i just read someone's blog. and yes. i'm among the "few" to read it. we weren't there yesterday, she must have been very angry. i want to say. sorry on behalf. well, i'm scared. ha. i know our attitude has been sucky. even my own sqdmates, who don't bother to turn up when they just don't feel like coming. (sorry to offend anyone) sad to say, i didnt feel like going for today's training too. i think majority didn't feel like it. but hey. we still went. and on monday, when i was having a fever, i was thinking...if i dont get well by thurs, i'll probably come and sit down for 4 hrs? see, i cant stay at home. mom's not here. no one to write letter for me. i cant get an mc. too expensive and i have almost every kind of medicine at home. i'm scared. i'm scared i'll fall ill tmr. i'm sorry.

well...yeah. too bad for those people who didnt come today. they may have gotten into GOH. but now, well...in the first place, since they dont even bother to turn up, why wld they bother whether they're in GOH right? hA. nvm. let's talk about happier things.

selection for GOH...was more like..."american idol"? hahahaha. i'm not saying that we had "she bangs" auditions. it was just that they grouped us into 3 grps. 2 which would go into GOH. 1 supporting. happened that me and xt were in beishan ma'am's grp. ying le was in michelle ma'am's. then they moved me and xt to michelle ma'am's. then they announced ren cui ma'am, beishan ma'am's group was in the GOH. ok. imagine how i felt. but. ying le? not getting in? huh? ha. turned out they played a joke on us. aH. that was entertaining.

mr yeo again. aH. i say it was quite a good session towards the end. learning how to stop and the sound of the drums during parade. but we were laughing at erm. the way the drum sounds were imitated? haha. well. that's how it is.

piano. i screwed up what i played. totally. forgot all the notes though i had the score in front of me. what? cant blame me right? pk pk pk. ha. nono. fever fever fever. thank god i recovered fast. and i really mean thank you Lord! anyway, yes. i was trying to beat the sound of the construction outside. naturally i played...loudly? oops. a bit to aggressive.

"Let your heart not be troubled"<----- uH...John chapter 15 verse something. so find peace in whatever you do. and if you dont have the peace, don't do it. and don't be so troubled. it'll make you look older.~