we took her to buy her prom dress. seriously.... it is a dress. i aint gonna say who. find out when i blog abt tmr's event. but i must say it's certanly intriguing... how we managed to find the dress, shoes and acessories so fast. in the shortest time i've ever seen anyone shop for a dress. haha. well. we'll see how it goes tmr!~

i was reading xt's blog when i realised... i forgot how to play daidee! hAha. big deal. heY. seriously... the game i liked to play last time... i forgot!! aHHH!! same suit or different? how to put 5 cards? the only thing i know is that 2spades is the biggest. haha. well...i guess i have to re learn it.

tiff's ear hole closed? i dont believe it. (well...there's been more and more things i dont believe). wonder what happened? shall ask her later. maybe cannot put in? like mine. but i still managed to stuff it back after many days of bleeding and pus. oops. too disgusting. havent taken out my 2nd one. hope i dont get infection. or else...i'll just let it close. just gonna wear ear stick for cambridge anyway. i'll look ugly with 2 earrings on 1 side!! hEE!! i'm excited!! ~

done with whatever there is for 30 nov. haha. so excited!! yAy!! hAhA. ok. i think i'm going mad. i was staring at the harry potter poster at the bus stop. haha. stared until the bus came. of course staring at him. haha. but he doesnt look cute there. but i was still staring. ha! people like cedric. i think he's cute...but harry's beTTa. heE.

anyway... i feel that... if she wants people to listen to her... then she has to start listening to what people have to say too. so therefore.. since she doesnt listen to me or any of her friends, i'm not gonna listen to her. and i dont care whether i'm making it too obvious or not. or whoever comes to read this. but i want to say what i want to say. i'm not listening to her. downright disobedience. haha. whoever can infer what i'm talking about and pass it on... i dont care either. dont blame me.

why did they change the requirements?? aHH!! i want what it is supposed to be. what we learnt. what we did. that's seriously more fun. and u dun really have to think abt what you do. haha. talk about creative learning. but building things...it's so... contractor stuff. well... at least there's still what i did. yay! i love that! thank God they didnt decide to exclude it. or else i'll be damn angry. well anyway... wonder how they're gonna work it out. well... you wld definitely need at least 3 doing flag for majority of the time. except for the last few mins. unless they can really spd things up. and they had to exclude the laces. gosh. ok. let's use tissue paper. or... ribbons! pink ones! ha. they'll be striking. wonder what kinda thing they gonna make. hope it's more creative than ours. haha. but starting so late... hMm.... that's one worry. and anyway... i dun think we sld be the ones discussing this. it's not our team. we're the past. i think they themsleves should be coming up with the ideas. solutions to the problems. spoon feeding isnt good. the past is only there to help. to provide tips from previous experiences. and not to think up what to do and how and why. so if u wld to ask me... i think there is no need for this meeting at all. did the rest do this kinda thing for us during our time? no. and i stand by their ways. no wonder the unit is becoming more welfare. well... i dun wanna be there when it falls. somehow... this reminds me of Venice. oh yea. one more thing. by not telling them anything now... how wld it help anyway? if they knew now...they can use the weekend or their free time to think of some ideas. but i seriously dont think it's neccesary to meet this tue... besides... it's one day b4 cambridge dinner!~

seriously.... i hate flowery dresses. don't put one near me. and i dont look good in evening gowns. those grown up ones. maybe in jc. they make me look old. and i dont wanna grow up so fast. so many shopping for their prom night dresses. many from jc. let's see...i can name all. ha. anyway...saw pl girls too. not only sec4s. how come people shop at places like that? i mean...they're not say buying clothes for a special occasion. anyway. i got my octopus ball and i'm contented. i'm going out of point.

anyway... woah. how can someone get 271 for their psle? that's totally... woah. ha. he's the highest in his sch anyway. wonder which sec sch he's going to. RI? he'll be travelling the same route as me. only in the opp direction. ha.

ergH. doesnt it make you irritated when you cant dl something?!?!?!?!?~

i only have two things to say:

harry potter rocks!

and...

so does my template.~

harry potter and the goblet of fire was great! but then again... since when would i say it wasn't? it was very dark tho. very. hEE. cut a lot of parts. so sad. watched chamber of secrets on tv. haha. cant help but to watch again.

anyway.... o's are finally over. yay! sub science ppl are having there last mcq paper today. when i've finished like.... 4 days ago! hAhA!! dont ask me how it was. well.... i'm gonna rot at home today. cuz i'm supposed to tidy my room...but...heE. lazy. tmr's PAE. thanks. i havent decided where to go. maybe here....maybe there.... well... we'll see...~

chem prac: acid-alkali titration.
cation identification.

oh yeaH!! physics better be easy.~

blame it on your lousy attitude. dont make such sweeping statements. maybe you should have told us where. dont be so hypocritical. and act like you're so enthusiastic. cause you aint.~

study leave.~

have songs ever reminded you of happy memories of the past? well... they have for me. some remind me of holidays.... during the dec break. therefore, i conclude that i'm in serious need of a holiday!!! i find myself thining of the times overseas.... and the different environment... doing things like shopping without worries. and the good weather! but that's not my point.

i realised i've missed out on many many trips overseas...during these few years. new zealand north islands and stuff. why? because i gave up the holiday for unecessary things here. parents told me that i was silly for not going. "holiday oso dun wanna go! ppl dont have a chance and you dun wanna go!" of course...at that time... i just shrugged it off. but now i realised.... i've missed out a lot. all because of some stupid unecassary stuff in school. no. it's not extra lessons. haha. extra lessons are impt and extremely necessary. i'm talking abt other things. things that u are excused from if u take a holiday.

true... i have some good times from these instances....but truly... which is more enriching and relaxing? of course a holiday. different environment, different "world". no stress, no worries. most of the time...tired from shopping and galavanting all around the country. how can anyone compare that to some stupid stuff here? sure... i will miss my friends here but that's only short term. i will come back. duh. i have no idea what came over me in the past. putting priority over something less essential...(not that a holiday is very essential). but certainly more fun and enticing than going to school or staying at home...worrying abt some stuff that's coming up.

well....what i have to say to this is: whatever. i will not put these things as a priority again. if i have the chance...i'll choose the holiday. unless i really "zou bu kai". but hey! i'm just a youth. what things in life can make me so busy until i cant even find the time to spend with my whole family overseas?

i think i'm going crazy. maybe it's the studying. we keep planning what to do after the exams. how i wish the exams was earlier! but certain people wont agree with me. haha. well.... back to school. for the last week. *cries*.~

boO!!! i missed my blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! or rather.... the picture on my blog. ahH!! i so miss him. haha. it's been a longtime since i've come online to blog and stuff.... been piled up with a mountain high of revision papers. n's are over. i feel a tinge of jealousy....but at least i still have time to study.

this week... is really.... p-o-n school week. i dont know how many in my class turned up on thurs...or wed... seemed rather little. celene was sick. really sick. well...and yun qian... i dont know what to say la. haha. half half? half pon half....erR... i dont know. haha...she "pon" sch for 2 days. but going that 2 days was quite a waste of time..considering the fact that we were just going thru ans and stuff. it's not like it's a maths or something. good timing.

it's my last week in sch next week! so sad!!!! we have a hol on tue. marking day. fri is founder's day. i'll probably be going back to sch on the 17. cuz there's a maths. had the baccalaurette service on wed. hmM... was ok lar. not much difference from chapel. except that the pastor was more interesting. haha. anyway.... we gave a pine tree to the sch. and i dont want to comment on that. not here anyway.

miss me!!~

i'm gonna start studying seriously starting tmr. so i wun be able to come online so often. gosh. i won't miss anyone. except drew fuller! hEhE! he's so cute!~

<------isn't he so cute over there? gosh. i'm basically biased. of course every picture of him to me is cute. and handsome. and shuai. and cool. and...i could go on...~

drew fuller is really so cute and handsome! hEhE! fen ni agrees with me! gosh. i think he looks like utt. haha.

anyway....i want to thank God for my results. i wasnt expecting much from the 2 papers we checked today... but hey! it wasnt so bad. yes. esp my physics. He has certainly helped me thru this exam. i learnt that u really have to trust God in this kind of circumstances.... esp when u feel that all hope is lost. without him..you are just by yourself. i really thank Him and honour Him for my results.

anyway... after all that we were playing some lame game. felicia's lame game. but there were many funny moments cuz we were practically laughing thru... then we played bingo. haha. i kept winning. there's studying next week.~
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I think this is meaningful:

God sent his son
They called Him Jesus
He came to love, heal and forgive
He gave His son, to buy my pardon
An empty grave is there to prove my Savior lives.

Because He lives
I can face tomorrow
Because He lives
All fear is gone
Becuase I know, I know
He holds the future
And life is worth a living just because He lives.

thanks. they are changing charmed to 10pm. now i cant see it and have to tape it. glad that there's not chris in it. or else i'm gonna make a big fuss.

anyway...didnt do any revision in sch today. had this career talk. the speaker was funny. and humorous. at least not the typical boring type. on the whole....a good talk. did the d.i.s.c personality test. i'm an "i". enthusiastic, warm...blah... haha *waves in the queen's manner. but "i" people fear rejection. which is rather true. and i think that the test is really accurate. a few of my friends are "s"... resistant to changes. haha. cool. and i felt that some are really "d". altho some doesnt wanna say it la. or maybe she's telling the truth... but...doubt so. i think she's "d". haha. stop wondering who i'm talking abt. find out yourself. but the talk was cool. made me laugh.

then had this acjc talk. basically trying to psycho us into going there. they have a science research thing! oh man. and their MEP and music programmes are good. but too bad it's too far away. well...that's about the whole day. and tmr....it's checking eng paper. gosh. no! but no studying. haha. but i dun wan my eng paper. how abt giving me something else? i hope i get a b3 anyway. oh yes. i found out that i most probably wont be able to take KI (not potassium iodide) in jc. needs a distinction or b3 for eng. and my eng is shaky. so i'll take gp. as if gp's any better. well... will think of that later. "i" people dont really care abt details. haha.

i'm getting addicted to ms again. shall go try to study. since it's such a cool day!~

i cant help saying this but.... gosh... drew fuller is so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

talk abt wu liao. stupid ne quiz made us stay back till 12 today...just to play some game and "build" up singapore. and we had to wait till 10.50! what kinda?? we cld actually go home at 9am. that's 3 hrs diff. thanks. stupid.

anyway... ah ruo and i went to cel's house. in a sports car. ah ruo and cel watched some korean show. seriously....i dont see anything that's nice abt it. and it's those olden days show. eek. haha. so...i was playing ms. hehe.

yeah! no school tmr. and we're gonna do crap on thurs and fri. some talks and quizzes. why cant we just stay in the hall and do "revision"? ha. i just suddenly started worrying abt what i wrote in my exams. it's a sudden feeling of anxiety. gosh. i pray for the leniency of the markers.~

i don't have to go to school today. nor wednesday. are you jealous?~

gosH. i finally get to go out!!! went shopping today. 1st...to get my gold ear rings. stop thinking that it's obiang! haha. it's quite ok la. but it costs 30 bucks. such a small thing costs 30 bucks? anyway.... went to crystal jade to eat la mian and xiao long bao....gosh...it was good. i haven been out since....i cant even remember. then went to orchard to shop shop. i was so glad to be out. be nevertheless...i feel guilty for not studying. but then again....haha. i'll study tmr! if i feel like it.

anyways....it's good having not to study for a while. but i hope i dun forget everything. and i dun wanna get back my prelim papers. esp eng and physics.~

like my new skin? i love it!! well...structure wise....it's not my type. but who cares? there's drew fuller's pic. gosh. so cute! too bad there's no baby pic of wyatt. he's so cute. as in....ke ai. anyway...i'm going mad abt him. haHa.~

what's happening to my firefox? hmMm.....wonder wonder wonder.
here's an account of what my prelims were like.

Lit: was able to answer the questions. at least i didnt hesitate this time! and i wrote so much for the KOC essay. i had no time to finish my unseen. and the unseen passage came from what i read before. but i had no idea about irony. haha. twelfth night was ok. surprisingly i had time to finish.

Math P1: ok i guess. but it was tedious.... without a claculator. gosh. i rely on calc too much.
SS: we were studying so hard for venice and gd governance and we were so sure that one was surely to come out. and what came out? merger. 2 sec 3, 1 sec4. and i only studied sec4. but i did merger anyway. was easier. and i crapped out some excuse for my "L5" answer.

Geog: map reading took so long. and was asked to fill in some landscape thing. haha. i had no time to write more for tourism. die.
A Math P1: was ok lar. more difficult than o'lvl standard...but definitely not ms lau's standard.

Math P2: well... i just hope i get an a1. not that it was easy.
Physics: ah dont talk about it. he's sadistic.

Chem: alright i guess. at least i have more confidence for chem than physics.
A Math P2: a killer. so many qns which i had doubts about. in plain english, i dont know how to do! but after confirming some of my answers with loretta, i felt better. maybe it's not so bad after all.

gosh. i'm depressed. anyway...it's time i took a break. i'm "playing" this weekend. but it's back to studying next week. whatever. gosh. i've missed my com...and the pictures in it. haha. isnt chris just so cute?~