath the wheels as
I wish I'd never found youWohoh
How can I be smiling when you go
Will I be strong enough to carry on

Miles, miles to go
Before I can sail
Before I can nail my love for you to sleep
Oh darling
I get miles, miles to go
Before anyone will ever hear me laugh again

Gareth Gates

parting is painful. i've finally come to a full understanding of that.

i really felt like crying in school. yes. today's the last day that we see our seniors. they'll be on study leave next week. parting with this badge is esp painful...one, because we're only 1 year apart and two, we're closer than with other batches. it's painful to see them go. i really wanted to start crying in the hall. but i have this record about not crying during sch hours. hEld back my tears.

if i hadnt joined np...i wouldnt have been able to meet such nice n good seniors...and from there...meet others who are not frm np. i have not regretted joining the musical...altho i may keep complaining and complaining....and complaining about it. i got to meet diff ppl with diff talents there. and it's really sad to see them go...

you never know where they're going aft sec4...whether they're going to which jc, poly oreven overseas. yes. i'll miss them. miss the happY times we had together..playing, fooling ard when we're not supposed to. to craziness and the teasings. tho they may be just fun but as i look back...i just miss that times where we laughed and what we went thru together...whether it's the scoldings and pumpings frm np...or other things like chalets, parties or just gatherings. i'll miss the times we went out together... and so many things they did for us.

ok. shut up leanmay. you're gonna start crying.

to my sEniorS...all the beSt in your O's. don't leT yourself down. =) ~

i'm gonna feel so alone. so lonely! aHh! *sob*

NeWaTer visit is on 3 nov. thanx ah. i'm going for atc can? anyway. hope ms ferng will put me in the1st slot. 2 nov. but then it'll be with other classes! i'll be a loner. yes. i do havE friends. duh. but it's not those you usually go with. no fun. *sob* ferng was talking to long today. cldnt talk to her. sEE la! all this traces back to what? musical. -_-. if i went for my own area's atc...all this trouble wouldnt have happened. erGh.

ok. so it's decided. i-am-going-to-take-sciences-in-JC! i hate humanities. it's practically...inhuman! how can that erGH! teacher fail me? by one mark! thanx. my humanities sux la. pig. the highest in class is even lower than what i got for mid year. pig pig pig. hate you hate you hate you. how to rely on geog to pull up SS? mad mad mad. thank God i made it for lit. hA. did waYyYy better than mid year. heeX. i so hate this.

~*AloNe on 2 NoV*~

ok school today wasnt so boring. congrats to a2! hA. at least we made it to top 4. hEE. after that was alright. some went to view the holding school. the rest... watched movies. i thought...actually most of us thought deep blue sea would be boring at first. but soon we started screaming at the top of our voices when the shark came and ate someone up. scary! was screaming the whole way thru. but cool. how often do you get to watch a movie with your friends and scream your way thru? try doing that at a cinema.

tmr's grooming session. i'm so "excited". ok whatever. friday's scaRy! hAhaHa. i'm not looking forward to any paper. ~

i realised i havent blogged for almost a month. record timing! whatever. i've finally grown bored of playing gunbound. i cant go on playing everyday. i'll die of boredom. maybe tmr?

ok. it's just the 1st day of post exam and i can predict that it isnt gonna be a fun week. inter-house games tmr. grooming course on wed. and today's "board games"...wasnt any board game at all. scrabble? boggle? yo. i play that with my mum. not with my friends. and i usually end up watching tv instead of thiking of words.

friday's not gonna get any better. i'm waiting to see how badly i failed my a math paper. and humanities? ha! i'm not looking forward to it.~

been mugging the whole week!!!!! will be until i finish exams. only reason i allowed myself to come online today was to get some info.

stressEd!! stupid exams. so much to study. pig pig pig!!

mummy bought a few guppies. hEE. cuteXx. but my parrot fish's cuter.

np on saT was ok. was great. hA. we finally took over. muster parade was good. mary's voice was too low! ha. games...water bomb. got really wet. lAa.~

eveR wondered how sian really feels like? it's not bored or tired. it's just....s-i-a-n. school today is one good example. typical sian. freE 2 periods at the start of the day. double math. physics was ok...considering i like the chap on light. double english just talking abt tmr's oral. i fell asleep. which i normally wont unless i'm sick or really sian. a math was just going thru corrections and a lil of chap 11. sian or what? it was really hot and the sun rose so early today. making it feel like 7am altho it was just 6.45. i came home feeling lethargic. and with my muscles still aching, haha. i cldnt climb the stairs that well, nor cld i sit down properly. heEx. weLL. it's just the 1st day of term 4 and i'm complaining. shall look forward to the days ahead and it's time i started studying!!!~

tired. my legs cant move, back pain. hA. it was worth it. promotion test.

waited till 10 to take. practised outside the staffroom. saw ms ferng. she straightened her hair. promotion. grace was good. haha. guess what? i did sedia for moi!! aHaHaHaha!! cool cool. was staring at grace when i said it. then xt got senang diri! heEx. she stare at me. no one did sendeng....or however u spell it. so no one got it for moi. some were good some were...hMMM....laA. hA. but on the whole was ok la. the 4 present sgts took the lcps. wonder how it went. they get to do moi next week. thank god we did it today. erMx. after that went bk. met me partner. tireD now. good night!~

yOoO! firstly, i wanna say happy teachers day to all teachers.

okie. the celebration was ok la. quite tiring even when you're the audience. ha. kewl. didnt know that so many teachers were thought by the present teachers in school! ms ferng taught ms kok! cool!

stayed back for chem. went thru test papers. i cant stand it. 1 more mark! and that mark was just cuz i was careless! i always miss full marks like tht. eRgH! hA. anyway, i left halfway. heck. she allowed us to leave. those who have no more corrections. yea.

going swimmin afterwards. meanwhile, still struggling to dl gunbound. 61%! ahhH! so long more! i wanna play. classmates have been talking about it.~

came home at 9.30 last night. went for violin.

grace was late. but we reached there on time. thank god she didnt scold today during violin again. well, i guess cuz there were other people there. managed to play the concerto...but got lost somewhere in space. was trying to keep the same bowings with the others for music of the night.

we didnt know where to eat after that. vivian and i wanted pastamania. but. there were some objections. ended up at heartland mac. heartland mac! 1st thing, heartland (boring). 2nd thing, mac?! i'm sick of mac. mian qiang la. well. sat there and talked and laughed with mindy, grace, josephine and vivian. i think we're mad. talked abt loads of stuff. and kept laughing. mindy was imitating josephine.

we kept seeing weird things that day. 1st in the mrt, we saw a pair of gays. this girl side of the gay kept taking pictures and he kept posing in some akward way. mindy imitated him later. so funny!! anyway, we were all staring at him. so disgusting! hAhA! and later while walking back to the bus stop, me and josephine spotted a pair of lesbians. at first we thought it was just a couple. then they turned and the were both girls. o-kay..dots....

went home with josephine. took 105 with me. found out she stays very near me. cool. but i was late home by 30 mins. there's cell on tue. wonder who's going. there's violin on wed...wonder who's going.~

i finally have new songs to play on the computer. yAy! concerto in D minor sounds great. but too fast for me to play.~

i cant stand it anymore!! i have to download kazaa! i've been listening to the same old songs for the past few days over cyberweek! hopefully my com doesnt hang when using it.

couldnt resist coming online. nothing to do, nothing to watch.

gosh. does she have pms today or what? she kept scolding us during violin. we have always been so talkative, so restless, so rowdy. why is she only scolding us now? kept staring at me. so i stare back lor! (crush me ah?) no. anyway. was ok. she kept going thru the same parts. and expects us to play the whole song? hello?! we havent even really gone thru in detail the rest of the piece. how to make it by next fri? xiang yi xiang ba. and everytime we only get to play 2 or 3 pieces. sigh. i shouldnt be complaining but...

okie. gonna go do kazaa installation!~

whOoO!! i changed my blogskin. didnt really like the previous one. at least this is betta. this is black! yeaH! but i find it a bit messy. with the white words and stuff. well...this would make do for the next few months.

cyberweek's finally come to a close! another whOoO!! my eyes are gonna pop out. *pop* sigh. i guess it's time to go back to school and eat canteen food. i think i've put on weight during the 3 days. hEEx.

nth to do ler. byes!~

bloggie!!!!!!!!!! miss me??

i've spent these 3 days staring in front of the computer. i tell you...i'm not gonna come online for no reason for the next few days! i'd rather study! i'm sick and tired of the computer!

cyberweek day1: woke up at 5am just to do module 2.
day 2: module 3 & 1
day 3: who knows?

been doing this for the past 3 days: computer, read, tv, computer, read, tv, computer, read, tv.

no gunbound for me to play. whaTeveRs. eyes popping out soon.~

heng ah!! wah. sho heng! lao shi can see my typing on the net. hehe. that means i dont need to go back to school to do! yaY! yea. having to change in and out of hansware to read is better than going back to school. lalalala. ~

it's official. my computer is mad. m-a-d mad. no matter what you do to it, it'll still be crazy. see, if i open hansware, i cant see the chinese words. not unless i put it to IE4 compatible. but my IE is IE6. and once i put it to IE4 compatible, i cant type the words into the box. that means, to type, i have use normally, but when i type, i cant see anything. to see it, i have to switch to IE4 compatible. crazy or what?~

reformating is one good thing. but it's still troublesome. damn. the IE here is only IE4. i need IE5 and above for cyberweek. and my hansware cant work with IE4. not say it cant work. strange thing is...when i start it i cant read the chinese words. how am i supposed to do my cyberweek like that man? one more thing. it's damn quiet. no mp3!~

ahhH!!! reformatting the computer was the best thing that happened to the computer. i feel so light now. no more junky!! whOoO!! but i have to reinstall everything. msn, msn plus, media player9.... take my time la. i've installed hansware. it can finally work!! yay! i think this com's quite ready for cyberweek exept for macromedia flash. hehe. diff things here and there. scroll bars are finally with colour...as they're supposed to turn out. oops. i have an a math test tmr...~

pl won the challenge shield this year. cool man. yeAh. well...for netball...pl was first. beat yy and zhss. oOo. we were so nervous. the match against zhss was a good one. they were no pushovers. they were good. but pl managed to win. heex. bball...i wasnt there to watch. but pl won too. street soccer was alrights. the girls were more gentle with the ball. pl lost to zhss at the last minute. cheering...duh. pl won. go sqdmates! so we got the shield. cool. what was entertaining was the officer's match. the CIs wore their lamers jersy. haha. and their match was great. some were real pro. *thumbs up*

i went home frm there. only to find that my face was red and burnt and my arms and legs were burnt too. 2 colours. this is what you get for sitting under the sun for too long. thinking that you can tan youself but actually you're burning yourself.

went for violin lesson at funan. i was late. as always. grace didnt go. and mindy & josephine went for church. which leaves me to play "solo" for the concerto in d minor. well. dr wong played the whole piece. and most of us were stoning there. trying our best to find our way back to the piece. we did. at the last 3 notes. such a sense of "satisfaction". the other pieces were alright i guess.

went to eat dinner with my family. went to see my bro's workplace. cool. he was drooling over this computer that his shop sold. its a computer cum radio cum tv cum dvd cum vcd player/writer. which had to cpu and had a wireless internet. and cost only $2999. now that's cool. well. i hope my bro changes his com soon. i can inherit his old one (which is still quite new) and get rid of this dying computer over here. (freaky. continued playing the song altho i exited from yibin sir's blog)

yeS! finally. i don't need to stay back for anything anymore. i seriously need to catch up on my work as well as my violin. well...yeaH. i still have piano tmr. other than that. heex. i'm coming home to slack. ;) ~