my stress is turning into depression. don't ask me why. i don't know why either.

why is it that it's so hard to face reality on a sunday? life hasnt been like this before.

funtasia is supposed to be a fun thing. yeT i'm freaking out. time constraints. financial constraints.

wish i was back in sec sch. i know i sldnt think too much about the past.

i have no time for anything anymore. everything is studying. studying is everything.

maybe this is the cause of my depression. maybe not. maybe it's because of you.~