after 4 days of fancy drill, i must say it's physically & mentally challenging. and getting used to the holding school? haHa...it's even more challenging. up till now, i still dont know where the emmanuel hall, ava theaterette and classrooms are. weLL...at least i know the amoury and np room now. haha. oh yea...i still dont know how to get to the back gate from the main gate. shi bai ah!!

i think i'm going to zao xia tmr. for timing too much today. i relied wholly on timing thruout the song... so i dont know whether we're ahead or slower than we are supposed to. not sure whether this is a good thing or not cuz dont really know whether can time on that day. hopefully! and hope we improve further. i dont deny that my attitude was a bit off today. i get pisst easily when i'm tired. so dont irritate me. at one time, i was really damn pisst as to why we had to change the song. after we improved, i think i began to accept it. and after mrs goh's nice explanation, i think i can live with it. at least she encourages us. not like....someone la. ok i think i'm biased. what to do? human nature. i think the song's ok now. altho i still prefer i will survive. i think it's more hip. but maybe mrs goh's right too. generation gap. older ppl feel that m:i is better. youngsters...i will survive? haha. i dunno.

yeA. we met mrs goh at the bus stop on the way home. she was like stressing me to study my chinese. well. i guess i really have to. i have nth to do on christmas eve and christmas itself. service is only on sunday. but i have 3 "things" to do la. 1. total defence silver 2. design np board 3. study chinese. i really have to get started on these things. or not i'll never be able to get to it.

well, i'm looking forward to 365 days from now. when i'll be fREEEEEEEE!!!as for now, it's back to doing hmk and stuff.~