nEw year's evE.

oh gosh. i cant believe it's the end of the year again. i hate this. i always have this sad feeling that the year is going to go in a few hours. really sad. anyway. going for countdown service thingy in church later. ch5 not showing countdown party anymore. so might as well go and spend the last few hours of the year with God. this year's new years eve is unusual. has been raining for almost the whole day. the party downstairs has to move to the carpark in case it rains again. wonder what will happen to the party at sentosa?

ok. new year. 2005 aka o level year. things in np will start to slow down. but studying will not get any lighter. i look forward to 2005 in a sense that it's a whole new(old) place and bigger sch compound (to walk from the com lab to the teacher's room takes eternity.) lalalala. anyway. it's not that bad la. wonder who my form teacher is? lalala. better not be.... lalalal. hA. anyway. i really dread the new year because of the o's. my friend says after u move on in life the o's will just be some small thing. well..haha. but i'm still scared. who knows what 2005 will have in store?

2004 has been gr8. well...not that gr8. many things. np np np. campcraft comp, the many activities, taking over...bla bla bla. it's also one where some i got closer to...with the new class and stuff. 4a2...haha. so old. but overall...it's a good year. my finger is still pain. ouch!

anyway...HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! have a blessed year ahead!!

*sobs* 2004 is going. 3 hrs 23mins left. cries!!~