Guess what? today is pw day. why cant they have marking day? anyway, i've been in a dreamy state the whole day. i slept thru the whole exams briefing, and woke up only in time to hear the impt parts, so basically i didnt know what the whole video thing was about. anyway, after that, my group took 10 mins just to create a ppt slide presentation. cool or what? we were seperated from the rest of our class, and we were the last to present. and you know what? we won the best presentation!! hAHA!! with anne marie, it's not surprising. our prize came in a tangs holder, so we thought we cld go shopping. HA. it was $13 worth of macs coupons. so each of us took $3 each. yaY! now it's pw all the way, and chinese also la. hA
i'm getting fraeking pisst over this. i choose to run away, as i always do. i dont want to face this problem. but then again, even if i do something about it, some wont listen. is there no hope for this? it should have just stayed like it was in the past. simple... and as one. not in cliques. i am far from comfortable. i only feel myself when i'm with the usual peeps. other than that, i put on a mask, a show, a very fake smile. i only find laughter and joy in certain things. 'I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh, everyday of my life.' How true this is. One concluding word: WHATEVER.
but there's still one thing i find joy in, Him. throughout all the pain and sorrow, i know that He'll always be there for me. because God is omnipresent! He will help me thru, like He helped my thru the past seventeen years of my life. I'm glad to have a saviour and friend like Him. =)
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Tell the World
Don't want to stand here and shout Your praise
And walk away and forget Your Name
I'll stand for you if it's all I do
Cause there is none that compare to You
Cause all I want in this lifetime is You
And all i want in this whole world is you
Tell the world that Jesus lives
Tell the world that, tell the world that
Tell the world that he died for them
Tell the world that he lives again
No longer I but Christ in me
Cause it's the truth that set me free
How could this world be a better place?
But by thy mercy and by thy grace
C'mon, c'mon we'll tell the world about You
C'mon, c'mon we'll tell the world about You
-Hillsongs