1 week since i've blogged. yes! i survived the 1st week of school. this week has been filled with so many activities and the stress of o's. it has been fancy drill, np and peer lite stuff. well, the peer lite thingy was quite fun. and my group...oh man. i was laughing thru the whole way. the 2 lame people and their crazy jokes....oh man. that was the only time i was really able to relax and breathe a little.

cca fair waS ok today. but it was disorganised. yes. thinking back, we really have been concentrating too much on fancy drill. and neglecting the rest. no. we cant blame anyone for this. we had to change the song...but we were more anxious for that rather than the rest. we can only blame ourselves. and yes. personally, i have been proud subconsciously. not only in np...but also in school. i promise i will try my best not to be so. and i totally agree as to what zhenying ma'am said. we really have to learn to make an impact on our juniors, we have been too lenient. and i have been too playful. this unit will fall if we dont change. i think zhenying ma'am's words have impacted me. a lot. i should learn to be like her in that way. i must change. we have to. we cant stick to our ways. we need to humble down. and we really need to keep the np spirit alive in the juniors. if they should be losing interest in np i must say it is our fault. and yes. i realised that the past batches as well as us have been leading in cliques. those who lead are mainly in one team. i think we should move out of this and spare a thought for the others. and they should do that too. we as a sqd should lead, not as a clique. and should not be biased. sigh. we really must CHANGE.

all my teachers are stressing me abt the o's. ~