parting is painful. i've finally come to a full understanding of that.

i really felt like crying in school. yes. today's the last day that we see our seniors. they'll be on study leave next week. parting with this badge is esp painful...one, because we're only 1 year apart and two, we're closer than with other batches. it's painful to see them go. i really wanted to start crying in the hall. but i have this record about not crying during sch hours. hEld back my tears.

if i hadnt joined np...i wouldnt have been able to meet such nice n good seniors...and from there...meet others who are not frm np. i have not regretted joining the musical...altho i may keep complaining and complaining....and complaining about it. i got to meet diff ppl with diff talents there. and it's really sad to see them go...

you never know where they're going aft sec4...whether they're going to which jc, poly oreven overseas. yes. i'll miss them. miss the happY times we had together..playing, fooling ard when we're not supposed to. to craziness and the teasings. tho they may be just fun but as i look back...i just miss that times where we laughed and what we went thru together...whether it's the scoldings and pumpings frm np...or other things like chalets, parties or just gatherings. i'll miss the times we went out together... and so many things they did for us.

ok. shut up leanmay. you're gonna start crying.

to my sEniorS...all the beSt in your O's. don't leT yourself down. =) ~