Sunday, June 28, 2009

SICK! ARGH.

Should i or should i not continue working? I have my doubts.

I should get a flu jab. ~

Sunday, June 21, 2009

What are relationships built on? Trust? Honesty? Belief? Love?

Someone, anyone, please tell me. ~

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Engin Camp 09
-Battle of the Bands-
Bee Gees!

Day 0
Preparation of flag! Reached EA to find no one there. Went to clementi to find meibao, cheryl, our dearest BILLAGONG ogl -Wilson-, Bee Gees house head -Zeya-, and Bo Gay councillor -Clement-. Gosh they took damn long to buy everything! Mabell koped wilson's soft toy, monty from his car. And it became our mascot! Ran/drove around the whole bukit timah with wilson to find FLUORESCENT ORANGE spray paint, which was freaking difficult to find. Went back to do the flag, then ate dinner and went home.

Day 1
-Absent-. HAHA. oops. Maybe i should have been there. Feel quite guilty.

Day 2
Met my og! 6 guys 4 gals! Learned the chorus and bridge of mass dance. Then had pool games! I wish i could have gone in the pool! Cuz it was super hot outside! Only one gal played in the end, and mabell only went into the pool when all the games ended! Drag queen "pagent" by the poolside was super entertaining. All the "contestants" were damn sporting. Had dinner at SRC, fred came to visit. My so called BEST OGL. Moved back to EA to wait for SP. Talked crap with them till zeya came to give a speech introducing all Bee Gees Councillors. He wanted to give credit to Mabell for being there for all activities, but she was missing at that moment. So wilson said "She went back to Temasek Hall to bathe without me!!" Haha.

Had SP session 2! Super fun and entertaining... for councillors! Stood in for cheryl for her SP/our freshie Lin Kah. They totally made fun of everyone. Super funny going around teasing all of them! After that was mystery night... the councillors had their own fun while waiting for the freshies to finish their station. Played many many games such as ouch obi obi which is the sadistic game where you go around pinching and hitting ppl's legs! Wilson was hitting Zeya's leg, who was pinching my hand... But zeya couldnt pinch me well enough so it wasnt pain, so wilson kept whacking Zeya's legs until Zeya KO-ed. I laughed throughout the whole thing! Then sat beside ZhiHong and Daren. Cheryl and i whacked zhi hong's both legs until it was damn red! And daren pinched me and now i have a damn big blue-black on my arm! And it's really freaking big. And Cheng Hyork, my ctw-mate said why you nv play more?! Thanks ah. Pain! Played other games like the coin game and the finger thing.

By the time we slept it was 3.45am. ZZzZZ!

Day 3
Sentosa! Third time going there to play for a camp. But nonetheless still fun! The guys dunked anyone and everyone! Told wilson, "either we dunk you or we dunk monty". He said, "Of course dunk me la!" They came up with a plan to bury cheryl in the sand. 1st they pretended to grab wilson and bury him, to lure all the girls there. Then they grabbed cheryl and buried her! Haha! After that they dunked her. And i wasnt spared as well, though i couldnt go into the water. But went in anyway, cuz i cant stand not going in! Bee Gees won the war games! Sun burnt on my nose. I look like rudolf.

Went back to sch to prepare for SP revelation, ate dinner with the councillors before standing in for another guy, Yi Hui, because his SP was nowhere to be found. So poor thing! Yu Feng went up to the stage with his SP to play SP games, had his 1st kiss! Although he denies it. HAHA. After the event, practised our house event for finale night. Zzzz

Day 4
City Hunt! Took super long to find out our very 1st clue, only found out when zhi hong came and said "looks like esplanade". Had breakfast at technoedge before setting off. They took super unromantic couple shots. Like hugging the dustbin, on the plant pot and at a no-smoking sign. Councillors were the planning committee and the freshies were the executive committee. They executed the activites. While the planning commitee planned what they were supposed to do. HAHA. Went to wheelock place, then Cathay. Ate lunch at ASTON'S! What a great lunch after 3 days of crappy food. HAHA. Didnt have time to complete the last station. oops! Wilson took photos of cheryl and mabell sleeping on the train, and i didnt dare to sleep after that. Ha! Roy helped buy bubble tea for us, which was a great help to me because i felt super awake after that! Practised our item again and made our way to PGP for finale night!

The two emcees were super funny and hilarious! They really make good emcees. Had pageant then house performances, engin camp com danced 'Nobody' on stage... Throughout the whole camp everyone has been dancing to that song! Then prize giving. Bee Gees gal won the pageant, Bee Gees won best house and our dearest Billagong OGL wilson won best councillor! YaY! But i must say he has really been a damn enthu and sporting councillor, and the only guy who knows so many many many things about gals! Can become sisters with 3 of us already! Thanks for letting me whack your sunburned back after sentosa right till the end of camp! Practically hit him everytime i had the chance to. And he thought that having 3 female councillors was going to be heaven! HAHA!

Everyone was super high after the finale, dancing to every song and even indian dance! Wei Ping was super high, such a quiet guy throughout the 3 days of knowing him and suddenly he's like a totally different person! They started to tau-pok people. haha.

Went out with them to eat supper at clementi macs. Sat beside the person who gave me the huge blue black on my arm. haha. talked to rebecca about nj and chem eng! two fellow njcians in billagong. Cabbed home with johan, cheryl and rebecca. All the north east people. Anyway, camp was really fun, like almost all camps are. The freshies were great once they warmed up to everyone. But sad to say, seniors like Zhi Hong and Roy only found out my name on the last day! hahahaha. OG outing soon! Please refer to facebook for photos.

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That aside, i dont know whether i did the right thing or not. I know i'm the one in the wrong, and i've apologised for that and i already feel really very very bad about it. I've told you the reason for why i made that decision and your disappointment in me has really hurt me and made me feel worse last night. Why must you make me cry from the time i stepped into the house till i went to sleep? Why must you make me cry myself to sleep? And why cant i stop tearing up till now? My eyes are puffy partly because of my lack of sleep and because of you.

Off to get another few hours of sleep. My nose is peeling. EeeEwWw! ~

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

To my dearest: Happy 1st yeaR!

I enjoyed my time. And i wish time would just stop.

Love you. =) ~

Friday, June 12, 2009

Work after one week was... tiring. Sorry for not being able to make it for pre-camp! All I've been able to do everyday is come home, eat dinner and stone in front of the tv for a few hours. Maybe cuz i'm not used to waking up so early! Sleepy.

Anyway, how suay can anyone get on the first day at work? One suspected case of H1N1 at the clinic... leaving both assistants and the doc panicky. Only good thing was we got to go home after lunch. HAHA. Thank God the result was negative! I dont wanna be quarantined at some centre!

So basically it's a mad rush every morning and slow as a snail in the afternoons. One doc is pretty nice. Comes to talk to us whenever there isn't any patients. Tells us about everything that happened before. Some we super funny. Still a total blur about all the medicines... though i've learnt what some are for. And why can't some people be nicer? Argh! Sometimes (ONLY sometimes)... i'm so glad engineers talk more to machines than humans. Because some can really be idiotic at times. Too bad if you're sick. You still have to wait if you want to see the doctor!

After working one week, I'm going to off for the next! HA. That's just because of camp. Met MEIBAO at amk hub... of all places! Because that's not her territory. It's mine! Went to kpo and saw felicia chin filming. Haha.

Anyway, some pics from last saturday's gathering at my house!


Badminton @ the carpark... Because outdoors was too windy!


Erm...??


Weird ideas from weird people...


Formal shot!


Finally something nice... =)
~

Thursday, June 04, 2009

Still dying from gastric. Finally went to see the doctor ytd. Yah. After so long.

I see food and I want to eat it. But I can't!

How am I supposed to go for pre-camp like this?~

Sunday, May 31, 2009

ARGH. My gastric is killing me! Feel like cutting up my stomach and throwing it away (sounds sadistic).

I can't eat anything. The moment i swallow something i feel like vomiting! Even if it's water. Yet i'm craving for french fries, korean ja jiang mian, fried fish bee hoon.... and i better stop thinking abt food. Now's a good time to lose weight. haha

Lucky it's the holidays, and lucky i'm not working (YET). If not i'd probably just die battling with the food outside.

RARR~

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Dying of boredom at home. Someone find me a job!

Havent gotten down to doing certain things like running (because i'm just too lazy to!) so maybe i'll just swim.

Borrowed a book, better finish it before 2 months. Haha.

Got to stop visiting online blogshops. They're making my hands very itchy. Wait for GSS!

Went to walk the treetop walk last sat. Abt 8km. Felt good! But the walk at the top was super.... short! Malaysia's one is still better.

Mom left me and went to SWITZERLAND with my sis (without me!) Damn i want to go!

Meanwhile, it's just slacking at home. ~


After walking about 3km to reach here, we spent about... 5 mins on this. -.-'''

Monday, May 11, 2009

Seriously need a job (or maybe not).

This is turning out to be damn amusing! From disbelief, to amusing, to entertaining! I just found my source of entertainment on msn everyday!

Waha sorry dear mabell for not buying with you! I'm helping you become a business woman! Earn more $$ (then split with me). HAHA.

Old already. Can't take so much walking. ~

Sunday, May 03, 2009

Cheryl says i havent updated my blog. That's because i'm either too lazy or find nothing worthy of writing here. HAHA

Well maybe just this:

MY PRECIOUS BELOVED 3MTH OLD PHONE DECIDED TO DIE ON ME

Service centre says i'm to part with it for 1-2 weeks. Well, at least i get free software update and other stuff i hadnt meant to complain about. HA.

OnE moRe PapeR!
-And we all have to report ONE HOUR EARLIER just to have our temperatures taken. I feel like i'm back in sec school. ~

Sunday, April 19, 2009

YayS! Twentieth! But i'm starting to dread it. Argh so old! No more 'teen' in my age.

Anyways, thanks to all who wished me! Esp dear fel who sent me a long sms all the way from Aus! Miss you loads! And also all the upapa-s who first flooded my msn at 12 midnight and also my fb wall!

And of course, my very dearest for your surprise at 12am! Damn i'm going to grow fat eating cheesecake at 12am! Esp during studying for exams! Enjoyed my day with you! Esp the concert! Here are some pics:


My Ticket!


Lee Si Song & Lee Wei Song




Chen Xiao Dong


Xiao Zhu!!!!


Lee Wei Song & Xiao Zhu


Jolin Tsai & Lee Si Song




Stef Sun



Enjoyed my day thouroughly. And now, back to mugging. ~

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Took this quiz on facebook:

Leanmay took Which Faculty of NUS/NTU/SMU do u actually belong to? quiz and the result is Science Faculty
Your inqusitive mind and brainy brains will make u the perfect candidate for FoS people!You have the BIG brains that other faculties do not have and keep up your good work in science! Keep going... you can make it...

Okay. So why the heck am i in engineering? Haha. Chem Eng Principles "midterm"... HERE I COME!~

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.

Matthew 11:28-30~

Saturday, March 07, 2009

Mid Terms: 3 down, 1 to go! And i love emphasizing how 'good' my department is to let us have the midterm so many weeks after our recess week, nearing finals.
Anyway, monday's IT test wasnt that bad. Here's question 16 of a programming test paper:

16. Which South East Asian country did US President Barack Hussein Obama spend a part of his childhood in?
a. India
b. Pakistan
c. China
d. Indonesia
e. Japan

Damn it. I didn't know. Thanks jt for the ans! HA. But you'd realise that Indonesia is the only SEA country on the list. haha!

Tuesday's chem paper wasnt that difficult either, except for the fact that the 1st few questions were sort of jc type which i couldnt really rmb.

Then comes wednesday's math @ an ungodly time of 8.30PM. No lessons, so just went early to print a whole stack of notes. Met the rest at subway for dinner. Math exam was... *shakes head*. Sat beside marcus, he said he flipped the pages of qns 2,3&4! I guessed 3 answers out of 10. 2 were correct in the end. Must have been super lucky that day. Reached home quite early because my dear came to pick me! Okay i'm sorry cheryl and mabell for not offering a ride!! haha.

My love's away. Well, not really. Just, i don't get to see him for a while. Sad. Why does time pass so fast when i'm with you? That few hours sitting with you doing nothing seemed like minutes. Didnt expect to sit there for so long. =) ~

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

I'll miss you.
Although you're not any place far.
Or overseas.
And I still get to see you.
Just not talk to you that often.

WHY can't I just be more independent?
WHY can't I just not be so dependent on those around me?

--

On an even heavier note, MA1506 mid term test is at 2030h tomorrow. Depressing.~

Sunday, February 15, 2009

14 Feb 2009

Happy Valentines Day!

I enjoyed myself. And I hope you did too. ♥

Thank you mabell for your flower! (which you used to hit cheryl and me) and thank you Cheryl for your cupcake! Love you two loads!

And thank you my dear. =)



And farewell Fel! Will miss you! Now there's only 7 of us left to meet. Better come back in July! ~

Thursday, February 12, 2009

In all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Romans 8:37-39

Wednesday, February 04, 2009


Farewell dear ghislaine & yiling!

Have a great time studying overseas! Will miss you!

*Sobs~

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

Leanmay is tired. Physically, mentally & emotionally.

So many things to do.

Lab was hell-ish.

I want to quit school.

Zzz~

Saturday, January 24, 2009

My second week of school! How... "wonderful"!

Monday's 5 hours of lessons were not as bad as i expected, with ctw being the worst because she spent an hour on admin stuffs! Had no idea what was going on on tuesday's 8am lecture because i was half asleep and had no idea what he was talking about. Pressure? Temperature? Had a 'surprise' quiz for chem on thursday. She said no talking to each other yet there was frequent murmuring during the 15mins we were allowed to write. I was one of them who was discussing with cheryl. HA! Got totally influenced by cheryl and her online shopping websites. Asked her to order some for me! Tutor spent 1hr 20 mins on one tutorial for ctw, and 20mins on the other. She simply didnt want to let us off early! Met reynold & kenneth while waiting for btc, to go home. They were such 'good friends'... reserving places for each other in the bus! haha.

Fred gave us socks bought from his trip to korea during the holidays. We gave the super pink one to siongkiat!


This is mine

Met wenxin on the mrt on the way to school on friday! Havent seen her for a long long long long time. Talked to her till she got down so i didnt get a chance to fight for a place on the train to get about 20mins of sleep. Math lecture on DE was ???. Then cn tutorial at 10am. Everyone crashed our slot... so the classroom was filled and everybody was fighting to present their answers on the board to get extra marks. RARR! Ate lunch with mabell at technoedge. Ate from the new jap stall! Was quite nice, although mabell's curry fish just looked like fish without curry. Arts jap stall is way better!

YAY! It's CHINESE NEW YEAR! No school till next thursday for me! But am going to rot at home since there's no one to visit. (But that's still better than going back to malaysia!)~