Sunday, April 29, 2007

Decided to delete whatever i wrote yesterday. i was in a rush to watch two shows at the same time while attempting to print all my research.

Been piled up with homework this week again. Went to school on monday in slippers... because my ankle was in pain. ghis helped me banadage it. gosh! she's good. the girls were awed by her speed and neatness. lols. many thought i dropped my bowling ball on my leg. so i just replied by saying i was looking at hot guys and tripped and fell. and ghis added in "and it's not you" when i told that to guys. hahaha! didnt go for trng that day. mr lee almost killed me because i was the 4th casualty in the team. lols.

tuesday was normal. had trng on wednesday. we played two games... and my highest in many months. yay! new ball. whEeE.. now it's back to the case of which came first, the chicken or the egg? i play well when i'm relaxed, but i'm only relaxed when i play well. so which came first? anyway, we had a half day on thursday!!! our school did well in syf. almost all had gold and above. congrats to peiyi and angklung for attaining gold!! and to pl guzheng gold with honours!! yays. friday's pe was filled with laughter because of mr menon's jokes. he's really really lame. and can crack jokes without even laughing. we cldnt stop laughing. peiyi and fel were a bit high during lunch. went for trng at night again. coach said i have to perform well for nationals. argh! stressed!

Dear ah ruo invited me to ny 30th anniversary ytd. she brought me ard ny and introduced me to every of her teacher. lol. ny people are friendly! i guess it's just the culture of different schools. you'll never get to see such friendliness in nj. she wanted me to put henna, tattoo and play all the funny stuff. haha. walked ard the whole school many many times to find ah ruo's one and only. we finally found him in the hall. and she cldnt stop going crazy. not bad lar. he looks better in specs!! haha. ate some food, met mel chua and mel fong. they've all changed on the outside!! haha. went to play jumping on the float thing. with all the young kids. lols. stayed there for quite long before going home. both of us were groaning about not being able to get tickets for pl syf concert. damn it. haha. but enjoyed my time catching up with her and serene. =)

so basically, my whole week is full. monday, wed and friday for trngs, finish late on thu. and i only have tue to rush hmk. no time for my own life. gosh. and i have to worry abt 2.4 again.

i'm sick. like how many times have i fallen sick this year?! it's barely been a month since i came down with a cold. dies. i'm so weak. probably because i have to handle so many things at once. and it's not only homework and cca. i'm not over whatever i've been sad about since last week. so i'm not ready to tell. well, whatever. piling myself with everything will hopefully help me forget abt it and get over it.

hey. i'm sorry if i hurt you. but it's just how i feel at that moment when i blog. maybe i should stop publishing those stuff if it causes any misunderstanding. it doesnt help anyone anyway. i say things which i regret later. really really sorry.

off to watch the dance floor! not because of them, but because benji is there!! yaY! hahAs.~

Sunday, April 22, 2007

napfa 5 items was yesterday. gosh. the external testors were damn slack, giving everyone a chance to get an A for something that they were weak at. lols! never gotten an A for all the 5 items before. yesterday was the first and last time. wheE!! during the SBJ, the stupid mat was so slippery, so many people fell down, including me. scratched my palm, and kinda sprained my ankle. damn it. i cant walk properly now. and it's a little swollen. shall go see a doctor later. believe it or not, this is the first time i've sprained my ankle. so i'm a bit lost at what to do.

thanks ghis for being so concerned. she was trying to get me to go see her sinseh today. but i seriously am scared of pain, although she assured me 100% that it wasnt. haha. she almost made me deaf over the phone. as usual. haha. made me laugh. but it means that i cant run my 2.4km. if i fail again, i wont be doing justice to my 5 items. argh!!

anyway, after napfa fel, ghis, yiling and i went to bkt timah mkt to eat lunch. yummy! i ate cheng tng for dessert, which made me remember the times in sec4, where after np trng on fridays we'd go to the hawker centre nearby to eat soursop or cheng tng. those were the days... nostalgia. anyway, had a hard time walking to the bus stop. went out with family to eat good food for dinner. lols. then went down to brewerks... bro and dad drank that beer taster thing, where they served every kind of beer they had in small glasses. yucks. they all tasted the same to me. haha.
_________________

In Christ alone, I place my trust
And find my glory in the power of the cross
In every victory, Let it be said of me
My source of strength, my source of hope
Is Christ alone

I will trust in the Lord to bring me over this period. And i choose to believe that whatever i'm going through is because He wants me to learn from this. I will trust him because He is the only one that still cares even if no one in this world bothers about my existence.~

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

alright. time really flies. i've lived 18 years on this earth.

today is campaigning day for council. damn it. i should have just stayed at home. i was freaking bored and sian the whole time. what a day to spend a birthday. i want to thank those who wished me today. you all rock!! love ya! went out to eat lunch with yiling, before heading back for cca. coach made us play against each other. it was really fun cuz ppl were on fire and we were all screaming like mad. that helped me take my mind off things for a bit.

heys. i'm really sorry if my words have caused hurt to you in anyway. i didnt mean to direct it at you or anyone at all but it was how i felt that day. maybe i overreacted. but i was upset too. i don't want to lose a good friend like you. but i really have certain things going on now plus the stress from school... it's really taking a great deal out of me. and maybe it's affecting my way of dealing with situations and how i react to them, as i've told you earlier. so i'm really really sorry.

anne marie gave me a birthday card. omg! i love her so much! it's so nice! it really made me smile and brightened up my day. mom & dad gave me a card too. and upon reading it, i broke down. what they wrote was really touching and i couldnt hold back my tears. couple with the issues i've been trying to handle for the past few days, i couldnt take it. in this case, giving up is the only correct way to solve and end my unhappiness but is it so easy just to give up like that? no. it is said that time heals wounds. i hope so. but i'm at saturation point. i cant take any of this anymore. i really dont know what to do. guess that was why i broke down today. because of multiple things. i've been so unhappy these few days and no one can really help. probably one of the most unhappy birthday i've had so far. and i wish to go back to the carefree days in which nothing mattered.

well, meanwhile, outlets for forgetting my troubles are doing hmk, going to school (i have no life. lols). these few days, i dread going home, because my mind would unconciously drift back to thinking about everything. friends and work distract me from whatever i'm thinking of. and i really want to run away from all of this.

back to homework.~

Sunday, April 08, 2007

gosh. i can't believe i'm allergic to what i've been looking forward to legally do in 10 days time. gosh. 5% is all it takes. ARGH!~

Friday, April 06, 2007

alright. i woke up at 11 today. probably exhausted over ytd's run. seriously. help.

well, was attempting to do up a small part of my endless hmk when some people called. somehow, i half expected it. lols. raf & shafik were bored and ended up coming over again. lols. so in the end i only managed to do 1 essay outline and study a little for chem. before they came over, i realised i was falling sick probably because i started sneezing a lot and my throat was pain and i didnt feel too good. damn it.

this is the result of having no mummy at home for more than a week. no one to force me to eat rice for dinner and no one to force me to eat fruits after dinner. eating rubbish for meals and not getting enough vitamins everyday has caused me to come down with a freaking cold! now my nose cant stop running. arghs. i miss my mom. her absence during this time has really made me realise how much i depend on her even for my daily activities. i miss my mom's cooking. arghs. sick. sick. sick.

ok. back to today. they bought old chang kee for me. or else i'd died from hunger because i ate cup mee for lunch. thanks! raf was playing audition. and i tricked him into playing flying duck for beat up. lols! then he played yahoo pool. shafik was making side comments. and they were 'fighting violently' which made me laugh a lot. shafik used msn... and was talking to edwin. i took over without edwin realising it. so i was talking to edwin and shafik told me to scold him all i want because it was his acc anyway! lol!! then we watched 'the prayer' on youtube. gosh, anthony callea is really good. then watched miss swan... which was damn funny. and seriously made people feel irritated. lols. they went off after that. i went in search for food. it's good to have friends over. or else i'd just rot away from boredom. thanks for providing me with accompaniment and entertainment. =)

listen here. i'm sorry i didnt want to talk to you today. i was sick and i dont like to talk when i have a sore throat. but that wasnt my only reason. i'm tired of begging you to do things. to shower you with so much attention as to keep begging you to come or whatever. if that's what you want, i'm sorry to say that i am not going to conform to it. i'm sick of the fact that you always go back on your word. i'm sick of the times where you said you were coming and didnt in the end. this has not happened once or twice. but so many times that it is impossible to count. stop giving people false hope. i know other people may be used to your habits. but let me tell you that i cant. i dont deny that i once used to do that, agree and back out at the last minute and provide a thousand and one excuses for not going. but i've stopped because i dont want people to do that to me. i'd be one bloody hypocrite if i did that. so if i really cant make it for something i'd tell the truth. and please do not give me cliched excuses. they're really really really attention seeking. you may say you dont want attention but let me tell you sub-conciously you do. yeah, i know everyone has their own problems but stop portraying self-pity. talk it out with others if you want. but stop showing off your so-called pitiful life to everyone. you're not the only one in this world. other people may be worse off than you. stop portraying yourself as an 'emo' youth. nothing good is going to come off it. and i'm sorry if i've hurt you. i want to tell you that i still treasure our friendship a lot. i just want to get all this, which i've been feeling for some time, off my chest.
*disclaimer: this is my own personal space. no need to comment unless this 'speech' is directed to you.

there. off to sleep before i come down with something worse than a cold tmr.~

Thursday, April 05, 2007

been damn busy. dont know why. the guys came over on tue. ate dinner with them at night. was trying to teach edwin proper pronounciation.

anyway, congrats to nj indian dance which attained a gold with honours (special mention) for syf this year!! congrats to tiff, stella, stanley and joseph! my whole class has been wondering how the guys actually look in make up and how they dance. therefore, we're going for aristal!! yay! really happy for them. the rest of the syf-ers are more stressed now that indian dance has done so well. lols.

gosh. i cant run my 2.4 for nuts. help. watched 'dead man walking' for gp today. i'm a bit disturbed over the last part. damn it. i'd rather watch ghost shows than this kinda disturbing shows.

well, freaking tired. TGIF. Thank God It's Friday. Good friday, a day to remember Jesus' crucifiction and his resurection. Gosh, i have a lot of hmk.~

Sunday, April 01, 2007

gosh. who knew april fool could be so much fun?

first there's xt. who tricked me into believing that she's going to kill herself (shafik told her to take more sleeping pills). then there's edwin, who didnt believe i lost my handphone (and is still ignoring me up to now). raf, who totally got taken in that i lost my hp and i'm so dead (but he was nice abt it).

later in the evening i met raf and shafik, walked ard heartland. damn it. shafik never gets tricked. but he was calling many ppl and tricking them, which was damn funny. we went to macs to sit. raf was reading my lime mag, which i bought because there was a poster of wu zun inside. lols. he was reading the article abt big boobs=bimbo. lols.

i tricked yiling earlier, saying that physics definition test was tmr and that i was sick and wldnt be going to school tmr. she got it quite fast. then while sitting at macs when ghis replied me. omg. her reaction was damn funny. then i told her i was sick. and she asked what i was going to have for dinner since my parents werent ard. so i replied saying that i'd ask my bf to buy for me. HAHAH. and she believed it and asked who he was. she asked whether it was raf, because that's the only fren of mine she's seen before. and raf was sitting across me. so i started laughing really badly. cldnt stop. had to call her and wish her happy april fool cuz i cldnt stand it anymore. she was screaming over the phone when she found out. HAHAHAHAHA!! really laughed very hard. gosh. so fun.

then edwin came. he was still ignoring me for tricking him. lols. so i tried to talk to him, only to end up arguing with him. shafik and raf were laughing because i jagged him. which made me laugh like mad again. ate dinner at macs. because edwin wanted to eat. then sat there... they were talking abt np stuff while edwin was looking at people and i was disturbing him. lols. he didnt wanna talk to me. haha. then went to wait for the bus. before coming home.

gosh. freaking funny. haven laughed so hard for a long time. gonna tease ghis when i see her in school tmr. haha!~
一年了

It's been a year. How long more?

Anyway, Happy April Fool!~

Friday, March 30, 2007

it's official. my common test 1 results are: AABCS. go figure it out yourself. the obvious S (for super) is none other than, you've guessed it, econs. i miraculously passed my case study on the dot and failed pretty badly for essay. overall, only 5 people in my class passed. yep. also the worse combination of grades i've gotten so far in jc life. lols.

i conclude that the math teachers in nj are quite screw loose. mr neo told us 2 lame jokes with illustration today. and the storyline was mediocre. but what made it funny was that he drew the pictures and added all the characteristics of nj teachers into it. which made it damn fuuny. gosh. classic joke. cldnt stop laughing. the same lameness was seen in the math promos paper last year. at least there's humour in math.

2 free periods today. many people were missing for the past 2 days because of ls. supposed to have gym pe. but teacher cldnt find the key. so he made us run. fortunately there was only 10mins left. went for bowling. coach changed my timing again. bowled till my thumb had a blister. the skin came out. so coach asked me to stop. gosh. i need to sleep in! been waking up early. will grow white hair soon.

19. Shi Jiu. NinEtEeN. OnE niNe days to more freedom. to the EigHtEeNth of april. to living 18. oNe eight. shi ba years on this earth.~

Sunday, March 25, 2007

24 March 2007
Raf's, Danica's, Cleo's birthday celebration

was supposed to meet some of the wols people at 3pm. but i think edwin was the only one who was early. and i think he was getting angry. lols! apparently, he hadnt forgotten that i offered to buy the acrylic case for him. lols. it cost $6. he bought the black one, and i paid for it. lols. we went back to wait for shafik. and edwin was telling me abt going to poly and other stuff. shafik came, so we walked quickly to get some stuff, before walking all the way back to the mrt station to meet the rest. by the time we reached. the 3 of us were freaking hot. raf, gly, danica and cleo were there.

took the mrt down. then 400 to the place itself. it was still rather early, so we went to the shop nearby to find kites. the girls bought 1 for themselves, and the 4 of us pooled our coins together and bought a pikachu kite (which happened to be written as 'pi ka chao' in chinese). went to the field opposite to fly our kites. many people were flying their kites and they were really high. were helping edwin fly the kite, since it was his childhood (and i've never flown a kite before). lols. took many many tries. but there was little wind so it cldnt go up. the girls were trying too. then edwin took a break and raf started running with the kite ard the whole field, trying to get it up. shafik kept pulling it. so the kite kept going up. yay! so we finally got our kite up and were trying to maintain it in the air. gosh. how come i dont have this kinda childhood?! flying kites are fun! i passed the string to raf, who wanted to see how high the kite cld go. so he kept releasing the string despite me screaming like crazy. we finished the thread, and shafik had to go snap it. bleahs. haha. but it was really fun!!

decided to go look for a table cuz the steamboat areas were getting crowded. we had free ice cream. so we started with that! haha. then we went to get the food and started cooking all of them. i cldnt stop eating the beef. we spent a lot on the drinks, 4 jugs of it. raf was screaming like a girl cuz the oil kept splattering at him. lol. we fried and cooked pretty wierd stuff... and were standing up... when no one was. shafik and edwin dared each other to eat raw vege... which shafik did. haha!! then they played with the shell food towards the end because the soup was drying up. the girls were making a symphony of laughs, and started imitating everybody's laughter. the way they imitated raf's was damn funny. after much laughs... edwin went over to some bengs to ask for lighter to light the candles... looked like he wanted to smoke. haha.

after cutting the cake and stuff... they started smashing it on everyone's face. raf got it the most. obviously. we were doing that one year ago at seoul garden. where raf walked ard the whole taka looking for a toilet. lols. only gly and i were clean. so we stayed at the table. there was cream left, so we decided to smash the first guy who came back. and it happened to be edwin. lols! gly pretended to feed edwin cake before both of us smashed him. lols! i was eating cake when shafik smashed me with cream, so i took some cake and chased him. it was quite a while later that i dirtied his hair. haha. raf was damn paranoid and kept thinking that i wanted to dirty him. he kept running away. gly got even dirtier than me. haha. so we all had to go visit the sink again.

had to go off alr, cuz people wanted to eat. the girls had to go off, so the 4 of us went to the arcade. raf and shafik played some racing game, while edwin was playing street fighter. kinda reminded me of my childhood, where my bro used to beat me at street fighter on the com. wanted to play the bang bang game.. but there was this small boy who was damn pro who kept hogging the machine. so cldnt play. so after 1 hr in the arcade, we decided to go off.

was waiting for shafik in the toilet at the mrt station. the men's were washing, so he used the handicapped. there was this grp of ah bengs who were waiting for the toilet outside, and we were wondering how shafik wld feel when he came out and saw them. lols. took mrt to dhoby gaut, then mrt to harbourfront and back again. on the journey to harbourfront, the guys were really damn high and started taking emo pictures which were really really really damn funny. cldnt stop laughing. lucky there werent many people there... or not they'd have complained. all their pictures were really hilarious. haha. we cldnt do that anymore once it reached harbourfront. so we sat 'quietly' back to srgn. went down with edwin.. walked with him to the bus interchange. took a bus home from there. it was nearing 12am. lols.

really enjoyed the time with them ytd. from the kite flying to eating to laughing with them in the mrt. it was really a different experience, like i always have everytime we go out altogether. that's because we're wols. =)

to you: please do not bottle up your problems and whatever that has happened to you. you'll only be making those that are concerened abt you more worried. we are here to help you and we will NEVER aim to harm you in anyway. so please trust us and tell us your problems. i promise we'll try our best to help. ~


the girls flying their kite

cutting the cake

one of their not so emo pictures.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

whEEee.... half day for nj today!! i was falling asleep during lessons. anyway, after school, yiling, peiyi and i went for lunch at bkt timah mkt. after that went home.

watched hana kimi for a while. omg. i've been neglecting everything these few days just to watch it!! been laughing like mad. and wu zun is so shuai!! argh!! anyway, i booked the pool rm for wols people. havent seen them for a long time. i played with jaime. because the others were late. met xavier. dont know what he was doing downstairs. so invited him to play. gosh. i totally suck. haha. kept losing. we played life, xavier was making pretty funny jokes abt some stuff. but a bit disgusting. but i cldnt stop laughing. met mel fong!! who was studying for her exams. lol. i'm done with it (and abt to get 15/50 for econs).

played until xt, raf, edwin and shafik came. i was trying to entertain edwin because he was so quiet. while the 2 guys and 2 girls played. gosh! his phone cover had one big crack! my heart pain. lol. i offered to buy one cover for him. if it cost not more than $6. lols. they went to play soccer. jaime and xt went up to my house. xt played audi. jaime was getting bored. lol. went down to find them again. edwin went off to help gly in studies, jaime went home. the rest of us went to take bus to heartland. we missed the stop. ended up at the factory there. so decided to check out the store. so cheap!!! sld buy from there next time.

walked to arcade. played photohunt. waited for edwin to have dinner with us. went to eat hokkien mee. then went to heartland mall. cuz edwin wanted to get shirts. was looking ard the shops. xt and i got distracted because mj was showing hana kimi!! lol. went to the hp shop. the crystal case cost 10 bucks. like no way la! went down again. edwin went to try on shirts. raf tried on this v-neck which made him look damn gay. kinda reminds me of the mei tian. haha. anyway, had to go home. have school the next day. bleahs.

but overall, after not seeing them for so long, was really glad to be able to meet up with them. and to laugh and punch and do many things. no time to write. yep.~

Thursday, March 15, 2007

today is eat-all-you-can day. we have been planning to eat sushi buffet since last year and it finally materialised this year. lols. s15 seems to like eating a lot. esp the girls. was supposed to meet ghis and yiling and the others at 12.30 at town. but at 12.15, i was still at home playing audition. lols. so by the time i left the house it was 12.45 and i reached there after 1. haha.

i met sam while walking out of the mrt station. aqua hat outing. went to cine. met marcus there. he had extra lessons. poor thing! no wonder nj rushes everything. anyway, peiyi, ghis and yiling were alr eating when i met them, so i joined them. gosh. it was $20. so i ate my fill. the sushi on the conveyor belt were all the same. so we took some. but mainly ordered from the menu. we cld order anything under $4.90. so we ordered sashimi, tempura, soft shell crab, fried tofu, oysters, salmon skin, temaki and more sushi. we took like 8 plates of cream puffs and kept eating. lol. the salmon sashimi was good. we ordered the most. ghis counted 52 plates in total. lols. anne marie joined us. but didnt eat much. yiling, peiyi and i were damn full, but ghis kept eating! lol! she said she wasnt full. power. hmm... i kept going to the toilet. lols. drank too much water.

we saw lyn & wen yi and they came in to chat with us for a while! lol. think wen yi was a bit embarrassed with all the girls there. lol. well, ate more sashimi and finally decided to stop eating. the bill was $82.70. lols. peiyi kept wating to take pictures outside cine. but it the rest of us felt damn retarded. so we didnt. lol. we decided to walk and digest our food. so walked to paragon. went to the toilet again, and met stella and her sis! lol! i think the whole s15 was in town today! wen yi said earlier that the guys were in town too. cool. but we didnt meet them.

walked ard paragon, into the crumpler shop, and into the sony gallery. we saw the phones on display. gosh. the new sony ericsson W880i!! so nice!! i like it!! haha. it shall be my new dream phone! but i'm not going to buy it because my phone is but 4 months old and two other people in wols already have the same phone as me (which is rather gay). but that phone is damn nice! practically has the same functions as mine but i still like it. lol. peiyi and i went over to the psp and started playing this game that resembles the drum game at the arcade, only this one was pressing buttons. we cld get thru lvl 1... but not lvl 3. it ended up with 4 of us each pressing one button but we still cldnt pass. lol. decided to stop playing the game cuz it was quite addictive. went to coffee club and all of us ordered one muddy mud pie. which was really muddy and really nice. gosh. i know i'm stupid. i didnt know mudpie was made of ice cream. i tot it was cake. lol. but it was really good. coffee & chocolate ice cream topped with chocolate sauce with a pool of chocolate sauce and oreo crums at the side. sinful. haha. damn nice. ghis and anne marie licked it clean.

walked to orchard. went home with anne marie and cldnt eat dinner. lols. well. i better shed some weight before school starts. lol. ~

i still miss you.~

If I Let You Go
-Westlife


Day after day
Time passed away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find

The courage to show to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
How will I know

Night after night I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you
You speak to my heart
It's such a shame we're worlds apart

I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
How will I know
If I let you go ?

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

yes! i've finally cut my hair. stupid split ends are gone. i went back to the same shop. but xt had to take me there. lol. i was quite late. lols. there were quite a few ppl there. so had to wait for a while. i got the lady this time. not the boss. but they were still damn funny. i wanted to laugh loudly a few times. but had to control myself. i intended to msg shafik abt something. but i ended up talking to edwin, who was using shafik's phone to msg. happily msging, until i think shafik was scolding him for msging too much. lol! it was raining like mad, but it stopped as fast as it started (now i really understand that saying).

after that xt and i went to kelly's house to play with her sis. game of life. lol! her sis is so cute. lol. we were watching hana kimi at her house. or rather, i was watching. haha. her sis won in the end. lol. kelly was showing me all the shows available online, but i darent commit myself to watching or not i'll end up watching all the way till june. i'll be busy once school starts again. sigh. anyway, had to go home at 8, cuz my mom was calling.

anyway, during the journey to kelly's house, we passed by heartland and the macs area. and it kinda reminded me of the times we wols people hung out together at the cc opposite or even at macs. seriously, they're the only people who are able to make me sit down and do nothing without feeling guilty that i'm not doing constructive. but i really enjoy sitting down there and doing nothing with them, or playing tt, or just talking. i kinda miss the times. but everyone's quite busy this year. but i cant help feeling nostalgic about it. well, i shant get emo abt it. because i'm going to sleep! lol!~

Monday, March 12, 2007

went to sentosa's cafe del mar ytd. took the train. it was nice, but crowded, so i wasnt really in the mood to chill. met ms chua at vivo city. so cool. my mom thought she was my classmate or something. lols.

anyway, met jaime, edwin and shafik today. was supposed to go eat tau hui with shafik and edwin, but i was damn late. lols. waited for jaime at the mrt station. then went to ps. edwin wanted to watch the crocodile show, primeval. omg. the show was damn freaky! i'd rather watch music and lyrics again. haha. half the time my hand was over my mouth. and jaime cldnt stop complaining. edwin seemed to enjoy it. shafik was commenting on something in the movie and edwin was asking him to shaddup. which made me laugh. well, overall... i think we were all jokingly blaming edwin for the movie. lol. was msging yiling... she said "nv trust guys to choose movies." lol!!

shafik wanted to walk to town from ps. i didnt mind. but obviously jaime and edwin did. lols. we went to ljs to eat and talk talk for a while. edwin wanted some bag. went home after that. cuz edwin wanted to go home and shafik was sleeping on the train. i forgot to tell my mom not to cook dinner for me. so i had to go home and eat.

keeping a secret especially one like this is miserable. i wish i could tell.~

Saturday, March 10, 2007

9 March 2007
NJ road run


reported at the same time for assembly, followed by the running off by the youngest of the school cohort. we were 3rd in line to run, and i ran with yiling. okay. i ran/walked with yiling. gave up running on encountering the 1st slope. then continued to run and walk. after that we slacked at the canteen, eating ice popsicles. prize presentation then go home!! went for lunch with yiling, pei yi and lyn at the bkt timah hawker centre. we didnt eat tang yuan. lol. chatted there for a while, before leaving. i came home to sleep because i was having a migrain. yiling had to go for zhenghua camp, and she was damn bored. so ended up msging her till i fell asleep.

Dinner

was supposed to meet raf, edwin, shafik and xt at 7 something to eat dinner tgt. at 8.30 i was still waiting for them, famished. was trying hard not to get angry. or else i'd have taken the next bus home. anyway, found them and ate at chomp chomp. gosh, raf changed his phone. so now THREE people in wols have the same phone. it's kinda cool. but kinda gay. lols. raf's is the silver limited edition. while edwin's and mine are black. was playing with his phone, while he was sending songs over from mine and xt's phone. at sting ray and hokkien mee.

havent seen them for so long. i kinda miss hanging out with them. i'm still arguing with edwin. as always. we walked to the park. raf was still sending songs. and edwin and shafik were doing drills all the way, with the drill cane. xt and i climbed the spider web, and saw some white person hiding behind the dustbin. we thought it was raf, it ended up to be edwin. both he and shafik came over to shake the spider web and attempted to climb it, after which they stole our slippers. haha. we went back, and were crapping. the two guys were asking xt and i stupid qns. while raf was STILL sending songs. haha. had to go back early, because raf was leaving early the next day. the 3 guys and i walked back to gardens. the 2 were still doing drills behind. edwin was 'angry' with me for something i didnt say. he assumed it! haha. bleahs. by the time i reached home it was 11.30pm.


Mine, raf's & edwin's phones

10 March 2007
Econs seminar/ NTU & NUS open house


omg. i was freaking late. but i took a cab into ntu, which cost me $5.80. argh. sleeping so late and waking up so early today, i was falling asleep during the talks. gosh. had to eat 2 sweets to keep me awake. i met ah ruo, serene, min wei and many other pl girls there. had a good talk with the 3. for lunch, we were led down to the area where the open house was held. and we ended up not going back for the talk. oops. took a tour of the biological sciences faculty. we saw all the labs... was cool. after that we walked ard the campus and went to eat lunch.

peiyi, fel and i wanted to go to nus open house after that, so we took a shuttle to boon lay, went to clementi and took a feeder to nus. gosh. i felt damn old at both universities. i felt like going back to nj or even pl. lols. we walked ard again. fel and peiyi took balloons. haha. went to see the cca booths and the different schools. gosh. i have to take physics in engineering. argh. now i really dont know what to take. lols. went home after that. i was damn tired.

took an mrt all the way back. and realised how long i have to travel to get to school everyday once i go into the university. good luck to me.

bon voyage raf!!~

Thursday, March 08, 2007

yesH. there's finally a certain degree of freedom. and it is only during this period of time that you see hoards of nj people at town. lols.

Chem SPA skill A was alright. the normal compounds came out. Mr sito invigilated us again. after the paper he advertised for tonight's campfire. lols. after spa, peiyi, stella, ghis, tiff, sam had stuff on, leaving me, yiling, fel, lyn and anne marie. anne marie had lunch at home, so the 4 of us left stood around, waiting for the gate to open. the guys were going to play lan. we took a bus to town, went to far east to eat chicken rice. lol. then we went to walk around the shopping centre. people were scarce, ocassionally meeting nj people. we sat down at gelare to eat ice cream. haha.

after then we walked to lido. wanted to watch a movie. i saw the harry potter poster on the 5th movie. oh man. i went crazy. the movie was quite late. so we decided to walk to cine. memories of chingay rushed to both yiling and i, because we were walking the path we walked umpteen times during chingay. and the empty road that we sat on and had 'power' over was now filled with cars. cldnt decide on what movie to watch, music & lyrics or seducing mr perfect. we were waiting for peiyi, so we sat down at the high chairs to watch the trailers that they were screening. so many interersting movies are coming up this holiday, and even through the year. too bad they didnt advertise for harry potter. haha. and too bad i wont get to watch that many till november. my life in 2007 is depressing. but it's pretty entertaining to sit down there and watch all the movies that are coming up. i think it's meet the robinsons, where there's this dinosaur... called TINY... who was so big but with really tiny hands. damn cute.

anyway, we finally went to buy our tickets. decided to watch music and lyrics. this is the only time where you dont have to worry abt not getting tickets to the show that you want. and not being worried abt not being able to get the back seats. the movie was great! really nice. the song they composed was really sweet. and the 'pop' song was damn 80s. lols. not really a wrong choice of movie. and we only paid $6.50. =)

went home after that. guess they were tired. but i think i cld still have continued walking. but no money to do anything. haha. so went home too. poor poor ghis. she still has to study for her physics and chinese. she's complaining. while yiling and i are complaining because we have nothing to do. hahas.

road run tmr. hahas. i prefer to call it road-walk. because that's what i am going to do. bleahs.~


Our ice-cream at gelare

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's finally the end of common test ONE! i still have chemistry SPA skill A tmr. but it's all memory work. waha!! after studying day after day. and rejecting any invitation to go out, and my computer literally has cobwebs from the monitor to the chair. if i neglect it any longer it'll probably grow mold. hahas.

a brief summary of my papers:
GP- alright, compre was easier than promos
Chemistry- okay, but more difficult that i thought it would be
Econs- cldnt finish as usual. and all regurgitated from notes.
Math- alrights. i cldnt do some. stupid teacher cleared my gc of all my apps!
Physics- as the guys always say... GG!!!!! gg for ALL sections. i hope i pass.

The chem paper was pretty funny tho. mr sito was invigilating us. and he gave out paper 2 instead of paper 1 first. then after paper 1 he gave out paper 2 (mcq) and almost asked us to start without giving out the oas!! haha. those h3 math people still have exams tmr. muahaha. there's road run on friday. ergh. i hate running. so i think i'm walking with yiling. lols! then there's econs seminar on saturday. i hope it doesnt take all day. i'll fall asleep. so basically the whole of this week is gone, and next week too, because of cca -_-'''.

well, whatever. i can finally relax for like... a week before getting scolded for failing every subject for common test. lols.~

Sunday, February 25, 2007

Chingay Parade of Dreams 2007

we went down after school, had a really early dinner. the whole night was pretty boring, because we werent at the parade itself. after our 1st shift, we stood in the middle of the road talking. oh yes, my group, TM 19!! consists of christian (grp leader), sam, desmond, chris, alvin, me, ghis, yiling, gladys, amanda and her fren. our grp leader is damn entertaining, he was imitating so many different things and was so lame. we cldnt stop laughing. we helped another grp later that night to tell everyone that the road is blocked. lols.

ever wanted to walk in the middle of orchard road and sing/dance/go crazy without being caught and being run down by the string of cars? then join chingay! lols. we owned the road! OWN man!! lols. christian kept saying he wanted power, being in traffic management. and we had a little bit. the 2nd night was more intresting, we were situated at lucky plaza, with many people asking for directions. we welcomed the Vvip people, SM, MM, and many more MPs. saw remy ong!! whEe.. then we had a break and sat down to watch the parade. took many pictures. was at the exit after the parade, so we got to see many famous people again! the President, the 4 hosts, gurmit singh. michelle chong. bryan wong. quan yifeng. they were a bit high and crazy. lols.

was supposed to go open the road. but some grp beat us to it. so we followed leonard (our overall i/c for traffic) back to the parade. after the whole thing, we took pictures and were walking along orchard road and going crazy! we sat down on the road and took pics... blah. went back to the tentage and went home!!

i must say it was a very enriching experience and a good time to make frens! i must commend my grp leader, christian, and the overall i/c, leonard, because they took such good care of us! and they were seriously entertaining. well, i fell sick this morning. probably because of too much running ard and being in the rain. but it was really a good time to relax esp when common test is coming up! met marcus a few times during the parade, was a good time to catch up with him again.

now it's studying till all my hair turns white.~

the entrance

one of the floats

TM 19 in the middle of orchard road

TM 19 at parade

Monday, February 19, 2007

no more coming online and blogging until common test ends. i have thu, sun of this week, the whole of next week to study and finish up so many topics. i'm dead. so no blogging till CT ends.

i was abt to sleep last night when shafik called. and asked me to call raf. for what? conference call. guess they were bored. lols. so we talked crap for like...an hour. and my outgoing!! arghs! 45mins! lols. edwin joined in a little while later. shafik was telling edwin something serious and there was raf.. blasting his music from his com, and coughing like an old man. i cldnt stop laughing. anyway. i think raf's phone died so everyone got disconnected. lols.

ok. back to studying...~

Saturday, February 17, 2007

blahs. i cant find the audio i want. bleahs.

this week has been fun, with 3 things happening consecutively. valentine's day, total defence day & cny celebrations.

we'll start with v.day. whEeEe... we went to school and started giving out presents. i went there with a half full bag to come back with one in which i cldnt stuff everything inside. some gifts to others were pretty interesting, and ms lim was entertaining herself while waiting for the rest of the class to come. was damn funny. special thanks to my angel and mortal from 07S15 for the gifts! love them! then later, during CAAL, we cleaned up our class and decorated the wall and others. i was making fish with the red packets. lols. we hung them on the wall. then went for Cca, before going to meet up with the 4a2 people!! had dinner with yq, ry, se ying xy at mos, while looking at the long line of people queing for cafe cartel and thai express. kept talking abt jc life.

then total defence day. nothing happened actually. haha. we ran the road run, which was outside the school, which was 3.2km long. i lasted only half the journey. bleahs. peiyi waited for me again. thanks! went home and was pretty pisst off with a few people, basically if you dont respect me, dont even think of getting even a teeny weeny bit of respect from me. i rest my case.

yesterday was CNY. we cld wear our own clothes... so the class decided on white top and jeans. some didnt wear that tho. lols. it was ok. and we ended rather early, so yiling, peiyi, ghis, fel, lyn and i went to island creamery at serene centre to eat ice cream!! muahaha. we sat there for 2 hours or so just discussing abt everything under the sun. gossip, talking abt the past, the mischiefs during adolesence etc. had a good time laughing. fel, lyn, ghis and i decided to go town after that, because i was meeting my mom there. after waiting for 3 fully packed 174 buses, we decided to walk to another bus stop. but the 3 of them decided to go to 8 instead. so i made my way down to town, and met pei wei half way near sji. and i asked: how come u didnt go out with your sji frens? and i realised he was with his sji frens. lol! i was walking ard wisma, waiting for my mom, and i met tiff and stella!! haha. so walked ard with them for a while, and i saw many nj people as well as pl people from my batch. basically the whole world's at town. i only bought a top. wanted to get shoes but there was a long line at charles and keith. bleahs. met sam near the mrt station while on the way home. haha! i met so many people ytd.

anyway, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! i have no one to visit this year. now dont think it's a bad thing, because i hate it when i have to go to m'sia and sit there and stone. lols.~


S15's Wall


My V.day gifts


My v.day roses!