Friday, March 12, 2004

mOoD: gEttiNg pIssT
mUzIk: iNsAtiAblE/ dArrEn hAyeS
tAlkinG: tiNg

eRgH. my mom's nagging abt things again. i hafent even shown her my result slip! oops. weLL...mrs tan wasnt happy with my english results...she thot tht my eng was better last yr. oh thank you!!

i feel that i can write a thousand word essay on the topic i'm gonna talk abt. here goes:

is the world changing? let me give u a situation. C works 6 days a week, so hard and finally gets some good results. N works only 1 day a week, much less hours than what C has put in. they both benefit the company but N's progress is not very good. However, because of face, the company gives N a big reward leaving C with nothing. it all depends on C's performance to get even a small reward.
who puts in more effort? whose results are better? who works longer hours? obviously you can tell. just because of face that they give N the reward?

similarly, who stayed back 6 days a week to train, who got 19th position a tremendous improvement. who earns more uopa points for the unit? we deserve to be rewarded. but who gets it in the end? the other grp. after 3-4 months of training this is what we get? and what do the others get? an automatic promotion? just because most are ptes and we dun wanna throw face? yo. with their drills like that how can they not throw face? a rank does mean that ur drills are up to a certain standard. but some dont even meet this standard. heard that they threw face in front of cedar? cedar of all schools. so what does this tell? having a rank just like that wont prove that ur drills are good. if u show your drills with a rank and it's not up to standard, isnt that more throw face? seriously, their marching wasnt coordinated the last time we saw them. after 3 months of training they produce this type of result? yo.i dun think our team is that bad!

yeS. some were very happy because of our results. those were and are the ones who really cared abt us and helped us thru. but some, dont even aknowledge the fact that we did pretty well, hey just grumble every training session that they need the key so that they can rush off somewhere. these only care abt themselves. and not the welfare of the ppl. these are the ones who are biased and favour the other. did they ever talk to the cct? or even say just a "well done". no! but they care so much abt the other. that they even decide to reward them just like that. have they ever asked themselves what the consequences are? some may become proud and cocky. some may show off. i'm not saying all...but just some.it's not fair for those who went last year and didnt get anything.

yes. i know that we earned less uopa points. i have my infering skills. i know lots of people side them. well that's too bad. ccT aLL the waY!

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