i'm still suffering from shock and dont think i'll be able to recover.

omg my piano exam is on the 4th of july!!!!!!!!!! aHhHhHhHh!!!!!!! i know i requested for july but why so early?!? erR.... i'm not ready. at all! heLP!!!!!!!!!!!! gosh. i need to practise more. the thing i'm worried abt is that it'll clash with oral. nvm if it's prelim oral. i can just tell the teacher to let me go 1st or something. i'm scared that it's o lvl oral! that would be a BIG problem. but i'm just scared i'll fail la. after seeing so many examples.

aHhH!!! how? my 3 pieces are like...uHh....not there yet. my sight reading sucks. my aural sucks. my scales...erm. that's abt the only thing i can do. but then my broken chords suck too. aHhHHh!!!!

i'm going craZY! couple with the fact that there's both oral eng and ch prelims starting term 3.... not that i cant cope. well... actually i cant. i'm so dead.~