i'm gonna feel so alone. so lonely! aHh! *sob*

NeWaTer visit is on 3 nov. thanx ah. i'm going for atc can? anyway. hope ms ferng will put me in the1st slot. 2 nov. but then it'll be with other classes! i'll be a loner. yes. i do havE friends. duh. but it's not those you usually go with. no fun. *sob* ferng was talking to long today. cldnt talk to her. sEE la! all this traces back to what? musical. -_-. if i went for my own area's atc...all this trouble wouldnt have happened. erGh.

ok. so it's decided. i-am-going-to-take-sciences-in-JC! i hate humanities. it's practically...inhuman! how can that erGH! teacher fail me? by one mark! thanx. my humanities sux la. pig. the highest in class is even lower than what i got for mid year. pig pig pig. hate you hate you hate you. how to rely on geog to pull up SS? mad mad mad. thank God i made it for lit. hA. did waYyYy better than mid year. heeX. i so hate this.

~*AloNe on 2 NoV*~