Nothing special happened on thursday. But why am i such a failure? Why am i not able to even get over something so trivial? Why is it so easy for everyone else but not me? I am such a failure in this aspect.
Friday was doubles. Woke up ard the same time as i wake up for school. Attempted to catch a cab down to safra, only to find that there was no cab! All we on call (which i doubt 90% of them were real). Anyway, i still managed to reach there on time. and i had to feel all stressed out just before my first game. so naturally... all went into chaos. jess was doing pretty well and i on the other hand... i couldnt handle it. every ball i sent out wasnt good. coach came over to comfort me and provide tips. but he couldnt comment much on my technique since it was my nerves that was affecting me. jess kept asking me to relax. but i just couldnt. so my first game was 77. luckily jess had a high game. i really couldnt take the pressure. i cried.
the second game was better. and i was able to calm down and spare most of the frames. the next few games were okay i guess. coach was there to support and encourage us. and i thank God for that. =) jinnie and si en were screaming for us again. super ear piercing! but super good! haha. some of the other juniors couldnt care less. sigh. we played with peiqi, the friendly girl from mi whom i played with during singles. then was mi guys. and yeah. i think we trashed them. i'm not saying they werent good, because we saw them get a 193 after we changed lanes. so jess concluded that we were too hot for them! gosh!! hahahahaha!!
my average was better this time, but still not good enough. probably because my 1st game pulled me down. well anyway, eric was on fire. he got pretty high. cool!! captain was forever looing at girls... haha!! after the competition and debrief, we went opposite with coach for a drink and lunch. we sat in a row.. ys and i ate the same thing. rc ate cutlet! so big! we were all screaming at him. lols. captain was talking about going to watch the seeded match... girls. haha!! we chatted with coach and made fun of the guys again. ck and rc are super funny.
went back to get our bowling balls. then went to find cabs to get back to school. and why were we going back to school? because we are pure muggers!! haha!! ys, ck and rc went back for a captain's ball match. but i went back for my hmk. i'm 100% mugger. yeah! haha. so ys, jess and i took a cab back to school... while th, ck and rc took another. we got the nice cab... but it cost us $13.10 all the way back to bkt timah. we were all still a bit high that time. went to find my classmates to get my hmk. chased ghis for it. rc came over to ask whether ghis collected a copy of hmk for him...but she didnt. obviously. haha. poor rc. went over to talk to some of them again. because my classmates werent high and i was. so went to high with the other bowlers. haha.
followed yiling, fel and anne marie to the photocopy shop. sat there and stoned because i was freaking tired. stayed with them till their pe lesson and went off because i didnt wanna stay back till 3.40pm. lols. met jess and rc at the grandstand. ys and ck were playing captain's ball. and i went home! haha.
cldnt copy much of what they did ytd. was having a migrain. gosh. how come they do so much when i'm not ard? lols. wonder why there's no trng today. cant go for tmr's. have church. next week is SISC (also pronounced as 'sick') week. for all sick people. haha. no lessons the whole week!! have to go back for gp on thursday but thursday is the last day of competition. so i wont be going back to school at all next week! yeah man! haha.
after that is NAG, then study for common test. gosh. this is my life.~
jess and i... after doubles